So here are some real, officially licensed Pokemon cards... And I think that they're neat as hell! :D
Hey, Pokemon Company? Can you please make more cards like these? I don't know if there are more Pokemon cards outside of these two collections that are essentially parodies of famous historical works of art, but honestly I just think that these two collections are the neatest thing! I would LOVE to own cards like these! Please make more!
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Left to Right: Wild Geese Flying under the Full Moon, Snowy Gorge, Hibiscus Mutabilis and Long-Tailed Bird
Utagawa Hiroshige (1797–1858)
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January Requiem
*Written January 2020 Under The Name; Seasons In Braken*
It’s cold.
Not freezing yet.
The snow won’t come until deep winter, for now it is steady rain.
Cold rain.
Everyday we chase the heels of winter, caught in late fall, waiting, anticipating, but we only run as fast as time flies.
The lot of us gather around the stand, begging to eat, to fill us on this empty day.
I hold the bar in my hands. Thin, flaky crust encircles a tart mash of fruit.
It’s been too long for it to keep its homemade charm, now only a product of metal and plastic.
The fruits here are so different.
In the fall a rainbow of apples and honey-sour pears fill the isles of the harvest festival. We laugh as we fill our cups with warm cider over and over again.
It burns the tongue, and tastes like spice, but it is a tradition here.
In the winter nothing grows, even the pine trees look bare.
But in spring the berries fill the forest. Salmonberries, blueberries, huckleberries, boisonberries, lingonberries, they are everywhere.
You can walk through the the woods to any hidden grove, and fill your hands with sweet goodness until they stain.
In the tangle of the thicket bracken the blackberries and raspberries grow.
The thorns cut and bite, but you bite back, and sit by a swampy pond, watching the light fall through the leaves.
In the summer it is hot enough to free yourself.
You can run circles in a creamy sundress, wildflowers set in sun kissed hair.
The fruit is strawberries. They grow on the mountainside. It isn’t even cold up there, just damp and dim, and green.
The flowers are gone from the plants by August, and the buds long, long, gone, turned to bushy bundles with green, green, leaves.
Strawberry lemonade and honeydew on the table. The watermelon isn’t from here, nor the peaches and the sun.
It’s all borrowed, temporary.
It’s not so bad where it’s warm.
Humid, sticky air in the summer. Mosquitos everywhere.
The rest of the year you can dream about snow, but it won’t come close.
In the last week of May it pours down there I’ve heard.
Here it rains for days upon end.
Soaking the cold into the bone, until you’re numb and your eyes can’t close.
Down there it rains hard as knives for ten minutes, and then it’s done, dried up by the hour.
Here the puddles overstay their welcome, even in the hot of July, when fire licks the air, the mud still stays.
Stupid mud.
In the warm lands they fear September. When for one month the wind roars, and they cower.
They whisper of the geese. That when the birds fly south they bring the wind on their wings, cold wind.
And when they land and the cold meets warm, they scream.
The wind starts out a useless tumbleweed, and then a swirling dust. Then it flies across the dusty plains, blowing everything away.
The geese bring a storm of dry thunder, rainless lightning.
Silent summer turns to fearful fall.
They say those folks are real superstitious, afraid.
Always.
They start at a black cat, a piece of the night come to drink the day.
And broken mirrors, because they can’t live without their vanity, those selfish people.
I’ve never seen a mirror.
And here I am hidden in these cold hills.
We all are.
But we have so much more to fear.
A sea that walks on land.
An earth that refuses to sleep.
A mountain the cries fire and ash, choking up flame as we sleep.
And sleep.
Sleep is harder here.
At the ocean I lie in the sand, and drift off to the waves in the cold, dark sea.
But not here, in these lost hills, these forgotten valleys, so north, so dark, so cold, cold, cold.
My skin turns paper white, and my eyes ice blue. I can’t move, I’m trapped, and anything warm stings to touch.
I am awake.
No thoughts in my head, no light in my eyes.
Staring out the window at the round, white moon.
I feel like a star you cannot see in the sky, and so none of us can sleep.
Not here, where in wind and the rain is our blood, and the salty, briny sea, our inky black tears.
It hurts to much to cry when we are coated in our regrets and each sudden movement makes my heart stop.
On the solstices I remember celebration.
Winter.
Yule.
December.
Cold.
I can never say cold enough.
But now a bonfire burns through the bare bone grey of winter.
We wear coats as thick as bear’s fur.
Our hair is silver, and braided thin, thin, thin.
