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flawedconqueror · 2 years
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Norway
Maybe I’ll stay longer haha
The beauty of being a digital nomad
A far-off idea is not so far-fetched
I miss my family, but I’m scared
Of being hurt and rejected
Struggling to do face calls, finding comfort in obscurity
They say things happen in cycles
I had the pleasure of meeting a bright-blue hair, eccentrically dressed woman outside Liverpool Street Station - it’s hard not to notice someone like that
 as I was trying to find the coach bus to go to Stansted airport
She was quite helpful in taking me to my stop and reminded me of my former bi-racial colleague Francine
She asked a few questions and I was guarded
But when she ended our brief convo with Jesus loves you, that seemed to melt my walls and I also shared I’m a Christian and she gave me her business card and I mention hanging out
I felt like it was a God nudge as I sometimes feel God’s forgets me 
With my tense stomach, weight gain and nerves acting haywire
It reminds me of a good friend I met years ago at a bus stop
I hope me and blue become great friends and her youtube channel will take off 
Norway 
The scenery reminds me of Ontario, lush trees 
I’m currently in Oslo
Peaceful
Seeing my aunt was nice but I was worried 
The pictures I’ve seen of her granted they’re 30 years ago show a young, fair-skinned, vibrant beautiful woman
My aunt is not doing well and seems a bit haggard
She is using medicine prepared by what I can only describe as Islamic spiritualists (Islamic mysticism?)
She seems open and ready to reel off 
I was apprehensive coming here
Will I break something
Mess up something
Maybe it’s this ingrained failure complex
She seemed to calm my nerves by saying I’m free here
That I can do whatever I want
I think I’m more present 
so certainly didn’t put my feet on the sofa without asking first
being more mindful of my surroundings 
and confident
not as scattered
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tomasorban · 4 years
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Enoch & the Watchers: The Real Story of Angels & Demons: BY MICHAEL HOWARD
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In 2002 the British newspaper The Sunday Telegraph reported that the Vatican had banned the veneration of those angels who do not appear in the authorised texts of the Bible. This was an attempt to counter the influence of unnamed New Age groups who were allegedly recruiting new members within the Roman Catholic Church. In future, prayers were only to be directed to the three archangels Michael, Gabriel and Raphael who are mentioned in the Bible. According to the apocryphal and banned Book of Enoch these were the angelic beings responsible for binding the wicked fallen angels or Watchers who had transgressed God’s law. The news report said that the early Church had excluded the book, attributed to the Old Testament prophet and patriarch Enoch, from the authorised version of the Bible because it described these fallen angels and their activities.
Who are the Watchers or fallen angels and why was the early Church and the modern Vatican so concerned about them?
Genesis 6:1-4 says: “When men began to multiply on the face of the Earth, and daughters were born to them, that the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and took them wives of all which they chose.” Traditionally the Ben Eloha or ‘sons of God’ numbered several hundred and they descended to Earth on Mount Harmon. Significantly this was a sacred place to both the Canaanites and the Hebrews who invaded their land. In later times shrines to the gods Baal, Zeus, Helios and Pan and the goddess Astarte were built on its slopes.
These Ben Elohim or ‘fallen angels’ were also known as the Watchers, the Grigori and the Irin. In Jewish mythology the Grigori were originally a superior order of angels who dwelt in the highest heaven with God and resembled human beings in their appearance.1 The title ‘Watcher’ simply means ‘one who watches’, ‘those who watch’, ‘those who are awake’ or ‘those who do not sleep’. These titles reflect the unique relationship between the Watchers and the human race since ancient times.
In the esoteric Luciferian tradition they were a special elite order of angelic beings created by God to be earthly shepherds of the first primitive humans. It was their task to observe and watch over the emerging human species and report back on their progress. However they were confined by the divine prime directive not to interfere in human evolution. Unfortunately they decided to ignore God’s command and defy his orders and become teachers to the human race, with unfortunate repercussions for both themselves and humanity.
Most of the information we have about the Watchers and their activities comes from the apocryphal Book of Enoch. In the orthodox Bible the prophet Enoch, from the Hebrew ‘hanokh’ or instructor, is a mysterious figure. In Genesis 4:16-23 he is described as the son of Cain, the “first murderer,” and the first city built by his father is named after him. Further on in Genesis 5:18-19, and several generations later, Enoch is named as the son of Jared, and it is during his lifetime that the Watchers either arrive or incarnate in human bodies.
In the apocryphal Book of Jubilee, allegedly dictated by “an angel of the Lord” to Moses on Mount Sinai when he also received the Ten Commandments, it says that Enoch was “the first among men that are born on Earth [sic] who learn writing, knowledge and wisdom.” It says that Enoch wrote down “the signs of Heaven” (the zodiac signs) according to their months in a book. This was so human beings would know the seasons of the years in relation to the order of the months and their respective stellar and planetary influences. The indication is that Enoch received this information from extraterrestrial angelic sources, i.e. the Watchers, and therefore he was a cultural exemplar.
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The Fallen Angels Instruct Humanity
Two hundred of the ‘fallen angels’ descended from the heavenly realm on to the summit of Mount Hermon and they were so smitten by the beauty of human women that, using their new material bodies, they had sex with them. This further incurred Yahweh’s wrath and, according to the Bible, the consequence of this miscegenation between the Fallen Ones and mortals led to the creation of half-angelic, half-human offspring (Genesis 6:4).
