#abuse of an accordian

[swvchallenge]

Evil Come Evil Go (1972)

We meet a young woman named Sarah, who travels from place to place for two purposes: preach the word and violently murder fornicators.  Her first victim of the film is a man with terrible fashion sense, so no one will miss him.  She hums hymns while he plies his trade so to speak, only to stab him with her knife.

After preaching the word on a street corner in LA with an accordion for a whopping five minutes, a woman gives her $10 for the cause ($59 in 2017 money) and Sarah calls it a day.  She tries to score a free meal but fails and is forced to break her $10.

Oh but hey that woman from before walks by!  Her name is Penny, and she’s more than happy to help Sarah fix her car and give her a place to stay.  Their interaction in Penny’s home is awkward at best, ending with an impromptu ritual of Penny swearing allegiance to Sarah and Sarah tying her to the bed while singing hymns.  This bondage goes on for so long, the cat gets in the way.

But Penny is in, and she’s more than willing to give up lesbianism and her family’s money for the cause.  (I’m still left wondering how she still has access to their money when they’ve supposedly cast her out.)  They troll the neighbourhood and the neighbours to swear off sin and pursue Jeebus.  Then it’s a short jump to using Penny as bait to kill male fornicators.

I’ve rewatched the ending twice; I’m still not entirely sure what happened.

This is an early predecessor to pornography, when new relaxed censorship laws were so new that no one knew what to do.  You can tell someone was very excited about vaginas on film that there are some hysterical [pun intended] moments when the camera suddenly zooms in on the vajayjay, so quickly that the camera can’t focus.

This film shares space with Terror at Orgy Castle and The Hand of Pleasure.  Extras of “wild madness that will make your innards sizzle” are:

- trailers for Evil Come Evil Go and Terror at Orgy Castle - trailers for three more Manuel S. Conde films - Ghastly Gallery of Ghoulish Comic Cover Art with Music by the Dead Elvi!

[inculpatemartyr]

[ruffiorocks]

Don't let others tell you how to watch a show

I'm just feeling the need to say that NO ONE should be telling people they have to stop shipping whatever they ship because other people aren't fans of it.

Supercorp shippers are allowed their ship and they don't have to listen to anyone else telling them they are invalid, delusional or wrong.

I've noticed that a lot of the people who attack Supercorp, Snowbarry etc all actually have their own non canon ships that for some illogical double standard reasons are the only valid non canon ships that are allowed, could those possibly be because it's THEIR ship ? 🤔🤔

Also you are under NO obligation to like or fawn over any existing relationship on your show. Believe it or not there aren't rules here, you don't have to get excited over every relationship decision the show makes.

Also LGBT+ folk are NOT under any obligation to accept the little rep that is given to them. You get ONE gay relationship and you have to like it no matter what because you should be grateful it's what you were given? No! It's exactly the same as not liking a straight relationship on any show, it can be bad, the actors may not have chemistry, the characters may be awful etc. You dont have to like something just because it's the ONLY thing you've be given.

This is on any show by the way, the ratio of straight v LGBT+ relationships on a show (unless it's a specific LGBT+ show) will go in favour of straight couples.

So if you get 10 straight couples and one LGBT one you are NOT obligated to think its perfect just because it's what you have been given.

You are allowed to have a non canon ship, straight or gay or whatever. If that is what you see, or what you would want to be canon that is OK and no one can tell you you're being selfish because you prefer your non Canon ship to the canon one.

Eg. Alex and Kelly are the new LGBT couple on Supergirl, but that does NOT mean that SuperCorp shippers now have to stop shipping Kara and Lena just because they now have a canon gay couple. You are allowed to not be all that invested in Alex and Kelly. You aren't under any obligation to give up your dream couple you've had since season 2 because they brought in a new character and love interest for Alex toward the end of season 4.

You may as well tell all the Karamel shippers they should be grateful if Kara gets a new male love interest and to completely forget Mon El existed.

Fan fic writers, you aren't under any obligation to write fanfiction about a couple you are not invested in. It doesn't mean you don't like them, or you hate the characters, you could even be a fan, but that doesn't mean you have to be all that invested to write fan fic about them. The people who get upset there's not enough fan fics about certain canon couples? Here's a radical thought, why don't YOU go and write some rather than targeting writers of the ships YOU don't approve of simply because it isn't your ship? Fan fic writers are NOT selfish for not wanting to put the time into writing something they aren't all that interested in compared to something they are. It's like asking a hip hop singer to give opera a try, or asking a guitar player to give it up because there SO many guitar player and give the accordian a try because it's under represented.

So you can ship what you like, you don't have to swoon over the one canon gay couple you were given and ignore the non canon one you prefer. But what you are not OK doing is throwing abuse at the actors who play these characters, they are just doing their jobs, they don't write the scripts. You can write on here how you dislike a couple or a character but don't confuse bashing a character to bashing the actor/actress. Also don't deliberately tag stuff to antagonise the people who do like the ship or character you dont like. If you do see something you disagree with just scroll past or block it really is that easy. Also don't deliberately attack someone who wrote an innocent post about their non Canon ship that YOU don't agree with, especially if you have your own non canon ship. It really isn't the fault of shippers that YOUR particular ship isn't all that popular and no one really wants to talk about it.