The songs I learn on this day make me shiver.
Old, ancient songs for the moon and the warriors that lived so long ago.
Of fjords full of ice and mountains full of snow.
Of the owls and the wolves, and cold, cold, nights.
In the summer the solstice does not make me lie awake in the same way of winter.
Instead, I don a lacey white dress, nothing underneath but slim skin and bare feet.
My hair is honey gold, and loose, crowned with a wreath of roses and tulips.
Yellow and pink.
It is just my sisters now.
Not my kin, but girls I share my blood with.
We dance in golden woods.
The gloaming calls us, and a fire burns everywhere.
The stars are bright, and we do wild things.
That is what keeps me awake.
But it is summer, and we are in love.
In love together, and with the moon and the woods, and the flowers on the mossy ground.
This is season.
And feeling.
Emotion.
Cold.
Hot.
Gold.
Silver.
The contrasts of life.
And I remember them all
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Sobre supper's ready, la obra magnánima del rock progresivo.
Una piedra angular en la historia del rock progresivo, Supper’s Ready encontró que este género aún en desarrollo estaba apunto de alcanzar su apogeo. Había habido pistas de álbumes de dos dígitos de longitud antes, no menos la propia The Musical Box de 10 minutos de Genesis, pero nada tan conceptualmente épico, tan ambiciosamente ejecutado como Supper’s Ready. Construido a partir de siete partes distintas que forman un conjunto musical irregular, instantáneamente se convirtió en quizás la aventura musical más famosa e influyente en un género y luego estalló en sus bancos creativos con pistas clásicas de todos los tiempos: la plantilla para el adornado, clásico influenciado, lisérgicamente -cargada, heroicamente tonta, peculiarmente inglesa variedad de rock progresivo que luego gobernó el mundo. Según el tecladista Tony Banks: “Cuando lo comenzamos, pensamos que estábamos escribiendo una especie de seguimiento de The Musical Box, y todo iba bastante bien. Luego tuvimos esta canción bonita y bonita, Willow Farm, por sí sola, y pensamos, ¿qué pasaría si de repente pasáramos a esa secuencia de acordes descendentes y feos? Nadie lo estaría esperando. Y una vez que nos metimos en eso, pensamos, bueno, estamos aquí ahora, continuemos, con libertad, y veamos a dónde nos lleva. Cuando reunimos todo y lo escuchamos por primera vez, dijimos: "Oh, esto es bastante bueno". Sin embargo, el ex guitarrista de Genesis, Steve Hackett, insiste ahora en que no estaba convencido de que fuera una buena idea: "Pensé, nadie va a comprar esto, porque es demasiado largo". Las referencias [líricas] son demasiado remotas. Es totalmente ambiguo. Pensé que la primera vez [el jefe de Charisma Records] Tony Stratton-Smith escuchó que iba a decir: 'Lo siento, muchachos, se acabó el juego, se canceló el contrato, recibirán noticias de nuestros abogados' ". En cambio, fue Stratton-Smith quien alentó positivamente a la banda a llevar su música lo más lejos posible, según el productor de Foxtrot David Hitchcock. Al ver su papel como "esencialmente un facilitador", Hitchcock dice que su mayor contribución a la canción fue "explicando que no tenían que tocarla todo el tiempo para grabarla, que podíamos hacerlo sección por sección, con fundidos cruzados y ediciones, luego póngalo todo junto más tarde. Eso les permitió concentrarse durante los tres o cuatro minutos de cada sección, y obtener el mejor rendimiento posible, al mismo tiempo que les permitió traer diferentes sonidos para cada sección, en lugar de reproducirlos directamente con un sonido largo y homogéneo ".