These children were called the Nefelim or Nephilim and they were the giant race that once inhabited Old Earth. The fallen angels taught their wives and children a variety of new technological skills, magical knowledge and occult wisdom. This suggests that psychic abilities and magical powers were originally an ancient inheritance from the angelic realm given to early humans. In the Luciferian tradition this is known in spiritual and metaphorical terms as the ‘witch blood’, ‘elven blood’ or ‘faery blood’ that is possessed by witches and wizards.
In the Book of Enoch it says that the leader of the fallen angels was called Azazel, and he is often identified with Lucifer (the Lightbringer) or Lumiel (‘the light of God’). He taught men to forge swords and make shields and breastplates (body armour). Azazel also taught them metallurgy and how to mine from the earth and use different metals. To the women he taught the art of making bracelets, ornaments, rings and necklaces from precious metals and stones. He also showed them how to ‘beautify their eyelids’ with kohl and the use of cosmetic tricks to attract and seduce the opposite sex. From these practices Enoch says there came much ‘godlessness’ and men and women committed fornication, were led astray and became corrupt in their ways.
This was the basis for the early Church condemning the fallen angels for teaching women to make necklaces from pieces of gold and bracelets for their arms. St Paul said that women should cover their head in the synagogue (Corinthians: 11:5-6). This was because the fallen angels were supposed to be attracted to human females with long flowing hair. The custom of women covering their hair in churches is still found in Roman Catholicism and also in the customs of Islam.
The fallen angel Shemyaza, another form of Azazel, is said by Enoch to have taught humans the use of root cuttings and the magical art of enchantment; the fallen angel Armaros taught the resolving (banishing) of enchantments; Baraqijal taught astrology; Kokabiel, the knowledge of the constellations (astronomy); Chazaqiel, the knowledge of the clouds and the sky (weather lore and divination); Shamsiel, the signs of the sun (the solar mysteries); Sariel the courses of the moon (the lunar cycles used in horticulture and agriculture and the esoteric lunar mysteries); Penemuel instructed humans in the art of writing and reading; and Kashdejan taught the diagnosis and healing of diseases and the science of medicine.
It is obvious from these descriptions of the teaching abilities of the Watchers that they were cultural exemplars and the bringers of civilisation to the early human race. It is therefore strange that in orthodox Judeo-Christian religious texts they are misrepresented as evil corrupters of humanity.
Some idea of the original exalted status and real nature of the ‘sons of God’ and ‘the angels of the Lord’ can be found hidden in the ancient annals of angelic lore. For instance, Kokabiel is described as “a great angelic prince who rules over the stars.”2 In the Sibylline Oracles, Araqiel is one of the fallen angels who guides the souls of the dead to judgement in the underworld.
Shamsiel, possible originally a Babylonian sun god, was called “the prince of Paradise” because he was one of the guardian angels who watched over the gates to Eden. In this role he took Moses to see the heavenly garden and he also watched over the treasures of King David and his son Solomon the Wise. This reference may be to spiritual treasures rather than physical gold and jewels. In the Jewish Zohar he is named as the chief aide-de-camp to the mighty Archangel Uriel and bore his standard into battle.
Sariel was an angel associated with fertility of the earth and the spring equinox (northern hemisphere) in March. He governed the martial zodiac sign of Aries the Ram and was invoked for protection against the malefic power of the Evil Eye.
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Azazel – Lucifer – Lumiel
Azazel, the leader of the Watchers, as mentioned before, was identified with Lucifer or Lumiel. In the Quran it is said that Lucifer-Lumiel (Iblis) rebelled against Allah because he was told to bow down and worship the clay-born “man of earth” Adam and refused. He was forced to fight a battle in Heaven with the Archangel Mikael or Michael and his Army of the Lord. As a result Lumiel and his rebel angels were cast out of Heaven and fell down to Earth. Here Lumiel became the “Lord of the World” and in Christian mythology he was falsely identified with the bogeyman Satan. However, esoterically in the Luciferian tradition, Lumiel or Lumial is not an evil satanic figure luring humankind into temptation and acts of evil as the Church represents him. He is “the angel of God [who] rebelled against the static, established cosmic order and set in motion the forces of change and evolution…”3
It is possible that Lumiel may have originated in Canaan as Shahar, the god of the morning star (Venus). He had a twin called Shalem, who was also symbolised by the planet Venus, but as the evening star. These divine bright and dark twins represented the solar light emerging from the darkness of night at dawn and descending into it at dusk. They were the children of the goddess Asherah, and there is archaeological evidence from the Middle East that the Hebrews adopted her worship when they settled in Canaan and practised it alongside reverence of the tribal storm god Yahweh. The Old Testament has several references to the continued worship of Asherah as “Queen of Heaven” by the allegedly monotheistic Hebrews. This took place at shrines in sacred groves on hills where they made offerings of cakes and incense to the goddess. In Canaanite mythology, Shahar, as the Lord of the Morning Star, was cast down from heaven for defying the high god El in the form of a lightning bolt. In that form he fertilised Mother Earth with his divine phallic force.
