#also never took a pic of Jessica’s outfit!

[mydollsaregay]

laundry day!

[t-diggitydawg]

analysis of the uswnt fashion choices simply because i want to fight me woso tumblr

Tierna Davidson: y’all know she’s my fave. my absolute number one. but im pretty disappointed by her dress choice. i love the color, other than that it’s so boring and plain. i think the one shoulder exemplifies that. it just reminds me of a prom dress. to be fair while she doesn’t dress horrible tierna isn’t miss fashion and this is exactly something she would wear. im sorry i have high expectations for my fave okay. sue me. 7/10 (ok i changed it to 7 bc it looks a lot better in the pic she took with becky abby and sam) (to be fair it looks so much more boring farther away since you can’t see the details on it)

becky sauerbrunn: when i first saw becky i first thought “UGH QUEEN” because that’s always my first reaction with Becky? but after a little bit i have to admit i’m not feeling it. i think it could have been better, i don’t know how because i’m not a fashion designer. i like the pattern, that’s unique, and the color is pretty good. just something about it irks me. i do appreciate it being more unique. 7/10

lindsey horan: full disclosure, simple sheek stuff appeals to me. so im loving lindsey’s look okay!! only complaint is the cut is a little awkward on her body type i think. maybe would have been better if it was just straight across (idk fashion terms) 8.7/10

allie long: i don’t know what to feel. i don’t hate it, but i don’t particularly like it either? kind of my feelings for long in general so makes sense. for some reason it makes me think of pajamas? her wedding dress was 👌🏻 so i know she can do better. 5/10

kelley o’hara: an enigma. how does she do it. her outfit isn’t out of this world, but it really just works for her? the pants are a little weird but with how trashed kelley has been the past couple days i can forgive her as she was probably still drunk while picking them. like last time she seriously had a yellow floral dress on and the fact i still remember it means it had a good impression. good job kelley 8/10

tobin heath: oh tobin. i fucking hate suit shorts. they are so ugly. but you make it work. don’t get me wrong it still is appalling but you work it. the fact you are wearing those shoes make it even better, another crazy thing. it’s probably because your other crazy outfit choices just neutralize this one. 6.5/10

alex morgan: oh alex. you can do so much better. it isn’t horrible but it looks like something a 15 year old would wear to their winter formal. we know what you can do, please do it 5/10

emily sonnett: i like it! the top is a little weird but manageable. reminds me of toilet paper. also the part where the white and black meet looks weird. ok so maybe i don’t like it as much as i did starting this. 5.5/10

crystal dunn: i LOVE the bottom of the dress but the top is so unflattering. reminds me of workout clothes or something. would look better if the dress started to flow out higher on the waistline 6/10

megan rapinoe: i trusted this bitch. when she was shown on tv, i could only see the top half of her outfit and i was impressed. a simple black suit jacket and bad ass jewelry. looked like a rocker chic. when i saw her full outfit i died of mortification. would have looked better if the leather shorts were pants. and if she didn’t have those fucking white socks. oh pinoe. my eyes are bleeding. -2/10

carli lloyd: she’s fine i guess. another disappointment because when i first saw her i was like damn!!!! but the fact that it’s a shorter dress with a particular cut that makes her look like she’s attending a funeral makes this look underwhelming. well maybe she’s wearing it because she’s mourning her international career idk 6.5/10

christen press: omg i died seeing her. LOVE the yellow!!! LOVE the black heels!! D. E. A. D. only complaint is i think if the pants weren’t as wide it would have looked a lil better. but that’s me nitpicking 9.5/10

ashlyn harris: oh ashlyn. i like parts of your outfit, and hate other parts. i do like the mesh, not the gray armour shit though. 3/10

rose lavelle: damn girl!!! the white looks really good on her, and i loveeee the off the shoulders look, v elegant. wish it was a longer dress because it would have looked even better. 8/10

mal pugh: at first i barfed, but now im like “okay fine” it just looks like she got fabric from joanne fabric and wrapped it around herself. i have to admit she looked better in that pic with rose. still we know her potential and she didn’t come close to it 5/10

ali krieger: yessss ali!!!! she looked gorgeous! very classy. never have been a fan of the weird cut out she had in her dress but she made it work! now please help ashlyn 9/10

moe brian: love the color! and the dress. but still she could have done a lil more. i know i love plain simple shit, but it was a little too much simple for me. i May be contradicting myself since i loved lindsey’s look, but again fight me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 7/10

sam mewis: i was underwhelmed by this? it just didn’t seem to fit her well. i like the outfit in general, but it just didn’t work. it really bothers me because it’s a cute look but i still didn’t like it lol 6/10

abby dahlkemper: i have the same dilemma here. it isn’t bad, rather cute i guess, but could be better. i think it just doesn’t fit with her. yep that’s it 6/10

