#SORRY for taking advantage of your message anon to ramble but my honest thoughts !!

[cupidlakes]

how did you find mcc sky!! :)

umm well.. umm not gonna lie i felt very overstimulated for a lot of it 😭 but that’s just a me problem! i guess what happens when you put 4 fairly strong personalities together is things get Loud but not necessarily loud in a hilarious-awesome-banter-providing way (personally). i felt like that ss of bbh asking george if he was having fun in chat and george replying “no” for a large part of it

BUT it was still fun to watch, mcc is mcc! maybe not one of my favourite teams to watch ever but it was still alright

more (actually game focussed) rambled thoughts under the cut!

so outside of the entertainment dynamic, team wise i thought it was interesting that we had 4 quite loud personalities but the team itself in the games felt.. leaderless? you could tell wilbur was trying to take up that position but didn’t quite have a grasp on everyone’s skillset (understandable)

like he told george to stick to defending in bb when he was consistently getting the most kills per round, understood that was an important facet and perhaps a more effective means of winning given the new mechanics (e.g there being two capture points) + got the most coins in their team at the end by a fairly large margin iirc? and then during sot wilbur asked who wouldn’t mind going with a 2nd person and it took a while for george to speak up and mention he’s confident going alone when i think someone who even vaguely understood everyone’s strengths and weaknesses in the tournament would just say: Do that

but again i’m not pinning the blame on someone who did try to take them in some sort of direction! it just felt obvious that they weren’t gonna get very far as a team - individually maybe

my takeaway this mcc is that george rly thrives under good leadership, it’s helpful to have someone to both pull him back from impulsive decisions or coax him to go for something and instill some confidence in him! or at least provide the energy necessary for him to kind of feed off

his sot was awesome like, it rly is just fun to watch you can tell it’s one of the games he’s mastered, tb to him saying the clock wasn’t even ticking at the end there - call it blind luck sometimes but he is good at making snap decisions in that game and got first in coins OVERALL i rly do love that for him! <3

but yeah ^_^ all in all an ok mcc! prayge we get to see george in dodgebolt again one day man

[violetlilysunshine]

Plenty of Times

Boyfriend Chris Evans x Female Reader

Requested - Anon: Hey! Is it all right to request for Chris Evans where reader comes in after a girls night and just dotes on him and loves on him and its sickeningly fluffy and he’s like what’s gotten into you? and reader breaks down because one of her friends vented that her husband is abusive and neglectful and she sees how important it is to have a good man in her life 🤍

WC: 1,619

Warnings: Pet names [bubba, babe, honey], talk of a bad relationship [neglectful husband - but not about Chris/reader], mention of phone sex [but it doesn’t happen here]

A/N: I’m so so so so sorry this took so long, I’m working on clearing out my inbox though! 

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You haven't gone out with your friends in so long. You’re all busy with your own stuff - work and relationships, some with kids to care for. So, when the opportunity arises, Chris encourages you to take advantage of it. 

The night was pretty simple, dinner, a couple of glasses of wine, and a few shared desserts before everyone was ready to head home. Most of your friends were not night owls like you by any standard, so when dinner wrapped up early, it was no surprise. At least that meant you got to go home to your man. 

“Bubba?” you called as you walked through the front door.

“In here,” he answered.

You followed his voice to the living room, finding him lounging on the chaise sofa, Dodger soundly asleep next to him. Some movie played on the screen; you hadn’t paid attention to it long enough to know what it was.

You headed to the connected kitchen, dropping your keys and purse on the island, hanging your jacket on the back of one of the barstools, and slipping out of your boots before hurrying back to Chris. 

He paused the movie when he heard you approach him from behind. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, your hands splayed across his chest, as you pressed a long kiss to his temple. 

He hummed at the contact, placing one hand over the top of both of yours, before turning his neck to meet your lips with his. 

The kiss was sweet and simple, you could feel him smile against your lips as you lingered longer and longer into it. 