Azazel is represented as a metal-smith and a fire-working sorcerer or magician. He has also been compared to the biblical first smith Tubal-Cain, a descendant of the half-human, half-angelic “first murderer” Cain. The actual name Azazel has variously been translated as ‘god of victory’, ‘the strength of God’, ‘the strong god’ and even ‘the goat god’. In the apocryphal Apocalypse of Abraham, he is called “the lord of heathens” suggesting he was originally a pagan god. He has also been identified with the serpent in the Edenic myth that seduced the first woman and “Mother of All Living,” Eve. In a Persian text known as the Urm al-Khibab or The Primordial Book, dating from the 8th century CE, the angel Azazil or Azazel is said to have refused to acknowledge the superiority of Adam over the angels. As a result Allah expelled him and his rebel angels from the heavenly realm to live on Earth. More generally in Islamic lore Azazel or Azrael is the angel of death and he acts as a guide for the souls of the dead.
In Leviticus 16:8-10 and in the Dead Sea Scrolls a curious Hebrew ritual is recorded that features Azazel as the name for the ‘scapegoat’ that takes on the communal sins of Israel. It says that the high priest Aaron took two goats from the flock and cast lots (practised divination) to choose which one would be the scapegoat and sacrificed as a “sin offering.” The Scrolls say that the high priest confessed all the “impurities of the children of Israel” over the head of the Azazel goat. By this ritually symbolic act he transferred to the unfortunate animal all their guilt and sins so they could be absolved of them. The goat was then either cast out into the wilderness to die or thrown over a cliff to be dashed to pieces on the rocks below.
This ancient and archetypal concept of the scapegoat sacrificed for the sins of the human race and abandoned in the wilderness is a powerful and potent motif that appears several times in biblical myths. It can be seen in the story of Cain who becomes an exiled wanderer on the Earth after being marked by God and banished “east of Eden” after killing his brother Abel. In one Jewish legend the wise King Solomon, a powerful magician who could summon and control demons, fell from grace because he “whored after foreign gods.” He was forced by God to leave Jerusalem and wander in the desert disguised as a beggar.
Also after their exodus from slavery in Egypt, Moses and the Israelites were forced to spend forty years wandering in the desert before they were allowed to enter the Promised Land (Canaan). In Ancient Egyptian mythology, the dark god Set is represented as a divine outcast who dwells in the desert and, after she left Adam, his first wife Lilith or Liliya fled to the wilderness away from human habitation. In the New Testament Jesus wandered in the wilderness for forty days and nights. He was not accepted as a teacher in his own town of Nazareth and was rejected as the promised messiah by his people. When Jesus was crucified he symbolically took on the role of the sacrificial scapegoat who dies to cleanse the sins of the human race.
It is possible that the account of the ritual of the goat-god Azazel may have been an autumn equinox or harvest rite of Syrian, Hittite or Canaanite origin adopted by the Hebrews. Originally a goat would have been selected by means of a divination ritual and then offered to a desert god or demon that had to be placated by the shedding of blood. Eventually the sacrifice was made to Yahweh as a petition to forgive the sins of his followers. Azazel was popularly believed to have a retinue of hairy he-goat demons known as the se’irim who, like the Watchers, lusted after human women. It cannot be a total coincidence that the Church imagined the Devil or Satan in the form of a hairy half-human he-goat with a massive erect phallus who had sexual intercourse with his female worshippers at the Witches Sabbath.
Shemyaza is seen by some modern Luciferians as either the emissary of Lumiel or one of his avatars (an incarnated divine being in human form). He not only fell in love with human women, but also with the Babylonian deity Ishtar, the goddess of love and war. She promised to have sex with him if he would in return reveal to her the secret name of God. When Shemyaza told her, Ishtar used this forbidden knowledge to ascend to the stars and she reigned over the constellation of Pleiades or the Seven Sisters. While the other Watchers were rounded up by the archangels and punished by God, Shemyaza voluntarily repented his error and sentenced himself to hang upside down in the constellation of Orion the Hunter, with whom he is sometimes identified in the Luciferian tradition. In the Qabalistic tradition, Naamah, the sister of the biblical first smith Tubal-Cain, seduced Azazel and she has been associated with Ishtar.4
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“A race between Gods and men”
As we have seen, the end result of the illicit relationships between the Watchers and “the daughters of men” was, according to Judeo-Christian propaganda, the spawning of a monstrous race of warlike, blood-drinking cannibalistic giants called the Nephilim. Genesis 6:4 less dramatically describes them as “the mighty men of old, men of renown.” At first they were fed manna (ambrosia or the food of the Gods?) by Yahweh to stop them consuming human flesh, but they rejected it. They slaughtered animals for food instead and then began to hunt down and eat human prey.
It has been speculated that this legend is based on the culinary habits of the nomadic desert herdsmen in the Middle East, who were voracious meat-eaters. In the biblical myth of Cain and Abel the dispute between the two brothers that led to the first murder is over the nature of the offerings made to Yahweh. Abel, a “keeper of sheep” or nomadic herdsman offered the “firstlings of the flock…” and Cain, who was “a tiller of the ground” or farmer-gardener offered “the fruit of the ground” (Genesis 4:2-4). Abel’s burnt offerings of animal flesh and blood were pleasing to Yahweh, but he rejected the vegetables, cereal and fruit offered by his brother. On a purely material level, as opposed to a mythic and spiritual metaphor, this story may reflect the struggle for dominance between nomadic herdsmen and the early farmers of the Neolithic Age in the Middle East.
The idea of semi-divine heroes was born from the ancient myths of unions between the Gods and mortals. The poet and writer Pindor (518-438 BCE) described the heroes of the past as “a race between Gods and men.” In the Dead Sea Scrolls the terrible human-eating Nephilim are in fact described as the guardians of arcane knowledge who “knew all the mysteries of nature and science.” There are also oblique references to the breeding techniques they taught that suggest they instructed early humans in the domestication and rearing of animals.
