#accept speculation into the repressed mind of Bette Davis as a valuable pursuit. how do I get that job. what do I have to do to get paid | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

palukoo · 8 months

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I should really post more insane shit on here bc fundamentally so often what I want is to be able to say things and then have people ask me for my opinions and have them listen to my extremely rambling answers that are somehow both extremely overly rigorous for the forum and lacking in the structure or research I would feel obligated to provide in almost any other context like an academic setting or shitty podcast or whatever. unfortunately I find this somewhat mortifying and have the persistent aspirations of doing said research and structuring in order to make some kind of actually decent podcast or whatever so I don’t want to just post all of my thoughts on a topic I’d like to actually properly cover in some sort of way in the future. that said. I don’t do that. so you see my predicament.

#this was all well and good when I was just writing insane tags on west wing gifsets but now I have extremely in depth and nuanced thoughts #about joan crawford and I want to talk about old hollywood shit literally all the time but I have so much trouble articulating anything #that’s actually like insightful or whatever and I have trouble doing any sort of research bc I’ll just learn some fact that takes over my #whole day so I have to stop researching so that I can function as a person whose job is not in fact to do this.#this shit is why my roommate is like why did you leave academia and the answer to that is long but could also be what academic program will #accept speculation into the repressed mind of Bette Davis as a valuable pursuit. how do I get that job. what do I have to do to get paid #for feeling like I’ve left my body if I read too much about Joan??#anyways. brought to you by my brain spinning it’s silly little wheels and wanting so bad to yell about Joan #my post #tagged

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