#So that was my dream...i cant stop thinking about it mann

[doebt]

Tbh my WORST nightmares arent like being chased or anything its always weird and existential  like I wake up and decades passed without me realising it. Or my grandma died or i have an animal and i put itsomewhere and forgot about it and its all emaciated and skeletal by the time i remember

[obrother1976]

hii would you have any book recs similar to the carnivorous lamb? just finished it recently and i literally cannot stop thinking about it......

wish i could rec u something that will hit as hard as carnivorous lamb does. but i cant. nothing can compare (in my opinion) but i can rec u some books depending on what u liked best/what u enjoyed in carnivorous lamb:

incest:

gemini by michel tournier - hard to get into but very worth it

house of incest by anais nin - short but so good u'll tear your hair out afterwards

ada or ardor: a family chronicle by vladimir nabokov - cant believe nabokov invented real love w this one

catholicism:

the sparrow by mary doria russell - book of all time & although i obv wouldn't call it a catholic book, i still think someone that liked carnivorous lamb would love this.

concerning the eccentricities of cardinal pirelli by ronald firbank - currently reading this & dont yet fully know what to make of it but its definitely interesting enough to check out.

fascism:

(bit of a disclaimer: none of these are specifically about spanish fascism. sorry. if you're really interested in the franco regime u could read george orwell's "homage to catalonia" but other than that i got nothing for u there)

fear and misery in the third reich by bertholt brecht & the resistable rise of arturo ui (also by brecht) - this is me pushing my brecht agenda (even tho these r plays and not technically books). love brecht's depictions of fascism though, esp in fear and misery

on the frontier: a melodrama in three acts by isherwood & auden - another play

death in venice by thomas mann - alright so this one's a bit tricky. its not technically about fascism (it was written in 1912) but i've seen a number of academic essays that make a case for reading it that way -> the degeneration of europe into fascism. in any case, great book, great prose and although its not actually incestuous, it v obviously plays with the theme of incest

fathers:

incest: from a "journal of love": the unexpurgated diary of anais nin - a classic.

winter of artifice by anais nin - no one got it quite like she did

mathilda by mary shelley - anon, listen to this: "I copied his last letter and read it again and again. Sometimes it made me weep; and at other [times] I repeated with transport those words,—"One day I may claim her at your hands." I was to be his consoler, his companion in after years."

dreams of clytemnestra by dacia maraini - a play again. but trust me on this one, it'll drive u insane.

mothers:

milk fed by melissa broder - actually havent read this one but my (redacted) loves it and it does sound rlly interesting (also i dont know any other books specifically about mothers... sad.)

[too-much-sunshine]

i wanted to put these in separate asks, but here are some comments i remember making and did make during the last chapter of WOFTL <3

Some comments i remember making while reading:

"...i uh.. thought that Impulse made it out like Grian and became Vault............ how did i forgot about Iskall"

"YOO I THINK IT I S AIMSEY!!!!!!!!"

"pullin the parallels from this Earth Council Member and Dream huh, cant say i would blame you fr"

"PUFFY????? FR?? CARA MY BBELOVED THERAPIST"

"WAIT I MISSED IT. AUTHOR CONFIRMED ITS PUFFY BUT WHEN DID IT HAPPEN?????? WHAT PARAGRAPH??? WHAT???????"

"hehe, just realized how funny it would be if Schlatt was mayor at any point. like Scar's dad or smth? idk. it makes me silly to try and imagine any DSMP characters sharing a fic with the Hermits, but itd be funny if it were true lmao"

After reading: "He's just... in an elevator."

"BRUH YOU CANT JUST DROP THAT LINE AND EXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL ABOUT IT. this is LITERALLY me after any therapy appointment or after having a perspective-changing realization and im going home"

"YO MUMSCARIAN ENDGAME?"

After reading: "He won. He got it. It took three months to fully hit him but... they're here and they're relatively okay."

" AUTHOR STOP IT RN FOR REAL YOURE MAKING ME TEAR UP BRO"

EEEHEHEHEEHE I'm so normal about thiisss <3<3

My thoughts, while reading your thoughts UuU:

ISKALLL MY BELOVED <3<3

IT I S AIMSEYYY!!!

