#but nooo ive gotta ask

[haechwrites]

undercut - L.MK

idol!mark lee x reader

wc: ~1.2k

warnings: nothin. kisses. fluff.

A/N: MARK UNDERCUT!!!!!!!!!! I NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM also ive been extra delulu don't mind me.

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“Can I come over? I’ll ask hyung to drop me off at yours.” I could hear the cars passing by him, louder than I expected the city streets to be at 3 am.

“You don’t have a schedule for tomorrow?” I ask, barely holding the phone between my head and shoulder. For some reason, I thought it’d be a good idea to paint my nails at this hour. 

“Also blue or red?” I cut him off before he can answer my previous question. I clink the nail polish bottles in my hands.

“Blue. And nooo, it’s my off day…” And then he’s quiet, I can hear his nerves through the phone.

“You want me to say ‘yes,’ don’t you?” I smirk, hoping he can feel my teasing nature from his end. 

He groans, annoyed that I’m making it difficult for him and I bite my lip to stop myself from giggling. He’s such a baby.

“Of course I want my girlfriend to say ‘yes’ to me asking to come over. Are you insane?” I listen to him huff and I can sense the text I’m about to get from Renjun, telling me to get Mark to quit whining.

“So dramatic,” I snicker. I start to pack up the nail polish, already knowing he’ll be here in five minutes regardless of my answer. “You’re on your way, right?”

I’m met with silence and I hesitate putting my clear coat back in the cabinet.

“I’m outside.”

“Of course you are. No respect for my decisions I see.” In contrast to my words, my heart is actually racing. I almost slide across the floor at how fast I run to the buzzer.

“Just open the door,” Mark whines some more and I can hear the buzz from the other side. I hang up the phone and open the door, ready to see his face.

It’s been a week since I’ve last seen him, if you’re not counting the facetime calls at random hours – he’s lucky my job isn’t strict on my phone use. I never know how much I miss Mark Lee until he’s busy with his hectic schedules. It took me awhile to accept and appreciate the nature of our relationship. Mark thanks me whenever he can for putting up with his lifestyle. What he doesn’t know is that I love him so much that I can easily make his lifestyle mine. Even if that means seeing him randomly at 3 am on a Wednesday.

I poke my head out and I see a figure stalk down the hallway, a hoodie hiding his head. 

“Psst,” I whisper and his head lifts to find my voice. He speedwalks over and I tug him in, carefully closing my front door.

“You know I know where you live right? Like I won’t get lost,” Mark laughs, leaving no time to pull me in for a hug. I feel my muscles relax into his and I don’t realize how much I needed it. His time. His space. Him. 

The more I soften in his embrace, the tighter his arms squeeze. “You’re precious cargo. Gotta make sure my man arrives safely.”

“Your man?” Mark leans back to show me how happy my word choice made him. Even on his tired face, his smile shines brightly. No eye bags can hide the gleam of his brown eyes.

I roll my eyes and slap his chest. “You heard me, weirdo. Stop acting like it’s new news.”

“Ahhh,” He lifts my feet off the ground to nuzzle into me some more. “I can’t help that it sounds so good.”

“You know what else sounds good?” I ask when he puts me down. “A movie sesh.”

I split from his embrace, scurrying to the kitchen to hide the new dust of pink on my cheeks. The effect he has on me never wears off, even after all this time. It’s almost embarrassing.

“Ah, my girl’s a genius,” I hear his feet chase after me to hug me from behind as I grab a pack of popcorn from the cabinets. I can feel his soft breathing on my shoulder and it feels unreal that he’s physically here. I can actually feel his chest rise and fall against my back. I’ve gotten so used to listening to him fall asleep on the phone.

“Your girl?” I mock.

“Shut up.” Mark mutters into my shoulder. I reach back to stroke his hair when I’m met with the fabric of his jacket.

“Why do you still have your hoodie up?” I twist around in his arms to face him and his head swiftly repositions to fall into my chest. I try to push his head back up, but he’s stubborn.

“What are you hiding, Mark Lee?” I flick his head and he exclaims.

“Ow! Why are you so violent?” He finally looks up and I flip his hoodie back before he could protest again.

It’s gone. His hair.

“Your hair.” 

Mark looks down at me shyly, biting his lip. I watch him run his hand through his undercut, focusing on the fact that it’s so short his black strands don’t file through his fingers anymore. Or that his ends don’t slightly curl around the nape of his neck. He even has etchings shaved into the sides. I can’t remember if I already knew about this and saw it over facetime or if it’s a new change to his appearance. Maybe it’s been longer than a week since I saw him last. The shock on my face is evident.

He squeezes my hip to bring me back. “You like it?” So it is new.

Mark grabs one of my hands and guides it through his haircut. It almost hurts with how prickly it is, but it’s fun. It’s new. And the way he sighs into my hands makes my chest tighten. 

“It’s… it’s kinda hot.” I take both of my hands and run them through, not really missing how easy his hair was to tug before. It’s a new look and I can tell he’s confident in it. I wonder if I could get him to shave my initials next time. 

“Yeah?” Mark stands up straighter, a fiery look in his eyes as he watches me admire his cut. My fingertips dance across the hair. I barely miss the way his tongue swipes across his lips.

“Yeah, I love it.” I can’t contain my smile, and he chuckles at my reaction. He tugs my waist in closer before planting a long kiss on my cheek. “I can see your pretty face so much better.”

He groans, letting his head fall into the side of my neck, nipping at my skin instinctively. I snicker at his reaction, letting my fingers massage his scalp.

“You’re killing me,” he says, almost like a whisper. I pull his face in front of me, watching the shy pout form on his lips. I give him a peck and watch him chase my mouth for more.

“Ditto.” I admit, caving into his cry for more kisses.

[tobybestupid]

Hey i read the taking care of motley crüe when sick and i thought it was really cute, would you be able to write a oneshot like that but with Izzy Stradlin from gnr? <3

AHHHH IVE NEVER BEEN ASKED A QUESTION, BUT OFC I CAN‼️‼️ <33

Sick as a Dog

Izzy Stradlin x Reader

✨Summary✨ Izzy has gotten sick so you take care of him <3

(he's literally so handsome)

Tw: little cursing, mentions of vomiting, not too realistic cuz I don't know how high your body temp thingy gotta be to actually be sick, Izzy being sick? (Idk)

"Hey Izzy! Are you gonna get up? Y'know axl bitches and whines when you aren't there...though he's late, almost everyday!" You asked as you walked into the room, looking at him and seeing him shivering and covered by all the blankets on the bed.

"Oh poor baby, are you okay?" You calmly asked as he sneezed and shook his head, letting out a sickly "nooo..."

"Okay, let me get the thermometer..and some Tylenol, and a bucket in case you can't make it to the bathroom...and, uh...you want a snack?- I'll call Axl for you don't worry-" you quickly said, putting a hand on his forehead.

"Jesus baby, your burning up.." You said, kissing him on the forehead and rubbing his back.

"Yeah.. snack-" He was cut off by a cough. "Please.."

"Of course baby, of course." You told him, getting up and walking off to grab everything.

You walked back into the room, looking back at Izzy and this time he was completely sweaty and all the blankets were off him.

"Here, out this in your mouth" You told him, sticking the thermometer into his mouth gently as you walked to the A/C and turned it on low.

"What's it say?" You asked, handing him a Popsicle to cool him down, taking the thermometer out of his mouth.

"Holy Izzy, your not going anywhere until your better. It's at 123." You said, kissing his cheek and rubbing his back as Izzy pouted.

"Buh-but-"

"No buts I'm calling Axl and telling him you're too sick."

Izzy whined softly as you walked to the phone, picking it up and entering the number.

It rang a little until Axl picked up.

"Hello?" Axl's voice was gruff and low, probably pissed about something.

"Hey it's Y/N, Izzy can't go to band practice-"

"But I cannnn!" Izzy whined in the background.

"-he's sick and being whiny, I'm sorry" You contuined.

"Oh, no that's alright..uh tell him I told him to get better?" Axl asked.

"Okay, I will. Bye Axl" you said, hanging up and putting the phone down.

Izzy pouted as he slowly moved onto his side, "I got your snack" You told him, walking up to him and handing him a mini bag of pretzels.

"Hmp." He whined, snatching it from you and opening it up.

