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#You get used to the idea that Africans die that West Asians die and that's just the way of the world. My g-d do you understand anything??
bijoumikhawal · 1 month
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"Biden is the best choice and he's actually really empathetic and reasonable but also you can't wait for a candidate that won't do genocide and war crimes because to become a presidential candidate you have to be willing to do that" see what you fundamentally don't understand is I'm not waiting for a candidate that won't do war crimes, because I know that. I cannot morally stomach this system, it's a joke to claim its democratic, and AMERICA DELENDA EST. this country is a plague on this Earth
#cipher talk#It's baffling because okay so you know how fucked up this is but you're behaving in a way that clearly indicates you want that this shambli#Disgusting empire to cling to life until after you're dead because it'd make /you/ uncomfortable and inconvenienced#To live through its destruction (the wealthier classes and more privileged experience lesser material changes in state collapse so long as#They aren't too highly ranked/involved in politics. A Sri Lankan wrote an article specifically addressing Americans about this)#It's so dehumanizing! People's blood is so cheap to you! You've just accepted its inevitable that genocide will happen!#Because of how the US operates! You can see no other future! It hardly matters to you!#You say this like the death of Palestinians of Yemenis of Syrians is someone else's dropped ice cream cone#You understand why people hate this country and you understand we deserve it but it just. Hardly matters to you#It feels like madness to watch this. It's disgusting#I keep thinking- it'd be so easy for you to justify my people being killed if violence broke out and it was in your favor#It's unlikely because. Well. America loves 'the church of the martyrs'#But you'd do it if that was favorable. You wouldn't think twice. You might feel a twinge in your heart but that's all#Because we aren't people to you!#We aren't all that important! Not important enough for you do anything more than 'well let's vote a blue in and do some protests'#What's a protest worth if you perpetuate the system and can't see a way out and don't try for a way out?#That's killing a man then putting flowers on his casket. It's /perverse/.#You get used to the idea that Africans die that West Asians die and that's just the way of the world. My g-d do you understand anything??#I watch necrosis take hold my parts of my culture and I watch every good person I know be ground to dust under a military regime#I talk to my friend who got drafted and is trans and may never come out because if they do they can get arrested as a 'prostitute'#I watch the wild hope for the future I was introduced to over radio at 9 years old wither#I watch people risk it anyway because just past the fence they can see they know there are people there#I watch my neighbor to the south crumble and weep because our hands are bloody and it's in part because we bloodied them for the west#And you just think that's how things are.#Fascist white death cult mindset
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Please note that who gets to be "white" is contextual to the center of ethnic power in each region.
Dark-skinned people of Asian, African and Indigenous descent will never be white in any part of the world and will always be vulnerable to white skinned people of European descent. (Excepting the times Japanese and some East Asian peoples with an adequate lack of melanin have been granted conditional whiteness.)
However, Slavs, white Jews, white Latinos, white Roma (white skinned and associated with European origins) are fully white in places where they hold ethnosupremacy and achieve/are granted conditional whiteness of varying levels and privileges in the US, Canada, South Africa and other white settler colonies, and some parts of Europe (Jewish South African settlers had no idea what side of the apartheid fence they would fall until the white Afrikaners made clear they were accepted).
Whiteness in the Western world is also entirely in the purview of the imperial core's narrative. In the Western lens, Eastern Europeans eternally hover between the fact of being white-skinned Europeans and being Orientalised due to their histories as colonies of Russia and Ottoman empire and their shared heritage with Asia Minor. Even the narratives of the Holocaust erase the genocide of Soviet Jewry. (That's right, in Soviet Russia the Holocaust had nothing to do with Jews, which is why Putin keeps accusing Zelensky of being a Nazi). The US and Western Europe's manufacturing of consent for NATO's military alliance with Ukraine at the outbreak of its war with Russia involved efforts to elevate them to full whiteness that were routinely hilarious because demystifying and de-exoticising them (is that a word?) revealed the extent to which they had been Othered, paternalised and exotified (lots of "omg they're humans just like us even though they live in a shitty second world country" stories especially from the UK, ntm journalists parachuting in and seemingly being surprised they had McDonald's and internet access. You could not make this stuff up). You can contrast this directly with how much of a shit they don't give about Armenians because they're Russian allies, even though Armenians are literally white in the US. It's why I have to roll my eyes at the "they care about Ukrainians because they're white" discourse. That's entirely backwards— Ukrainians are white because NATO is invested in them. Otherwise they'd just be another former Soviet Republic up to their usual "savage shenanigans" like the rest of the Eastern Bloc.
You'd think you couldn't pull this same trick with non-Europeans, except that Apartheid South Africa deemed Japanese "honorary whites" (much like Nazi Germany proclaimed them honorary Aryans), and then, hilariously, the rest of the East Asians because they were so pissed off about it. White Australia otoh kept them stubbornly out.
Otoh, Islam is fully and irrevocably racialized (associated with the Middle East even though like...nevermind), which is why Bosniaks and Turks will never be given even conditional whiteness, European or not.
Whatever the geo-political hemisphere, under the global influence of white supremacy, the capacity for the casual public to empathize with a person recedes with the rise of melanin in their appearance. This is why abolitionists used white passing Black Americans to drum up support for their cause among Europeans, why more people will always empathize with white Eastern Europeans, why anti-blackness is its own creature and Black people are so universally dehumanized that even people that care about atrocities in the Middle East pay scant attention to the horrors in Africa where the West and Israel are equally implicated. In the landscapes of our imaginations, the Western cultural hegemony has created the image of dark bodies into a faceless, uncontainable, seething hoarde born to suffer and die; lives stripped bare of names, personalities, agency, intelligence, homelands and dreams.
(Please note this blog is anti-genocide no matter the colour of their skin, by which I mean that what's happening in Ukraine is also one, and no amount of Zionists with their flag in their bios makes it any more acceptable for them to be colonized and slaughtered than it is for any of the several Black and brown people being subjected to the same right now. Human rights are not predicated on good behaviour, or else we'd all be dead.)
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amollion · 7 years
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Newcomers Pt 7
The Benemar swarmed across Terra almost completely unchecked, their sheer numbers and the suddenness of their attack meant the Humans were unprepared for such and assault and even though their orbital defence platforms reaped a bloody toll on their attackers the Benemar overwhelmed them. Still the Humans fought, determined to make the Benemar pay in blood for every inch of Terran soil they took and for every Human they killed the Benemar would loose a hundred of their warriors.
The Benemar focused their assault on the heavily populated area with little military presence, the bombardment form space alone killed millions before they even began landing their warriors to begin culling the population. But as the attack went on the Humans were able to mobilize more of their assets and the Benemar's advance began to slow. But they were still heavily outnumbered and out gunned, stalling is all the Human generals could really do.
High Chieftain Veetop sat upon his throne overlooking the planet below and watched it burn, it was as he thought, the Humans were weak and they ran from his armies and screamed as they were slaughtered. He wished he was down there but he had lost the bought with High Chieftain Beeqol so he was resigned to command the fleet.
The now slave Goolack was chained to his throne naked and forced to watch as his own warriors were now under the command of his rivals, his entire clan had been disgraced and disbanded but still he kept up the pretence that this will end badly for the Benemar.
“I wonder what Human slaves are like? I look forward to beating them into submission” High Chieftain Veetop said to himself, so far no Humans had been captured but there was still time, they had a number of outlining worlds and there were still billions left on their homeworld.
“They will not submit” Goolack said.
“Silence! You lost your right to ever speak again” he shouted hitting him.
“I shall show you how Benemar live, we do not let other races oppose us us, we conquer them!”
General Patton command the Terran defence force from an underground bunker hidden in the Antarctic, here he had access to the entire planets forces and his commanders and the picture was looking bleak at first look. But he had a plan and soon enough all the pieces would be in place, all that was needed was his reinforcements. He just hoped they would get there in time.
Outside the solar system the 8th army arrived and joined the task force that was gathering just outside of scanning range. Admiral Winston had wanted to attack the moment he arrived but General Patton had told him to wait, his captains were also getting impatient as the longer they waited to more people died.
“Are we really just going to wait here sir” Captain Clerk asked.
“Those are our orders, general Patton has superiority as he is the acting supreme commander and has some sort of plan in place” The Admiral replied and his tone betrayed that he did not like waiting either.
“But the longer we wait the more innocent people are dying!” Captain Kiev objected his thick Russian accent putting heavy meaning on his words.
“Do we at least know the situation on the ground sir?” Captain Williams asked polity.
“We know is the Benemar have landed close to 12 million troops but the figure may be more-”
“12 million!! There was only a fraction of the defence force on the planet” Kieve interrupted.
“Yes Captain and I would prefer if you did not interrupt me again” Admiral Winston said getting to his feet.
“Sorry sir”
“It's all right, I understand your frustration but as I was saying because of the large number of enemy troops our forces have fallen back to more defensible positions but we have strongholds on all major continents”
The captains all fell silent, they had no choice but to wait and have faith in their comrades on Terra to hold the line.
General Patton held on tight as another bomb landed on the surface above, somehow the Benemar had found his bunker and were trying to dig him out, the intent was to cut off the head and body will die.
“Put me through to the enemy fleet, I think it's we had a chat”
“Yes General” answered a com operator and he gave the thumbs up when the connection was made.
“This is General Abraham Patton of the Terran defence force”
The main monitor then shifted to show the bridge of the Benemar flagship, it was a dark and horrid place but sitting in his throne was the Benemar High Chieftain Veetop looking very pleased with himself.
“Ah General have you reconsidered my offer for your surrender?” he growled grinning all across his face.
“Actually I was going to ask if you wanted to surrender” he countered as another bomb hit.
High Chieftain Veetop gave a throaty laugh that almost sounded like he was going to choke and spat on the Benemar chained to his throne.
“Me? Surrender? Have you gone mad with fear Human”
“You really don't understand us at all do you?”
“I understand enough that your kind are weak and cowards, your world burns before me, your people are being enslaved and if you think I am going to surrender then you are clearly mad”
General Patton smiled “I guess then that your answer is no?”
“Naturally”
“Good” Patton cut the link and was put through to Admiral Winston.
“Admiral, you may begin your attack now, we are ready”
“About time!”
Patton smiled at his friends eagerness to get into the fighting and turned to his operators. “Are all systems ready?”
“Yes General, all platforms are powered and awaiting your order”
“Good, deploy the orbital guns and order the counter attack”
All across the planet the Humans suddenly stopped retreating and turned and fought back with every ounce of strength they could, all Benemar fronts began to encounter series resistance and could no longer advance. This sudden change In the Humans manner caught them of guard and many began falling back. But that was not all, underground and hidden from both scanners and prying eyes were huge bases, the ground parted to allow a cannon the size of a skyscraper to emerge and point up at the Benemar fleet above the planet.
“European gun ready”
“Mediterranean gun ready”
“Middle eastern gun ready”
“West and eastern Russian guns ready”
“Asian guns ready”
“Pacific guns ready”
“North and south American guns ready”
“African guns ready”
“All guns are deployed and ready to fire general”
General Patton gave a toothy smile as he imagined the Benemar's faces at the sudden appearance of these weapons, they had no idea what was coming. He gave a single order.
“Fire”
The guns recoil was massive but was built to withstand it, but the earth around it was kicked up and sent anything close by flying as the immense power created it's own shock wave. They were fast to reload too and could fire a single shell every ten seconds.
“High Chief we are detecting in coming fore from the surface”
“Impossible, no gun has the power to fire from the surface of a planet”
Just as he finished speaking one of the shells struck his ship, it was only a glancing hit but it destroyed a third of their port side guns, but the shell did not stop it continued on and struck and destroyed a cruiser that was close by the flagship.
The entire Benemar fleet came under fire, with thousands of ships in orbit it was impossible for the Humans to miss even if they tried, the Benemar captains panicked and tried to avoid this incoming fire but in the confusion they collided with each other.
“High Chieftain, we are being torn to shreds we must withdraw”
“I told you this was going to happen” Goolack laughed and was quickly shot by the High Chieftain.
“Pull the fleet back out of range!”
“More ships have appeared behind us!”
“Who's!!!” he demanded to know as if he did not already know.
“Its the Humans”
“How many?!”
The Benemar sensor operator did not respond.
“I asked you how many?!”
The operator slowly turned “2064”
High Chieftain Veetop froze, that was almost the number of fleets in the entire Benemar fleet, and he only had half it under his command. “Get me High Chieftain Beeqol!”
“I can't he's dead, all of our forces are being overrun or are in retreat order is breaking down”
Veetop screamed in frustration.
Admiral Winston stood on his bridge watching the main monitor and the Benemar fleet desperately trying to get out of range of the orbital guns, he grinned as he saw what Patton was planning. The catch them between a rock and hard place.
“All ships, target the Benemar forces and engage on my command”
He quickly got his confirmations from his captains.
“2nd army fleet The Barons reporting ready”
“8th army fleet The Desert Rats ready”
“9th army fleet The Heavens Wrath ready”
In total there were 12 fleets in this task force under Admiral Winston and like Patton he gave one order.
“Fire”
If the fire from the planet was considered bad the fore from the fleet was catastrophic, the two points of fore tore the Benemar ships apart, those that were not destroyed by the opening barrage tried to make a run for it past the Human fleet. They too were shredded under multiple broadsides and their escape pods destroyed, there were to be no survivors.
The battle engagement last only a few scant hours but int hat time, close to 50 million Benemar were dead...none had been able to escape and no word got back to heir home world of what had happened.
“Your timing is excellent as always Admiral” Patton congratulated.
“As is your planning, well done”
“So I guess your men will need some rest?”
“Oh no, we have been attacked and this is a declaration of war” Admiral Winston grinned,
“To the Benemar homeworld then?” General Patton said.
