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#The one thing they did in barriss' arc that I liked (and you know credit where credit is due because I do think it was intentional)
thecleverqueer · 2 years
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First off, how does one “de-gay” anything starring Ahsoka? Come on. You can’t really “de-gay” a queer. We queers are saturated in gay. It is what it is.
Secondly, I like how the author mentions the episode is still the queerest they’ve seen Ahsoka thus far (just leaving an ere of plausible deniability.. a homophobic loophole). I personally wouldn’t say it’s “the queerest” thing we’ve seen. The questionable, ambiguous, close relationships between Ahsoka and other girls predate the Wrong Jedi arc, but that was my first real “wait a minute…is she….??” moment, and it just got gayer with the last season of Clone Wars and with Rebels. I mean, Season 7 of Clone Wars was peak gay. Filoni axed the “boyfriend” in the walkabout arc in favor of two clearly queer women for Ahsoka to run around with in the Coruscant under city in a lesbian jump suit and man-bag. Gay. But then, honestly, I’d argue the Siege of Mandalore arc was the queerest we’ve seen Ahsoka. The flirty looks Ahsoka was shooting Bo-Katan the whole time, the dialogue between the two of them, the urgency to leap when Bo said to jump, even Ahsoka’s demeanor changed, and THAT chemistry. My god. Like, there’s no other explanation for it outside of her and Bo having some sort of, um, “something” going on. Then, fulcrum… a single woman in her 30’s, without fingernails, helping organize a rebellion against fascists. Also pretty gay. But, I guess to the author’s point though, the Tales of the Jedi episode was still gay AF.
Lastly, I know folks are freaking out about the retconning of the novel, but the episode felt like cliff notes to me. It was practically the same story verbatim. She did a lot more hanging out in the cantina in the novel, and it’s fleshed the story out more.. but it doesn’t feel retconned to me. The short was like, 14 minutes long…The Ahsoka novel took like 7 hours to read. Not saying changes weren’t made, but for the sake of time, changes had to be made if he felt compelled to do this. I’d also argue that most egregious thing Filoni did in Resolve was change Kaeden’s name and not keep the girl as a woman of color. Farm girl was CLEARLY fawning over Ahsoka, she just didn’t outwardly state that she wanted to kiss her. Though, she obviously did (who doesn’t?). That’s fine. Whatever. And just like the novel, Ahsoka really was not into it as much as she was with, say, Barriss or Bo or even Trace and Rafa (never mind Riyo, Kalifa or any of the other girls Ahsoka has ever interacted with onscreen) because she was too dejected to care. That is totally fair because *gestures vaguely at all the trauma she just went through*… When she was over in the corner by herself in that one scene eating that bowl of soup, there was part of me that was legitimately worried that she was considering drowning herself in it. I get that. I wouldn’t want to bone anybody in that mental headspace either. So, I don’t feel like the queer representation was axed, just watered down for the phobes (this is a money-making exercise after all). Not saying that the changes were not offensive, as they were, but it could have been worse.
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sirloozelite · 4 years
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Galaxy-8: Never Have I Ever!
(Galaxy-8 makes no sense whatsoever, and is full of nothing but pure unfiltered insanity. Take everything within with a pinch of salt and enjoy the humor)
Scene: The mess hall of Admiral Thrawn’s Star Destroyer. Seven people are clustered around a table late at night with a large bottle of alcohol in the middle of the table. Each person also has a shot glass. They are: Ahsoka Tano, Cal Kestis, ARC Trooper Hardcase, Clone Commander Rex (who has swapped with Cody for a week to give him some peace), Clone Commander Shepard, Farmer Envoy Kaeden Larte, and Admiral Thrawn. On Hardcase’s suggestion, they are about to play a very notorious game!
Hardcase: Ok, everyone knows the rules right?
Everyone else: Yes.
Hardcase: Good, now, this bottle of booze is a rare Dowutin wine! Very strong and very potent. This is what we will be drinking in this game.
Commander Shepard: What fun. I am an expert at holding my alcohol.
Cal: Bah! No you are not!
Commander Rex: Yeah... you really aren’t!
Shepard: -_-
Kaeden: So... who is going first?
Thrawn: I will. Never have I ever jumped off a cliff.
Ahsoka, Cal and Shepard drink.
Rex: Why am I not surprised! It’s no wonder Cody has a heart attack on a daily basis!
Ahsoka: XD
Kaeden: Ok... me next! Never have I ever had to fill out endless paperwork!
Everyone else: -_-
Everyone but Kaeden drinks.
Hardcase: You bitch!
Kaeden: Lol!
Rex: Alright then Kaeden... you want to play it that way? Never have I ever slept with General Tano!
Ahsoka: 0_0
Kaeden drinks with a smirk on her face.
Kaeden: And I’m proud to be the only one here that has Commander!
Hardcase drinks
Everyone else: 0_0
Hardcase: ... what?
Ahsoka: HARDCASE WTF?!?! WE’VE NEVER SLEPT TOGETHER!!!
Hardcase: Oh I know... not sexually at least. We did share that bedroll on Geonosis’ moon though. If you wanna be technical, then we’ve slept together.
Ahsoka: Yeah... but even still!!! (turns to Cal who is smirking) What are you smirking at Kestis... and why didn’t you drink?! We’ve kriffed before too!! Don’t you remember? It was me, you and Merrin!!
Everyone else: 0_0
Cal: ... I was kind of hoping you wouldn’t remember and bring that up honestly.
Ahsoka: Pffttt... why would I forget?! XD
Kaeden: Gotta admit... I’m kinda jealous.
Ahsoka: Don’t worry Larte... you’re still my favourite! XD
Kaeden: XD
Thrawn: Please don’t start!
Rex: I second that! Who is next?
Ahsoka: Me! Me! Never have I ever had a farming thresher explode in my face!
Kaeden: -_-
Everyone else: XD
Kaeden drinks
Kaeden: You’ll be lucky if you get lucky tonight Tano!
Ahsoka: :’(
Shepard: My turn now. Never have I ever said the wrong name in bed!
Thrawn drinks
Ahsoka: ... whoa! Admiral... seriously... you?!?
Thrawn: Sigh... there was two girls I liked back on my homeworld. I bedded one, but called her by the other name. Suffice to say that was the end of that!
Rex: Wow! Bad luck dude!