AD franch: i wish she went with a darker suit, i think that would have looked even better. but still, like how we can depend on AD to have a good old typical suit 7/10

alyssa naeher: y’all remember when alyssa literally showed up as a nun last ESPYS??!?!? soooo underwhelming and boringggg. but look at this bitch now!!!! im so shook!!! get it girl!!! and also those shoes are super cute!!! ive been dogging on all the short dresses but i can’t say anything bad about this one!! Maybe it’s because it’s alyssa and it’s just so surprising who the fuck knows but wowww queen!! 10/10

jessica mcdonald: she looks nice. again not really a fan of the dress being short but i like the color. she earns bonus points for her cute lil son and his suspenders 😭😭😭 8/10

[kathillards]

rangerstop day one

ALSO KNOWN AS: BITCH EVERY POWER RANGER REMEMBERED US FROM MORPHICON (except selwyn. but hes still valid.)

so we avoided the megaforce rangers all day bc we wanted to surprise them at our photo op so for most of the con we wandered around looking at art and toys and bought so much shit oh my god there are so many talented artists here one lady was selling POTTED CLAY DOLLS and i almost bought a kat doll but. restraint. because i spent $80 at ceevee’s table and i still want more from him (he also remembered me from morphicon I LOVE POWER RANGERS YOU GUYS. I LOVE POWER RANGERS SO MUCH. I DONT HAVE ANY MORE ROOM ON MY WALL FOR THESE PRINTS BUT IM GONNA FUCKING MAKE ROOM.)

FIRST UP mike ginn because i got ceevee’s huge rpm gold and silver prints to get signed by them and the minute i got up to his table he was like “oh hi didn’t i see you at morphicon” and i was like YES and he was like “and weren’t there a bunch of you” and i was like YEAH LOOK ITS MY FRIENDS and he was like “and one of them was like super shy” because at pmc abbey had told him that our friend tabby loved him but was shy so he called her “shy tabby” and we all pointed at tabby who was trying to hide from him and we were all laughing and he just pointed at her for a minute to tease her and then he walked around his table and got behind her and pretended he was gonna jump at her it was so FUNNY AND CUTE HE LOVES HER HES THE CUTEST and he wanted us all to be in the pic i bought and i mean who am i to say no to mike ginn, the greatest gold ranger of all time

SECOND well li ming was busy (bc she’s a LEGENDARY RANGER BITCH WE STAN THE QUEEN OF RPM) so we turned around and jessica rey was there and SHE WAS LIKE “DIDNT I MEET YOU GUYS AT MORPHICON” because we talked to her for like literally 20 minutes at pmc just shittalking jdf and we were like HELL YEAH ugh she’s the cutest and we again talked to her for like 20 minutes (no shittalking this time) about what we loved about wild force and she was telling us about the alyssa’s father episode bc duh thats our fave and how the actor who played her father was like a famous actor but she knew him bc he was the real dad of one of the PAs and she didnt know he was famous and it was so cute shes so cute and tabby bought a white tiger hat from her (and a bunch of other things BUT THE HATS WERE HAND-CROCHETED THEYRE SO CUTE) and she was telling us just like. shit that happened in her day. and we LOVE her shes so great. AND THEN while we were talking to jessica, ann marie crouch came back bc they’re sharing a booth!! and she was dressed in her princess shayla outfit!! so kat and ben started talking to her god shes so nice and beautiful and she was selling little christmas ornaments of her flowers from her headband they’re so pretty and i told her “wild force rangers are ON POINT with the merch bc everyone else just has headshots” and she was like omg did you hear that w/ her handler and they high-fived (bc her handler made the ornaments) AND THEYRE SO CUTE. JESSICA TOLD US TO COME BACK SO WE WILL bc we have more things to get signed by them. she was also wearing a white tiger wild force hoodie she looked so cute.

