#ShortDiary

[riaayumirza]

Cozy Kind of Day – February Edition

Eps. 1: Soft Start & A Burst of Energy

Theme: Mix of Whirlwind Energy ✨ A weekend of gentle resets, creative sparks, and a whirlwind of activity. A mix of slow moments, deep thoughts, and unexpected bursts of energy.

Properties to Prep: • Library essentials: Tote bag, library card, journal. • Sunday Project essentials: Outfit, water bottle, snacks, power bank. • Comfort items: Soft blanket, tea, playlist for decompressing.

Dress Code: • Friday: Cozy and soft (for slow moments & emotional release). • Saturday: Chic & refreshed (because new bangs energy! ✂️✨). • Sunday: Functional & comfy (early morning work mode).

Food Highlights: • Friday: Random meals fueled by emotions & philosophical thoughts 😂 • Saturday: Ayam geprek for a spicy mood booster 🌶️ • Sunday: Whatever survives the post-event exhaustion. Probably something easy & comforting.

Activities: Friday: - Slow & introspective - Work at an easy pace, deep conversations, and emotional release before bed. Saturday: - A perfect balance - Freshening up at the salon, a library adventure, and a night of planning, organizing, and little bursts of creative energy. Sunday: - Action mode - Waking up before sunrise (🫠), handling wardrobe for the project, then crashing post-event - The rest of the day? A mystery - Maybe a nap, a book, or a sudden creative explosion at night (because that’s so you). 😂

Mantra: “I move at my own pace, and everything falls into place.”

Playlist: Energy Boost kinda-music

Closing Note: I love this weekend is full of little things that are new to me. visiting library and going on project with new people. love it! meet so many people are so fun until my social battery kinda run out and I crashed out again (in the best way!)

[mayabty]

what should I do ?

selama ini terkdang gue takut untuk mengungkapkan apa yang gue pikirkan. entah di sosial media atau di saat bercengkrama dengan teman. termasuk banyak banget draft di tumblr gue yang gak gue share, karena gue ragu untuk nge post tulisan itu atau enggak. ada manfaatnya atau enggak. walaupun gue sadar belum banyak juga yang mengunjugi tumblr gue. wkwk.  

kadang gue sedikit takut akan penilain mereka dan sering ragu akan tindakan gue. akhirnya kebanyakan hanya dibalik layar aja. menilai sisi baik atau buruk apa yang dilakukan oleh orang lain di dalam hati. tapi lama - lama boring juga sih. kesini -sininya gue gak begitu tau hal apa yang paling gue suka dan yang enggak dan jadinya juga gue bingung untuk mengekspresikan apa yang ada di dalam pikiran gue dengan baik. 

What should I do ?

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[kurniawangunadi]

DUNIA SEMAKIN SEMPIT

Hari ini , dalam beberapa kali saya merasakan dunia yang saya pijak ini terasa sangat sempit , tali silaturahmi terasa sangat bermanfaat luar biasa , orang-orang yang saya kira jauh ternyata dekatnya bukan main . Salah satu yang tidak saya sangka juga adalah pemilik Piranti Works , desainer dan owner Radio Magno , Pak Singgih , adalah om dari adik kelas saya , masyaAlloh  . . . . sudah FIX , saya akan ke Temanggung akhir bulan ini / awal juni . Dan sekali lagi , silaturahmi terasa manfaatnya , ketika saya mendaptkan kenalan di Unit PSTK yang baru masuk tahun ini . Rumahnya tidak jauh dari tempat Magno , . . . jadilah saya berencana untuk ke Temanggung semakin mudah saja . hahahaa . . . . Kemudian ketika mas Kuntawiaji dalam tumblr-nya menaruh foto , ternyata itu fotonya bersama teman SMA saya yang di UI , si Omar Abdillah kelas XII Ipa 3 jaman dulu yang di Fasilkom , ckckck . . . 

Entah siapa lagi yang akan di dekatkan oleh Alloh kepada saya . . . 

meski tugas banyak , saya yakin pasti akan diselesaikan , dan bulan Mei akan tetap berjalan dan akan berakhir . . .