"Moody much..you still gotta take the Tylenol." You told him, sitting down next to him and grabbing the Tylenol from your own pocket along with a spoon.

"Here, open your mouth it's bubble gum flavor" You told him, pouring some into the spoon and putting it into his mouth.

"Swallow- I know it's icky but c'mon." You told him, watching him swallow it.

You put the spoon and Tylenol on the table, letting Izzy cuddle onto your chest and whine.

"I know baby, I know. It sucks, but eat your popsicle, and your pretzels." You told him, rubbing him gently as he calmed down.

"I love you" You told him, rubbing his hair gently.

"Nuh uh..I love you more."

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Tysm random for asking a question, I feel so honored I've never had a question before😻

[thepublishingpress]

Prettigoddess made a chat

Prettigoddess added seaking, lightninman, Athena Parthenos, Artemis Agrotera, sunboi, and kween_Hera

Prettigoddess: hi everyone <3

Athena Parthenos: What. Is. This.

Prettigoddess: well if you must ask

i made us a groupchat!

sunboi: OH HECK YEAH

I NAME IT

kween_Hera: obviously i should name it first

queen of the gods and all

lightninman: woman i am the king

I gave u ur status what the styx????? 

seaking: hera

youre going to start an argument

kween_Hera: i’d like to see them try to refute my claim

That includes you zeus

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seaking: i need to go see my lovely Amphritrite 

Artemis Agrotera: Aphrodite

Where are the others?

Prettigoddess: wdym artie

Artemis Agrotera: where are Hades, Persephone, Hestia, Hephaestus, Hermes, Dionysus, Demeter and Ares? One would assume you would add your favorite boyfriend.

Prettigoddess: oh i forgot them

Athena Parthenos: That was… blunt.

sunboi: at least she was honest! i like honesty!

Artemis Agrotera: we know, Apollo.

Athena Parthenos: we know, Apollo.

sunboi: ANYWAY

NAMES

WAHT SHOULD WE CALL THE GROUPCHAT

Athena Parthenos: groupchat of the gods?

sunboi: BOOOORING

be more creative, thena!!!!

Artemis Agrotera: i dont know apollo

Im too busy hunting

sunboi: ughhhh we need more minds!!!! 

that’s it im adding the others

wait i cant

Artemis Agrotera: lmao sucks to suck

sunboi: shut up artieeeee

@Prettigoddess plsssss will you add the reast of the gods????

Prettigoddess: okies <3

sunboi: <3

Prettigoddess added king_of_DEATH, goddess of spring, hades i want my child, warwarwar, machines <3, drunk_on_LOOOOVE, messenger pigeon, and Hestia Baseleia

warwarwar: hey ‘dite 😘

Prettigoddess: 😘 hiii ares <3333

machines <3: gross

 i am so glad we divorced aphrodite

Prettigoddess: same

how’s aglaea

machines <3: my wife is fine, thanks

Hestia Baseleia: aphrodite

what is this

Prettigoddess: hey hestia!!! Its called a groupchat, dear :)

Hestia Baseleia: ah i see

why is it called unnamed?

sunboi: we (dite) brought you all in here to help us pick a name!!!

Athena Parthenos: i have already suggested to Apollo that we name the chat Groupchat of the Gods.

sunboi: and i have already said that that is boring as heck and we are NOT going to pick that.

Athena Parthenos: I’m not the best at names, Apollo! Dionysus, help!

drunk_on_LOOOOVE: gotta agree w/ ‘pols 

sorry ‘thena

Athena Parthenos: Is this was betrayal feels like

Dionysus, you were my favorite

drunk_on_LOOOOVE: but you weren’t mine <3

sunboi: oooh buuurn!!!! 

messenger pigeon: F in the chat for Athena

drunk_on_LOOOOVE: f

sunboi: f

Hestia Baseleia: I suppose i’ll just put f

F

warwarwar: F

machines <3: f

hades i want my child: f

king_of_DEATH: f

goddess of spring: f

Athena Parthenos: … can we just get back to picking names?

Please?

sunboi: fine

Ideas ppl

I want them now

goddess of spring: hmmm…

What about Being Dysfunctional Sucks

machines <3: Persephone

While that is very true

Perhaps we can shorten it

messenger pigeon: wb

Dysfunctional Fam™

sunboi: oh. my. god. 

BRILLIANT HERMES!!!

I KNEW YOU WERE THE BEST

messenger pigeon: you literally tried to kill me when i was a baby

A baby

sunboi: weve all tried to kill each other so hush

hades i want my child: ye but he was a child

I am very protective of children after what happened to my dear Perse

goddess of spring: mother ive told you time and time again IM FINE

HADES IS FINE

king_of_DEATH: awww perse im fine???? Tysm <33333

goddess of spring: nooo hades dear

Youre amazingggg <33333

kind_of_DEATH: <33333

Artemis Agrotera: pls stop b4 i puke

Prettigoddess:  artie stop being so against

Loooooove

Artemis Agrotera: never

Prettigoddess: Anyway, ill name the chat

                  Prettigoddess has renamed the chat to Dysfunctional Fam™

Messenger pigeon: perfection

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according to my sources, aka google, aglaea is hephaestus' new wife, which i think is obviously better than aphrodite. tbh, probably any goddess would be better than aphrodite. anyway, im enjoying this so far :) f in chat for athena <3

[80pairsofcrocs]

baby scarab || 27

flo flo - hellooo, flower anon here. could we possibly get the reader meeting Peter Parker, or them seeing him on the news and trying to reach out?

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anon - Do you think I’m an upcoming chapter the boys can comfort a reader who’s breaking down and terrified that the boys are gonna leave her like everyone else so she starts pushing them away as a defense mechanism?

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anon - Could we get some grandpa Khonshu cuddles and comfort maybe 👉👈

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A/N : teeny weeny angst and some fluff <3

masterlist - marvel masterlist - series masterlist

A/N : dude ive been getting so many requests for meeting peter so here you go!

playlist

please enjoy, and don't be shy if you want to be in the taglist, just ask <3, sorry for the long wait

pairings : steven grant x (platonic)reader, marc spector x (platonic) reader, khonshu x (platonic)reader, jake lockley x (platonic)reader

TW : medicine (pills), language, spidey stuff, sad ending(?), mentions of violence. let me know if i missed anything

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you’d been nodding off while marc and layla chatted about god knows what.

it was nice, just listening. marc and layla made a nice couple, sure it was a bit strange that there are three different people in the one body, but she puts up with it just fine.

except when steven told you about when he and layla kissed and how marc punched him in the face.

all being in the same body, too.

you would’ve payed to see steven punch himself in the face, you would’ve never let it go either.

you tried to get marc to do it again but no amount of money could convince him.

you see, marc and steven had gotten fine with the whole ‘sharing a body’ thing.

it took a little time to get used to jake being there, but they assure you that it’s all going to work out.

it honestly surprised you how well they all got along considering the obvious.

you know for a fact you’d go bonkers if your reflection talked to you.

well, more bonkers than you already are according to over half the people you know.

you felt something poke your shoulder. “kid, you gotta stay awake right now” marc says, and you figured that he was the one that poked you.

you nod and keep your eyes open, sitting up fully and bringing your knees to your chest.

you hear layla chuckle softly. “you two should probably head home” she advises and you see marc nod.

“nooo but i wanna stay” you whine and marc gives you a look.

“not tonight” marc responds and you groan.

he scoffs and flicks you in the side of the head. “come on, it’s time to go. it’s getting late” he says and you begrudgingly get up as slow as you can.

marc and layla were already standing while you dramatically sighed.

“you’re still in your work clothes, you need to come home and change” marc says.

“i have clothes she could borrow” layla quietly speaks up and marc darts his head to her while you grin to yourself.

“no- don’t encourage her” marc tells layla and you get pouty again.

marc nudges you so that you’re in front of him, while you walk towards the door, layla following.

you make it to the door and slip your shoes on, then you turn back to glare at marc, who’d been waiting arguably patient for you.

“say goodbye, then go wait in the car” he tells you and you squint your eyes at him.

 you tear your gaze away from marc when layla comes to stand in front of you, putting a hand on your shoulder before pulling you into a light hug, you reciprocating it almost instantly.