Cal: Like.. seriously bad luck!
Kaeden: Super bad luck!
Shepard: How the kriff did you manage that?!
Ahsoka: That’s what I want to know?!
Thrawn: ... I honestly do not know. It just happened. Can we move on please?
Hardcase: Sure thing, my turn. Never have I ever had sex with a member of the same gender!
Ahsoka, Kaeden and Shepard drink.
Cal: ... 0_0 seriously Commander? I mean... I expected it from Larte and Tano, since one is gay and the other plays for both teams! But you too?
Shepard: Eh... what can I say... I’m a man of many powers. All I did was walk up to him and say, ‘We’ll bang ok.’
Hardcase: Well... credit where it’s due brother!
Cal: Please don’t share that story though!
Shepard: Heh... ok.
Cal: My turn then I guess. Never have I ever been shot down by a potential suitor.
Ahsoka and Hardcase both drink.
Ahsoka: Damn Barriss. One day I’ll succeed.
Hardcase: Some woman in 79′s. Wasn’t interested.. but that was fine. I’m a gentleman after all.
Rex: Bah!
Thrawn: And so play returns to me. Excellent. Never have I ever had sex with a Jedi!
Ahsoka, Cal and Kaeden all drink.
Cal: Since Ahsoka outed our dalliance I kind of have to drink here.
Ahsoka: Sorry buddy! If it helps you aren’t the only Jedi I’ve done it with!
Kaeden: Meanwhile Ahsoka is the only Jedi I’ve done it with! (offers a high fives, which Ahsoka accepts)
Suddenly... Rex drinks too
Everyone else: 0_0
Rex: ... what?
Everyone else: WHO?! WHO?!
Rex: ... Cere Junda.
Everyone else: 🤯 
Hardcase: HA! WAIT TILL I TELL CODY!!!
Ahsoka: Awww... I wanna be the one to tell him!!!
Rex: XD
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redrobinhoood · 4 years
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no choir | chapter 3, pleasure of your company
AO3 Link | 2500 words (approx) | Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 4
Chapter Summary: Riyo decides to pay some old friends a visit and realizes how much things have changed.
Fox stalked through the halls of the Senate building. It was quieter now than it was during the time of the Republic. No one trusted anyone anymore. Which may have been for the best. Many senators who had spoken out against the formation of the Empire now backstabbed each other to gain favor with it. Fox despised them. There was no point in having morals if they were discarded and reformed every time they were challenged. And everyone had been challenged. Perhaps that was why he hated those anti-Imperialist senators with a passion, because they had been willing to compromise their morals in the face of destruction while he had stuck to his morals and regretted it all the same.
Fives had been right about the inhibitor chips, and while Fox had wished that he had listened to him it wouldn’t have changed a thing. He had no chip; the fault was his own. Perhaps it wasn’t him. The dreamlike state he found himself in at times could not be the real him. Yet all the same, it had been his hands.
The Royal Guard let him into the Emperor’s office without protest, he was well known to them. He had spent the first week following the formation of the Empire going in and out of the Emperor’s office. Or at least, he thought he did. It was all a blur.
“Commander Fox.” The helmeted shadow that was Darth Vader acknowledged his arrival, though he did not turn from the window to face him.
“Lord Vader.” He addressed the man as he’d been taught, though he couldn’t remember when the lesson had occurred. A quick glance around the room told him that he and Vader were the sole occupants. He could’ve commented on the Emperor’s absence, but thought it best to leave it unspoken.
“You have prepared your men for the lockdown of the Jedi Temple?”
“Yes, Lord Vader. Sir, I don’t want to overstep my bounds, but a little more information about who we’re facing may give us a tactical edge.”
When Vader turned around and their helmeted eyes met Fox’s blood ran cold.
“You already know all that you must, Commander Fox. In the past, have you not given more than enough effort in cases that you knew less about?”
“I don’t follow, Lord Vader.”
“The Tano case.”
Fox bit down a protest. The taste of blood filled his mouth as he bit down on the inside of his lip to prevent himself from speaking. There had been ample evidence to indict Ahsoka Tano for the deaths and mutilations of his brothers. Except for the accounts later given by his wounded brothers that the fallen Jedi Barriss Offee had committed the acts. But those had never gone to the trial. He remained silent as he tried to remember why they had been blocked from speaking at the trial. Growing impatient, Darth Vader crossed the room in a few swift strides until he stood right before the commander. Fox flinched as the Sith raised a hand to shake a finger at him.
“I trust you to do better this time, Commander. Do not fail me again.”
Again? To the best of his knowledge, Fox had never served this man before. Although, he mused, it was not unlikely that he just didn’t remember it. “Yes, sir.”
Darth Vader turned back to the window, and Fox took that as his cue to leave. As Fox walked out of the Emperor’s office he had a sinking feeling that Riyo’s dream may have been a prediction.
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Riyo left the halls of the Senate as soon as she could. It had been a long morning of meetings and the drab atmosphere of the Convocation Chamber was wearing her down in a way it hadn’t before. Then again, before she’d had friends. She’d had Padme. Now, she barely spoke to her fellow delegates for fear of being labelled a traitor to the Empire. She could not abandon the Empire so quickly, and she could have never dragged Fox down with her. Perhaps she would be imprisoned, but he would certainly be executed with no trial. She tried to bury her thoughts of poison vials and firing squads as her speeder descended into one of the many markets of Coruscant and she made her way to the stand she knew so well.
“Senator Chuchi.” The elderly Pantoran woman greeted her. Riyo would’ve been embarrassed to admit that after all this time she still did not know her name. “What will you be purchasing today?”
“The usual, ma’am.” Riyo said, pulling out the credits from a pouch at her hips.
“You have fine taste, my dear.” The woman said as credits and tins were exchanged. One full of ‘those golden ones’ that the Guard enjoyed so much, and the other an assortment of whatever other sweets the stand had that day.
“My friends do. Thank you.” Clutching the tins to her chest as if they were made of gold, Riyo made her way back to her speeder and set off to the Senate. She wished Fox were with her. He’d be sitting in the passenger seat laughing about how she was going to ruin their cover story but doing nothing to stop her. She’d give anything to take a casual ride around the city with Fox, to watch him lean back in the seat with his hair flowing in the breeze. But their chances of being caught were too high.
