#almostlove

[darknightcollector]

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[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

You and I have met at the wrong time and place, How hard we both tried We would have also pushed the mountains.

[pathetic-stargirl]

At last, it all makes sense and she was right, you were still holding on to something—someone else, should’ve known when you first opened your lips about her, she was your golden girl, not i, as i was only the rebound, but i am not a temporary girl and i thank her for allowing me to see beyond clarity, she is deep intuition, she is I. No longer do we hold on to pain, she is free, and her arms aren’t to be opened.

[shituationship]

I had all and then most of you,

some and then none of you

Take me back to the night we met

[daletraeng]

Check out the lyrics for the song “Almost Lover” by A Fine Frenzy

[acyplakov]

#AlmostLover #AFineFrenzy #Music ❤️🎶 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg-Z0UhuwXM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[sagehaleyofficial]

What is UP, my dudes?! It’s Friday again, meaning it’s time for another NEW RELEASE ROUND-UP! Which of these new releases is your personal favorite? Let me know in the comments, and suggest your own new releases for the week if they’re not listed! 💿

#AlmostLovers #ChildrenOfBodom #Eels #FallOutBoy #JoshuaRoberts #PostRamone

[randombubblethoughts]

Almost Love

To my almost love,

You may not have known, but in the quiet moments between the beats of my heart, I discovered a profound affection for you. It's a sentiment that whispered your name in the shadows and sought solace in earnest prayers. You've become a fixture in my thoughts, and I've been lowkey holding onto the hope that maybe, just maybe, you felt the same.

In the midst of our casual 'Hi's and 'Bye's, the world around us questioned the nature of our connection. Friends and acquaintances wondered if we were on the brink of something beautiful. Deep down, I wished for my answer to be a resounding "yes." But, guided by the principle of not assuming anything without hearing it from you, I hesitated.

Months passed, and the story unfolded with a silent eloquence. We continued our dance of greetings, and I, in turn, immersed myself in the service of God, hoping to divert my thoughts. Yet, a subtle flicker of hope remained, accompanied by an unsettling silence that seemed to echo the unspoken between us.

In this symphony of almost love, you ceased to look my way. And so, I found myself standing at a distance, watching, and holding onto my emotions. It was a delicate dance of admiration as you stood on that stage, fingers dancing on the guitar strings, offering a beautiful melody to God. I envisioned us side by side, sharing this sacred space of worship.

However, as the scene unfolded, the reality hit me. The picture I had painted in my mind didn't align with what was true. You, with your guitar, and she, standing beside you, singing her heart out—a beautiful collaboration of souls dedicated to a higher purpose. At that moment, I understood that my almost love wasn't just mine to claim. The realization dawned, and I made a conscious choice to stop looking.

This letter is not just a reflection; it's an acknowledgment of the beauty that exists in what could have been and what is. In embracing the unwritten chapters of our almost love, I find solace. I realized that as beautiful as our almost love may be, God has greater things in store for me. I deserve to be fully loved and chosen by someone who is entirely sure of me. Someone who is willing to go to great lengths and put in the effort to be with me. I deserve a love that's full-blown, planted and well-watered by God.

My almost love, I'm glad that you found yours and as for me, I will continue to wait, make space, and let go of what has almost become ours.

With quiet resignation,

B 🤍

#AlmostLove

[hiroshinukenin]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤცყ: 真柴༺ㅤ「❑」真柴 ㅡ ༺ 危険 #𝟭𝟯𝟱ஜ;「❑」 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 「 ㅤ  ㅤㅤ 𝖅𝖊𝖗𝖔 𝕿𝖜𝖔ㅤㅤㅤㅤ 」 ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ「 」 ㅤㅤ ㅤ 편집ஜ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ 「」𓏲ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

[misstales]

Who was he to me?

He might be the guy I would have spent my days at school talking about random things that would giggle us both. 

He might be the guy I would have talk to when I'm alone. 

He might be the guy I would have told about how I failed in our exams. 

He might be the guy I would be enjoying with watching my favorite movies. 

He might be the guy I would have made fun with when he fails to make me laugh. 

He might be the guy I would have run to when I needed someone. 

He might be the guy I would have chatted with to know how he's doing. 

He might be the guy I would have fights with when we don't get to agree on anything. 

He might be the guy I would have been hanging out all these years when I felt that there was no one I could relate to. He might be the guy who might be cheering for me when I'm doing something great. 

He might be the guy who would have been proud of me for whoever I was.

But He wasn't that guy.. 

He was the guy who's scared to admit how he really felt. 

He was the guy who was afraid to be judged. He was the guy who was terrified of letting people know who he really was. 

