#The innocent can never last
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Any magic I felt died along with you.
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persona 2 doodles
#im playing innocent sin again girl help#if you're wondering abt the massive amount of joker. it's simple. hes very fun to draw#persona#smt#p2#the last two are older but i figured i never posted them here#the image with a very funnily faced NiGHTS was a style swap with. well. NiGHTS bc i realised they're both jesters nd i can do what i want#idk what it is abt joker but i always draw him more unhinged than he actually is like hes jun in his most grieving and angry nd revengeful-#-state. but bc of his mask find it hard to take him seriously when drawing him myself. sorry jun i'll draw you properly one day. i promise#it's what happens when you have the most tragic plot important antagonist dress like a clown i suppose...#persona 2 spoilers#for good measure#realising i draw characters facing left entirely too often
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#persona 3#p3#mitsuru kirijo#p3 aigis#i have THOUGHTS and FEELINGS about the potential of mitsuai as a dynamic#emotions even#just. listen. they are the only two who can never stop fightjng shadows. who will never have peace and never leave the other world behind#everyone else has a choice. maybe akihiko doesnt feel like he does maybe he feels like he has to get stronger and keep figjting#so that no one he knows will ever get hurt again. but its a DECISION on his part to stay fighting shadows. and everyone else has left their#fighting days behind. but aegis and mitsuru??#aegis is a shadow suppression unit. she was created to fight shadows and even if she has a life and feelings and friends she will never#NOT be a robot made to fight and kill shadows. she can never stop. it is a part of her forever.#and mitsuru theoretically has a choice but. does she really? does she really? the moment she awoke to her persona she was cursed#now as the last kirijou alive she has a burden no one else could possibly bear. no one can take responsibility for her grandfathers sins.#nor for her fathers. nor for every person who worked at kirijou ergonomics no matter their innocence. no one but her.#she cant stop fighting shadows until the kirijou name is clear of guilt. and that will never happen until shadows stop existing#everyone else who survived sees have the option to put their weapons down. whether they choose it is on them but they CAN choose#mitsuru and aegis will never be so lucky#just. G-D! G-D! gnaws my arm off
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i feel like im never going to be fully satisfied by any saw sequel (or the fanbase for that matter) bc i dont think the majority of ppl involved read jigsaw the same way i did.
#all these attempts to like humanize and flesh him out just end up totaly misrepresenting him and his goals#no he is not actually trying to improve the world hes a sadistic little man whos angry about dying and coping with it badly#he gets a front row seat to all his games and cuts trophies off his dead victims. bc he likes the violence#he puts people who absolutely DID NOT DESERVE IT (in saw 1 at least) in these elaborate death traps that they overwhelmingly fail to escape#sometimes he puts a completely innocent person in the crossfire (like seriously who is that guy who amanda had to kill to get her key)#hell they explicitly say that guy in the chair trap did nothing wrong he was just dying 'for a greater purpose' to test the trap.#but nobody ever acknowledges all this its just like 'what if we give him depth by saying serial killing isn't so bad'#and it never works and usually ends up with him being unbelievably self impressed and annoying#id honestly rather they explore his 'depth' by just. expanding on him as in denial and wanting revenge#which tbf i thought X was doing a decent job at until the last half hour when they threw the character study away entirely#like just give me a jigsaw who is angry at dying and takes it out on the Living because he has no other outlet. ill accept that.#him killing people who need to go can be like. gory tasteless fun in the sequels but it makes it like.#idk. less satisfying to me? or it just puts this wall up that makes the movies not come together the way the first one does.#avpost#movie diary
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thinking just a bit too hard about how the added depth given to tifa and aerith's friendship only increases the weight threatening to crush tifa after the forgotten capital, she already had so much to carry on her weary shoulders, she's going to have to carry even more when mideel happens, and it doesn't even stop after meteorfall, ohg od oh i love her so much i