Bandung , 2 Mei 2011 , pukul 12.04 a.m

[riaayumirza]

Baby, everything feels so hazy, and I’m overwhelmed again

Short Diary

Baby, everything feels so hazy, and I’m overwhelmed again. I think I need to slow down. I want to recover, to feel light again. I don’t want to get sick.

But oh, life has been so much fun lately ✨ My new motto? "Serendipity in random side quests." I’ve met new people, crossed paths with familiar faces from the past, and even started learning tarot cards. It’s exciting—but also a little overwhelming.

Apparently, this week’s challenge (according to tarot) is facing love—or something like that. And honestly? I’m terrified. The cards say I just have to surrender and trust the universe. But... does the universe even know that I trust it?

I want to remember all the good things. The kindness in people. The warmth in moments. Maybe that’s why I forget so much—because everything overlaps, blending into each other like a dreamy blur. But I still want to write.

My therapist (Olivia) says writing is how I channel my inner world, a way to release everything in my mind and heart. Otherwise, my body takes the weight, and eventually, it breaks. Isn’t that fascinating? That I don’t need to know what to believe—I just do what feels right.

Okay, bye baby. See you in the next diary? 💌

[riaayumirza]

Cozy Kind of Day – February Edition

Eps. 2: Rest & Rejuvenation (With a Side of Hustle)

💛 Theme: Cozy Recharge & Gentle Preparation a weekend dedicated to restful moments, nourishing your body, and taking time to recharge—while also gearing up for an all-day project on Sunday. A balance of self-care, creativity, and mindful energy management

Properties to Prep: • Friday Essentials: Book from the library, cozy blanket, warm drink • Saturday Essentials: Massage appointment details, comfy clothes, hair care essentials • Sunday Essentials: Outfit for the shoot, water bottle, snacks, journal, book, medicine, spare t-shirt, and possibly a laptop (if the location has WiFi!)

Dress Code: • Friday: Cozy and soft (perfect for unwinding and getting lost in a book) • Saturday: Relaxed casual (for your massage and post-self-care glow) • Sunday: Functional & comfy (for a full day on set—practical but still cute!)

Food Highlights: • Friday: Fiber-packed meals like gado-gado or a refreshing juice mix (pineapple, lemon, pakcoy—good for digestion and energy!) • Saturday: Light and nutritious—something fresh and hydrating post-massage • Sunday: Easy, high-energy snacks + comforting meals to keep you fueled for the long shoot

Activities: 📖 Friday: - A slow, cozy night—reading, resting, and enjoying a peaceful moment - No pressure, just soft vibes and gentle self-care 🧖‍♀️ Saturday: - Morning: Full relaxation mode—massage time! - Afternoon: Shower, wash your hair, and refresh yourself - Evening: Creative session or more reading—whatever feels right in the moment - Will my mind be running at 100km/h while I’m supposed to be relaxing? Probably 🎬 Sunday: - Dawn to Midnight: Full-day office production project (consumption division) - Bring a book and journal—if the location allows, maybe sneak in some quiet writing time - If there’s WiFi, maybe even work on a creative project in between tasks - Stay hydrated, pace your energy, and take little breaks when you can!

Mantra: “I balance rest and movement with ease. My energy flows where it’s needed”

Playlist: Soft instrumental music or calming tunes for Friday & Saturday. Something light & steady for Sunday’s long hours

Closing Note: Balancing rest with a full production day is cute, but I got this. I’m taking care of myself while stepping into new experiences. Also, there's food! I can't say no to food! 😂 I need this massage like dough needs to be kneaded💆‍♀️ And of course, food at the shoot! That’s my only responsibility, and I take it very seriously 🍽️

[riaayumirza]

Today was a surprisingly nice and cozy day 🌿

Of course, knowing me, there had to be a little twisted chaos along the way (what’s life without a bit of mischief? 😂). But overall, today was warm, productive, and kind to me.

me and my first tried of this food called Pentol

I think I deserve this. I deserve happiness, abundance, and whatever good things the tarot lady said💫 Here’s to more of this energy, please and thank you, universe. 🤗🎀

[riaayumirza]

Why I Created This: Instagram "Cobain ini Yuk!"

#2 Instagram "Cobain ini Yuk!"