He chuckled when you finally pulled away, a big smile etched across his face and a glimmer in his eyes. 

You unraveled from his neck and stepped around the sofa. Dodger finally perked up when he heard you walking and you greeted him of course. 

“Hey, bub,” you whispered, scratching Dodger’s head for a second before turning to Chris, “can we cuddle?” you asked quietly. 

“Sure, babe, we can always cuddle,” he answered with a small smile, opening the blanket for you. 

You slipped under, resting between his legs with your back on his chest. He wrapped the blanket and his arms around you, splaying his palms over your upper chest and rubbing gently, just as you had done to him. You ran your nails over his arm as light as a feather with one hand, the other rested on top of his clasped hands, tangling your fingers with one set of his as best you could in this position. 

You tugged on his hand, pulling his arm further over your shoulder so you could place kisses on his bicep. 

“How was girl’s night?” he asked, placing a light kiss to the top of your head.

“Fine,” you whispered, squeezing his hands for a second, “was nice to see everyone. They all seemed to need a good vent,” you ended with a breathy chuckle.

You felt his laugh rumble through your body, “don’t they always?” he asked, another kiss being placed on top of your head as he looped his legs around yours.

“Seems like,” you giggled, stroking his calf with your foot. 

“Well I hope it was nice either way,” he said, “I’m glad you got to see them.” 

“Mm, yeah, me too,” you answered quietly.

He slipped one hand from your grasp to grab the remote, causing a whine to leave your lips, disappearing into his skin as you had your lips placed on his bicep again. 

He chuckled at the noise, “want me to start it over?” he nodded, making reference to the movie.

“No, it’s okay,” you whisper, pressing another lingering kiss to his arm. 

“You sure? I’m not that far into it...” 

“I’m sure, I won’t really be paying attention anyway.” 

“Why’s that?” he asked, you could hear the smirk in his voice.

“Can’t focus with you wrapped around me,” you giggled.

“Mm, yeah, sorry not sorry,” he laughed, playing the movie again.

You giggled, bringing his hand up to your lips to give it a kiss.

He gave his other hand back to you and you entwined your fingers with it as well, giving both of his hands small squeezes every once in a while. 

You placed random kisses on his arms, pulling his hands up every now and again to press kisses to them as well. You didn’t want to do it too often, so you wouldn’t annoy him, but you couldn’t help but give him a few. 

You tilted your head to look up at him, his eyes focused on the movie before he looked down at you. 

“What’s up?” he asked, his voice sounding a little tired. 

“Nothing,” you whispered, passing him a small smile. 

“You’re lying,” he said, placing a kiss on your forehead, “what’s on your mind?” 

You sighed deeply, “have I told you how much I love you?” 

He reached over and paused the movie, quickly tangling his hand with yours again: “all the time,” he smiled. 

“And how great you are?” 

“Plenty of times,” he chuckled. 

“And how thankful I am for you?” 

“More than once,” he answered, a sense of questioning coming into his voice. 

“And how kind and good you are to me?”

“Never in those words, but you deserve it more than anything,” he said, “where’s this coming from?” 

“Jenn was really upset tonight,” you started. 

“And that has to do with me, how?” 

“She was talking about how rough her marriage is. And I know everyone says the first year is the hardest, but he doesn’t prioritize her, and never really has, and if I’m being honest I always thought she could do better; and she feels so disconnected from him and he’s so distant and she’s just not happy,” you rambled, tears pricking at your eyes, “and of course the whole time she was talking I felt so bad for her, but I couldn’t help thinking that I’m so lucky to have a guy like you and that made me feel even worse. Ya know? Like guilty because I was sitting there thinking ‘well at least I’m not in her shoes,’ and, god, you’re so good to me and I appreciate and love you so much. Don’t feel like I tell you that enough, but, you’re the best,” you finished, taking a deep breath. 

