A happy Halloween from the Lynndler family
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Good Things
A non-comprehensive (current and archived) list of good things and reasons to live. For holding onto in this time.
- Yoga early in the morning. Downward dog. All the bendy spine things
- The tall white candle as the only light on
- Sunrise. Sunrise. Sunrise. Every single one is the best one (never knowing how)
- Waking up next to the boy I love, a slice of light through the curtain in his eye
- Opening my eyes underwater
- In the old university swimming pool it looks like a tiger’s eye if you open your eyes
- Imagining that I’m staring into the eye of the underwater tiger
- Holding my breath underwater, almost-flying (this is the closest thing)
- Swimming in the rain
- Realising that it’s funny and weird that people don’t want to swim in the rain
- Being endlessly amused at small dumb personal-clown jokes that aren’t even real jokes in my head
- Being my own secret clown
- Saying, in latin, ‘To Be Serious Is The Greatest Joy’ (Res Severa Verum Gaudi)
- The tattoos on my calves that say ‘unfettered sunlight’ from the poem about Spring by Pablo Neruda
- That rainy smell — after the rain. When the snails come out
- Blue pencils
- Loud inappropriate early 2000s pop
- Dancing dancing dancing in my bedroom in pajamas
- Dancing as if to redeem the years of cringe of my preteen self
- My yoga teacher with her funny accent and beautiful shoes
- My coach. My therapist. There are many mentors.
- Chocolate-beetroot oats
- All oats, oatmeal for breakfast every morning, unlimited oatmeal, no oatmeal rules. The love of oatmeal
- Coffee
- How are cats even real? Idk. I cry
- Long run Sunday. There aren’t words for this. Not needing words — the world of the moving body
- Arriving in my body. The few miraculous ways that it’s possible to feel like I belong in my body
- Those small round yellow flowers that are called ‘little goose eyes’ in Afrikaans
- The first duffel coat of Autumn. The cashmere one I bought in a market in Istanbul
- The poem ‘things I didn’t know I loved’ my Nazim Hikmet
- Racing. Fast running that doesn’t feel fast. Catching myself by surprise. The ‘oh! I didn’t know that was possible!’
- Telling stories. Writing stories. Every moment can happen so many times
- The absolutely perfect hummus that my brother makes
- Autumn leaves. Star-hands all over the ground. Impossible to paint. Enough on their own.
- The feeling that this list is so long and so important that I could never begin to scratch the surface
- Having so much to love: not even needing to ask. Here I am. The world is huge. I want it
- Kissing in the empty painting studio at 5:30pm with paint still on my hands and salt in your mouth
- Oh my god! Kissing! Never will I underrate kissing! Like two wordless fishes pressing their oval mouths together for an eternity! So silly! How is this never boring?
- All of the dogs in the dog park. Dogs in the water fountain. I love love love
- Black Parker ink and my white Lamy fountain pen
- The sea. Tidal pool sea. Big wild swell of sea. Flat grey sea. Unknown far-away smell of sea. Big cold turquoise. Swimming after running. Picnic in the sand.
- Water when you’re really thirsty
- The dream of the desert
- The moon
- All of the dreams. All of the un-visited places
- The novel ‘Fugitive Pieces’ by Anne Michaels and ‘Let the Great World Spin’ by Column McCann
- Your home city seen at night from an aeroplane. Light-pricks that get bigger
- Falling in love is a real thing. Walking towards you through the city after class, playing ‘Jesu Joy Of Mans Desiring’ as loud as it could go
- Surviving heartbreak. Going temporarily insane and thinking that it is impossible to continue — and continuing. Messily, remarkably
- Peanut butter peanut butter peanut butter PEANUT BUTTER (THIS SHOULD BE VERY HIGH UP ON THE LIST)
- Chocolate. Everything cocoa and chocolate
- I have never found a four-leafed clover but I will continue to try
- Buying myself flowers from the flower-sellers on the corner. Tulips just for me
- Standing under cold mountain water, internally chanting ‘I AM ALIVE’
- Moss
- Black-eyed Susans
- 78 Million swallows migrate between Southern African and the North every year
- Playing a perfect beautiful song on repeat until I kill it and need a new one
- Birkenstocks
- The unfathomable awful and fabulous internet??
- My brother playing the piano
- The fact that the default colour of the sky is blue, and not any other colour
- Barefoot on grass
- Moths
- The myth of Icarus
- Mary Oliver
- Table Mountain that we live in the lap of
- Clean linen
- My whole head leaning out of an open car window while we drive towards the farm
- I feel like there are so many people who I have never met who I will love?
- I hope, I love, I hurt, I trust, I write, I make rubbish art and I make non-rubbish art, I try, I try, I start again
- LIFE!
- THE WORLD
- I want to write this list forever — it will never be complete — it is a tiny metaphor of the real thing
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