THIRD then li ming was free and ofc i had to get her to sign my rpm silver print and shes SO NICE AND PRETTY AND she asked us what the japanese on the print said and we were like “it says you’re the best rpm ranger” and that gem’s said “my sister is cooler than me” and she laughed and we told her how much we loved her in the anniversary and how she was the strongest and most powerful rpm ranger and how she was the REAL LEADER gosh i love her and then we took my photo and SHE LET ME HOLD HER RPM TOY GUN THING i love herrr

FOURTH oh god okay so abbey couldnt be here but we wanted to get her shit so we went to sean cw johnson’s table bc duh and sapphire steph (of sapphire management, she handles like. a lot of rangers. SHES SO COOL) was handling him and we were talking to her and kat facetimed abbey to show her all of sean’s merch and he had these little coins that we got for abbey and asked if he could sign them and we were just talking to steph i dont even know about what i love her and abbey was on the phone and we were like telling them that she loves lightspeed thats why we’re facetiming and SEAN ASKED TO FACETIME HER AND SAY HI bc she was right there and also i showed him  and steph abbey’s little carter art of “get in losers we’re going demon hunting” and they both LOVED IT and then he was like “wait ive seen this art before” and i was like “yeah bc you fucking replied to my tweet about how dino charge is better than lightspeed” and he was like “oh yes i do remember that you said it was worse than watching paint dry and you wanted to gouge your eyes out with a spoon” and i was like I DIDNT SAY THAT I WASNT THAT MEAN (i was pretty mean, im so sorry sean i love you) im not gonna link the tweet bc I CANT BELIEVE HE FUCKING REPLIED TO IT AND REMEMBERED bc he was like “i’m not even on social media” and i was like “well you popped up in my notifs soooo” and he was like “no i respect your opinion even if you’re wrong” lmao and he asked what i didnt like about it and obviously i couldnt say “too many white people” to his face so i said i watched 20 episodes it was boring and we HATED captain mitchell bc we hate shitty mentors and we only love rangers and he was like “okay that’s fair” and i was like “and i didnt like that carter had this whole hero worship thing of captain mitchell when he was a shitty dad and like... is this your king???” (i literally said that why am i like this) and he was like “oh well he was kind of my king” and steph was cracking up at the black panther reference she was like “you guys are a hoot” oh and then we got him to do a video shout out where he says abbeys fave line “freeze missiles? sounds cool” and we were like DO IT LIKE YOU MEAN IT, YOURE AN ACTOR so he pretended to get in character and it was so cute and he told me also “i respect that you’re not fake and you stand by your opinions” and i was like ya cuz lightspeed sucks (no i didnt say that) cuz he was like “some people will be like ‘time force is overrated’ and then go up to michael copon (his booth was behind us) and be like ‘oh i’m a huge fan’” and we were like oh we’d never do that and he loved us even though i was so mean to him IM SORRY SEAN I WILL BUY SOMETHING FROM YOU TOMORROW as we were leaving he said to me “tomorrow you can be fake its fine” hes literally like. so cool. and also handsome. but lightspeed is still boring im sorry.

FIFTH we were wandering around again looking at toys and shit and tabby and ben wanted dino bite cafe shirts so we went to marvels by mossers which was right next to brennan and the sudarso brothers and we started talking to the guy there (aiden, not mosser) about, you know, the stuff they were selling and whatnot he’s so cool like they’re all so cool we talked for ages?? bc tabby had to go to the atm to get money and she took forever so we were just standing around saving her spot in line and aiden asked us like how we became friends when we’re all from different states and we told him we met online bc we love power rangers and we met up at morphicon and loved it so much we came to rangerstop and he was like oh thats so cool (this will be important later ok) anyway im just saying WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN JUST TALKING TO PEOPLE LIKE JUST. JUST TALK TO THEM. EVEN IF THEY’RE NOT POWER RANGERS. like this guy wasnt even a pr fan but he was so chill anyway i love everyone in this bar.

then we went out to eat but got distracted by gazbot’s booth of his HELLA COOL PRINTS and we bought abbey a balance print and an alpha print and kat bought all the six megaforce rangers and tbh tomorrow im gonna go back and get ninja steel blue BECAUSE while this was happening peter texted me “saw you and said hi but you seemed busy haha” becAUSE i did not stop to say hi to him (because he had a line!) while we were by marvels for mossers anyway i felt bad but we were hungry so went out to the food trucks and we saw two ranger actors whom we will not name come out to smoke together which was HILARIOUS (we love them anyway its ok) and THEN