“To the Benemar homeworld”
Bento Prime satellites detected incoming ships and rejoiced at the returning of their fleet, they prepared to welcome home their conquering hero's
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Kolbroek – Chinese, New Zealand, and English Connections 2 December 2019 By: Eben van Tonder
Featured image:  A Kunekune pig from New Zealand
Previous article on the Kolbroek:
In Search of the Origins of the Kolbroek
Introduction
In the previous article, we examined the theory that the Kolbroek came from the Colebrook, an English East Indian vessel that sank along the Cape Hangklip coast at Kogelbay in 1778. The idea that they swam ashore and became the nucleus of the Kolbroek is disputed in many circles but seems to be the most plausible possibility. My theory is that as the animals swam ashore, they were received by slaves living in what is called Dappas Gat, a large cave overlooking Kogel bay. That slaves actually received the pigs ashore and reared them, maintaining them as a homogenous unit, is a romantic possibility. The slaves could even have helped the survivors who made it safely onto the shore and supplied them with food and drink. Half the people on the small boat drowned when it capsized in the surf on the rocks. The sight must have been miserable!
If the slaves assisted the shipwrecked sailors, the pigs may have been given to them as a gift by the survivors. This is an even more romantic possibility that must be borne out by facts. However it happened, the animals made it to land and became the nucleus of what we today know as the Kolbroek breed. I like the slave option, but there could have been, of course, other possibilities such as one of the farmers who arrived days after the ships sinking.
The Chinese link of the Kolbroek must be further elucidated because in many old circles they were referred to as Chinese pigs. If they did indeed come from the Colebrook, how did Chinese pigs get on the ship? The ship did, after all, sail from England to the Far East (India and China) and not the other way around. In this article, I deal with this intriguing question.
A compendium of Afrikaans words by Van der Merwe, from the middle 1800s, gives the following definition for Kolbroek. Afrikaans words started to appear in the dialect in South Africa, but the language of the early to mid 1800s was still unmistaken Dutch. It gives the definition of the new Afrikaans word, Kolbroek as, “Kolbroek, of Snees vark, kortpootig Sineesch varken, aldus genoemd naar Colebrook, die het alhier invoerde. De Slamschen noemen het vark en het langpootige varken swyn.” It translates as follows, “Kolbroek or or Snees pig (abbreviated form of Chinese pig), short-legged Sineesch pig (Chinese pig, this time the full word), thus named after Colebrook, who introduced it here. The Slamschen (Slams, a derogatory word used to refer to Islamic; Malay; Mohammedan; Moslem; Muslim) call the pig and the long-legged pig swyn (swine). ” (http://www.majstro.com/)
The Plot Thickens
I am feeling completely out of my depth and the more I learn about the subject matter of breeding pigs and developing a race, the more insecure I feel! I have, however, never been put off by complicated subject matters!  🙂 When I visited Dr. Danie Visser, he gave me a nugget of information. He suggested that I also look at the Kunekune pigs from New Zealand. According to him, the Kunekune and the Kolbroek are closely related.
Let me show you what he meant. Compare the Kunekune photos, courtesy of the Empire Kunekune Pig Association of New York (https://www.ekpa.org/).
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Compare these with the Kolbroek, photos with the courtesy of Zenzele farm (http://www.zenzelefarm.com/Kolbroek.html).
The resemblance is uncanny. We added two important chess pieces to the board namely the Chinese link and the close tie between the Kolbroek and the Kunekune of New Zealand. Is it possible that the Kolbroek came to the Cape of Good Hope and that in essence the same pigs (group) also arrived at the shores of New Zealand? These intriguing questions invaded my mind and are not letting me go.
Uniting the Kolbroek, the Kunekune, the English East Indian Company, and China
An obvious link between the Kunekune, the Kolbroek, and China from the 1700s is the English East Indian Company and possibly the English navy. The English East Indian Company is the most obvious organisation of that time who facilitated trade between England and China. It makes sense that they were responsible for populating England with Chinese pigs. It also stands to reason that it was an English East Indian ship that was responsible for ferrying the fletching nucleus of pigs of what would become the Kolbroek to Kogel Bay at Cape Hangklip where runaway slaves possibly took over the small herd and were responsible for initially preserving them.
If the Kunekune came to New Zealand around the same time and also from an English East Indian ship or from the English navy; if the New Zealand pigs were also taken on board from Gravesend as the evidence seems to suggest was the case with the Kolbroek pigs; if the pigs were not breed-pigs like the Berkshire or the Buckinghamshire but, as I suspect, village pigs from Kent; this will explain the Chinese connection and how these seemingly very close relatives made it to both South Africa and New Zealand. One would expect to find evidence in the genetic makeup of the breeds, both Chinese and European origins.
Considering the facts before us leads to this very intriguing and neat conclusion and would settle the matter of the origins of the Kolbroek based on the strong similarities between the Kolbroek and the Kunekune. It would preclude the possibility that the Kolbroek “evolved” through a complicated cross bearding of Chinese or Portuguese, Spanish or Dutch breeds with South African wild boars or even warthogs. Let’s delve into the facts.
China
Around eight thousand years ago, pigs in China made a transition from wind animals to the farm. They started living off scraps of food from human settlements. Humans penned them up and started feeding them which removed the evolutionary pressure they had as wild animals living in the forest. They were bred by humans instead of being left in the forests to breed naturally and to find for themselves. This led to an animal that is round, pale, short-legged, pot-bellied with traditional regional breeding preferences that persist to this day. (White, 2011)
Yu, et al (2013), reports that there are 88 indigenous breeds of pigs in China today.  They investigated the origin and evolution of Chinese pigs using complete mitochondrial genomic sequences (mtDNA) from Asian and European domestic pigs and wild boars. “Thirty primer pairs were designed to determine the mtDNA sequences of, Xiang pig, Large White, Lantang, Jinhua, and Pietrain.” (Yu, 2013)
This is a great place to start because it not only speaks directly to our topic of pigs in China and their relationship with those in the West, but it also introduces us to very important concepts for our study.
The first new concept is that of phylogenetics. “Phylogenetics is the study of the evolutionary history and relationships among individuals or groups of organisms (e.g. species, or populations). These relationships are discovered through phylogenetic inference methods that evaluate observed heritable traits, such as DNA sequences or morphology under a model of evolution of these traits. The result of these analyses is a phylogeny (also known as a phylogenetic tree)—a diagrammatic hypothesis about the history of the evolutionary relationships of a group of organisms.” (Biology online. Retrieved 15 February 2013.) Yu and his coworkers investigated the phylogenetic status of Chinese native pigs “by comparing the mtDNA sequences of complete coding regions and D-loop regions respectively amongst Asian breeds, European breeds, and wild boars. The analyzed results by two cluster methods contributed to the same conclusion that all pigs were classified into two major groups, European clade and Asian clade.” (Yu, 2013)
A clade is “a grouping that includes a common ancestor and all the descendants (living and extinct) of that ancestor. Using a phylogeny, it is easy to tell if a group of lineages forms a clade. Imagine clipping a single branch off the phylogeny — all of the organisms on that pruned branch make up a clade.” (https://evolution.berkeley.edu)
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A Clade, credit http://evolution.berkeley.edu)
It revealed that Chinese pigs were only recently diverged from each other and distinctly different from European pigs. Berkshire was clustered with Asian pigs and Chinese pigs were involved in the development of Berkshire breeding. The Malaysian wild boar had distant genetic relationships with European and Asian pigs. Jinhua and Lanyu pigs had more nucleotide diversity with Chinese pigs although they all belonged to the Asian major clade. Chinese domestic pigs were clustered with wild boars in Yangtze River region and South China.
In the West, the scavengers were treated differently than in China. There is evidence that they were initially exploited, as was the case in the far East, around 9000 to 10 000 years ago. The denser settlements of the Neolithic times in the fertile crescent did not pen the animals up but ejected them from their society. The pigs may have been a nuisance or competed with humans for scarce resources such as water. Genetic research shows that the first pig exploitation in Anatolia (around modern-day Turkey) “hit a dead end.” (White, 2011) Various European populations developed techniques of mast feeding (Mast being the fruit of forest trees and shrubs, such as acorns and other nuts). Herds were pushed into abandoned forests and feeding them on beechnuts and acorns that are of marginal value to humans. (White, 2011)
The practice of pannage, as it is called, is the releasing of livestock-pigs in a forest, so that they can feed on fallen acorns, beech mast, chestnuts or other nuts. Historically, it was a right or privilege granted to local people on common land or in royal forests. Interestingly, it was the exact same technique practiced at the Cape at the time when the Colebrook sank and is one of the reasons why I doubt that the Kolbroek would have remained a homogenous pig breed if they were initially taken in by a local farmer. The slave-hypothesis where the animals were kept in a confined space and fed by humans right from their arrival on African soil fits the scenario where slaves had to keep the animals under constant control in caves or at least, a small geographical area to avoid detection by the authorities who were looking to re-capture the slaves. The slaves did this, not only with pigs (which I assume) but also with other domesticated animals such as cattle (which we know for a fact).
The result of chasing animals into a forest to fend for themselves is that controlled breeding was very difficult, if not impossible. The pigs from the West remained long-legged, with ridges of bristles and residue tusks, keeping them fierce and agile like their wild ancestors as they continued to struggle against predators and the harshness of life in the wild. This correlates well with the Green quote from the previous article. He records Richter as reported by MacAdams that “pigs easily revert to wild state. . . and all over the world, there were droves living in forests and bush and raiding farms and plantations. They bred fast like guinea pigs mastered the law of the wild and move silently about their destructive business. After years of this life, they lost their civilised look and developed large heads with long snouts and narrow, arched backs. They were far more alert than farm pigs and more ferocious. Richter declares that they were almost as intelligent as the great apes. They became hairier and regained the colour and shape of their wild ancestors with stripes on their sides.” (Green, 1968) Pliny said in Roman times that “a few generations can turn a thoroughly domesticated breed into a fierce feral animal.” (White, 2011)
The introduction of Chinese breeds into Europe and Brittain was precipitated by changes in population and deforestation which became precursors for globalization. By the early 1600s, sty rising was encouraged by a shortage in mast forests and some improved breeding followed, especially in southeastern England. The rapid expansion of London gave rise to an increased in pigs as urban scavengers. Brewery and dairy waste in this part of England became the first sources of concentrated fodder for pigs. Agriculture manuals started to appear that advocated using these to supplement mast or replacing it altogether as a quick and effective way of fattening pigs. In addition to these, potatoes from the Columbian Exchange became a lifeline for the family hog who lost access to pannage. (White, 2011)
New stay raised pigs from around cities like Leicestershire and Northamptonshire at the end of the 1600s and early 1700s, in conjunction with the rapid development of English agriculture, provided the first improved English breed, particularly around Leicestershire. These animals served the growing London market as well as the British navy for fresh and salted pork. These animals were rounder and fattened more quickly than the pigs from medieval times. (White, 2011)
Chinese breeding stock arrived in England in the midst of these developments. Studies of mitochondrial DNA suggest that the earliest exchange took place around 1700. Certainly not much earlier. “More detailed examination of European and Chinese haplotypes find two separate introductions, each from a different Chinese variety, the one ancestral to the large white and Berkshire and the other to the later Swedish Landrace, Duroc, and Welsh. All these share more genetic material than they do with traditional European pigs.”
Thomas Bewick’s late 1700 engraving shows the Chinese pig breed in England ((White, 2011)
“As early as the 1720s writers began to note the growing presence of a small black Variety in England which appears to match contemporary descriptions of those Chinese and Southeast Asia pigs that had already excited the interest of travelers to the far East. The earliest definite statement that Chinese pigs had arrived in the West appears to come from the Swedish naturalist Osbeck writing in the 1750s, who compared them favourably with European scavenger varieties.” (White, 2011)
“It was the last years of the 1700s that provided the real breakthrough with the production of improved crossbreeds combining the larger frame of European pigs with the rounder body and faster weight gain of the Asian newcomers. By 1797 William Henry Hall’s New Encyclopedia notes how “the breed of pigs have been greatly improved, both in the harness of their nature and the goodness of their flesh, by the introduction of those commonly called Chinese, or Touquin.” (White, 2011)
The fourth edition Bylbeis’s General History of Quadrupeds in 1800 would expand its chapter on hogs to note how, “By a mixture of Chinese black swine with others of the large British breed, a kind has been produced that possesses many qualities superior to the original flock. They are very prolific, are sooner made fat than the larger kind, upon less provisions, and cut up, when killed, to more useful and convenient portions.” (White, 2011)
The new improved breed of the 1790s crossed the rounder body and shorter legs of the Chinese with the larger frame of the European hog.  (White, 2011)
What we achieved here was to place the development of the crossbreeds between Chinese and European breeds at a time before the Colebrook sailed for the Cape of Good Hope in 1778 and before the three visits of Cook to New Zealand, in 1769-70, 1773 and 1777.
Kunekune
We have already seen that the Kunekune and the Kolbroek can be one pig breed for all intent and purposes.   What is there that we know about the genetics of the Kunekune?  A paper was presented by Gongora, et al., at the 7th World Congress on Genetics Applied to Livestock Production, August 19-23, 2002, Montpellier, France, entitled Origins of the Kune Kune and Auckland Island Pigs in New Zealand.
They introduce their paper as follows, directly addressing the matters of interest to us.  “Migrating Polynesians first introduced pigs from Asia to the Pacific islands (Diamond, 1997), but it is not clear whether they reached New Zealand. European sailors and settlers introduced pigs into New Zealand in the 18th and 19th centuries, many of which became feral, but few records were kept of these introductions (Clarke and Dzieciolowski, 1991a; 1991b). It is believed that the European settlers introduced contemporary domestic animals originating either directly or indirectly from Europe (Challies, 1976).” (Gongora, 2002) It is this last possibility that is of interest to us.  If the DNA evidence supports this possibility, it opens up the link with the Kolbroek since both pigs with prominent Chinese in their DNA and both possibly originating from Europe.
The possibility that the Kunekune came from pigs that Captain Cook released on the South Island in 1773, obtained from Tonga and Tahiti, and, therefore, undoubtedly of Polynesian origin (Clarke and Dzieciolowski, 1991a) remains.  (Gongora, 2002)
Gongora, and coworkers et al. (2002) reports that the “unequivocal Asian origin of the Kune Kune mitochondrial sequence is consistent with the pigs being taken from Asia to New Zealand by the Polynesian ancestors of present day Maoris, but may be better supported by the well documented introduction of Polynesian pigs into New Zealand by Captain Cook in 1773.” (Gongora, 2002) This is, of course, the most obvious conclusion.
