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yeeiguess · 1 month

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I stress so much about work, I constantly have to remind myself that I'm ok. I work hard, I work a lot, I work well. I do my best to keep everyone satisfied. I'm never falling behind for long. I've been keeping up to date on every client files for half a year+ and I was absent the last five weeks.

Sometimes I'm a little lazy, but I follow all the million always-changing rules. I ask too many questions but I also spend a lot of time looking for answers on my own. No one has ever told my manager they were dissatisfied with me. I was told directly that some people like working with me because they know I do my job well.

I work well, and I work hard, and I do my best like have always done in every job and it pays off. It's okay. I'm okay. I don't like the job, and it's draining and tiring, and all the collegues I like keep leaving and I want (need) to leave to, but for now I am okay. It pays shit but it pays the bills. I should be proud of myself because I keep going even when it's sucking my soul dry.

Ça va aller. Je ne finirais pas ma vie ici.

#rent #personal #stuff you have to tell yourself :#ça va. c'est bon.#tu gères #tu sais gérer #il n'y a eu que du positif à l'entretien annuel et X t'as dit la dernière fois qu #son équipe sait que tu travaille bien (après t'avoir demander si tu étais un homme ou une femme mais c'est pas grave )#Tu t'en sors bien Liam bordel #respire #prend ta pause pour de vrai #cette entreprise ne mérite pas tant d'effort mais c'est pas grave si tu les fais #ça fait du bien de faire des efforts #de faire de son mieux et que ça paie #j'ai rattrapé 600 mails en deux jours #et J’arrive quand même pas à être un minimum fier de moi #(it's hard to look for other jobs)#(I have to anyway)

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