I can't say I don't see the parallels with Dream, but I do want to say that he will never be in this fic lol. I remember writing that scene and being like "mann writing the word "mask" will never be the same asdfjhgfd"

PUFFY MY BELOVEDDDD I miss Puffy TT So shes here now UuU

IT I S PUFFY!!! The other therapists will be revealed next time UuU Can you guess who?

OMLLL Schlatt is not his dad sadly, buttt I can maybe see how he might be a current mayor. I did establish that the current mayor is a wolf hybrid but maybe I meant goat hybrid?! Idddkkkk eehehe

Ahhhh honestly that might be one of my favorite lines too! I just think it perfectly encapsulates the feeling you feel at the end of something big! Even while I finish the fic, I just felt "well, I'm still just here." And thats okay!

YEEAHHH MUMSCARIAN ENDGAAMMEEEE!! But... it might take some time eehehehee UuU

I teared up too, its okay bestie UuU

[sam-nochncs]

Im tagged by amazing @toomanywordsnllines THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVEEE YOUUU🫶🫶🫶🫶

Ralationship status: Single.. i  mitosis👽

Favorite color: All! exept hot pink i hate hot pink sometimes

Song stuck in my head: See you again (feat.Kali Uchis) by Tyler the Creator, Kali Uchis and Teşekkür by Batuhan Kordel

Last song i listened to:  Chamber of Reflection by Mac Demarco

Three favorite foods: Mann all of the turkish cuisine is my fave i cant choose😭😭😭

Last thing i googled: How to take a space photography with a phone and after that is how to restart a heart and after that one is hammer head shark (i love them) 🫡

Dream trip: Phillipnes, USA (but like yellow stone or grand canyon national parks) for seing space/ taking deep space photography maybe Sark, Channel Islands Uk again for space and stars and while in at it ill go to Scotland and maybe Japan and Korea too

Anything i want: To live a life in comfort withought trying to one up myself everytime, to be comfortable with my body, to be content for who i am, to be happy, to stop caring about what people think of me, to have friends and obv TO BE ABLE TO BUY THINGS I WANT DNFMFMDNFKD

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[crystu-cii]

Of course!! 💕💞💕💕💕💞💞

What a MOOD XDD OKAY I FEEL YOU ON THAT ONE SHOT THING TBH- LIKE IF YOU TAKE TOO LONG TO GET TO THE GOOD SHIT ILL JUST GET BORED YALL--

wHEeze okay mood-- I actually went in my backyard with a mask on today(not intentionally, my sister sprayed febreeze and I'm sensitive to fragrances soo-- but the entire time I was like "wtf I'm telling crys about this later" XDD

XDD YEAHHH-- XDDD oms MA'AM GO GET SOME SLEEP WH..... TAKE A NAP MISS......

XD also baby jail- puts a laundry basket over him- there now I'm safe-- dangg never had a pet?? I recommend a dog(specifically shelties/sheltie mixes!! They're beautiful and playful!! And the type of dog I've had all my life :3) I.. ban?? Like ban ban??? Wh????

I am! XDD I'd (at least probably) say something if I wasn't-- of course!!!! 💞💕💞💕💞💞💕

Me too!! I miss hanging out with them :/ but so many live super far sooo :,D OH DEAR-- yeah nonononoooo-- Do Not-- YEAH better safe than sorry nO--

I CAN TELL YOU THAT THE PUMPKIN AND CHERRY PIES WERE DELICIOUS, HAVEN'T HAD THE BIBLE YET- AH YES PHONE WERE EATING A BIBLE HOW COULD I THINK IT'S CALLED A COBBLER-- XDD WH- HOW DARE SHE INSULT PUMPKIN PIES LIKE THAT-- /HJ it sounds fairly weird but hey if it's good than cool!! XDD

BUT tREEeEeeE!!!!! DO YOU NOT ENJOY DRESSING UP??? WHAT ABOUT THE CANDY SALES DIRECTLY AFTER???? WH-- AAAAAAAH HOW COULD Y'ALL-- XDD