“don’t worry, little scarab, i’ll see you soon” layla says to you and you smile at the nickname she’d given you.

you and layla shift out of the hug, you waving as you open the door and leave, knowing marc would be out soon.

you sat in the car for about 45 seconds before marc came out, getting in the car and starting it without a word.

“what were you doing in there?” you ask suspiciously.

marc doesn’t say anything still and pulls out of the parking spot, starting to drive back the way you came, excusing the traffic since it was late.

“they were snogging” steven says suddenly and marc groans.

you snort and shake your head.

“i knew it” you mutter.

“no you didn’t” marc counters and you scoff.

“hey, why do you get to kiss people on the mouth and i can’t?” you ask, glaring in marc’s direction.

“because you’re too young”

“but steven said-“

“fuck steven”

“ouch, mate”

“don’t be mean to him, he’s sensitive” you whine, and steven laughs at you.

“but even jake said-“

“fuck him too” marc interrupts and you scoff again.

“you’re just jealous of him” you tell marc and he’s the one to scoff this time.

“don’t drag me into this” jake cuts in, and you wave him off.

“what’s there to be jealous of?” marc asks genuinely and you sigh.

“his hat”

“fuck his hat”

“nooo but i love his hat”

“yeah, she loves the hat, spector” jake cuts in yet again, and marc doesn’t say a word.

“yeah, stay quiet mansplainer” you mutter, and feel the car jerk to a quick stop before going again, while you feel like you just got whiplash.

marc chuckles at your spooked expression, and you debate on whether to smack him on the shoulder and possibly have him crash the car, or let him finally win one.

you let him have it.

you just slouched back in your seat and lent your head back on the head rest.

~~~

the rest of the ride was quiet, due to you and marc being pretty tired.

it was the most action filled day you’ve had in a while.

you two had gotten back to the apartment complex at almost 11 at night.

you were now in the elevator, marc clicking your floors button and then looking to you.

“i have something to tell you” he says hesitantly and you can tell he’s nervous by the way he’s unconsciously shifting from leaning on one foot to the other.

“yeah, what is it?” you ask gently, as to not make him more nervous.

“…” he takes a breath, and the elevator dings, you two only stepping out and not going any further.

“i’ve noticed- and you’ve told me that you wanted things to be ‘normal’ after.. the incident.. so if you want you can now walk to and from work by yourself” he ends the rant quietly and starts to speak again.

“and if you want, you can go to your own apartment whenever you want” he pauses.

“well- not that you couldn’t before it’s just that you can go by yourself” he corrects himself and looks away from you, starting to walk to his door.

you smile and make your way inside once he opens the door.

“you mean it?” you ask and he turns around from where he’s standing.

“well.. yeah” he shrugs.

you manage to smile even wider and get closer to him and give him a quick hug before moving to sit on the counter.

“why the sudden change of heart?” you ask, and he turns around to face you properly.

“he felt bad because he thinks you hate him” jake answers for him and you raise an eyebrow.

“you thought i hated you?” you ask quietly and marc shrugs.

“not hate, just..” he doesn’t finish his sentence while you let out a breath.

“marc” you start, and he finally gains the courage to look you in the eye.

“i could never hate you. any of you” you pause for a second. “what made you think that?” you almost hesitate in asking.

marc doesn’t answer, he just stares.

“he-“

“don’t, steven” he says in a softer tone than before, while you look at him with surprise.

it’s dead silent for another couple minutes, until you decide to break it.

“do you have any idea how much i love you?”

he says nothing- none of them do, they all just stared in a nervous type of surprise.

“you guys are my life now” you say and you begin to smell a certain scent of salt that only tears produce.

marc shifts his gaze to anywhere but you, so you slide off the counter to make your way to him.

“hey- are you crying?” you turn him around to see him wipe a tear off his cheek.

you soften your gaze and pull him into another hug, marc immediately reciprocating while trying his hardest to keep his composure.

you just silently rub his back while you hear steven and jake talking to him, but you don’t notice what they say due to your own thoughts.

after a minute, you gently push marc away, and seeing that he wasn’t actively crying, but did look like he just was.

you see his eyes roll back into his head before a more stern expression takes over.

“he just needs a minute” jake waves you off, while you nod understanding, not seeing him in any of the reflections that steven are in.

“come on, princesa, you’re tired” jake starts and you groan, followed by a small yawn, which just proves his point.

jake and steven both chuckle before putting a hand on your shoulder and leading you to bed.

you slip off your jacket and shove it into jakes chest, and flopping down face first onto the bed.

you hear jake chuckle before setting your coat down on the kitchen table before doing the same with his and shoving you aside to sit down beside you.

you sit up and reach behind jake to grab his hat, which was hanging on the edge of the bed frame.

you put it on his head and yank it down so that it covers his eyes, making him smile.

“come on, go to bed” jake shuffles so that he’s laying down, you following and letting him pull you over so that you were laying your head on his chest.

“night, princesa” he readjusts his hat, and leans his head back.

“night, jake” you pause.

“night, steven. night, marc” you finish, hearing them both saying the same back, marc a bit quieter than usual.

and not too long after that, sleep overtook you.

~~~

*tap tap tap*

you wake up to the sound of tapping coming from somewhere, as you try to fall back asleep.

*tap tap*

and then, ringing.

your spidey senses were going crazy all of a sudden, and you shoot up, careful not to wake jake.

you look around the room and see nothing unusual, but when your eyes scanned over the window, the ringing became louder.

looking to jake, you decide to slowly get up to go check it out, wrist pointing towards the window.

you hear another tap, and think you’re about to go crazy when you pull the curtains back and see nothing.

you let out a sigh and open the window quietly, looking to jake to make sure he didn’t wake up.

after opening the window, you peak your head out and look down, seeing nothing so you decide to go back inside, but that was before you heard something coming from above you.

you were on a pretty high floor, but you had no problem since you could literally stick to walls.

you give one last look to jake, mentally promising you’d go check this out and head right back to bed.

climbing out the window, you stick to the wall and crawl up until you’re at the roof, looking around at all the huge fans and vents.

your spidey senses stopped, and you scoffed to yourself, shaking your head and moving to leave when an arm wraps around your waist and arms, and another hand around your mouth tightly.

you struggle in the grip, trying to turn around to see who it was but this persons grip was too tight on you.

you stop and take a couple deep breaths as the person shushes you and you hear a weird clinking noise.

“heyheyhey, clam down” the person says, and you register the voice to be male.

he takes the hand off your mouth and you take a few breaths before trying to pry his other hand off you.

you’d just now realized that the entirety of his hands and arms were some type of metal.

“hey- listen i just want to talk” he says calmly and you scoff.

“yeah, that’s what they all say” you say, and still struggle in getting him off of you.

you debate on calling jake, but you feel like you could handle this since this guy might actually just want to talk.

“i’m being serious” he scoffs and slowly let’s go of you, so you throw yourself away from him and turn around with your hands out in front of you.

you see his face and see that he just looks like a normal boy, just in a.. suit with a spider on it.

you look at him confused, and he takes that as his cue to explain.

“i should probably explain myself” he says almost guiltily and you nod.

“my names peter. peter parker” he gestures to himself, and you purse your lips.

“i’m.. im spider man” he stutters and you just blink at him.

he sighs. “edith heard about you- she knows what goes on everywhere-“

“who’s edith?”

“my glasses- just listen” he answers and you nod.

“i’m here to help you” he starts. “so i hear that you go around stopping.. convenient store robbers?” he asks and you nod hesitantly.

“okay so what exactly are you here to help with?” you ask and he sighs again. 

“better control with your abilities” he starts. “it took me a while myself, and you’re pretty much the only hero here in london” he explains and you nod.

“that’s nice” you begin. “i have to get back to bed” you blurt out.

“oh- for sure, i just- i just found you and got antsy- sorry” he apologizes and you snort.

“well. okay, spider boy. i’ll.. i’ll see you around” you give him a two fingered salute and jump off the roof to slide down the wall and back into jakes room.

you see that he’s still asleep, but has an arm around one of the pillows due to your absence.

you sigh and close the window and curtains before climbing into bed again, replacing the pillow with jake.

you didn’t fall asleep right away, you just stayed awake thinking.

who the hell did peter parker think he was? does he not have a family that misses him while he’s out here wanting to help a random girl that his glasses heard on the news?

none of this made sense. whenever this guy shows up again you’re going to have him explain everything.

the full truth.

you’re just going to have to dodge the guys’ questions.

you wanted to go back to sleep, but you simply couldn’t.

so you once again got back up and moved to the couch, scrolling on your phone.

