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"words, deeds, beliefs" ALPHINAUD 😭🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#I SCROLLED DOWN TO THE BOTTOM N OH MY GOD I IMMEDIATELY ALREADY#LILIES. LILIES. FUCKING LILIES#NOOOOOOOOOOOOO I'M GNA CRY ALREADY JUST FROM THAT#quickly mili's bulbel has become one of my top fav songs n it means so much to me#along w that i used lily as an online alias before when i really young.... yeah. YEAH.#i have such a soft spot for alphinaud he's my first fav chara n. we're close in age n all n he's just#his character development means so much to me#i'm so proud of him !?! baby baby boy :<#NEVER GET YOUR ELEZEN GROWTH SPURT PLEASE 🥹#fuck wait. 'each from different walks from life who took the road on an impossible journey'#'whatever else we may have been in the beginning─in the end we were friends'#'and we will meet again.'#that sentiment always gets me wait fuck i'm listening to melodies of life right now NO I'M TOO EMOTIONAL FOR THIS#ffix being one of the games i finished in 2020 (along with ffxv & kh3) are all. so important to me w my youth n all#ZIDANE AND GARNET.... 😭 i love the themes of melodies of life sm n ffix in general it's just so special to me#one day my love life better be as goddamn bittersweet like final fantasy (but still with a happy ending please please)#wait back to alphi; writing in his journal 🥺 herbal tea & 'turning his drowsy eyes heavensward'#god i love him#'before sleep claimed him a thought came unbidden'#'a bouquet of lilies for those we have lost. and for the living... / he knew' N HE SMILED#'And so it was that Alphinaud Leveilleur once more failed to say what was in his heart─' dude i'm gna cry he's my fav he's just like me fr#wait remind me why i added the vocal ffxiv distant world songs to my queue n why are they all about love. no. fuck no#I CAN'T DO THIS WAIT I'LL READ THIS STORY FROM THE START#oh dear. oh no. 'another sleepless night' ; i love these stories sm bcs they add sm more to the characters#like outside of msq n all wtf are they doing? yeah. ALPHINAUD'S JUST LIKE ME FRFR I LOVE HIM#oh. NO FUCK WE'RE JUST THE SAME ; 'when I saw my arrogance and vanity for what it was─then in the very depths of my despair─he spoke to me'#Are you content to remain a broken blade? Is there no flame hot enough to reforge you?#that. haurchefant's words :<
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