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m3llowm1sh · 18 days

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ok im like actually struggling to come up w a ship name for surge and ash cuz ive been using surgash this whole time but like ive never gotten the hang of like using actual words as ship names.. im thinking of party animals….. because i cant come up w anything else 😭😭

#brawl stars #surgash #party animals #the only problem w that is that ash is not centered around multiple animals his thing is only rats #but like i cant come up w phrases that correlate partying and rats or cleaning together #also shout out to sugar crash aka a name someone suggested one time… even tho it was a while ago i still remember it and honestly #the person who came up w that. you cooked actually #but it makes me think of that one song and then it gets stuck in my head and i dont like that 💔💔#anyways ughhhhh i guess im going to go back to all of my old posts and tag them w party animals…. I GUESS #what hyperfixating on a ship does to a mf 😔#mishs not art tag

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soldier-poet-king · 7 months

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U know when ur brain is Like That and whatever it is you have to eat is suddenly Illegal???

#the duality of fran #ughhhhh i am upset with myself #i have issues with leftovers. just generally #so mostly i only ever cool things i can tolerate as leftover #i have the last batch of that pumpkin soup #that i do NOT want to eat and its all gross and it's not like. rotten #but trying to force myself to eat it sounds like hell rn #but also guilt complex abt food yknow????#im not doing anyonr any favours by just skipping lunch bc my brain hates the thought of it rn #i think. I'm just gonna have to toss it. eaf a granola bar (i always carry some for this reason)#and then. try to forgive myself. eat a proper dinner #i think i hate depression food obessions more than i hate the actual depression sometimes #ughhh and i have to meal plan #i go insane if i eat the same thing always but i also get so nervous trying new foods #bc my mother lives in my brain and yells at me anytime anything turns out bad or where i cant force myself to eat it #i only ever try things that im 90% sure I'll like #And still.#unfortunately. i am realizing my mother left me with major food anxieties #just not in the usual ED way. i got the guilt complex food waste if i don't clear my plate im sinning way #if leftovers go bad? or produce molds before i can use it? im satan incarnate #BUT ONLY ME. EVERYONE ELSE IS FINE. THIS STANDARD ONLY APPLIES TO ME

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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#i havent cared abt valentine's day in like 2yrs #before i've always cried nd been sad bc i've *never* had a valentine #or spent in a cute way or anything nd it used to make me soooo sad #but now im just HEARTBROKEN that i cant have any chocolate #listen chocolate is the ONLY reason to be alive #chocolate is better than air!!!!! it is all that is true nd real in this wretched world @_@#so im just incredibly sad that i cant eat choclage today... i want chocolate cake.. which i havent had in years #ughhhhh i want it 🍫🍫🍫🍫#just sitting here thinking abt all the variants u can eat chocolate in 🥲🥲🥲#just want all the chocolate but i cant eat any of it im soooooo sad i cant live without my chocolate #oh for context i meant that i have always had a chocolate treat on valentine's #when i was younger my mom always baked a chocolate cake that we all shared on valentine's heh :)

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toastsnaffler · 2 months

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woke up randomly in the night and my flatmate is in the bathroom so I can't go pee and immediately go back to sleep incident 7493 dead 19923 casualties

#GIRL PLEASE ITS BEEN 15 MINS. I NEED TO FALL BACK ASLEEP STAT I HAVE TO BE UP FOR WORK IN 3 HOURS. EMERGENCY!!!!!#ik shes not working today so she can do whatever with her schedule but i cant fall asleep again until i peeeee #and the longer im awake the harder it is for me to fall asleep. and ive been so fucking tired latelt already come on 💔💔#actually come to think of it the reason i woke up so suddenly is probably cuz i heard her door slamming #which is fine she can move around the flat whenever she likes. not like shed stop for me anyway. but hurry tf up in there #whats she DOING. if shes taking a bath or showering im fucked. maybe i should just piss in the kitchen sink lmao #UGHHHHH.#.diaries #well all we can do is wait. man im gonna feel like so much shit at work today :(