However, the possibility of the introduction of this Asian mitochondrial sequence via a European breed, which acquired Asian mitochondria by introgression in the 18th century in Europe is as good a possibility as the aforementioned. (Gongora, 2002)  Gongora says that “such introgression explains the clustering of the Large White and Berkshire sequences with Asian pigs” as can be seen from the graph below.
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Nucleotide substitutions and gaps found in 32 porcine mtDNA D-loop sequences.  The Kune Kune clusters with Asian domestic pigs, being most closely related to Chinese and Japanese breeds. The Auckland Island sequence clusters with domestic European breeds (Gongora, 2002)
“Analysis of additional Kune Kune sequences as well as more Polynesian sequences may help distinguish the first two possibilities from the third. Finding unambiguous Polynesian sequences may be difficult though, as Giuffra et al. (2000) found that a feral pig sequence from Cook Island in Polynesia clustered with European domestic pig sequences. Analyses of nuclear gene sequences in conjunction with mtDNA sequences will also help in discriminating between European and Asian origins as for the porcine GPIP gene in the study of Giuffra et al. (2000).  Analysis of microsatellite marker allele frequencies using the standard ISAG/FAO marker set (Li et al., 2000) will also assist in deciphering the relationships of these populations of pigs and are already underway for the Auckland Island population and are planned for the Kune Kune pigs. Jointly these studies will illuminate the history of Pacific island pigs, their geographic origins and genetic diversity.”  (Gongora, 2002)
They conclude by stating that “Kune Kune pigs have Asian mitochondrial DNA but at this stage we cannot distinguish between i) Polynesian introduction of Asian pigs, ii) European introduction of pigs from Asia/Polynesia or iii) introgression of Asian mtDNA into European pigs in Europe in 17th century and subsequent introduction of these “European” pigs into New Zealand.”  (Gongora, 2002)  The link with the Kolbroek may give a hint of what actually happened.
Links with Captain Cook
A cursory survey of Captain Cook and pigs confirm the fact that he released pigs on the islands.  He probably did this at more than one time.  The pigs could even have been from the Cape Of Good Hope.  On this 3rd voyage to New Zealand in 1776, he was met by a ship in Cape Town who accompanied him to New Zealand.  The ship was the Discovery, commanded by Charles Clerke. “The Discovery was the smallest of Cook’s ships and was manned by a crew of sixty-nine. The two ships were repaired and restocked with a large number of livestock and set off together for New Zealand ( December).”  (http://www.captcook-ne.co.uk)
We also know that pigs were sent to New Zealand from Australia.  In 1793, Governor King of Norfolk Island gave 12 pigs to Tukitahua, one of two northern Māori chiefs who had been kidnapped and taken to Norfolk Island. By 1795 only one animal was left. King then established relations with the northern chief Te Pahi, and sent a total of 56 pigs in three ships in 1804 and 1805. It is probably from these, and from being gifted between tribes, that pigs became established in the North Island. From 1805 Māori were trading pigs to Europeans.” (https://teara.govt.nz)
It is unlikely that the Kunekune came from animals that were merely “released” on the islands.  I also suspect that, as was the case along the South African coast, pigs that were given as a gift or traded were probably consumed.  There must have been a reason, planning, purpose and some instruction that accompanied the exchange of pigs into the hands of a leader who could command the breeding of the animals.  Such an example exists, and as we will see later, it relates to the one voyage of Cook that started at Gravesend.
“Two pigs were gifted to Māori by de Surville at Doubtless Bay in 1769. During Cook’s second and third voyages, a number of boars and sows were released – most in Queen Charlotte Sound, but two breeding pairs were given to the Hawke’s Bay chief Tuanui.” Cook’s first visit to Hawked Bay was in 1769 sailing in the Endeavour as part of his first Pacific voyage (1768-1771). “Wild pigs, in the South Island at least, may have originated from Cook’s voyages, and are generally known as Captain Cookers.”  (https://teara.govt.nz)  
Below is a portrait of Tuanui (also known as Rangituanui), principal chief of Ngati Hikatoa.  The drawing by W. Hodges. Engrav’d by Michel. Published Feb 1st 1777 by Wm. Strahan New Street, Shoe Lane, and Thos. Cadell in the Strand, London. No.LV. 1777
The fact that Cook gave him breeding pigs is very interesting.  There are accounts from New Zealand where Maori’s tried to pen up wild animals with no success.  A leader such as Tuanui is exactly the kind of exchange one would expect to develop into the Maori-pig or the Kunekune.
Oral Tradition
I have great respect for oral traditions.  Over the years I have seen how tenacious phrases and stories are over time, persists.  It seems to me that the shorter the phrase, the simpler it is to pass on and, oftentimes, the more revealing it is of an actual event.  This is more or less my approach with the Kolbroek and I was eager to see just how entrenched the theory is that Captain Cook released, not just any pig, but pigs from England on the shores of New Zealand that could have been the start of the Kunekune.
Searching through a database of newspapers, an internet search and working through different books and publications yielded the following
From The Age (Melbourn, Victoria, Australia) of 14 July 1939, it was reported that “when Captain Cook landed in New Zealand during one of his great voyages of discovery, he set free on the shore several pigs which had been brought all the way from England to provide fresh meat on the voyage.”   The wild pigs of New Zealand are according to the author, also descendants of the pigs that Cook released here.  The link with England is of particular interest.
The Courrier (Waterloo, Iowa), 7 April 1886 calls the Maori Pig, “a descendant of one of Captain Cooks Pigs it may be – a swine, black but not completely, ill-shaped and clumsy, but apparently a perfectly happy pig leading, as he does, the life of a free and independent gentlemen, as does his mater, the Maori landowner and rejoicing in the grubbing up of abundant and gratuitous fern roots.”   There is no reference to the pigs being from England and the author mentions the link between the Moari pig and Captain Cook as a possibility, but there can be little doubt we are talking about Kunekune here.
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The image above can easily be a young Kunekune.
The Gravesend Connection
The diary of events leading up to Cook’s first voyage gives us the connection with Gravesend.
Jul. 18 Mon. Pilot arrives to take Endeavour to the Downs. 21 Thu. Sails from Deptford for Gallions Reach. 30 Sat. Sails from Gallions Reach to Gravesend. 31 Sun. Sails from Gravesend. Aug. 3 Wed. Endeavour in the Downs. 7 Sun. Cook joins Endeavour to commence Voyage. 8 Mon. Sails for Plymouth.
(from https://www.captaincooksociety.com)
Cook’s second and third voyage was undertaken, not from Gravesend, but another location in Kent, The Downs.  This means that in 1768 Captain Cook took pigs on board the HMS Endeavour,  and in 1778, a mere 9 years later, the East Indiaman, Colebrook, took pigs on board from the exact same location in Kent.  Could these have been Chinese Pigs, crossed with the same large English breed, possibly from the same boar resulting in the Kolbroek and the Kunekune?
Conclusion
What a journey!  So many matters to consider.  This article, like my first one on the topic, In Search of the Origins of the Kolbroek, is done to lay the foundation and introduce all of us to the amazing world of pig genetics and domestication.  What is amazing to me is the human and animal drama, tightly woven together.  The best and the worst of humanity is touched upon in the quest.  By no means do I think that I achieved anything else but reveal my ignorance of history and genetics.  I soldier on!  It is fascinating! The amazing rabbit trails I wander down on, or should I rather call them pig trails!  🙂
My fertile imagination concocted the following hypothesis.  Village pigs at Gravesend in Kent, during the early 1700s, received a dominant pig boar that the villagers used to service their sows.  This boar was probably owned by a wealthy local landowner.   Beginning in the 1700s, Old English pig breeds were crossed with Chinese pigs, probably brought to English shores by the English East Indian Company.  The navy used Gravesend to stock their ships with livestock, as did the English East Indian Company.  Captain Cook took on board some of these pigs that managed to survive the journey without making it onto the sailers menu, all the way to New Zealand where they were given as a present to a powerful Maori chief who bred them. They later became the legendary Kunekune pigs.
It was the same kind of pigs that went aboard the East-Indiaman, the Colebrook, who sank off Cape Hangklip.  Pigs from the sinking ship swam ashore at Kogel Bay, was taken in by runaway slaves (drosters) and became the legendary Kolbroek breed of the Cape of Good Hope.
The breeds, as they exist today, share so many similarities that if one would simply look at them, one would say it is the same breed.  Much more work remains.  Evidence may prove reality to be far removed from my imagination, but look at what we learned!  I am stunned!
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https://teara.govt.nz/en/kai-pakeha-introduced-foods/page-1
https://evolution.berkeley.edu/evolibrary/search/imagedetail.php?id=260
http://www.captcook-ne.co.uk/ccne/timeline/voyage3.htm
The Age (Melbourn, Victoria, Australia) of 14 July 1939, p 5.
Biology online. Retrieved 15 February 2013.
The Courrier (Waterloo, Iowa), 7 April 1886
Gongora, J., Garkavenko, O., Moran, C..  2002.  From the 7th World Congress on Genetics Applied to Livestock Production, August 19-23, 2002, Montpellier, France, Paper entitled Origins of the Kune Kune and Auckland Island Pigs in New Zealand.
Green, G. L.. 1968. Full Many a Glorious Morning. Howard Timmins.
King, C. M.., Gaukroger, D. J., Ritchie, N. A. (Editors), 2015.  The Drama of Conservation, Springer.
Yu, G., Xiang, H., Wang, J., Zhao, X.. 08 March 2013, The phylogenetic status of typical Chinese native pigs: analyzed by Asian and European pig mitochondrial genome sequences. Journal of Animal Science and Biotechnology volume 4, Article number: 9 (2013).
White, S.. 2011. From Globalized Pig Breeds to Capitalist Pigs: A Study in Animal Cultures and Evolutionary History, Vol. 16, No. 1 (JANUARY 2011), pp. 94-120, Published by: Oxford University Press on behalf of Forest History Society and American Society for Environmental History, https://www.jstor.org/stable/23050648
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Tracing sickle cell back to one child, 7,300 years ago
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Image caption Sickle cells grow into crescent shapes, instead of the round red blood cells seen in people without the gene
New research suggests that the history of sickle-cell disease goes back to a mutation in just one person, a development researchers hope will make treatment less complicated for the many people who suffer from this painful illness. So how have they traced it and why does it matter?
The story of sickle-cell disease is, first and foremost, a study in how a good thing can come with bad consequences.
Once upon a time in what is now the Sahara desert, a child was born with heightened immunity to malaria – important because at the time, this part of Africa was wet and rainy and covered with forest.
It was a great habitat for mosquitoes, which carry malaria, a disease that these days kills one child every two minutes.
With a better chance against an illness that was a major killer, then as now, this child with the genetic mutation lived and had children, and those children spread out, all bolstered with extra defences against malaria and living for longer, and their descendants around the world still have those extra defences today, more than 250 generations later.
But here’s where the bad consequences come in.
If both your parents have that gene mutation, you can end up with sickle cell disease, which brings severe pain and other complications to its patients. These include shortness of breath, strokes and vision problems.
And people who inherit the gene from both parents do not have its protection against malaria.
In a study published on Thursday in the American Journal of Human Genetics, Daniel Shriner and Charles Rotimi from the Center for Research on Genomics and Global Health presented findings from analysing the genomes of nearly 3,000 people, 156 of whom had sickle cell. The researchers say they traced the mutation back for 7,300 years, and found it started with just one child.
Why does this matter? It helps with classification, Dr Rotimi says. He tells the BBC that it will give doctors “a better understanding of how to classify sickle patients in terms of disease severity”.
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What is sickle cell disease?
Sickle cell disease is a lifelong condition caused by a faulty gene that affects how red blood cells develop
SCD mainly affects people of African, Caribbean, Middle Eastern, eastern Mediterranean and Asian origin. It is the fastest-growing genetic disease in the UK, but most cases are in sub-Saharan Africa
According to the US Centers for Disease Control, sickle cell trait is common among people who live in areas where malaria is endemic
People with sickle cell are often at an increased risk of contracting serious infections or they could become anaemic, which is when red blood cells cannot carry enough oxygen around the body. This can cause tiredness and shortness of breath
Some patients have regular blood transfusions – usually every three to four weeks – as a form of treatment for the condition.
A year ago, a French teenager’s sickle cell disease was reversed using gene therapy – a rare and expensive treatment.
It is “imperative to use this new classification for improving our clinical care”, Dr Rotimi says, in Africa and around the world.
But Frederick B. Piel of Imperial College London has told the New York Times that he wants to see bigger studies to see if they come to the same conclusions.
For decades scientists have wondered whether the mutation happened just once, or whether it happened at different times in different places.
Sickle cells were first found in the US in people of African origin, but they are also common in people from the eastern Mediterranean (particularly Greece), the Middle East and parts of Asia.
Up until now, he says, “we’ve been labelling these various types using ethnolinguistic groups which really does not provide any clinical insight – those are just where the patient was first noted,” Dr Rotimi says.
Perhaps, researchers thought, there wasn’t just one “once upon a time”. Instead several children developed the advantage against malaria separately. So it happened once upon a time in Senegal, and once upon a time in Cameroon, and in Benin, and in the Central African Republic.
But Dr Shriner and Dr Rotimi found that the people they traced had very similar genetic mutations, with those in Kenya, Uganda, South Africa and the Central African Republic being so similar that they would fit a pattern of having been distributed by migrations of the Bantu people.
The Bantu, from West Africa, moved eastward and southward about 2,500 years ago.
BBC World Service – The Story of Africa, The Bantu Migration
So is Dr Rotimi certain of what his study has found?
At that question, he laughs out loud: “As a scientist it’s always a bad idea to say something is final. I never really take the position that this is the final answer.”