Once she was back within the confines of the Senate, she made her way to the offices of the Coruscant Guard. The office was emptier than usual. They used to always have at least ten men in the foyer, most at work, a few on break, but now only two men sat in front of the many computer terminals. Neither one looked up at her entrance.
“Knock knock?” She asked as she came to stand behind Rys.
“Senator Chuchi!” Jek exclaimed as the two men jumped to their feet.
With a laugh she set down the tins and wrapped her arms around Rys, then reached over the desk to hug Jek. “Do you mind if I join you?”
“Not at all!” Rys gathered up the piles of datapads and flimsiplast next to him and dumped them on the other side of the desk so that she could sit beside him. “How are you, Senator Chuchi?”
“I’m well, all things considered. How are you two?”
“Horrible, we’ve been promoted.” Jek shrugged.
“Congratulations! How is that a bad thing?”
Jek held up a datapad. “Captains do more homework.”
“Captains.” She mused. “Captain Rys and Captain Jek. I like the sound of that!”
“So we do.” Rys assured her. “But it was a rough transition.”
“Says the man nominated for ARC training.” Jek scoffed. “I reckon Rys is in line to be commander. There’s no way we can continue on with only Commander Fox and Commander Thire, they’re wearing themselves to the bone. Though I am sure you’ve heard all about it.”
Riyo took a moment to open a tin and pop a sweet into her mouth. “I have no idea what you are talking about. I barely see Commander Thire.”
Rys elbowed her softly. “And Commander Fox?”
“Whom?”
“Surely you’ve seen him around, ma’am. Red armor, power-walk, permanent look of disappointment?” Jek asked.
“The first two ring a bell, but that ‘permanent’ look of disappointment sounds like it’s reserved only for you two.” She teased. “Oh! I have a question for you. What does cyar’ika mean?”
She watched as the blood drained from their faces.
“He’s not calling me a rat, is he?” She prompted.
“No, ma’am.” Rys managed. “But, that’s a little above our paygrade.”
“Well, I won’t bring the wrath of permanently disappointed Commander Fox down upon you.” She brought up the datapad that she had tucked into the waistband of her pants. “Do you mind if I stick around for a while?”
“Please.”
So she stayed. Occasionally the three would make light chatter, or ask someone to pass one of the sweet tins, but their focus had turned back to their work. After the past month of lonely days in her office, Riyo found it nice to work with friends- even if they were all working on different things. Rys was working on sitreps for the Coruscant Guard, Jek was going over the necessary security details that would be needed in the upcoming month, and Riyo was trying to open a channel of communication between textile artists on Mygeeto and silk farmers on Pantora. It would’ve been easier if either side had an updated comm-station, and she made a mental note that she would have to request one for the Pantoran silk farmers as part of the new Imperial regulation. The Empire was determined to bring everyone into the current century. Though she agreed with the ideals and regulations as far as they brought aid to worlds in poverty, it hurt her to see the traditional ways of so many beings discarded.
She stayed at work there until Rys was summoned by Fox over comms. With a final embrace, she left her two friends and went back to her own office to finish her day. There, she sat down and kicked her feet up on the couch she kept against the window on what had formerly been the entertaining side of her office. She didn’t think that she’d entertain guests anymore, at least, not for a very long time. She was able to remotely connect to her computer terminal from here and lay back while waiting for her datapad and terminal to sync. The sound of her office door opening surprised her, but that turned to delight when she saw a set of red armor step in and lock the door behind him.
“Fox.” She stayed seated as he set his helmet on her desk and made his way across the room to her.
“Riyo.” He perched on the couch next to her, careful not to crush her legs under the weight of his armor. “I heard I missed you at the office earlier.”
“Yes. Not to worry, I didn’t distract your captains for too long.”
“I wasn’t worried. They need a break, which is more than I can give them.”
“You weren’t lying when you told me that you’re understaffed. Is it really just you four in the office now?”
“Most days.” He admitted. “Though I’d say three. Thire’s with the Emperor most of the day.”
“That’s not good, Fox. Are they sending you more men?”
“They will. The Emperor knows that we’re stretched too thin. He’ll give me more men when the time is right.” Fox turned to look out the window across the city. Riyo took a few moments to appreciate the golden glow of the afternoon sun across his features. The Pantorans worshipped a moon goddess, but Riyo found herself gravitating towards the sun, her lover. Surely, that sun god was Fox.
“You’re beautiful.” She said.
He turned to look at her, one eye still golden in the sun, the other brown in the shade. The shiny scar across his lips and those on his neck reflected light like gold veins running through his skin. “I’m nothing special.”
“Yes, you are.” She protested. “You’re mine, and that makes you special.”
“Thank the Kaminii for picking a good genetic donor.”
“Maybe I will.” She reached over and grabbed the top of his blacks to pull him into a kiss. He followed her lead without protest, tangling a hand in her hair as their lips met. Even after all this time, he still kissed her like he had the first time; soft open-mouthed kisses that almost frustrated her in their tenderness. “Will you be back tonight?” She asked after he had pulled away.
“If all goes well, yes. I should be back around midnight.”
“I’ll wait up for you.”
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And she did. When the chronometer read 23:50 she rose from the couch to prepare herself for bed, leaving behind the view of the Jedi Temple from her window. Tonight, she had stared at it until the sun went down and she could no longer pick out the little white shapes that moved around it. A month ago, she had sat here in her living room and watched the Temple burn through the night. She hadn’t been concerned for Fox at the time, but the following week had tested her resolve as the Republic was replaced by the Empire and her only glimpses of Fox were fleeting glances across the room as he went about his duties by the Emperor’s side. He had finally come to her a week later in her office, empty eyed and quiet with a row of stitches across his lips. The marks had faded well, and the stitches had never stopped him from pressing the unwounded side of his lips against her.
She wondered if she was the moon goddess tonight, waiting for her lover to return with the dawn. Perhaps not literally dawn, but she felt like she had been waiting all night for him. She knew there was a myth putting the moon goddess in the same situation, but she couldn’t remember now if the sun had returned to her. But that was how the world would end, she remembered that much. The sun’s injuries would be too severe for him to rise again, and the world would be plunged into eternal darkness as the moon goddess scorned her creation. She had never understood that when she was a child. Now she did.