Yeahh, I decided not to take any more creative classes in school anymore anyways--they don't suit me at all-- OH DANG-- YALL REALLY OUT HERE PISSING OFF THE CHOIR TEACHER??? DAMNNN-- XDDD YESSS-- awwwwhh :( oh well, on steam you can mood games sooo-- if you haven't asked for it, I recommend the portal games 👀 they're SO GOOD and I'll simp for both Glados and Wheatley, don't test me (unless you're Glados or Wheatley) /hj BUT THEY'RE SUCH WELL-MADE CHARACTERS-- BUT VALVE CAN'T COUNT TO THREE SOOOO-- (but there is a cool portal 2 mod coming out in April 2021(plus another from the past I think!) that looks incredibly promising!!!) and oooooohh I actually haven't seen much about it 👀 but from what I have seen it looks fun!!!!

opens calendar app-- can I just say it's so rare to meet people born in the early months-- like January and February, especially SO EARLY in the months of just unheard of XD I have a singular other friend born in January, on the 21st-- and I knew a girl who was born February but like I don't really like her or know her well so she doesn't count--

lEGITTT LIKE- im OUTTA HERE- xDDD

and omgg XDD im lowkey sensitive to fragrances to- when its too much and all- like i would only spray myself with perfume ome to three times while my mom is here doing like tWENTY SPRAYS AND IM LIKE "hEYo BRO I CANT B R E A T H E" /nm- its wild XDD

AND LEGITTT My mOm NEEEDS SLEPPP- quarantine has ruined her so hard- its ironic- I M supposed to be the rebelious one- XDD

WHWHWHEEZE B AB Y JA I L- XDD and yeahh- well my brother has an aussie dog (the one i said their name was also astro xD) but sometimes im just like- "yeah- thats my dog too-" i even mentioned it on a introduce yourself assignment for school xD and omg i dont know my dog types but i searched up what sheltie dogs look like and OMGG???💞 YESS A FLUFFY DOG I always dream of having a dog soo fluffyy- but i expect that it would be a pain to clean up the fur all the time XDD and well i MeAANn- not really ban but like- whenever i speak about pets at all to my mom- it would go like- me: we cant even have ONE pet? | mom: no | me: how about a fish?? | mom: wELL ***-BRINGS UP EMBARRASING ACTION I DID AS A TODDLER-*** ) so i just assume thats her way of saying- no fish. XDD

and phew thats good! the least thing i'd want is make you uncomfortable in any way ;w;; 💞💞 gosh- even hanging out with friends is like russian roulette- XDD before covid and all i would always go to Larie's house every single weekend because my mom would always go there every weekend to play mahjong (its a little gambling game) and i would just be like "YEAH IM COMIN TOO-" - like OMG- literally friend's moms being friends with your mom is just the definition of LIFE GOALS- and it would be so fun every time i go there too- my mom would play with them till midnight or literally up to 3 am- so me and larie would just do the most wackiest stuff- along with eating loads of snacks and watching random shows or anime XDD ahh its only months ago since it stopped but it already feels nostalgic xD

awh NoW I WANNA TRY PIEEEESS- AND ABHAHAHAHA "HAVENT TRIED THE BIBLE"- I GOT SO CONFUSED WHEN I FIRST READ THAT XDD phone: its the BIBLE | astro: its a cobbler— | PHONE: YOU QUESTION THE WORDS OF THE MIGHTY JIMMY? ) XDDDD

and LEGITTT- WHENEVER we ask them "hey what you gonna dress up this halloween" thEY woULd JusT Be Like "huh halloween whats that--" XDDD but they end up trying to celebrate it with us at the very least- xD anD YEAP WELCOME TO WHEN its the time of the year where the month names start ending with "ber" aka CHRISTMAS CHAOS TIME- /hj xDDD

mann for my school we had to choose between three music electives- band, orchestra, choir- i chose orchestra and it was AWESOME- until it was my last year and THE FUCKING ORCHESTRA TEACHER QU IT (it was reasonable actually- she had a sickness) and the cLASS JUST TURNED TO SHITITITHKAHTLQJF I HATED IT it came from my favorite class to the WORST in an InSTANT im SOBBING- but even the whole school is just utter bull- during that same year- i had six classes(a teacher for each) and guess what- THREE OF THOSE TEACHERS LEFT- LIKE EXCUSE YOU?? my 2020 was already RUINED before even COVID CAME like WTHHH- so yeah it was crazy- at that point we were all in despair and the school became more ghetto than it was before(everyone would keep saying "wErE In The GheTtO RATTATATAAA" every time we reach school grounds- its funny cause its true- XDD) yeah its crazzyy

