#a baby manager with three weeks of experience -- and the dumbass who was hired before me and SHOULD be better at this than i am and YET... | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

empressofthelibrary · 6 months

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Well, today was absolutely rotten, but food does make me feel less like exploding from the stress and disappointment. I'm never gonna not be mad that self-maintenance actually, y'know, works.

But I can be mad and grateful at the same time. I'm complicated like that.

#my district manager is coming in tomorrow to help with an event and the store is being left to me --#a baby manager with three weeks of experience -- and the dumbass who was hired before me and SHOULD be better at this than i am and YET...#he's been doing SLIGHTLY better this past week than he has been but. jesus wept. he's barely competent.#and if he doesn't shape up i'm gonna ship him out myself #in a box. fold him up with the transfers. he's someone else's problem now.#but I'M the opening manager tomorrow so I'M probably the one who's gonna be working with the DM the most #and i am. so nervous. and maybe even kinda scared?#like. i don't wanna screw this up and let people down. but i know if i put too much pressure on myself i'm gonna collapse.#so i'm kinda wallking a tightrope here and that is also kinda stressing me out #because am i worrying the right amount of worry #which is BLATANTLY overthinking things and I Should Stop That and Go To Bed

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