#aawakeatnight

[maximotts]

LMAOOOO no thoughts, just my nonsense

[theunfinishedeye-blog]

There must be something more than dreaming ♪

[aawakeatnight]

Tired And Alone

I'm so tired and alone. I just don't want to do this anymore.

I'm tired of feeling so unwanted.

Sorry if I didn't notice when you tried to cheer me up.

Sorry if my tears made me blind.

All I want is to feel your heart beating.

All I want is to feel loved.

But I guess I can keep on dreaming.

I guess I can stand one more day alone.

The pain, I've always felt it.

The pain, maybe I get used to it.

I'll become cold like ice.

I'll become numb.

Just so I won't hurt anymore.

Just so I won't  break into pieces.

Cause I am already broken.

I am already dead.

They say that I should try.

They say that I should just be 'happy'.

Maybe this is the way I die.

Maybe I tried.

After all, there is no one by my side

After all, I'm just tired and alone.

Will someone ever notice me?

Will someone ever hold me tight?

Tear drops, I know it's a lie.

Tear drops, a beautiful lie.

Has somebody ever told you the physical pain that unwanted loneliness brings?

Has somebody ever told you the pain of waiting by the phone and it never rings?

I'm tired and alone.

There is nothing more to this story to be told,

- Aawakeatnight