#You know I havent really spoken about the grief of losing your mobility but it is so much more than that
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#Charles ii of spain#Charles ii#Carlos ii#17th century#You know I havent really spoken about the grief of losing your mobility but it is so much more than that#It's also the loss of your freedom physically and socially#And it eats you alive the longer it draws out. I mourn everything i cant do and everything i could.#It's also a financial nightmare having to go to the hospital and being unable to take public transport#AND losing your job#I know it's not a lot compared to what a lot of people have gone through but#The strain has literally killed me i cry like two to three times a week now#And i just dont know when its going to get better or what worse is in store#Or how much ive fallen behind even when it does physically get better#Also there's the autism thing about freaking out if ur body doesn't remain the same so fun fun#So anyway ive thought about committing a LOT since june!! Hahahhahahahah
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