She was pulling out the last of her bobby pins when she heard the muffled explosion. She ran to the living room to watch as a plume of smoke rose from the side of the Jedi Temple. She could’ve sworn she saw a green blade dancing with a red one amongst the smoke. She bit down a rush of fear at the sight of the red lightsaber. She could see the clones firing too, and she prayed that they wouldn’t fire on the red blade as they did now on the green one. She turned away from the sight, returning to the bathroom to brush out the unnatural curls that her senatorial hairstyling left behind. She had just picked up her brush when the mirror rattled with another explosion. She ran back to see smoke rising from a neighborhood bordering the Temple. Abandoning her hair, she turned on the HoloNet in search of answers. She found none.
It was now past midnight. She grabbed a blanket and curled up with pillow in her lap to watch the smoke billow into the night sky. Sleep would not find her tonight. And perhaps, the sun would not rise with the dawn.
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artyblogs · 5 years
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Across the Frozen Sea ch4
Star Wars the Clone Wars, Ahsoka/Barriss/Riyo
Across the Frozen Sea summary: Ahsoka, Barriss, and Riyo find themselves stranded in the Pantoran Taiga. They must get back to civilization, but the wilds are more dangerous than they realize. If the cold doesn’t get them, the locals will.
First Chapter : Previous Chapter : Next Chapter : Last Chapter
Chapter 4: Bravado Wharf
WARNING: If you are sensitive to the butchering of animals, then it might be best for you to skip this chapter.
Riyo wakes up to a blackened sky. She’s lying in the bed of the pickup speeder, pressed against Ahsoka’s side and covered in a shaggy, fur blanket. Pillowed under her head is a soft duffel bag.
“Hey,” Ahsoka says in a low voice. She turns her head to talk into Riyo’s ear and tells her what happened with the tea. While she talks, the roads become paved, so the ride is smoother. The road becomes lined with streetlights hanging from wires held aloft by wood posts.
Ahsoka’s voice is soothing and despite her initial panic at waking up in a strange place, Riyo finds herself relaxing against her. Her fingers catch in the folds of Ahsoka’s dress and she snuggles closer.
“Barriss hasn’t woken up yet, but I think she’s okay,” Ahsoka says. The both of them look at Barriss and find her almost covered entirely by the furs save for her pale green forehead.
Riyo slowly reaches across Ahsoka to Barriss, towards her face, and soon she feels a deep, gentle breath against her hand.
“Yes, she’s asleep.” Riyo withdraws her hand. Ahsoka’s arm snakes around her waist and pulls her in closer, and Riyo presses her cheek to Ahsoka’s lek. It’s toasty under the furs. Cozy. Ahsoka is a solid and safe presence next to her.
Riyo sighs. “Thank you for saving my life. Our lives. I should have taken my own advice and not drunk the tea.”
“You didn’t know Mrs. Kortzeer would be like that,” Ahsoka says.
The dark tree line whizzes past as they zoom down the highway. Now and then, they pass by a homestead, and the beams from the houselights cut across the pickup bed. It’s quiet and peaceful, but Riyo is too wired to sleep. Ahsoka might feel similar, for she’s still wide awake. Her hand lifts from Riyo’s waist and goes to her back, where her touch is light and fleeting, and Riyo realizes that she’s playing with her hair. Riyo turns her face in to Ahsoka’s lek to hide her smile.
“Sorry, I should have asked. Should I stop?” Ahsoka asks. Her face is so very close to hers. If Riyo turned her head….
If she turned, what might happen?
A pit of longing opens up in Riyo’s chest.
“No.” Riyo doesn’t know if Ahsoka’s doing this on purpose, but at any rate, she probably should have figured before now that Ahsoka would be fascinated by hair. Ahsoka grins and continues, testing the weight, how it falls. It’s oddly comforting.
Ahsoka has always been rather uncharacteristically free with physical contact for a Jedi. She holds Riyo’s hand, or touches her arm or her shoulder. She’d stand close and even place a hand on the small of Riyo’s back to usher her through places. And while it’s easy for Riyo to explain it away as platonic, sometimes she’ll catch Ahsoka’s eye and find a tenderness in her gaze that can’t be dismissed so easily.
To read too much into it would be too dangerous, however. That path would only lead to pain. Best not to dwell on it.
“Ahsoka?”
“Yeah?”
“When we woke up in the forest, before we got away from our abductors, Barriss suggested that she sacrifice herself to give us a chance to escape.”
Ahsoka’s hand stills, her fingers curled around a lock of Riyo’s hair. “Oh? She did that?”
“You don’t sound as surprised as I thought you’d be.”
“She’s done that before. I don’t know why she defaults to that when things go bad.”
“She defaults to sacrificing herself,” Riyo repeats, astonished. Never mind going gray, these Jedi are going to steal years off her life. She might as well save time and walk into the ocean right now, or go back to Reindeer Ridge. One of her fellow senators, Padmé Amidala of Naboo, is notorious for being close friends with two Jedi. Is this how she feels all the time? Is this what it’s like? How does she do it? How? How?
Perhaps they can convince Barriss to stop doing that.
Ahsoka snorts. “I don’t think it’s something we can change about Barriss.”
“You having fun reading my mind, Master Jedi?”
Ahsoka has the impudence to chuckle. “I don’t have to read your mind, Riyo. Your anger radiates through the Force.”
“Eish!” Riyo swears under her breath and playfully swats Ahsoka’s shoulder.
For those heading to the coast, Bravado is the last major city before one reaches the Pantoran taiga. It’s the last chance Snow Walkers would have before they head out into the wild, and there are many temporary Snow Walking tents set up along the street. At this time of night, there are only a few people out and about, all bundled up and hurrying home. The shop fronts are empty and dark.
“Everything’s closed,” Riyo says. She knocks on the cabin window and it slides open again. Sanele sticks her head out.
“What’s up, Senator?”
“Is there a comlink around here we could use? Or a holo-cafe?”
Sanele gives her an apologetic look. “No comlinks, and no holonet access. Not open to the public anyway. The college is the only place where all that tech is held.”
“What about a public archive? Archives have datapads.”
“The archive used to have datapads, but they kept getting stolen, so they stopped replacing them. They’re all gone now.”
“How about a space port?”
Sanele shakes her head. “No moon-wide or galactic port either. There’s a terminal with one ship, will that do?”
“You’re the Senator of Pantora. They’d let you get on that ship. They’ll let you use that comlink,” Ahsoka says.
