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You should watch this totally cool dub of Sburb Done Quick that I made for the VoFT channel.
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OCKiss 2025 - Worship and Forbidden
#ockiss25#OCKiss#OCkiss week#My OCs#My art#SDQ#OCKiss Worship#OCKiss Forbidden#Oh goddammit I'm a day early
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Lazy doodle of my oc :)
#artwork#digital artist#fyp#fypage#fypシ#tumblr fyp#my art#art#murderdrone#murderdrones#oc artwork#sdq#serial designation q#serialdesignationq#murderdronesocart#murderdronesoc
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need to talk to ppl who r part of a system or smthn,, idk im just struggling w like, how these things r actually effecting me and whats a part of it what isnt what counts what doesnt etc yk ive tried going thru all the info i can n im just so overwhelmed by how much there is and i just cant break thru the block to make myself take it in think i kinda just need someone who knows about this stuff to listen to me n tell me yh sounds like ur a system (or smthn adjacent? idk) or no that doesnt seem like it bc atp im just ???? but also... a lot to ask n idk anyone whos part of a system personally afaik
#laila#laila.shutup#what do i even tag this as?#did the standard did questionnaire shit#des 2 scid-d and sdq-20 but also idc about psychiatry#just needed somewhere to start to understand iykwim#i score pretty highly on all of the above as far as i can tell#but again fuck psych i would like to talk to someone who isnt medicalising their experience preferably
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Going through an art block or as I like to call it. Depression
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::scuttles::
::plomp::

::tuck tuck tuck::
::scuttles away::


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H-howw, when? 🥺
I have no memory of this, but I slept so well and was so warm & so comfy. All thanks to you and the infamous sdq! 💫😭
No wonder I slept so long last night. 💙🫂
Thank you so much, woofie lu!
#pastlivesxpastlie#i have to assume its the sdq only bc well sick BUT celestial quilt would be just as welcome#🥰🥰 but thank you so much for helping take care of meeee
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the fact that the MID analysis form is locked behind and access wall and you have to prove you're a medical professional so you can't just take it yourself makes me infuriated honestly. like. not even the SCID-D does that. the SCID-D-R just costs 107 dollars. not fantastic but not actively locked behind a degree
#the fact you can freely find the SDQ-20 and DES-II and TEC and DDIS and such is crazy to me#like the SDQ-20 and TEC are free just behind email access#and you can find the DES and DDIS online really easily#but nooo the MID has to be locked#clinician use only#i hope those people explode
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medical negligence tw i suppose? im not sure.., i reference having experienced childhood abuse but do not specify what kind or anything about it, but i apologise if i missed something
looking for advice preferably
hi!!
i've been trying to work out if i'm a system/have did for a while now. i've tried going to my mental health team but either they ignore it or one time i was asked "are u on tiktok bc multiple personalities is very rare" and then the dr didnt consider the symptoms further. i tried bringing it up with my gp but i think he thought i was actively psychotic. i have no option to go to another mental health team as i am in the uk under the nhs and cant afford private therapy
i definitely experience significant disassociation (derealisation and depersonalisation) as well as significant memory gaps which is documented by my mental health team, but no one seems to be taking me seriously on anything else. idk if maybe im just completely wrong and thats why?
i have done the des 2 and sdq 20 questionnaires and scored high enough that it would indicate did, but obviously this is not diagnostic.
idk anyone who is part of a system i can talk to and i feel completely alone in my experiences i just want to be able to say to myself ok that makes sense ur probs part of a system or no that doesnt seem right but ur definitely struggling with something but i just dont know how i can do that myself. im so overwhelmed by all of the information.
ive had a lot of symptoms that are early indicators (from what i can tell from what ive read) for a long time, but the "switching" (which i think it is) has only started happening relatively recently, as ive begun to uncover some memories of childhood abuse i was previously unaware of. its also not for long periods of time and i have no real understanding of whats going on with it either (none of the others has a name afaik)? i have distinct memory of the the others getting extremely angry when i was made aware of their presence for the first time which i think is making things more difficult. there is a complete communication barrier almost constantly between me and them where i know what theyre talking about but i cant be involved at all. there is a lot of other stuff too but i dont want to burden u with a full list of symptoms.
i just feel so lost, i just want to be able to go through my experiences with someone who understands or has experience with did/being a system but i just dont know where or who i would even go to?
tysm for ur help!!