But, he says: “The information that we have now seems to make it quite clear that the multiple origin is not supported.”
And from a scientist, perhaps that is as close to “once upon a time” as we are going to get.
Bigger studies may or may not come up with the same results, but for now, the image endures of one lucky child with a very mixed global legacy.
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NELSON GEORGE IS a creator — and chronicler — of art in many forms. Over the course of a career spanning almost four decades, George has moved easily between journalism, history, novels, and filmmaking, producing over 20 books and 15 films. In addition to long stints with Billboard magazine and the Village Voice, he has published books about the music industry and African-American culture — including The Michael Jackson Story (1983), The Death of Rhythm and Blues (1988), Elevating the Game (1992), Buppies, B-Boys, Baps, & Bohos (1993), and Hip Hop America (1998).
George has also worked extensively in television and film. In 2007, he co-wrote and directed the HBO film Life Support, which earned Queen Latifah a Golden Globe. He has directed a number of documentaries, including A Ballerina’s Tale (2015), about the ballerina Misty Copeland, and Brooklyn Boheme (2011), a celebration of the vibrant black arts scene of the 1980s and 1990s in Fort Greene and Clinton Hill. He was also a writer/producer on the Netflix series The Get Down.
George has published three crime-fiction novels featuring D Hunter, a bodyguard turned investigator. To Funk and Die in LA is the fourth installment, and the first set in Los Angeles — specifically the vibrant, shifting areas of Koreatown and Crenshaw. D travels to Southern California to solve the murder of his grandfather, who was affectionately known as Big Danny. But as D digs into Big Danny’s past, he untangles a web of associations and secrets, some of which date back to Los Angeles’s civil unrest of 1992. D must decide which leads to pursue and which to leave alone, what to share with his family and what to keep to himself, all while pursuing a missing music icon and coping with his feelings for a Korean-American realtor who has closer ties to him than he knows.
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NINA REVOYR: Many of your books have been set in Brooklyn, where you live. What drew you to the idea of writing about Los Angeles? 
NELSON GEORGE: I have been traveling to Los Angeles for business since 1981 and have come to accept that it is actually my second home. I’ve lived in the city for several stints — most of 1981 and ’82, most of 2006 and 2014 — and have been back and forth between Los Angeles and New York in the years in between. I have friendships here that have endured 30 or more years. So I have seen L.A. transform, just as I have Brooklyn, and have memories of restaurants, scenes, and relationships that have ended. I’ve always found Los Angeles a complex place full of hidden mysteries and closed societies. It’s why it’s always been such a good film noir location — its length and variety challenge you as a visitor, and certainly as a writer, to look underneath the glamour to find its humanity. There is a lot of desperation in this city. People who come here seeking success or just access to the dream factory. When they don’t get what they sought or just get a taste of it, this can breed an anxiousness that can turn to internal or external anger. And, of course, navigating L.A. traffic is good way to rattle a person’s nerves. All in all a good town to find interesting characters in.
You’ve been a music writer, you’ve written novels and nonfiction, and you’ve also worked in television and movies. What are the joys or frustrations of working in these different forms? Are there things you can do in one form that you can’t do in others?
The core of any good story is someone seeking something and the things that help or prevent them from achieving it. I think that’s true in writing a profile of a singer, as well as a character in a TV show or movie and certainly a novel. Now each form requires internally a bunch of information, be it in music history or a three-act structure. I am one who believes a good storyteller can move work in any of these areas, but it will take time to make these transitions from form to form. I learned tons working with the writers on The Get Down. Not everything I learned was actually good! But the point isn’t perfection since that’s an impossible goal. The point is to explore process and to be able to see different ways to approach storytelling. If you are a writer, it’s fun to test your limits. As a human being, it’s absolutely essential. When you write you have to be like a child anyway. You have to be open to being playful and going outside your comfort zone. I’ve done that a lot in my career. I have definitely stumbled. But, end of the day, accepting the challenge is what enriches your life.
In a previous D Hunter novel, you tackled gentrification in Brooklyn. Now you’re taking on gentrification in Los Angeles — particularly areas like Crenshaw and Koreatown. How is gentrification similar or different between the two cities? 
Because of the population density of NYC and the spread out geography of Los Angeles, it’s hard to compare the two cities. What they do share is a sinking black community, rising Latino and Asian populations, and investment by banks and the city government in areas that were once red lined and ignored. Cities are living things with long histories of evolution and change. I think the changes to Los Angeles are more surprising since the racial segregation here was enforced by freeways that allowed whites to live full L.A. lives and never see where blacks, Mexicans, et cetera, lived. As the city has become more “urban” with the Metro’s growth, Uber, high-rise development, and rising housing prices a lot of those geographical barriers are disappearing. Koreatown, for example, was once a outlier in Los Angeles. Now it is one of the city’s most vibrant communities. It’s these changes in the city that I really tried to capture in To Funk and Die in LA.
To Funk and Die in LA — like the city itself — is a mix of people and cultures. It’s filled with characters of various races who sometimes clash, and other times cross racial lines for friendship and love. Do you see the racial mix of Los Angeles as emblematic of urban America? Or is there something particular and specific about L.A.? 
I think the black, Mexican, and Korean relations here are unique to Los Angeles. The traditional black communities abut Koreatown with Pico-Union on the other side. On Western Boulevard you see strip mall signage that’s in English, Korean, and Spanish. There are funk and soul parties in this town where there will be Mexicans spinning old R&B 45 singles for other Mexicans and hip-hop parties where Asian kids are old-school break dancing. So there’s a cultural mix here, especially east of Western, that strikes me as unique and that I find very stimulating.
Los Angeles’s last civil unrest — which serves as the historical underpinning of your book — happened 25 years ago. What do you see as the legacy of that period? And how does it compare to more recent events in Ferguson and Baltimore?
I was out here during the trial and then flew out here the morning after the [Rodney King] verdict. I remember sitting by the Mondrian Hotel pool and counting the fires visible from up there. I traveled down Western a few days after the curfew was lifted to see the destruction and debris. Between the O. J. trial and the uprising, Los Angeles was home base to events that laid bare the racial divisions in the country. Add to that the fierce gangsta rap records that came out during that period and the often brutal policies of that era’s LAPD and you have a historical epoch we, as a national culture, keep revisiting in documentaries and fiction. I think the scars are still here. I think the uprising is one of the reasons that the numbers of black Americans in this city have shrunk. I know that there used to be a very vibrant black nightlife scene in Hollywood, West Hollywood, and even Century City that is just gone. I think the fallout from the uprising has something to do with it. I do think Ferguson and Baltimore’s impact was magnified by the internet. There were literally hundreds of Rodney King videos made in those cities. The downside is that we’ve grown sadly used to police brutality on our smart phones.
The beat of music — past, present, and yet to be made — is everywhere in this book, and in your writing. You’ve also written about — among many other things — basketball players and dancers. Do you see commonalities between these various forms of expression?
I did a documentary on the great ballerina Misty Copeland and I did a 30 for 30 [ESPN] on Magic Johnson and I see both as athletes. In Misty’s case, she is an athlete artist. But the training and the physical sacrifice that comes with the glory is immense. Whether you are wearing ballet slippers or Nike sneakers these people push their bodies to incredible extremes and they don’t care — the joy of movement compels them.
I know it’s clichéd to talk about an investigator being a loner, but D does seem to have an existential loneliness, which is complicated by his HIV-positive status. The more we learn about his grandfather, Big Danny, the more we learn about Big Danny’s private losses. To what extent is these characters’ isolation a function of the broader human condition? How much of it is also related to things like health status, age, and race?
When I was younger, I felt my status as a writer made me an outsider even when it looked like I was in, whether it was hip-hop or Hollywood or a friend’s house. I spent so much of my time being an observer I isolated myself in many social situations. I think D is really product of me looking at what it’s like to be at the party but not of it. That’s actually the role of a bodyguard. To be in that social space but to be removed enough to spot danger and protect clients. I don’t quite feel that isolated anymore but D allows me to access that part of myself.
The book features several great female characters — including D’s Aunt Sheryl; Michelle Pak, the street-smart realtor who’s also D’s potential love interest; and the wonderfully named Serene Power. Where does D come by his appreciation for such strong, complex women?
I came up in a house full of forceful women and I love writing them. I don’t think of them as “women” characters so much as dynamic people. These women all have objectives in the story, goals that conflict with D’s. So it’s fun to have women who are not in the story to service D or just mirrors to reflect his manliness. They are there to get what they want and their scenes with D reflect their goals and not his. I think that’s why they are fun — because he doesn’t set their agenda and they will get what they want, whether he agrees to help or not. I don’t like women characters written without an inner drive.
Dr. Funk — the legendary musician who everyone is looking for — is a complicated character to say the least. Do you see his dissolution as a symptom of mental illness? As guilt or self-punishment for his past? Or something else? 
Dr. Funk is all the wild geniuses I’ve been lucky enough to meet over the course of my life. They come up with crazy ideas, marry them with skill, and, for a period of time, can move the culture or, at least, influence others who move the culture. But genius is not its own reward. It can burn itself out, it can be abused and it can be broken apart. Dr. Funk knows who he was. He knows that spark is still inside him. But he’s lost the will to be the person. He’s guilty about the chaos that his genius caused and doesn’t know how to make amends. He wanders the City of Angels alone, hiding his heart in plain sight.
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Nina Revoyr is the author, most recently, of Lost Canyon.
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SANTA  MARIA KINDERHEIM
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the gentle nuns cared for me much loved for ever by me I never forgot and send them letters and cards where ever I go what ever the english do to us I sent a Christmas greetings to my old first school there in beautiful Furstenzell in Bavaria no answer, so I sent another one and snail mail cards to the children's home as we kids held a christmas play back in '52 no answers, have they all died methought they always answer the tv has just put the answer over all mails have been blocked for weeks now all mail to your childhood home of many years have all been blocked too it says on this file which we have to use the stupid women who deal with the retarded that you have to make the Pakistanis community there your community, we do not want you outside of that we want to keep you contained there and all you say The germans who were paid by the lab St Barths it says on the file that you must forget the wonderful three ladies and your fifty sisters and brothers whose lives you shared in for those years paid lab germans specially chosen who have killed or for stupidity we were told by the jewish doctors you were desperate we were told to torture you remote to give you a break down so they could put you into a mental home and have you pinned down they even control whether you can go to China they want you to go to Russia and disappear there After the last war, anything any Jew says to us, we do as it was before the last war, for us nothing changes you Huns can try to fight for right but we can't the english paid us, we have to play their tune we wanted you to come to Germany we wanted to make some of it up to you that we have done to you and yours except when you were over here at University we robbed and tortured you too of thousands and thousands I thought you were sick or something the file said you were a monster..(you believe that?) So now again, the nuns arn't allowed a greeting nor the children of the Primary School at Furstenzell in Bavaria. Blow, means another visit! Oh and they think I am english as do so many, even China and think the english are wonderful because they like me! How can we stop you going to America and talking? ok Alyson, start painting...over television tv twetntieth December at midday ''Alyson has to paint all her (my) stuff then everyone else also copies it It is the life's work of a clever woman'' HARVEY MARGARET AND YOU
 Margaret was on the programme too on that awful attrocity of a machine at St Barths and so was Harvey as well as you unwilling prisoners the Princess and Charles (the Princess was asked she felt it was her civic duty the Prince likes different things) which therefore means the toilet cleaners and Asian health workers (now deemed experts) have access to the secret lives of all the top so Anna of the lab bossess now I quote: the most evil woman ever in humanity whose every action is evil dishonesty and criminality told to Harvey please have these drawings and use them for yourself this poor soul from whom they come is badly retarded and will be grateful if you use them as your own so since then Anna of the lab has been working hard with all her monsters to make us retarded and here I quote again is killing my family off one by one incase we are ever heard!
 THE PRESIDENT AND THE LAB
 All of us have used and abused our tiny family every one of us has robbed them every one of us tortures them mother nightly incessantly the crippled son incessantly the rest constantly (and I pray Oh God, why didn't you let the Russians ship us to Siberia instead of West to this) we rob them remote we torture them remote if they survive that's their good luck their bent doctor Jack put it the best if they die, they die from our torture remote if they live tomorrow we torture them again that was twenty plus years ago Father murdered son crippled the rest held back Three in the morning breaking sleep is their regular on the sound thrower Give the President the wink we at the lab are going to use all american tricks on what is left of this little family we have american imprints here so will play little american games for our own amusement on the victims and a new load of ''lessons'' are they real americans no, but we will put on all sorts of rubbish which we call a virtual reality world from our imprints which is supposed to confuse you but in the event it does not we call them lessons so they sound nicer and no guilt is felt by the sadistic torturers and killers we are training No respite No word will get through the dark young girl who was the last beast blocked all things everything sent to family and friends for days and weeks now She is amused that she has taken part in the major destruction of helpless, innocent human lives Tell the President when we are done we will send their lab the results of our torture, theft and sadism.... They were always loyal to Americans well they saved jews and rebuilt us so what does that mean to us or anybody.. Everyone and everything on the american machines will now appear on the London sadists lab and any trick will be performed over there no secrets of any sorts possible from a nation which prefers Muslims and its Pakistanis to hard working europeans who slaved and toiled for them all their lives.. The Americans have agreed everyone will reuse the work on the London machine illegally there from your (my) life's work paintings, poems, family stories, academic and creative The Canadians have been trying to catch this system for long enough send that wink to the american President
  FILM POLITICS
 All the B.B.C. is peopled by pretty honest chaps and regularly shows these fact people seem not to be able to take two and two makes four Churchill in his day for the war effort allowed film makers to portray Germans in any way at all to change the countries sway it was never rescinded Until world war one Germans had been seen docile, good natured chaps who worked hard. But then when the russians were needed Union-Labour members toured the workers of the land telling people that Ivan is really not so bad! So guys what you see in films is not real it is what a director deems fit to film for what ever reasons money or power or both The lab St Barths even made a film of me after their beaming looped all over the place They tell me a porn second rate starlet was paid a thousand to porn well, they could have used a first rate star at least! and put it through all powerful receivers world wide. but as porn is now common as muck who cares anyway. Then they fetched the Queen and the Prince to the lab to view what they were going to show world wide. The Queen they say went very white and froze and the Prince murmered ..very sexy Don't ask me, I haven't a clue, I havn't seen it but German research who felt sympathy for me paid to come to the lab to torment for them tried to keep me informed on latest steps on us discussed that it couldn't be me as genital hair was the wrong colour! (I think they guessed anyway but are scared of the jews of this country hence the country sends Briton and Curry to the E.U.) Now if they have to go to the bother of making films of ME!!! I now disbelieve all I see unless it is in the flesh! I do wonder what I do on it? They say if they can take one photo of you walking on the streets they can make a film of that. It is used to show the trainy researchers with a file so dirty it would make a porn magazine sweat which is rather funny as my nickname as a young wife by my ex's friend (separated from us by the lab like the Royal couple) was Little brown mouse! but as the file says I am dirty, stupid, slovenly, nymphomaniac greedy, loose, spotty, hairless, frigid, thief, child molester,Nazi and the rest (I know that one was the old M.P. they said) They take all sorts of weirdo characteristics and put them together for me to be punished for I quote now 'Is she climbs to the top which she could easily have done We'll be done for, all of us at St Barths' So I decided long ago that Black Magic is not dead the way they played debasement at Mass and other Services Weird behaviour, dirty smells all of it are used by this load of criminals and porn film makers What cowards our Royals are though we used to be Royal servants of our people They were a much better lot!
