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[maychorian]

Found Family Anime Recs

I recently reblogged a list of found family anime recs and was a bit surprised by how many reblogs and likes it got. I had really reblogged it just so I can find it later to watch the shows I hadn't already seen on the list, but apparently I have a lot of followers who are interested in this topic! Well, I've watched a lot of anime, so here are ten found family anime shows that I absolutely love. These are in no particular order.

Buddy Daddies

This show is similar enough to Spy X Family that you might be tempted to call it a rip-off. It's really quite different though. There's a lot less comedy (though there's still SOME comedy) and a lot more healing from past trauma. The animation is gorgeous, and the relationships really tug at my heart. It's more realistic than Spy X Family, in some ways, though it's still pretty ridiculous. The melodrama in the last couple of episodes did annoy me a bit, but it's still a very satisfying show. It's like a fanfiction I would write, which is really the highest recommendation I can give, haha, because that means it's exactly the kind of story I would like. 

2. Samurai Champloo

This show was made by much of the same team that created Cowboy Bebop, but for some reason it never got the same cult status, which is really too bad. I love Cowboy Bebop, but I love Samurai Champloo more. It's about two ronin and a teenage girl traveling through Edo-era Japan to find someone the girl is looking for. Throughout the series, the three form a very strong bond, despite all of their communication difficulties and past traumas. I've rewatched this show probably more than any other anime. It's brutal at times, but so very satisfying.

3. Natsume Yuujin-cho

Natsume lost his parents as a young child and was passed around from relative to relative, most of whom couldn't deal with him because his ability to see yokai (Japanese folk spirits) made him a freak in their eyes. As the series starts, he's finally taken in by an older couple in a rural village who actually want him, and he's finally able to start forming connections with other people and find a support system with his new caretakers, his peers, and the yokai he tries to help. It's a very sweet, sad series, much more sentimental than the first two entries on this list, but a very soothing and lovely watch when you are in need of some relaxation. Warning, though, the flashbacks to Natsume's past families can be truly gutwrenching. He was not treated well for a very long time, and it's hard to stomach.

4. Barakamon

Handa is a calligrapher who gets essentially exiled to a remote island after causing problems on purpose. He has a hard time connecting with people and is struggling with his art. Over the course of the story, he forms relationships with his neighbors, especially an adorable child with possibly the best child voice-acting I've ever heard, and slowly rediscovers his joy in creation again. It's cute and funny and beautiful, and it makes me want to live on a remote Japanese island.

5. My Roommate Is a Cat

Subaru is a young novelist who recently lost his parents, who were pretty much his only connection to humanity. While trying to recover from this massive loss, he adopts a stray cat who quickly becomes the most important creature in his life. Through the cat, he begins to form relationships with other people, as well. The show is unique in that the first half of each episode is from the human's POV and the second half is from the cat's POV. It's a very lovely and soothing show. Pets are family, too!

6. Haikyuu

Haikyuu was the show that opened my eyes to the aspect of found family in sports anime. I know a lot of tumblr enjoys Haikyuu for the shipping, but to me it's more satisfying to view it through the lens of found family. Each team is essentially their own found family, in their own unique way, and the relationships are particularly realistic and well-depicted by this mangaka. I love Tanaka being a big brother to the first years, Kuroo and Kenma's mutual protectiveness and support, all of it. 

7. Kuroko no Basuke

This is the silly basketball show, and in my opinion it's not as good as Haikyuu, but I love the relationships here as well. Especially between Kuroko and Kagami, of course. Their mutual protectiveness is just chef's kiss. But the whole Seirin team is really great. I love them so much. The teamy goodness is what makes the silliness watchable for me.

8. One Piece

What is there to say about One Piece? This is, like, the ultimate found family show. All of the pirate crews with any kind of goodness at their core are found families, but especially the Strawhats. Luffy is just going around looking at people and declaring, "Okay, you're in my family (on my crew) now." If you've never watched One Piece before, I'm going to make an unorthodox recommendation and suggest you watch the live action Netflix adaption first. It does a really good job of capturing the feel and aesthetic and just pure loveliness of this story in a much more compact and approachable way than the anime. However, if you like it, I do recommend that you watch the anime from the beginning, because there is a lot of expansion on the themes there, and the characterization is slightly different. Usopp in particular kinda got shorted in the live action, so you'll understand him a lot more if you watch his introduction arc in the anime. But honestly both versions are great. I'm on my third rewatch of the live action version already, and I will watch and rewatch the anime until I die, probably. One of my favorite stories of all time.

9. The Weakest Tamer Began a Journey to Pick Up Trash

I found this one slightly annoying in how it was obviously carefully designed to tug at my heartstrings, but it's working, so I don't have much right to complain. It's about a little kid driven out of her home who gradually gathers a found family of both monsters she tames and adult adventurers and guardsmen who take one look at this lonely child and go, "Well, guess I have a baby now." The isekai element is very lowkey, in that she basically just has a voice in her head giving her advice, and I like that it's about fighting local corruption instead of a demon army or what have you. I want more shows like this and less shows like every other generic isekai, haha.

10. Dungeon Meshi

This show is blowing up tumblr right now, so you've probably already seen it a billion times, but I'm going to make one more appeal for you to watch/read this story. It is so, so so good. And in my opinion, it is much MUCH more about family, both born and found, than it is about shipping. I could write a whole essay about Marcille and Falin's relationship that has nothing to do with romance, as I could for any other two (or three or four) characters in the main party, plus those outside. There is a LOT going on. I've been playing RPGs and LARPs for twenty years, and one reason I love the hobby so much is for the joy of creating found families with my best friends in new and different worlds, over and over again. This is the first piece of fiction I've found that really captures that particular aspect of party-based fantasy stories, the relationships that form and grow, the tight-knit bonds that keep everyone moving forward despite the monsters you must face (and consume). 

[maybeimamuppet]

OKAY MUPPETS IT IS TIIIIME FOR EZZYS OPINION HOUR

i saw the mean girls movie yesterday and i have THOUGHTS. spoilers below the cut but general thoughts up here

1. is it objectively not a super great movie? yes

2. is it my new favorite movie? yes

3. will i defend this movie tooth and nail from people who don’t like it just bc it’s a musical or bc they’re a 2004 purist? YES

4. did this movie make me feel so many conflicting emotions back to back i have now had a tummyache for 24 hours? YESSS

5. will i ever, ever, EVER IN MY LIFE forgive tina fey for the ending? no.

alright babes welcome to below the elementary school gym class parachute

last spoiler warning!!

these aren’t all in order and are most definitely not all the thoughts i had bc i have the memory storage of a flea and once an experience is over it is GONE FROM MY HEAD so this is the list of thoughts i struggled to put together when i got home lmao

overall thoughts:

it felt very gimmicky. the stage production felt gimmicky too but in a fun way, this was gimmicky in a way that kinda gave me a touch of the ick

it did not feel to me very much like a cohesive movie. it felt like browsing ig or tiktok and just seeing a hodgepodge of scenes stuck together. which is a cool idea but idk how well it worked in practice and i also don’t know if it was intentional.

this is not the word i’m looking for but in terms of personality they absolutely whitewashed all of the characters and i really don’t care for that. the visuals and the casting were so immaculate but in terms of personality they just made them all taste like unsweetened corn flakes.

i’m biased and didn’t care for most of the tweaks they made to the songs individually BUT i think they blended with each other more cohesively than they do in the stage production so that was cool. and i am able to understand why they made them more pop-esque than theatre-y it’s just not my personal vibe

it all felt very emma watson’s beauty and the beast. like. not deserving of much hate but also just not as good. it has its time and place but i still just. the changes they made were too much for me. that being said i am gonna be the #1 viewer whenever it’s released to streaming platforms was not kidding when i said this is a new favorite movie

the whole like. tiktok and iphone camera thing was an interesting??? idea. i really liked it for cautionary tale but the rest. i think it was a better idea than the way they executed it.

i miss do this thing!! i wish they had done like a mashup with it and the stupid with love reprise but i wasn’t mad at the reprise so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

fourth wall break was real cringe!!

thoughts abt cady:

angourie is so cute!!!!!!! she has the perfect look for cady. her costumes were kinda yikes but physically she’s mwah chefs kiss perfection

cady is so viscerally autistic in this version and it is DELIGHTFUL

but again i feel like they took so much from her. in the show she’s this overexcited little bubbly (autistic again but still) thing and she’s naive and then it’s revealed she’s conniving and manipulative and has this serious dark streak in her. in the movie it felt like she was just. awkward and then straight to conniving and manipulative. it was interesting but i miss my little jumping bean i wish they had given her some more spice

this movie has turned me into a cadina shipper of THE HIGHEST ORDER i’m already writing a fic for them and i call diiiiibs nobody else do it i write slow /j

i honestly really liked what ifs. i didn’t enjoy it as much as it roars but i think for the screen and for angourie’s voice it was a better fit. and i think it blended better with the new versions of the songs than it roars would have. not mad at it and the staging of it was really cool

cady being the one with a single parent is so interesting to me!! idk why they did that but i think it’s interesting. makes me wonder what happened to her dad but also go mom!!! women in stem!!!

her relationship with the art freaks was so???? weird??? it seemed like damian was the only one who really wanted all of them to be friends. i love this version of janis and damian together but when they were with cady it was all just so BLAND. it didn’t really feel like she and janis were friends at all which is what’s supposed to make the betrayal sting so much

whatever they were aiming for with someone gets hurt they missed hard bc holy cadina batman that shits gay dude BUT THE STAGING WAS SO COOL with everyone like frozen and then they all kick back in all crazy with the music it was great

janis thoughts:

THEY FUCKING RUINED HEEEEEEEER

AULI’I WAS SO PERFECT SHE WAS SO CUTE AND HER OUTFITS ARE SO COOL BUT THEY JUST TOOK AWAY ALL OF HER PERSONALITY

janis is supposed to be spunky and angry and hurt and vengeful and quirky and out there and firey and she’s meant to HAVE GRIT GOTDANGIT but again she just felt so whitewashed. like here’s a vaguely leftist lesbian in ripped jeans and cool eyeshadow that’s janis right?? LIKE NO IT IS NOT

i’d rather be me, while it had a little less vocal oomph behind it than the stage show, was as transcendent as i hoped for and i got chills multiple times. also the comedic timing of the bus was immaculate and the sound it made made me cackle

i can’t tell how i feel about the new middle school incident. i think it takes so much of the pain out of it for janis which is meant to be her main motivator. she was not supposed to be KICKED OUT she was PULLED OUT but i do kind of like that they clearly made it where regina kissed a girl and liked it and freaked out and that was the catalyst for everything

i do not ship this version of cadnis and that to me is unforgivable. they have sooo little chemistry as friends let alone lovers i just can’t stand it. janis doesn’t ever even seem like she wants cady around. it seems so much like they took away what makes janis janis just to turn her into another catalyst for regina and cady’s stories

apex predator was fun!! i honestly like it being janis and damian singing it better than janis and cady i think it works better as a warning and stuff! and also the band in the tree made me laugh so hard. i’m glad cady had them as her tour guides but again that’s all it felt like they were to each other and i miss them being a little posse

