#SpringheelProtagonist

[springheelprotagonist]

I ached for you today.

I ached for you today.

I clawed, and screamed, and drowned.

Then you appeared, pulled me to the surface, and I drowned in you. 

In your smile 

In your laugh

In the way you make everything around you spark to life with the joy of being in your presence.

Still I ached. 

I was selfish. 

I wanted you to myself.

That your light would sear my flesh and raise me up on invisible wings.

Yet even when we were alone I ached, because there is still distance between us. 

A bridge that I am too afraid to cross lest you fly away forever, and leave only the ache of your memory stained upon me.

I ached for you today, and tomorrow,  and yesterday, and all days to come. 

I ached for you. 

[littledraga]

@springheelprotagonist

2015 miguel is so silly

[littledraga]

Rules : 🎶 when you get this, list 5 songs you’ve been listening to & tag 5-10 people.

Tagged by @amuseoffirebane

1 This is Love -Air Traffic control 2 Novia- Jake Daniels 3 Glitter and Gold- Barns Courtney 4 Voodoo Man The Jolly Rogers 5 Tardigrade Song- Cosmo Sheldrake

@paelfire @springheelprotagonist @ranchdiip @strawberryitzi @ditzy-lemon @sinnabee @bangbang-adri @slamkattari-blog @the-minavi @electrozilla

[springheelprotagonist]

The Wish…

I wish I didn't have a heart.

I wish I didn't feel the things that I do.

I wish my mind wouldn't race with thoughts of you.

I wish my fingertips didn't yearn to reach out for your hand.

I wish I didn't want to hold you close to me and feel your heartbeat next to mine.

I wish my lips didn't dream of kissing yours.

I wish I didn't love you. 

I wish I didn't, but I do.

I feel everything, and it hurts.

[littledraga]

@springheelprotagonist off on an adventure I see

The Kraken

[springheelprotagonist]

I Don't Want To Make It Weird

I don't want to make it weird,

but what else would you call this?

How else would you describe the feeling of bursting at the seams to tell you how much I love you?

I don't want to make it weird. 

I don't want to tarnish what we share by admitting that I may care more, or that I wish you cared more. 

The truth is we can never know if we care more,  or if we feel the same way at all unless we talk about it.

I don't want to talk about it.

I'm scared. 

I don't want to make it weird. 

It'd be so much easier if you just wrapped your arms around me, kissed me and told me you love me as more than a friend. 

For all I know,  you're thinking the same.

I don't want to make it weird, but here we are…

[springheelprotagonist]

[littledraga]

@springheelprotagonist​ I would listen to all of this haha

[springheelprotagonist]

[springheelprotagonist]

Just chillin.

[littledraga]

@springheelprotagonist​ Spring Spring Spring!!!!

[littledraga]

@paelfire @springheelprotagonist @pixelchills

guys guys let me start a new picrew chain please

make yourself in this and then reblog.

tag anyone you want!

here's mine:

tagging @taylorswifff @lesbianfanfictionenthusiast @mikedisasterqueerwheeler @mikesgaylittlethoughts @delusional-dingus @nancyfilm @trashmouther-4 @bylrlvr @vrysorcha @paladin-n-cleric @fleura4 @buck-yyyy @theonebyler @thingsarenotgoinhwell @nyx-rougesang @nessuno-odissea-stuff @sorry-i-panicked @harryandginnydeservesbetter and anyone else who wants to join :)