#also i wouldn’t have known i was queer until this show so. umm there’s that

[wayward-sherlock]

wayli you are the spn mutual to me. i know jack shit about that show except november 5th 2020 but every time you post about it im like ohh 👁👁 hmmmm ......

u are also the Fanfiction Mutual to me. both bc you write the most beautiful fics to ever and also because we became friends through fanfic teehee 🫶🫶

hello bee my lovely i went through my reaction pic folder and found as many spn related reaction pics as possible for this. can you tell who my favorite character is. 😳

ANYWAYS thank u this is such a big compliment i love posting about the show that simultaneously gave me and cured me my mental illnesses. especially bc most of my mutuals follow me for byler so jumpscaring them with the fandom that half of my username is from is so lovely 💗 did not need to say this much but i always have so much to say about my boys in spn so. hehe

[darkouter]

has lesbian sugar momma ever gotten crowley a date? has he had sex from this? has he had sex in general? has he been in love? whats his orientation? b/c the about you have for him says queer and i was wondering what that means for him

i love y’all horny on main lmao

(i’m joking.  maybe.  either way i love anons)

first:  do not reblog this post!!!!!  idk if anyone will but sometimes personals find my posts randomly and y’all need to ( velma voice ) Stop That.......

but yes to each of those!!!!  they have had sex, dates, romance, etc.  just not often.

near The Beginning of their time on earth, they still identified with non-humans more than not, so they still kind of.  didn’t really associate themself with humans at that point in time?  they weren’t in love with humanity yet, so they didn’t feel that level of attachment to singular people as much.  they became more caring as time went, doing things like showing jesus around, you know?  small acts of kindness since they can’t get away with grand gestures.  that wouldn’t be very Evil Demon Servant of Hell of them, would it?

again, i headcanon them as originally raphael, and “Saint Raphael is accounted patron of travelers, the blind, happy meetings, nurses, physicians, medical workers, matchmakers, Christian marriage, and Catholic studies” (raphael’s wikipedia page).  in the book of enoch, raphael is also mentioned as a figure seen and described as “who is set over all the diseases and all the wounds of the children of men, is Raphael.”  they were also given the task of healing abraham and saving Lot, then healed Tobit of blindness, and they probably just did a lot of other stuff too that i don’t feel like looking up bc i think my point is made well enough here lmao

so they’re known as a being of healing and for empathy towards humans.  obviously, a lot of this information mentioned is post-fall, but i just use it to characterize what type of angel they were always meant to be, even if they ended up on a different path in the series.  i hope that makes sense!  but because of this association, i headcanon they would often step in and heal people or (like with jesus) show people the world, as that was their intended purpose/patronage.  i feel like there’s a doctor who joke to be made here, but i’m just gonna jeb bush it and not actually make up a joke.

so they do end up getting closer to individuals.  traveling and healing is bound to bring you closer to people.  it has also led to them being hurt a lot because people die and they don’t.  they can’t exactly continue to put off someone’s death forever, they would never get away with it.  they try to become more aloof, put on a facade, and generally drive humans away from them.  they’ve got a demon image to uphold too!  can’t be getting on with people.  gotta be off-putting, intimidating, and generally very cool and sexy (maybe cool and sexy is not necessary by demon standards but they think it is totally necessary, very sinful to be seductive, right????).  

but, as we all know, they’re a big softy, so it doesn’t really work out.  they’re a romantic that likes to care for people.  it’s just in them, and we see it in the show how they try so hard with aziraphale.  they got a lotta love to give and they feel unlovable as a demon, so someone pursuing and having and staying in a relationship with them is very fulfilling.  i’m not sure about a number because they got.........  you know, thousands of years to have had relationships, but i don’t think it would be very many when you consider how long they have lived.

sex is similar.  they can totally justify it because it’s a sin.  they’re very interested in it because it’s so human to have sex and is very much an active choice for them to make because angels/demons aren’t really sexual beings and it’s totally unnecessary, but it’s fun!!!!!!!!  it’s just something people do for pleasure a lot of the time, and that’s really cool, and they’re totally into hedonism lmao.  HOWEVER.............  they’re so awkward on every level, and they can get super embarrassed, and they never make the first move on that sort of thing.  that’s just them socially; they’re insecure and fear rejection or making a fool of themself.  and they try so hard to cultivate an image...  it just crumbles apart

anyways they kind of act like every romance or sexual interaction is completely new to them each time dfgblksdfn humans are so weird.................

also they don’t really identify as anything bc gender / physical sex characteristics are just human stuff to them, but would most identify with queer bc it’s a catch-all term the humans made up, and it’s the least label of the labels in their opinion lmao.  they don’t really care, let alone care to describe themself in human terms

as for with miss newton, they have had more experiences since becoming totally-not-friends-demons-don’t-have-friends with her.  she drags them out, has definitely taken them to bars, has definitely thrown people at them.  none of them have been particularly long-lived because they have been working much closer to aziraphale in recent years due to raising warlock, so they kind of have him on the mind most of the time.  but gosh darnit miss newton is trying, y’all

anyways, with rps on this blog, some verses will probably be different on a case by case basis with interacitons.  in their human verse that i’m currently having with vclvetwaistcoat, for example, things are obviously not as spread apart/rare for them, and they don’t meet aziraphale until later in life, so.

god did i answer all of the questions.  umm.  flirting?  they like to flirt toward people but get nervous when it’s aimed back at them.  but they like it.  i think that’s everything