There are NO rules to how a TV show must he watched. You are not under any obligation to like or care about canon relationships on the show. As members of the LGBT+ community you are NOT under obligation to like the representation you have, you can appreciate that it's there but it doesn't mean you have to love the couple or give up on the old one you liked or the non Canon one you enjoyed. Eg. You can appreciate that Alex and Kelly are a thing, but not be all that Invested in it because you still appreciate and love Sanvers, or because you're far more invested in Supercorp. If you're Trans you should appreciate that there is a trans character but you are under no obligation to think that Nia is the best character or even a good character at all (although personally I think she's great). You can like, appreciate and be happy that they have POC on the show, but you are under NO obligation to like James, or Kelly or Jonn or Meghan or Col Haley. Just because a minority is being represented doesn't mean the character is above criticism or reproach. But keep it respectful, you can hate a characters personality, their actions, their storylines, their relationships etc. But don't start using racism, or homophobia, biophobia (yes it's a thing) or transphobia or being misogynistic because that's when it stops being about the character and its just hate towards the actor.

Phew...that was a lot, but the main point is STOP telling people that they are or aren't allowed to like according to YOUR rules. Shipping doesn't do any harm, and attacking people for liking a non Canon ship when you have one of your own just invalidates everything you say. Stop attacking people for both liking and not liking the canon ships to, you aren't under obligation to like it just because it's there.

Also last point, if you're upset with the lack of rep you have in fan fic go and write it YOURSELVES!

✌️

[browneyedmissy]

Someday We'll Know (Chapter One)

Pairing: Soledad x Thomas Mendez, Eventual/Slowburn Thomas Mendez x Tara Day

Summary: When Tara Day runs away from her emotionally abusive relationship, she finds herself back in the company of her best friend from college, Soledad Vargas and her new fiance and has to learn how to find confidence in herself again.

Author's Note: It's been a hot minute since I published anything in my drafts. I listen to a lot of music as inspiration for my writing so there's a list of songs below in case you want to listen as well The timeline is different than in MOTY and I wanted to write a story where we got to see more of Soledad, who I imagine Luz to get some of her personality from.

Playlist: Someday We'll Know by Mandy Moore, She Will Be Loved by Maroon Five, Piano Man by Billy Joel, Ain't No Mountain High Enough by Marvin Gaye.

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Chapter One

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Tara stared at the ring on her left hand intently as if it would help her make a decision.

It was a statement ring for sure. The stone in the middle was the size of her thumbnail and was surrounded by a halo of smaller diamonds. It had come from Guy's mother who spared no penny for her beloved son.

It wasn't really Tara's taste. But she was grateful, wasn't she? He had proposed with such a beautiful and expensive ring, and he knew they hadn't talked about getting married yet but with a baby on the way...

She took in a deep breath, heart pounding, subconsciously placing a hand on her stomach. She tried to drown out the sounds of Guy convincing her to quit her job, her being dependent on his income, all followed up with I love yous... and I'm only doing what's best for you...

In that moment, Tara knew what she had to do.

She pulled down her suitcase in her closet and packed all of her necessities. Her heart ached a little when she took a glance around her apartment and realized that she would have to leave most of her things.

Her gaze stopped on the stuffed lizard that her mother had given her a few years before she had passed. They had watched Magic School Bus as a kid and Tara had a fondness for the Liz. She shut her eyes tightly, letting herself mourn Rachel Day for a moment before throwing her lizard on top of her things.

She closed her suitcase and grabbed a pencil and paper, thinking about what to write. Would her letter be apologetic? No, she had allowed herself to feel that through the entirety of their relationship. She held her tongue to spare his feelings and lost her self confidence as a result.

Dear Guy,

I can't marry you. Have a good life.

Tara

She took the ring off of her finger and placed it next to the letter on the dining room table. She took a deep breath in, feeling a rush of determination in her before heading out the door.

-

As she filled up her car at the gas station, Tara frowned in thought about her next steps. She had saved up enough from her job in sales to last her two months but she needed to find somewhere to go and somewhere to stay.

She closed her eyes, cursing herself for letting her friendships by the wayside. She had been so involved with her relationship with Guy and she knew none of them liked him. She couldn't help but defend he's just nervous around other people until her excuses left her with less and less contact with her friends.

One day, it just stopped altogether.

She had met Guy the year after she graduated from college- one of the hardest years of her life. Most of her friends had moved away and she was working a job that she didn't love. She felt like she had been buying time working while she figured out what she loved and in her vulnerable state, Guy had been direct and charming and showered her with attention.

She didn't want to wallow in her own self pity, but as she heard the faint click of the gas nozzle, she realized she was out of time and needed a plan.

More than anything, she wanted to call her mom. Her mom had been hesitant about Guy, who was a little too much like her father, but she had supported Tara nonetheless. She listened to her when she had problems with Guy with an unbiased ear.

But her mother wasn't here anymore.

She heard the click of the nozzle and she bit her lip in contemplation. Taking a deep breath, she got back in her car and turned the key.

Tears sprang to her eyes as she heard the accordian of Piano Man came on. She and her mother had argued about the song. Tara had insisted that it was about people with unfilled lives and finding the bar to forget how unhappy they were.

Rachel Day had said that she believed that the men and women of the song were inspired by the piano man to find their dream. It was a sweet interpretation for a woman did not have the best circumstances in life.