REVENGE PARTYYYYYYUH. i thought the staging was really fucking weird?? like all the pastels and shit didn’t really fit i would’ve much preferred it to start like that and then have blood dripping down the walls or something when they’re talking ABOUT PEOPLES HEADS ON SPIKES. but musically it was my favorite of everything!! i’m so happy they put the original verse back i almost screamed out loud in the theater when i heard it!!!!!

i never thought i would say this but i wish they had not canonically made her a lesbian. i will never forgive tina fey for having her end up with that random girl. no shade to the girl, she’s gorgeous and i’m glad we got some on screen, good, healthy queer rep. but in my eyes that is absolutely just a cop out because they know people wanted her to end up with cady or regina. they’re spitting on us and saying “here have your fucking lesbian and enjoy it this is what you get” and expect us to be happy with it. i get so angry every time i think about it and it honestly kind of ruined the whole thing for me. i would rather she have ended up with kevin g again. or like. honestly damian romantically would’ve made more sense in a twisted fucked up way. i just absolutely hate how they handled that.

damian thoughts:

HE! WAS! PERFECT! i am a grey henson stan first and a human being second but by golly he might be my new favorite. comedic timing on point and the fact we barely get to hear him sing is a FELONY. he was delightful and i love him also we love black queer rep!!! fuck yeah!!!! his bit with the fan before id rather be me. sent me into the dang stratosphere i love him so much

ALSO HIS DATE AT RHE END WE LOVE THESTRE BOYYYYY!!! ugh so cute i love

regina thoughts:

HOW DID THEY MAKE HER SUCH A COWARD???? HOW DO YOU TAKE A CHARACTER WITH SO MUCH POWER AND FUCK HER UP THIS BAD???

again everything that’s a core tenet of her personality was removed. i wasn’t afraid of her which is a CRIME bc renee on broadway’s regina was TERRIFYING. she just felt like one of those girls that every hs has like 7 of. they’re a dime a dozen, they’re rich and hot shit and they know it but you don’t care what they do because you know they’ll be divorced and broke and probably fat at your 10 year reunion. it’s giving peaked in high school and not queen bee which is really sad honestly

it made cady seem so much more evil tho?? like regina seemed. hurt. and cady was still so gung ho about taking her down. and it made janis seem much more manipulative too. i don’t care for either of those things

her costumes were so weird??? half that shit regina would not touch with a ten foot pole but it’s renee and she would and she’s hot so i do not care. also this isn’t a criticism but her halloween costume was giving gargoyle more than angel lol

plastics thoughts:

gretchen again felt really reductive. she was all anxiety. not that gretchen isn’t that onstage but it just felt like that was her entire personality. but bebe was adorable and i loved what’s wrong with me she did a great job

avantika was DELIGHTFUL. i loved her so much more than i was expecting to she was the only one where i never had a moment like “i am watching people acting in a movie they are repeating written lines” it felt much more like fluid with her. 10/10 beautifully done to her

aaron thoughts:

HOW DID THEY MAKE HIM MORE BORING????? MY GOD

he was already the most redundant character in the whole goddamn thing and they somehow made him even more useless. he could’ve been removed from the movie entirely and it would’ve changed NOTHING. he is white bread if he was a spice he’d be flour. didn’t think it was possible to make him more that but by golly they did it

HOW DID HE AND CADY END UP TOGETHER HE HAS THE CHEMISTRY OF A BRICK WALL. she has so much more romantic fire and chemistry with regina this is some of the most comphet shit i’ve ever seen. it’s giving wicked levels of comphet like gooooddamn.

misc. thoughts:

THAT LINDSAY LOHAN CAMEO HAD ME OUTBOF MY SEAT I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING BUT IT WAS AMAZING also that “i don’t know your life” was mwah

MS NORBURY SND MR DUVALLLL WERE SO CUUUUUTE i squealed ngl i love them

overall like 7/10 good movie i’m angry about a whole bunch but this is also amazing i’m so glad we got this new content and i am definitely hyperfixating on it now. so not that different from my stage show opinions lol

[smedenn]

Returning to my Tumblr Era to say one thing: as much as we are all mourning and grieving the end of Good Omens episode 6, you have to remember how insane it is that Neil Gaiman confirmed and added all sorts of things into this season simply because we wanted it. Now this is assuming these things weren’t already planned, because if they all were we are some high IQ fans.

(MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD)

But think about it:

-Crowley pre-fall. We literally have written fanfics, made hundreds of fan-art, fan edits, etc about pre-fall Crowley. We were especially attracted to the whole “Crowley made the stars” plot line and BOOM: Neil Gaiman handed it to us neat and nice on a platter with a cherry on top.

-Crowley as Raphael/An Archangel. Now this wasn’t confirmed but Neil could not have hinted to it more. From the fact that, in the first scene only Aziraphale introduced himself (which would mean Crowley was someone well known, therefore Aziraphale already knew him) and when Muriel couldn’t access confidential files because “only the highest order of angels can do it” (not exact quote but yk), and then Crowley just FLIPPED it open. Also the Metatron KNEW who he was pre-fall. Basically it has been confirmed that Crowley was pretty freaking important pre-fall

-Good Old Fashioned Loverboy. They included GOOD OLD FASHIONED LOVERBOY IN THE SOUNDTRACK

-Gabriel and Beelzebub. If I’m 100% honest I always thought the fanfic and fanart was silly because that could never be canon! I doubt that was even a thought in Neil’s mind! Nope, I was wrong, and I will be doing the “I was wrong, I’m sorry” dance. He handed this to us because he knows us

-Aziraphale driving the Bentley!!!! The amount of fanfics and fanart and theories about Aziraphale driving the bentley is INSANE. And the fact that Neil not only included him driving the bentley, but also included that Aziraphale didn’t drive the bentley because it was a last-ditch-effort thing or to save crowley, but because he had simply just ASKED Crowley if he could? insane. Absolutely bonkers.

-Ineffable Husbands. Neil has stated before that they ever never meant to be lovers in the way humans are lovers. They are ethereal beings and therefore don’t have things like relationships. Well I’d BEG TO DIFFER because not only did we get a confession scene from crowley but a KISS. Also since Gabriel and Beelzebub are together too we know that Angels and Demons do in fact love like humans do. He really said THIS IS A LOVE STORY NOW.

-Crowley yelling at Gabriel for how he treated Aziraphale. I think if Ao3 had a “Spotify wrapped” type thing, my number 1 fanfic I read about Good Omens is this exact plot. Crowley defending Aziraphale from when Gabriel tried to kill him. Like it was picked right out of a fanfic. Literally an insane scene.

-Also lots of other small things! Aziraphale and Crowley dancing together, whenever Crowley defended Aziraphale, more Aziraphale and Crowley backstory, what happened after the “lift home” scene, etc.

Just, I can’t help but count my blessings after watching this entire season. That doesn’t change the fact that I’m eternally heartbroken and in severe need of season 3, but I’m very happy with the season.

[iron-sparrow]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers (ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡

In no particular order!

LIFTING BIG WEIGHTS. It is a mental and physical struggle I absolutely enjoy, and very few things on this green(ish) earth can give me the same high lifting does. My current highest number is 253 lbs/115 kg for 2 on sumos. The other day I did 227/103 for 3 without pausing. Also, depressed queer lifters are some of the best people you could know!

I freaking love anatomy. Sorta ties into why I'm so into lifting weights + watching others lift. I am obsessed. We all joke about our shitty our meaty flesh suits are, but have you ever just sat and thought about how intricate they are and how long it took nature to evolve us into such efficient sweating endurance machines despite our other shortcomings? I mean, I hate running (flat feet suck), but the IDEA of how long we can hypothetically go for because of how our bodies work mechanically is mind-blowing. And have you seen how an Olympic lifter utilizes momentum and balance with their incredible strength to lift as much as they do off the ground and above their heads? The breakdown of every single limb's motion and muscle movement is SO beautiful that I can't even... WHEEZE...

I don't consider myself a writer, but I really love writing more than drawing sometimes -- no offense to my art degree that definitely wasn't a waste of time or anything. Something about processing images through words just hits different. A freight train slowly crawl by on the tracks versus a bullet train zipping across its rails; a horse breaking into full sprint; bird beating its wings against the air in very specific patterns; houseplant slowly changing directions as it seeks light. My heart feels so heavy that it's threatening to slip from my ribs down into my stomach in search of an escape from the pressure building inside my skin; I think if it burst, I would see it turn my breath into the same abyssal blue we perceive the ocean to be.

I guess music is another sure way to feel anything, including "happy." Some friends of mine talk about stimming with specific types of music, and I think back to how often I find myself unable to function at all without something playing in my ears. I'm actually prone to sensory overload (high ceilings WHY), so I will always carry around headphones or earbuds with me to help! And really, I'm content to listen to the same tune on repeat for 12-14 hours to stabilize my mood. This fucks with my Spotify statistics in the funniest way. Plus, people are more likely to leave you the fuck alone when you got headphones on, and I like being left alone. (Social misanthropes, rise up.)