“what’s wrong, spiderling?” khonshu shows up perched on the back of the couch.

“nothin’. but you saw that whole thing didn’t you?” you ask and khonshu nods.

“shit” you mutter. “please don’t tell any of the guys” you request and khonshu nods again.

“you’re the best” you smile. “this is why you’re my favorite” you say and he laughs quietly.

“that is nice of you, but you’re dodging my question” he says and you groan quietly.

“it’s just… why did marc think the i hated him?” you ask quietly, mood going down.

khonshu doesn’t say anything, hey just moves to sit next to you, leaning on the armrest.

“he doesn’t really think that” khonshu starts. “he’s just scared”

you furrow your brows. “what? scared of-“

“of doing something wrong” he elaborates and you look up at khonshu in confusion.

“but he-“

“he took your thoughts into consideration” he pauses. “and he thinks that he should give you some time before you want to be around him again”

you feel your eyes tear up at this.

marc didn’t want to be around you because he’s scared of fucking up?

let me rephrase that- he didn’t want you around him. 

khonshu taps your shoulder and you blink away your tears.

“he’s just like a woman” he starts. “so emotional and full of dumb ideas” he says and you scoff, hitting khonshu in the arm.

“he is” you agree with the ‘emotional’ part. not the woman part, because you now want to beat up this stupid death bird.

nothing else is said as you yawn again, and you carefully lean on khonshu, who doesn’t react.

after a minute, he slowly reaches an arm around you and pats your shoulder.

once again, you fell asleep again.

this time, with khonshu. your angry grandpa.

~~~

jake woke up to an empty bed, which worried him until he saw you on the couch.

he was confused to see you leaning against khonshu while he ran his wrapped fingers over the stickers on his moon stick.

“khonshu, what the hell is this?” jake asks, adjusting his hat so that he can actually see as he gets up.

“she was distressed” he answers simply and jake scoffs.

“did she go out again?” he asks and khonshu shakes his head.

“no, just came over here and scrolled on her tiny box” khonshu said and jake seemed to believe him.

you stirred in your sleep, throwing your hand up while stretching and hitting khonshu in the face.

“fuck-“

you gasp and shoot up from where you were laying on khonshu. 

“khonshu just said a no-no word!” you exclaim, and you hear jake scoff from where he was in the kitchen.

you felt bad about leaving him in the middle of the night, but you pushed it to the back of your mind as you got up.

“listen, i uh.. i think i’m going to go back to my place for a bit” you say, and jake looks at you confused.

“by myself.” you elaborate. “just for a while” you mutter, fidgeting with your fingers.

jake stares at you from where he’s standing, an emotion on his face that you could register.

“that’s alright” he nods, and you gather your jacket in your arms and slip on your shoes.

“i’ll see you later” you say quietly and unlock the door to leave.

jake didn’t know what just happened. you’d woken up.. and just left.

none of them knew what to feel right now. they were ultimately confused.

“what in the bloody hell just happened?” steven cuts the silence, and marc is heard taking a couple deep breaths.

“i fucked up didnt i? it’s what i said last night” he says and jake goes to deny that claim.

“you didn’t do anything”

“yeah, mate it’s just.. maybe she’s all in her head about something” steven suggests and they all nod slowly, still not feeling normal without you there.

~~~

they didn’t know that you were a couple doors down, knees to your chest against your door.

not crying, just sitting there.

you were the scared one now.

why did marc tell you that he thought you hated him? was it to subtly hint that he didn’t want you around anymore?

was it to push you away?

you don’t know.

you never know.

you just needed a minute.