and Oh YEHAH the mods are sickk- mods make my dont starve together gameplay so much better xDD and ooh i have seen portal before but i never actually played em- i think i was watching the walkthrough of both games just to try to learn what the game was about- but in the end- i forgot everything from what the heck our objectives of the game was other than to solve mind blowing puzzles- XDD but cAN i JUST SAY THE SONGS ABSOLUTELT BOPPED THO? THE ENDING SONGS STILL ALIVE AND WANT YOU GONE GOT ME LIKE in TEARS to how good they were- like i jammed to them for a long ass while xDDD and ohhh i never seen any portal mods before! i didnt even know portal mods were a thing but that sounds SICKKK

and omg xD and wth- now that you mention it- like- SAMEE?? real life wise- the birthdays are scrambbled up- but lately on tumblr almost everyone has their birthdays around the the "ber" times and this has now made me realize it- like omg- XDD

[natteryaktoadwidespot]

Day 58

Beech part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169151784525/the-beeches-had-a-quiet-friday-night-and-then

Beech part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169152685915/gavin-hey-are-you-feeling-okay-virginia-not

Beech part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169153392115/meanwhile-sandra-did-her-homework-straight-after

Beech part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169153719820/gavin-hows-the-sickness-virginia-better-im

Hartland part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169158176400/in-hartland-the-baby-had-lily-up-late-closely

Hartland part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169158405955/mary-cant-quite-believe-her-babiest-baby-is-off

Hartland part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169158687520/promise-decided-that-her-first-saturday-of

Hartland part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169179368960/its-a-girl

Hartland part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169179689380/lilys-struggling-a-bit-with-motherhood-initially

Mann Girls part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169181508320/sol-and-amorie-both-had-saturday-off-work-and

Mann Girls part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169181655260/so-date-time-with-reuben-it-was

Mann Girls part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169181816570/di-are-you-alright-youve-seemed-a-bit

Mann Girls part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169182050495/amorie-threw-the-twins-birthday-party-inviting

Mann Girls part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169182087655/happy-birthday-venus-and-vesta

Mann part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169187132060/the-manns-love-their-new-home

Mann part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169187276780/the-kids-headed-to-bed-fairly-early-but-aden-and

Mann part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169187510780

Mann part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169187651135/aden-remembers-what-he-was-doing-at-trips-age

Mann part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169188223165/first-stop-community-garden

Mann part 6: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169188901540/trip-wandered-to-the-swimming-hole-bought-himself

Mann part 7: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169189768620

Mann part 8: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169190016050/its-summer-so-where-else-to-spend-the-morning

Mann part 9: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169190247080/after-some-marco-polo-aden-decided-it-was-time-to

Mann part 10: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169190537690/the-kids-went-for-naps-after-lunch-and-scarlett

Mann part 11: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169190711195/i-used-to-worry-about-trip-the-most-in-this

Land/Sell part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169238977465/landsellnewson-time

Land/Sell part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169239247230/on-saturday-morning-brian-had-to-work-but-dixie

Land/Sell part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169239446085/josh-was-really-sweet-with-lego-the-dog-which-has

Hart, Rhett part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169354148245

Hart, Rhett part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169354831215/in-the-morning-rhett-invited-his-sons-and-their

Cooke: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169355829395/saturday-chez-cooke

Land part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169385279025

Land part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169385575655/in-the-morning-after-breakfast-scot-and-josh

Land part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169387040810/josh-was-initially-reluctant-to-get-into-the

Land part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169387270550/after-swimming-they-went-round-the-corner-to-the

Land part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169388142585/after-lunch-they-went-to-the-community-garden-to

Land part 6: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169389121415/meanwhile-evangeline-had-a-date-with-davy

Land part 7: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169389444280

Land part 8: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169392084640/sadie-whatre-you-doing-sat-out-here-by

Land part 9: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169392422110

Gavigan part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169378820115

Gavigan part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169380827805/lydia-managed-to-squeeze-in-a-date-with-tommy