My friends make me happy, and I am incredibly blessed to have friends that love me. When they can't support me directly, they walk alongside me so that I can still see their shapes while I traverse the fog. They ask me how I'm doing when I change medications. They tell me my muscles look nice after I've finished a gym session. They watch my OCs turning on the hot dog warmer with me. Some nights, when I'm struggling, I remind myself that I'll be able to talk to them again when I wake up. ♡

[wellthatschaotic]

Teach me qsmp lore please. Preferably chronological order; where does it all begin & all that jazz

okay SO

buncha guys are on a train to Quesadilla Island. there is a Huge Wall in the middle of the island. a duck greets them and says "whatever you do don't press the big red button". they press the big red button. the wall Crumbles. yay! duck comes back and says "wtf now you Can Never Leave The Island". also theres a ton of like ruins/old crusty buildings on the island and their first task was to restore electricity so like. there probably Used To Be People Here.

then! new Building appears! duck says "you idiots woke up a dragon and it flew away. now you gotta take care of her eggs". new building turns out to be an adoption center!! there are two parents per egg and each parent has to be from a different language (at the time it was only spanish and english). i forget who the parents were (this was long before i was In The Fandom) but essentially government assigned gay marriage. anyway they have to take care of the eggs and keep them happy and stuff so they don't Die

also there's a guy named cucurucho who's like one of the top federation guys. hes a bitch. then theres another cucurucho (osito bimbo) whos not a bitch. he appears out of nowhere and speaks in like pre generated text to speech voice lines and also writes and gives people books to communicate

also! an enemy is made called The Code or the Binary Entity! it's. well. exactly what it sounds like. a floating mess of ones and zeroes in black and green. and it is Violent and attacks the eggs

spoiler. some of the eggs die. its very sad. there is conflict. i am going to skip to where i joined the fandom because i don't know too much about the Middle Parts

so the eggs go missing. horrible awful tragedy. everyone is upset (and begins to go Insane). forever is so angry and sad he goes and pretty much attacks cucurucho. he then gets drugged on Happy Pills and becomes an absolute weirdo. pac goes and gets kidnapped/drugged on purpose and finds a Cure. yay! the get the leftover Happy Pills and put them in a very secure safe. it is not very secure. bbh immediately steals the pills just to prove that he could. the safe is later reinforced further. also when forever was detoxing he screamed that cucurucho told him that the eggs weren't kidnapped they ran away because of an Even Worse Danger. which some of the islanders believe and some dont

bbh does not buy it and kidnaps a federation worker who he named ron and we later found out is WB011. the workers dont get names and there are tiers D-A, d is the lowest A is the highest. also bbh has fully lost all the color on his skin and is torturing himself with soul vultures and is now covered in his own corrupted blood and torn clothes. hes also canonically completely colorblind

while this is happening tubbo is flirting with fred, another federation worker (WA02). so he's a fed worker defender 100%.

tubbo breaks into fred's office and finds two books: one saying bbh is suspicious and possibly dangerous and advising workers to avoid him. then next book says worker WB011 has not clocked in or out of work for several days and is missing. he draws the conclusion that bbh has kidnapped WB011.

unfortunately bbh had some sort of psychotic episode and. um. ate ron.

also tubbo, slimescicle and. fuck i forget the third person. got coordinates from a chest surrounded by black concrete. each of them had one of the 3 coordinates (x, y, and z) and it took them like 45 minutes to connect the dots. they are led to the entrance of a Maze. when they get through the maze they find a circular room with a wheel numbered 1-8 in roman numerals, surrounded by the eggs signature belongings. obviously they all Freak Out and try to find a way to get in. tubbo enderpearls through the barriers and spins the wheel. lava pours down from everywhere. rip

a little later everyone goes in the maze and finds a room thats like some sort of control room with a big red button. when they press it theres a dialogue that said "i think i found something about the eggs disappearance. lets continue this conversation on the main channel"

at some point they find the circular room again and it has the wheel again but this time the only egg belonging is chayenne's rubber ducky. strange.

more black concrete keeps appearing, then a huge alien structure appears. THEN. they find a message on black concrete FROM THE EGGS!!! wherever they are they can't get back and can only send one message at a time. two more alien structures end up appearing.

tubbo digs a giant hole with a world eater that bbh and aypierre hate so he names it the controversial hole.

bbh is slowly testing everyone on the island to see who he can trust and who he can't, and is implying to everyone that he will burn the world down and kill everyone to get the eggs back. we support his wrongs

philza gets kidnapped and put in a bird house for like a week, thinks it's a bad dream and can't really remember what happened.

bagi arrives with nothing but a frying pan and determination. she somehow has the code for the main channel, but they don't know what to input the code in to make it work.

etoiles now has a love/hate relationship with the codes and enjoys fighting them for fun. he kills one and the only thing it drops are its sword, shield, and a book saying "protect". he takes that to mean protect everyone on the island.

at this point everyone is incredibly suspicious of everyone else btw.

also yesterday bagi told fred that tubbo was in love with him and this morning tubbo got a letter from fred rejecting him and signed it "WA02". my ship has crashed and burned i'm so sad. he has also heavily implied he will Ruin Bagi for this

i definitely missed things but this is a lot of the gist of it i think !

[brightgnosis]

Thanksgiving yesterday was great. I'm so glad I took the advice from the 1930's research I did leading up to it, and started prepping everything 3 days early. Because it really did make everything go so much more smoothly outside of all of my Mother in Law's ridiculous meddling in things. She finally calmed down the day before, however, and it made everything easier (even if it did pick back up the day of, and we all had to remove her from the kitchen because she wouldn't keep her hands out of my pots).

Because I had to make so many concessions to my menu with her meddling, I made up for it by actually looking up a 1930's place setting (technically 1925, but close enough). And I had just enough China to do it, too- though I did find out in the process that I'm missing a few plates for my 8 serve Magnolia set and I don't actually have the complete place settings like I thought I did. But I set he table with it, and even folded some napkins into actual shapes.

For the record, when they suggest Linen "or another crisp fabric", they're genuinely not saying it for their health 🤣 The napkins my Mother in Law picked were beautiful, but they were thick cotton and even on the highest setting it took me about 20+ minutes to press all 8 of them enough they'd finally at least vaguely hold the shape properly 😭 And I wasn't even doing anything complicated. Just use "crisp fabric" napkins. Trust me.

It took some convincing to get people to try a couple of the things- like the Carrot Marmalade that I got from @therecipelibrary's postings (which was amazing, even if it took a few tries to par the recipe down properly to a single serving and I had to cheat with a bit of Orange Gelatin to get it to work then). But once they did, everyone was pleasantly surprised by how good it was. My Husband, who hates Spinach, even really enjoyed the Creamed Spinach and Pearl Onions (I did, too; aside from being a little short on seasoning, it's actually really good and I'll have to keep making that).

Apparently I did really well on the Ham, too, despite it bein my first time to ever cook a ham. And the 1930's Onion, Clove, Cider, and Brown Sugar glaze that I did for it went over well with my Husband; I didn't dry it out, either, like I was concerned I would because it was pre-smoked (none of the small ones we could find came raw, but that worked out because I really didn't have time for the nonsense of cooking the whole thing, frankly).

There was so much food overall, though, that none of us actually wound up getting dessert. But for my part, I did fairly well doing exactly what I wanted to and making just enough for everyone. So we didn't wind up having very much in the way of leftovers for what I made.

And I didn't wind up vomiting last night. So score one for the first time I've made it through a holiday feast since being diagnosed with CAG, without a flair! 🥂🎉 I'm so damned happy about that! But oh wow I am so absolutely tired today ... Not flared, thankfully (though definitely Fibro sensitive). But definitely very freaking worn out to the point I can barely stay awake.

I did realize, however, when setting up my Modrana Altar today, however ... That I may have accidentally left my Beeswax tapers over at my old Covenmate's whenever I was there for Halloween (and if not, then I genuinely have no idea where they could be, because they're not in any of my supply boxes ... And today's Black Friday (Capitalist nightmare extraordinaire 🤮), so it's going to be difficult to convince my Husband to take me to Walmart after work in order to pick up some cheap ones so I can still do the ritual offerings 😬 I'm incredibly annoyed by that, because now that means I've missed every single event and holiday this month.

Oh well. You win (or celebrate) some ... And you don't. That's just life.

[findingmypeace]

4/18/2022

On one end my sister’s wedding day was truly magical. One the other end it was a huge reality check. As a side note my sister is 14 yrs younger than me.

First, there was the dress I wore. My Mom bought my dress. Because she lives in another state she bought 3 dresses. (I put dresses on my wishlist on Amazon and then she picked 3 and ordered them.) The night I got to my parents house I tried on all 3. One dress looked the best so I wore that one to the wedding. The problem was that trying on the other 2 dresses made me absolutely disgusted with my body. Actually all 3 day. They all had fitted waists and my waist literally looks like I’m pregnant. It literally sticks out further than my boobs. And all three dresses highlighted that.

Then I got ready for bed in the bathroom. I had seen 2 scales in my parent’s bedroom/bathroom. I was getting ready in the other bathroom where there was a 3rd scale! I started to freak out. I told my Mom that the scales made me uncomfortable and she told me not to weigh myself. Well, yeah. I think I knew that. I was able to fight that urge that night. But in the morning, while getting ready for the wedding, I couldn’t fight the urge any longer and I weighed myself. I hadn’t had access to a scale (where I could see my weight) since last July. The urge was just too strong. I became even more disgusted with my body. I am the highest I have ever been, by a lot. I was one pound less than what I guessed it might be. But it was right before my sister’s wedding so I just let it go. However, between the dresses and the number on the scale the whole day I was just so disgusted with my body. I saw one picture of myself and I look huge and disgusting. I seriously looked so horrible. I refuse to post any pictures of myself on FB. I don’t want to see my body ever again. I despise it.

Then throughout the day, watching my sister kiss her husband and enjoy the day, it was just a huge reminder of how empty my own life is. It’s basically me, my career, and my ed. I have a few friends that mean a lot to me but I see them maybe once every few months. I haven’t dated since high school. I’ll be 40 yrs old in a few weeks. When I was a kid I dreamed that I would grow up, get married, be a stay at home Mom while my kids were young, and then start a career as a therapist after the got older. That’s obviously not what happened. I wonder what my life would be like if I never had an ed. Just the amount of self-hatred I felt throughout the day was intense. It made me want to date but also I don’t think I’m brave enough to do that. I hate myself. This self-hatred has really aggravated my depression. I feel like shit.

Additionally, my Dad looks awful. He looks ill. I’m worried he is struggling with orthorexia. According to my Mom his doctor told him his cholesterol was too high and prescribed a specific diet for him. He has taken that literally and then some. He has lost a lot of weight. Apparently, he mostly eats fruits and vegetables and that’s it. I did see him eat more than that while I was visiting but not much. Besides, it was Easter and my sister’s wedding so I think he couldn’t escape it that easily. My Mom said that sometimes he’ll go on really long walks and then not go on one for a few weeks and repeat. I’m just really worried about him.

Finally, my brother and I are driving home today. We left at about 5 in the morning. He does the driving because it’s his car. Well, it hasn’t been going well. Remember how I talked about how much I hate my brother’s driving? Yeah. He’s gotten 2 speeding tickets so far and we’re only 3 hrs into a 12 hr drive. And he was rude to the officers and accused them of lying. Anger is really triggering for me and the whole situation just makes me want to melt into the floor. I feel awful and I can’t wait until I’m home.

So the wedding was both incredibly magical and incredibly painful. I kind of don’t want to go back to real life. I’m sad and depressed and just hurt.

[kaunis-sielu]

Take the Money: 10

You watch Steve walk into the hotel and stretch again before checking the phone that he’d picked up for you. There are a couple texts from Wanda, May and Peter but you’re not sure you have the emotional space for all of them right now. So you choose the easiest and call Wanda.

“Thank god you’re okay.”

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have just taken off like that.”

“Damn right! What happened?”