SIXTH we came back inside bc i wanted brennan to sign my dino charge red print that i got from ceevee (also a shoutout to his handler who is really cool and talked to us and just. guys. i love everyone. i love EVERYONE.) and hes sooooo pretty god and his handwriting is so cute it looks like a child bc he’s left-handed and i asked him why the other dino charge rangers werent there and he was like “well davi’s filming and michael and camille dont really do cons” lmao and i told him i went to school w/ michael and camille and he was like “oh cool my sister-in-law went to that school” when i told him what university it was anyway hes just so pretty. im blanking on most of our conversation. then ben talked to him bc they’re both left-handed and reminded him that he instagrammed ben’s art and they message on insta and it was very cute #bennan for life bitches he also signed ben’s dino charge hat

SEVENTH so you know yoshi and peter are right next to brennan so i was with taylor (@ crossbuild on twitter, rocking the ryuga banjou cosplay) and she wanted to meet the sudarsos so we went over to say hi and peter came over and hugged me and we talked and he was like “since i dyed my hair blonde ive gotten like three more roles” and i was like “blonde privilege” (he looked. surprisingly good with it.) and he was telling me that he and yoshi are playing monkey demigod brothers?? or something and that’s why they both dyed their hair blonde and we also talked about kamen rider (bc taylor mentioned it) and he said he wants to watch wizard and i was like YES WATCH WIZARD ITS MY FAVE and he was like “everyone says bad things about it!” and i was like FUCK THEM JUST BECAUSE ITS SLOW-PACED and he was like “no you know i love slow pace” and i was like yes its very episodic but its SO GOOD THE CHARACTERS ARE SO GOOD they just had an issue w/ the lead actress being an idol and he was like “oh well so is lupinyellow” and i was like DO YOU ACTUALLY WATCH LUPATO bc he does keep up w/ sentai but hes always behind and he was like “dont spoil me im three eps behind” and i was like “well thats pretty good for you and also nothing happens in lupato” and he was so offended on its behalf and i was like “name one thing thats happened peter” and he was like “uh gold showed up???” and i was like “that happens every season” but then i was like “dont get me wrong i love lupato its my fave show of all time” (because it absolutely fucking is) and he was like “i thought so i was so confused” lmao (bc like. im always tweeting about how much i love lupato.) anyway yeah i asked him which kamen riders he’d watched and he was like “you know this pearl” which i did i just enjoy pretending i dont know anything about him. watch wizard y’all. and meanwhile, while i was talking to peter, ben and the others were meeting yoshi and ben was getting his dino charge dvd signed and he gave yoshi his art of koda WHICH YOSHI LOVED and ben was gonna pay $30 for the autograph but yoshi was like “no take it back” and he was like “you’re not gonna sell th dvd right” and ben was like “no i’m keeping it forever” and he was like “ya then you’re not paying for it” bc he LOVED THE ART AND HE LOVES BEN AND US hes so handsome irl like fuck man. who allowed dino charge rangers to exist in the mortal realm. he also gave me and ben cheetos later (he offered them to everyone, we were the only ones who accepted. i love hot cheetos.) 

EIGHTH we went to the alphas to get the alpha print signed for abbey and first of all, david fielding’s (zordon) handler was there (david wasnt there) and we were talknig to him and he was like oh im a HUGE power rangers fan i have boxes in my basement full of old power rangers toys and we were like “oh big mood” he was cool too man everyone is so cool i just love. to talk to them. and kat was getting the alpha print signed by romy and she was SO SWEET and we told her how much abbey loved alpha and went to search her art on twitter to show her and she LOVED ALL OF IT she was so sweet her handler was so sweet too and then we went to peta’s booth AND SHE HAD ALPHA GAY PRIDE SHIRTS AND STICKERS so we’re gonna buy those for abbey tomorrow

after that we were hanging around the nearby toy booth avoiding the megaforce rangers who were RIGHT next to the alphas (all together bc they’re codependent losers and we love them) and AIDEN FROM MARVELS BY MOSSER CAME OVER WITH A DINO CHARGE IRON-ON PATCH AND JUST SHOVED IT IN BENS HAND AND SAID “i want you to have this for free because i loved talking to you guys and you deserve it and i love when people meet like you guys did” bc of our little story of how we became online friends and met up and love each other and LIKE. BEN WAS ABOUT TO CRY. I LOVE US AND EVERYONE AT THIS CON. 