I saw this quote online: "It’s okay. The bad guy wins. The world is crumbling. economy, culture, and society are crumbling. This time, I want to create art."

And I found this quote resonate with me—a coping mechanism with my twisted humor (of course I do!).

😊✌️

So here I am, starting this Instagram project with new concepts, new energy, and so much chaos. This is my little corner to explore creativity, thoughts, colors, words, visuals, and vibes. I’m just having fun. So don’t be surprised if sometimes I’m a little inconsistent (especially with the color palette)—I’m still figuring out so many things.

Ever since I was a little girl, I wanted to runaway be a writer. I dissociated so much back then that I created whole worlds in my mind, writing everything down to escape reality. I didn’t have a safe place then (and, honestly, still don’t). But I wrote. For me. For myself.

Besides, I owe myself THAT MUCH to write. All those years, I shoved aside my right-brain creativity and all my feelings—growing up in an environment that praised logic, numbers, and data (and you can’t have feelings). Don’t get me wrong—I love math and science too, but it’s been so long since I activated my creative side. I forgot how much fun it could be.

And... talk about Feeling-Emotion. Baby, I owe myself THAT MUCH. I hated them for years. I’m an INFJ, so emotions have always been a big part of me. But these last 20 years or so, I kicked my feelings so hard that I despised them. I hated it. I hated it so much that I had to feel everything. I buried my emotions, shoved them aside, and tried to be numb. But this time, I’m apologizing to my feelings and spoiling them rotten. They deserve it. I deserve it. That’s why I’ve been saying, “I feel” instead of “I think” so often these past few weeks.

This project is my love letter to my buried creativity and feelings—the parts of me I abandoned but am now reclaiming. It’s fun, chaotic, and healing.

Back to Instagram content: this account will be a mishmash of everything I love—poems, stories, perfumes, movies, TV series, books, songs, and whatever else my mood demands. Mostly, I write on Tumblr first and then transfer it to other platforms.

Is it too long? See? I’m a natural writer and like to talk a lot 😊✌️ And I think I should change the name, but I don’t have any new ideas right now. Maybe later.

So, thank you for supporting me and being kind. I hope you enjoy my random projects as much as I do.

https://www.instagram.com/cobain.ini.yuk/

Love, riaayumirza 🌻

[riaayumirza]

I Went to the Mall Yesterday (and Actually Had a Good Time!)

Yesterday, I went to the new mall in my city. I’d been wanting to visit ever since it opened because I heard it has a really good vibe with an outdoor courtyard 🌳✨

To be honest, I was super nervous. I kept consulting with my therapist because I was kind of scared—the last time I went to a public place alone, I ended up ugly crying by myself (a story for another time 👀)

But this time, I prepared! I picked out my outfit and packed my bag the night before, feeling as excited as a kid about to go on a school field trip. And guess what? I did it—I went, and I succeeded! 🎉

I arrived first thing in the morning to avoid traffic and snag a good parking spot. I walked around the mall (huge mall!) and explored the perfume section first. I sniffed all the perfumes—Miniso’s dupes (they’re surprisingly good!) and some designer perfumes at Aura. The salesperson was so kind and let me try so many scents. God, I wish I could get the Lolita Lempicka perfume!

Next, I tried to hunt for new jeans but didn’t find my soul jeans yet. (The search continues! 🛍️)

After all that walking, I treated myself to some ramen at Ramen Ya! This branch is so much nicer than others—it’s reserved and peaceful. The ramen was delicious, and the vibe was just right.

And of course, I couldn’t leave without getting my Black Tea Macchiato from Koi Thé! 🧋😍 I sipped it in the courtyard, soaking up the afternoon sun like a lizard basking on a rock. It felt amazing after spending so many days indoors between home and work.

I sat there, people-watching, writing a little poem, and enjoying the view of the big Christmas tree 🎄 Even though Christmas is over, maybe the spirit’s still lingering.

By 4 PM, I headed home and was back by 5. I felt so satisfied and proud of myself—for spending a day outside, being in public, and actually having a good time without tears or anxiety.

I’d absolutely do this again. 🥹💛

update: this is the poem that i wrote that day It's Not Just Food

[riaayumirza]

This one is my online diary ✌🏻😀 are you sure want to read this? well…

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