Hey anon,
It can be very frustrating when your medical team doesn't take you seriously. I would also posit that if you have other diagnoses, they may discourage your team from looking into a systematic dissociative disorder. However, that's still not an excuse for their blatant disregard and dismissal of your concerns. You deserve better.
I suggest keeping track of your dissociative episodes, moments and times you feel you have "switched," what caused those instances, etc. I would also find some DID/OSDD/etc communities that are welcoming of questioning people, or those struggling with knowing if they have those disorders or not.
No one here can diagnose you as we do not know your whole history, or you personally. But we are happy to answer any questions you have.
This is a link I have to a post about DID/OSDD/etc and self-diagnosis which may be of use to you. It is based on the DSM-V, which your professionals may or may not use as you are in the UK. The ICD-11 is open source, and you should be able to find the information on DID/OSDD within that via a Google search.
If you have Discord and are over the age of 18, I have a specific server in mind which you may be able to find community with, and would be happy to link that for you if needed. Simply send in another ask and let me know you're looking for that link.
Best of luck,
~Mod Night
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I can't draw more in digital so, introducing Lily Everest!
(The art is one of my latest digital art i had.)
Name: Lily Everest (Rirī eberesuto)
Age: 500+
Species: Mermaid (not siren)
Title: Everest family's first mermaid / Queen of mermaids
Height: 168 cm / 179cm(with mermaid tail)
Children: Melody, Norman, Darren
Home: Castle of Atlantis
Personality: Caring, Motherly, Loving, Friendly, Patient, Warm-hearted.
Hobby: Singing, Mermaid Dancing, Magical Performance
Relationship:
Melody: Lily's first born child, lily and melody are on famously good mother-daughter terms <3
Norman: Lily's adopted sailor son, lily is the one of the people who can understand norman's traumas, situations, and pain.
Darren: Lily's god son, darren can be mean but deep inside of him, he has a soft spot which lily knew about this, melody knew about this, norman knew about this.
Nicholas Everest: Lily's oldest brother, lily knows what happened to her oldest brother's dearest friend who died by giving birth of nicholas's god son. Asides that, Lily deeply cares, support, and loved her oldest brother.
Annabeth: Lily's mother, who was the first goddess of creation before John V. Gone (don't ask but it's my cousin's oc's name lol) and before GOC's mother. Annabeth and lily are on mother and daughter terms.
Lucas: Lily's adopted older brother, lucas may be a emo jerk but still a caring and supporting brother that lily has, even lily bonds with lucas when they talk about all the legends on the sea.
Lucy: Lily's oldest sister, although their bonding and and meetings are unknown but they are actually very on good terms as sisters.
Nathalia Kiro: Lily's oldest sister who was the triplet of lucy, kiro and lily are famously get along eachother.
Jenny: Lily's oldest sister and triplet with lucy and kiro, it is said that lily never met her in person but through spiritual meetings.
Siren demon queen: Lily's niece, lily is proud of SDQ for being the new ruler of the mermaids including sirens. SDQ is one of the descendants of lily, the two mermaids are on auntie and niece terms.
(There are more but that is all for now...)
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Listen, there's a fair wack of Taylor Swift in Cody and Lucy's ship playlist
#ockiss24#OCKiss#My OCs#SDQ#My Art#Ludy#oc kiss week#How is it every time I go to do an art challenge even just a week one#Lately I instantly get swamped with stuff#But real talk I'm actually really happy with this
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Oh Qiana...
Little doodle of pre copper 9 SDQ.. and SDS
#artwork#digital artist#fyp#fypシ#tumblr fyp#fypage#art#my art#fyodor dostoevsky#murderdrone#murderdrones#murderdronesocart#murder drone meme#murder drones#serial designation q#serialdesignationq#serialdesignation#workerdrones#workerdrone#mansion
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man i should really go back n read hexane. my list is like. sburb refresh because i liked sdq. desynced. hexane
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Gotta pick up writing about ReArise back again just so I can have something to write that I won't stall with excuses about needing to read
#like i do need to read lol and it'd be nice if I read things for ReArise but uhduduif I just need to have something casual ig#watching the dynasmon sdq now since I never saw it
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