Slimecicle: [Jaiden]'s like, one of the coolest people that I've ever talked to, and I didn't realize how like, intimidating she looked too. Like I know- is that like an insane thing to say? Like I didn't realize she was fcking like, tatted up and like rolled up with a fcking like sleeveless top and like these crazy ass pants and I was like "Holy sht, you're actually going to kill the sht out of me." But yeah, she's like the swee- she's fckin awesome, she's so cool.
OH YEAH she's a phenomenal dancer, she's like actually revoltingly good at dancing. It was actually kind of pissing me off, 'cuz Foolish and I would like try to learn a move and it would take us like 30 minutes, and then she'd be like "Oh, like this? I think I saw that once when I was fcking 6 in a TV commercial," and she would just pop like the smoothest fcking like shuffle of all time and then just improve some sht and do like, a Fortnite backflip. And she'd be like "I hope that was like, kinda good!"
Revolting. Actually revolting. No, she was so so cool. She was so cool.
I'm pretty sure my roommate hates me, or at the very least thinks I'm a fucking child 😭
I fucked up some stuff about the bathroom a week ago, which is fine, I should've been on top of it, but I left the lights on for a bit because I was going back and forth and I hate being in the dark, and when I came out they were off and she had clearly just turned them off. Okay, fine, I go through, turn the lights on and then off when I leave, and then leave the hall light on while I go to the bathroom.
And WHILE I AM ABOUT TO PEE she calls me put and asks me to turn off the light when I go back and forth (as if I'm not? Still using the hallway?) And when I say I was going to do it when I finished in the bathroom she says oh, okay, and leaves. Fine, whatever.
I get out and she TURNED THE LIGHT OFF ANYWAY. the light I need to SEE??? I hate the dark, I don't turn lights off for a reason until I'm totally done, so apparently she just didn't fucking trust me to actually do the lights and decided to turn them off herself anyway because... I'm unreliable, I guess? I'm a child? I'm too stupid and ditsy to really do it and I'd forget? She just doesn't trust me?
Whatever it is it's made me feel like shit. I'm being very good at cleaning up after myself and trying to do everything they ask and check my stuff before I wash it and check the drains after I finish and everything. I'll turn the lights out all the time and the ONE instance I don't she's on my ass and decides I'm a petulant child who doesn't listen to directions or smth I guess
Ugh. Fucking sucks and it just makes me feel even more incapable of being an adult than I already do. Like anyone who is around me knows I'm not really an adult and can't possibly be capable of following basic directions. Roommate environment has no become as stressful as a work environment, I guess. Goodie.
It was a rare occasion that allowed Saeke to simply sit and observe without some financial motive. She had elected to stop by the Sutton Souter. An old building, it had stood for several centuries despite the best attempts of several local coups and one and a half civil wars. And it would very nearly survive her too.
The door opened with a heave and she stepped into the cool interior. Its great…
I don't think I'll ever forget how I felt the first time I saw the mermaid scene.
I just - I'm watching this in my living room in the middle of the night, because that's when the episodes dropped for me, and those first three episodes are so good but they're a lot, especially watching them for the first time, and just...fuck, the catharsis of that moment. I literally burst out laughing, and that's a reaction that almost every single other person I watched it with also shared. Not because it's funny, but because it's so joyful you just kind of have to. It's so earnest and genuine and it cares so much and the first three episodes can be dark but then there's this, and it's literally a light of hope shining, and it's just amazing. You see that and you know, oh, everything's going to be okay, these two are going to figure it out.
Doesn't matter how many times I watch that scene, I still get fucking butterflies in my stomach waiting for mermaid-Stede to show up as Ed finds the strength to keep going. I don't know how they managed to bottle hope and the feeling of pure queer love as a force for salvation but fuck they did it.