La presión también estaba sobre la banda para encontrar éxitos en las listas. "No en el sentido de hacer que suenen más comerciales", dice Hitchcock, "sino en el sentido de llevar lo que hicieron lo más lejos posible". Las tensiones en el estudio eran abundantes. "Principalmente entre Tony y Peter", dice Hitchcock. "No hubo grandes reventones, solo mucho enfado". Cuando Gabriel comenzó a cantar sobre el solo de teclado en la sección titulada Apocalypse In 9⁄8, Banks admite: “Estaba enojado. "¡Estás cantando en mi bit!" Entonces me di cuenta de que ahora tenía toda la emoción que habíamos estado tratando de crear, especialmente la sección "Seis, seis, seis". Tienes mucho drama en los acordes, entonces lo que hizo en la parte superior lo llevó a otro nivel. Sí, ese medio minuto más o menos es nuestro pico ". La otra gran batalla que Gabriel ganó fue por la letra. "Todos estábamos involucrados como letristas en Foxtrot per se", dice Hackett, "pero Pete insistió en escribir todas las letras para Supper’s Ready". Posteriormente se difundió el rumor de que el núcleo de la narrativa lírica se basaba en una experiencia "sobrenatural" que Gabriel había vivido con su entonces esposa Jill; que Gabriel había estado convencido de que estaba poseída y blandía una cruz improvisada con velas, a lo que ella reaccionó violentamente. Según Hackett, sin embargo, la situación era probablemente más prosaica. "Creo que ha habido un cierto consumo de drogas. Creo que estaba teniendo un mal viaje en un momento dado, y que Pete y un amigo lograron convencerla y sacarla de los horrores o lo que fuera. Así que eso es parte de lo que trata la canción, pero en cierto modo hay una especie de implicación de redención que va con eso
Walking across the sitting-room, I turn the television off
Sitting beside you, I look into your eyes
As the sound of motorcars fades in the night time
I swear I saw your face change, it didn't seem quite right
And it's hello babe, with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true
Coming closer with our eyes, a distance falls around our bodies
Out in the garden, the moon seems very bright
Six saintly shrouded men move across the lawn slowly
The seventh walks in front with a cross held high in hand
And it's hey babe your supper's waiting for you
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true?
I've been so far from here
Far from your warm arms
It's good to feel you again
It's been a long long time
Hasn't it?
I know a farmer who looks after the farm
With water clear, he cares for all his harvest
I know a fireman who looks after the fire
You, can't you see he's fooled you all
Yes, he's here again
Can't you see he's fooled you all?
Share his peace, sign the lease
He's a supersonic scientist
He's the guaranteed eternal sanctuary man
Look, look into my mouth he cries
And all the children lost down many paths
I bet my life you'll walk inside
Hand in hand
Gland in gland
With a spoonful of miracle
He's the guaranteed eternal sanctuary
We will rock you, rock you little snake
We will keep you snug and warm
Wearing feelings on our faces while our faces took a rest
We walked across the fields to see the children of the West
But we saw a host of dark skinned warriors standing still below the ground
Waiting for battle
The fight's begun, they've been released
Killing foe for peace, bang, bang, bang
Bang, bang, bang
And they've given me a wonderful potion
'Cause I cannot contain my emotion
And even though I'm feeling good
Something tells me I'd better activate my prayer capsule
Today's a day to celebrate, the foe have met their fate
The order for rejoicing and dancing has come from our warlord
Wandering in the chaos the battle has left
We climb up the mountain of human flesh
To a plateau of green grass, and green trees full of life
A young figure sits still by a pool
He's been stamped "Human Bacon" by some butchery tool
He is you
Social Security took care of this lad
We watch in reverence, as Narcissus is turned to a flower
A flower?
If you go down to Willow Farm
To look for butterflies, flutterbyes, gutterflies
Open your eyes, it's full of surprise
Everyone lies like the fox on the rocks
And the musical box
Oh, there's Mum and Dad, and good and bad
And everyone's happy to be here
There's Winston Churchill dressed in drag
He used to be a British flag, plastic bag, what a drag
The frog was a prince
The prince was a brick, the brick was an egg, the egg was a bird
(Fly away you sweet little thing, they're hard on your tail)
Hadn't you heard? (they're going to change you into a human being!)
Yes, we're happy as fish and gorgeous as geese
And wonderfully clean in the morning
We've got everything, we're growing everything
We've got some in, we've got some out
We've got some wild things floating about
Everyone, we're changing everyone
You name them all, we've had them here
And the real stars are still to appear
(All change!)
Feel your body melt
Mum to mud to mad to dad
Dad diddley office, Dad diddley office
You're all full of ball
Dad to dam to dumb to mum
Mum diddley washing, Mum diddley washing
You're all full of ball
Let me hear your lies, we're living this up to the eyes
Ooh, aah, na-na-na
Momma I want you now
And as you listen to my voice
To look for hidden doors, tidy floors, more applause
You've been here all the time
Like it or not, like what you got
You're under the soil (the soil, the soil)
Yes, deep in the soil (the soil, the soil, the soil!)