 AFRICA
 The lab St barths whird Mugabe as the english do just how much damage can he do.. and they whired africans over here too ''now the African has been given all your ideas with guarantees for selling'' this is between the english I know my dad the writer Semen Telewny taught me that Empires are evil people want to rule themselves and learn by their own mistakes he felt very strongly about this all I say is this.. to my many African friends who say, we like you but the Germans treated us not nice You no doubt do not know that the French who had had their Army in Germany for one hundred years brought in Senegalese soldiers to Germany these Soldiers not only raped hundreds of german women they also bit their throats through This was not told me by a German this was told my mother by a French Nun at her Convent in Bratislava She, though French, was disgusted the Germans did things for many reasons during Hitler's time and most were not an island they had a beginning which history likes to hide as they lost well, I am not a German and I am finding out just how brutal the english methods are.. and they tell me there is no use in running to France for safety as the French have no methods of sorting such international problems only Germany appears to have solicitors who can and might.... and before everyone gets emotional I am talking historical facts not film fantasy remember, we lost more than any of you helped to rebuild yous at your invite and what have yous done to us?
 EAST EUROPEANS
 'I am impressed with Anna bosses of lab St Barths Behavioural Science of east european things..' the ministry breathed well she should growled another she's killed enough of them in their accidents in the making to get their inside picture .. wey hey come to england slave for them to get rich to become a test product for Anna and her evil lab so sorry my dear , she breaths at me with sound throwers now you had your uses for me we used you all we do not consider you as humans but we do know how to do it secretly filling forms in everywhere as we go that's all it takes filling the appropriate forms and the Ukrainians got the chop I did say, she breaths at me I would correct things later the Ministry answered no need to bother though I no longer go to service them there anymore so we at the lab use a new severity of torture 'but that lot are all innocent of anything' came the answer yes, but we at St Barths are not! now put something brutal on the machine as if it were gangrene.. she tells her Pakstani boys the violinist son won't survive anyway so we might as well torment him to death.. yes, british born, british father and so on using Pakistanis to kill him slowly from a London lab all emails have been blocked but here is a letter to the USA to a Federal Prison No let it go.. why because she only writes of Christmas in Bavaria and G.I's No, we don't want them to know what we are doing really later she might get over there somehow the americans are starting a lobby against what we do here having seen us and Putin did it long ago (I saw it in China on computer Putin will sue anyone who tries any psychiatric tricks on him from this lab) and, answered the Paksitani swine of a murderer ' I thought the family was restrained' Oh no, we the lab restrain them and add alsorts of rubbish onto her(me) file One nice note the Indians are finding it too dirty, massive pay or not One Assif, is getting out He said, doing things like this how can I prepare for the next life and he is off their list of murderers.... but the Muslims with all their holiness continue though I teach Muslim children and advice Muslim women I personally think yes, it stinks as well as stings on me and mine the british want to see who low will these muslims fall for them for money with the deeds they do as they did in India... This morning sound throwers the Muslims have paved their own graves what they have suggested will be repeated and Alyson the woman who cannot paint nor write and is now selling like mad I quote it is part of the experiment to make idiots perform for the lab to get out of trouble has now mixed your family history with her own to sell to cover doctor Meyer and his family believe me this is how carefully planned it is one paper back writer used all my family's names and all the places I lived in in east London.. I wouldn't care if they didn't rob my stuff but they take all my years of work from my house The Asians are not bothering with anymore clever mix and match per Anna bossess St Barths they have discovered that the U.S. also has copies of what I have done and do and it can all be found and will be found later....
 POLITICAL POLITENESS
 political politeness is akin political correctness it skirts round rather than sorting used extensively by Brits 'the Germans we used in this will never know what we really saw thank you for your help'' ''She (me to you) was a problem to us at the lab'' (the lab should have gone to prison) The germans were given a file asked no questions believing all their conquerors are so fine only we germans are bad could have done such wrong in the past the british are all angels on earth Now you know why I do not want to go to Germany how ever often it has been suggested As Stalin said no answers to our accusations well put out a few more accusations this lab is an equal to Stalin any day and much worse as of Stalin people knew These politically correct, smiling murderers of St Barths lab no one thinks of as the evil doers they really are. No wonder one put on the sound the germans are more stupid than we had imagined. and the spinning goes on and on and on now put on her file she lost all her friends in prison (she's never been to prison..) and now put on her file they are all out of prison now -the lab put out an order the sons must be imprisoned years ago, no education allowed as they had been used as children remote by the lab so one got a two week sentence for speeding another got three months in a category B with murderers and rapists at eighteen years old for standing guard when friends pinched some films She writes to death row prisoners in the U.S. to support them it is their details continue the thieving of all her writings and paintings copy all her historical details to another friend of lab bossess she learnt from her parents who came to rebuild Britain after the war and helped us to become great again and that which she learnt at studies at Universities over the years I will write sort out sales and what you have to write as I have done for all the english failures who now sell for me at the lab so I can never be caught spinning spinning the country and the world from the lab... using political politeness as a front and no one guesses.
 DOCTOR DOCTOR
 doctor, doctor I hear voices don't worry it's just the machine at St Barths microsound messing doctor, doctor my cranium is so painful from all different angles at nights and my cortex is under some sort of pressure don't worry it is only the lab trying to weaken you using lasers and gama rays and turn you into a vegetable so they will have nothing to worry about any more. doctor, doctor I get the runs during lesson times, on buses, at meetings only don't worry it is only the lab pressing your gut by laser they call it having a laugh and do it to the retarded. None of that system are medically trained doctor, doctor for two months my breasts hurt like someone is hitting them don't worry it is only the lab hitting your mammary glands with the laser or rays, they'll continue to do that off and on continuously for years when a new one tries to give you cancer, they put cancer spores on your skin too. Goodness knows how you have survived. You and the violinist son have taken the brunt of their endless punishments. doctor, doctor my womb is in pain only during certain lesson times don't worry it is only the lab Asians putting on the womb nerve irritants rather ill informed chaps about anything especially medical matters putting on their particular form of torture. They are trying to get you to touch up some boy. (beyond normal mortals to understand) doctor, doctor I get these shakes of my head, and my skull seems to be pressing into my shoulders sometimes don't worry it is only the lab trying out alzheimers on you. They probably brush your eye nerves too, leaving you with blurred vision for a while Fun for them as you paint.. doctor, doctor my chest hurts don't worry it's just the stronium rays from St Barths on your sternum and lungs lots of deaths already from that one doctor, doctor I smell horrible smells and they say some of them, that I smell I am in the bath daily? don't worry it is just Anna bossess at the lab, she smokes and eats meat and so on, so the combination of chemicals makes her smell strongly..they intensify everyone's smell by millions activate your smell cells and put it on your wavelength and vice versa. I can assure you, you don't smell of anything and the lab asians cover themselves with perfume, which you don't so they are punishing you, being young men. doctor, doctor I have palpitations and a tight ring round my chest don't worry, it's just Anna and her girls and boys it's just the machine at St Barths and some of the foreign folk paid to come and experiment on british citizens illegal, banned and unworkable programmes from America with spite added. doctor, doctor I have occassional memory loss and you name it don't worry it is just the machine at the lab. they wipe occassional words from your mind as your mind is on the machine which is why they use your work constantly incase they are sued to disprove their crimes doctor, doctor the pain in my arm, you wouldn't believe such pain, even during lessons at Barnsley College don't worry, it must be the bulls at St Barths powdering your bones at your desk teaching and on the way there and back, that is why they block all establishment work in this country now for you and yours. doctor, doctor my hair came out in clumps, but only once in China don't worry, it was Felix visiting St Barths from Berlin, trying out range oh and they use that technique to threaten retarded patients to behave as they wish. doctor, doctor I have smallpox pustules all over me. They started just a week before I went to China. don't worry St Barths, (actually Guys knows but is saying nothing) was going to try it on the nation everywhere but decided it wasn't worth the bother for the number of deaths. doctor, doctor I have broken bones don't worry it's just St Barths playing their games break a bone here, break one there remote ready for war and the War Lords doctor, doctor I wrote to the medical council and they told me to see a doctor don't worry the medical council can't get that system over here. It is criminal law. Just try and live with it my dear until they kill you early from weakening processes carried out daily all night. I alone have given you two things you should see a doctor for.. 'now why should I see a doctor, it's from a machine, not a diseased body, take it off the machine.. even the Queen couldn't stop it The Lords condone it, so just live with it.. LAX LAW
 fetch all the unworkable programmes from the US of A let them pray we'll show them how it's done when we've won we'll tell until then we'll just sell all that is hers and sell and sell and sell whilst she sits teaching the next generation call using and selling hers by ours sponsored part of the experiment we don't commit crimes just experiments from labs on the People lax we are told means loose is not tight, is slack not strict or exact law you all know, some respect some do not are rules of conduct which were established for the nations to save them from anarchy and self destruction except the lab St Barths and Health Ministry who just ignore solicitors letters asking for at least an explanation return of stolen post and goods stolen by them to create new crimes and please will you finish this rubbish which the americans said was calous and cruel and therefore unworkable the seeking of justice in courts which the technology of St Barths blocks violaters of the law under the banner of experimentation the men actually tell me it was something else Anna the lab bossess was very unimportant but tried to become noticed and important and found by the lewidity and misconduct of a doctor a family which had once been places but do not crave power or notice remember the musicians of Belsen? It is an odd thing those who can and have do not have this adverse side to their natures not even under the baner of experimentation those who can and have have a pride in what THEY can do and do not need to rob the work of others nor surround themselves by copiers One should feel sorry for them if they left others alone but they seem to need to destroy all who are different and all who are real people and our lax laws do not prevent them destructive trail..
FREUD’S LEGACY
 from remote they now irritate every nerve in the female body especially the womb nerves no wonder the chinese banned Freud's books the dark side of medicine you wouldn't believe what they can and do pressing the cranium all last night just to train more sadists to commit more crimes on tax payers money the women and men who do this call it the frustrator no one can imagine without having it done how terrible it is they did it to the retarded now they do it to people outside the retarded screamed in pain the people outside don't they just suffer and are played with these little known technologies which have been in practice a long time since the sixties in fact are never blamed the sadists who use them get off free the Nations use them to further their own power Many women are wrongly 'heated' it is called the theory is that they should then sleep around it is used as a punishment to keep women in their order The dear Princess had it used on her too You (me to you) were wrongly heated you were beamed to the Big Apple whilst being heated the people in charge of this section of the lunatic fringe of 'research' are mainly jewish so cannot be charged with crimes Massive damages were due you so instead the lab St Barths turned it all round and used your family as lab rats unfortunately you were all clever and talented so we used you work as well as using you THey even listen to my lessons and use them too for two decades now. Americans showed the lab how not to get caught in these practices as the bossess had bedded them too, though they never pushed them to such sadistic levels St Barths admits this We now have our own British S. A. and KGB called St Barths Behavrioural Science staffed mainly by Muslims now doing as the jewish doctors have ordered trying to silence me. Though I am in an open prison but I am not retarded and we had all this before! All done by satelite from a lab stronium rays on a helpless population lasers blazing secretly across the nation just a few more deaths to our British Ministries as long as they are not their deaths, who cares Pandora's box is now wide open.
 THE DOMINO EFFECT
 All her Ministry guys, lovers say is Don't mess Anna as she kills and maims and robs The programme is soft porn from the doctors and labs imagination using imaging and all other devises to train these goons and hooligans for the State's murders It was and is a sick parody of what was once psychology no one checks if anything is true and all damages are done remote They punish the family then have to think of another crime for you the phrase 'too good to be on this earth really is true' The crimes are as todays Asian (we rolled three thousand out of her bank account for ourselves) 'is she still wearing short skirts' (I have never ever in my life worn short skirts!) They have orders to continue the tortures and invent new ones and to keep imprinting to add new people to their fantasy world I can't actually punish her (me) for anything she never does anything wrong so we invent the sins so we keep weaking punishment up constantly hoping she will die In the words of the former Grand Duke Andrew of Russia 'this affair inspires such passion on the part of the opposition They are afraid it might uncover what they are intentionally supressing develop frenzied activity to frustrate any enquiry they do not dare open this dossier to the public any investigation could be dangerous for them a scandal would be unavoidable certain people have mingled their bad intentions in this case but all are terrified now of the domino effect of setting us free from the machine and our jailers.. what have I done Anna blithely sighs to the men of the Ministry who don't know what she actually does in her lab murders, robs and destroys calling it all an experiment and sweetly answers it was only one family we all decided on a sacrifice for the nation!