“Honey,” Chris soothed, “you have absolutely nothing to feel guilty about, first off. It’s not your fault he treats her like crap, and all you can do is support her with whatever she chooses to do about it. She can leave, or they could go to therapy, or she might just ignore it all together, but the only thing you can and should do is listen to her vent and offer support, or sometimes advice if she asks for it.”

You smile, “I know, but it’s just a shitty situation. Like I wish she wasn’t going through it, because she’s great, and I wish he was as good to her as you are to me.” 

“Well no one’s as good as me,” Chris joked, trying to lift your spirits.

You laughed lightly in response, turning over a little bit and scooting up so you could lay face to face with him. 

“Second,” he continued, “I’m only giving you what you deserve. Wish I could do a lot more sometimes, if I’m honest,” he said almost under his breath as he wrapped his arms around your back.

“Chris, you do more than enough! I should be doing more for you!” 

“Babe, you give me everything I could ever want,” he smiles, “you’re amazing. Wish I could do more, like I wish I wasn’t away from you so much. Don’t like leaving you, ever.”

“You’re the best,” you lean forward, placing a kiss on the corner of his mouth, “you do plenty for me even when you’re away.”

“Not nearly enough,” he says, “gotta come up with something new for us.” 

“We’ve done plenty of new things while you’re away.” 

“Yeah? You think?” he asks, wiggling his eyebrows.

“Hey, without you, I never would’ve tried phone sex,” you giggle, “love trying new things as long as it’s with you. Especially that thing...” 

He lets out a breathy laugh at that, “I love you too,” he says, referring back to your ramble but also your willingness to try anything for and with him.

You giggle, this time pecking his lips, “I don’t deserve you,” you whisper against his mouth. 

“No, you don’t,” he says shortly. 

You pull away from him, not expecting that to come out of his mouth. 

“You deserve better,” he smiles, a glimmer in his eye again.

“You’re so corny!” you laugh loudly, causing Dodger to grumble next to Chris. 

“Sorry, bub,” you laugh at Dodge.

“Let’s go to bed, yeah?” Chris suggests.

“What about the movie?” you ask, tipping your head towards the TV.

“Eh, won’t be able to pay attention now anyway, and I’ve lost the flow,” he shrugs. 

“Sorry to interrupt,” you whisper, stroking a few fingers across his cheekbone. 

“‘S alright,” he whispers, “like you better anyway.” 

“Thank you,” you whisper, eyelids heavy as they start to flutter closed for a kiss. 

Chris closes the distance between the two of you, pressing a sweet kiss to your lips, “I love you,” he whispers into your mouth. 

“I love you too,” you whisper back.

Your lips seal in a gentle kiss, and he brings a hand up to rest on your cheek before pulling back: “you can always make it up to me anyway,” he says, a smile giving away his attempt at being serious.

You laugh at him, “alright, bubba, let’s get you to bed.”

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[cloudyyangel]

I did not stay up too late last night! Kinda. But I DID however sleep like complete and total ass.....

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I still managed to have a nightmare tho 😭 and then work was fine but then I found a blue jay wing feather I was gonna give my bestie and then I lost it >.< so I unfortunately cannot channel hyper puppy energy anymore. Only needy sad tired pup. (I have some days off soon) Still up for soft kisses and touches to make the stress go away. Little soft murmured thank yous and compliments that might not fully make sense to me but feel good to say.

(Putting a little warning here cause i progressively get more sad after this)

Also feel like being a bit of a little shit for some reason. Had some sassy response all typed up but can't bring myself to send it. Cant be impulsive when you can take what you say back i suppose. But you, really do spoil me you know that? I get so hyper sometimes it's hard to think. Or so anxious I can't stop thinking. So thats why being submissive sounds so good. Like maybe I can be calm. Maybe I can be safe.