Barriss stirs, and the hem of the blanket drops from her face. She blinks.
“I’m alive?” She asks, her voice thick with sleep.
“Of course,” Ahsoka says. “I’m not going to abandon you like that. I care about you too much.”
“Oh.” Barriss sounds genuinely surprised and touched, and Riyo is both appalled and somewhat offended. Did she really believe that they would just leave her? How could she expect that?
“Do you have your identichips?” Sanele asks.
“Unfortunately, no. Why do you ask?” Barriss asks.
Ahsoka explains their predicament.
“No one would believe Riyo is the senator without her identichip, and no one in their right mind wouldn’t ask to see it,” Barriss says. She stretches luxuriously, and Riyo’s eye traces the arc of her lithe body even through the furs. When Barriss settles back down, she pulls the furs back up over the bottom half of her face.
It’s the closest thing to relaxed that they’ve ever seen her.
“Good point,” Ahsoka says, strangely subdued. Too nonchalant. Riyo wonders if it might be because she felt Barriss stretch, instead of just watching her, and isn’t that a fascinating observation to make.
“At least Bravado is relatively close to Defiance,” Riyo says.
“Yeah, if by ‘close’ you mean like a two-hour drive by speeder. We could drive you to Defiance, right Vuyo?” Sanele asks.
“No, no, no. You need to enroll in classes,” Riyo says. “You need to make new lives here and you need to start tonight. It’ll be harder for you two to find a place to live if we travel with you.”
“But….”
“We will be fine. We’ll figure it out.” While the speeder is stopped at a traffic light, Riyo wriggles out from beneath the blanket and takes Sanele’s hand in hers. “Thank you for helping us. We’ll never forget it.”
Sanele and Vuyo share a look, then Sanele smiles at Riyo. “No, thank you. You’ve given us a second chance at this. We won’t let you down.”
Ahsoka and Barriss take their parka and cloak and hop out of the pickup bed. Riyo follows them, and she lets Ahsoka pick her up ‘round the waist and lowers her onto the ground. The three of them wave as the speeder takes off and turns the corner out of sight. Barriss pulls her winter cloak around her shoulders and does the buckles across her chest. Ahsoka shimmies her parka on and pulls her lekku though the hood.
“Their mom is a kriffing piece of work,” Ahsoka mutters.
“Yes, well, tell me about it.” Riyo walks across the street to reach the curb and continues down towards a kiosk. The map is made of faded, water-stained flimsi, and Riyo gets up on tip-toe to see better. They’re in the touristy part of town, in the middle of restaurants, tapcafes and many souvenir shops.
A young man walks down the street towards them, and he comes to a stop a few meters out. He’s nervous, and shifty.
Barriss steps closer to Riyo, her hands hidden in her cloak. “Can we help you?”
“Are you…my friends?” He asks, still nervous. He doesn’t make eye contact with any of them.
Ahsoka frowns. “What?”
“Oh, sorry. I thought I knew you.” He hurries around them and walks off, his hand hiding his face. The three of them watch him go until he disappears into the night.
“I don’t understand. Wouldn’t he know if he knew us? He wasn’t under the influence of anything,” Barriss says.
“He’s probably looking for his dealer. You wouldn’t happen to have death sticks on you, would you, Master Jedi? We could turn a quick credit.” Riyo turns back to the kiosk as Barriss’s jaw drops.
“Do we look like spice dealers?” She shrieks. Off in the distance, a couple akk dogs start barking. Riyo laughs, then gives Barriss an apologetic look. Before she can answer, a growling, gurgling noise comes from Ahsoka.
Ahsoka’s lekku stripes darken as she tugs her hood further down over her face. “I’m hungry.”
Barriss worries her lip. “No identichips, no credits, and no credit chips…What are we going to do? Where are we going to stay? What will we eat?”
Riyo hums and taps a fingertip against the northern part of the map, where the wharf is located. She turns this way and that, looking around to get her bearings, then beckons to the Jedi and leads the way. Eventually, the duracrete and asphalt give way to aged wood planks, but the shops are more or less the same, albeit with more of a seafood and shipyard focus. Even in the yellow light of the street lamps, they can make out the colorful monikers: Seals, whales, and sharks carved out of wood, huge, stylistic anchors jutting from the roofs, and more purple and yellow sigils painted across the walls and the thick posts. All of it eerie for being so silent and still. No one else is around. No sign of life at all. The three of them make their way through the narrow wharf and a few decks full of picnic benches until they reach the end of the dock, where they’re stopped by a guard.
The guard is dressed in a dark, fur cloak, and only has an oil lamp for company. He stands up from his folding chair and hefts a rifle against his shoulder, then raises a hand to stop them. His face is cast in shadow.
“Please stop and return to your homes. The piers are closed until further notice,” the guard says in Pantoran.
“Sir, all we want to do is fish,” Riyo says, but the guard raises his hand a little higher.
“These piers have been closed, and they will stay closed for the rest of the week according to Count Mafoo’s wishes. I’m sorry, Snow Walker, but you’ll have to scrounge for food elsewhere.” The guard gestures out, and they all look to find more piers, all laid out in a row. At the end of each of them is yet another guard with another oil lamp. The guard glances at Barriss and Ahsoka.
“Do you understand what I said?” He asks.
Barriss frowns. “I’m sorry, what?”
“Basic then. If you have a permit from Count Mafoo, I can let you fish and hunt.”
“A permit? Local hunters shouldn’t need permits to feed their families. Why has the Count closed the piers?” Riyo asks.
“The Count is gearing up for a feast, and has ordered his hunters to catch a hundred seals.”
“A hundred! Whatever for? Is it for the upcoming Blizzard God feast?”
“The Count doesn’t need a reason, nor does he need to justify himself to you, Snow Walker.”
“But….”
“The pier is closed! Please leave,” the guard says. Riyo finds herself being gently pulled away by Ahsoka and Barriss until they’re out of earshot of the guard.
“We can find something else, Riyo,” Barriss whispers.
“Yeah, I can hold out for a few more hours,” Ahsoka says.
Usually, that would be acceptable, but this is Pantora, and there are rules here. Riyo pinches the bridge of her nose and sighs. “Pantoran oceans are not a privilege, Master Jedi, they are a right. Many Pantorans depend on the sea for their livelihood.