just a minute.

~~~

A/N : sorry its late, but here :) peter parker will return, for this is only the first quick meeting

hope you all enjoyed <3

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[wheeboo]

hello! it's been a while so i'm not sure if you remember, but it's dizzy (💫) anon, the one who requested for seungkwan a month or more ago. the pinky promise fic ^^

i seriously had a long-length analysis thing that i wanted to send in an ask, but i'd been doing stuff in between, so i drafted it; the thing never got to see the light of day ever again due to deteriorating attention span and memory. </3 i also thought that it would have been too long, so i kinda bailed when i remembered its existence within the week of its creation.

(i just checked and i think it got deleted, i-)

but i do hold some adoration for the piece. it was truly everything, i love the way you write, i love the way you interpreted the request. tbh i came in here with just a prompt and was so ready to have it done in a way unique to you, and it certainly was nothing to regret. how it was done felt warm, like waiting for a hug you've always needed (👀). i think it'd be nice to hug you as much as it would be to hug kwannie ^^

hope you're having a good day, ate!! have fun with the dino fluff idea ^^

; dizzynon 💫

hi lovely! and ofc i remember u <3

omg if u ever sent a long analysis of the seungkwan fic i actually would have ate that up and sobbed fr IM SAD IT GOT DELETED NOOO 😭😭 but its okay </333

im so happy to hear u adore it and my writing tho that means sm u have no idea aaa :(( its also one of my fav lil fics ive written for this blog so far and im so glad that ur the one who requested it!!! like i gotta give u so much credit than u think for it too cause without u it wouldnt have bloomed. im so glad it gave u such a warm hug feeling (i'd honestly die for someone to hug me rn ngl) as it gives me that exact feeling too. JDKLADASS HUG ME AS MUCH AS SEUNGKWAN???? pls ur so sweet i cant 😭😭 im sending consensual hugs to u rn <3

and im doing good!! i hope ur doing good po!! other than being a little sick,,, and i will have fun with the dino fluff idea hehe !! hope u will look forward to it :)

[mickgaydolenz]

this ask was going to be something different. but i just discovered something incredible, and this is way better than me exposing the fact Mike had a bad childhood (we all already know this lmao big whoop; everyone say thank you to his Psyche trine Ascendent for that).

ive been doing my best in understanding the asteroids that im not super familiar with — just the important ones everyone uses because there is a gigantic list of asteroids within the astro database which would be wickedly impossible to cover them all. sometimes you just gotta keep it simple.

anyways, ive been reading up on Pholus; Pholus is an asteroid represented by major impacts and life changes. so of course i started digging around charts to see what i could uncover with this. Mike has his Pholus in his 11th house, so major changes in connections and social groups. keep this in mind.

now, what i’ve learned about the Vertex, other than it’s in Mike’s 7th house, and that it represents fate and fate-like meetings, is that aspects to it pretty much give a tell-all on what’s fated for someone. the problem here with this is that Vertex is represented by fate…something we have a grand total of zilch control over. even if you could see what’s fated via the Vertex, how long could one avoid fate until it happens? can fate even be possibly avoided altogether? can fate be logically measured and determined? it’s a very philosophical thing to think about, but now is not the time to break that down.

Mike’s Pholus trines his Vertex. trines can be good overall but don’t be fooled by that. a trine just simply means an easy flow of energies between two placements — regardless of if it’s good or bad for the person. among other things, major changes in his life were one of those things destined to happen for Mike and it affected the connections he had and groups he was a part of. one of my sources said “a fated and deepfelt meeting between two people; being together changes them fundamentally and life for good” which, i mean *tucks hair back* we don’t need much context clues to what all that refers to, but it’s actually not what im getting at.

you see, there’s something missing from the picture. and i bet you guessed it’s the degrees.

ive checked on 19° Capricorn for Pholus, and it’s generally denotes the fact that he’s incredibly steadfast and courageous and will often stand alone in combating forces opposing him. good for him or sorry that happened idk. not too important here.

the real kicker here is the 22° Virgo Vertex. in the 7th house.

“susceptible to deception and flattery” “in danger of scandal” “excess of sexual drive or energy”

and to wrap it all nice in an insufferable bow:

“leadership capacity, but often refuses to become involved with others”

BONUS: his Pholus opposes his Lilith and im not even gonna explain all of it because it’s basically gearing towards infidelity. he had some sort of sexual awakening and got 2 horny oh nooo :((

i…….i……i…….i’m literally speechless. like my brain right now is just the sound of one long scream against a black hole. kaLE WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!

[patronsaintofmath]

i will jot it down here so as to not forgot my adventure of today. went to pick up omd at his house in palo alto to go to pincushion. drove up playing cumbias & the drive to pincushion was so scenic i almost pulled over & told him to drive bc i wanted to just enjoy the view. but anyways once we made it to the cattle chute, he showed me a little tunnel where there’s a bunch of graffiti & there we found a dead cow. he said that isn’t the first time he’s seen that & that it’s quite sad the cows go there to die. so he reached out his hand to help me back up & we went through the regular trail. there was a random pair of jeans left at the entrance. there was a lot of incline. thankfully there were some spots where it was flat for like 20 ft so i would stop there & take pictures as an excuse to catch a break but omd told me i handled the incline well. i asked him if he knew any jokes so he tried to think of dad jokes but the only one he knew was smth like “why was the pterodactyl quiet when he went to the bathroom,” & i said smth bc of the P & he’s like yeah the P[ee] is silent. at the top, there were 3 women w a speaker blasting music. i was kinda upset at that. i just wanted peace & quiet at the top. so i hurried up to get to the highest point where they weren’t. omd stopped to talk to them so i was alone for a bit at the top js sitting there. then he came up & we just hung out for maybe 10 minutes but the little bugs kept flying at me so i got up & he took that as his cue to get going too. so we took down a different trail so we could do a loop. i wish i could remember the turns we made but all i remember is a right after the pincushion peak. he was telling me about how i gotta make college friends bc those are the people that will be good to have around 30 years from now. then we talked about the 1800s & videogames & mexican culture. i was skipping & jumping about when we were going downhill, uphill, & on flat land. i was having so much fun hiking! ok then we made it back to the car & dude told me about pizza factory & i was like ok so we went down there. omd said we could split a sandwich & he’d pay for it but in my mind i was like nah i need more than half a sandwich so the only logical thing to do was tell him “nah i got us this time” bc he had paid last time & i secretly had the plan to order myself a whole sandwhich. so then he just paid for his beer & he got a salad which i noticed was cheaper than the sandwhich so i wonder if he got that bc it was cheaper but anyways. then we were outside & that’s when he started talking about religion & politics & eugenics & DNA & yellowjackets & so much other stuff. he also asked if i knew something about DNA (the topic escapes me now) but at the time i did so i said yes & he’s like yeah you went to edison you’re a smart girl LIKE PEOPLE THINK THAT JUST BC I WENT TO EDISON IM SMART NO YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT I SUCK AS A STUDENT but thank you for thinking so highly of me. then on the drive back we listened to doors & he was asking about my music choices & that’s when i showed him that i put his playlist on spotify. the whole ride back he talked about music. then we arrive to his house & invited me in & i step into some sort of office that is not an office actually but a room full of antique stuff. & the living room & entrance were the same way. but he was so excited to show me everything & i noticed that. he showed me some art he made w sticks & branches he found. he polished & glued rocks on top of them. thinking back about it now it reminds me of ben making his stop motion animation film from parks&rec. oh & i met seth & he’s jokingly telling me to buy omd’s stuff bc he has so much stuff & wants it gone & he’s like [omd] likes you he can give you a discount & i was like oh my goodness ive been accepted as a person 😭. & when omd had introduced me to seth he said it like he had already talked about me to seth so PEOPLE ARE PERCEIVING ME NOOO. dude has a huge house. an office, 4 bedrooms, kitchen, living room, laundry room, 2 bathrooms, & a big ass backyard W A POOL & JACUZZI

[baekhvuns]

It has just been a month and a half since I got into second year........things alr seem tough 😭. NVM about that, my friends's acquaintance apparently came in handy for this job. Yn job?!?!? Nah frr it reminds of those rom coms 😭😭.

NO HES GOTTA MAKE THE MOVE! But I bet he doesn't even know i fancy him cuz of my tremendous behaviour towards the person I like- PRETEND THEY DON'T EXIST! you will never catch me, and i mean NEVER catch me giving them soft eyes or trying to make a good covo, Bcz my brain says if you find someone attractive act cold towards them and then secretly cry in your room for them to notice when you basically give no clues whatsoever 😃

OHMYGOD NELLY FURTADO?!?! Honestly, I could've given out much better songs! I just forget the artists 😩 WEEKEND IN JUST FRIENDS DANG IT I FORGOT ABT HIM! I'm telling you since the whole the idol show launched, I can never listen to the weekend the same.