NINTH so we went back across the room to the sudarsos bc ben wanted to give peter his preston and marv art so i was like “we have something for you” and shoved ben at him and he LOVED THE ART (of course bc ben’s art is amazing) and was like “i’ve seen this on twitter dont i follow you” and ben was like noo you dont and i was like “no, i just retweet ben all the time so hes on your timeline anyway” AND THEN HE PULLED OUT HIS PHONE AND FOLLOWED BEN IN FRONT OF US and then also later he took a SELFIE w/ the three pieces ben gave him and tweeted about finally getting to meet this amazing artist and @-ed ben and it currently has like 100 likes so ya ben’s famous now go follow him @brodyromero 

AND THEN FOR THE MAIN EVENT THE MEGAFORCE PHOTO OP THAT WE BOUGHT AND WANTED TO SURPRISE THEM TONIGHT AND we also went to walmart earlier and got rainbow cupcakes for them and a candle that says 5 to celebrate their 5th anniversary bc we are that extra. side note, there was an ADORABLE little boy in line behind us in a pink mmpr diamonds t-shirt and he was freaking out at everyone and saw a blue ninja steel cosplayer and went OH MY GOD ITS NINJA STEEL BLUE and he was the only valid fan at the entire con and we let him cut in front of us (well we let everyone cut bc we wanted to be the last people in bc we are dramatique)

TENTH THE MEGAFORCE RANGERS so like the whole day we’ve been stressing “what if they dont remember us what if they dont care what if they dont” and then we entered and the literal second they saw us it was like. azim’s WHOLE FACE LIT UP AND HE WENT “OH MY GOD YOU GUYS CAME ITS MY GIRLS” (cuz remember we’re #azimsangels as per his hashtag) and HUGGED US ALL IMMEDIATELY oh hes such a good hugger and they saw our cupcakes and we were like “its for you for your fifth anniversary!” and they were so happy and surprised and ciara was like so jumpy and she like hugged us all SO BIG SHES SO CUUUUUTE they are all so fucking cute cameron remembered us too and came to give us hugs and kat got pity hugs from christina and john mark, the dignified ones (they were very nice, its just everyone else was clearly high and super jumpy and SO HAPPY TO SEE US) and andrew was just there looking gorgeous. sorry i cant say anything about him bc if u look into his eyes u black out and that happens to all of us. idk if he said anything. hes too pretty to exist. and we were like WE CAME TO FLORIDA TO SEE YOU GUYS because we loved meeting you at morphicon so much (which is TRUE we planned this all so last-minute bc we were like. fuck it lets go to fucking rangerstop we wanna see the megacast again.) and god they were so HAPPY. AZIM WAS SO HAPPY. CAMERON HUGGED ME SO TIIIIGHT. azim like crushed us all in a group hug the second he saw us. and then we took the photo and ciara literally just JUMPED into ben and kat and tabby’s laps bc they were sitting on the chairs and i got in the back in the middle of ALL FOUR BOYS like oh my god i cant even look at myself in the picture we got bc i’m surrounded by the literal hottest guys in the world like what the fuck. andrew gray TOUCHED ME. like holy fuck. and christina posed w/ the cupcakes and cameron held the 5 candle and was like “COME ON JOHN LETS BLOW IT OUT” and that was their pose and the rest of us were just cheesin and god its so cuuute im gonna make them all autograph it tomorrow and i also got megaforce red and silver prints from ceevee to get andrew and cameron to sign. and then after the pic christina tried to give us back the cupcakes and we were like NO THEY’RE FOR YOU THEY’RE YOUR BIRTHDAY GIFT and cameron literally started jumping up and down like a little kid he was like “WE GET CUPCAKES” and i was standing next to him so i said “we got rainbow ones so everyone was kind of represented except you sorry” and he looked at me and was like “yeah because nobody cares about silver” and i was like nooo its bc its hard to put silver on frosting and he was like yeah thats true AND THEN as we were leaving and they were like thank you for the cupcakes!! he was like “are there drugs in them” and kat was like “no” and tabby was like “yes” and i said “next time, for your 10 year anniversary” and andrew was like “ten years!” all chill like. i love him. king of red rangers. cameron said “love youuuu” to us as we left. i would quite literally die for all of them.

afterwards we were waiting around to get our reprints and azim came out and stopped to talk to us and we were like “where the fuck is your girlfriend we only came to see her” and he told us she’s flying to london :( and then he was like “are you guys coming tomorrow come hang out at our booths” (we were like “we have shit for you to sign we’re not just gonna loiter” and he was like “no just come hang out”) and he said “i wanna tell you guys the most heartwarming story that’s happened at rangerstop, a four year saga” so he like. REALLY wants us to come back tomorrow like what a cliffhanger that was!!