Gavigan part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169380858280/meanwhile-mary-made-a-bad-choice-on-a-chance-card

Gavigan part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169380929560/after-work-lydia-invited-ringo-over-and-made

Ottomas part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169424715975/at-the-ottomases-sharla-was-still-pretty-shaken

Ottomas part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169424811810/peter-had-to-work-on-saturday-morning-but-tommy

Ottomas part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169425101180/once-her-homework-was-out-of-the-way-dotty-headed

Ottomas part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169425390960/tommy-spent-some-of-his-saturday-with-his-nephew

Weiss: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169427570145/on-saturday-at-the-weisses-whilst-woody-worked

Newson, Ginger part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169435411795/davy-newsons-date-with-dotty-quickly-turned-into

Newson, Ginger part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169436115360/dotty-was-outside-playing-with-the-dog-levi-in

Unity part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169438169205/this-is-max-all-over-his-behaviour-is-constantly

Unity part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169438608880/chez-unity-max-was-still-refusing-to-write-a

Unity part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169438757360/ivy-good-morning-max-max-ugh-why-are-you

Unity part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169438941320

Unity part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169439051415

Unity part 6: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169439228270

Unity part 7: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169439316440/at-last

Unity part 8: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169439571285/ivy-do-you-want-me-to-tell-you-what-to-write

Unity part 9: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169439624300/max-woke-up-from-his-nap-before-joy-and-ivy-did

Cards part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169478304045/hmm-i-think-this-is-right-hey-its-that-kid-who

Cards part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169478565210/mark-knows-bim-the-atrociously-evil-witch-is-the

Newson, Gabriella part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169511114485/at-the-newsons-gabriella-and-george-spent-their

Newson, Gabriella part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169725774425/i-never-got-around-to-finishing-up-posting-the

Newson, Gabriella part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169725858830/gabriella-got-a-good-chance-card-gavin-called-sol

Newson, Gabriella part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169725924730/some-more-so-than-others

Ottomas, David part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169743678530/toddlers

Ottomas, David part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169744004180/on-saturday-morning-david-took-the-three

Gavigan, Isaiah:  http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169776970700/isaiah-had-to-work-on-saturday-but-phoebe-had-the

Bellum part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169783587785/on-the-day-of-the-bellum-twins-birthday-andy-had

Bellum part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169784549520/andy-ringo-this-is-my-colleague-isaiah-isaiah

Bellum part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169784657190/happy-birthday-drew-and-justin

Knowe/Mander part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169803137260/at-the-knowemanders-ida-juana-and-helen-both-had

Knowe/Mander part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169803318410/helen-got-home-from-work-at-4am-but-wasnt-all

Knowe/Mander part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169803396530

Knowe/Mander part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169803496560/hi-came-over-to-meet-his-son

Thyme part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169862017665/hi-thyme-got-home-from-work-with-a-panel-full-of

Thyme part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169862578355/hi-is-evidently-not-quite-ready-to-commit-to-ida

Gutenburg: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169916818015/at-the-end-of-last-rotation-i-split-up-the

Matrix part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169921358535/dot-john-john-stop-dot-john-who-even-was

Matrix part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169922903865

Matrix part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169923145875/john-spent-an-uncomfortable-night-on-the-couch

Matrix part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169923437910/dot-morning-john-talking-to-me-again-now-are

Matrix part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169923693785/so-a-dream-brunch-date-followed-by-photobooth

Matrix part 6: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169923857355

Matrix part 7: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169925329695/in-the-afternoon-neo-had-gabe-newson-round-and

Knowe: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169926354920/and-the-other-side-of-the-trailer-park-to-the

Mann, Candy part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169933349470/candy-wonders-if-she-should-be-worried-or-relieved

Mann, Candy part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169933775215/andy-ms-mann-its-pc-bellum-here-i-just-wanted

Mann, Candy part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169934532810/peter-whats-up-i-came-over-as-soon-as-i-got

Cooke, Penn part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169952644975/at-the-cookesbellums-sara-and-ringo-had-to-work

Cooke, Penn part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169952698335/ringo-went-to-his-first-day-of-work-in-the