I scrolled down a lot on your blog, reading the asks and i saw someone made like vision boards for your fics. And i specifically loved the khronus one 🤌 and I kept tht in mind while thinking of the songs but i forgot it was based on moon lovers 🤦‍♀️

Besides that I've been meaning to ask you about your views on anime. I mean do you watch anime if so what'd be your top picks? Bcz...I'm obsessed with it so ....

Nooo I need a new part of just friends 😭 I'm STARVING FOR IT! The idea of hwayoung automatically popped in my brain when I saw this blog praising Shiloh pitt's visuals and people were going crazy over that oh wow she looks so much like her mother, or like mother like daughter. But ong Shiloh is majestic! Like those genes she acquired from Angelina 🤚🙌✨

I've been meaning to watch red, white and royal blue...(I hope that's the right title!) But I won't get the timeee 😭 like today, I'm doing nothing but I wanna dedicate this day to just my silly little videos on YouTube and not a series or a movie. But I'll try to stay strong!!

Ok but like I really wanna make hwa read the ffs 😭 LIKE PLS SIR!! I'm gonna dm KQ ent a pdf of Duke and general and ask them to MALE THIS A DRAMA! I will in this lifetime, SOMEONE HAS TO DO THT FIC JUSTICE!

reminds you? best friend it IS A YN JOB just wait till the holidays and the movie will start 👀

NO BECAUSE I GET U 😭😭 GOTTA ACT NOT INTERESTED AND MYSTERIOUS CANT LET THE COVER FAIL GDKWHDKW

NELLY FURTADO’S EVERY SONG W TIMBALAND IS FOR JUST FRIENDS (waiting for their new collab omg) AND THE WEEKND YEAH FHWJDHKS no ur right ever since the idol’s clips i saw on twt i just 🫠 what the fuck <3 but if we forget that then the songs def work for runways

omg yes i do!!! i grew up watching it but i mostly only watched shoujo and they stopped making shoujo’s for some reason like 5 years back and i only go to watch those but there’s a few new ones out w the same drawing so im watching them atm! my top picks since i only watched shoujo/slice of life’s would be 1. kamichu, 2. k-on, 3. tamako market, 4. ouran high school, 5. maid sama, 6. orange, 7. kamisama kiss, 8. alice academy, 9. yunerio patisserie!!!!!!! 10. pretty rhythm aurora dream (this was my fav as a kid)

a few others i can think from the top of my head is nana, cardcaptor sakura, SPECIAL A, itazura na kiss, my next life as a villainess, natsume’s book of friends, swan lake (2002), kodocha! if u want recs lemme know ive got a whole collection list 😭😭

ILL DEF LOOK INTO SOMETHING LIKE JUST FRIENDS! NO SHILOH IS LIKE THE PERFECT MIXTURE OF HER PARENTS i get it, id want hwa and yn from just friends to have pretty kids, u know they’d be mad tall 😭😭

that movie is so good!!! i wish it was longer bc i wanted to see more of their progression but it’s a good movie nonetheless!!

LMFAOOOO PLS FHWKDHWKHDWK TAKE THE SMUT OUT RIGHT NOW FHWKHFKWFJWK

[goldennikko]

silan isnt on rn so im migrating to ur blog 😁🤞 WHATS UR FAV I-DLE SONG????

(i read ur fics and i follow u but ive been too shy to come into ur asks skdhdj)

- silans frog anon 😭

oh nooo, don't be shy! feel free to send stuff to me whenever WHAHAHA

i'm currently hooked onto villain dies rn, but my all time favorite gotta be lion (the song that made me stan them) and oh my god (my first cb as a neverver)!

if i don't reply, i already fell asleep...

[feral-mouse]

Hey how the guys doing?? I miss them- 🍋

They're having a study session! It was Dan's idea, since he was having trouble with his school work. And Archer's the oldest, Dan figured he could help him and Randy out.

Archer hates being here. Dan cannot comprehend any of the concepts, and Randy keeps messing around and playing with all the school supplies.

[meringuejellyfish]

if qifrey was in the 21st century do you think he'd like labyrinth. i feel like he would

i think he would aswell .. he'd probably loooove the costumes.

hmmm and maybe he was one of those kids that were like fascinated by dark fantasy films as opposed to being scared of them (this sounds like. so pretentious Help. making qifrey quirkier day by day. this guy ..

[moonlit-imagines]

Headcanons for being Tony Stark’s Daughter (The Aftermath)

Tony Stark x daughter!reader

warnings:

a/n: y/n is about 17 or 18; i cried while writing this. sorry this is really long!!! pls forgive me 🥺

prompt: takes place from a3 to smffh

The Early Years (1) The Teenage Years (2) The Intense Years (3) Continued (5)

let’s start on a happy note! ahahah

so for a while, earth was calm

you, pepper, and tony got to be a family for a while

wedding planning!

of course you got to try the ben&jerry’s ice cream named after your dad: Stark Raving Hazelnuts

“it’s not fair that you got ice cream named after you and i didn’t”

“well, when you grow up to be as awesome as me, maybe you’ll get your own ice cream flavor”

developing nanotech suits together for a Bonding Experience(tm)

speechless after the first test

“dad, this is...”

“the coolest thing to ever exist?”

“yes!!”

yall ready for some shit?

the day that ebony maw invaded was pretty—what’s the word? interesting? no. well, yes, but...HORRIBLE.

it all started when you got the call from your dad

“y/n, incoming call from ‘big fat meanie’”

“god, i really have to change that. okay, JOSHIE, answer it. hey, dad? what’s up?”

“hey, kid! you know that weird ass building on bleecker street? how fast can you get here?”

“JOSH can you track FRIDAY really quick? lets see how far dad is...uh, okay, be there in five, see ya”

taking your suit for a spin and realizing how GREAT it was to be able to basically fold up your suit and put it in your back pocket

knocking on the door and it opened on its own, it was kinda cool

“is this a museum? cool.”

bruce turning around to see you after about three years and giving you an awkward smile and a wave while you stood frozen around the wizard-guys

“y/n, god, you’ve grown up!”

charging into him for a long overdue hug

“you don’t know how much i missed you. it’s been chaotic without you”

“i can...i can only imagine”

a debriefing on the situation you were about to face, and bonus! having to play the catch-up game with bruce

“just call him, dad. we need as much help as we can. steve will understand”

rushing outside to face off with some ugly-ass aliens

“oh nooo, it’s roger smith from american dad”

bruce: 👀, stephen: 👀, wong: 👀, tony: 👏👏🥰 that’s my girl

simultaneous nanosuit unveiling

“you ready for this one, pops?”

“of course! ive waited years to kick some more alien ass”

montage of you and tony getting your asses beat together (as a family <3)

peter showing up

“give me one good reason why i shouldn’t send you back to that school bus”

“because i’m good company?”

“whatever, just listen to whatever dad has to say, i forfeit my responsibilities over you”

pew pew, repulsors, pew, tiny rockets! fun! action! destroying new york again and again. good times...

until JOSHUA gave you notice that your dad was flying high

“call him. now.”

“hey! how’s it going down there?”

“dad, you know how i feel about you and space”

“i know, i know. i just...i gotta take care of this. keep pepper safe for your old man, okay?”

“i lo—l—ve y—”

“y/n? y/n?! i love you! shit!”

“we lost connection with her, sir”

trying to call peter

“call failed, y/n. should i try again?”

“i’m gonna kill them...”

walking through the rubble to find bruce, the only sensible man you know

taking him to the avengers compound asap to get to rhodey and figure out what comes next

meanwhile, tony was dealing with space and another teenager

and worrying a lot about leaving you on earth

“i mean, mr. stark, y/n’s one of the most capable people i know. she’s probably trying to fix this whole mess as we speak”

“i didn’t get to tell her i love her”

“oh...”

having a lovely meeting with thaddeus ross with rhodey, having a lovely time watching them passive-aggresively argue until your former teammates arrived

having to patiently (and professionally) wait for ross to hang up before running into them for a hug

“holy shit, you guys have no idea how bad i’ve wanted to see you. it sucks not being all together anymore”

“i know, y/n. we’ve all missed you.” -cap

“a lot” -nat added

bruce’s little entrance that was sure to bring some awkwardness

you, secretly freaking out about your dad

sam was the one that found you crying after you “stepped out” for a few minutes too long

“oh, y/n,” he was contemplating grabbing someone else to step in, but decided to sit next to you in the hallway, “i’m sorry, kiddo. i can’t promise you anything, but your dad is a fighter. a big pain in the ass. i think your odds are good”

laughing through your tears

“yeah, you’re right. thanks, sammy”

he gave you a little hug while you calmed down

getting to business, the ass-kicking kind

as the wise natasha romanoff once said to your father, you were being “uncharacteristically non-hyper verbal”

your mind did this funny thing...wandered into places it really should not go

the talk about sacrificing vision led to wakanda, where you had a swell time patrolling

“guys! we’ve got incoming. a lot of incoming”

well-deserved uncle/niece team up. who wouldve thought?

you would have nightmares about these aliens for years to come

“you get to die, and you get to die! everybody gets to die!”

“y/n, what did we talk about?” -rhodey

“using humor as a defense mechanism makes the team uncomfortable...”

covering the girls 😌 because we gotta have those all-girl teamups, uh-huh?

some more blasting

thor made his comeback and you just could not miss it

“hi, thor!”

you landed next to him and your helmet receded

“well, hello, miss y/n! good to see you again! my, you got taller...oh! meet my friends: rabbit and tree”

having a “what the actual fuck” moment upon seeing thanos for the first time

and flying at him from behind with a massive nanotech blade ready to kill this purple bastard

but he grabbed your arm and flung you into the dirt, that was gonna leave a mark

“i just had to make a suit when i was ten...no one stopped me, huh? i couldn’t be elon’s kid, he was a nice guy”

watching thanos snap his fingers and looking around to see dust floating through the air and thanos retreat

“rhodey? uncle rhodey?!”

“i’m right here, kid, don’t worry”

he grabbed your hand while you were dusting

“tell my dad i love him, promise?”

fading away and leaving rhodey with your last words

he was mad before anything else

all he could think about was a promise your dad made him take years back

“rhodey, you keep my daughter safe no matter what, promise?”