"Mom, if you can hear me," Tara said out loud. "I'm trying to figure out what to do. I left Guy and I don't think I like myself that much right now. I know what you would say too. I will always love you the most. But you're not here and it's hard to figure out how to love myself like you did."

She took a deep breath and leaned back as the song finished. She squeezed the steering wheel in encouragement as she shifted gears in her car and paused as the next song's sounds filled the space of her car.

Listen baby, ain't no mountain high, ain't no valley low…

When her mother had been taken away from her, Tara wasn't sure what she believed in. Cancer had been a slow and painful death for her and she couldn't understand why it had to be her.

Despite this, she had always secretly hoped that her mother was watching out for her. She needed a sign now, more than ever and two of Rachel Day's favorite songs seemed as good as any.

-

However, by nightfall, her optimism ran out.

She had reasoned there wasn't any use stressing about it without sleep so she had found herself a cheap motel room a few cities over. Guy wasn't due to be home for another day or two, so she didn't need to worry about him trying to find her.

Although there is a chance he wouldn't think I was worth the effort, she thought wryly.

She sighed, plopping onto her bed, staring at the popcorn ceilings. A buzz interrupted her aimless thoughts and she glanced at her phone to see the name Soledad flashing across the scene.

Tara blinked at her phone. Soledad had been her best friend from college. They had roomed together freshman year and got along well enough to live with each other after that. Soledad had moved away when they graduated and Tara had found Guy and slowly the contact between them was a happy birthday post text between them once a year.

"Hello?"

"Tara? It's me, Soledad." Her friend said breathlessly on the phone. "Thomas proposed. We're engaged!"

"Oh, that's wonderful." She smiled at the excitement in her friend's voice. "You sound so happy, Sol."

"I know I haven't seen you or talked to you in forever." Soledad admitted, sounding regretful. "But you were my best friend and I think it would be nice to reconnect. Come to dinner with me and Thomas and bring Guy."

I left him. He was manipulative and I left him, Soledad. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

"Oh, uh, he's out of town and won't be able to make it." She heard herself say instead. She winced at the lie but then cleared her throat. "I can come by though."

"Great. Friday night?"

"Yeah, I'll see you then." Tara hesitated for a moment, wondering why she was lying about her relationship and her situation. "Soledad…"

"Yeah?"

Tara took a big deep breath. "Umm. Just that I'm excited to see you and thank you for reaching out."

-

Soledad braided her hair in the mirror for the third time that night. She smiled as she caught a glimpse of the ring on her left finger. She couldn't say she was completely surprised- only because Thomas Mendez, as well spoken as he was, had been tongue tied when he met her.

Her phone buzzed with a text from Tara. She had arrived in town earlier that day and found a hotel to stay at. Soledad had offered to her to stay with her and Thomas in their second bedroom, but Tara had gotten quiet and politely declined.

On my way! Thanks for inviting me again.

The door opened behind her as her fiance walked in and she grinned, wrapping her arms around him and pressing a brief kiss to his lips.

"Mmm, you look nice." Thomas complimented as he took in the wrap dress she had donned. He took a step back to hang his jacket before giving her an appreciative glance over. His smile grew when his gaze landed on her engagement ring and he took her hand, pressing a brief kiss to it.

"I'm so glad you said yes." He murmured. "I can't wait to start the rest of my life with you."

"Well, the rest of your life starts with us having dinner with Tara."

"Of course. Let me get changed and I'll be down in a moment."

They arrived at the restaurant and Soledad waved to Tara who greeted her with a wave of her own.

"Hey, it's good to see you." Tara said as she gave Soledad a hug. She turned to Thomas, giving him a smile. "I'm Tara, nice to meet you."

"Likewise. Shall we go to the counter and order?"

She nodded and the three of them walked towards the counter of the restaurant. Thomas and Soledad were greeted by the waiters and waitresses that walked by- obviously regulars, as Tara looked up at the menu above the counter.

Taking in the list, she realized that Guy had a habit of ordering for her. He insisted that he knew what the best food on the menu was. It was a small, random realization that made her a little ill.

You have a choice now, Tara, she reminded herself.

She was so lost in thought she jumped and whirled around when Thomas placed a hand on her shoulder. He blinked, taking a step back as her heart rate slowed.

Great, he probably thinks you're an anxious mess and not happy to be here.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have surprised you." He apologized. "Let us buy you dinner since you came out to see us."

"Oh, thank you."

They stepped up to the counter and took their number to the table. Tara took a seat across Thomas and Soledad as they waited for their food.

"When was the last time you saw each other then?" Thomas asked. Tara and Soledad looked at each other as Tara racked her brain.

"Umm, it must have been what, two years ago?" Soledad mused. "I think I came to town for alumni weekend and I stayed with Tara for a few nights. Guy didn't like that I took up time with his girlfriend."

Tara winced and swallowed. "Yeah, he and I had been dating for a few months at that point and he didn't like that I ignored him for you."

"Well, time with friends is important." Soledad said. "I called him out on it and he apologized for overstepping and said that he would apologize to you too.

He never apologized to me, Tara realized bitterly.

-

Dinner was a little tense, Thomas noted. It started with Tara jumping when he placed a hand on her shoulder to get her attention. The deer in the headlights expression in combination with the look that she had when Soledad recounted the story gave him pause.