“It’s a long story, but the very short version is that my husband is from a very powerful family. He’s also not a good man, so I’ve been in hiding from him for the past 3 years. Steve thought I was a cop or federal Agent because he found out I was going by a fake name and I told him everything. Okay, not everything because I’m pretty sure he’d have killed Brock by now if I had. But anyways, I got freaked out because now Steve knew everything and I took off.”

“I-I had no idea.”

“How could you have? I’ve become very good at deflecting attention onto everyone around me.”

“Are you safe?”

“Yea, I’m with Steve and I’m coming home.”

“Oh thank god. When?”

“I don’t know. We’re, taking our time.”

“Oh?” She says sounding a bit more pleased with that bit of information than you’d expected, “are you guys like a thing?”

“I’m still married Wanda.”

“And?”

“No, but I wouldn’t be opposed to it.” You admit, “he’s been so patient and kind it’s, I don’t know, it’s so different than Brock.”

“He’s already pretty nuts about you, ask him about the flowers.”

“The flowers?”

“Yea, you deserve happiness Saint and you couldn’t do better than Steve.” You hear Viz protest in the background and laugh softly, “I said Saint babe relax. I can’t do better than you cuz you’re perfect for me.” She says and you laugh again. “Ridiculous.” She mutters, “but seriously he’s perfect for you, I hope you give him the chance.”

“I’m doing my best, it’s just, hard because it’s not like things started out horribly with Brock. You know, it always starts good.”

“I’m really proud of you.” She says and you blink the tears out of your eyes. “It’s not easy to trust when you’ve been burned.”

“Thanks Wanda. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before.”

“Don’t be, it’s your story to tell and you’re allowed to tell it or not to who you want.” You’re not sure how she always knows the perfect thing to say but somehow she always does.

“You’re the best.” You tell her, you glance over at the hotel as Steve comes out of the front doors. He looks at the car first and when he doesn’t see you where he left you you see the panic on his face. “I’ve gotta go.” You tell Wanda and without waiting for her response you hang up.

“Steve!” You call and when his gaze meets yours you see the relief. You meet him halfway and he yanks you to him.

“Scared the shit out of me.”

“Sorry, Wanda, Peter and May have all reached out to me. I called Wanda back and needed to move.” You tell him, your own arms wrapping around him.

“No, not your fault. I just expected you to still be in the car.” He says before letting you go, “Let’s get up to the room before it gets dark.” You follow him back to the car and pull your bag out of the backseat. You take his hand on the way in, liking the way your smaller hand fits in his bigger one.

“I hope you’re okay with heights,” he says as he punches the button to the elevator.

“I’m fine with them, did you ask for the highest floor.”

“It’s in my profile.”

“What?”

“I’m friends with the man who owns this chain of hotels. Tony Stark. So I have a black card here which gets me special perks.”

“Like what?”

“Whatever room in the hotel that I want. Free room service, no charge on the minibar.”

“Damn, if I keep traveling with you I’m going to start having expectations.” You tease and he laughs softly. The doors open onto a lobby looking space with only one door.

“Tony always has a penthouse.” He tells you as you stare at the single door, he swipes one of the keys then punches in a code on the keypad next to the door and it swings open. “Come on in Saint.” You walk into one of the most stunning rooms you’ve ever been in. Dark marble floors, lush rugs, a full kitchen, dining room and living room that leads out to a stunning balcony. There’s a room off to the left that you assume is the bedroom, the place is bigger than your old apartment.

“Oh my god.”

“Tony’s wife Pepper knows how to decorate a space.” Steve says from behind you.

“No kidding. And this view.” You say making your way to the balcony, dropping your bag on the couch as you pass it.

“Let me know when you’d like dinner. I was thinking we just order in, the chef here is excellent.”

“That sounds nice, can we eat out here?”

“Absolutely.” He says joining you out on the balcony. “You looked upset on the phone with Wanda, everything okay?”

“Yea, talking about my past isn’t something I enjoy doing. It makes me feel like such a fool for falling for his bullshit for so long. And weak for having to hide from him.”

“Oh Saint, you’re not weak or stupid. You’ve been fighting for so long, the fact that you haven’t given up says a lot about you.”

“I’m glad I landed where I did though, Wanda and May have been invaluable friends and now, now I’ve got you too.” You tell him feeling somewhat embarrassed, but you need him to know you’re grateful.

“You’ve got me.” He agrees softly.

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[bestworstcase]

What are your opinions on the whole Rapunzel-Varian drama in S1 post Queen For A Day, especially with the whole "Rapunzel should've checked on Varian after the snowstorm" or whose fault it was for their conflict?

tbh… if i had to pick one single representative example of the tts fandom’s general inability to handle nuance in fictional conflict, it’d be the QFAD discourse™

because! while this isn’t to rag on anyone, if you pick a random person with an opinion on this question, chances are they will fall into one of two camps. either: 1) corona’s treatment of varian was horrifically unjust and everyone involved except him is a terrible person, or 2) rapunzel did what she had to do and varian’s anger is irrational, unfounded, and fundamentally unfair.

people in camp #1 tend to believe that rapunzel was simply being selfish and acting like a sulky child when she failed to check up on varian after the storm. people in camp #2 tend to point out that rapunzel was traumatized by the events of QFAD too, and believe that this justifies her failure to check up on varian.

but the thing is imo the conflict in QFAD + the rest of s1 is just as complex and messy as the argument cassandra and rapunzel have in RATGT, in that there is no One True Right Answer and no person who is one hundred percent “at fault.” the question of blame is… honestly sort of beside the point if you ask me. to break this down:

#1: rapunzel is a sheltered teenager with minimal social skills dealing with a national emergency halfway through her first unsupervised couple days on the job.

the girl has had like eight months tops of training for the monumental task of ruling a country. she grew up in a situation where the only choice available to her was how she would wile away her free time inside her tower; gothel exerted total control over every other facet of her life. and while she has a little more wiggle room now that she’s out of the tower, she is still basically living her life with all the big, consequential choices made for her.

QFAD was intended to be her first taste of true authority, while still being ultimately inconsequential. if all had gone according to plan, corona would have ticked along more or less on autopilot—just as frederic left it—while rapunzel got in a little practice making judgment calls about minor, unimportant things, like mediating small interpersonal disputes between her subjects.

nobody expected, and rapunzel was absolutely not prepared for, a legitimate national crisis to explode in her face out of nowhere. this was supposed to be pedaling by herself for the first time with training wheels and what she got instead is careening down the freeway on a motorbike at 95mph with zero warning. it is a miracle that she held things together as well as she did.

#2: varian is a child with an emotionally distant, unsupportive father who sets him up for failure.

he’s smart but he’s also fourteen. he has little if any formal training in alchemy, he’s figuring stuff out by trial and error, and he has zero adult supervision. his efforts have caused significant levels of destruction twice in only a few months—the exploding boilers in WTH, and his invention going haywire (with a little help from st. croix) in GE—and it’s implied that this is a fairly regular occurrence with him.

and yet quirin does nothing. he shouts at varian, shuts him down, and at several points orders him point blank to stop messing with alchemy… but he makes no effort to connect with his son or understand where he’s coming from; he doesn’t try to impose reasonable restrictions (like “don’t mess with volatile chemicals unless i’m there to help”) that would allow varian to pursue his passion while minimizing the danger; and he doesn’t create an environment where varian feels able to turn to his father for help. and then with the black rocks, he lets varian come along to see the king, but refuses to explain why he “lied” (/spoke in code) to the king, destroying any credibility he had in varian’s eyes and making varian panicky and desperate because it seemed like no one else cared.

so the end result is that varian feels like he has no choice but to sneak around behind quirin’s back. he can’t rely on his dad for help if anything goes wrong, but the situation is so dire that doing nothing also isn’t an option. he tries his best to be careful (before quirin barges in on him, varian is attempting to put just one drop of the amber serum on the rock) but even if quirin hadn’t startled him, a terrible accident was bound to happen sooner or later, and the responsibility for that lays just as much if not more on quirin’s shoulders—the adult in this situation—as on varian’s. the kid is FOURTEEN.

(i think a neat argument could be made for varian as a deconstruction of the teen/YA fantasy trope of the hyper-competent teenager with absentee parents whose absence allows the teen to get on with the important work of the high-stakes fantasy plot; but that’s a whole different post)

#3: rapunzel did the right thing, but lost control over the situation due to lack of experience.

it would have been wrong to abandon everybody in corona to run off into the blizzard with varian, and frankly it wouldn’t have helped quirin anyway. he was already encased in amber by the time varian got back to old corona, and rapunzel couldn’t have done anything in the moment had she been with varian then. the only benefit to her presence would have been to comfort varian—which is not a small thing, obviously, but it’s not in any way a reasonable exchange for the hundreds or thousands of lives that would have been lost if she left corona completely without a leader in the middle of a crisis. so broadly speaking, staying in corona was the right call.

however.

rapunzel was not in control during that scene in the palace. varian bursts in, panicking, explains his situation and begs for her help—and rapunzel just says, basically, “i can’t help you, there’s an emergency.” then nigel comes in and reinforces that, which makes varian freak out; he grabs rapunzel and shakes her, nigel signals for the guards in response, and varian gets dragged out of the palace while rapunzel pleads with the guards not to hurt him.

(sidebar: the hate nigel gets for describing varian as “attacking” rapunzel is unfounded. varian grabs her and shakes her roughly back and forth and that is, in fact, assault. nigel is not wrong to describe it as such.)

anyway, notice two the things that DON’T happen here:

1) rapunzel doesn’t offer up any alternative solutions. a more experienced or better prepared leader could have responded to varian’s plea with a plan of action, like: i need to stay in corona to oversee the evacuation, so we can’t leave right this minute, but cassandra will take you to ask xavier for advice right now and the minute it’s safe to leave we’ll go together to help your father. or whatever—the point is to engage proactively with varian’s problem, make him feel heard, and give him something productive to do so he isn’t just sitting around fretting in the palace or struggling back home by himself in the middle of a blizzard.

2) raps doesn’t challenge nigel’s decision when he summons the guards to throw varian out of the palace, which is something she absolutely could have done. she could have said no, i can’t go to old corona right this minute to help him, but we are not throwing him out into the storm again, he stays here with me. this is, again, a sign of her inexperience; she’s not used to being an authority, she’s never been in a situation like this before, and she’s under a ton of pressure—so when an older adult whom she sees as an authority (he’s her father’s advisor!) makes a judgment call, it probably doesn’t even occur to her that she can challenge it.

this is why i say that rapunzel lost control over the situation—because even though she made the Right Decision, she got a kind of awful outcome, ie varian being tossed out into the blizzard to struggle home by himself to deal with his problem without any support, and rapunzel inadvertently breaking her promise from earlier.