Cooke, Penn part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169952817240/ringo-called-lydia-for-a-date-but-she-was-at

Cooke, Penn part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169952902520

Notes: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169963899290/whilst-most-of-the-hood-is-in-summer-the-notes

Player: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169964292110/i-thought-id-taken-some-other-pictures-of-this

Newson Beech part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169972425285/rainbow-and-garrett-decided-their-new-family

Newson Beech part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169973033050

Newson Beech part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169973366645/its-hard-but-the-kids-are-starting-to-settle

Newson Beech part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/169973571170/on-saturday-afternoon-lucas-invited-trip-over

Hart, Ash: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170006486830/ash-and-blossom-are-finding-three-children

Hart, Ad part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170006959265/dale-seemed-to-be-doing-better-the-evening

Hart, Ad part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170008274040/it-was-saturday-and-dawn-and-ad-decided-it-was

Hart, Ad part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170008571450/dale-did-really-well-even-managing-to-order-his

Hart, Ad part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170008804615/when-they-got-home-dale-went-upstairs-for-a-nap

Unity, Jack part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170013125240/rose-came-home-from-work-to-find-jack-waiting-up

Unity, Jack part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170013364105/jack-what-time-is-it-can-you-see-the

Unity, Jack part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170013543555/jajack-hey-babe-sorry-i-took-so-long-todd-had

Iana part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170048956215/sue-has-had-a-busy-day-at-home-by-herself-with

Iana part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170049287120

Iana part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170050632880/luis-didnt-have-to-work-on-the-morning-of

Iana part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170050881805/happy-birthday-susana-iana

Land, Sal part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170156401015/sal-and-lacy-spent-their-friday-evening-settling

Land, Sal part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170161600330

Land, Sal part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170162485880/scot-sadie-and-the-kids-stayed-most-of-the-day

Cooke, Ruby part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170181590390/ruby-and-sully-live-a-little-further-away-from

Cooke, Ruby part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170181740735/in-the-morning-ruby-headed-to-work-and-sullyt

Graham part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170184736525/across-the-other-side-of-the-trailer-park-anna

Graham part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170185033895

LGU:

Part 1: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170190600265/mary-cant-believe-shes-dropping-her-littlest

Part 2: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170190813955

Part 3: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170228291380/at-the-frat-a-very-happy-recently-engaged-reuben

Part 4: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170228812505/hey-its-not-college-without-inexperience-chefs

Part 5: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170229793065/date-time-for-arden-and-eleanor

Part 6: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170231494605/in-the-evening-reuben-called-his-fiancee-for-a

Part 7: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170235825185/di-took-very-little-persuading-to-stay-the-night

Part 8: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170236045855/eleanor-also-stayed-the-night

Part 9: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170236149340/in-the-morning-reuben-asked-di-out-on-another

Part 10: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170236194545/fannys-has-some-new-woohoo-locations

Part 11: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170236335100/next-up-for-a-date-iain-and-crystal

Part 12: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170236459600/meanwhile-eoin-bashed-out-his-term-paper-just

Part 13: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170269810755/across-the-road-at-the-sorority-teeny-headed-out

Part 14: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170269959560/when-she-got-home-teeny-threw-a-toga-party

Part 15: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170270151565/when-eleanor-got-home-from-class-halfway-through

Part 16: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170270186940

Part 17: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170270211765/in-the-morning-mia-asked-eoin-out-on-a-date-she

Part 18: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170270294660/eleanor-wanted-to-throw-a-toga-party-too

Part 19: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170449612570/at-the-newsons-jay-moved-in-rosanna-burnt-the

Part 20: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170449711885/in-the-evening-guy-and-roman-went-out-on-a-date

Part 21: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170449789465

Part 22: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170449963620/in-the-morning-skye-came-out-to-campus-for-a-date

Part 23: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170450085130/date-time-for-aiken-and-kate-too

Part 24: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170450130545/fannys-has-several-new-woohoo-locations-which-kate

Part 25: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170460310600/next-up-crystal-and-ali

Part 26: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170460458125/in-the-morning-crystal-went-on-a-date-with-iain

Part 27: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170460868635

Part 28: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170460889575/iain-was-still-there-once-crystal-got-home-from