The guy we all thought we knew but apparently, 

He was just a guy who never worn his heart on his sleeve.

misstales

[adayinbookland]

🌻AUGUST WRAP-UP: NEWTs READATHON EDITION🌻 . 🌿Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up with Me (9/10). Wonderful graphic novel which explores the impact unhealthy relationships can have on ourselves and the people around us. 🌿Almost Love (4/10). The manipulative aspect of the “relationship” - although it was just a sex thing more than anything - and the impact it made was done well but the main character was just awful, even before the said relationship. She would’ve destroyed everything in her life given enough time. She was horrid, an absolute asshole. And one of those characters that never take the blame for everything because blaming others is easier, right? 🌿Skyward (8/10). A coming of age story set in space about friendships and realizing that the actions of our families do not define us. 🌿Lanny (9/10). An absolute wonder. Porter’s prose is enticing, rich and dazzling. Really impactful. 🌿Ship of Magic (8.5/10). Finally Robin Hobb delivers. This is a really awesome first book in a trilogy. 🌿The Priory of the Orange Tree (6/10). This was sadly a letdown. Not bad, but didn’t live up to my expectations. It had pacing problems and not all the characters were fleshed out equally. 🌿Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone. This will always get 5 stars - nostalgia is a bitch. I’m gonna reread the whole series in the following months and plan to do a comparison between books and movies because I have things to say. . And that is all! I completed my NEWTs and I can become a Hogwarts Professor 🙌🏼. How was your reading month? Any good gems you read? Or books to stay away from? Spill the beans! 🌻 • • • #readingwrapup #shipofmagic #harrypotterandthephilosophersstone #lanny #lauradeankeepsbreakingupwithme #skyward #almostlove #theprioryoftheorangetree #stackofbooks #bookstack #booksonbooks #booksoninstagram #readinggirl #booksaremagic https://www.instagram.com/p/B13QkNeor5T/?igshid=vzguy25kv09g

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[shituationship]

You don’t know how long I’ve waited to hear that

[findingaryka]

Open letter to my almost love,

I still don’t know if I’m angry or sad. Your love left me like a pendulum flowing back and forth between my emotions.

Angry because you made me question my worth and beauty, when I was once everything you ever wanted then in the blink of an eye she was everything you ever wanted. You told me I was special and I would always be the “one” the one you went back to no matter what. I felt so special. You talked about having kids with me and I seen it I saw you in my future. But now is she the one? Or how about the other girls? I’m sad, sad because of what I still feel could have been, but then I also feel mostly confused...Do you miss me? I hope so because you still follow me on social media. I can't really tell you when we stopped — or even started. I guess at that very moment in my life I needed you. I didn't realize for a long time that you only graced me with your presence to teach me a lesson. A lesson about life. A lesson about love. A lesson about me.

You taught me to be more open. You broke down my walls that I built so high to protect myself. You taught me to go with the flow. You never took life too seriously, at least that's what I noticed from the short period of time we spent together. Was it short? From being kids in middle school to adults... I loved you as a kid even got in my first fight over you.

You taught me to express feelings. If I feel something, I'm going to say it. If I don't, well, I'm going to have to say that too. You leaving my life has helped me realize all the feelings I buried. It would be nice to go back in time, look you in the eye and tell you how much you mean to me.

It’s time I own up to my fault on where we went wrong I should of realized how lucky I was to have the time I had and I should of loved you while you were mine. But I was numb I was scared to love I was scared that you were gonna leave me like I’ve been left for others my whole life..... and you did but I was partially to blame. I should of loved you more while I had the opportunity. Needless to say I was sleep walking through my life. I was blissfully content to believe that I was living fully—I made mistakes, stayed out too late, loved the wrong people around me, searched for adventure until my heart was full and I was happy. But never did I love myself. But you loved everyone who crossed your path with the same energy as you put into us? Was I special? Or maybe you just always gave everyone your everything...

Now, I want us to be more than we were before. We must've had some sort of connection then. Why can't we pick up where we left off? Why can't you respond to the text I sent you a month ago? I won't take offense, at least I won't tell you I take offense.

In your defense, you had every right to leave me high and dry. I was guarded, wound too tight, indecisive, and I'm just as confused about myself as you are. You have every right to move on. I mean, hello, I gave you zero indication I have a soul. So maybe we shouldn't get back together. You were good for me when I needed you. You gave me a reason to start writing again and I use to love doing that.

Thanks for being there for me then. I really needed you. I hope I taught you something about yourself too. I'm happy you were my "Almost happy ending”

Goodbye my almost love. A. Kellems ❤️

[xi0oo-blog]

this lady owns my ASS. 💗😍