#4: rapunzel doesn’t immediately go to check on varian after the storm because she’s traumatized, busy, and trusts her father.

painter’s block is all about how the trauma rapunzel feels as a direct result of her decisions during the storm destroys her ability to choose anything. she feels so debilitated by the fear that she will make the wrong choice—because she worries that she chose wrong when she allowed varian to be sent away—that she can’t do anything at all, let alone find the emotional strength to go to old corona and confront her mistakes. and while she tries to process and move past this trauma, mrs sugarby exploits it in an attempt to force her to free zhan tiri.

the next episode, not in the mood, involves rapunzel being put under enormous pressure to entertain an irascible ally of corona’s while he and her father negotiate a trade deal with the threat of a war breaking out if they fail. NITM is a silly episode, but it has the highest non-magical stakes of any episode in the entire series. this isn’t an event rapunzel could have reasonably skipped out on for the sake of one person, no matter how much she cares. she’s slammed. she’s still being forced to prioritize just like she was in QFAD.

and in the third episode after QFAD, rapunzel is tormented by nightmares about varian and what happened to his father, so she presses frederic for information about the rocks and varian’s safety. and frederic assures her that everything is fine. he lies to her face about the rocks having been removed, and rapunzel has no reason to doubt him, so she relaxes… until varian contacts her directly, and she immediately jumps to help him.

#5: at the same time, varian has been forced into hiding because frederic is attempting to cover up the rock problem.

what happens to varian after QFAD is plainly unfair and unjust. his father is trapped in amber, the rocks have completely destroyed old corona, most of the villagers have presumably moved to the new land frederic set aside for them, and frederic’s secret police are crawling all over the village trying to suppress information about the rocks (and fred’s role in creating them). the blame for this lies squarely at frederic’s feet, and varian is right to be angry.

i believe that varian interprets rapunzel’s absence as a sign that she’s complicit in what frederic is doing, making his anger at her justified as well. he doesn’t have access to the information we do about why rapunzel doesn’t seek varian out immediately—he doesn’t see how distraught and shattered she is after the storm, or the high-stakes political nonsense she has to deal with, and he certainly doesn’t see her trying to pursue the matter of the rocks and varian’s safety with her father and being flatly lied to to convince her to stay put in corona. all he knows is that rapunzel kicked him out and now she’s ignoring him and her father’s agents keep chasing him away from his home, and he draws the conclusion that makes the most sense to him, ie rapunzel must be okay with all of this because otherwise she would be here.

and once he has that idea in his head, the fact that rapunzel immediately jumps to help him when he contacts her isn’t enough to dislodge it. he’s a scared, lonely fourteen year old boy looking at this situation through a purely interpersonal lens while rapunzel is an overwhelmed eighteen year old doing the best she can while juggling about a million things at once and putting varian low on her priority list because she’s been told by a trusted source that varian is fine.

they both make mistakes, they’re both missing important contextual information, and neither of them handles this situation in the best possible way. but neither of them is “at fault” in the sense of being purely in the wrong, and—imo—frederic and quirin hold the lion’s share of the blame here, because they had all the information, and they refused and refused and refused to deal with the black rock problem until it overwhelmed them both. varian and rapunzel are both just kids scrambling to deal with something that should not be their problem to solve, and both of them fuck up! (and even then—the best fred and quirin could’ve done was just be honest and upfront about what the problem was. neither of them had the means to fix anything, and neither of them was responsible for the very unfortunate timing of the blizzard. so it’s not as clear cut as everything bad in s1 happens because fred and quirin stuck their heads in the sand. a lot of it honestly was just sheer bad luck.)

a n y w a y, i think by s3 and after a lot of introspection, varian has figured a lot of this out, and that’s why he’s so quick to let go of his lingering grudge against rapunzel. he’s realized that at the end of the day, rapunzel was just as unprepared and lost in that situation as he was, that she’s not responsible for (and wasn’t complicit in) her father’s decisions, etc, etc.

[ickle-ronniekins]

time to be sappy!

hi my lovelies! i’m wishing you all the happiest new year for 2021. without going into too much detail, we all know how much this past year has sucked. that’s honestly the only way to describe it. it’s absolutely sucked. but i know that one thing we’ve learned is to find the light in the darkness, and it’s something i’ve really been trying to focus on as we navigated and continue to navigate our way through this pandemic.

at the beginning of the year, i was in a writing slump. i was going through some personal stuff that honestly knocked the wind right out of me. i didn’t think i’d ever find the energy to write ever again (and it’s my favorite thing to do; it keeps me sane). i was so drained of energy and love of myself that i wanted to say “fuck it” and give up writing altogether. but then, by a miracle, i found some lovely individuals, and you guys re-sparked my love of the thing i need to do in order to make me who i am. write.

there are so many people i need to thank so here we goooooo

@theweasleysredhair chloe! i remember before the twins got insanely popular on here, you were always one of the writers that stuck out to me. we started chatting back and forth and commenting on one another’s fics. and then you’d decided to take a break from tumblr. i didn’t know if you were coming back (and not to be dramatic but i was heartbroken) and THEN YOU DID and we honestly picked up exactly where we’d left off. now we freak out about one another’s stories, cackle like actual idiots at the magic that is impractical jokers, but it goes much deeper than that. we share life stories, offer advice to one another, and you’re always there for me when i need someone. and good god, girl, you can make me laugh. i hope you know that whenever i hear the word “forty” i think of you and scream FOEH in my head. so grateful for you, i can’t even explain it. also SCOOPSKI POTAYTAHS lmao love you

@harrysweasleys alexa i don’t even know how to adequately express how much you mean to me. i can’t even pinpoint when exactly we started talking deeply about anything and everything, but now our friendship spans countries and dimensions and more and i’m just so fucking thankful that we’re friends. you’re one of the kindest people i’ve met on here and i’m just so blessed to know you, write with you, freak out about books with you (even when i bring them to the post office with me LOL) and everything in between. thank you for choosing me to write a collab with. you are wildly talented beyond your years and i hope you always keep writing, because you have a gift with your storytelling. i just adore you.

@wand3ringr0s3 HALEY. you little ball of fire, you. i can’t even begin to describe how much your sarcasm absolutely slays me in our daily chats. you always have me laughing like an absolute fool and i’m so grateful for it. i know that we’re nine years apart (ew) (pls i feel so old ugh) but i feel like we’re so close in age. thank you for always being honest, voicing your thoughts and opinions, sharing stories, encouraging us to share ours, and for always, always providing the greatest, hottest, highest quality photos of The Men in the GC for us to thirst over. thank you for being you, for being hilarious, for being kind. thank you for writing the stories that you do -- your creativity knows no bounds and that’s something that’s really freaking special about you as a writer (aside from your overall general talent to break my heart) i adore you. keep shining babe.

@diary-of-an-onliner okay thea, you are honestly an enigma and i mean that in the GREATEST way possible. i absolutely never know what you’re thinking or what you’re going to say, but i know it’s going to get me wracking my brain and thinking hard or absolutely losing my shit and laughing on the ground. you never fail to put a smile on my face with your quips. i absolutely freaking adore you. AND ALSO, YOUR WRITING IS FLAWLESS, so if you ever want to share more of it, you know i’ll absolutely read it and 110% freak the fuck out, because you’re a talented little bean. remember head in the clouds/feet on the ground? because i do, and i’m honestly still cracking up about it, and cannot wait for it (if it’s still a thing). I LOVE YOU

@harrypotter-and-the-onering LINDA. i don’t think i can express with enough words just how sweet and genuine you are. whenever i see you in the group chats, it puts a smile on my face, because you always slide in with the SWEETEST COMMENTS and my heart just melts at them. i know we don’t really chat outside of the GCs much, but i’d like to change that, because i really do adore you. you’re such a bright light in this community, to out friend group, and to everyone who has the pleasure of being in your presence. you’re a beyond talented writer and i hope you continue to write more in the new year! also, whenever i eat swiss chocolate, i’ll think of you LOL

@andromedaa-tonks okay mia, my girl, you’re a solid ten years younger than me but somehow we act like we’re twins, exactly the same age, and i’m here for it! we’ve ranted to one another a lot about heartbreak and love, how frustrating it can be, how difficult it is to find, how much we yearn for love that’s true and lasting. we’ve had our fair share of difficult conversations about it but it’s really helped me to realize exactly what i want, and i hope it’s helped you too. also thank you for always indulging me when i rant to you about hot lifeguards on the beach LMAO (it’s winter and they’re not here and i’m mad, don’t they know i want to stare at them??? smh) thank you for being you. i love you. and you’ll find that love babe.

@mycupoffanfiction ellie, my deary, you sweet girl, you. i think you’re just about the nicest freaking human being i’ve ever met. i cannot think of a time where you haven’t greeted me with anything less than exuberance and excitement. i hope you know how much it means to me! and the comments you leave on my stories? they honestly bring me to tears. i cannot express what that means to me; there have been so many times when i’ve felt that my writing isn’t good enough to be able to publish anything, but you’ve reminded me with your kind words that my writing just needs to find the right reader, and for that, i cannot thank you enough. thank you for sharing your stories and your friendship, i am beyond grateful for them both, and i adore you so very much!

and to those i might not talk too as often, a few things: 1) please let’s chat 2) i’m apologizing in advance because I SUCK (like actually suck) at answering messages and it’ll probably piss you off and i’m so sorry 3) i’m v nervous and shy so pls feel free to ~slide into my DMs~ anytime because i’m awkward and probably won’t do it first LOL 4) i adore you all 5) i see your comments on my writing and i CANNOT. CANNOT. cannot thank you enough. it brings me to tears every time i read them, so thank you x

@fopdoodledane @vogueweasley @pit-and-the-pen @thoseofgreatambition @izzytheninja @acciotwinz @starlightweasley @theweirdsideofstuff @pigwidgexn @whiz-bangs78 @thisismynerdyself @gcdric @thisismysketchbook @jenniweaslee @chaoticgirl04 @writesowhatnext @loony-loopy-lupinn @boxofbadaddiction @immobulusmalfoy @cappsikle @oh-for-merlins-sake @godricsswords @valwritesx i’m surely forgetting people omg i’m so sorry i really am

thank you, all of you, for all of the wonder and imagination and magic and kindness you’ve all brought me. ALSO IT’S LATE AND I’M TIRED AND IF I FORGET ANYONE I AM SO, SO, SO SORRY I JUST SUCK ok love y’all

[fistofgork]

Age of Sigmar - A bunch of things

Actually quite a bit happened over last week I want to splurge about:

(1) I got the Champions of Order supplement for Soulbound. Some interesting developments there concerning the Lumineth. Teclis is credited as the main architect of the Soulbinding process, Sigmar came to Teclis with the idea and then he created the ritual. Champions of Order also introduces the concept that, depending which deity of the Pantheon is doing it, the Soulbindings can differ. For example; it’s noted that Teclis’ Soulbindings are of the highest quality, being the original creator of it, but that he’s largely lost interest in the practise and does it rarely. Sigmar is noted to be very much a ‘by rote’ kind of guy, this means that he is effecient and can make many quickly, but he is inflexible and so often doesn’t care or take account for the harm Soulbindings will do to the Soulbound themselves. It was interesting stuff, honestly.

