#Monty being in love with the vampire but the fear and anxiety of being caught with a man and a VAMPIRE no less is so suffocating
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im normal about silly characters (lie)
#i think of them in a way that defines their complexity to me#and then i get sad#this goes for characters in general or ones i used in aus or ocs like like#the classical lil vampy and priest you guys seem to love a lot (that i haven't drawn in a while)#just thinking of them shaking and crying throwing up i want their relationship so complex and unhealthy for the both of them#i want them to be in love but a love that's like roses with thorns so the beauty you feel when it starts out covers up the inevitable damag#of holding on too long#FUCKINF HEAR ME OUUUTT GOF DMANNA IT#like im gonna barf here#Monty being in love with the vampire but the fear and anxiety of being caught with a man and a VAMPIRE no less is so suffocating#the anxiety and fear of it all causes him so much stress he has to break it off but it doesn't explain himself well enough for his lover so#so there's a mixup which leads our poor vampire to feeling betrayed and left behind#because for once in his life someone saw him for himself and not just some demon#and it's so hard to understand what Monty is going through because he'll never understand. he'll never understand the weight#the weight of upholding religious ideals and living up to what other people see in you#so he resentful and hates Monty for leaving him#and yeah#im normal
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