He didn't want to say anything at the table lest he scare her off, but some of the behavior patterns Tara showed were similar to the people who wanted to file restraining orders or the people who were in toxic relationships. They had that same jumpy twitch and looked almost as if they were ways ready to escape just in case.

"Tara," Thomas called her attention. "Soledad was telling me about when the two of you made a spontaneous trip to New York City."

Tara smiled and Thomas noted her relief at the change of topic. She recounted getting home from finals with a lot of pent up energy from studying and Soledad, always the impulsive one, decided they were going to go on a girl's trip.

Soledad and Tara fell into an easy rhythm, telling him about their trip to find Levain's bakery, going up to the top of the Empire State Building and their luck when the couple they passed by on Broadway offered them their extra tickets to The Lion King that their friends could not make it to.

"I haven't done anything like that for a while." Tara smiled. "Sol was always the one who came up with these ideas. She had the drive to put all of these dreams into place."

"Yeah, but you were the ones to come up with the details." Soledad argued as she looked at Thomas. "I got lucky and my fiance is the one who does that for me now. Not as well as you, Tar, but it'll do."

"Haha," Thomas said sarcastically as he took her left hand. "You agreed to marry me so I'm doing something right."

Their food came and they fell into a more comfortable rhythm, talking about where Tara was staying and what she could do while she was in town. Thomas couldn't help but notice that whenever Guy's name was brought up, Tara's hands would go to tug at the charm of her necklace and catalogued it as something he needed to ask Soledad about.

"Tara was really sweet. You two seem to get along as well as you used to." Thomas mentioned as they got into their car later.

"It was nice to see her. I forgot about how well we got along."

He nodded, still thinking about Tara's reactions earlier in the night. "Sol, what do you know about Guy?"

"Umm, not much besides that one story. They started dating after I moved out here. I know they got engaged not long ago."

Thomas looked at her, brow furrowed in concentration.

"I don't remember her wearing an engagement ring, do you?"

"Always in lawyer mode, aren't you?" Soledad took her fiance's hand and gave it a kiss. She frowned, thinking back to the restaurant. "No, I don't suppose I do. What are you saying?"

"That look that she had whenever we mentioned Guy's name… she would reach for her necklace and tug on it. Sol, I don't want to make assumptions without evidence but I think Guy was abusive in some way to her."

A pit dropped into her stomach as she closed her eyes, thinking about Tara again.

Had we really lost that much touch?

"If you're right," she finally murmured. "And I didn't catch that…"

"You didn't know, Sol. What matters is that we're here for her now." He said gently. "Do you want to go find her?"

-

They found the hotel Tara had mentioned and Soledad frowned as they arrived in the parking lot.

Thomas volunteered to stay with the car to let her talk to Tara herself. Soledad pressed a quick kiss to his cheek before getting the number for Tara's room from the front desk. She made her way to Tara's room and knocked on the door.

Please Tara, open the door, Soledad thought in earnest.

Silence greeted her knocks and she bit her lip. Her mother's voice echoed in her head as she raised her hand to knock again.

Sometimes, there are people who need help and are afraid to ask for it. You need to be patient and not as spontaneous, my love.

But she and Tara had gone almost two years without really speaking. They had gotten caught up in their own lives and forgotten each other.

She closed her eyes and thought of what Thomas had said before she went to find Tara.

Whether or not my suspicion is correct, you're the one who knows her. Go to her as her friend, not someone who wants to help her.

She stared at the number 213 on the door and knocked again. This time, she heard footsteps on the ground as the latch of the door opened.

Her friend opened the door apprehensively, visibly relaxing at the sight of Soledad.

She thought I was Guy, Soledad bit her lip. She swore at him in his head, realizing how spot on Thomas might have been.

"I, uh, wanted to make sure we got to see each other before we go." She said quickly. Tara tilted her head in confusion.

"You could have texted me, silly." She teased softly.

"Oh, uh, yeah."

There was a silence and Soledad wracked her head for ways to broach the subject.

"Can I come in?" She finally asked, deciding to be direct. Tara nodded and let her in.

Soledad stepped in, pacing back and forth. She thought about how to approach Thomas' suspicions, when she glanced at Tara's left hand and realized there was no ring on it.

"I haven't seen your ring yet." She said carefully, watching for her friend's reaction. Tara froze and blinked a couple of times.

"I, uh, it's getting resized." She mumbled back as she looked at the ground.

In that moment, Soledad realized that she was lying. No matter how long they had gone without speaking to each other, she knew that Tara always looked away when she lied.

"Tara, I knew you better than anyone else. So please, tell me what's going on."

Her friend stiffened and Soledad reached for her hand. Tara took a spot next to her on the bed and Soledad made the decision to wrap her arms around her. She seemed surprised by initial contact but relaxed into the embrace.

"Umm, Guy and I… I left him while he was gone. He wasn't nice to me and I didn't know how to tell people because I know they all saw it before me." Tara muttered. "I- I don't know what I'm doing, Soledad. I just needed to get away."

Soledad tightened her embrace around her friend as sobs began to wrack her body.

"When you came to see us that one time, you said he apologized to you and would apologize to me." She continued through her tears. "He never did. Soledad, I feel so stupid for letting him manipulate me."

That son of a-

"I'm sorry I didn't know you were hurting. Thomas noticed how anxious you were at dinner." Soledad murmured. "I should have noticed first."