the avengers recooperating at the compound, waiting to figure out whether any of the space-crew survived

they had to let pepper know that you didn’t make it, she was a mess upon hearing that news

tony finally making his way back to earth

and stumbling out of that ship

“where’s y/n? where is she?!”

“tony, tony, calm down”

“dont tell me to calm down! where is my daughter?!”

“she made me promise to tell you thay she loves you”

tony knew the answer by now, he lost his mind over your death

it didn’t feel right not having you by his side, for the past 18 years you’ve been with him

after a long period of recovery, tony and pepper moved on, got married, built a home, had a new daughter...

tony made sure there was a spare room for you

he put all the things you left behind in it

there were so many photos of you in the house

and he’d show your sister, morgan, all of them. he wanted morgan to know her sister

“that’s y/n when she built her first robot. it snuck up on me a few times. it went ‘boo!’”

morgan loved the stories about you, but she didn’t understand why she couldn’t see you

“when do i get to meet her?”

“uh...maybe someday, sweetie”

after being unbothered for almost 5 years, the remaining avengers came back with a plan that was so tempting, he just wanted his little girl back

cracking under pressure and telling pepper that he couldn’t ignore this mission because it was his chance to get you back

“get her back, tony”

“you think so?”

“i miss her, too.”

and so it began, he made it his mission to get you back

peeking at the wallet picture of you on his shoulders when you were so little

tony travelling to 2012; loki’s invasion

and there you were, the sassy genius 12 year old that he missed so much

“we’ve got this, tony, we’ll bring her home” -scott

and then things went badly and also 2012 tony went into cardiac arrest and 2012 y/n dove onto the floor to tend to him

“dad? give us some room, would you?!”

2023 tony smiling at how much he missed you worrying about him and how reckless he was

but also...the mission kinda went bad so that sucked

push it a bit farther back and now tony was with grandpa stark! asking how to be a dad and all that!

he could barely stand still waiting for you to come back to him, god he missed you more than he thought

and after a bit of hard work, it was time to snap

just like that, you were back in wakanda, puzzled by the gap in time before one of dr. strange’s portals opened in front of you

and then you were in the ruins of the avengers compound

“JOSHUA, can you locate my dad?”

“i think you’ll be able to see him”

“wow, i cant believe i programmed your cocky artificial ass”

“i think you can”

seeing your dad flying high and patching into the comms

“miss me, old man?”

and then he hit the gas to get to you and when this man hugged you, you almost couldn’t let go

“i’m so sorry, y/n. god, i’m sorry. these last five years...i was so lost without you”

“it’s okay, dad, i’m here now”

getting shot at during your reunion

“son of a bitch...we’re having a family moment here, asshole!”

yes, im gonna say it again. of course i am! and.........father/daugher team-up

the last one

“peter, is that you? you asshole! i cant believe you went to space without me!”

“missed you too!”

rhodey!! cant forget about uncle rhodey!!

“you gave my dad the message, right?”

“it was your dying wish, of course i did!”

“great. don’t forget i love you, too, rhodey!”

“couldn’t let me forget it”

lest we forget that pepper joined the fight?

plot twist: (step)mother/daughter team-up

mother/father/daugher team up!!!! ultimate stark machine!!!!!!!

and then you left him alone for 5 minutes and he’s got the infinity stones and you know it’s the last time you’re going to see him and you cant decide what your next move is and you’re just frozen and you cant catch your breath and he snaps and your heart plummets

you have to rush to his side, the last time you can sit beside his tired body and let him know that its going to be okay

“hey dad, it’s okay, we’re gonna be fine. thank you for everything”

peter grabbing your hand as you both sobbed next to your dad, feeling robbed of your time with him

pepper brought you home where she told you all about the five years you missed

both of you just cried harder than you’ve ever cried before

“so i have a sister?”

morgan was so happy to meet you, she couldn’t contain herself, practically latched onto you

and she didn’t fully understand what happened to tony

you saw your new room for the first time and didn’t leave it for a while, occasionally pepper or morgan would pop in

morgan actually crawled into bed with you a few times

the funeral was one of the worst days of your life

the remnants of your young life pulled back together for one day

then you hid back in your room before you heard a knock

“who is it?”

“it’s happy”

“come in”

“hey, kiddo. me and morgan are gonna get some cheeseburgers, you wanna come?”

she really was a stark

after a long hibernation, you started to get back into the groove of your old life

but the press was brutal and harsh, you were bombarded with questions regarding your dad

it took everything not to explode on camera

you stayed in contact with the rest of the avengers, mourning your dead, keeping the support system, staying a family

it was all you could get...for now

[dreamy-jaeger]

Just found emepe's blog (don't know why it took me so long, gonna spam her askbox too in a second) and...how could you! Did you seriously look into eren's puppy eyes and said "i'm done"? Whyyyy I need a good explanation for that! 🥺🥺🥺 you don't love our pretty boy anymore?

I think we deserve chapter 6 after this 😤

omg yes emepe is a god, she deserves all the praise

and YESS THANK YOU IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS

i guess it’s just cause… 😎 i’m bad to the bone

i wanted to be the angst 😈😈😈😈

except i will say, when she asked if i wanted a cameo i thought i’d be more lowkey

but then i was a total bitch.. which i LOVED

im so sorry eren baby, but sometimes i gotta live my mean girl dreams (i’m too nice irl)

no but seriously reading that oneshot broke my freaking heart, i was like NOOO ME WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM????

so i hate ex-gf!alle as much as the rest of y’all reading that one shot, but i also thrived idk if that makes any sense lmao (but i will always love our eren, he’s wedged his way into my heart for good do not worry)

im so happy that you found @emepe’s blog!! pls read all of her work bc she is a literal genius and deserves all the love and praise in the world!!

and if any of you guys wanna know what we’re talking about you can read the one shot riiight

here

and about chapter six…. hmmm idk i need to hold myself back 😩😩 but maybe i should post it for breaking eren’s heart… but tbh chapter six doesn’t do eren any favors either…

anyways ILYSM JAMIE

[tigerdrop]

king u gonna elaborate on virgin benrey

 listen i have kiryu “is 100% a virgin at the ripe old age of 37, and this is appealing to me instead of fucking hilarious″ kazuma disease and it has followed me here. also this kind of branches into a completely different kink at the end b/c i am diseased

so you know how i write "obviously fucks good and hard all the time" benrey. well........you know.......like..........what if......................he didnt. what if he was. what if he had never fucked before in his life and his incessant flirting finally works and hes like "i did not expect to get this far."

envision, if u will, the delightful awkwardness of virgin benrey + "has never had sex with a dude before" gordon

ive definitely brought up the possibilities of gordon going all science-brain on null benrey before but i think it works just as well on virgin benrey too. its a learning experience for both of them and if theres one thing gordons good at, its research. and gordon probably gets way too up in his own head about making sure he does this shit right and spends a lot of sleepless nights googling "how to have sex with dudes" and, you know, researching, 

if benreys not the one fucking babying him thru his first gay experiences he is probably going to bungle it so fucking badly and i think it would be really funny 

alternatively please consider gordon being so fucking neurotic about benrey never having done this shit before that he avoids the subject as hard as possible, thinking that hes gonna dick it up hardcore, but the whole time benreys just thinking "bro i havent had my dick touched in [however long hes been alive]. come on". the tension

furiously making out with him behind a fucking crate in black mesa and then realizing this is Going Places and gordons voice breaks as he says, way too loud, "I GOTTA UHHH GO RELOAD MY SMG. RIGHT NOW"

you think gordon is touch starved ? no. Hell with this 

Im just tsying theres no evidence hes been touched at all by another human being in his life before this. if hes video game in real he benrey noclip out of being touched 

what if he like, chooses not to noclip/not feel....ON that time gordon catches him. just cuz hes curious, a gay impulse. or maybe hes so surprised (and gay) he forgets to avoid it

and oh, to be in gordon freeman's gentle grasp. makes him into an unholy annoyance of awkward gayness for the rest of the series

YEAS.......also he has definitely thought hard about sucking gordons dick but doesnt actually have any idea how he would go about it. hes just heard its cool

giddy thinking about the scenario where its actually benrey whos terrible at sucking dick b/c hes never done it before and gordon who actually does suck dick like a champ

i know that this is literally the plot of the very first serious nsfw fic in this fandom but still. virgin beney. benrey getting sucked off for the first time in his entire life and shaking like a fucking leaf......

Power trip of Gordon realizing this guy whose been hitting on him the whole time has no idea what to actually do 

Gordon Freeman Gives Benrey A Prostate Exam

its a joke but its not a joke. virgin benrey being vaguely aware that being fucked by gordon freeman would be cool, in theory, but not fully conceptualizing of how you actually get a dick in your ass until gordons like "what?? no, dude, you cant just stick it in there" and gives him a demonstration and thats how benrey discovers he has a prostate 

benrey like "idgi man this just feels weird. when do we get to theohhh my god what. what that" and gordons like "what, u mean this?" (curls his fingers again) mean smirk hours

