#aawake

[piereoglyphics]

@dontlookforme00 hi

idk what i was doing 😋

(christ my handwriting oh no)

[communitypoolswimlessons]

Listening to half alive again and immediately reverting back to my quarantine self is crazy. It's all the best parts about the lockdown sprinkled with the (alleged) depression that carried over

Anyway they're great and if anyone needs me, I'll be crying in the corner listening to "Aawake at Night" and questioning my religion again

[snekthedemonnoodle]

the beginning of aawake at night by half•alive reminds me of panic room by au/ra

[allthecastlesonclouds]

wait wait wait do you have any other songs you associate with bad kids/other characters cuz all my friends are dead is. so perfect 👀👀👀

i have full playlists for everyone except adaine so!! of course i do! most of them are vibes though so i can't give everyone a song exactly :')

fabian: Aawake at Night by half•alive

I've wrestled with the truth for quite some time And I've been drowning in this restless mind I'm sick of being so unsatisfied Tell me that the answer's right God, are you awake at night? 'Cause I've been abandoned by my company I'll search for what's in front of me And hope that I find something new

riz: This Will End by The Oh Hellos (and Ramblings of A Lunatic by Bears in Trees!!)

And suffering is all there is to gain in life Then what is all this waiting for? 'Cause I can see how this will end In all its better tragedy I'll give you all I have to spend And you'll give nothing back to me

adaine: Second Child, Restless Child by The Oh Hellos

You've got to go on, further than you've ever gone

and, of course, dear dear aelwyn abernant: Girls Against God by Florence + The Machine

I met the Devil You know, he gave me a choice A golden heart or a golden voice

[mobtism]

not to toot my own horn or anything but ive not sang in a long time and i just sounded pretty good singing a song that's out of my range. btw

[algrolo]

Title: Aawake At Night

Artist: Half Alive

Length: 3:19

Release: 2017

[dawnleaf37]

what the fuck just happened

[ventcode]

ooh thhtis mmf behind me isny it

[kamenriderw]

hhmmhmhmmhmhmhmhmmhhmmmmmmmmm ii wwbanna pput stuff ikin my qqueue so mmy bblog iis alwaysdoiung sstuff but i kknow ii need to sleep ssoonnnnnnn cos lluke wowkrs tomorrow... sob (ノ﹏ヽ)

[three-o-clock-things]

you ever go back to an album that you haven’t listened to in a while and get absolutely gut punched with feelings

[ericlovessharks]

ilcoe pekple beinf in loce

[oswednesday]

; 0 ; !!!!!!

[kurouzus]

fuckeveryrhing

[transtoycuntboy]

im realy relapsing hard 😭 ive been edging constantly since monday, just rubbing my pussy all day and letting total strangers tell me wht to do and film it for them, barely sleeping bcause my throbbing pussy keeps me aawake all night until i give in and edge again 😭 im constantly high and drunk just to make my pussy feel even better and make my mind brrak even more, i have hypno mantras on loop most if the day and while i sleep and i cant thimk clearly anymore, its hard to focus long enough to make a 15 secon video 🥺 i cant stop.myself anymore, i even tried cumming but it gives me half an hour of thinking time at most before my pussy takes over again, im.so tired and my hole body is shaking and i feel like im giong insane bit icant stop and my pussy only wants more snd mote and more nd i listen to my pussy becase my pussy controls me

[s-nstims]

aawake at night - half•alive gifset

(all gifs by me, use with credit)

[tati3001]

What I want

Summary: Wanda moves into a new house attempting to fix her marriage with Vision. Little did she know that the house came with more than just the walls.

Words: 605

A/n: Maybe be the last chapter. Who knows

Previous

Okay, maybe she has exaggerated a little bit. She threw herself at Wanda just like that with no notice beforehand, it was obvious that she was gonna react that way. Or was it? Nobody reacted that way before, they usually smiled and continued on. 

But no Wanda.

Wanda was different.

It had been a few days after the incident and wanda seem to run away from y/n every chance she got. She didn’t want to be in the room alone with her, and she wouldn’t trust herself too. 

Y/n had showed her that just like her, she was interested in her. Romantically interested in her. And wanda wanted to do something about it.  But how could she? She had promised vision they would try again. She had made another promise that she couldn’t break.

Well, of course vision was never home and wanda had fallen head over heels for their maid, but it wasn’t her fault was it? She wanted to fix their marriage but he was never home. 

Technically, it was vision’s fault because he was never there. But at the same time she promised him that she was gonna be loyal to him. She broke that promise once and it almost destroyed her life. What could she do now, that Vision was all she had?.

“Y/n, I’m going out” she didn’t gave y/n time to ask where she was going, and as soon as she finished the sentence she closed the door behind her and left. It had been a while since she went out because she wanted to, and not because she had to.

Of course, she didn’t always have to. Because she had a maid, and y/n did everything for her. But there were just things that not even Y/n could do for her. 

So she left the house and went for a walk around town. She shopped because she wanted to enjoy her time until she reached the park. She spends some time there, thinking and rethinking her life, and how unfair everything was to her. She had cheated and promised that she was going to try everything in her power to fix her marriage.

But Vision definitely didn't want to go back to her. So why was she staying with him when he had shown her time and time again that he was not gonna be there for her. Sure, he was at the beginning, but now? Now she didn't want to be with him anymore.

Their time was good, but it passed. So she wasn't gonna sacrifice any more of her time with him. She was gonna do what she wanted, with who she wanted, and she was tired of letting Vision dictate her life.

And with her new mindset, she sprints home and to the person, she wants right now. She made it home and ran to the kitchen, where Y/n was cleaning the counter. She grabbed her waist and turned her around.

Y/n grabbed the counter, not expecting anyone to hold her like that. "What are you doing?" She asked impressed. "What I want to" She mentioned. "I am tired of waiting for Vision to get his act straight so I can fix this marriage. He clearly doesn't want to, and I don't think I want to anymore". "You don't think?".

"This morning I thought I would. But after my walk, I realized that I didn't. Not anymore. Vision is my past and even tho I'm glad for him and everything he did for me I don't want to be with him anymore". "So what do you want now?".

"Now? I just want to kiss you"

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