Tara shook her head quickly. "No, we had dinner to celebrate you and Thomas. He seems like a really good man, Sol. And he seems to really love you."

"He makes me really happy."

"Good. That's what you deserve."

So do you, Tara.

Soledad pulled back and examined her friend's face. The girl she had known in college was much more lighthearted. Tara now- Soledad hated the word broken because her friend didn't need to be fixed. She was going through a rough patch with leaving her relationship, the death of her mother and needing to start over.

Tara Day just needed a break.

In that moment, Soledad made her decision.

"Stay with us, Tara."

-

Tags: @heauxplesslydevoted @hatescapsicum @cora-nova @princess-geek @flyawayboo

[thegothicviking]

4, 10, 13 😏, 23, 30 for the obscure asks

4. What does your room smell like?:

Like sweat and sexual frustration.

10. What do you wish you hated but actually like?:

Nothing. I have no guilty pleasures. I like everything I like, and I am not ashamed of it.

13. Talk about an au or story you came up with?:

You know this!!

- So basically. Till is sort of a troll/hulder man. A man with a cow's tail and he fucks a human.

Schneider owns some clubs and is dominant and rich as fuck but not abusive like that shit "Mr. Grey" from 50 shades. (That is not BDSM!)

- The original female character get fucked both by Tillie the Hulder and by Schneider but there won't be a 3-some.

- Oh and I am writing this for @uberwolken Hulder/troll-men is kinda our thing now!

(My fault really since I started to compare Till with a Hulder under a random post about his eyes and now it has escalated to hulder/folklore smut).

23. Do you like soft, fluffy blankets or rough/smooth blankets?: What? How can a blanket both be rough and smooth? I don't get this question sorry. I like soft blankets. Simple as that. I am a simple bean!

30. What instrument do you wish you could master?:

Base guitar/bass guitar(?) and the accordian. I want to rock the shit out of an accordian!

Merci for your questions you french fuck! 🖤💋

[areyouwho-ithinkyouare]

‘Natasha, Pierre & the Great Comet of 1812′ songs explained

Prologue - Memory game: Russian names edition

Pierre - My life is shit, my wife is a bitch, i’m an alcoholic with severe depression, but hey - at least i can play the accordian!!!!!!!

Moscow - oh sure pal, the big city looks exiting now but just you wait a few weeks until you've had a scandalous affair, rejected your fiance, been abandoned by your lover and tried to commit suicide. THEN tell me how you’re “so pleased to be” here.....

The Private and Intimate Life of the House - my father abuses me but i still love him

Natasha & Bolonskys - my in-laws h8 me ad i h8 them. family dinners are gonna be awkwaaarrrdddd

No One Else - am i more in love with the moon or my absentee fiance???? who can tell.

The Opera - all the real drama is happening off-stage

Natasha & Anatole - Sexual Tension.mp3

Natasha Lost - oh no does someone touching my arm count as cheating?? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

The Duel - I’m drunk and don’t give a shit anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! fucking SHOOT ME dolokhov, you bitch!!!!!!! I dare you!!!!!!!!! actually now i think about it i do want 2 die so u can if you wanna

Sunday Morning - There are two kinds of people in the world: those who go to church, and those who ask their sisters to help convince an engaged woman to have a scandalous affair

Charming - Helene can't speak french, so she lets the funky music do the talking

The Ball - someone kissing me doesnt count as cheating, right? 

Letters - the 1800′s version of breaking up with someone via text

Sonya & Natasha - sonya: natasha, no!      natasha: natasha yes!

Sonya Alone - A good friend who does not deserve to have to do all the emotional legwork in this relationship does it anyway

Preperations - that girl i’ve known for 3 days and rlly wanna fuck???? imma kidnap her!!! smell u later bitches im off to poland

Balaga - that girl you’ve known for 3 days and rlly wanna fuck???? imma HELP you kidnap her because it sounds FUN!!!!!! EVERYBODY DANCE!!!

The Abduction - foot fetishes

In My House - Marya Dmitriyevna exasperatedly makes good points for a solid 2 minutes while natasha cries

A Call to Pierre - we have a major crisis on our hands - lets call the local alcoholic for help!

Find Anatole - godfuckingdammit anatole you utter shit also i hate my wife

Pierre & Anatole - 

Natasha Very Ill - ..................... (she straight-up tried 2 kill herself i can't make this humerous)

Pierre & Andrey - natasha’s ex-fiance & future-husband, who are best friends, discuss the affair she had with the future-fiancee’s brother-in-law, who was also sleeping with his sister aka future-fiancees current wife, who in turn was definitely hitting on natasha earlier in the story. yep.

Pierre & Natasha - middle-aged man starts to have romantic feelings for someone barely in her 20s while remembering her as a child

The Great Comet of 1812 - pierre decides to interpret a sign of the apocalypse as a good thing

[1800truckwreck]

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Being involved in a serious truck accident is a devastating experience that can take a toll on injured survivors who do not havea full supportsystem. In cases with severe physical injuries,combined with the emotional burden of dealing with trucking companies who do not want to take responsibility for their actions, can make dealing with the aftermath of a truck wreck overwhelming. However, there are legal options available that can help improve outcomes for victims of large truck crashes and ensure victims obtain the financial compensation required from those responsible.

