#My mood rn is i feel like i need so much enrichment rn

[eddsworldrus]

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My mood while I sit on this stool at work is realizing that after roleplaying for like 6/7 years rather than wanting a large amount of followers (which I never rlly cared too much to begin with) I want a dash filled with mutuals that are equally invested in what I create produce and promote as I am with theirs. Not that I don’t already have that but rn my dash feels like a void and huge and my blog feels cluttered which that is my own fault. But idk I feel like with whatever blog I make next I’ll want to keep it small. Not private per say but I wanna be better at reaching out , making connections , getting more and more interested in what my mutuals are doing and hoping to enrich my experience by being an active community member. Too much I think oh just let them come to me but that mentality isn’t sufficient lmao. It works sometimes but I gotta keep up those moments, when I can and when I do, that I reach out leave a comment give a like as a headcanon question. So yes that is my mood and probably why the urge to delete which was really my need to recreate deconstruct and rebuild was coming from yesterday. Anyways that’s all thank ya for coming to my ted talk!