 FREE FREEBEE ONCE ONLY
 from grossmisconduct to an opportunity repair despair impair little known technological secrets long used pull cull dull mull full beaming looping with Major and plager she'll just have to live with it the nation mustn't know now blow tear wear stare Blaire who doesn't care except for his own popularity not for the people deprive blight life trite the might and war lords look for loopholes and scoop poles gritting their revenge sins begin bring fling think Thatcher guessed, they've pressed couldn't do a thing so loudly sing and keep singing gift thrift drift sift and carry on sifting and sifting ordered L.A. brain waves translated all thoughts for the lab to nab round pound sound ground ordered prison sentences for her lads taken dad from the lab's bads, so sad and keep back the elder children Try fry cry Di... Programme made to die.. fly talk walk stalk balk talk and talk gotta talk... writers don't say, don't really play she just prays.. there really is no law at all it's sickening No one cares.
 ON A DARK NIGHT
 Saturday was black, wet and dismal walking from teaching language and literature through the alley of mother's flat there in Firth Park on the Pennine Way hooded midgets in expensive gear drooping baggy jeans and swarthy skins only one lamp lit the alleyway a group of young men with bags wet and glistening passing by me shouted out 'she needn't think she's getting this stuff back' laughing loudly at me which is the method the lab favours for telling of its crimes tonight New Year's day night, returning from mother's flat she's ninety one in a few days yet the research beasts still use her and son, whom they hammer mercilessly two Pakistanis stood on either side of the alley opening said one to the other 'that was her stuff you wrote, wasn't it?'-' Yea' and laughter That is the method the research beasts favour because they were told by L.A. this method brings anger to its limit L.A. man is a jew and a homosexual they say Sad really, my grandparents saved jews from Hitler and my best friend was a homosexual man! Three days ago, at three a.m. on microsound the lab put on the whole area will be filled with her words sad how professionals teach the young to cheat and thieve the stuff the Pakistani wrote is of eastern european background to be copied as the jewish lab workers had used it to write stories in their own names to Women's World, Cosmopolitan and other magazines So if the jewesess and jews had committed crimes they have to ensure that everyone else also commits crimes, so their crimes seem less.
 THE KILLING MACHINE
 On the killing machine in the lab St Barths Human Research they have put my danger is water......... so dare I come over the pond to see all you guys..... and you know think about it if a man pulls a trigger he is the killer not the machine all the lab operatives doctors onwards are all proper murderers I can't swim I don't swim as a tiny tot my mum used to despair my pinny front was always wet prbably marry a drunk they all said the problem was definately water I just don't like water it's cold and wet and not too clean where ever it is water is my problem so says St Barths machine.
 THE WHITE MAN!
 In this rubbish which they call a trial the lab staff all of them trained criminals and murderers including their doctors ...today's orders go into the house rob the sketch book she did one day on a sunny day when she went to sit at the nearby Botanical Gardens if she locks it away steal anything else.. from the doctor who comes in daily... (I leave sketch books in a box so in the evening after work I can take out which one I want to continue to continue it, easily some of these, the lab thieves have stolen them) anyways, in this rubbish the part they call virtual reality (Anna the lab bossess makes such a wonderful non real world one of their idiots had put on the machine. Can't honestly say I agree! I could do better and I am nothing but a painter-teacher) they rubbish which works in the lab has to put on to the machine their deepest feelings theory: they abuse me by using my and my family's lives without being asked to or invited against our wishes and then abuse me by my having to listen to theirs and my God, are they rubbish! this one skull smasher and squeezer put on this: I do not know how to conceal my hatred for these white people I have to be with daily this guy gets a wage like the rest of us only dream of they get anything from being illegal to their insurances (because mine were robbed) ironed out by the white bossess (sorry I cannot call that a lady or a woman) they get family credit live in West London though they are not entitled get everything England has to commit crimes for the 'bossess' endlessly He cannot conceal his hatred for white people? yesterday at the Post Office a young Pakistani woman collecting her hundreds and hundreds of Benefits asked the asian post office clerk: you were open at Christmas? He answered : No she said 'you celebrated Christmas?' he looked sheepish 'well no' he said 'but you did' she retorted triumphantly 'the Post Office was closed! but it was open at Eid.' I nearly said this is still a Christian country you know then I realised that was rubbish too this Christian country with its jews at the top had had us committed to life torture and theft by the way I am not surprised as each new inmate came into the Concentration camps they were allowed a bag of stuff gangs in the camps robbed the new inmates (this is recorded..part of my studies West Ham Art College Library) I never repeat gossip only recorded things When our group.. the losers as the lab keeps calling us were sent East and West afterwards people went mad for a short time as my mother called it sex and such from nerves listen we all know about adrenalin and nerves which is what the evil lab plays with as people in this country are rather innocent very sheltered and apathetic ..and they talk about the chinese nanny state, pah!... but we did not rob our fellows systematically as did the jews their brethren I walked out of the Post Office I had heard enough though the white man has black moments he also had good moments and all nations kill and slaughter it is the nature of the male human animal and women who have too much maleness incidentally guys it is not necessary when a Catholic St Lucian and his wife refused to leave my home a Pakistani family with many children offered me a home for nine months they celebrated both the lady sagely told me what Christmas it is our founder's birthday on Dec 25th! we are celebrating birthdays In this clever way their chidren were also kept happy this lady would have spat at the skull squeezer whom the english elevate and she would have laughed at such stupidity! as would my friends were I lived at Jihad Headquarters. The stupid english again! In my household too we celebrate all things Roman and then two weeks later we celebrate everything again Byzantine as my dad, the writer, was a Greek Orthodox Me, I'd try to celebrate anything with anyone! let's all be happy and celebrate not make wars THE FAMILY
 Use the family for anything you want was the order series after series of illegal horror experiments robbery after robbery, costing us a small fortune torture on torture, without any way to complain destroying all in your paths..so sayeth the lab St Barths Behavioural Science to its 'helpers' The began using the boy when he was twelve having got the name of our family from a dirty minded family doctor who sent it to them in secret who had less sense than a street prostitute and thought himself modern and clever in thought with no idea of cultural or historical background which even children in the East would know Prison would await them so the lab tried the biggest bluff ever to have been tried in the history of man destruction before now destroy every member of the family before they realise and can complain they began with 'sibling' competitions which one would be the strongest they all must suffer to find out this answer then began the straight forward hammer after grandfathers operation surgeons hands guided by the lab machine they guided the boys now grown Order rang out from Anna and Steve, bosses of the lab make sure they get no schooling make sure they get a prison sentence somehow even if only speeding a thousand pounds for speeding, an accident or two in the making or two weeks in prison Drugs range across the land another game of testing to play make sure to guide his hand to a kill each time now add the BP hyper and the rest the lad has no idea one wont touch drugs after the lab remote torture thinks its the drugs the other goes in heavier trying to find relief in the drugs from the remote torture the old octogenarian mother imagines she has a tumour its where the Russian officers bashed my skull with a rifle she concludes she's too old to tell her of how the english play she just wouldn't understand and searches for KGB men wont listen when I tell her its the english not the KGB The violinist with so much skill and talent is the weakest and succumbs The lab Pakistanis start hammering he's dead anyway hammer him more The lad wont listen to his mum I tell him : know your community, your people go play your fiddle at the irish pubs they'll love you even in a wheelchair legless or what ever just strum that fiddle but the Pakistani heard and caused an accident cut through his hand only a small cut at first at the hospital the Pakistani doctor do exploratory we haven't been allowed medical help for two decades now only the lab interventions with its own corrupt quack They rip the hand open down to the wrist cut open three veins and muscles the lab Pakistanis laugh The stitches go bad the stitching is crooked his toes are black his hand ill matched and now has no feeling well mother dear, the Pakistanis jeer go tell him to play his irish fiddle now.. see what you can do how you can still save him we can do better we have more power we rule this land of yours now.. the fiddler sinks into deep depression it is impossible to explain I saved the other children but he is beyond me to save they make a beeline for him as with me and dad my dad the writer already dead me they keep trying to kill and he is parcelled with us....
 STRONIIUM RAYS
 I have kept my peace long enough never let it be said it was my silence ...now let is delete the cancerous material... we don't tell them it includes stronium rays guys, listen to me careful this is not a joke] this is one of the secrets of the nations please note I write, nations in plural most Presidents know I thought there might be one decent one amongst them it turned out to be the KGB man after all we had suffered there, nothing like here listen: on the evil machine they create a programme killing, raising or what ever the programme follows through and kills Is that the programmer or the machine is the question as for the reading of the brain charges I did find a flaw in the interpretation a person with a filthy mind and evil deeds interpretes innocent things in an evil way the innocent even interprete evil innocently but sadly the killers walk amongst us smarming and smiling as they hide what they do knowing what lies the media is being forced to write saying privately, I never knew England was quite so corrupt ..England will be victorious we will even beat the Yanks at their game... London has killed many, many on its programme using others as its red herring and tortured many... the Presidents all knew! two met their demise on the cancerous machine. I can weep no longer... just read when I tell you of it and believe all else seems nothing in comparison now I am pleased they let the Polish Pontiff die properly.
 THE SKULL PRESS
 the torture remote is quite mild at the moment compared to what has been the pressure on the brain and skull quite light but who thought of that one the Pakistani health workers and toilet cleaners their community has some odd shaped heads as many are long over in-bred in Pakistan they die at birth or lack of care here we give them every attention so they live long and useless lives so they Pakistani workers who are barely literate couldn't pass a Biology GCSE were allowed to use our bodies (''she/me to you, took the brunt of it'' they said) and press down, out, over and under my skull and guys, let me tell you, it is painful especially all night whilst sitting listening as I teach their commumities children to try to glean a little at least, hoping to become semi literate Esther Rantzen on the BBC we told that you wiggle around and we had given you assistance not the reverse The BBC were told it was a sort of sex experiment Frost was in it too, but not what they were really doing beaming porn actresses into their studio as me; in the labarynths of the BBC is a small studio where Syd does his corruptions and there can be no reverse of this so called trial we would be hanged or face life prison and the Ministries the next girl in has to repeat pressing glands nasty again wouldn't you think a 62 year old woman, ripped, with five kids had had enough of that, so to copy their kids thefts from me, they've now pinched my son's university computer stick with essays mine had photos of teaching in China microsound:we did a deal with the chinese from London and you were our red herrings for use on them ah, now the chinese, the brits had them on their screen and used the pupils and system remote whilst I was there as well as me, so now the pupils there tell me the Dean and nearly all staff have changed and miss, suddenly we have so many english teachers most come from Oxford, to a second rate private college I nearly fell over laughing but that is how they work use what I do then give the other used a special pressy! Yesterday they had said: the chinese will be held back Do you want to be ruled by the chinese what stupid, stupid leaders they now have but then lots of others in the system said the same! irritating my womb nerves at the moment trying to clear up to make ourselves look good we just wanted to train all and every staff member we have to be able to kill remote and to every crime on your helpless bodies and lives - you were chosen for your vulnerability and turned out to be a gold mine for friends and lab still copying, copying, copying to cover our staff's earlier copying we had even ripped open letters to use for our own use and it still continues now severely battering the violinist son said the Pakistani: well he's finished anyway so we can use what we want on him till he's finished though he is english and we are not, we can torment to his last days. The lab is asking for a family to be chosen for a gift for bravery. another of their tricks, things we should have they give to others with much pomp. to cover their using our little family and destroying us to death three down, three to go to kill. All paintings gone, jewish ones particularly to the neighbours and writings as the lab creates more thieves. Stupid as she can prove where she was anyway! to cover the three jewish doctors in this. Ah- the corrupt old island hasn't changed an iota.
THE PRINCE SNEERED
 On boxing night watching all the Royal television still a Royalist ofcourse with split mentality of sorts just like being a Pom brought up here can never be shaken off The Prince over the words we're rich sneered Now the lab has played my tv for over twentyyears and put on their version of things often so much becomes unbearable to watch tv and I switch over to wordless music they change the words too and always have they call it 'talking to me' they had talked like this the Prince's worst fear is this that someone steal my bank card so they have to wreck our finances to cover this worst fear the Queen mother's worst fear was the wrong operation so they took out my dad's heart though his was very strong and gave him a german one as punishment for being in the german army for three months at the end rather than being shot! and killed him The Prince has not checked an iota of the issues the lab had written taken all as honest but should we be surprised all this because the lab had written for one issue nothing to do with me. please note 'I am rich' who the lab or the Prince? certainly not we fun hammering helpless people, isn't it who have no way of escaping or of answering back...
 THE ROYAL PRINCE
 they say this royal prince or princeling or whatever came in again to ask at the lab St Barths Behavioural Science exactly what was going on though he has not bothered checking to this point They say the lab yet again lied or rather they say the (secret) queen Anna bossess undisputed of this land, she says 'I use language more cleverly' and merely told him, 'you victims had agreed' they told the Prince that we had offenced or someone had offenced a broad statement in itself for they had offenced and to set the record straight I have not I have a police certificate as a teacher we are forced to get, which says as much. I had once imagined the Royals must be very clever people with so much knowledge at their fingertips but begin to wonder now does his majesty understand how low the I.Q of this group is trained to care for the retarded, idiots of medicine even the bosses and comfort the Health Ministry men I am a mere painter and poet, copied by this nation yet know they have the imprint of every Royal on that machine I have no power as a little woman but am desperately trying to get my imprint off that machine being used for evil I do not want Mustafa the erstwhile toilet cleaner now personnel chief, pouring over my files gained illegally some of them illegals, yet the royals don't seem to care or are they just playing chicken and dare? poets postscript: I am a painter not a scientist my impression is this they go over your electrical brainwaves re-translate them into actions which is translated onto the screen for them to read I might be wrong ..
 WHOSE MAST?