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kameonerd566 · 11 days

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#i have a rant but it doesn't need to be seen so its going in the tags- like i need to get it out but like it doesn't need to be 'loud' yo?#*yk?#also sidenote my emoji keyboard updated so there's probably gonna be a lot of typos #i seriously cant believe my eyes when it comes to some of the hate online #like #i just blocked a good dozen people because they were just so--- mean spirited? i mean i guess its no surprise there's trolls on the internet #but these ppl are not trolls they just genuinely have these hateful opinions. and that's fine. thats why I'm whispering in my tags because #like it really is fine they're not doing anything wrong. but i just cant bwlelievw my eyes #how can people just so profoundly misunderstand others? and then yell about it so loudly like they're the the most righteous voice?#especially on the internet. i think a lot of times we forget that we only see a tiny little window into what a person is really like.#we will never know the whole story of who someone is or what they've been through in a parasocial format. hell even in a real life format.#it just boggles my mind #i cant imagine the amour of strength it must take to be bullied your whole entire life- as a child and teen and now as an adult creator.#thats insane #and then to have people constantly demanding that you step back into the ring #as if they've never made a mistake before - as if they're anger as a stranger on the internet is some sort of divine right #i just wow #complete opposite energy of the boop button #we need more boop buttons #metaphorically and literally- we need to push more buttons that say 'i love you' that say 'i don't know who the fuck you are or what you've #been through jut i see you and i love you'#what if we all just held hands #ugh #i guess you could call this rant 'baby's first time seeing an anti tag'#ughhhhh

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hickoryhorneddevils · 1 year

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actually so frustrating to feel embarrassed about still loving source media of a fictive like. grrrrrr

#its not a Problem none of us think they're the same at all but i just.#i miss v*nom posting but since we (or at least i) started being more open about our system.hood i feel weird talking abt source media bc im #really scared ppl are going to think im faking or that its weird for me to still love a fictives source media yknow? i mean its NOT cause #none of us chose this and im still allowed to love what i love but. its just hard to be anxious abt it and then feel like i cant participat #when i want to :/#kinda just feel weird talking abt it in general cause i front most of the time but still like to talk abt alters from time 2 time and even #if im talking to ppl/in a space i trust i still am so afraid im making ppl uncomfy. UGHHHHH #.txt

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nthflower · 1 year

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Tumblr is always like social norms are evil and stupid and hurt people that doesn't fit in (which is extremely true and I say this all the time too)

But the moment someone do something here stupid everybody is like turn into hive mind and bully them.(not racism or bigoted stuff like terfs idk I am talking about just weird things)

Like people preach be yourself, current social norms are fucked up then mock you for not following Tumblr culture or whatever.

#people who make angry posts to other users about tumblr etiquette etc.#like how dare you spam liking my blog how can you not know this is wrong why are you not thinking #or how dare you asking them something because you cared you clowns go learn unwritten tumblr interaction etiquette rules #we love people who dont understand social norms easily tho 😌#ughhhhh i am angry #and this is not about me btw all my interactions in Tumblr was amazing following and follower #but some other post that u saw #like yeah they are annoying maybe why are you mocking or smugly mean about it just teach them whats wrong #like its my neurodivergency i know but i genuinely can't see sometimes not wrong i only can find patterns but not explain them #and if you tell me instead of mocking whats wrong here i can then see my problem and just fix it and also it would be amazing for me too #i would also develop as a person #this is my strategy irl tbh first i explain someone what's makes me feel wrong and bad about their thing #then if they don't understand after a while and its hurting me i just then be angry to them and say okay this persom is stupid/annoying #anyways i just especially after starting therapy stopped judging people even when how much weird weird they are #i cant know without asking and i can be same too #rant #long long tags #i should learn telepathy so much i want telepathy its only communication way that would satisfy me

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memethyst · 2 years

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not to be dramatic but everytime i see mlp generation 5 i want to rip my hair out and throw up

#it makes me so angry #ughhhhh #im so mad i only just now got back into mlp i wish i hadnt gotten out of it back then #like i know shows cant go on forever and it went on for like 10 years but UGHHH #im so mad its just like #gone.......#having another 'i wish i could go back in time and completely redo my teenage years' moment rn #and apparently twilight is actually in g5 now #i heard that all the characters i know and love were canonically DEAD in g5 #i know i shouldnt be angry at it because 1 its for babies and 2 i havent even watched it #but it just makes me so irrationally mad whenever i see it because i am reminded of the fact that there will never be any g4 content again #and that i missed out on like half of it because i forced myself to hate it for years because of my terrible middle school years #i am so depressed that i literally cry over my little fucking pony #i literally cry over thinking about the fact that the cutie mark crusaders are dead #i cant handle that #fuck g5 i dont care if you like it #im angry im mad im pissed #im such a whiny little bitch #im such a fucking baby #getting so mad over a stupid tv show #i feel like the raymond is my comfort character tweet rn