“And yes, Ahsoka, you may be tough enough to go hungry for a while, but there are many in this town who cannot; the very young, the elderly, the pregnant, the sick. Bravado in general needs food now; the people here don’t deal with proper credits and don’t purchase most of their food, they hunt and fish. They will not last long without the piers.
“Also, I’m hungry too,” Riyo finishes lamely. She hopes it doesn’t sound as whiny as she suspects, but judging by how Barriss’ nose scrunches up, she must have sounded very whiny indeed. But she can’t help it! Ever since Ahsoka’s stomach growled, Riyo’s own stomach has started gnawing on itself. If this goes on for much longer, she’s going to find herself irritable as well.
Ahsoka chuckles. “Okay, come on.” She walks back to the guard, who grips his rifle.
“Listen, I said….”
“Yeah, I know what you said, but we don’t need a permit to hunt.” Ahsoka slowly waves her hand on front of the guard’s face. The guard pauses, his face growing slack.
“You…don’t need a permit to hunt,” the guard says in monotone.
“No one needs a permit to hunt. You’re here to keep the peace.”
“I’m here to keep the peace.”
“We can pass.”
“You may pass.” The guard takes a few steps to the side as if nothing is amiss. “Sorry about that, ladies.”
Ahsoka, Barriss, and Riyo all file past him, smiling. The guard smiles back, then sits back down in his folding chair.
“Follow me,” Riyo says, and she goes to a ladder bolted to the side of the dock. She makes her way down until she reaches the thick, slippery surface of the frozen sea. She holds her arms out for balance and slowly walks across the ice beyond the range of the light from the guard’s oil lamp, then keeps going. The lights give way to the aurora and to the stars. It’s chillier out here somehow. A few logs have been frozen in the ice, along with half of a rowboat.
“Is this safe?” Barriss asks from behind her.
“Yes.” Riyo points out to a few other hunters spread out across the ice. Each of them are bundled up and have their foldable stools and thermoses. Some sit near their ice holes with a club, and others have set up fishing poles. Riyo comes to a stop and crouches down, smoothing a hand over the ice.
“Here, there’s a breathing hole already. All we need to do is widen it.” Riyo steps aside as Ahsoka crouches down and brings both of her fists down in the spot she just indicated.
CRACK. The ice splinters into chunks. Barriss takes Riyo’s hand and pulls her further away. Ahsoka growls and raises her fists again.
CRACK. The ice breaks cleanly, and Ahsoka digs her fingers in and pries the chunks out, effortlessly tossing them away. She reaches seawater about a third of a meter down, and she keeps working until the hole is wide enough for something to poke its head through. She sits back on her heels, breathing lightly.
“Is that big enough?”
“Yes.” Riyo was going to use her knife, but this is much better. “By the Gods, Ahsoka, what do the Jedi feed you?”
Ahsoka grins up at them, her sharp teeth gleaming in the moonlight. “I wasn’t even using the Force either. It’s all muscle.”
“Well done. You’ve just expanded a seal breathing hole, so something should come up soon.”
“Got it.” Ahsoka draws her lightsaber hilt and squats down next to the jagged hole. She doesn’t move.
“Let’s go.” Barriss tugs on Riyo’s hand, and the both of them go to a log that’s been half frozen in the ice and sit down.
“We could keep her company,” Riyo says, but Barriss shakes her head.
“You won’t get much out of her which she’s in her hunting headspace. I remember on Geonosis: the Separatists kept shooting down our supply ships, so food was scarce. It got so dire that some of us hadn’t eaten in a couple days. Then one day, Ahsoka covered herself in red clay—clay that she dug up herself, from under the sand—and went by herself into the desert. She didn’t tell anyone where she went; we thought she had finally lost it. Master Skywalker and Master Kenobi were considering combing the planet for her.”
“What happened next?”
“After a few hours, Ahsoka coms us. She said that she needed Rex to take a squad of men to her current coordinates so that they could clean up her mess. When they got there, she was gone, but they found a freshly-killed camel. And then while they’re dressing the camel, Ahsoka commed again, with different coordinates. Master Skywalker went with another squad to that location and he found a dead antelope. This happened a few more times before everyone got…frustrated.
“While it’s a big help, everyone’s worried to death, so I decided to bring her back to camp. I noticed that these coordinates form a pattern, and I packed some supplies and go out to where I thought she’ll go next.”
“Did you find her?” Riyo asks. Barriss nods, then shrugs.
“She found me. She looked rather feral because by then she was covered in blood too. I tried to convince her to come back with me, but she told me that she was tracking something. But she might have felt guilty about being so much trouble, so she said that she would come back after one last kill. I waited in a cave while she stalked something.
“I waited for two hours before she brought back a goat.” Barriss pauses as she glances at Ahsoka, who still sits motionless next to the ice hole, as focused as a tooka on a songbird. “I have never seen her so patient, and I doubt we will ever see her as patient apart of a hunt.”
Barriss looks down at their clasped hands. She hasn’t pulled away after all this time, and while Riyo might like it for her own selfish reasons, she also guiltily wonders if Barriss dislikes it after all.
Maybe it’s because they were almost abducted again a few hours ago and they need some reassurance. Maybe it’s because of some other reason that Riyo doesn’t dare figure out to keep from getting her hopes up, but Barriss doesn’t let go. She doesn’t let go, and even though it’s inconvenient, she reaches across herself into her belt pouch and pulls out a heavy padlock.
“Did you take that from the garage?” Riyo asks.
“Sanele gave two to me after I asked to borrow one.” Barriss turns it over in her palm and falls silent for a moment.
CLICK. The lock pops open. Barriss smiles and pushes it closed again. She reaches into her pouch again and pulls out the second padlock.
“Are you practicing, Master Jedi?” Riyo asks, fascinated.
“I won’t be caught off guard again. Your risky plan paid off last time, but the idea of gambling with your life…it doesn’t sit well with me. You matter too much, Riyo. To the Galaxy, to Pantora. And Ahsoka too. She has a master to return to, and she has the command of her men. If we lost either of you, we’d be poorer for it.”
That’s the nicest thing Barriss has ever said to her, and it’s by far the nicest thing she’s heard her say about Ahsoka. Riyo find herself softening at that.
“Thank you, Barriss. I must admit that I feel very similar about you.”
Barriss straightens up and turns to Riyo. It’s difficult to make out her face in the darkness, but to Riyo’s dismay, she’s bewildered. “Me?”