Additional references also hint at experiments that led to the creation of ‘monsters’ by the interbreeding of animals with different and unrelated species. In modern theosophical occultism there are legends about the lost continent of Atlantis that claim its scientists bred half-human, half-animal hybrids as a slave race. In our own time scientists are experimenting with genetic research and animal cloning experiments. It is widely rumoured that in China there have recently been abortive attempts to create a new half-human, half-animal hybrid species. These unnatural experiments led to the cataclysmic disaster that destroyed Atlantis. This also relates to the destruction of the Nephilim and the early human race in the biblical Flood. Records of such an event can also be found in the mythology of ancient peoples worldwide and especially among the Babylonians in the Middle East. In fact, it is claimed that the story of Noah and the Flood in the Old Testament originated in Babylonian and Sumerian myths.
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10,000 BCE and the End of the Ice Age
It is known that around 10,000 BCE there seems to have been a cultural explosion that transformed early humankind. At the end of the last Ice Age the first signs of agriculture appeared in the Middle East with a shift from a nomadic hunter-gatherer lifestyle to that of settled farming. This marked the beginning of civilisation in this area. As early as 9500 BCE barley, wheat and rye were being cultivated and oats, peas and lentils were being grown by our Neolithic ancestors in what is now modern Kurdistan, between Turkey and Iraq. At the same time dogs, goats and sheep were also domesticated. Within a thousand years copper and lead smelting was being practised in Anatolia (modern Turkey) and archaeologists believe this process was first discovered in Kurdistan, along with weaving and pottery making. The ancient Kurdish culture was also the first to develop a script and was one of the earliest literate societies in the Middle East.
The Kurds claim to be the descendants of the ‘Children of the Djinn’ (spirits), the offspring of a mating between the djinns and mortal women. In some parts of Kurdistan, especially among the sect of Yezedis, who worship the Peacock Angel (Azazel, the leader of the fallen angels), can be found tall, fair-haired people with blue eyes. Although anthropologists believe they may be of ancient European ancestry, popular folk belief among the Kurds says they are descendants of the ‘Children of the Djinn’, who in ancient times brought civilisation to early humankind.
In general the ancient Middle East was known as ‘the cradle of civilisation’ with the earliest city-states being founded in the Mesopotamian area (modern Iraq and Iran). The early indigenous people of the region, the Sumerians and Akkadians, developed the first written language, studied astronomy and created libraries. The Babylonians and Assyrians followed them and in the mythology of all these races are stories of how the Gods descended to Earth and taught them the arts of civilisation.
In the Book of Enoch it says that when Yahweh saw the lawlessness, chaos, corruption and sexual immorality that had been caused by the interaction of the Watchers and humans he decided to intervene through the agency of the archangels Michael, Raphael, Gabriel and Uriel. He commanded Raphael to bind Azazel hand and foot like a sacrificial goat and cast him into a deep ravine in the desert. Gabriel was sent on a divine mission to destroy “the bastards and reprobates” and “the children of the Watchers amongst men.”5 The Archangel Michael, the commander of the Army of God, was sent to arrest Shemyaza and bind him “under the earth” until Judgement Day. As we have seen, the fallen angel repented his sins and sentenced himself to cosmic exile among the stars.
The Book of Jubilee says that the archangels bound the Watchers “in the depths of the earth” and in Judaic lore they are imprisoned in a mysterious “second Heaven.” However, it is also said that some of these “mighty warriors” have a special place reserved for them in Sheol, the Jewish underworld. There they are said to lie in state “with shield and spear intact.”
Christian O’Brien has suggested6 there is a connection between the biblical Watchers and the semi-divine, semi-mythical Tuatha De Danann (Children of the goddess Dana). This race of ancient magicians descended to Earth on the sacred hill of Tara in prehistoric Ireland. With the coming of Christianity, the Tuatha De Danann was banished into the ‘hollow hills’ and became the Sidhe (Shee) or ‘Shining Ones’, the elves and faeries of Irish folklore. There has always been a strong belief among the peasantry in Ireland that the Good People or faeries were originally the fallen angels who sided with Lucifer in the Battle of Heaven.
In this article we have constantly referred to the Watchers as angelic beings with a spiritual form who incarnated in physical bodies to have sexual relations with mortal women. In recent years a considerable amount of speculative literature has been published suggesting that instead they were of earthly origin. Popular best-selling authors such as Andrew Collins,7 Graham Hancock and Ian Lawson have claimed that the biblical myth of the Watchers represents memories of a primeval ‘elder race’ of super-humans belonging to a lost civilisation who taught their technology to more primitive people. Lawson has claimed that this (unknown) ancient race may have been spiritually advanced souls who incarnated to help early humankind and were corrupted by them in the process. Collins has also recently launched a new project to investigate the magical aspects of the legend.
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Symbolism of the Myth of the Fallen Angels
What is the esoteric significance behind the myth of the fallen angels, the expulsion of Lucifer from Heaven and the Fall of Man as represented by the Garden of Eden saga? In the Bible Lucifer is often depicted in the reptilian form of a dragon or serpent and in the West this creature is symbolic of evil and the powers of chaos. Babylonian, Hittite, Canaanite, Iranian, Egyptian, Greek and Norse myths all describe in various forms a struggle between a supreme father-god, representing cosmic order and harmony, and a younger rebellious god who challenges and tries to overthrow divine authority. Although these conflicts usually take place in a pre-human epoch, they are also sometimes depicted as occurring in world history and are often connected with the creation and early development of the human species and the rise of ancient civilisations.