I'm kind of, starved for affection and validation I'll be honest (and also touch starved of course). I dont understand why though. I have friends. Which is part of why I maybe, send an ask a day because I'm scared of getting too attached because when I like/trust someone I've become too much too quick and that wouldnt be right. I'd be treating you as a service rather than a person. And I want, and I want and i want. You remind me a lot of a friend of mine I used to have (just minus all the sarcasm, and the randomly ghosting me) and I think they knew I was too dependent on them. And they me. And they were terrible at saying when something was too much and I wanted and I wanted and I wanted. And I got so good at telling when they were overwhelmed and stopping but it wasnt right. I wasn't right.

Its not right for me to care about you when we hardly know each other. But I want to. I wanna be friends but I dont know how. And I dont understand why wanting affection or just, wanting to give it makes me so scared of hurting people. Because I thought that before I met them too. I just wanna be happy and make people happy. But I'm a person not a service too I'm just, bad at letting people close.

I have good days sometimes now. I can get excited and happy again. I think that's why this sorta, episode I just talked myself through here hurts in a specific way. But I think you said I could vent once. And as long as I'm remembering right I'm gonna try to believe you. That maybe this was okay to do. And if it wasnt then I'll do better. And I'm not gonna apologize cause apologizing for having feelings is bad. But I really really want to. Please take care of yourself okay? I'm gonna go eat some food cause I think I need it. And maybe hug my cat. But he hasnt really been in a hugging mood today so I might just lay next to him and stare at him til he bites me which is good too -puppy anon

Okay so this is really really long and I’m just going to respond to each paragraph.

I’m sorry you had a nightmare! I get really bad ones and sleep paralysis sometimes so I understand how that can be. Ah! But sometimes that’s a good thing! There’s this saying that if you lose a feather then it flies back to its original bird and grants you a wish!! It’s okay if your not happy today or hyper; being a sad and tired puppy is fine. I’ll always be up for soft kisses, telling you how good you are, and holding you close.

You can be a little shit. If you feel like being bratty and sassy then go for it. I do like to spoil people- have them open themselves up and be who they truly want to be. But I also understand that sometimes that can be detrimental to a person if they aren’t ready for it which I why I don’t try to push people- I let them take control completely despite however much control I seem to have. Being submissive is a big deal, you give up control but only if you feel safe and comfortable with that person.

I’m so sorry you feel like this- I know it can be hard to feel starved even when you have friends by you. I’m just going to say- you can message me however much you want, you can talk to me however you want whether on here or discord or wherever. Send me 50 messages a day and I’ll respond to them no problem. Send me one super long message and I’ll answer every little thing in it. Send me a novel on discord and I’ll read and review it. I don’t feel like you’re treating me as a service. I feel like you’re treating me as someone you can be open with and that’s a wonderful thing. You���re not going to be “too much too quick” no matter how you act okay? I’m really laidback and chill and flexible. I can handle a lot of different personalities and emotions. I know just saying this won’t turn off that anxiety, but you don’t have to worry about it. I know just saying “don’t worry” rarely helps so hopefully I can show you instead. A big part of me is communication so I will 100% say if I need to take a day to myself or if we need to change a subject. I’ll always let you know.

If you want to be friends then I’m over the moon excited about that. I do care about you; I care about how your day went and if you drank enough and how you’re feeling. We can be friends by just talking, asking questions and learning about each other or just say right now “hey we’re friends”. I can’t speak for others, but me personally- you are not hurting me. I give everything I have because I am able too. This person is who is I am and I will not be scared off, or overwhelmed, or ghost you. You are a person, a good person from what I can tell, and I will never want more from you than you’re able to give and the second I overstep I know you will tell me so.

You can always vent, or rant or cry or ramble. I’m not just here for the happy hyper side of you. I know you’re a person with ups and downs and I’m okay with all of that. I’m here for every side and every way. I give myself fully to people, but I don’t see it as a problem because I have so much to give, no one takes advantage of me or uses me and I never feel like that.

Cats are finicky.