So we'll end with a whistle and end with a bang
And all of us fit in our places
With the guards of Magog, swarming around
The Pied Piper takes his children underground
Dragons coming out of the sea
Shimmering silver head of wisdom looking at me
He brings down the fire from the skies
You can tell he's doing well by the look in human eyes
Better not compromise, it won't be easy
666 is no longer alone
He's getting out the marrow in your backbone
And the seven trumpets blowing sweet rock and roll
Gonna blow right down inside your soul
Pythagoras with the looking glass reflects the full moon
In blood, he's writing the lyrics of a brand-new tune
And it's hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true?
I've been so far from here, far from your loving arms
Now I'm back again
And babe, it's gonna work out fine
Can't you feel our souls ignite?
Shedding ever-changing colours
In the darkness of the fading night
Like the river joins the ocean
As the germ in a seed grows
We have finally been freed to get back home
There's an angel standing in the sun
And he's crying with a loud voice
"This is the supper of the mighty one"
Lord of Lords, King of Kings
Has returned to lead his children home
To take them to the new Jerusalem
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Genesis - Supper's Ready
I. Lover's Leap
Walking across the sitting-room, I turn the television off
Sitting beside you, I look into your eyes
As the sound of motor cars fades in the night time
I swear I saw your face change, it didn't seem quite right
And it's, hello, babe, with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey, my baby, don't you know our love is true
Coming closer with our eyes, a distance falls around our bodies
Out in the garden, the moon seems very bright
Six saintly shrouded men move across the lawn slowly
The seventh walks in front with a cross held high in hand
And it's, hey, babe, your supper's waiting for you
Hey, my baby, don't you know our love is true
I've been so far from here
Far from your loving arms
It's good to feel you again
It's been a long, long time, hasn't it?
II. The Guaranteed Eternal Sanctuary Man
I know a farmer who looks after the farm
With water clear, he cares for all his harvest
I know a fireman who looks after the fire
Can't you see he's fooled you all
Yes, he's here again
Can't you see he's fooled you all
Share his peace, sign the lease.
He's a supersonic scientist
He's the guaranteed eternal sanctuary man
Look, look into my mouth he cries
And all the children lost down many paths
I bet my life you'll walk inside
Hand in hand, gland in gland
With a spoonful of miracle
He's the guaranteed eternal sanctuary
We will rock you, rock you little snake
We will keep you snug and warm
III. Ikhnaton and Itsacon and their Band of Merry Men
Wearing feelings on our faces while our faces took a rest
We walked across the fields to see the children of the West
But we saw a host of dark skinned warriors
Standing still below the ground
Waiting for battle
The fight's begun, they've been released
Killing foe for peace, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang
And they're giving me a wonderful potion
'Cause I cannot contain my emotion
And even though I'm feeling good
Something tells me I'd better activate my prayer capsule
Today's a day to celebrate, the foe have met their fate.
The order for rejoicing and dancing has come from our warlord.
IV. How Dare I Be so Beautiful?
Wandering in the chaos the battle has left
We climb up the mountain of human flesh
To a plateau of green grass and green trees full of life
A young figure sits still by a pool
He's been stamped "Human Bacon" by some butchery tool
He is you
Social security took care of this lad
We watch in reverence, as Narcissus is turned to a flower
A flower?
V. Willow Farm
If you go down to Willow Farm
To look for butterflies, flutterbyes, gutterflies
Open your eyes, it's full of surprise, everyone lies
Like the fox on the rocks and the musical box
There's Mum and Dad and good and bad
And everyone's happy to be here
There's Winston Churchill dressed in drag
He used to be a British flag, plastic bag, what a drag
The frog was a prince, the prince was a brick
The brick was an egg, the egg was a bird
(Fly away you sweet little thing, they're hard on your tail)
Hadn't you heard?