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teruthecreator · 1 year

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spent all of work watching season 2 of mp100 and livetexting it to hartley and yeahhhh. season 2 is still my favorite season out of all three despite the back-to-back agony of the mogami and separation arcs

#ignorance cloud on #i just love seeing mob develop his own identity and like. genuinely make change! and everyone around him is doing it too #and w the world domination arc its just so fucking cool to see everyone band together and u can literally see With Your Eyes how mob #has impacted all of these people's lives by how they fight and strategize and defend mob #ALSO REIGEN!!!!!!! MY GOD HIS CHARACTER ARC IS SO GOOD IN SEASON 2 #end of separation arc literally makes me cry every time #ive watched it twice now and even tho i KNOW whats happening i still cant help but cry #as reigen says 'youve really grown up' FOLLOWED SHORTLY AFTER W MOB CALLING REIGEN A GOOD PERSON #ITS LIKE. UGH. UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i texted this to hartley in my teary haze but i love that part especially #because for a while i think reigen believed the only way he could securely become Somebody was through fame or infamy #which is why he didnt mind being a shady guy if it meant climbing the socio-economic ladder faster #but even he was getting bored w his own tricks until MOB SHOWED UP #and from that moment forward reigen BECAME somebody. he was somebody to MOB #AND HE WAS MAKING A DIFFERENCE TO MOB #and during the press conference reigen finally realizes like. hes been doing all of this for mob. bc he cares abt mob #and he values mob's opinion above all else bc even under all his tricks he just wanted mob to think he was cool and important #bc he had never felt that before. and then when mob tells reigen hes a good person despite the lies and bullshit reigen REALIZES #THAT HES ALWAYS BEEN SOMEBODY. HE NEVER NEEDED FAME OR MONEY OR INFAMY OR ANYTHING #BC AS MUCH AS HE'S BEEN AFFECTED BY MOB. MOB HAS BEEN AFFECTED BY HIM #WHICH MEANS HE HAS IMPORTANCE AND HE'S MADE GREAT CHANGE AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE GLOBAL #IT CAN JUST BE THE CHANGE HE MAKES IN HIMSELF. AND TO SOMEONE ELSE.#AND THATS TRULY THE MOMENT I THINK LIKE. EVERYTHIGN CONNECTS #AND REIGEN REALIZES HE CANT LIVE HIS LIFE WITHOUT HIS LITTLE SIDEKICK AND HES SO PROUD AND #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH REIGEN ARATAKA FATHER OF THE YEAR....#anyway. ahem. if i had to rank seasons from favorite to least favorite itd be: 2 1 3

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puppydogsys · 2 years

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#i feel guilty that i feel this way.. but…..#sometimes i like.. want to split new alters #because im so tired of carrying all of this #and i know none of the dormant alters are coming to rescue me #and there are too many dormant alters and i miss them so fucking much #like… So many #fucking gatekeepers im so over this #but yeah idk #i just need help and no one here can help #so what are the options like i need people here with me #obvs i cant just decide to split new headmates but i almost wish i could #what i Really want is to be able to bring alters out of dormancy #i miss them so much it like physically hurts if i think about it for too long #ughhhhh #amalgum posts

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imthatqueerkid · 1 year

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#crush blogging day 49 #today has been all about grappling with my inability to motivate myself to do anything #and the guilt i feel for leaving my cherished dragon plushie at fire boys house #its so silly hell be like 'dragon told me this' and i have to hold myself back from announcing 'he would not fucking say that'#youve characterized my boy so incorrectly you dont even know #blorbo from my plushie collection :(( look how theyve massacred my boy #anyway at this point im trying to understand the rhyme and reason behind the desire i feel towards him #by that i mean trying to be kind to myself when i feel sexually ir sensually attracted to him #and starting to explore more of where the shame comes from #why do i feel ashamed that i want to be close to him? why do i feel dirty for wondering about whether sex is something I'd want with him?#also: why do i feel the need to over analyze my desire to kiss him?#its literally not a big deal to want to kiss someone youve been going on dates with #but nooo ive gotta ask #do i really want to kiss him or do i just think i want to? if i really want to kiss him why didn't i the other night when he wanted to too?#(answer: if i didn't want to kiss him id probably not be up at 11 pm fantasizing about it)#(and its perfectly ok for me to not act on desires when im feeling scared or nervous; those feelings can and do coexist)#ughhhhh as soon as hes gone i want him back #as soon as ive got him and hes looking at me the way he does its like i feel so safe yet so nervous and i cant do anything #except hold him #mmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh see now i wish he were here so i could actually kiss him #but when he was here and down to kiss i couldn't face my fear of intimacy! how annoying is that????? (very)#this will be remedied soon because im pretty certain next time we hang out we will kiss. we will.#silly silly Jasper #fire boy #from the couch #Spotify

