#also i'm becoming surer and surer that that episode was probaly alot longer than a few months | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

gazingatmydoom · 9 months

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opening a fromsoft game and immediately seeing the words "at the end of the previous session. exit game (system menu) may not have been selected.

failure to end session with exit game may result in loss of progress" and i'm like ahhh so i rage quit. it's like a warning sign popping up like hey buddy whatever u were doing last time? it fucking sucked and u got mad be prepared

#i keep uh #i can't stop thinking about it tho #like #i keep talking about this and i feel like i shouldn't but whatever this is my blog fuck u #but man feeling anger is so #weird #ig #in comparison i mean #i've mentioned it before but having come out of a depressive episode recently #feeling any emotion other than like #blank neutral or intense sadness is so fucking strange to me lmao #also i'm becoming surer and surer that that episode was probaly alot longer than a few months #obviously my memory is like nonexistent of that period #because duh that's what depression does #among other things ofc #so i don't remember when it started and i was kinda just assuming like ahh uhh probably fourish months i'm guessing #but #i think the absolute worst off it lasted fourish months #but i think the overall bleh has been going on for significantly longer #i could not say how long #i'm hesitant to say more than a year cos that does seem ridicolous tho #i think i'm the same i was one year ago #rn #which isn't a good thing #i am still riddled with problems #i definitely still have some serious attachment issues #and my intense fear of being alone seems to only be getting bigger #should i be doing this on main #hm #shit ye ig i have like

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