(They're going to change you into a human being)
Yes, we're happy as fish and gorgeous as geese
And wonderfully clean in the morning
We've got everything, we're growing everything
We've got some in, we've got some out
We've got some wild things floating about
Everyone, we're changing everyone
You name them all, we've had them here
And the real stars are still to appear
All change
Feel your body melt
Mum to mud to mad to dad
Dad diddley office, Dad diddley office
You're all full of ball
Dad to dam to dum to mum
Mum diddley washing, Mum diddley washing
You're all full of ball
Let me hear you lies
We're living this up to the eyes
Momma I want you now
And as you listen to my voice
To look for hidden doors, tidy floors, more applause
You've been here all the time
Like it or not, like what you got
You're under the soil
(The soil, the soil)
Yes, deep in the soil
(The soil, the soil, the soil, the soil)
So we'll end with a whistle and end with a bang
And all of us fit in our places
VI. Apocalypse in 9/8 (Co-starring the Delicious Talents of Gabble Ratchet)
With the guards of Magog, swarming around
The Pied Piper takes his children underground
Dragons coming out of the sea
Shimmering silver head of wisdom looking at me
He brings down the fire from the skies
You can tell he's doing well by the look in human eyes
Better not compromise, it won't be easy
666 is no longer alone
He's getting out the marrow in your back bone
And the seven trumpets blowing sweet rock and roll
Gonna blow right down inside your soul
Pythagoras with the looking glass reflects the full moon
In blood, he's writing the lyrics of a brand new tune
And it's, hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey, my baby, don't you know our love is true
I've been so far from here, far from your loving arms
Now I'm back again and, babe, it's gonna work out fine
VII. As Sure as Eggs is Eggs (Aching Men's Feet)
Can't you feel our souls ignite
Shedding ever changing colors in the darkness of the fading night
Like the river joins the ocean, as the germ in a seed grows
We have finally been freed to get back home
There's an Angel standing in the sun
And He's crying with a loud voice
"This is the supper of the mighty One"
The Lord of Lords, King of Kings
Has returned to lead His children home
To take them to the new Jerusalem
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*An essay a week in 2017*
I haven’t been able to write for days. For two long weeks, I haven’t been able to write anything beyond a few sentences. Fragments.
Something is shifting in me. This something is heavy and dark and painful. This something is necessary..but shit, it’s so much when we’re in the shifting.
“…Transformation has some very harrowing phases. This full moon will exaggerate all that gets in the way of the balance we need to strike . This full moon illuminates the truth that balance isn’t static.
“Balance is a constant state of recalibration.” Chani Nicholas: Today’s Full Moon in Libra: Beauty Bound
Yesterday, on my deck, after hours on my couch, I wrote this:
There is a hole where my words are. In the hole lives grief. Stealth and quiet with the fury of winds that can destroy. Annihilate. It is warm in NYC. I am on my deck smelling and tasting spring. Wondering when these seeds will blossom like those on the tree that peek into my window. Just yesterday they were tight in their buds. Today they are busting green. Aflame like my envy.
My hands cannot grip a pen. Those lines on the page stare. I grab my phone. I finally rise from where my body has made indentations in the cushions. They rise slowly, searching for space to be full.
Me…I miss my brother.
***
Today, I went to The Women Writers of Color group’s final installment of this year’s Breakaway Writing Workshop Series. The featured artist was Yesenia Montilla, who led a generative writing workshop inspired by women writers of color. She had us read poems by Brigit Pegeen Kelly, Aracelis Girmay, Valzhyna Mort, Mary Oliver, Audre Lorde, Laurie Ann Guerrero, and Natalie Diaz. After each poem, she gave us prompts and had us write for ten minutes. It was magical and hard and wrenching and necessary. So fuckin necessary.
***
Yesenia started by talking about duende, the term Lorca is said to have stolen from the gypsies of Spain. Duende is the idea of creating art that comes from darkness, from the ground, from the connection of the bottom of the feet to the earth. It is art created from the body.
Lorca visited Harlem in the turn of the 20th century. That’s where he first heard blues, which he said was the closest thing to duende he’d ever heard.
Yesenia had us hear Kathleen Battle singing “Summertime” at the Met. Then she had us hear the Janis Joplin cover of the same song.
The idea here is that there are two places an artist pulls from, and Battle and Joplin were examples of both.
Battle pulls from the ethereal. From the heavens. “A voice from God,” Yesenia said.
Joplin pulls from the soles of her feet. Her voice is gravelly and gritty. She is tapping into her ache.
My discovery: I pull from my feet. From the mother that is earth. I pull from my pain, like Joplin. I listened to her sing as I typed this.
***
I bought a new journal at an art supply store steps away from Pratt where the workshop was held. I bought new pens. Paid $10 for a mechanical pencil. 10 fuckin dollars for a pencil?
I was inviting duende. Calling duende. I know that now.
Truth is I thought I’d left all my pens at home. I chastised myself on the train. If you know me, you know that I only write with the blue Pilot Precise V5. I found it in the fall of my freshman year at Columbia, back in ’93. I’ve been writing with it since. I thought: How can I write without my pen? I sulked. Then I thought: “I’ll find one.” Sure enough I did. Later, I found that I had brought a pen. It was tucked into The Body Keeps the Score, which I’ve been reading slowly and quietly, digesting the mirror it holds up, annotating it heavily.
