I took care of him in a way most people could never understand I took care of him in a way most people could never understand I took care of him in a way most people could never understand
there is something so beautiful about reading a fic from 2007. it’s like… oh. i was sitting in a first grade classroom learning how to add and subtract and you were writing a story online about the incest brothers going at it in a car. and now i’m reading it 17 years later as an adult in my living room in my apartment. we’ve always been here, always been the same, really. we’ve always wanted those guys to fuck nasty and tell each other so ❤️
I love how you think from their panicked expressions something grave really happened but no they were just told they were getting separate rooms for the first time in their lives
sam started gazing off-horizon what has got you troubled baby girl
classmate: dude i think you have a stalker.. I’ve noticed this guys that’s been following you around campus a lot and i saw him standing outside your dorm last night.. I’ve asked around and no one knows who he is, I don’t think he’s even a student here.. i think we should call campus security
MORE “ABOUT A BOY” DEAN CUZ THE WORMS ATE MY WHOLE BRAIN
hi sorry im back, i cannot stop thinking about tiny touchstarved dean clinging to sam (he hasnt felt this safe since before mary died) and sam just carrying him around the bunker all day (they both pretend its the other who doesnt want to let go but its definitely both of them)
pt.1 pt.3
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D: This is boring, can we watch a movie or something?
best kind of character development is where they don't actually become better people in any sense of the word but instead just grow increasingly psychologically dependent on another person for their entire sense of self and value in the world until they define themselves utterly by their place in that other person's world
thinking about this scene and how 2009 dean is appalled at his future self’s actions (“you just shot a guy in cold blood.”)
also thinking about how in 2.09 croatoan dean was ready to shoot duane…and sam’s desperate “you might kill an innocent man, and you don’t even care! you don’t act like yourself anymore, dean.” and dean went to shoot duane and changed his mind at the last moment. which is a direct parallel to 2.03 bloodlust, when dean wanted to kill all the vampires, but because sam begged him not to, he didn’t
sam is canonically the only person who can pull dean away from identifying as a ruthless killer. 2014 dean lost his sam & fully gave in to his violent side
dean keeping his arm draped behind sam in the pilot is so so so personal to me.. he just got sam back and he's going to let everyone know that he's his. the way he looks at him too are u kidding.. he wants to be physically connected to sam, he wants to be seen as someone so close to sam that he can touch him whenever he wants . this is boastful boyfriend behavior
Does anyone else ever get really caught up thinking about how in the very first episode, there's a scene where Sam dives off of a bridge to duck out of the way of an incoming possessed Impala charging at him and Dean? And Sam's limber and youthfully agile, and deftly maneuvers onto a ledge, and it's clear he'd planned on doing that. That he'd mentally calculated that, before taking the spiraling leap. But Dean just saw Sam jump, and then jumped right after him. And a woman literally committed suicide springing herself from that bridge, so presumedly, it was one nasty tumble of a fall that had the potential to be fatal had Dean not been so robust (or likely practiced in falling). But Dean just hauls his mud-soaked body to shore and hollers up to Sam that he's okay. And walks it off like the champ he is with a pain tolerance only seconded by that legendary heavyweight liver. Like. It was the very first episode. The writers did that. In the pilot.
They literally said, "If Sam jumped off a bridge, Dean would jump right on after him without a second thought." And they really set the tone for the rest of the show with that one scene, didn't they?