Part 29: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170461305300

Part 30: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170462215455

Part 31: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170463118115/alice-plumbob-i-love-you-cash-notes-cash-dyou

Part 32: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170463346995/alice-and-cash-were-taking-an-afternoon-nap-when

Part 33: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170463655750/the-following-day-alice-invited-her-family-over

Part 34: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170487097960/back-at-the-frat-reuben-got-an-outing-call-from

Part 35: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170493722155/candy-youre-very-sweet-iain-but-im-not-going

Part 36: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170493930180

Part 37: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170494371765/reuben-invited-his-fiancee-parents-siblings-and

Part 38: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170494515250/so-reuben-took-his-picture-with-di-and-then

Part 39: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170498998440

Part 40: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170499290695/in-the-morning-eleanor-headed-out-on-a-date-with

Part 41: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170499435585/the-girls-had-a-quiet-evening-in-and-then-went-to

Part 42: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170584271225/date-time-for-rosanna-and-stephen

Part 43: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170679513955/rosanna-and-stephen-were-also-keen-to-try-out-the

Part 44: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170679688805

Part 45: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170679952280/the-morning-guy-and-roman-went-on-a-date-which

Part 46: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170680271615/and-woohooing-on-top-of-the-science-building

Part 47: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170680443725

Part 48: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170684833830/meanwhile-across-campus-crystal-matrix-was-taking

Part 49: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170687971925/in-the-morning-clover-and-neo-came-over-they-had

Part 50: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170692907505

Part 51: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170693371255/so-alice-and-cash-went-on-a-wander-around-campus

Part 52: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170694359415/alice-so-how-about-we-have-cliff-maddy-and-the

Part 53: http://natteryaktoad.tumblr.com/post/170694459005

[adam-wolf-deville-blog]

DAY 0 - A Blog Is Born

Greetings Salutations , Come on in, pull up a pew, stay awhile and listen!!

So here i sit looking at my Analytics for both my FBpage and Youtube Channel..

Lets Face it its a bit depressing.. So what can be done about? well a search on the Inter-web of pornal delights .. Fb Organic "reach" is more or less dead and buried Meaning all you have left are Paid advertising.. and well i cant afford to do that right now.. so another thing that keeps getting mentioned is Blogging and Blogs

How successfully will this be? who know but lets find out.. so as i sit listening to Siouxsie and the Banshees.. a blog was born...

Will it be Witty? Intelligent? Insightful? well i guess only time will tell...

it will be at least musical.. it will not contain anything "personal" beyond my feelings and thoughts about my music and musical related content .. ie GEAR PORN!!!!!!! whooo i said it out loud,.. Im a GEAR PORN Addict.. i like gear I LOVE guitars, LOVE Modding and fixing and rebuilding

OK maybe for first Bloggness i should introduce my self :

I was Born in the Later half of the 70'S just in time to become a Starwars fanboy

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Me at some age Prob around 18mths .. YES I was a big baby.. and it didn't stop there being I'm now 6'5[/caption]

The above pic is my on my Aunt's Motorbike.. if any of my family want to clarify it please feel free..

so skip ahead to a fairly average childhood.. Filled with all the joys the 80s could bring..

I grew up in a environment of music, my Uncle on my mothers-side was a bass player and had been since he was in high school.. i vividly remember begging him to play the batman TV series over and over again

Lets get to the good stuff.. the year is prob 1990 .. and its summer. and my second year of high school..

Lets go to a friends house.. and lets say he puts on "Appetite for Destruction"

at Which point me life changed for ever... the Sound .. The Guitar.. that would be come my new found desire.. my obsession...

so followed Several years of annoying the neighbors .. finding a very close friendship musicianship if you will with another school friend.. where we would sit and learn together, video our sessions long before YouTube..

ok i confess i have skipped a lot as i dont really think you want be bored with reading about how i listened to all the hair metal i could get my hands on from WASP to Poison motley crue, Alice Cooper, David lee Roth ,etc etc how i grew my hair in high school at a time where it wasn't "tolerated for boys" to have long hair.. really got heavily into Metallica.. when the black album was released..dropped out of school .. due to Personal Issues..

