#acknowledging it is a big step yashiro baby

[commandermardukas]

"The thing that I was truly desiring..."

Love..

This is the thing that he truly desires. Affection. Tenderness. Care. Love...

But at the same time it is the thing that scares him the most. True enough it's like a curse that always binds him. The curse that love brings. The curse of loving and of wanting love. The curse of not getting the love he truly deeply desires. The most painful curse.

That's why he tried to run away from it, trample it, kill it. But it was futile. This curse is haunting him. And he is searching for it. Waiting for it. Desiring for it.

Yashiro is always at this curse's mercy. Always helpless at its feet.