 This morning I wrote a letter to a friend in the States I told him of my christmas in Beijing how I took my girl students to Church the funny things which happened there of some even funnier things my kids did in Church when small and how my close friend in London had taught me it was ok to get mad because I try never to show anger She was the daughter of the Bishop of Iran taught me how even Jesus got mad and threw the tables of the money lenders across the floors of the Temple Then Wakid one of their Pakistani who pressed my gut, though they have no medical training and now know the secrets of the most sophisticated machine and of every one at the top in every country in the world told how he was supposed to be a Ukrainian and put over Ukrainian punishments on us over their virtual world from the machine and how each one of the Pakis had taken one thousand out of my account and now have all changed down a lot of the figures even though I moved it all to Germany for safety. The Germans say the lab are totally lost and theirs now The Pakistanis want to rob half of all our savings as we are a two lone old ladies with two kids two hours later over the t.v. prog of 'Gone with the Wind' one of my most favourite came this message tell us more tales about your kids we have orders to rob your life in every possible way mix and match I am another Oxford Grad's friend echoes of your work must be everywhere the L.A. Jew ordered that, because you saved them then Chris the Oxford Grad, lab bossess wanted for toy boy published two books of my work in his name a present from the lab sagely Wacky Wahid or whatever asked ''and whose Mast is it all going through?'' You'll have to go to the very top for stop! paid by the lab to copy and copy New York added we can't help you with our lawyers! to qualify: We don't give pocket money to our children hence the robbery of our money they say and a German POW told my mother back then that a british girl he had made love to back then smelt terribly, so we have to go through the gut pressing I could not stop it as it was all long before my time and the other things are matters of cultural differences and beliefs. Odd how we have to respect Muslims yet paid by the Brits they hit us constantly fetching more weirdoes, Indians and Parkis into the lab!
 THEY ROYAL NAME
 They used the Royal name to qualify testing which was really torture to qualify manslaughter which was murder to qualify international and internal crimes for decades They used the Royal name facing prison sentences one and all to get permission from above (some clerk signed it) using lies and faked documents They used the Royal name when in daily agony and every road blocked she wrote to Pravda 'the truth' what she had been told and what they had done They use the Royal name constantly to continue the most terrible tortures and manslaughter to this day lies as are beyond belief and crimes to cover those lies adding to it theft and destruction 'give us every unworkable programme you have in your files' with special additions they are St Barths Behavioural Science who call themselves Human Research "Losses will have to be made by victims -a lone woman, two fatherless kids and two ancient folk- until we are all clear, home and dry!" The Compensation is now so great no one dare attempt a law suit...
 CLANCEY AND CYBERMEN
 they are growing quite an ego they have manipulated whole governments they are said to be the government in all but name they are the government for practical purposes How can you understand over the periphery calm? they said the same thing about Chicago during the prohibition Capone ran the town the same way that St Barths Research is running all their own country defacto power to run everything easing people into a conditioning programme instead of using an open more violent approach calling it an experiment bigger than any before with one tiny insert into the Times which nobody saw how was power taken from Capone? Liquor was allowed again how can power be taken from these lunatics open up all the secrets It is laughable to read this when a few of us know exactly what the brits are doing with their present from their friends over the pond: A community of people who believe the government is beaming voices into their minds ... may be crazy, but the Pentagon has pursued a weapon that can do just that and this is mild to what they can really do believe you me.. and if those guys over there think they are letting the London lab do their dirty work remember that we all know where the stuff comes from lovingly presented by lovers to lovers of (ring a roses or what?) and who will get the crap for it and it won't be the cunning Brits Cunning is something they have been known for since the time of Queen Bess the first and piracy and the rest as they smile in your faces The lab anyway has sent them round all her system to cover their international crimes setting off alarms at Santa Monica with secret films from private bedrooms to amuse former lovers of labs over the pond (tv then New York secretly watches the poor woman and kids lives The Nook in Crookmoor Sheffield on the Pennines like we watch Eastenders and Coronation Street!) these secrets that the States carefully checks send as private to its military carefully tests with cautious revealing of what they can do yet the enemy has been told by the lab over here The lab just flounts uses everywhere on anyone using idiots and unskilled for their own personal furtherance as do the old twisted Lords to whom lives don't count except they expect us to cry for theirs (well we helped you guys back then) spreading terror amongst the population with secret weaponry carelessly used and massively abused It's ok said the bossess no one will believe her just a poet and artist no one ever believes them as she even destroys literature and art as well as worthwhile people.
 THEY ALL GOT A PRIZE FROM US
 Everyone has been ordered by the lab to throw out and destroy anything they were given in writing from the lab The Germans have been well paid for the crimes they committed for us and we told them their most stupid would pass ANYONE COULD PASS and become qualified to practice on humans after coming to London to play at crimes on helpless people The Germans were told: you were constant but not too clever upstairs (oh..) you were violent (oh..) you were sexual (I am celibate I was raped as a small child by a Russian and have a torn womb flap besides other injuries) Smile from The big Berlin woman 'bet that made you smile' from a nation whose women were raped from one end to the other that amount of understanding is unbelievable There is now a technological rape which is something they used on the Royals by remote irritating womens womb nerves men they get very high erections it has been perfected for a long time from the sixties but a side effect can be cancer.. It says I tend to drop them The lab shoves men onto me who are in their thirties and rapists thanks but no thanks At the bavarian children's home you had a small sore at the corner of your mouth aged about sixish you have a drink problem (I am teetotal?) Klaus kills people his mind is like that of the English lab he broke my octogenarian mother's vertebrae with too much pressure he gowned up and measured retarded women's vagina's with his fingers! wonder if he tells his wife Like the Lab Axe man Redbridge Mr Green whose daughter Fay told friends her dad works in health so the lab laughed and added 'he does, he kills more than he works with.'' I can verify that He hammered my skull so badly I will never forget (being formerly a russian jewish stock no crimes ofcourse nor his wife of German jewish stock who falsified patient forms on us stole work from the screen for herself and daughter) the germans were told we have three fools here My mother is nintyone and they still abuse her daily is it her? the former interpreter at the Foreign Ministry or my dad well known satirist Semen Telewny in the Free Ukrainian presses whom the lab killed some time ago just another experiment, accident in the making they call murder or my daughter who is a Principal of a College or the son they have crippled with experiments who was playing violin in orchestras at five and always got practically full marks enough, I am not going on but that is what they were told even that eldest son, an engineer for Bektels is retarded! Some of the other germans were made up which Anna, bossess, calls her virtual reality (she's the lunatic in reality) One Berliner called Felix took out fifty percent of my hair as that is another thing they do They were told to try out all illegal acts on us whilst ''studying'' in England The Health Minister Arnold ofcourse also jewish and the junior Minister who wrote our life story as his family history also jewish so that was a laugh as we come from the Ural Mountains long ago bit far away from the deserts of Israel I'd say though we did what we could to save them then rear lover of the Bossess along with Denis and Arthur Civil Servants of the State all of them lovers of the lab bossess who also committed crimes for her (my present day tiny pension is witness of that) to keep her out of prison and destroyed our lives and many others ..... interference in private lives is expensive added one Tory either for the family or for the government.. Poor Arnold was so besotted he could never work out which was lies which was truth of what she told him and was heard to say he was struck down with love for the bossess who really doesn't know what truth and honesty means nor her previous boss, Steve yet, they handled the Royal lives? Each of the Germans created a thief and a break in to your (my) house and a theft from the bank accounts as well as other crimes they all passed the Germans all got prizes ordered from England for being criminals from us I sold your sob story to everyone by everyone and now I made you f*rt (pressing gut used on retarded) this is a prize lab doing this for the future of this country Torture last night and this morning very bad there are two girls in who seem to be particularly vicious and the bossess tried to threaten the Americans (now that was stupid in my mind Germans and their eternal guilt is one thing, but the Yanks something else) Sadly I had always seen english women as strong and daring to tell the truth I am sure they were in the past what is this scum at the top now- they are I find nothing of the sort how many more times do we have to spin this .. All I have to say is this: BULLYING IS NOT NATIONAL EVERYONE DOES IT BUT THE BRITS DO IT MORE CUNNINGLY WITH MORE MALEVALENCE THAN THE REST!
 THE RETIRED COP
 On our own since the lab separated us before they separated the Royals now over sixty knowing the lab ruins any relation I might try in England (dangerous to them) thought I'd try the States land of the free and achievers on Christian Mingle I found someone who looked right down my street just a possibility this might work then as answer to my mails the weirdest stuff you ever did see when I asked what it was he didn't answer at all and the relationship finished there though I couldn't understand really now I am told they didn't send my letters through telling of my life and strife the point for this? the lab has violated every possible privacy every liberty and every right to please their Might they say on the tv it was just another issue for us here some are better at thinking them up some more vicious and to see if it was possible so lonesome I remain knowing what could have been!
 SANTA  MARIA KINDERHEIM
 As a child the gentle nuns cared for me much loved for ever by me I never forgot and send them letters and cards where ever I go what ever the english do to us I sent a Christmas greetings to my old first school there in beautiful Furstenzell in Bavaria no answer, so I sent another one and snail mail cards to the children's home as we kids held a christmas play back in '52 no answers, have they all died methought they always answer the tv has just put the answer over all mails have been blocked for weeks now all mail to your childhood home of many years have all been blocked too it says on this file which we have to use the stupid women who deal with the retarded that you have to make the Pakistanis community there your community, we do not want you outside of that we want to keep you contained there and all you say The germans who were paid by the lab St Barths it says on the file that you must forget the wonderful three ladies and your fifty sisters and brothers whose lives you shared in for those years paid lab germans specially chosen who have killed or for stupidity we were told by the jewish doctors you were desperate we were told to torture you remote to give you a break down so they could put you into a mental home and have you pinned down they even control whether you can go to China they want you to go to Russia and disappear there After the last war, anything any Jew says to us, we do as it was before the last war, for us nothing changes you Huns can try to fight for right but we can't the english paid us, we have to play their tune we wanted you to come to Germany we wanted to make some of it up to you that we have done to you and yours except when you were over here at University we robbed and tortured you too of thousands and thousands I thought you were sick or something the file said you were a monster..(you believe that?) So now again, the nuns arn't allowed a greeting nor the children of the Primary School at Furstenzell in Bavaria. Blow, means another visit! Oh and they think I am english as do so many, even China and think the english are wonderful because they like me! How can we stop you going to America and talking? ok Alyson, start painting...over television tv twetntieth December at midday ''Alyson has to paint all her (my) stuff then everyone else also copies it It is the life's work of a clever woman'' HARVEY MARGARET AND YOU
 Margaret was on the programme too on that awful attrocity of a machine at St Barths and so was Harvey as well as you unwilling prisoners the Princess and Charles (the Princess was asked she felt it was her civic duty the Prince likes different things) which therefore means the toilet cleaners and Asian health workers (now deemed experts) have access to the secret lives of all the top so Anna of the lab bossess now I quote: the most evil woman ever in humanity whose every action is evil dishonesty and criminality told to Harvey please have these drawings and use them for yourself this poor soul from whom they come is badly retarded and will be grateful if you use them as your own so since then Anna of the lab has been working hard with all her monsters to make us retarded and here I quote again is killing my family off one by one incase we are ever heard!
 THE PRESIDENT AND THE LAB
 All of us have used and abused our tiny family every one of us has robbed them every one of us tortures them mother nightly incessantly the crippled son incessantly the rest constantly (and I pray Oh God, why didn't you let the Russians ship us to Siberia instead of West to this) we rob them remote we torture them remote if they survive that's their good luck their bent doctor Jack put it the best if they die, they die from our torture remote if they live tomorrow we torture them again that was twenty plus years ago Father murdered son crippled the rest held back Three in the morning breaking sleep is their regular on the sound thrower Give the President the wink we at the lab are going to use all american tricks on what is left of this little family we have american imprints here so will play little american games for our own amusement on the victims and a new load of ''lessons'' are they real americans no, but we will put on all sorts of rubbish which we call a virtual reality world from our imprints which is supposed to confuse you but in the event it does not we call them lessons so they sound nicer and no guilt is felt by the sadistic torturers and killers we are training No respite No word will get through the dark young girl who was the last beast blocked all things everything sent to family and friends for days and weeks now She is amused that she has taken part in the major destruction of helpless, innocent human lives Tell the President when we are done we will send their lab the results of our torture, theft and sadism.... They were always loyal to Americans well they saved jews and rebuilt us so what does that mean to us or anybody.. Everyone and everything on the american machines will now appear on the London sadists lab and any trick will be performed over there no secrets of any sorts possible from a nation which prefers Muslims and its Pakistanis to hard working europeans who slaved and toiled for them all their lives.. The Americans have agreed everyone will reuse the work on the London machine illegally there from your (my) life's work paintings, poems, family stories, academic and creative The Canadians have been trying to catch this system for long enough send that wink to the american President
  FILM POLITICS
 All the B.B.C. is peopled by pretty honest chaps and regularly shows these fact people seem not to be able to take two and two makes four Churchill in his day for the war effort allowed film makers to portray Germans in any way at all to change the countries sway it was never rescinded Until world war one Germans had been seen docile, good natured chaps who worked hard. But then when the russians were needed Union-Labour members toured the workers of the land telling people that Ivan is really not so bad! So guys what you see in films is not real it is what a director deems fit to film for what ever reasons money or power or both The lab St Barths even made a film of me after their beaming looped all over the place They tell me a porn second rate starlet was paid a thousand to porn well, they could have used a first rate star at least! and put it through all powerful receivers world wide. but as porn is now common as muck who cares anyway. Then they fetched the Queen and the Prince to the lab to view what they were going to show world wide. The Queen they say went very white and froze and the Prince murmered ..very sexy Don't ask me, I haven't a clue, I havn't seen it but German research who felt sympathy for me paid to come to the lab to torment for them tried to keep me informed on latest steps on us discussed that it couldn't be me as genital hair was the wrong colour! (I think they guessed anyway but are scared of the jews of this country hence the country sends Briton and Curry to the E.U.) Now if they have to go to the bother of making films of ME!!! I now disbelieve all I see unless it is in the flesh! I do wonder what I do on it? They say if they can take one photo of you walking on the streets they can make a film of that. It is used to show the trainy researchers with a file so dirty it would make a porn magazine sweat which is rather funny as my nickname as a young wife by my ex's friend (separated from us by the lab like the Royal couple) was Little brown mouse! but as the file says I am dirty, stupid, slovenly, nymphomaniac greedy, loose, spotty, hairless, frigid, thief, child molester,Nazi and the rest (I know that one was the old M.P. they said) They take all sorts of weirdo characteristics and put them together for me to be punished for I quote now 'Is she climbs to the top which she could easily have done We'll be done for, all of us at St Barths' So I decided long ago that Black Magic is not dead the way they played debasement at Mass and other Services Weird behaviour, dirty smells all of it are used by this load of criminals and porn film makers What cowards our Royals are though we used to be Royal servants of our people They were a much better lot!