“You! Is that so surprising to learn that I care about you? That the thought of you getting hurt upsets me?” Riyo asks. If Barriss thought that her death was so insignificant, then it explains quite a bit.
Barriss doesn’t answer.
Gods, Riyo hopes she isn’t going to wreck everything by saying this next bit. While she respects how Jedi shy away from any sign of sentimentality, she couldn’t quite forgive herself if she didn’t say anything now.
“I always feel so relieved when you and Ahsoka come back from your tours, or when Ahsoka sends me letters. When we all have dinner together at some hole-in-the-wall restaurant. If I had to mourn either of you, it would destroy me.”
Barriss covers her face with her hand and gives a breathy chuckle. She doesn’t laugh often, so Riyo’s not sure if it usually sound so strained, but she waits all the same.
“Then—then I suppose I’d better be more careful with myself, shouldn’t I?” Barriss asks.
“That would be great,” Riyo says. It comes out more sarcastic than she intended, and Barriss snorts and chuckles. This time, it’s light and infectious and, emboldened, Riyo joins her. Soon, the both of them are laughing together loud enough that some of the neighboring hunters shout at them to quiet down.
An hour passes. Riyo removes her button-up shirt again and ties it around her head, and Barriss gathers her cloak tighter around herself. They huddle together, with Barriss’s head resting on Riyo’s shoulder. Around them, a couple hunters come and go, taking their gear and their food with them. In the distance, the piers and the guard oil lamps burn bright. Riyo keeps her eyes trained on Ahsoka, who still hasn’t moved. She does this despite her encroaching exhaustion, because her gnawing stomach won’t let her sleep otherwise.
“Why do they call you ‘Snow Walker?’” Barriss asks in a soft, sleepy voice. She turns the locks over in her hands. “Sanele called you that, and you told Mrs. Kortzeer you were snow-walking too. It’s not a slur, is it?”
“It’s not. Snow Walkers go out into the wilderness to survive on their wits in order to worship and curry favor with the Blizzard God.”
“The Blizzard God?”
“One of the gods of the major pantheon. He was the first Pantoran to murder another, and that is why He is the God of War. He did it to get back one of his stolen elk, and that is why He is also the god of Justice and elk. When Pantorans Snow Walk, they can stay in the woods, or they can travel down to the site of the first murder, like a pilgrimage of some sort.”
“So you look like one of these Snow Walkers?”
“I suppose I do. I don’t think I can truly call myself that though. There’s a proper way to Snow Walk, and what we’re doing isn’t it.”
“What would make it proper, then?”
“We’d need to be drugged out of our minds.” Riyo bites her lip to keep from laughing as Barriss stares.
“You’re not serious.”
“I very much am.” But Riyo’s laughter dies on her lips as she spies a flash of green in the distance. Barriss gasps and scrambles upright.
“She did it!” Barriss grabs Riyo’s hand and together, they make their way back to Ahsoka, moving as fast as the ice will allow.
Ahsoka stands up and uses the Force to levitate the seal out of the hole and onto the ice, then unceremoniously throws her arms out as she slips on the ice and threatens to fall.
“Whoa!” Ahsoka plants her feet firmly on the ice, then reaches up under her parka to clip her lightsaber back onto her belt. “Hey, guys.”
“Eish! Come here, you big bruiser.” Elated, Riyo reaches up and kisses Ahsoka’s cheek, then turns to the seal. Ahsoka puts a hand over her face as her lekku stripes darken.
Riyo rolls the seal over onto its back and stands with one foot on either side of it. It’s not the biggest she’s seen; it’s only about a meter long and maybe twenty-two kilograms, but it’s still a pretty good catch. There’s a thin, charred line running through the back of the neck where Ahsoka killed it, but it’s otherwise intact.
“We could drag it back to shore and cook it,” Barriss says, but she trails off when Riyo takes out her knife. “Er…Riyo?”
Riyo got this knife when she turned twenty last year. It belonged to her father, and her grandfather before him. Usually, knives like this are passed down to sons, but Riyo has no brothers, so she got it. Riyo  places the blade of knife against the throat of the seal and pauses. If she’s not careful, she’s going to cut herself something awful.
KSHOOM. Ahsoka ignites her lightsaber again, washing everything in bright green light. She holds it aloft so that Riyo can see what she’s doing.
“Thanks.” Riyo smiles at her before focusing on the seal. It took many camping trips and many seals before she committed the entire dressing process to memory, and while she’s spent the last three years on Coruscant, she still remembers it all.
Cut around where the flippers join the body of the seal, both front and back. Don’t chop them off completely—that will come later—but just deep enough to cut through the pelt and the blubber. After that, cut across the neck to make room for the knife, then make one slice down the length of the belly.
The seal will open like a purse, revealing a thick layer of blubber. If the cut is deep enough, then it will also reveal the red meat underneath.
“That is a really sharp knife,” Barriss says.
“Yes, it is,” Riyo says.
“Have you cut yourself before? Like accidentally?” Ahsoka asks.
“I have gotten many gnarly cuts from this knife,” Riyo says. But it was inevitable while she was learning how to do all this. Everyone who learns the art become familiar with emergency care wards, and if one were to look carefully at her hands and forearms now, they would see thin, light blue scars crossing through the net of her tattoos.
The three of them fall silent as Riyo renders the seal further down. There is a natural seam between the layer of blubber and the red meat. Cut the blubber away, one side at a time. Slits will need to be made through the pelt to free the flippers, but after that, the pelt will fall away. Roll the carcass from side to side to cut the rest of the seal free from the pelt, and when the seal is free, drag it away from the pelt and blubber to a fresh patch of ice.
The night is filled with the hum of Ahsoka’s lightsaber and the creak of tendons and sinew as Riyo manipulates the seal carcass. Ahsoka watches with hungry eyes, and Barriss is entranced too, probably from a medical point of view. One of Riyo’s friends studied to be a surgeon, and he once mentioned watching butcher holo-vids to better understand the spatial working of the body.
Steam rises from the seal into the cold air as Riyo chops through the cartilage of the ribcage. Her hands and arms are stained with dark purple blood, and while she’s being careful not to be too messy, there are already some spatter stains on her clothes.
