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running-in-the-dark · 1 year

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I've been having some very.. not so good days.

and I just put it together that I've also been playing a new to me game (Timberborn) a lot every day for a few days. hm. am I doing that because I'm feeling bad (= unable to do anything creative or productive), or is this (part of) what's making me feel bad?

it's probably a bit of both. but I do know that doing that for like 5-8 hours a day without any breaks definitely makes me feel worse. so maybe I need to try not doing that.

I'm going to a couple thrift stores with my mother and my niece tomorrow - that should be fun (very exhausting probably, but I think it'll be good to just go out and do something). hopefully I'll have enough energy left to do something else when I come back.

#but. timberborn is so damn adorable! and fun! it's exactly what I like in a game - building a city/settlement/colony. but with beavers!!!#I love it #also it's proof that piracy is good in some cases. I didn't want to buy the game because I didn't know if I'd enjoy it. didn't know what to #play so decided to just download it. played it for 4+ hours. and bought it because I loved it so much #anyway. I don't really understand why this always happens. I *know* playing a game for that long every day just makes me feel bad. at least #when there's other things that I really WANT to be doing.#but I do it anyway #I mean. I guess it beats just sitting on the couch watching videos all day. which is what I usually do when I don't feel well enough to do #things. so. I don't know #it'd be cool if I could go back to being able to do stuff... I really didn't appreciate it enough 😭#I had meltdowns because I felt so overwhelmed all the time back then. but I did get a lot done. I did what I was supposed to do and I did it #well. I didn't feel great but I was good enough #idk.#I'm just overthinking again. so I'll go to bed now I think.#personal

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