hiya sillies of thr interrnet!1!! unfortunsately,, i got hit with the oucher beam and it iss now pain week for me :c
ii might be super active some days amd barely there on others, it depends on howw much my period wants to mess with me on said days,,, right now i'm feeling a big thhumbs down on my tummy but i'll still be crawling on the ceiling of tumblr til eepy time!! just took panadol extra and waiting for it to kick in... (o_ _)ノ彡☆
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CHILD @romqnticstylez THIS IS THE 2ND YEAR IM WISHING YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOW COOL IS THAT. LOVE YOU X10000000000 AND FINALLY THE ANTICIPATION IS OVER HERE IS YOUR GIFT AKSGSKDHD WOOHOO CAT GIF
not to sadpost on main but uh. i don't think i usually talk about super personal stuff on here?? but today i got a surprise call that the date of my full hip replacement is next wednesday, barely any time to take it in or prepare. i spent half the day crying, and the other half arranging cover and ineffectually trying to do my job😭 the worst part is that one of my best friends is getting married soon, and i'll have to miss the wedding. i booked everything for it, and it's the only thing i had to look forward to the past year. we're so close i feel like i'm letting her down. i feel so guilty.
i'm grateful for artfight because even though i'll be recovering throughout it'll give me something to enjoy while i'm not afloat to the tonsils in painkillers. also, walking again!! without a stick!!!!!! running, even, eventually!!!!!!!!!!!! i've been in pain my whole life and maybe now it'll stop. i feel sick but i'm trying to focus on the bright side. idk i hope this wasn't too heavy or whingey i just needed to write it out. everything will be fine in the end, wink wonk