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http://www.internetunleashed.co.uk/?p=18201 Mesut Ozil Q&A: Key questions on his dispute with the German FA | Football News - http://www.internetunleashed.co.uk/?p=18201 Mesut Ozil has accused the German FA of racism, claims the association has denied What's the latest on Mesut Ozil's dispute with the German Football Association? Is there any chance of a return to the national team fold? We asked Sky in Germany for the lowdown. Ozil announced his retirement from international football on Sunday and accused German FA (DFB) officials of racism following the media storm surrounding his photograph with Turkish President Recep Erdogan ahead of the World Cup.The DFB have rejected Ozil's accusations, instead calling for the 2014 World Cup winner to provide answers regarding the controversial photograph with Erdogan, who has been accused of abusing human rights laws and restricting press freedom. Ozil has faced fierce criticism over the affair, most notably from Bayern Munich president Uli Hoeness, who is now embroiled in a war of words with Ozil's agent, Dr Erkut Sogut.Here, Sky in Germany reporter Alexander Bonengel helps us untangle the situation and gives us his views on what might happen next…Why were so many people in Germany offended by the photograph?There are different reasons. The majority of Germany is offended because Erdogan is a despot and autocrat. Taking a picture with him was interpreted by many as a support for Erdogan, especially because the elections in Turkey were right around the corner.Some people also interpreted the picture as a confession of loving Turkey more than Germany while playing for the German national team. Mesut Ozil was criticised during Germany's World Cup campaign But the main reason for irritation is the fact that he was photographed with a person who suppresses people, puts his opponents in jail and denies press freedom.Of course, there are also some right-wing people who have been attracted to the affair. The tragic thing is that the more it has escalated, the more the fires they are keen to spread have been fuelled.Is there a climate of hostility between German and Turkish communities in Germany?There are no hostilities in general. People of Turkish heritage have been living in peace here in Germany for generations. People like Ozil were role models for integration and multicultural living. But politically, of course, there are tensions as Erdogan is a despot and autocrat.Could the episode have been handled better by the DFB and Ozil before the World Cup?Of course. The DFB did nearly everything wrong from the beginning. Also, Ozil spoke out about it way too late. If Ozil had spoken directly afterwards, he could have killed the matter sooner.But he didn't, and the DFB stayed silent too. They didn't put pressure on him. Now, after the World Cup disaster, they have questioned his behaviour and tried to make him a scapegoat. That was wrong, that was dirty, and people here realise that. The pressure on DFB and president Reinhard Grindel is huge. Germany were knocked out in the World Cup group stage How much did it really affect Germany's World Cup campaign?It's hard to say now. It caused some irritation, of course, but most likely is that it didn't affect the performance of the team on the pitch.Why has Ozil received so much more criticism than Ilkay Gundogan, who was also in the picture?Because he didn't speak directly afterwards like Ilkay. However, what Gundogan said was pretty soft and no excuse for the photograph at all. But he behaved smartly.By not speaking, Ozil inadvertently shifted the attention to him. That's the strange thing. Ilkay made a personal dedication on the jersey he gave Erdogan, saying "my president". That made it political, whereas Ozil's behaviour was just naïve.Is Ozil correct when he says he is made a scapegoat for Germany's problems?In this case, yes. Grindel and Oliver Bierhoff only started to put pressure on Ozil after the World Cup, having left him alone completely in the weeks before that. 0:38 Sky Germany reporter Alexander Bonengel discusses Mesut Ozil's international retirement Sky Germany reporter Alexander Bonengel discusses Mesut Ozil's international retirement What was the general reaction in Germany to the statements released by Ozil on social media?It was very divided. But people realised that his statements didn't contain a single word of self-criticism, nor an excuse, so the compassion is limited.Was there surprise in Germany about Hoeness' comments?Yes, but on the other hand, that's how Hoeness is. He is very emotional, often populistic. He likes to make headlines sometimes. This is not the first time it has happened.What does the future hold for DFB president Reinhard Grindel now?He has to speak out on the subject. He has to find the right words and deliver believable facts to refute Ozil's accusations. He is politically responsible for the whole affair and he has also made mistakes himself, especially by making Ozil a scapegoat. Reinhard Grindel was fiercely criticised by Mesut Ozil If it's true that Grindel was partly responsible for Ozil's silence, he can't survive that as a president of DFB. In addition to that, he was one of the most unpopular DFB presidents from the beginning, especially among the league officials. More and more people are criticising him now.He is an ex-deputy of the Bundestag [the German federal parliament], and politicians talk about his leadership style, how he is opportunistic and aggressive, and he is even described as right wing. In 2004 he described the idea of a multicultural society as a "myth", as mentioned in Ozil's statement.Where does Joachim Low stand on all of this?He has tried to stay away from the discussion. There has been no statement from him yet.He has lost one of his favourite players, but on the other hand he will no longer be torn between Ozil's footballing ability and the furore around his future.There might be an element of relief because there are overlapping connections between their agents in the background. Ozil's agent, Sogut, and Low's, Harun Arslan, are closely linked in a business sense. Now there will be no conflict of interest there. Mesut Ozil only made two appearances at the World Cup Is there any chance of Ozil playing for the national team again? Very unlikely. There is too much which can't be repaired. If Grindel stays president, there is zero chance. If he leaves or is forced to leave, there may be a very slight chance of a return, but Low is expected to rejuvenate the side after the disappointment of the World Cup.There are still a lot of talented players in Germany who will develop for Euro 2020, but if the team struggles during qualification and Low and his staff think Ozil is the missing piece, there may be a small chance of talks - but only under new DFB leadership.All in all, it seems very unlikely. 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to accept my apologies

Nuck For you!