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yutaslaugh · 2 years

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super swamped in second last week of work before closing 😭😭 ill try giffing tmr but no promises

#basically school teachers are all fucking idiots who had a whole 10 weeks to assess kindy enrolments #but have now contacted me LESS THAN 4 DAYS BEFORE SCHOOLS CLOSE FOR THE YEAR #asking for comprehensive reports as if the previous 10-15 page reports arr not enough to outline why they need extra support at school #and if i dont do it within the next 72 hrs these kiddos basically cant go to school which is illegal #do teachers think we have all the time in the world and that assessments and reports grow on trees bro?#dont reblog #UGHHHHH

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4giorno · 7 months

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i was gonna be pissed that in the act 2 romance scene astarion says so many more... sweet? romantic? things if you dont talk to the blood merchant before it and i did talk to her. but now that ive thought abt it i think the one where you talked to her is actually better

#like yeah him saying that you deserve something real and he wants you two to be real is nice but at the end of the day i prefer him getting #the chance to go against the way he was forced to live and then talk through all his emotions abt that afterwards #also i saw what happens when you hug him and its so sweet but i picked to just tell him i care abt him #bc i was like ehhh i dont think i want to touch him without his permission ⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️#ughhhhh im stallinc so much hdjfjdjfj i just dont want this journey to end 😭#if there is more than these two confrontations left then i havent noticed anything at least #i just cant let go of my character i cantttttt 😭😭😭 im gonna cry for a thousand years #i just gotta think abt how i can get to know some of the other characters more (for example wyll who i never fucking found in act 1 💀 how)#in another playthrough and i can also one day play this character again 💖

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sgdlr · 10 months

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why does paranoia hit like a fucking truck once its past midnight

#oh right its the memory problems #UGHHHHH #ik its because we both have issues with memory #he tends to think he did tell me when he never did #and i cant ever remember when i was told something if i remember being told at all

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shittygothbitch · 11 months

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beautifulbrainrot · 8 months

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thinking abt how remus w an oral fixation goes crazy ngl

like making him rut against ur thigh when he's needy w ur fingers or james' dick in his mouth?? HELLO?

somebody needs to take him away from me CUZ

you and james were just laying in his bed, making out while remus read next to you. you were so enthralled with eachother that you didn't notice the way remus had closed his book and began subtly rubbing his thighs together. he couldn't help himself when he heard james' whimpers and your sighs. it's only when he stifled a moan cuz james accidentally grazed his dick that you two noticed his predicament.

he's so eager to be good for you two that he second james gets himself out, remus is already trying to take it all down his throat. he didn't even noticed when he started humping your thigh. he did however, feel the wet fabric of his underwear rub his sensitive tip, yelping around james when you wrapped your hand around him and began jerking him through the fabric. nothing compares to the moan he makes when james pulls his hair at the root, though.

like even if he's in between ur thighs, fucking u with depravity hes jus staring at james with tears in his pretty eyes bcuz jamie is just too big n u just feel so good and he accidentally cums. so u make him keep going till u n james finish n he's all shaky and his thrusts r uneven. he tries to bring a hand to touch u but he's shaking so much that he can do is hold ur thigh to his chest and hope he doesn't cum again. ughhhhh

anyways, how are you? 😊

-💫(AGAIN.)

ANYWAYS HOW ARE YOU ?!!!!!!!?????

fucking fantastic after reading that

goddamnnn

i cant, i cannot OMFG

I AM SHAKING TOO REMUS

THIS IS SOOOOO OMGHGGV

okay, yes, remus with an oral fixation!!!!

and you and james making out, makes him hard and desperate!!! omfgggg yesss

him tryna take all of james’ cock, choking on it and drooling, his eyes droopy with pleasure as he ruts against you. you, jerking him through the fabric of his pants, james pulling on his hair, and james’ cock deep down his throat? he cannot hold it. he’d be shaking and whining and crying as he cums in his pants. you’d coo at him, kissing his sweaty forehead softly. he’d try to touch you, to kiss you back, but his body is trembling, and he’s panting.

never stop with these asks 💫, you are incredible

#remus lupin x reader #james potter x reader #sub remus lupin #sub!remus lupin #poly marauders #poly!marauders #marauders era fanfiction #💫 anon #💫

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