Symbolically, Lucifer or Lumiel is known as the Lord of Light as he is the first-born of creation. He represents the active cosmic energy of the universe and has been identified with fire, light, phallic power, independent thought, consciousness, progress, liberty and independence. The founder of the modern Theosophical Society, Madame Helena Blavatsky, described the Lightbringer as “the spirit of intellectual enlightenment and the freedom of thought” without whose influence humanity would be “no better than animals.”8
In the Bible Lucifer (or Satan as he is mistakenly called) is often depicted in reptilian form as either a dragon or a serpent. In Western mythologies this creature is commonly misrepresented as a symbol of the powers of darkness, chaos and evil. In contrast, in Eastern mythology the dragon is a good omen representing fertility and good fortune. Lumiel-Lucifer is often identified with the serpent in the Edenic myth described in Genesis. In the Luciferian tradition, the biblical serpent is regarded as the personification of knowledge, wisdom and enlightenment who liberated the first humans from the spiritual ignorance imposed on them by Yahweh. The serpent is seen as the symbol of an outside liberating force that quite literally opened the eyes of Adam and Eve to the reality of the created universe and the wonders of the material world.
The snake, serpent or dragon is an ancient mythical and archetypal image of the solar phallic power or life force that is associated with Lucifer and the explosion of light following the divine celestial event that created the universe (known by modern scientists as the Big Bang). When the first man and woman ate the forbidden fruit from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil in the astral or heavenly garden, they became consciously aware. Their first realisation was that their physical ‘cloaks of flesh’ were naked. They rushed to cover their genitals as they had become aware of the so-called ‘serpent power’ or kundalini that can be raised by sexual intercourse and non-reproductive sex acts. They also ate from the Tree of Life which initiated the cycle of birth, life, death and rebirth and of human souls incarnating in physical form.
Interestingly, the anthropologist and shamanic teacher Dr. Michael Harner has described an experience he had in the jungle of the Peruvian Amazon after partaking of the hallucinogenic vine ayahuasca. He had a vision of a dragon-prowed ship with a crew of bird-headed humans. He then encountered an ancient race of reptilian entities that he believes exist within each human being in the brain stem at the base of the skull and the top of the spinal column. These reptilian life forms told Dr. Harner they had arrived on Earth aeons ago from the stars. Allegedly, they created life here so they had somewhere to hide and were the true masters of the planet. The anthropologist mentioned this to an old Indian shaman and he said he knew about these entities and called them the “Masters of the Outer Darkness.”9
The myth of the Watchers, the Fall of Lucifer and the Fall of Man all represent the primeval Dreamtime or ‘Golden Age’ of cosmic and earthy harmony and primal innocence that may have existed on the material plane or on some kind of astral or pre-material plane. It is the symbolic or actual physical destruction of this heavenly or earthly paradise, where humans and animals lived together and communicated by a universal language, which is reflected in such myths and legends. In shamanic terms it is known as the Great Separation when humans no longer knew or understood the language of the animals. It was also a time when humans began to communicate together in different languages and this is represented by the biblical story of the Tower of Babel.
The myth of the Golden Age or Paradise on Earth is closely linked with the fall of Lucifer from Heaven and the diminishing of his former status as the first-born of creation to become the Lord of the World. On a symbolic and metaphorical level, as well as a physical one, it is also connected to the separation of humans from nature and their natural environment that is manifesting in our modern times. It was the deliberate intervention of Lucifer and the fallen angels in human evolution, rather than any defiance of cosmic authority, which ultimately lead to their fall from heavenly grace. The Watchers’ only ‘crime’ was that they wanted to help the progress of their human flock. However, the refusal of Lucifer-Iblis to recognise the creation of human beings means that the Fall from heavenly grace was inevitable.
In the Luciferian tradition Lumiel is promised redemption and the restoration of his former status in the cosmic plan. This can only come to pass when the human race spiritually evolves. So it is to the benefit of Lumiel and his teaching angels to help us achieve that end. The relationship between humanity and the leader of the Fallen Ones is therefore very much a symbiotic one, as they need each other.