(2) The Hedonites and Daughters of Khaine got their new Battletomes and both were a treat! The Hedonite one did a really nice job expanding on Slaanesh, beyond the usual ‘meme sex’, it has an entire segment discussing the ‘six circles’ of excess, including things like greed and gluttony, really shifting the angle much more to the excess concept which I like. Indeed; it feels like in AoS the Realms of Chaos themselves get a lot more fleshed out and nuanced than in 40k. On the DoK front Morathi continues to absolutely kick ass. When we left her at the end of Broken Realms she had seized one of the main Cities of Sigmar for herself, defeated it’s forces, and tried to keep this quiet. In DoK Battletome the secret is out and Sigmar launches a massive attack to try to take the city back. At first it goes well but then the Stormcast fall into Morathi’s trap. Idoneth allies surround them from behind, then she and her elite forces storm into their front and they are on the verge of utter defeat when the celestant prime appears and asks for Parley. Morathi and the Celestant Prime meet and when they’re done the Celestant Prime orders the Stormcast to all withdraw and abandon the city to Morathi. Morathi just freaking took one of Sigmar’s major cities and kept it! Even from a direct counter-attack! Good f**k I literally cannot imagine 40k letting Xenos take a major planet and keep it from a Space Marine counter-attack in a million years. This is...wow. Honestly Morathi is doing amazing and AoS lore just gives me so much more to be optimistic about.

(3) Yesterday’s preview. Wow! That was...amazing. Obviously, for me, the Lumineth reinforcements are a highlight. I particularly love the new special character alternate-build of the mounted Vanari war leader. I also enjoy the blend of different aesthetic sensibilities, from Grecian to Chinese, among the Lumineth, gives them a really unique flavour. Very, very amped to see this release. Furthermore, Cursed City simply looks...amazing. No other way to put it, it looks truly magnificent. 

[kob131]

We got Morgan's Bond profile!

... Untranslated...but we can use google to get a general idea!

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The queen who controls Britain, the fairyland. Established an absolute monarchy in the strange zone Britain, She has been oppressing for 2000 years and has afflicted the fairies. She is the highest-ranking fairy, and her end spear, Longominiad A genius magician in the sanctuary learned as magic

Bond 1

Height / weight: 170 cm / 56 kg Source: King Arthur Legend, British Fairy History, and Strange Belt Britain Region: The farthest Orkney Attribute: Order / Evil Gender: Female She was described in old British fairy history as "The Fairy of the Good Lakes", but since the legend of King Arthur was compiled, she has been regarded as a villain against King Arthur. She, on the other hand, gave King Arthur her holy sword and after his death She is equated with the guardian fairy Vivian.

Bond 2

In the history of pan-humanity, Tintagel's daughter, a fairy child in Igraine ... a child of Britain ... She later became a formal sister to Altria (Morgan's mother, Igraine, married to King Uther). After all, Altria was created by human beings. It's just a "king of people". I am the one who inherits the mystery of Britain Morgan, who knew he was the "King of Kings," Eventually his father, Uther, and his sister, Altria, And he hates all humans who do not obey him, It was a major factor in the ruin of Britain. In pan-human history she gave birth to many children, He produced the Knights of the Round Table. Gawain, Gaheris, Gareth, Agravain Children of Morgan and King Oakney, Mordred is a homunculus for defeating Altria, made using the blood and spirit of Altria.

Bond 3

○ Charisma of craving: B After many failures, many disappointments, many despairs, The power of the ruler who chose to rule the people with fear. ○ Lake protection: C Blessing by lake fairies. The wandering time is so long that the rank is down. ○ From the end: A Standing up, dying many times, Reaching the farthest island, The pride of the Queen who returned to Britain. A skill that only Morgan, the King of the Strange Zone, does not have with normal Morgan. A powerful curse vortex that determines the outcome of the battlefield itself.

Bond 4

"Utopia that can't be reached" Rank: EX Type: Anti-castle treasure Range: 10-99 Maximum capture: 100 people Roadless Camelot. Morgan wants to enter the castle over his life, And the unfulfilled chalk castle Camelot. The rules of the world itself ... That is, "humanity" He did not make Morgan the king of Britain. The unfulfilled hope turned into mourning and eventually became hatred. Twisted desire for control and privilege. A fiery nostalgia and anger at humans. And while being the same, on the throne of Camelot The hatred of sitting Altria turned Morgan into a "ruin table ruiner." This is a manifestation of that way as magic. It is Morgan's grace to break through a road that can never be reached in an instant and destroy it. It is not King Arthur that Morgan should defeat. Destined to destroy the fairies of Britain once for humans ... In order to overthrow "Humanity" itself, she returned from the end and became a witch who cursed the world.

Bond 5

A ruthless queen who believes only in her own power. She doesn't believe in others, but she doesn't. She puts "orderly rule of Britain" first. She hates humans, hates fairies, I hate the weak, I hate the ugly, She hates equality, hates peace, From the point of view of the people, she has a character like "the incarnation of evil" itself. But even if she says "I hate", it doesn't mean "unnecessary" No, it's just "incompatible". For Morgan, justice is "the state of domination," and evil is "the state of having someone who disturbs domination." Therefore, Morgan's personal "likes and dislikes" have nothing to do with "good and evil" as a ruler. Fairly admit and tolerate what is necessary for control, even if it is disliked. The extreme and absoluteness of the standard is like a machine without a heart.

Extra

I just don't feel strong anymore. For many years, I have been protecting Britain earnestly, Morgan's heart is cold. The only passion that lit his heart --- A wish that I have been hungry for in the past. Only for the purpose of "dominating Britain" He is still driving her. ...... It's not her childhood human dream, It ’s just something that was born that way, While she was made aware of the fact during her long journey. ◆ ◆ Morgan in the history of pan-humanity was a sample of a villain, lewd, brutal, and selfish, but this Morgan is a talented woman whose elements were overwhelmed during her long journey. It has become. She is a frustrated or remorseful beauty of a country. Enjoyment between men and women The excitement that hurt others Her pleasure through her own self "It's boring. I'm tired of those things." (Talk with Morgan). However, since she is only hiding herself, it is possible that her former brutality and bad taste will recur if her predicament / situation is enough to hunt her down.

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Again this is google translate so only take the general knowledge into account. But still, it does show quite a bit.

A. The narrative seems to treat her as a tyrant. She's constantly portrayed as dominating the land or being an absolute ruler. So it explains her 'Evil' alignment.

B. Her mother actually IS Igraine. ... Despite how little sense that makes...eh, wouldn't be the first time Fate's version of events has fucked stuff up *cough* Mordred's age *cough*.

C. Morgan is a control freak. No really, even the general feel here shows that she's obsessive over controlling Britian and it's stated to be a trait shared between the two versions of herself.

D. She never had any of her kids in the Lostbelt.

E. Her charisma is explictly done through fear.

F. Her third skill is unique to her.

G. Her Noble Phantasm is basically the embodiment of her desire to rule and dispose Arturia. So...Arturia may have been king here once.

H. Morgan is fundamentally selfish. At least this version is though the original probably is too. Her view of right and wrong is skewed to what benefits her. This also means she's alike to Goddess Rhongyominad.

I. Morgan plays the part of the good king...but it's a lie. She's still the same woman who instilled the idea of 'mothers don't love their kids' into Mordred. She's only good because things go her way. Once it doesn't, LB Morgan will probably act the same as PHH Morgan.

[misssmeat]

Where did you get that?! // Sex Toys & Lingerie

I get a lot of questions about where I buy lingerie, toys, sex gear, etc. Because today is Black Friday… I thought it was a good time to finally do a round-up of my favorites and recommendations.

Almost all of these retailers are having sales today - yay consumerism holidays!!! 🙃

For those wondering - this also doubles as my Christmas list. Please/thank you.

Lingerie

Savage x Fenty - “Created for the female gaze, not the male gaze.” Rihanna has our back with cute AND CHEAP lingerie! Huge fan.

Honey Birdette - The highest tier of lingerie in my eyes. I absolutely love every single thing they create. Fucking stunning.

Thistle and Spire - Sensual and edgy. And currently, with an incredible Medusa snake collection for all you Slytherins out there.

Marie Mur - Luxury leather accessories, harnesses, and lingerie. This is where kink and lingerie meet in the most beautiful way.  

Agent Provocateur - Just simply superior lingerie. Goddess level. Always releasing new and creative pieces.

Journelle - More luxury lingerie. If you couldn’t guess… luxury is my vibe when it comes to lingerie.

Creepyyeha - Y’ALL. THE QUEEN OF THE KINK WARDROBE. I don’t own anything by Creepyyeha YET, but mark my words. I fucking will. My life will not be complete until I own a custom creepy piece. (Currently on hiatus until after the holidays - so check out her Instagram.)

Amazon - No explanation here. Good for very cheap pieces that usually don’t last more than a couple sessions of play. But usually photograph well enough.

Zaful - Same vein as Amazon. Fast fashion. Not ethically great. VERY cheap if you’re working on a tight budget though. Low quality, photograph fairly well. I don’t necessarily recommend, but I know budget options are important to many people... so, I’m including it. 

Victoria’s Secret - Okay, VS is obviously problematic and can’t figure out how to stop fucking up, but their downfall can sometimes be our win. Sales and outlets have been fully stocked due to lower popularity, and I’ve been able to grab panties/thigh high stockings for $1, bras for as low as $3, and random other lingerie pieces for less than $7. It’s a freaking steal. (Don’t buy full price VS though - go to Savage X Fenty first for similar/lower price point, better quality, AND inclusive business practices!!!)

Sex Toys - All retailers except Etsy are 100% discrete, and most Etsy sellers are careful to be discrete as well. Just be sure to double-check if you’re worried about that.

Sub-Shop - A good place to start for “serious” bondage gear that’s also accessibly beginner. The gear is much higher quality than what you’ll get from Adam & Eve/Lovehoney etc, but not as intense or as expensive as some of the other shops I’ll list below. I recommend Sub-Shop if you’re just diving into building your kink gear collection. **Having an INSANE Black Friday sale. I spent a lot of money.

eXtreme Restraints - Generally, a step up from Sub-Shop, in price/quality/intensity.

