#THIS IS WHAT IM FUCKING TALKING ABOUUUUUUT

[chaisshitposts]

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I enter the void finally after two years😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺.

I can't tell you how happy I am. I just wrote 6 void affirmations like I enter void instantly, i always wake up in the void and so on then name the note as as I am a void master and I just did psych k using gamma waves for two times a day for 10 mins affirming I am a void master. I promised myself I will not waver this time and I just robotic affirm when I get time. While sleeping I recorded it in my voice and used it.

So on fourth day I finally woke up in the void which is today. I can't tell you how happy I am 😭😭😭.

I manifested-

Dream body

All my old grades to A+

Dream skin like literally flawless and beautiful

Dream house

The job which I want from a long time.

Healthy and happy family

And much more.

I freaking love you chai😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

Thank you.. Now gotta delete tumblr and gonna enjoy my lyf. 😭😭😭😭😭

words cannot describe the amount of joy I feel after reading this, I cannot even say anything that would even make sense.

bye anon, thank you for not givin' up on yourself and I hope you have the most amazing time living in creative mode.

[anaalnathrakhs]

my mom KEEPS aiming for COMPLETELY the wrong problem, like she seems to notice i'm not doing too hot, and then she's like. oh, hope you aren't too bored :( and like, me, on my third food-based event of the day (not counting the daily fucking binging she KNOWS about, bc im a piece of trash), walking in circles and doing a billion parasitic movement she always bugs me about and also straight up vocalizing pain when i can't hold it anymore, i'm just talking to her like :) boredom is not the problem. "oh" she says. thanks mom. really feel loved and cared for.