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#Ive been thinking of doing an annoucement or post like this for months but ig I just held myself back for too long.
thatcheeseycandle · 7 months
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//Just an update, especially to my tiktok followers, could be interpritated as an apology.
I'm just gonna try to get this off my chest as soon as possible.
I have left the MCYT Fandom officially as of writing this post, I technically have already left but I just never had the courage to formally address it (especially on my tiktok.) due to feeling burnt out within the fandom while recovering with my mental health while in the ttte fandom.
And to add onto that lets just say I ran into the wrong side of the fandom then it got bad bad from there, basically started a phase in my life where I was at my lowest ever. Though there were people who have helped me through this experience to help me heal from it.
Now now I did not leave the MCYT fandom because of drama including myself or hating something about it.
The reason why I have left the fandom was because I started to feel unsafe within the fandom and it just started to become toxic from my side of things (examples being that overwhelming dramas started to pop up, people I've interacted with have started becoming aggressive and toxic except my close friends, etc), things started to end, my thoughts spiralling out of control, self-esteem lowering, lots of crazy stuff that happened.
I have enjoyed my time within the fandom, (especially LastLife, ESMPS1, Stampy's Lovely World, HCS7, DSMP, and My Inner Demons) for about 5-7 years to be exact, and holy gosh has it been chaotic yet comforting to be apart of this fandom. Though I think, just for a little while, I'll be getting comfortable with the TTTE fandom until I'm ready to dive back into the MCYTs. (especially HCS10)
So yup, that's my wrap-up of my time within the MCYT Fandom for now, see you MCYT-ers in the next season.
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