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dukech · 5 years
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Spring 2018
1/19 - Lord RAJA // DJ Bitchcraft
1/27 - Tashi Dorji + Crowmeat Bob / Jil C. / Ginger Wagg / Reptile Room
2/16 - Alright // Naked Naps // TBA
2/22 - Wailin Storms / Vincas / Night Battles
2/24 - Drag Sounds, Sunny Slopes, North by North (CHI), Poor Pie
3/6 - Combo Chimbita // Chócala
3/19 - Yamantaka // Sonic Titan | Tundrastomper
3/28 - Susan Alcorn // Sandy Ewen
3/24 - Daniel Bachman // Will Csorba & Cameron Knowler
3/31 - Loamlands // Nana Grizol
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Fall 2016
SEPTEMBER 16: Darkmatter Poetry Night
SEPTEMBER 27: SIGNALS MIDWEST w/ TIGERDOG
SEPTEMBER 28: XENIA RUBINOS w/ LUXE POSH
SEPTEMBER 30: HECTORINA w/ THE WYRMS and BRETT HARRIS
OCTOBER 4: BUENO w/ EVEL ARC
OCTOBER 5: WHITNEY w/ HOOPS
OCTOBER 6: NOTS w/ THE WORLD
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Spring 2016
Monday, Jan 18: ORCHID SUN AND SEA GHOST
Friday, Jan. 22 LONNIE HOLLEY
Feb. 16: SUN SEEKER with CRUSHED OUT
Feb. 17: LOONE and PAPER BEE
Feb. 18: Sendolo Diaminah “Abolition, Strategy and the Practice of Freedom”
Feb. 20: THE KNEADS with STRAY OWLS
Feb. 29: RICK MAGUIRE (PILE) w/ LOOK A GHOST
March 4: Eric and Erica ::: Del Sur ::: Cottontail
March 9: Duke Coffeehouse presents: WARM WOMEN
March 21: Duke Coffeehouse presents THIN LIPS
March 25:Hanz, housefire, Matt Stevenson, GNØER : presented by Moogfest and WXDU
MARCH 28: CROWN LARKS with KNIVES OF SPAIN
APRIL 2: Maple Stave / The Powder Room / City of Medicine 
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Fall 2015
Thurs 9/24 HEMLINES with PATOIS COUNSELORS
Mon 10/05 BIKE COPS with LOOK A GHOST https://www.facebook.com/events/495504043958287/
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Thurs 10/15 Global Brazil Lab Presents: Caique Vidal & Batuque
Fri 10/16: Duke Coffeehouse presents: THE STORYTELLERS BAND
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Sun 10/25 talk on THE MUSIC & WORK PROJECT
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Wed 10/28 VERY HAUNTED HOUSE PARTY
Frid 10/30 Duke Coffeehouse Presents… LIVE! ON STAGE: JONATHAN RICHMAN featuring TOMMY LARKINS
Sun 11/1 FREE PIZZA (the band) with BAND & THE BEAT
11/3 FEVER THE GHOST with *** JENNY BESETZT ***
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Spring 2015
January 24: TURQUOISE JEEP with PROFESSOR TOON and BARF TROOP 
January 25: ET AL. with STRAY OWLS 
January 29: Almost People EP Release Show W/ WolvesX4, Invaluable, A Bottle Volcanic, Sunnydale 
January 30: PAINTED ZEROS W/ WOOL 
February 10: INTO IT OVER IT + KEVIN DEVINE + LAURA STEVENSON 
February 18: RIVERGAZER + SMALL WONDER 
March 25: DEERHOOF + PERFECT PUSSY + SEE GULLS 
March 28: BRICKSIDE FESTIVAL 2015 
April 5:  THE NERVOUS TICKS with NATURAL CAUSES and WAHYAS 
April 16: BELLOWS and SHARPLESS
Fall 2014 
September 1: PART TIME + SEA LIONS + DADDY ISSUES 
September 9: TEEN SUICIDE and ELVIS DEPRESSEDLY 
October 3: EMPTY DISCO with MADEYLN JOHNSON 
October 6: QUILLA with ENGLAND IN 1819 
October 7: KRILL with LAST YEAR’S MEN and BUTTERCUP 
October 15: FRANKIE COSMOS + PORCHES. 
October 18: J FERNANDEZ with THE LOWEST PAIR 
October 27: WALTER MITTY & HIS MAKESHIFT ORCHESTRA with CHUMPED and MICHAEL CASEY 
October 30: SAUNA HEAT with WAHYA’S 
November 4: SPOONBOY with EMILYN BRODSKY and COTTONTAIL 
November 10: GUANTANAMO BAYWATCH plus SILENT LUNCH with DEL VENICCI
+ ++ +
Spring 2014 
January 22: MYKKI BLANCO + QUILLA at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
January 25: LEE BAINS III & THE GLORY FIRES + TURF WAR at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
February 10: NOBUNNY + The HUSSY + FRUIT at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
February 16: BLEEDING RAINBOW + WOOL + SILENT LUNCH at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
March 5: SEAN NICHOLAS SAVAGE + JENNY BESETZT 
March 7: WXDU Local Music Series: SOLAR HALOS, MOUNTAIN THROWER, RUSCHA 
March 22: LIQUOR STORE + BOHICA at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
March 28: WXDU Local Music Series: HEADS ON STICKS and DRAG SOUNDS  
March 29: DOLFISH + MAX STERN (of Signals Midwest, Meridian) at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
March 30: SLAM FOR SYRIA 
April 3: WOODSMAN at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
April 5: NANA GRIZOL + JASON ANDERSON + COTTONTAIL at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
April 10: MAC DEMARCO + JUAN WAUTERS + SEE GULLS at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
April 11: MIRACLES OF MODERN SCIENCE at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
April 13: HORSE FEATHERS at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE
+ ++ +
Fall 2013
September 14: MARISSA NADLER + ORGANOS at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
September 16:  NESEY GALLONS + REAL LIVE TIGERS + GOLD LIGHT at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
September 23: Duke Coffeehouse & WXDU Present: CALVIN JOHNSON + BANANA LAZULI at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
October 6: DENT MAY + DEAD GAZE at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
October 7: BURGERAMA: GAP DREAM + TOGETHER PANGEA + COSMONAUTS + HABIBI at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
October 18: KOOL A.D. + DAY JOB at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
October 20: Duke Coffeehouse & WXDU Present: WILLIAM TYLER + WOWOLFOL at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
October 23: YIP DECEIVER + WILD MOCCASINS at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
November 1: EROS AND THE ESCHATON + PINK FLAG at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
November 3: JETZT COLLECTIVE + CREEPOID + NAKED NAPS 
November 4: DIARRHEA PLANET + THE LOVELY BAD THINGS + MUSEUM MOUTH + REBUILDER at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
November 13: SAINT RICH + ARROWS OUT at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
November 16: NETHERFRIENDS + AISHA BURNS + HOLY BOATS at DUKE COFFEEHOUSE 
December 5: MARIA MINERVA + SEE GULLS + FRUIT + ++ + Spring 2013 January Friday 1.18: Bleeding Rainbow + Jenny Besetz 
Saturday 1.19: The Growlers + The Coathangers 
Tuesday 1.29: The Music Tapes Present: The Traveling Imaginary February 
Friday 2.15: Psychic Ills 
Friday 2.22: Beloved Binge + Ponchos + Ellertronic 
Friday 2.25: Lobo Marino
March Sunday 3.3: Waxahatchee + Museum Mouth 
Wednesday 3.19: Londi, free! 
