#cheesarama drama

[thatcheeseycandle]

//Just an update, especially to my tiktok followers, could be interpritated as an apology.

I'm just gonna try to get this off my chest as soon as possible.

I have left the MCYT Fandom officially as of writing this post, I technically have already left but I just never had the courage to formally address it (especially on my tiktok.) due to feeling burnt out within the fandom while recovering with my mental health while in the ttte fandom.

And to add onto that lets just say I ran into the wrong side of the fandom then it got bad bad from there, basically started a phase in my life where I was at my lowest ever. Though there were people who have helped me through this experience to help me heal from it.

Now now I did not leave the MCYT fandom because of drama including myself or hating something about it.

The reason why I have left the fandom was because I started to feel unsafe within the fandom and it just started to become toxic from my side of things (examples being that overwhelming dramas started to pop up, people I've interacted with have started becoming aggressive and toxic except my close friends, etc), things started to end, my thoughts spiralling out of control, self-esteem lowering, lots of crazy stuff that happened.

I have enjoyed my time within the fandom, (especially LastLife, ESMPS1, Stampy's Lovely World, HCS7, DSMP, and My Inner Demons) for about 5-7 years to be exact, and holy gosh has it been chaotic yet comforting to be apart of this fandom. Though I think, just for a little while, I'll be getting comfortable with the TTTE fandom until I'm ready to dive back into the MCYTs. (especially HCS10)

So yup, that's my wrap-up of my time within the MCYT Fandom for now, see you MCYT-ers in the next season.

[thatcheeseycandle]

//Its beyond my sleep-time, and I need to put this out here. Aka grab a comfortable seat it's serious talk time.

Now now it's been awhile since I've been in a safe fandom such as this and dios has it been fun. Yeah it started off smooth and had some rocky roads, and currently it's going pretty well

Unfortunately I can't say the same for other people, I know if I don't say this sooner or later my memorys just gonna mess it up.

But what I wanna say is, don't ever be afraid to express yourself. Don't be afraid to post, reblog, like, ask, etc. Trust me on this, no matter how many bad people there are Tumblr is the greatest place to do these things on.

If your afraid of doing it, don't worry just take your time to think about it but still it doesn't hurt to give posting or reblogging a try.

I was once in your place, a place where I was afraid of how people would think of my posts and how I'd act, but in the end there were lots of people who welcomed me with open arms.

And I know people will welcome you with open hands as well, no matter how many people get upset or cringe at you, people will still like you the way you are. (platonically)

So come on, don't resist (if your ready), try and reblog your favorite tumblr post about an interest you have, post some funfacts you have in your mind, or just show off the coolest things you have! It's always refreshing to try and reach out to a community that you never knew existed.

It may be a stab in the dark, but in the end it will always end up you stabbing the cake celebrating you coming out of your shell being confident.

(If this was too cheesy for you, well that's why I'm called thatcheeseycandle, I'm naturally cheesey.)

[thatcheeseycandle]

Okay OKAY I NEED A MOMENT TO ASK THIS.

WHAT IS X/TWITTER'S PROBLEM WITH NAMES????? LIKE I WAS JUST TRYNA CHANGE THE NAME TO MY PREFERRED NAMES AND IT JUST IT DOESNT WORK

Yes I DID LOOK THROUGH THE REASONS WHY IT WOULDNT WORK AND I TRIED OTHER NAMES BUT GOODLORD NONE OF THEM WORKED

[thatcheeseycandle]

//TW FOR CANDLES, FIRE, AND SOME SWEARING!! (being the swear word in the crap post tag)

Thought I'd go off with a bang and make an intro post

Greetings all genders, I'm Cheese but you can call me Nix and Loco as well! I'm also a minor to note and I basically just love my sillies, and I also do gacha, writing, and animating! Hope to post more :]

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Gender & Pronouns?:

Genderfluid Masculine, any pronouns!

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Sexuality?:

Biromantic Demisexual! (still questioning)

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Nationality?:

Filipino/Philippino (partly Chinese) (PST)

🇵🇭🇨🇳

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Favorite Songs?:

Weight of the World - Shayfer James

Brand New City - Mitski

Soul of Steam - leo.

Towards the Sun - Rihanna

Tardigrade Song - Cosmo Sheldrake

Dr. Sunshine is Dead (2020) - Will wood and the Tapeworms

James the Really Splendid Engine - Headmaster Hastings

Trust me not (Hero and Villain Duet) - Backseat Vagabond

The Wolf - SIAMES

Everything Moves - Bronze Radio Return

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Favorite Characters?:

Taw "Dotti" Valley (TTTE/Young Iron)

Stephen/Stephen's Rocket (TTTE/CGI)

Mettaton (Undertale)

Boco (TTTE/Model Series)

Henry (TTTE/RWS)

Bittern (TTTE/Young Iron)

Grampus (This is Tugs)

Hiro (TTTE/CGI)

Daisy (TTTE/CGI)

Toby (TTTE/CGI)

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TTTE (mainly YIAU and CGI)

MCYT (Hermitcraft S7/LS)

This Is Tugs

An Unlikely Fandom (TTTE)

Minecraft (I PLAY ON BEDROCK!!)

PonyTown (mainly cos and hangs)

Hazbin Hotel

SIX (Divorced, Beheaded, LI-I-IVEEE)

Animation VS Minecraft

Redstone Community

(May update!!)

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#cheesy/shit posts -crap/shit posts basically

#cheesyversial rants -basically my ranting tag even though it isnt controversial

#candlelit storytime -fanfic/story talk in a sense

#cheesy-yt -Mcyt talk except turned into a cheese pun

#cheesey designs -gacha, art, etc

LIGHTS PENS AND CAFFIIIEEENNNEE

-writing tag cuz it describes the three important things I need whenever I write

#cheesarama drama -basically the true controversial rant tag

#stretching the cheese -basically my reblog tag

#YIAU: Reviews of the Readers -Reader Reactions to a YIAU chapter :]

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