#(sobbing and crying and snotting everywhere) AERITH GAVE HER SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ON SUCH A TUMULTUOUS JOURNEY#SOMEONE SHE COULD BE AS CLOSE TO FULLY RELAXED AS POSSIBLE#SOMEONE TO GOSSIP WITH OR SHARE HER CONCERNS OR JUST. BE A NORMAL GIRL WITH#YUFFIE'S THERE BUT SHE'S JUST A KID AND TIFA WOULD NEVER WANT TO HARM THE AIR OF CAREFREE CHILDISHNESS SHE MANAGES TO MAINTAIN EVEN IF#ITS BECAUSE YUFFIE IS HIDING THINGS THAT ARE CRUSHING HER#but poor tifa . gentle tifa. is now left to regret. to blame herself.#she has barret who acts like a father figure to her sure - but despite how much she cares about him and values her frienship with him#he's not aerith. he's not someone she can just gossip about first loves with. not someone she can fully Relate to. if you get what i mean#she is left to trace back the thread of how poor aerith got caught in this mess#she was the one to ask aerith to save marlene. but how did they get there? aerith refused to let cloud be a bystander in wall market#how did that happen? she made a risky choice that put her in a position where their paths crossed. why? because cloud was briefly lost#during the bombing mission. why did the bombing mission happen? she couldn't stop it. ETC ETC#NONE OF IT WAS HER FAULT... BUT SHE NEVER WANTED TO DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE INTO THIS AT ANY SINGLE POINT#AND NOW SOMEONE WHO QUICKLY BECAME A CLOSE FRIEND IS GONE oh lord my heart#all of this added onto the things like how alone she was in nibelheim... it was just her and her dad for some years after the boys all left#and then the Incident happens and she loses that last person she had... and to an extent another she didn't even know was right there(cloud#god i could talk about her and how she has suffered more than jesus for ages (happy easter. lmao)#FF7 Rebirth spoilers#just in case?? for anyone who's only playing the remakes i guess. since this was basically already there the remakes just elaborate on it#i think about 'we found you!' 'i guess you did!' SO OFTEN#these two girls mean the world to me and i will not let you reduce them to love interest rivals#when tifa ran over to aerith's body i think everyone in the world heard my heart shattering into dust#these thoughts are a bit disjointed and don't articulate well what i mean but god. god. i am thinking about her today
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me rn having the biggest hots for leon kennedy and astarion sorry LMFAOOO <3
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#^___^ me smiling innocently#bg3 is on the MIND !!! i dearly want it so badly. turns out my dad played 1/2 (not sure which) a looong time ago#but he never got too far i think bcs he's busy... :P but hey i love him. wow. it's really cool he knows it too (ofc he does lmfao)#me and him (handshake emoji) also never getting far in da origins yet bcs we have it on xbox bcs of him getting it a long time ago#but there's that bug in the mage tower... :( funny we both went thru it LMFAO <//3 anyway i got it on steam so i've been playing#again but not recently anymore since 1. ffxiv took over my life last days of summer again 2. summer is over back school so rip#anyway can u tell i love fantasy :)) da and bg babeyyy !!! my type is going to make you guys cry i'm so obvious#zevran... fenris... astarion... i have a thing for ppl w blond/white hair :P idk my fav in inquisition yet and idk anything abt bg1&2 yet#but Yeah. GHBSHJGBSHJG..... da origins is kinda funny (lack of better word) to me btw bcs i like all four main romance options#but it's hard to explain (i have a story behind stuff i want to share but it's tiring and annoying of me /hj !!!!!)#anyway i like blond elves if it wasn't obvious. yes i also like link and zelda from loz. yes i like legolas. yes i like#...anyway! so where does re fit in this? uh. u see i'm a coward actually i'm too scared to play re LMFAOOO#BTU I ADORE THE LORE and the characters and the game franchise and shit ^_^ just. i shld really watch it sometime#instead of reading wikis all the time and just soaking up all the knowledge but i'm. a Coward. okay#i can't even play bloodborne despite how nerdy i am over it... it's so scary to poor little me... i'm a coward (it's the harsh truth).....#anwyay i'll conquer my fears one day but that day is NOT SOON !!! i wna get into re properly tho aside from just being a nerd#so i'm too scared to play but i'll watch playthroughs sometime (and admire leon) <3 yeah. another blond. i know. shut up.#is this my life rn am i just infatuated w blonds and white haired guys. it's gna be hell if i continue nier replicant rn too huh#uh. goodnight!