***
Inspiration: “Song” by Brigit Pegeen Kelly
Prompt: Start writing using the few words of the poem: “Listen: there was…”
Listen: there was a girl
lost in the woods
lost in the spring
the earth just beginning to burst
with life… the wet of it a
pungent, mossy smell in
the girl’s nostrils… she searched
for the hawk whose cry
she heard loud through
the canopy.. She thought
she felt the whisper of
a wing on her cheek, but
when she turned, nothing
was there… just trees and
brambles and bushes
not yet fully green but
trying for life… reaching
for it…
She walked on, this girl
who was lost in the
woods… she followed
trails that had been
made by the feet of
souls long gone… they
too lost… they too,
searching…
She, this lost girl, stayed
off the paved paths… she
didn’t/doesn’t trust
paths laid down by men…
she needed to feel the
dirty under her feet, she
needed to be cut by the
thorns that tore at her
bare legs…
Listen: this girl who is
lost, felt a hand on her
shoulder. She turned
around quickly, “Who’s
there?” she yelled. The wind
shook the trees. A blossom,
only days old and still
trying for life, fell at her
feet. She picked it up,
sniffed its sweetness
and walked on…
She came to a river.
There, she stripped down
to her underwear, and
walked into the water.
She felt something pull
her head back, a soft
tugging. “This is a baptism,”
she thought, as the
water rushed into her ears.
She opened her eyes
and saw her,
blurry,
hair dancing in the
current.
“Hija,” she mouthed, bubbles
floating out of her mouth.
The girl reached, cried
out, “Mamá.” She
swallowed water,
gagged as she felt a
push from the soles of
her feet, pushing her
body up so she could breathe…
When she came to, she was
on the shore.
Her dress back on her body.
A garland of flowers
on her head.
***
Inspiration: “Kingdom Animalia” by Aracelis Girmay
Prompt: How do we imagine loss? How do we process death? Start with a line from the poem: “One day, not today, not now, we will be gone from this earth…”
In the red woods where
they took me that first day,
when my brother died,
I looked up at the
trees, their long, hairy
trunks… I learned that
these trees entangle their
roots with one another to
keep themselves upright…
These giants can’t be giant
without other giants…
I think of my brother.
I think of the last words
he said to me: “You have to
go write our stories, sis.”
I think of my second mom Millie, who
when I told her on her death
bed, “Millie, I think I
wanna write a book,” she
propped herself up on that
arm that was perpetually
swollen after the
mastectomy, and said:
“Pero negra, you’ve always
been a writer.”
In some forests, trees keep
stumps alive by feeding them sugar through their
roots.
One day, I will be gone.
I know this… I don’t
want to. I think:
“What will I leave my
daughter?”
What did my brother
leave me? Permission.
What did my Millie
leave me? Validation.
What will I leave my
nena? Stories. Love.
The knowledge that I
loved her like my mother
couldn’t, wouldn’t love
me…
I leave her knowing
that she will hurt,
she will ache, and with
that, she can make
sancocho that will/
can feed.
She must gather her own
viandas, herbs and meats
to make her own sancocho.
Mamá will leave her
the broth.
***
Inspiration: “Belarusian I” by Valzhyna Mort
Prompts: This love loved to visit us… -or- I was born with… (An Argentinian poet wrote “I was born with red lipstick on…”)
I was born with sugar
on my lips.
Crystallized and syrupy,
I was born with honey
on my lips.
But mommy was no bee.
Mom was salt and glacier.
Mom was too much
vinagre in sofrito.
Mommy was a love song
on Super KQ —
one of those corta venas
ballads that she scream sang,
her head thrown back,
the King Pine scent
snaking up her legs,
underneath her bata…
to where I came into
the world…
This girl who was born
with honey on her lips.
But didn’t I tell you
Mommy was no bee?
She’d swat them away
with her heavy,
little hands.
She’d go to their hives and
snatch them out,
her skin impervious to
their sting.
She pulled their wings
off and cackled as they
cried… scurrying over
the earth they were
made to fly over.
I am the girl born
with honey on her lips
to a mother who
killed bees…
I have spent my
life trying to lick that
honey off. To banish it
from me. An exorcism…
But bee killers smell
honey from far away.
Their sense of smell keen
Iike a dog’s.
They smell honey and
think — kill,
think — destroy.