 AFRICA
 The lab St barths whird Mugabe as the english do just how much damage can he do.. and they whired africans over here too ''now the African has been given all your ideas with guarantees for selling'' this is between the english I know my dad the writer Semen Telewny taught me that Empires are evil people want to rule themselves and learn by their own mistakes he felt very strongly about this all I say is this.. to my many African friends who say, we like you but the Germans treated us not nice You no doubt do not know that the French who had had their Army in Germany for one hundred years brought in Senegalese soldiers to Germany these Soldiers not only raped hundreds of german women they also bit their throats through This was not told me by a German this was told my mother by a French Nun at her Convent in Bratislava She, though French, was disgusted the Germans did things for many reasons during Hitler's time and most were not an island they had a beginning which history likes to hide as they lost well, I am not a German and I am finding out just how brutal the english methods are.. and they tell me there is no use in running to France for safety as the French have no methods of sorting such international problems only Germany appears to have solicitors who can and might.... and before everyone gets emotional I am talking historical facts not film fantasy remember, we lost more than any of you helped to rebuild yous at your invite and what have yous done to us?
 EAST EUROPEANS
 'I am impressed with Anna bosses of lab St Barths Behavioural Science of east european things..' the ministry breathed well she should growled another she's killed enough of them in their accidents in the making to get their inside picture .. wey hey come to england slave for them to get rich to become a test product for Anna and her evil lab so sorry my dear , she breaths at me with sound throwers now you had your uses for me we used you all we do not consider you as humans but we do know how to do it secretly filling forms in everywhere as we go that's all it takes filling the appropriate forms and the Ukrainians got the chop I did say, she breaths at me I would correct things later the Ministry answered no need to bother though I no longer go to service them there anymore so we at the lab use a new severity of torture 'but that lot are all innocent of anything' came the answer yes, but we at St Barths are not! now put something brutal on the machine as if it were gangrene.. she tells her Pakstani boys the violinist son won't survive anyway so we might as well torment him to death.. yes, british born, british father and so on using Pakistanis to kill him slowly from a London lab all emails have been blocked but here is a letter to the USA to a Federal Prison No let it go.. why because she only writes of Christmas in Bavaria and G.I's No, we don't want them to know what we are doing really later she might get over there somehow the americans are starting a lobby against what we do here having seen us and Putin did it long ago (I saw it in China on computer Putin will sue anyone who tries any psychiatric tricks on him from this lab) and, answered the Paksitani swine of a murderer ' I thought the family was restrained' Oh no, we the lab restrain them and add alsorts of rubbish onto her(me) file One nice note the Indians are finding it too dirty, massive pay or not One Assif, is getting out He said, doing things like this how can I prepare for the next life and he is off their list of murderers.... but the Muslims with all their holiness continue though I teach Muslim children and advice Muslim women I personally think yes, it stinks as well as stings on me and mine the british want to see who low will these muslims fall for them for money with the deeds they do as they did in India... This morning sound throwers the Muslims have paved their own graves what they have suggested will be repeated and Alyson the woman who cannot paint nor write and is now selling like mad I quote it is part of the experiment to make idiots perform for the lab to get out of trouble has now mixed your family history with her own to sell to cover doctor Meyer and his family believe me this is how carefully planned it is one paper back writer used all my family's names and all the places I lived in in east London.. I wouldn't care if they didn't rob my stuff but they take all my years of work from my house The Asians are not bothering with anymore clever mix and match per Anna bossess St Barths they have discovered that the U.S. also has copies of what I have done and do and it can all be found and will be found later....
 POLITICAL POLITENESS
 political politeness is akin political correctness it skirts round rather than sorting used extensively by Brits 'the Germans we used in this will never know what we really saw thank you for your help'' ''She (me to you) was a problem to us at the lab'' (the lab should have gone to prison) The germans were given a file asked no questions believing all their conquerors are so fine only we germans are bad could have done such wrong in the past the british are all angels on earth Now you know why I do not want to go to Germany how ever often it has been suggested As Stalin said no answers to our accusations well put out a few more accusations this lab is an equal to Stalin any day and much worse as of Stalin people knew These politically correct, smiling murderers of St Barths lab no one thinks of as the evil doers they really are. No wonder one put on the sound the germans are more stupid than we had imagined. and the spinning goes on and on and on now put on her file she lost all her friends in prison (she's never been to prison..) and now put on her file they are all out of prison now -the lab put out an order the sons must be imprisoned years ago, no education allowed as they had been used as children remote by the lab so one got a two week sentence for speeding another got three months in a category B with murderers and rapists at eighteen years old for standing guard when friends pinched some films She writes to death row prisoners in the U.S. to support them it is their details continue the thieving of all her writings and paintings copy all her historical details to another friend of lab bossess she learnt from her parents who came to rebuild Britain after the war and helped us to become great again and that which she learnt at studies at Universities over the years I will write sort out sales and what you have to write as I have done for all the english failures who now sell for me at the lab so I can never be caught spinning spinning the country and the world from the lab... using political politeness as a front and no one guesses.
 DOCTOR DOCTOR
 doctor, doctor I hear voices don't worry it's just the machine at St Barths microsound messing doctor, doctor my cranium is so painful from all different angles at nights and my cortex is under some sort of pressure don't worry it is only the lab trying to weaken you using lasers and gama rays and turn you into a vegetable so they will have nothing to worry about any more. doctor, doctor I get the runs during lesson times, on buses, at meetings only don't worry it is only the lab pressing your gut by laser they call it having a laugh and do it to the retarded. None of that system are medically trained doctor, doctor for two months my breasts hurt like someone is hitting them don't worry it is only the lab hitting your mammary glands with the laser or rays, they'll continue to do that off and on continuously for years when a new one tries to give you cancer, they put cancer spores on your skin too. Goodness knows how you have survived. You and the violinist son have taken the brunt of their endless punishments. doctor, doctor my womb is in pain only during certain lesson times don't worry it is only the lab Asians putting on the womb nerve irritants rather ill informed chaps about anything especially medical matters putting on their particular form of torture. They are trying to get you to touch up some boy. (beyond normal mortals to understand) doctor, doctor I get these shakes of my head, and my skull seems to be pressing into my shoulders sometimes don't worry it is only the lab trying out alzheimers on you. They probably brush your eye nerves too, leaving you with blurred vision for a while Fun for them as you paint.. doctor, doctor my chest hurts don't worry it's just the stronium rays from St Barths on your sternum and lungs lots of deaths already from that one doctor, doctor I smell horrible smells and they say some of them, that I smell I am in the bath daily? don't worry it is just Anna bossess at the lab, she smokes and eats meat and so on, so the combination of chemicals makes her smell strongly..they intensify everyone's smell by millions activate your smell cells and put it on your wavelength and vice versa. I can assure you, you don't smell of anything and the lab asians cover themselves with perfume, which you don't so they are punishing you, being young men. doctor, doctor I have palpitations and a tight ring round my chest don't worry, it's just Anna and her girls and boys it's just the machine at St Barths and some of the foreign folk paid to come and experiment on british citizens illegal, banned and unworkable programmes from America with spite added. doctor, doctor I have occassional memory loss and you name it don't worry it is just the machine at the lab. they wipe occassional words from your mind as your mind is on the machine which is why they use your work constantly incase they are sued to disprove their crimes doctor, doctor the pain in my arm, you wouldn't believe such pain, even during lessons at Barnsley College don't worry, it must be the bulls at St Barths powdering your bones at your desk teaching and on the way there and back, that is why they block all establishment work in this country now for you and yours. doctor, doctor my hair came out in clumps, but only once in China don't worry, it was Felix visiting St Barths from Berlin, trying out range oh and they use that technique to threaten retarded patients to behave as they wish. doctor, doctor I have smallpox pustules all over me. They started just a week before I went to China. don't worry St Barths, (actually Guys knows but is saying nothing) was going to try it on the nation everywhere but decided it wasn't worth the bother for the number of deaths. doctor, doctor I have broken bones don't worry it's just St Barths playing their games break a bone here, break one there remote ready for war and the War Lords doctor, doctor I wrote to the medical council and they told me to see a doctor don't worry the medical council can't get that system over here. It is criminal law. Just try and live with it my dear until they kill you early from weakening processes carried out daily all night. I alone have given you two things you should see a doctor for.. 'now why should I see a doctor, it's from a machine, not a diseased body, take it off the machine.. even the Queen couldn't stop it The Lords condone it, so just live with it.. LAX LAW
 fetch all the unworkable programmes from the US of A let them pray we'll show them how it's done when we've won we'll tell until then we'll just sell all that is hers and sell and sell and sell whilst she sits teaching the next generation call using and selling hers by ours sponsored part of the experiment we don't commit crimes just experiments from labs on the People lax we are told means loose is not tight, is slack not strict or exact law you all know, some respect some do not are rules of conduct which were established for the nations to save them from anarchy and self destruction except the lab St Barths and Health Ministry who just ignore solicitors letters asking for at least an explanation return of stolen post and goods stolen by them to create new crimes and please will you finish this rubbish which the americans said was calous and cruel and therefore unworkable the seeking of justice in courts which the technology of St Barths blocks violaters of the law under the banner of experimentation the men actually tell me it was something else Anna the lab bossess was very unimportant but tried to become noticed and important and found by the lewidity and misconduct of a doctor a family which had once been places but do not crave power or notice remember the musicians of Belsen? It is an odd thing those who can and have do not have this adverse side to their natures not even under the baner of experimentation those who can and have have a pride in what THEY can do and do not need to rob the work of others nor surround themselves by copiers One should feel sorry for them if they left others alone but they seem to need to destroy all who are different and all who are real people and our lax laws do not prevent them destructive trail..
FREUD’S LEGACY
 from remote they now irritate every nerve in the female body especially the womb nerves no wonder the chinese banned Freud's books the dark side of medicine you wouldn't believe what they can and do pressing the cranium all last night just to train more sadists to commit more crimes on tax payers money the women and men who do this call it the frustrator no one can imagine without having it done how terrible it is they did it to the retarded now they do it to people outside the retarded screamed in pain the people outside don't they just suffer and are played with these little known technologies which have been in practice a long time since the sixties in fact are never blamed the sadists who use them get off free the Nations use them to further their own power Many women are wrongly 'heated' it is called the theory is that they should then sleep around it is used as a punishment to keep women in their order The dear Princess had it used on her too You (me to you) were wrongly heated you were beamed to the Big Apple whilst being heated the people in charge of this section of the lunatic fringe of 'research' are mainly jewish so cannot be charged with crimes Massive damages were due you so instead the lab St Barths turned it all round and used your family as lab rats unfortunately you were all clever and talented so we used you work as well as using you THey even listen to my lessons and use them too for two decades now. Americans showed the lab how not to get caught in these practices as the bossess had bedded them too, though they never pushed them to such sadistic levels St Barths admits this We now have our own British S. A. and KGB called St Barths Behavrioural Science staffed mainly by Muslims now doing as the jewish doctors have ordered trying to silence me. Though I am in an open prison but I am not retarded and we had all this before! All done by satelite from a lab stronium rays on a helpless population lasers blazing secretly across the nation just a few more deaths to our British Ministries as long as they are not their deaths, who cares Pandora's box is now wide open.
 THE DOMINO EFFECT
 All her Ministry guys, lovers say is Don't mess Anna as she kills and maims and robs The programme is soft porn from the doctors and labs imagination using imaging and all other devises to train these goons and hooligans for the State's murders It was and is a sick parody of what was once psychology no one checks if anything is true and all damages are done remote They punish the family then have to think of another crime for you the phrase 'too good to be on this earth really is true' The crimes are as todays Asian (we rolled three thousand out of her bank account for ourselves) 'is she still wearing short skirts' (I have never ever in my life worn short skirts!) They have orders to continue the tortures and invent new ones and to keep imprinting to add new people to their fantasy world I can't actually punish her (me) for anything she never does anything wrong so we invent the sins so we keep weaking punishment up constantly hoping she will die In the words of the former Grand Duke Andrew of Russia 'this affair inspires such passion on the part of the opposition They are afraid it might uncover what they are intentionally supressing develop frenzied activity to frustrate any enquiry they do not dare open this dossier to the public any investigation could be dangerous for them a scandal would be unavoidable certain people have mingled their bad intentions in this case but all are terrified now of the domino effect of setting us free from the machine and our jailers.. what have I done Anna blithely sighs to the men of the Ministry who don't know what she actually does in her lab murders, robs and destroys calling it all an experiment and sweetly answers it was only one family we all decided on a sacrifice for the nation!
 FREE FREEBEE ONCE ONLY
 from grossmisconduct to an opportunity repair despair impair little known technological secrets long used pull cull dull mull full beaming looping with Major and plager she'll just have to live with it the nation mustn't know now blow tear wear stare Blaire who doesn't care except for his own popularity not for the people deprive blight life trite the might and war lords look for loopholes and scoop poles gritting their revenge sins begin bring fling think Thatcher guessed, they've pressed couldn't do a thing so loudly sing and keep singing gift thrift drift sift and carry on sifting and sifting ordered L.A. brain waves translated all thoughts for the lab to nab round pound sound ground ordered prison sentences for her lads taken dad from the lab's bads, so sad and keep back the elder children Try fry cry Di... Programme made to die.. fly talk walk stalk balk talk and talk gotta talk... writers don't say, don't really play she just prays.. there really is no law at all it's sickening No one cares.
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