#also i'm daydrinking now. whiskey at noon babeyyy
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I just realised that my life is genuinely like. falling apart lmao
#shit job i'll probably lose in like teo months#never hangs out with anyone not my dad#haven't seen my friends in months or longer#flat always dirty and untidy#i have to sign up for uni soon which i don't want to do because i don't give a shit about anything you can study around here#still haven't applied for a new passport and mine is expiring next week#no therapist no psychiatrist even though i've been 'trying' since october 2021#has massive breakdown every second day#all mental illnesses are worsening#meds stopped working#unable to do anything at all#i can't even work on the book because i feel too bad. there's a pit in my stomach/chest at all times#i feel terrible#also i'm itchy???? for the past few days i've been itching myself to the point of bleeding and idk why#it's not like i'm dirty or anything i just ITCH?#anyway this was a very sobering realisation. like girl this id pathetic#also i'm daydrinking now. whiskey at noon babeyyy#i need to email my old therapist but what if i annoy her and also what if she hates me like every other person associated with me#all my coworkers fucking hate me (no proof just Vibes) and my supervisors OBVIOUSLY despise me#i don't have any friends and everyone hates me........ i love this song#this is like school ages 6-14 all over again#rayrambles
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