These days I am building
a hive for this honey
on my lips that I was
born with. I watch
over it, tending and
coddling. This hive.
These lips…
***
Inspiration: “Wild Geese” by Mary Oliver
Prompt: Think about forgiveness and accepting forgiveness. Who have you not forgiven? Imagine the day you forgive that someone. -or- A blue door appears in the room. You go through it…
(I didn’t want to think about forgiveness. I wanted to stay mad…so, of course, she who I have not forgiven showed up, despite my resistance.)
Blue door beckons and says:
“Come.”
The words like a growl,
teeth clenched and grinding.
It calls to me.
I should be scared but
I’m not.
I was born with sugar on
my lips, pero that
was a front. Honey
to hide the growl in my
throat, the howl like the
sirens that coaxed so many
men to their deaths.
Beyond the door is a
field, there are flowers
of all variety and color, they
sway in the soft wind.
They are like whispers
beneath my bare feet.
I’m not surprised when
I feel the roots start
to tangle around my
ankles. They pull at me.
They snare.
I look down and I see her–
the weaver.
She who I want to but
can’t forgive.
I grit my teeth, the
siren crawls out of
my throat. I want to
whirlpool her.
I wonder how that happens —
how you can go from loving
someone and protecting them
to wanting to destroy
them.
To curling your lips when
you speak their name, and
so you don’t. That poison
doesn’t mix with your honey.
You think of the girl you were
who invited betrayal
and disloyalty because you
didn’t love yourself.
Couldn’t.
This was before you grew
to own that honey.
And even now, some days,
when the roots wrap
around your ankles and
pull, the thorns dig in
and you begin to bleed,
heavy drops beading
into the earth. You
let your skin be sacrifice.
You drip honey into the open
wounds.
You call your siren back into the
flower of your throat.
You look back at the blue
door and smile.
“Remember,” she whispers
back at you. “Remember.”
***
Inspiration: “From the House of Yemanjá” by Audre Lorde
Prompt: Think of mother figures. Think of the gods and goddesses we worship. Write an open letter to him or her.
Diosa,
Mi madre is my alter
and my abyss…
Why did you give me this
mother who could never
love me?
Was there no other way to teach me
these lessons I need to learn
in this lifetime?
Could the lesson not be
gentler?
Don’t answer that.
I know.
I am one who learns through
trials.
I have to drag my body across
fire stores, feel their scarring,
ripping at my
organs.
This is the way for us girls
born with honey on our lips.
Pero, mamá, madre eres, why
could you not gift me a mother
who could love?
My mother is
TNT.
She is dynamite.
She detonates
and erupts.
She destroys everything…
but me.
Me — she couldn’t.
Me — I didn’t let her.
My mother
whose body knows the
claws of rape,
who knows the fangs of hunger.
My mother who has wished
for death since she was 15 —
my mother…
I sit like her
One knee propped under my chin
The other leg tucked underneath.
I hum like her,
absentmindedly,
while I cook and clean and
stare off,
into nothing.
Here, but not.
I didn’t know this until I was 40,
after having left her house
at 13…
I carry my mother under
my fingernails
like dirt…
This woman who is TNT.
***
Yesenia gave us time to share one piece we’d produced that day. One writer, a beautiful young woman with a hoop in her nose and tattoos on her arms, prefaced her piece with: “This poem is about my mother. All my poems are about my mother.”
And I said “Yasss.” And I felt that shame and anger in my body move and subside…that exhaustion with the altar and abyss that is my mother.
Why the fuck do I always have to write about my mother?
***
I listened to Janis Joplin as I typed this. In the gravel that is her voice, I saw myself, this woman who pulls from her ache in her joints, from the earth, from the soles of her feet…
Today, duende pulled at the siren in my throat. Today, duende grabbed and yanked at my pen. Today I surrendered to duende, and I’m so glad that I did.
Thank you Yesenia Montilla. You be magic, sis. Word.
Relentless Files — Week 66 (#52essays2017 Week 13) *An essay a week in 2017* I haven’t been able to write for days. For two long weeks, I haven’t been able to write anything beyond a few sentences.
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Genesis - Supper's Ready - Illustrated
lyrics:
I. Lover's Leap
Walking across the sitting-room, I turn the television off
Sitting beside you, I look into your eyes
As the sound of motor cars fades in the night time
I swear I saw your face change, it didn't seem quite right
And it's, hello, babe, with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey, my baby, don't you know our love is true
Coming closer with our eyes, a distance falls around our bodies
Out in the garden, the moon seems very bright
Six saintly shrouded men move across the lawn slowly
The seventh walks in front with a cross held high in hand
And it's, hey, babe, your supper's waiting for you
Hey, my baby, don't you know our love is true
I've been so far from here
Far from your loving arms
It's good to feel you again
It's been a long, long time, hasn't it?
