okay but now i can't stop giggling at the thought of random times patrick is all looks out window *cue dramatic music* "i was human once" and ashley just in dumb love amused by her adorable psychopath . @americanedpsycho
I love cringe and I remembered my first ponysona, in 2015, made in MS paint with a deviantart base. Can't find the original drawing, but I remember it vividly and I doodled the ponysona from memory adhsdfgyhj
‘ you only view the world through your limited male gaze . there’s so much you’re missing . ’ / siena to anthony again ~
looking for alaska - accepting .
" well.. " he wasn't used to such impertinent manner — and quite honestly it flustered him ... greatly . (( fortunately for the clearing of his throat and straightening of his attire , he was able to help gather himself . )) " i can assure you everything is in order ... i am a man of promise .. many promises . " he had to redeem himself ! hurry up anthony ! he could never be weak ! ever ! and so his upfronted confidence is returned with the same familiar exhausting charm to hide and shield . a proud smile it was ! and then he was back . feeling better than ever now !
the thing is I was miserable and lonely for 2 and a half years because the only consistent friendship in my life ended in an abusive destructive fallout. i was lonely before that too but this was peak loneliness. now, identifying as trans is just beginning to give me community that i have never ever had before in my life and as i progress forward my sense of that is only going to get stronger. and having a new idea of myself and how i want to be seen has given me the energy to actually get out of my apartment for the first time since I was a kid. like i have something to look forward to for the first time in ages. i can't remember ever being excited about my own future like this, i mean maybe ever. and i feel like even if i try to explain this it will never be enough. because i will have bad days and these will prove that being trans is a choice that is making me miserable
ooc. thinking about modern chrom and how might he is perceived as dull& not fun because he is not into ... what young men his age would? he got a phone mind you, but he prefer to do things. name anything and he will try it; hiking, let's go, sky diving? sure lets go. diving? cool! camping for days in the wild or whatever, heck yeah lets try that. also him got sports group friends who would call for him to fill in their teams whenever they are out for a game. stray animals shelters watch out he is coming with three four animals he found on his jogging path. fun things? he does those too! like his og verse, he likes to play piano/ guitar (in modern) while Lissa or Emmeryn sing. u want to go to karaoke sure, he does not have a ...nice nice voice but he can still get some low notes lmao (still think about this. sugita san please listen to your mother and sign nicely skfjsdkjfs) what else what else... he is a fun guy if you ask him to join you he got you fam.