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Another mass shooting, another year of "thoughts and prayers," oh no what should we do about this this is so sad let's just not do anything because we love our guns too much despite domestic terrorism we don't want to give them up. Another year of the US not doing anything about gun control. We would rather fight each other over gun control than prevent shootings from already happening. Everyone keeps asking "When will it end?" And it won't, you and I both know. It won't. Fuck everything
#this is what the fourth or fifth in the last week?#fuck this country#I've seen a sticker on a truck in my own town that said ''control your kids not our guns''#gun control can and will never happen without another civil war#we're too focused on foreign terrorism and sending thousands of troops over sea to kill innocents when we don't do jack shit for the-#homegrown terrorists that kill innocents in our own country#usa#us shooting#mass shooting
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im oing to infodump about spoke ok
#his lifesteal character is SO COOLomg i love how he does things i can never figure out quite what he is thinking or what he is gonna do#next or what for#the way he does things is like. chaotic but. for a reason.#says he likes to be evil but no he really isnt . many times he tries but backs out if he feels its not for the greater good#like he can never go through with it#he exists in a limbo of good neutral and evil. but ulimately falls on neutral with a hesitant lean towards good#most definitely chaotic in his way of thinking#which most of the time he knows and understands the strain his actions will put on his relationships but. does it anyways#he knows exactly where and who and what he is and what his consequences will be for it#only consistent ally being parrot. i mean if ur allied with spoke but not parrot... thats not gonna last long LMAO#spoke sticks around anyone like a nat. if his motives are innocent or for his own plan. you cant tell unless its already laid out in front#of you#parrot describes him like a fox. cunning and deceitful. a quick escape artist#despite this. like i said before. can not be used for his own gain#if he takes its because he decided it was little enough or was the greater good#a confused cross between a villain and a hero#on everyones side. and none at all#jack of all trades. master of none#.#spoke tag#postin#lifesteal
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//once again i've been unwillingly reminded of artemis fowl 2020
how the fuck am i supposed to sleep peacefully now
#ooc text#me innocently looking up af content on youtube somehow managing to actually forget that horror show existed for once#only for the reality i've been living in where this movie never existed to be shattered beyond repair#time to try and piece it back together so i can sleep and not have rage-induced movie nightmares fjklfjak#no other movie has inspired this much rage in me since the last airbender#but this one did it. i still seethe whenever i'm reminded of it. 3 years later#and i'll never truly stop being angry#this movie will HAUNT me for the rest of my life. right there with the last airbender#and sausage party. but sausage party haunts me for entirely different reasons#anyway it's 4am. rant over i really should go to bed#good night gaymers
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it's killing me how he'll never find peace. he went through all the stages of grief over the decision to save him. being delcared innocent it was the least cathartic thing that could happen to tenma
#KKKKHHHHH HE NEVER CARED!! HE NEVER CARED ABOUT HIS OWN INNOCENCE HE JUST WANTED TO STOP KILLING PEOPLE EVEN IF IT MEANT KILLING HIM#BUT HE COULDNT DO IT!!! AND HE SAVED HIM AGAIN!!!#THATS ALL HIS CAN DO. HES A DOCTOR!! THATS ALL HE CAN DO!!!#TENMA WAS ALONE!! HE DIDNT WANT TO GET ANYONE INVOLVED BECAUSE JOHAN KEPT KILLING THEM#im sure tenma is too afraid to voice a dislike of someone. last time he did that they fucking died#tenma will never unwind.#good god im gonna start crying#monster posting
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genuinely the aching grief i feel when i think about pre-hell dean is unparalleled i cannot explain the gravity of my words how deeply i mean it when i say i love him
#i can feel it in my throat#the bone deep sorrow of knowing he'll never be that again#that he'll be hit with hell after hell and die just the way he always thought he would#that the hope at his core is stomped out his last innocent belief left six feet under#i miss him#yeehawing#dean winchester#spn
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I heard Wake me up when September ends for the first time since my dad died and I'm honestly mad that it fucked me up that bad
#i heard it like two or three weeks ago and i lowkey burst into tears#its been stuck in my head since#the innocent can never last.