II. The Guaranteed Eternal Sanctuary Man
I know a farmer who looks after the farm
With water clear, he cares for all his harvest
I know a fireman who looks after the fire
Can't you see he's fooled you all
Yes, he's here again
Can't you see he's fooled you all
Share his peace, sign the lease.
He's a supersonic scientist
He's the guaranteed eternal sanctuary man
Look, look into my mouth he cries
And all the children lost down many paths
I bet my life you'll walk inside
Hand in hand, gland in gland
With a spoonful of miracle
He's the guaranteed eternal sanctuary
We will rock you, rock you little snake
We will keep you snug and warm
III. Ikhnaton and Itsacon and their Band of Merry Men
Wearing feelings on our faces while our faces took a rest
We walked across the fields to see the children of the West
But we saw a host of dark skinned warriors
Standing still below the ground
Waiting for battle
The fight's begun, they've been released
Killing foe for peace, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang
And they're giving me a wonderful potion
'Cause I cannot contain my emotion
And even though I'm feeling good
Something tells me I'd better activate my prayer capsule
Today's a day to celebrate, the foe have met their fate.
The order for rejoicing and dancing has come from our warlord.
IV. How Dare I Be so Beautiful?
Wandering in the chaos the battle has left
We climb up the mountain of human flesh
To a plateau of green grass and green trees full of life
A young figure sits still by a pool
He's been stamped "Human Bacon" by some butchery tool
He is you
Social security took care of this lad
We watch in reverence, as Narcissus is turned to a flower
A flower?
V. Willow Farm
If you go down to Willow Farm
To look for butterflies, flutterbyes, gutterflies
Open your eyes, it's full of surprise, everyone lies
Like the fox on the rocks and the musical box
There's Mum and Dad and good and bad
And everyone's happy to be here
There's Winston Churchill dressed in drag
He used to be a British flag, plastic bag, what a drag
The frog was a prince, the prince was a brick
The brick was an egg, the egg was a bird
(Fly away you sweet little thing, they're hard on your tail)
Hadn't you heard?
(They're going to change you into a human being)
Yes, we're happy as fish and gorgeous as geese
And wonderfully clean in the morning
We've got everything, we're growing everything
We've got some in, we've got some out
We've got some wild things floating about
Everyone, we're changing everyone
You name them all, we've had them here
And the real stars are still to appear
All change
Feel your body melt
Mum to mud to mad to dad
Dad diddley office, Dad diddley office
You're all full of ball
Dad to dam to dum to mum
Mum diddley washing, Mum diddley washing
You're all full of ball
Let me hear you lies
We're living this up to the eyes
Momma I want you now
And as you listen to my voice
To look for hidden doors, tidy floors, more applause
You've been here all the time
Like it or not, like what you got
You're under the soil
(The soil, the soil)
Yes, deep in the soil
(The soil, the soil, the soil, the soil)
So we'll end with a whistle and end with a bang
And all of us fit in our places
VI. Apocalypse in 9/8 (Co-starring the Delicious Talents of Gabble Ratchet)
With the guards of Magog, swarming around
The Pied Piper takes his children underground
Dragons coming out of the sea
Shimmering silver head of wisdom looking at me
He brings down the fire from the skies
You can tell he's doing well by the look in human eyes
Better not compromise, it won't be easy
666 is no longer alone
He's getting out the marrow in your back bone
And the seven trumpets blowing sweet rock and roll
Gonna blow right down inside your soul
Pythagoras with the looking glass reflects the full moon
In blood, he's writing the lyrics of a brand new tune
And it's, hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey, my baby, don't you know our love is true
I've been so far from here, far from your loving arms
Now I'm back again and, babe, it's gonna work out fine
VII. As Sure as Eggs is Eggs (Aching Men's Feet)
Can't you feel our souls ignite
Shedding ever changing colors in the darkness of the fading night
Like the river joins the ocean, as the germ in a seed grows
We have finally been freed to get back home
There's an Angel standing in the sun
And He's crying with a loud voice
"This is the supper of the mighty One"
The Lord of Lords, King of Kings
Has returned to lead His children home
To take them to the new Jerusalem
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