Monday 3.25: Austin Vaughn, Christopher Pierce, William Darity 
Wednesday 3.27: Auburn Kettle, Blanko Basnet, Prypyat, Lowland Hum + ++ + Fall 2012 August Thursday 8.30: The Bronzed Chorus, The Winter Sounds, Crystal Bright and the Silver Hands 
September Saturday 9.1: O’Death, Joy In Red, $5Wednesday 9.12: Cheap Time, Last Year’s Men, Johnny Staxx and the Durty Boyz 
Wednesday 9.12: Cheap Time, Last Year’s Men, Johnny Staxx and the Durty Boyz 
Friday 9.14: Blues Control, Judson Claiborne, My Empty Phantom 
Wednesday 9.19: Mount Eerie, Ghost to Falco, Hungry Cloud Darkening 
Friday 9.28: Shy Hunters, Twilighter 
Saturday 9.29: Paleface, Luego
October Friday 10.5:   The Yawpers, Sinners & Saints, Sam Lee 
Friday 10.19: Dastardly, Jared Bartman
Sunday 10.21: Turbo Fruits, Dignan Porch
Wednesday 10.24: King Tuff, The Intelligence, Whatever Brains 
Friday 10.26: Margot & the Nuclear So and So’s, Gentleman Caller
Sunday 10.28: Jeffrey Lewis & the Junkyard, Dolfish, Cottontail
Tuesday 10.30: Hop Along, Celebrity Jeopardy
Fall 2012 November Friday 11.30: Wooden Wand
December Saturday 12.1: Party: HYSTERIA 
Monday 12.3: Razia Said + ++ + Spring 2012 
February Wednesday 2.1: Liturgy, Kolyma 
Saturday 2.11: Dex Romweber Duo, Spider Bags 
Saturday 2.18: Ted Leo, Mac McCaughan 
Friday and Saturday 2.24-25: Local Music Festival March Saturday 3.17: Mipso Trio 
Friday 3.23: The Golden Boys, John Wesley Coleman, Spider Bags 
Saturday 3.24: Brickside Music Festival ft. Kurt Vile, Mark Kozelek, Horse Feathers, the Postelles, etc. 
April Friday 4.6: Alex Kotch 
Thursday 4.19: Blabbermouth (a poetic sing-song-type bonanza) 
Saturday 4.21: Free Energy w/ Deleted Scenes & Cigarette + ++ + Fall 2011 September Friday 9.16: Two Gallants, The Mumlers, Bloodroots Barter 
Saturday 9.24: WXDU presents Ty Segall, Mikal Cronin 
October Saturday 10.1: WXDU’s Annual Record Fair, 11AM-4PM 
Saturday 10.1: Soft Company with Jews and Catholics 
Friday 10.14: Ground Up, Toon 
Saturday 10.15: Holiday Shores 
Thursday 10.27: Duke Islamic Studies Center & the Duke University Middle Eastern Studies Center presents Omar Offendum 
November Friday 11:4: Small Town Records Release Party 
Saturday 11.5: The Beets, Christmas 
Sunday 11.6: BDU Presents… F to eMbody- Athens Boys Choir and Katastrophe 
Friday 11.11:  Fanghole, Bronzed Chorus, Man Ray 
Thursday 11.17 Duke University Improv 
Friday 11.19: Jeffrey Lewis & The Junkyard, Matt Northrup December 
Thursday 12.1 DJ /rupture, Lemonade 
Friday 12:2: Cotton Jones, Some Army
+
++ + Spring 2011 
January Tuesday 1.25: Duke Performances presents “Listening with The Bad Plus,” 
Friday 1.28: Turbo Fruits, The Mercators, Tea & Tempests 
February Thursday 2.10: Baths, BRAIDS, Blackbird Blackbird 
Saturday 2.19: Michael & His Garden, Tea & Tempests, Fanghole 
Friday 2.25: PILE, Screaming Crayons 
Saturday 2.26: WXDU presents: Bomb the Music Industry!, Ascetic Parade March 
Friday 3.18: Duke Performances presents “Listening with The Kronos Quartet” 
Saturday 3.19: The Huguenots, Bright Young Things 
Thursday 3.24: The Joy Formidable, The Lonely Forest, Mona 
April Friday 4.1: WXDU presents: Jeffrey Lewis & The Junkyard, The Wigg Report, Billy Sugarfix 
Friday 4.15: WXDU presents: An Evening with Southern Culture on the Skids  
Saturday 4.16: Ghost to Falco, Aan, Prisms 
Monday 4.18: Hunx and his Punx, Shannon and the Clams, Last Year’s Men 
Saturday 4.23: Oh No! Oh My!, LAKE, AgesandAges + ++ + Fall 2010 
September Friday 9.17: Embarrassing Fruits CD Release ft. sets from Midtown Dickens and Lonnie Walker 
Monday 9.20: Andrew Jackson Jihad, Blunt Mechanic 
Tuesday 9.21: Titus Andronicus, Free Energy 
Friday 9.25: Tera Melos, Trash Crusade 
October Friday 10.1: A Place to Bury Strangers, Carol Cleveland Sings, ROAR, $10 
Friday 10.8: Wovenhand, Serena Maneesh 
Saturday 10.16: Veelee Future Sight Bash! with Cassis Orange and Old Bricks 
Saturday 10.23: Spider Bags and Last Year’s Men Double Release Party! with Americans in France 
Wednesday 10.27: Cheap Girls, Carpenter, Laura Stevenson and the Cans 
Thursday 10.28: Bars of Gold, IMPORTANT CHANGE: THIS SHOW WILL INSTEAD BE COFFEEHOUSE SPONSORED AT THE PINHOOK, with Come Hell or High Water, and Pinche Gringo 
Friday 10.29: Asimina Chremos, Khristian Weeks, Andrew Weathers, Secret Boyfriend  
Saturday 10.30: WXDU Who’s Got the Cuckoo??! 5-year Garage Rock celebration!