 (Page 8)

What a widow handgun, see it repeat giveback. To charity that blaze

is only for teen, age is a ripped up early photograph of

Charles Pierre, guess I guess, Decisions and Banished bloodshot

eyes in fights and then what smoking and ravy swallow that

cheap old gravy. Fight for what you don't know about, don't

happen no more. Its a knockout.

No lost come there- where is that if you are in,

sight do trades in, panic and solving convertthat art that ain't it.

Grease the rope stake therfor who needs rejection,

this life is straight up gone, where

no-one knows.

The howl, evil flowers athe edge

A phony pinch on charles that said ham.sick of then, that.Confusion is the wisdom

we generally offer children to study.

You fucking fucker horrid arseholes.someone can have a say.

I'm well into my friend changing them.

Try to show off with a galloping Gee-Whizz.A musical say, say,

is interest cool, warm or

boiling hot, I dare to say that I do not

give up, on friends, loves, legends

scupper the timbre, class is out, in

Broke and scuppered and bucketing.

Under and in.

In a cruise age

glue, blew

it hurt the one armed

Bandit. Toby Chang.

Must be listening to

Someone watching Resevoir Dogs

No disrespect,

but what a fucking lot of shoot

this piece of shit and cough

up some green

vocabulary.

 While I mean wayany rector

you cheap steal of a catapilla

what! slugs and slugs

The purpose of a man is to love his woman

And the purpose of a woman is to love her man

[IAM DYEING]

 (Page 9)

I have made the grievous mistake

of thought that blazoned paper

is my answer.

What - keep control, do not

Fuck yourself, even that you become

sure its my fault. Come be, what

is the sunrise, the moon fades,

The seas do not rise no

speck smashes this earth into

not being cool.

The odds on that.

If you did not understand

a speck of dust, A incalculable

as has the size never been thought.

At more millions of miles per second,

lets just say it was half. Tell me, I told you

They said I can't help it.

Just by chance

They went to the neighbourhood dance

to be all young and lady

lary is ugly, used, old.

Lary is funny to avoid

as long as you do.

Assault Pike, giraffe.

\Cohorts, dolce vita

Downtown screwed on a bench

piping, people passing

Blinding.

Cancell the too nervous assassin

Ten Silk Cut on the way back.

Although

Lucky Strike

might

do the trick.

 (Page 10)

A fight with death.

The first that I remember, I will describe as

Being paralysed .. in a dark room a floor down from where

I should be calling for help and [moirne] cowing for

A long time. I was scared angry and would have given

Anything that I did not have for someone to lift me

Out of there. More than a day in intense discomfort and

Despair – why could I not get out of there.

WORLD NEWS new years eve 2010 – The murder of a

Beautiful young girl early twenties. Strangled and dumped.

Against that nothing really abates my, and sure I,

Evidence of disbelieve, then more killing and rape

Around the world, floods, and sadness. But it’s

Alright they played games with balls without balls.

Oh how fucking sick am I. *

Cannot one take the hint –

Novice – The trajectory of this existence.

FUCKED.

Well and true. Could be any day now. We are

A race about to cross the line. Chequered flag

And past.

Why wait.

No excuses

Forgiveness

Un.

Calm as far too far and far too later

Than warned. Hamas up.

Black magic while if you can even

Rival a home of monstrous

Symbols. I’ll watch that

Filthy canal and waited. Gonna

Be cathartic. Cure abandoned by

It is my weight and Peter my

Mine how it justices. You

Did bring catastrophe. And I

Do not know fucking fuck cunting

Why. Eccentric Rakcer silence

Changes [burne]. You will be aware

Of the tidal magic. You careless

Chucked and kalashnikoved my world.

If I am mad kill me.

 Suicidal unhappiness desperate yes OK and misfortune then since ever cat as trophy

kerchief

  (Page 11)

I KONFRONTED THE ACCUSED WITH MY GAZE AGAINST ALL THE WORLD WILD MANIAC.

OLD GIT, UNFIT.

And very well

At illness

COUNTER

(drawing)

  (Page 12)

CRAP CHAPTER TALKING SHIT

 TO ALWE and of all the emotions more bold than have ever before

fought like fuck to hold on and for my life as close as the

dead of night when you wake up alone silence scary

how to feel as nearest and sick and ask your destruction

to take hold and answer bleak grim and cruelly shake

eyes on a ceiling nowhere to look. Cold no money

police addition regret cripple. Wait. A while hurt will

be fresh being prolific adulterer if hurt with

others in contortion.hurt with this time that one

Always a push toward the courage I want.

To show away is still here and was always

anyhow.

Nonsense is there. In every window street

sky person screen communication, words the whole

shebang.

If it were not for one other. And he

knows. I could be that I am not sure.

Unsure could come enough times to be so.

To be some authority or disappointment. My failures

are described as spectacular.. Thing is I like that kind of idiot.

Aspire to Olympianic hero. set

sail.Tell a beautiful story. music to

live to.

Or sit hunched, abusing poison corrupt and pollute every part of me and the time

I strangle - continue to demonstrate with

expertise being an arsehole.