I guess the next chapter is where i began working PT as as a Saturday job and being a unpaid hang out during the week. at the local music shop.. it was here i discovered my interest in modding and fixing guitars.. i had the enthusiasm but not the money or the ability(yet) do even to much beyond a restring rewire and fret "Clean" i say Clean cause i didn't know about leveling and crowning and all the stuff that actually makes a difference,

the Guitar in the photo above was a "perk" from those days, and i rewired it with the pickups from my "satellite" Les Paul Clone that i acquired from my Uncle (after a bad trip to the dentist) and used capacitors ripped from a blown TV (which is still in there after 30yrs or there about) its DUE an upgrade.. stay tuned to my youtube channel ill prob do before and after stuff..

so where was i? oh yeah no longer working at the music store pretty much having to find a real job.. yey the dreams are dead!! we cant all do our dream jobs and just get payed to play guitar all day. now can well..

the other thing i had a Talent for was Computers, my father is an engineering genius.. he could strip engines and rebuild with his eyes closed so my mother told me.. and after 30 yrs i finally met him and could well believe it. having seen the workshop ,hot tub, and ride on lawnmower he built.. but i on the other hand am not an engineer cars baffle me and anything "mechanical" breaks but computers, there i shined.. i rebuild pcs and printers like i was born to it.. fixed them and service them into new leases of life..

I even did qualifications in it.. just really to get a proper job..

everything i have ever done since leaving the music shop was IT related..

it was in the training the next chapter starts, when i meet a guy called Dek..

who was in a band.. one day he comes to me knowing i was a guitarist..

"what gear do you have?" .. ermm at this point, i had a Boss GX700 and a Marshall valvestate 80 and a lot of guitars but (nothing really reliable)

"You like our stuff?, our guitarist just quit. wanna come and try out?" (im prob paraphrasing so but you get the idea..

so I went home and got the CD out.. borrowed a Jackson HSH performer from my Musicbro (mentioned above)

Learned a couple of tunes Roughly (unfort at this time i was not good enough to do Everything there previous guitarist did) but i did my best..

and low and behold i became the guitarist for D-Shock.. (based in wednesbury in the midlands UK)

I Guess my look was HEAVILY inspired by Rob Zombie, who i was listening to a lot at the time..

I was, am overtly shy, and HATED speaking on camera, after i heard my voice as a teen on "Videos" the Wolverhampton accent didn't sit well with me..  i have i think after living abroad since 2007 in various places, lost it. and listening to "new videos" I don't feel so self conscious.. but i am still ..

this led to a very interesting character trait for the band, during interviews (yes we did 2 on local collage radio.. where i would not speak just stare at the presenter,

being 6'5 and the tallest in the band, (and the baby i was the youngest too) made for a very nervous person behind the mic..

So we did a few gigs, and although we never made it into the studio.. (yes this was before home studios)

I did manage to write some new material with them

DNA, SCARS, i seem to remember a 3rd track but i might be mistaken..

we Covered Kylies confide in me..

but all things come to an end, it was obvious that we were not getting anywhere in this scene it was "serious" and in hindsight we were too early, a few years later would have been better, and add social media to this we could have been popular at it..

but we changed and started doing 80s rock covers, poison, bon jovi motley crue etc.. but this would be short lived.. though all this time, i had been dealing with depression and excessive fatigue, i could fall asleep at the drop of a hat.. and did, many times i would turn up for rehearsals at 5pm and wait around till the next person got there, and i would be asleep on the couch .. or if it was a my afternoon off at work, i would go home at 12 and sleep till it was time to rehearse..

so i made the decision (to leave the band and move to another "technically" country, and moved to the Isle of Mann for about 6months,

moved back till 2007 and moved to Australia till 2012 then returned to EU to move to Germany.. where i currently Reside.. ... this should be apt place to leave this blog for now.. when we return we will open up the blog to musical aspirations, and feelings and what is next in-store for Wolfie D..

till next time folks, remember like share and subscribe to EVERYTHING as i dont know where i will pop up next..

hahah

The Offical Wolfie D Facebook Page

O Look Pretty Pictures.. must be Instagram!

This is where the Magic Happens.. Its Youtube Everybody!!

OOO Opinions! it must be TWITTER!!

Later Peeps!!

Wolfie D