The Stockroom - Similar to eXtreme Restraints, but usually with a better selection - especially in sex furniture. I tend to jump between eXtreme Restraints and The Stockroom when placing orders. (My favorite collar is from The Stockroom!)

Restrained Grace - Feminine beautiful kink accessories!

Etsy - Various sellers. There are stunning pieces on there, but you need to put in the work to search for the good stuff.

Lovehoney - My go-to vanilla sex shop. Many of my dildos, basic anal plugs and lubes have come from Lovehoney.

Amazon - Can sometimes come through with the basics. Not usually, but it’s worth checking.

[drbjdavisstrategiesforchange]

This is ALL stuff you read about Jillian and Ryan. It's being taken care of and these people are creeps. I mean just Google Jillian and watch the videos her voice her videos and the things that she says the proof is in the pudding there you go it's fairly simple and it's repeatedly for a long time and it's apparent she's a real weird person and a real sexual deviant and a violator of dogs children and animals and human beings old young and she will violate all and any...

Attention. Check all references and know your #Counselor or #Therapist as this lady was found to use her licensed position to attract potential victims and their dogs thru meeting with addicts and partaking in drugs and engaging in acts of #bestiality as she was Convicted of Bestiality in 2019 in #Sacramento CA for having sexual relations with dogs while she was #PREGNANT.Beware of this lady. #JillianLeAnnQuistJones an #AddictionCounselor at

#StrategiesForChange

4441 Auburn Blvd Ste. E 95841 Sacramento, CA,

916-473-5764

916-705-1643 Jillianjns@icloud.com

#NPI1598305518

Be very careful with this Lady Jillian Jones aka Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones aka Vanna Sweets. CONVICTED of Bestiality on 2019 for engaging in acts of a Sexual nature with DOGS WHILE PREGNANT AND also guilty of KINKING out MAKENNA & ALLISON QUIST ALL OVER PORN VIDEOS ONLINE IN KINK ROLEPLAY.

Sacramento CA Prostitute Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones aka Vanna Sweets KINKED OUT HER ENTIRE FAMILY & CHEATED WITH DOGS!

CONVICTED if Bestiality on 2019 for FUCKING DOGS WHILE PREGNANT AND IM SURE HER SON APPRECIATES THAT!! JILLIAN KINKED OUT MAKENNA & ALLISON QUIST ALL OVER PORN VIDEOS ONLINE IN KINK ROLEPLAY & HAD THOSE FUCK HOLES DEMOLISHED!!

If you are a freak kink violator like Jillian and Ryan then Jillian is your gal and

Make sure you set your appt w/ #SlurpyDogPussy #DoggySlut over at #StrategiesForChange in #Sacramento schedule ur #DogDick #AddictionCounselor appt w/ #JillianLeAnnQuistJones 4441 Auburn Blvd Ste. E Sacramento, CA #NPI1598305518 916-705-1643 916-473-5764

jillianjns@icloud.com

(916) 550-5444

#StrategiesForChange #AddictionCounselor #JillianLeAnnQuistJones Convicted of #Bestiality in 2019 for fucking Dogs while pregnant #Sacramento CA

Then found out JILLIAN IS ALSO A PROSTITUTE WHO GOES BY NAME VANNA SWEETS & KINKS MAKENNA & ALLISON QUIST OUT IN ROLEPLAY PORN VIDEOS!

#RealKinksters know #classicKinks are truly the BEST! I.E

#INCEstRolePlay & #KinkGames like #HymenAndSeek #ForeskinAndSeek #RolePlayGoneWild #RolePlayGoneALLBad #KinkOutNames & you have #NoDaughters & #NoKids so it's always better that you #RolePlay fake & non existant peeps in #daddyDaughterRolePlay Unit #4 Bring ALL and ANY and let's have a BLAST AND GET #KINKEDOUT And Everyone have a #SlurpySloppyGoodTime as #MakennaQuist & #AllisonQuist get #KinkedOut in #JillianLeAnnQuistJones #RolePlay Debacle & Morning Twisted Fetish But HEY ITS JUST ROLEPLAY SO RELAX EVERYONE! PLUS JILLIAN HAS #NoDaughters #NoKidsOnly Teal True Blue Kinksters and Real Weird SEXUAL Deviants like Jillian Quist Jones and Ryan Quist types shall attend. Jillian aka Sacramento Prostitute Vanna Sweets taking it HARD AND FAST IN #ALLholes #ALLways #ALLdicks and #ALLday ALL SIX DAYS!! FISTED BEYOND JOINTS OF FLEXIBILITY BOTH HANDS & FEET!! Did over site on Addicts addicted to Sexual Addiction w/concentration in Being Addicted to Taking Dog Dick like yours Truly. After Bestiality Conviction in 2019 down to abt only taking #DogDick 10-15 times per week versus 30-50 times prior to criminal conviction of Fuckjng Dogs while pregnant with Son Beau Thomas Parsons#RyanQuist OWN MOTHER #BrendaChapmanFasalo & wife #JillianLeAnnQuistJones & children #MaCUNTa & #ALLiFUCK call Ryan a #BitchBoyRyan Jeffery Quist OWN Mother CONFIRMS THAT RYAN #STINKS QUIST IS #BITCHBOYbitchdick Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones tells the world abt #TheGreatHymenRemovalist RYAN QUIST BITCHBOY SISSY LOVIN Ways INCLUDING HOW RYAN LOVES TO BE FUCKED IN THE ASS!! That PRETTY FACE TEARS THRU DOGDICK FASTER THAN A HOT KNIFE THRU BUTTER!!!!

WATCHOUT AND RUN, HIDE OR DUCK!! JILLIAN IS IN MASSIVEDOGGYHEAT & COMING FOR YOUR DOG!!#Sacramento has the best in the business when it comes to #kinkPorn #HumiliationPorn #DaddyDaughterKinkRolePlay as no City can Compare as Sacramento has #KinkFest2021 #SlurpFest2021 & more coming soon and to a city near you. #StayTuned to #KnottiCalKnotties & #KinkFest2021 OMG!! This lady and man kinkout roleplay Makenna and Allison in RolePlay PORN videos!! Yes deviants of the highest order! Ran into their partner in morally corrupt activities online in REDDIT SacramentoGoneWild and then again on

https://escortindex.com/ad/sanjose/916-559-1678/1/1170156

Their partner is Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones out of Sacramento and she fucked 4 dogs that my friend owns and 3 more of his buddies. Jillian was convicted of Bestiality in 2019 in Sacramento CA . STAY AWAY AS THE EXPERIENCE MEETING THESE 3;HAS BEEN AN ABSOLUTE NIGHTMARE!!

THEY USE MULTIPLE PHONE NUMBERS AND EMAIL ADDRESSES. 916-705-1643 916-370-4031 916-893-9164

JILLIANJNS@ICLOUD.COM

RYANQUIST@YMAIL.COM

JILLIAN WORKS AT BRIDGES INC. IN SACRAMENTO AND KINKS OUT EVERYONE EVERYTHING. Jillian aka Vanna Sweets the Sacramento and Bay Area CA Prostitutes who Rob's men and is HPV+ and has Cervical Herpes!! All of this is ABSOLUTELY TRUE!! WATCH OUT!!

MaCUNTa is a straight CUNT ALLiFUCK LOVES TO STRAIGHT FUCK and ALLiSUCK is her little bratty ass sissy who LOVES TO SUCK.

#StrategiesForChange #AddictionCounselor #JillianLeAnnQuistJones Convicted of #Bestiality in 2019 for fucking Dogs while pregnant #Sacramento CA

This rehab facility Strategies For Change has a lady working there as an Addiction Therapist who was convicted of Bestiality in 2019 for having Sexual Interactions and Gross Sexual Assault on K9 Dogs while she was pregnant. The therapist name is Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones NPI # 1598305518 The fact is Jillian offended and disrespected my FRIEND and Jillian's Client whom Jillian is a Therapist for by engaging in conversation involving Dogs and Bestiality and letting my friend and Jillian's Client that Jillian is very much into Bestiality and enjoys it and is STILL ACTIVELY PARTICIPATING IN HAVING SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH DOGS! My friend is an Addict and reported this to management at Strategies For Change and it's as though they didn't care or didn't believe my friend as she is just looked upon as being a dillusional druggie with no credibility and is just fabricating this elaborate story. THE FACT IS JILLIAN WAS CRIMINALLY CONVICTED IN SACRAMENTO CA ON BESTIALITY CHARGES WHILE PREGNANT NO LESS AND IS STILL ENGAGING IN SEX ACTS WITH DOGS TO THIS VERY DAY ACCORDING TO WHAT JILLIAN TOLD MY FRIEND. IN ADDITION JILLIAN WAS HIGH ON crystal meth while giving therapy to my friend and even went so far as to offer it to my friend and unfortunately my friend did accept and Jillian and her client got high together after their therapy session. Jillian even showed my friend all the websites that have porn videos of her engaging in sex acts with dogs and having group sex and engaging in all sorts of different sexual kink fetish type sexual encounters and even having roleplay daddy daughter fetish sex and using her own daughters Makenna and Allison Quist as the girls engaging in sex with their own father Ryan Quist and role playing Makenna and Allison having sex with their own father in these kink fetish domination daddy daughter type fantasies that Jillian plays out with guys in these porn videos that are online and Jillian is using her own daughters names and just throwing her young daughters names out there and all over porn video websites!! And to top it off Jillian goes by Vanna Sweets and is a Sacramento Escort Prostitute who solicits sex for pay. This lady should not be in a position of offering professional services such as Professional Addiction Therapy when Jillian herself is ADDICTED TO METH HEROIN DOG DICK AND KINK INCEST ROLEPLAY PORN!! SHE IS THE WORST OF THE WORST!! Jillian MUST HAVE HER LICENSE SUSPENDED AND HER NPI # REVOKED!! THIS IS BEING TAKEN AS FAR AS IT NEEDS BE TO GET RESULTS AND ACTION BEING TAKEN AND THE PRESSURE AND MEDIA BLITZ WILL NOT END UNTIL JILLIAN IS REMOVED FROM BEING ABLE TO OFFER PROFESSIONAL THERAPY!! TRUST ME THIS LADY IS NOT FIT TO OFFER PROFESSIONAL SERVICE'S SUCH AS ADDICTION THERAPY!! ITS A BLOODY SHAME!! AND SHAME ON HER AND WHOMEVER EVEN THINKS ABOUT HAVING THIS CREEP OF A LADY REPRESENT AND WORK FOR THEIR COMPANY BUT BE PREPARED FOR THE MEDIA BACK LASH AND the BLITZ KRIEG YOU WILL RECEIVE JUST WATCH!! HELL HAS NO FURY LIKE THIS MOTHER F'er SCORN!! AND IF ALL THAT WASN'T ENOUGH THERE'S EVEN A YOUTUBE VIDEO OF HER CALLING SOMEBODY THE "N" WORS!! THE INFAMOUS N -WORD!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT SHE'S ALSO A RACIST BIGOT!!