The swagger staggering of the non-one-hit.

blunder.

"But he's really talented" - fuck off.

or we can shoot acid, crack heroin

have pills valium ecstasy any fucking thing there is,

drink a couple of bottles of cheap vodka

But, smoke some weed and chill.

A smashing day in, in your your flea infested

forget not to eat anything. Fortnight of

that and if the magic carpet carpet can't come.

This time will be that and that's that.

you fucking moron, moron me not any other moron.

Brief description as I am vain. Maloderous

skeletal schock of distress. Continual vomiting - flem

machine. That which I consider sane and joining in

daily or night time actions - discussions etc,

others, in fact everyone I have a contact with

considers repulsive anti-social and go as far

as to mention a kind of insanity that as

far as to be concerned could be the secret

agents of one or another afterlife.

Confirmed

when claims of previous acts so peculiar and

that I have no memory or hint of recognition

of their look name or outlandish tales. All

leads me to stick to my layout of events

Years are a confusion. And I can defend

my slight lapses of memory to age and

very hard and stressful work.

I can remember a couple of things, but live

in the moment, then the next one. Why care

making effort to memorise when you are getting on with it?

   (Page 13)

Lets get at it from the pink panter pantin pink

My krum[] Im dark I be like

Wight. [] Bachs harmonys if I

Am mistaken the nature of Nienval Here

Together ever aware surier is that puer

At you + AVE, T, Geronimo fact old

Compassion I met romance I got love on me looking

out how can [] to be lured is all. Without

call imagined I love and be loved I laugh I

[]

Is to have all fear disappear the worry

The shape of the world and to be that

Hard cumid like no not love to know who

Woman is because then I could really be

The wall spreed brokos would put thain

Shirt on it. No exchange can bargain

In every gang in misunderstanding of the word

Blame mistrust

And they assumed me that I

Am a multimillionaire but they were that

Empty armchair.

Still, but that’s all aside you could try

To convince me that I have a Saturday

Night fever and the man with a golden gun is a kaleidoscope of

Gens looking at me was violin

Music.

I must amount a charge

Cut my path the say shit

Fluid.

Lattrapid yet reputed, for

Skullduggery, not lit but well

Bugger me

The eraze the age of

Me.

Curiosity

Egyptian in a gunpowder

What’s to say

Then was ever

And no invention.

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And I have to stay alive. The most simple,

Can even enjoy. For me this is a day to day I don’t

Want to. I’m not to write here about. I’m afraid

Sad .. to be called Frank or Ernie or just a drunk

Heroin crackhead. Delight hard open wicket there,

Balls remain. I gonna run. Or I ran. The rent

Run risk rough ripped rhode Londron, relic, rash

Rubbish.

I am glad to say I am as ill today as ever

Has before. Quite accomplished solutions intrude the

Bloodstream. Crooks and nanny aside I would not

Abide to fee fy falsify in certain terms, there is not

Motivation or need, my reputation a guarantee. Worth

Both make and believe.

And icy reflection patterns this room

In a late early new year blank laziness for

Uniform.

The where I have not the, exactly

Is what I cannot say. I would sleep fortune.

A life away .. Dishonesty weakly needless

Declare my passion the destiny. Then the glorious

And victory erased from language. Imprisonragbe

My sure staff wags crackling.

Discountry is dissinisterly

Endured it’s nare the creep creeping

Upon me, tired so tired. It begins to engage

Agree. Would be so easy. No more of that

Or of then and though and more so  no more

Of this.

Discomfort I adore, sickness I make certain

Sure.

Accidents the luxurious claim of

Innocents, fact follow the accidentee with a brief

Study of past actions, the ban of acts or act

In not too far future will I doubt fail to unveil

That word accident came by stumble spill ink of

Most likely a greed to gain advantage of

Someones misfortune. Insurance a very chance relies

On accidentalance.

To why limit snap grot and furniture

Of nonsense. To waste time to fulfil a space to

Be over so a despond errant in my way.

That I will so called exist

There afar Gulliver, Crusoe, Hyde and Oliver  I

Do not fear to relive my beautiful friends.

Catechism the word got rhythm, and you, make you and it

Rhymes with prison.

I can feel a mission coming into vision

Like dream for a religion I was living I was

Dying and soul I will revive the life

And try to describe as well as I can when

Fighting to survive to stay alive.

That’s later

I going to Gunter Grove – coming.

 (another page)

I ain´t gonna make it. A reprise

Knew I was seirxing act dizguise. It was

Already no realise. Come that time that

art my life. The chat I-chat in mind

is it cause I could not replicate

The lives of the money makers

fame equalcors - so I had

to make my own original sound

That made me as the song says

Bohemian trinketá.

A required taste.

Drugs and boozer - loser

Refuse.

A guide on how to fail

And fuck the ass out

of how to lose

Because its real

Will be thirty pence

and second hand

Then used to wipe

The Ass Baboon.

What if it went the other way

And no more reborn; acknowledged

As past and future G. Yeah

Boy that rack everest need

A machine the size of God.

All ThEM BLOOD Red Painted

Wolfcitys. MAYhem is PEACE

AND education becomes

what it needs to be

Emotion, respect, love

Learning Lyric´fuckin´ly

Are you gettin me

Not from no ghetto

And thats not how I speak

All school should be to

a Killer beat.

The gift of posture

very thgm, energy.