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mechawolfie · 2 years

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I think I have a tendency to get super deep into self-reflection not in an attempt to Heal like I tell myself but rather in an attempt to "fix" myself so I'm more presentable to others/feel worthy of existing alongside other ppl

#smudgy.txt #.vent #sighh.....wauuughhhhhhhh ;;#like i know theres a point where i should just. stop & just start interacting w ppl #but then i pause n im like. oh but what abt x trait.. that could cause problems.. i need 2 eliminate it #like i feel like if i just keep Fixing things eventually ill feel worthy of putting myself out there #one day ill trust myself to exist. but not today !#like it feels like once again my anxiety trying to rationalize itself?#making itself seem reasonable so ill b like. oh ur right! ill listen 2 everything u say then ig #its not exactly harc 2 pick up on but it is hard to b like. ok ur overthinking this. lets just try existing & we'll figure it out as we go #thats it. figuring it out as i go. im terrified of having 2 do that bc its always felt #like it doesnt work in the end. so i think i have to meticulously plan #so idont fuck up this time #but then that just. keeps me stagnant #its an excuse not to move #aauuuughhhhhhhhhhhh😫

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kuoringankalmo · 1 year

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i am not cut out for filing tax things

i need to fix my tax percent but every time i put in my paycheck and social benefit info it shows that my percent is zero?!?!? 😫😫😫😫

i dont understand any of this and im stressed and sweaty!!! 😫😫😫😫😫😫

#aauuuughhhhhhhhhhhh #why this is so hard i dont get it why it goes to zero?!?1+#i need to rise it!!!!!#auauguguhauhhuhhhh #personal #😫😫😫😫😫

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