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What they'll never see
As I cross the stage in two days, to be hooded by one of my mentors, the audience will watch and maybe take notice (if and when) I clumsily try to follow the hooding procedure. I will quietly grab my diploma and leave the stage. What they won't see is that I and all my classmates spent the last 4 years in survival mode. From the minute we stepped into anatomy lab our lives were changed. Something sacred happens when you cut into human flesh for the first time, when you explore the hidden depths beyond fascia and muscle and nerve. Bizarre is the only way to describe it. A group of bright eyed citizens of the world chatting and laughing while cutting into a dead stranger's body. I could not think of anything better to do with my life. This strangely morbid confession changed me and I realized it was a turning point for what I can and cannot discuss with my friends who may not want to hear me talk about blood and abscesses and gun shot wounds over dinner. We remain bright eyed. I lost my grandmother fall break of MS1 and I'm still broken and clumsily trying to put myself together amidst family trauma and the meaning of being born into diaspora. I visit her grave when I miss ziyarat. The world's political state destabilized. I ran into a classmate at a protest and felt a sense of belonging for the first time in a class of people who couldn't seem to see past their privilege. I struggled with getting classmates to care about things outside of medicine. There were times I'd be suffocated with the cynicism in my peers; 'I'm just not into politics' to which I would wonder what it must be like to NOT have your entire existence depend on the political scene of the world. Fall of MS2 (notice a trend in my November sadness) I got my heart broken. Bad. There's less than a handful of people who actually know it even happened. To this day I'm still secretly proud of myself for being resilient and managing to do well on Step 1 despite spending study breaks crying outside the study room. Still healing. Still angry/sad. Still accepting. 2016 happened. Muhammad Ali died. That was a blow to my stomach. A newspaper took my picture at his memorial so now I'm a little bit excited that any time someone googles my name it's associated with his memory. I feel like the world is a vacuum deprived of his spirit and complete satisfaction with his own esteem. He taught me about loving myself and where I come from. I will never forget how he made me feel. I want to make my tiny human patients feel like how he made me feel. I want them to believe so hard in themselves that they could fly. Rotations happened. I dealt with a fair share of Islamophobia/racism/sexism from patients, doctors and nursing staff. People wouldn't believe I'm a medical student. I thought about wearing a name tag that says 'Where I'm from: born in USA but parents from Afghanistan' bc I was getting sick of having to answer to 'but where are you REALLY from?' I experienced discrimination from my university dean, who I still think needs a cultural encounters course bc the woman is all levels of ignorant. Surprised that people with graduate/professional education still ask me if I wear my hijab in the shower (the answer is a firm no, but why are you asking anyway??) Patients died. I felt guilty the first time I didn't cry after a patient died. I was worried that I was already jaded. The one time I wanted to cry in a closet after a man we were coding in the ED died, my attending made me go straight into another patient's room and start an H&P. I was so mad at the time bc I needed to decompress for a few seconds but his words stick with me today: 'sorry, but this is how it works in medicine. You have one patient dead in one room, you still have 20 more in the other rooms to see.' I pray for them quietly. I traveled to more cities than ever during audition/interview season. I learned how traveling alone is actually really fun and meaningful. I became my own best travel companion. I attended Muharram sessions far from home; I realized how hard it must be for Muslims searching for a sense of community when they are new to Islam or new to a community. Now every time I see a new face at our centers I make it a point to go up and say hi, remembering how lonely I felt during my months away. I discovered that being alone is not the worst thing ever. Thank God for @uhhleeahh for spending hours with me (and she came to see me in Columbus!) on the phone as we navigate our lives in a world that really isn't a friendly place for lonely girls. So, my dear readers and fellow bright eyed doctors, there's a lot that the world won't see behind your milestones and accomplishments. What the world sees is the end product. The only person to truly appreciate how far you have come is YOU and anyone you let in.
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