[dogdickviolatorextremist]

https://ultimatebullyextremist.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-1-human-and-dogdickviolator-and.html

This is ALL stuff you read about Jillian and Ryan. It's being taken care of and these people are creeps. I mean just Google Jillian and watch the videos her voice her videos and the things that she says the proof is in the pudding there you go it's fairly simple and it's repeatedly for a long time and it's apparent she's a real weird person and a real sexual deviant and a violator of dogs children and animals and human beings old young and she will violate all and any...

Attention. Check all references and know your #Counselor or #Therapist as this lady was found to use her licensed position to attract potential victims and their dogs thru meeting with addicts and partaking in drugs and engaging in acts of #bestiality as she was Convicted of Bestiality in 2019 in #Sacramento CA for having sexual relations with dogs while she was #PREGNANT.Beware of this lady. #JillianLeAnnQuistJones an #AddictionCounselor at

#StrategiesForChange

4441 Auburn Blvd Ste. E 95841 Sacramento, CA,

916-473-5764

916-705-1643 Jillianjns@icloud.com

#NPI1598305518

Be very careful with this Lady Jillian Jones aka Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones aka Vanna Sweets. CONVICTED of Bestiality on 2019 for engaging in acts of a Sexual nature with DOGS WHILE PREGNANT AND also guilty of KINKING out MAKENNA & ALLISON QUIST ALL OVER PORN VIDEOS ONLINE IN KINK ROLEPLAY.

Sacramento CA Prostitute Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones aka Vanna Sweets KINKED OUT HER ENTIRE FAMILY & CHEATED WITH DOGS!

CONVICTED if Bestiality on 2019 for FUCKING DOGS WHILE PREGNANT AND IM SURE HER SON APPRECIATES THAT!! JILLIAN KINKED OUT MAKENNA & ALLISON QUIST ALL OVER PORN VIDEOS ONLINE IN KINK ROLEPLAY & HAD THOSE FUCK HOLES DEMOLISHED!!

If you are a freak kink violator like Jillian and Ryan then Jillian is your gal and

Make sure you set your appt w/ #SlurpyDogPussy #DoggySlut over at #StrategiesForChange in #Sacramento schedule ur #DogDick #AddictionCounselor appt w/ #JillianLeAnnQuistJones 4441 Auburn Blvd Ste. E Sacramento, CA #NPI1598305518 916-705-1643 916-473-5764

jillianjns@icloud.com

(916) 550-5444

#StrategiesForChange #AddictionCounselor #JillianLeAnnQuistJones Convicted of #Bestiality in 2019 for fucking Dogs while pregnant #Sacramento CA

Then found out JILLIAN IS ALSO A PROSTITUTE WHO GOES BY NAME VANNA SWEETS & KINKS MAKENNA & ALLISON QUIST OUT IN ROLEPLAY PORN VIDEOS!

#RealKinksters know #classicKinks are truly the BEST! I.E

#INCEstRolePlay & #KinkGames like #HymenAndSeek #ForeskinAndSeek #RolePlayGoneWild #RolePlayGoneALLBad #KinkOutNames & you have #NoDaughters & #NoKids so it's always better that you #RolePlay fake & non existant peeps in #daddyDaughterRolePlay Unit #4 Bring ALL and ANY and let's have a BLAST AND GET #KINKEDOUT And Everyone have a #SlurpySloppyGoodTime as #MakennaQuist & #AllisonQuist get #KinkedOut in #JillianLeAnnQuistJones #RolePlay Debacle & Morning Twisted Fetish But HEY ITS JUST ROLEPLAY SO RELAX EVERYONE! PLUS JILLIAN HAS #NoDaughters #NoKidsOnly Teal True Blue Kinksters and Real Weird SEXUAL Deviants like Jillian Quist Jones and Ryan Quist types shall attend. Jillian aka Sacramento Prostitute Vanna Sweets taking it HARD AND FAST IN #ALLholes #ALLways #ALLdicks and #ALLday ALL SIX DAYS!! FISTED BEYOND JOINTS OF FLEXIBILITY BOTH HANDS & FEET!! Did over site on Addicts addicted to Sexual Addiction w/concentration in Being Addicted to Taking Dog Dick like yours Truly. After Bestiality Conviction in 2019 down to abt only taking #DogDick 10-15 times per week versus 30-50 times prior to criminal conviction of Fuckjng Dogs while pregnant with Son Beau Thomas Parsons#RyanQuist OWN MOTHER #BrendaChapmanFasalo & wife #JillianLeAnnQuistJones & children #MaCUNTa & #ALLiFUCK call Ryan a #BitchBoyRyan Jeffery Quist OWN Mother CONFIRMS THAT RYAN #STINKS QUIST IS #BITCHBOYbitchdick Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones tells the world abt #TheGreatHymenRemovalist RYAN QUIST BITCHBOY SISSY LOVIN Ways INCLUDING HOW RYAN LOVES TO BE FUCKED IN THE ASS!! That PRETTY FACE TEARS THRU DOGDICK FASTER THAN A HOT KNIFE THRU BUTTER!!!!

WATCHOUT AND RUN, HIDE OR DUCK!! JILLIAN IS IN MASSIVEDOGGYHEAT & COMING FOR YOUR DOG!!#Sacramento has the best in the business when it comes to #kinkPorn #HumiliationPorn #DaddyDaughterKinkRolePlay as no City can Compare as Sacramento has #KinkFest2021 #SlurpFest2021 & more coming soon and to a city near you. #StayTuned to #KnottiCalKnotties & #KinkFest2021 OMG!! This lady and man kinkout roleplay Makenna and Allison in RolePlay PORN videos!! Yes deviants of the highest order! Ran into their partner in morally corrupt activities online in REDDIT SacramentoGoneWild and then again on

https://escortindex.com/ad/sanjose/916-559-1678/1/1170156

Their partner is Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones out of Sacramento and she fucked 4 dogs that my friend owns and 3 more of his buddies. Jillian was convicted of Bestiality in 2019 in Sacramento CA . STAY AWAY AS THE EXPERIENCE MEETING THESE 3;HAS BEEN AN ABSOLUTE NIGHTMARE!!

THEY USE MULTIPLE PHONE NUMBERS AND EMAIL ADDRESSES. 916-705-1643 916-370-4031 916-893-9164

JILLIANJNS@ICLOUD.COM

RYANQUIST@YMAIL.COM

JILLIAN WORKS AT BRIDGES INC. IN SACRAMENTO AND KINKS OUT EVERYONE EVERYTHING. Jillian aka Vanna Sweets the Sacramento and Bay Area CA Prostitutes who Rob's men and is HPV+ and has Cervical Herpes!! All of this is ABSOLUTELY TRUE!! WATCH OUT!!

MaCUNTa is a straight CUNT ALLiFUCK LOVES TO STRAIGHT FUCK and ALLiSUCK is her little bratty ass sissy who LOVES TO SUCK.

#StrategiesForChange #AddictionCounselor #JillianLeAnnQuistJones Convicted of #Bestiality in 2019 for fucking Dogs while pregnant #Sacramento CA

This rehab facility Strategies For Change has a lady working there as an Addiction Therapist who was convicted of Bestiality in 2019 for having Sexual Interactions and Gross Sexual Assault on K9 Dogs while she was pregnant. The therapist name is Jillian LeAnn Quist Jones NPI # 1598305518 The fact is Jillian offended and disrespected my FRIEND and Jillian's Client whom Jillian is a Therapist for by engaging in conversation involving Dogs and Bestiality and letting my friend and Jillian's Client that Jillian is very much into Bestiality and enjoys it and is STILL ACTIVELY PARTICIPATING IN HAVING SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH DOGS! My friend is an Addict and reported this to management at Strategies For Change and it's as though they didn't care or didn't believe my friend as she is just looked upon as being a dillusional druggie with no credibility and is just fabricating this elaborate story. THE FACT IS JILLIAN WAS CRIMINALLY CONVICTED IN SACRAMENTO CA ON BESTIALITY CHARGES WHILE PREGNANT NO LESS AND IS STILL ENGAGING IN SEX ACTS WITH DOGS TO THIS VERY DAY ACCORDING TO WHAT JILLIAN TOLD MY FRIEND. IN ADDITION JILLIAN WAS HIGH ON crystal meth while giving therapy to my friend and even went so far as to offer it to my friend and unfortunately my friend did accept and Jillian and her client got high together after their therapy session. Jillian even showed my friend all the websites that have porn videos of her engaging in sex acts with dogs and having group sex and engaging in all sorts of different sexual kink fetish type sexual encounters and even having roleplay daddy daughter fetish sex and using her own daughters Makenna and Allison Quist as the girls engaging in sex with their own father Ryan Quist and role playing Makenna and Allison having sex with their own father in these kink fetish domination daddy daughter type fantasies that Jillian plays out with guys in these porn videos that are online and Jillian is using her own daughters names and just throwing her young daughters names out there and all over porn video websites!! And to top it off Jillian goes by Vanna Sweets and is a Sacramento Escort Prostitute who solicits sex for pay. This lady should not be in a position of offering professional services such as Professional Addiction Therapy when Jillian herself is ADDICTED TO METH HEROIN DOG DICK AND KINK INCEST ROLEPLAY PORN!! SHE IS THE WORST OF THE WORST!! Jillian MUST HAVE HER LICENSE SUSPENDED AND HER NPI # REVOKED!! THIS IS BEING TAKEN AS FAR AS IT NEEDS BE TO GET RESULTS AND ACTION BEING TAKEN AND THE PRESSURE AND MEDIA BLITZ WILL NOT END UNTIL JILLIAN IS REMOVED FROM BEING ABLE TO OFFER PROFESSIONAL THERAPY!! TRUST ME THIS LADY IS NOT FIT TO OFFER PROFESSIONAL SERVICE'S SUCH AS ADDICTION THERAPY!! ITS A BLOODY SHAME!! AND SHAME ON HER AND WHOMEVER EVEN THINKS ABOUT HAVING THIS CREEP OF A LADY REPRESENT AND WORK FOR THEIR COMPANY BUT BE PREPARED FOR THE MEDIA BACK LASH AND the BLITZ KRIEG YOU WILL RECEIVE JUST WATCH!! HELL HAS NO FURY LIKE THIS MOTHER F'er SCORN!! AND IF ALL THAT WASN'T ENOUGH THERE'S EVEN A YOUTUBE VIDEO OF HER CALLING SOMEBODY THE "N" WORS!! THE INFAMOUS N -WORD!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT SHE'S ALSO A RACIST BIGOT!!