The blubber and pelt are a relatively clean place to place the harvested meat. Manipulate the front flippers to locate the shoulder sockets, then slice through until the entire limb, including the shoulder blade, is separated form the rest of the carcass. Chop off the flippers. Keep them if there is a way to further process them later, but discard otherwise. The back flippers can be harvested in a similar method.
There’s a respectable amount of ready meat on the pad of blubber by now. Riyo straightens up to catch her breath. “Have at it, Ahsoka! You get first choice.”
“Yes! Riyo, you’re the best!” Ahsoka jams the hilt of her lightsaber into a crack in the ice, freeing her hands. She picks up a rack of ribs and bites down, tearing the meat from the bone. Barriss politely faces away from the spectacle.
“Won’t this make it harder to transport it?”
Riyo looks up from the seal carcass. “Huh?”
“I mean, we could gather the pelt and the fat around the meat like a sack, but it’d still be messy.”
“Oh! Between the three of us, we’ll demolish a seal this size. There won’t be any leftovers. Well, wait.” Riyo gestures towards the flippers that have been carelessly tossed to the side. “The wolves can have that.”
“I think you’re missing my point.”
“No, I understand. How thorough was your research into Pantoran cuisine?”
“Non-existent. I focused on politics instead, because of the nature of our mission.”
“So this must be enlightening. I was going to take us hunting like this anyway, after the third day of the Summit ended, so we’re actually ahead of schedule.”
Riyo returns to the carcass and cuts away a couple bite-sized pieces of red meat and offers one to Barriss. Barriss gingerly takes the piece between her forefinger and thumb, her lip curling in disgust.
“Am I supposed to sear this with my lightsaber?”
Riyo pops the raw meat into her mouth and chews with gusto. Throughout her travels to the corners of the galaxy, and despite all the things she’s eaten (it is astounding what rare dishes some people will offer a Republic senator to impress them) nothing has come remotely close. Fresh seal meat is gamey, but is otherwise indistinguishable in texture from raw fish.
Ahsoka shrieks with delight as Barriss gasps.
“I didn’t know Pantorans could eat raw meat too!” Ahsoka says.
“Only fresh seal and fish, as is tradition.” Riyo cuts another small chunk and eats that too. She groans, then continues her work. “Come on, Barriss, it’s good!”
“It really is good, Barriss.” Ahsoka gathers the cleaned rib bones into a pile and picks up another portion from the blubber. The bottom half of her face is purple with blood.
Barriss sighs. “Yes, but you’re Togruta, and Togruta are equipped to eat raw meat!”
“Try one bite, and if you don’t like it, you can just cook it with your lightsaber,” Riyo says.
Riyo tosses the remaining bits of meat onto the blubber and leaves the spent carcass. She kneels down next to the blubber and begins slicing the cuts down to a more manageable size.
Barriss looks at the meat in her hand, then puts it into her mouth. She chews slowly, her eyebrows knitted together.
“Well? Is it good?” Riyo asks.
“Decidedly so,” Barriss reluctantly admits.
“Kief! Have some liver.” Riyo slaps a third of the dark liver into Barriss’s hand. Barriss stares down at it in disgust, but Riyo turns to Ahsoka.
“Do you want some too?”
“Ooh! Yes, please.” Ahsoka makes a grabby motion with her hands.
“Here.” Riyo gives her a third and leaves the last bit for herself. The three of them sit around the seal pelt, taking whatever they wish. Out of the darkness comes a white Pantoran fox, making its rounds through all the fishing holes and begging the hunters and fishermen for scraps. It’s fluffy, with stubby ears and a bushy tail almost as big as its body. It keeps its distance when Ahsoka growls at it, but it doesn’t leave.
“I wonder who put the bounty on your head,” Ahsoka says. “It could be that Rommeruk guy.”
“The late Chairman’s son? I don’t think so,” Riyo says.
“This isn’t an insult against your moon, Riyo, but aren’t there powerful crime families here? Maybe one of them put the bounty on you,” Barriss says.
“Hah, no. No, that’s impossible. If one of the Families was behind it, it would start a war,” Riyo says.
“Why would that start a war?” Barriss asks.
Riyo is silent for a few moments, torn as to what she should say.
“Oh kriff, okay. You don’t have to answer that,” Ahsoka says with a sudden air of understanding.
Barriss frowns. “But….”
“She doesn’t have to answer that,” Ahsoka says again, more pointed this time.
Barriss sighs. “Very well.”
Perhaps she shouldn’t say, as it’d color their opinion of her so terribly, but Riyo tells herself that they are her dear friends. They should know and they wouldn’t judge her so harshly.
“I’m one of the youngest senators in the history of the Republic, let alone in Pantoran history. It shouldn’t have been possible for me to get elected, but it happened anyway, because I had help.” Riyo says this as carefully as she can.
“So that’s how you did it. I always wondered,” Barriss whispers.
They fall silent again. Riyo picks up the discarded intestines and tosses it further away, and the Pantoran fox scampers off to get it.
“What are we going to do about the blockaded waterfront? We can’t possibly hunt and fish enough for everyone in Bravado. Nor could we smuggle that much food into the town,” Barriss says.
“Not to mention the quota of a hundred seal. What could the Count possibly do with that much seal? It’s incredibly wasteful,” Riyo says.
“We’re gonna do something about it, right?” Ahsoka asks.
“We must! We cannot allow an entire town to starve. Although.” Barriss falters. “It isn’t within the mission parameters.”
“The mission parameters are to escort me, correct?” Riyo asks.
“Yes. And to protect you.”
“Then escort and protect me when I go see the Count,” Riyo says.
Amazingly, Barriss laughs again, the rare sound sweet and full. “Very well.”
Riyo kneels next to the ice hole and dips her hands in, cleaning the blood from them. She cups her hands and brings up some water to wash her face. “Ugh. I know the count responsible for this area; Count Anathi Mafoo. It’s not like him to be so cruel, but you never know with aristocracy. We’ll just have to pay him a visit.”
“Awesome!” Ahsoka finishes her bite of meat and goes to the ice hole to wash up too. “What do we do with the pelt?”
“One of the locals will take it. Waste not and such. May I?” Riyo points at the lightsaber.
“Sure.”
Riyo plucks the lightsaber from the ice and waves it over her head, using it as a signal flare of some kind. About fifty yards out, one of the neighboring fishermen picks up his lantern and swings it from side to side several times. Riyo waves again, then returns Ahsoka’s lightsaber to her.
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