i want him to make a squeaky little noise when gordon says that and curls his fingers again, and gordon's like "ha- knew he'd like it" and keeps kneading him a while; but oops, suddenly benrey's coming with an even squeakier noise 

gordon's so surprised he just keeps going, hes like, not comprehending until benys whining at him to stop

a thought: benreys not good at "being human" and probably doesnt actually know whats supposed to happen when u nut so every time hes been jackin it he just does it until it starts to be Just A Little Too Much and then hes like "mission accomplished" and stops. imagine his fucking surprise when  gordons jerking him off and he doesnt stop and hes like "wh ha hu what the fuck i already got off bro" and gordon just stares at him and the distinctive lack of cum on his hand and s like ".......did you?  you sure about that one." 

tl;dr benrey squirming and babbling and digging his fingers into gordons back as he begs him to keep going, he doesnt know whats gonna happen and hes feeling totally overwhelmed b/c gordons pushing him further than hes ever been pushed and he keeps inadvertently trying to wriggle away b/c its So Much but gordon, maybe, pins down his hips so he can get benrey off For Real....... 

even better if its when gordons sucking him off for the first time so he can wrap his arms and hands around benreys thighs to keep them spread wide open and firmly in place 

knees shaking and thighs jumping constantly 

and benrey has no idea when its supposed to be over so he cant even warn gordon properly. he just keeps getting louder and louder....... 

maybe even.......completely hunched over gordon......pushing him down on his dick with his hands in his hair....... 

alternating between babbling "stop" and "dont stop" b/c hes stupid 

eventually gordon gets so sick of benrey not being able to decide whether he wants to shove gordon onto his dick or yank him off that he just pulls off and says "look, man, do you trust me?" b/c he would really like to just get benrey to stop edging himself here 

UNINTENTIONAL OVERSTIMULATION.......THE TEARS........HHHHHHH

and he eventually gets benrey to nod furiously at him that he trusts him and gordons just like, okay, im not gonna stop then. im gonna keep going. and.......he does 

eyes glazed, hair sticking to him with sweat, hips all twitchy, dick all red, face also all red 

sucking benrey dry until hes over sensitive....... 

He started off spasming then he’s rocking into Gordon’s face by the time he’s wailing his name. Panting and gasping like he’s fucking DROWNING 

gordon meanwhile almost nuts in his pants from the fuckin show that benreys puttin on for him and hes not even trying. hes just Like This. gordons got jerkoff material for the next month just thinking about the way benrey wails his name and clutches his hair tight 

benreys like (slurred) 'u gonna jack off or sumn.......was it not hot'. gordon fighting with every cell of his body not to scream "WAS IT NOT HOT?"

trying to decide what would be hotter: gordon jacking off while hes on his knees with his head resting on benreys thigh or jerking off on benreys stomach and.....r.......rubbing it in

benrey watching gordon cum and feeling a whole new context for it cause now he knows how good it feels and gets turned on again faster-

thinking.......about.......th. next time. now that benreys figured it out. he gives it a try on his own time and hes so surprised that it works that he goes up to gordon like "yo. check this out. i figured out how to jack it" and gordon has the most unimpressed look on his face imaginable 

"proud of you, buddy. am i good to go back to watching storage wars, or" "you wanna uhhh.....wanna see it maybe?" and that changes his entire tune

imagining benrey being so fucking bad at it still that he keeps doing the start-stop shit b/c its so intense and hes not used to it and the thing that actually gets him to finish is gordon, pants down to his knees and fisting his own dick like he might die tomorrow, leaning forward and telling him that hes got this, benreys gonna come for him, right? come for gordon? 

gordon fucking telling him "dont stop" WRT jerking himself off and benrey just listening to him and pushing himself is ruining my fuckin mind 

its a really good thought......i love how it plays into non-human benrey having to figure out human stuff........makes me crayz

probably keeps being sensitive for a long while too........ (mumbling very very quietly) and if hes so sensitive from never being touched before......maybe hes kind of........uhhh..................ticklish

new layers to the whole "oh my god its too much stop it" + "i actually dont want you to stop touching" thing .. . . .. . . . + gordon powertripping when he realizes whats going on with him and why he keeps jerking away and trying not to laugh when gordon touches him like on his stomach or his sides

benrey accidentally jerks too hard and knees gordon in the dick from how ticklish he feels just from like, hands on his sides or something

i was actually thinking about......like.......gordon laying on the ground and suffering (because why wouldnt i be thinking about gordon suffering) and deciding that enough is enough and offering to.......desensitize benrey. you know. for his own health

you know. uhhh. tying up his arms and legs, perhaps, and. you know. "do not noclip through these. i swear to god, benrey, if you kick me in the dick again" 

i'm think about benrey begging gordon to stop, so he does, to check if this is a Forreal stop or a "hahah nooo~" stop, and benrey asks him through gasps to keep fucking tickling him (except he just says smth to the effect of ."gh.. ....keep doing it dude wuhdah hell...") and gordon gets an evil fucking grin and just feels on top of the world "yeah?? think you can handle it, huh???" and just destroys him. benrey thinks about gordon's horny manic face for weeks 

neither of them had a thing for this before this point but the combination of feeling like hes being tickled and gordons hands on him for the first time making him mad horny gives benrey a brand new fucking fetish. gordons manic fucking face im so glad we are on the same wavelength about that

i truly hate my own posts. incurable. diseased

[goldentournesol]

📺 for @reidingdays 

today we’re doing nameless, faceless S5x1!! i had actually watched this ep recently bc of a fic i was writing, this is such a good ep, anyway, reactions under the read more!

- okay already the recap has me hooked as if i haven’t seen it already lmao!

-i just wanna say i think hotch was the perfect choice for the writers (for him to get the first big unsub storyline, if that makes sense)

-man i love it when morgan gets aggressive and sassy, “why’d they call us to come a crime scene”

-also i’ve always been curious, did mgg hurt his knee while shooting this episode or before it, because during the beginning it was bent just fine, if he’d gotten hurt before it, i’d imagine he wouldn’t be able to bend his knee like that

-aww emily’s the first one asking about hotch (my hotchniss heart🥺)

-i think this unsub story was written really well, the fact that he murders a different person every day he doesn’t get to his goal really gives me the chills

-lmao of course morgan makes it to the kid’s room before the kid replies to his father on the phone

-why in the hell would the kid go to school and put everyone in danger, this is giving me major gen z vibes

-ewww crowded hallways

-the hairtie!!! on his wrist!!! 

-garcia going “you know for a smart boy you sure do ask a lot of DUMB questions” is SENDING ME

-BAU having a secret lockdown of a school is badassss

-i’m sorry if morgan spoke to me that way and told me to trust him i would be PUTTY

-oh my goshhh emily going to hotch’s apartment!!! how convenient is it that the door’s open lol!

-she’s so calm talking to garcia and reid i would be so stressed tbh

-unrelated but mgg’s voice sounds so exhausted and he’s been sitting since the beginning of the episode, i’m sure he’d already hurt his knee

-awww garcia calling all the hospitals to see if hotch has been admitted has me melting

-foyet dropping hotch off at the hospitals screams new kind of psychopath

-ughh this is so conflicting! on one hand the father has the right to be upset that the dr’s not even gonna operate on him but on the other the dr knows best, the kid’s technically braindead

-HOTCH!! i can’t believe he was stabbed nine times?? what an odd number

-PLEASE MY HOTCHNISS HEART

-SPENCER’S STUNT DOUBLE I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING ever since someone pointed it out on tiktok it’s all i can think about when i see that scene

-lmao not mgg laying on the floor with his knee bent that way!! someone tell this man he’s injured irl!!!

- reid prioritizing the unsub’s life to his own knee

-oh my goshhh hotch just woke up, i can’t belive this happened to him damn

-THE ADDRESS BOOK!! my heart strings i cannottt i know where this is going

-NOOO THE PICTURE OF HALEY AND JACK IN THE CREDENTIALS

-MY MAN HOTCH DIDN’T EVEN FLINCH AT THE SIGHT OF FOYET oop--he didn’t even blink when he shot the wall, (did no one in the building hear the gun shot?)

-hotch really said IT’S ON SIGHT!

-the scariest thing about foyet is him knowing exactly where to stab without hurting himself (or others)

-emily’s the only one to stay back! that’s gotta mean something! cbs were cowards

-again, swat is in full gear and the BAU is only in bulletproof vests

-I LIKED HALEY NO ONE CAN CHANGE MY MIND the worry that flashes across her features?? you can’t tell me she didn’t love aaron

-AWWW JACK!! “they let me turn on the sirens!” HOW PRECIOUS OMG

-”how do you feel?” HE GOT STABBED 9 TIMES HALEY HOW DO YOU THINK HE FEELS

-haley being upset she’s going into WITSEC, likee???

-”how am i supposed to keep him safe if there’s no one i know to help me?” THAT LINE BROKE ME

-awwww jack being barely tall enough to be visible over the hospital door thingie he’s so tinyyyy!

-PLEASE I LOVE HOTCH AS A FATHER

-”are you okay?” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

-OH MY GOD THE CASE WITH THE FATHER AS A SURGEON IS A PARALELL TO HOTCH AND JACK!! IVE NEVER NOTICED BEFORE

-”what’s jack gonna remember about me in 10 years?” THAT YOU’RE A SUPERHERO

-GOT THE CHILLS, even though i know what’s gonna happen it still gives me the chills, that’s amazing writing people. one of the best first episodes of a season if you ask me