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just thought about how i’m gonna go 4 months without seeing my boyfriend. closing my eyes
#eyes are closed.#we're long distance for our last year of university. closing my eyes#i mean it's still a v new relationship so u know <3#idk! idk.#we just. click! in a very healthy way. and we communicate so well and have so much in common#both in the more pedestrian everyday things like having common interests but also in our philosophies#and just. general disposition#we complement each other well too i think in the ways we're different#idkkkk <3#we talk for hours almost every day bc we just. pass the time so well.#and i think for me it's also that i know we HAVE that time rn#and we won't always so i wanna take advantage of it while we can <3 idkkkkkkkkkkkkk idk man#this is very. new to me#i've never had this kind of. mature healthy secure attachment with someone#and i want it to last in just an. honest innocent soft sort of way#i want to talk to my brother about it bc he's the best person i know#nothing he could never do could change that i trust his opinion#my brother i mean LMFAO#ellie yodels
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going INSANE i just YELLS
#MIN-GI... RYAN... I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF... 😭💖💙#i will NEVER stop loving those two#the love i feel for them is exactly how ive always pictured love to be#sweet innocent pure and electric#POWERFUL#CONSUMING#I LOVE THEM#I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM DO ANYTHING TO BE WITH THEM#theyre consuming my every thought recently#last night i dreamt of holding ryans glasses again#i feel somethings going to happen soon so im just kinda waiting but hrm#but while i was half asleep i was thinking to myself that i love min and ryan and hope they knew that and could somehow hear me#and then i felt what felt like two kisses pressed on both sides of my face at the abt the same time#god thinking of them LITERALLY brings me to tears so easily#i cant imagine ever loving anyone like this#i KNOW ill never feel this way for anyone irl#as long as i have them it will be alright :"-]#i hope it comes off just how genuine my feelings for them are tbh#the way i feel i think is as pure as love can be tbh#i want nothing more than to adore them and spend my life with them#fjksdfhjds#i just want to hold them close and press soft kisses all over them aouaghhh#shutting up now cause i will just keep repeating myself WAILS#tape entry circa 1980#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙
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not to be too biased but tbh, shin goes on to be really, really successful as a lawyer. not in the sense of getting high profile clients, people know him very well for being concise and to the point, as well as someone who is able to catch someone out in the lie if he needs to. his understanding of those he meets is scarily accurate, and it’s rare to see him distracted when in the courtroom.
the one time he seemed to drop past that was the moment he recieved his first victory in the court, though not many people can believe he broke into such a wide grin he truly did showcase just how young he was ...
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#sometimes i think a lot about how in heart world shin literally managed to trick not only every mc but also rika into tagging along on a#trip just to prove his innocence.#had already worked out who had hurt heroine in the first place#and then also in di.amond world is the only person who literally sees the massive red flags in everything--- FYGVFYGV#if shin had never chosen law ... he wouldve been good as psychology i imagine. hes extremely observant but i think thts a trait of#wallfloweresque characters---#shout out to amnes.ia later who rlly did leave his ending with shin still choosing to go to uni and further his career. theres something#important to highlighting the strength in a relationship where two people genuinely support each others endeavours instead of the#giving up / changing courses plot a lot of romance does#( which can be sweet! but also ... this kinda thing is good to show because its also something very special too )#ive gotta do some last minute stuff and then ill be around bc my queue finishes tomorrow morning#tbh its been nice to have a bit of a break from writing! it makes me more excited to get to things now tbh :^)
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do i want to poke at the inherent lack of morality of military nutjobs in this discussion post question?
#speculation nation#lmao it's a question about cognitive dissonance. to come up w/ an example Other than buyer's remorse#and all that's popping into my head is like. You Know. if ur in the military and u have some semblance of morality#as Does happen on an individual bases#but you're ordered to kill someone that doesnt deserve it. What Do You Do?#genuinely tempted to b like 'yea so this is why i have never considered joining the military bc it's evil as hell by painting innocents#as enemies that need to be killed Just Because theyre from a different place than me'#i already talked about propaganda in america in a previous post creating a herd mentality that encourages xenophobia & such#listen i keep being so bad about participating with these things sooner than last minute#But i can bring some interesting points into consideration lol#the relative anonymity of it helps me be willing to state some very plain opinions lol
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