we also saw catherine and li ming bc the 25th anniversary photo op was right after us they’re so pretty!! im gonna visit catherine tomorrow and get my PINK RANGER W/ DRAGON SHIELD PRINT SIGNED BY HER ugh ceevee’s art is literally so amazing bitch. fuck. and then steve was also there and tabby was like “we love you steve!” (she said that for every actor that passed us but nobody heard her EXCEPT STEVE) and he stopped and turned back and was like HEY GUYS, love him. AND THEN SELWYN ALSO SHOWED UP FOR THE PHOTO OP and then on our way out of the photo op hallway he was ahead of us getting water in the hotel lobby so we stopped and said hi and introduced ourselves and i was like “we met you at morphicon” and he was like hmm (he was the only one who didnt rmr us at all clearly BUT HES STILL SO VALID. I LOVE YOU SELWYN.) and he was like “why don’t you guys get a picture with me” and we were like “well we’ll be here tomorrow to see you” and he was like “no we gotta do it right now” so he and tabby took a selfie LITERALLY THE CUTEST. HES SO HANDSOME. I LOVE POWER RANGERS.

also psycho red is hot

[thebestplltheories]

Dissecting the series finale promo

1. Is this Ezra running from Twincer, because Ezra knows Spencer has a twin? He put the pieces together from the airport moment?

2. I swear I’m going to cry during every scene the liars are together like this.

3. Is this Twincer spying on the group, because she is so jealous of the people in her twin’s life? Twincer wishes she could be a part of that.

4. I’m happy Melissa is back but I am praying this has something to do with the horse-riding stable that Melissa went to, which happened to be the same one that Jessica took Bethany to. 

5. I think this is Mona slapping Twincer, out of anger for what Twincer has been doing to the girls. All Mona wants is to be accepted in the group. Anyway it’s a nice homage to the season 2 finale. (I struggle to believe that this is Spencer. What could possibly be happening between them? It has to be Twincer, in my opinion.)

6. We’ll find out what Addison’s connection to Jenna is. Not that I care. I didn’t even put it on my list of questions. I hope this scene is short. Addison isn't worthy of any more of our screen time.

7. Spencer hugging Twincer? Does Spencer feel some sort of sympathy for her sister? They are twins at the end of the day, not just sisters.

9. Just when I thought it was safe to rule out the theories that Mary is Jessica (and that Mary is the dead one)!? What is Mary doing!? Are the two pics below related? Is that actually Mary instead of Twincer, in the pic above?

10. Oh hey stranger. This will sound very biased because somehow I manage to bring everything back to Twincer, but is Wren going to kill AD/Twincer? Maybe Wren thought he was meeting with Spencer at the airport, and feels betrayed to, that he was actually meeting Twincer? That’s not a very strong motive to kill, but it could be the beginning of an interesting story. I’ve always theorised that AD will die - I wouldn’t mind if Wren did it. 

11. “I never would’ve guessed it was you” says Mona. Maybe because she never would’ve thought Spencer is the Uber villain? And then Twincer starts talking, and Mona realises it is a twin, not Spencer herself. They can’t make things too obvious in the promos! 

I don’t think this is a flashback to when Mona was in Radley in season 2/3. I think she has been readmitted to a psychiatric ward, which was alluded to in 719 when they said they are calling Dr. Sullivan. I think AD is coming to visit her and will probably kill Mona because she killed Charlotte. Revenge. This setting (and what Mona is wearing) looks very similar to the Australian promo where Mona says “are you here to kill me?” I think that will be how the scene starts, when AD visits her.

Also that physique looks very very feminine to me! And very slim, like the Black Widow outfit. Twincer?? Did Charlotte make up that Sara Harvey story to protect the identity of her sister, Twincer?

Overall I thought the promo was mostly boring, for a series finale... cmon Freeform. I was expecting even like a 3 minute online promo, like a flashback/farewell sort of thing. But then again, Freeform has never been good at promos. Their marketing team absolutely sucks. Anyway. 7 more days and it’s all over!

[mimijag]

Hamlet, Monday 24th july 2017, Harold Pinter theatre, London. (Not fluent in english, all mistakes are mine)

It's hard to make a review because it will never be the exact mirror of the facts or what I felt but here it is....

After picking up my ticket at the theatre in the afternoon, I'm back around 6:20PM for the show. It's scheduled at 7pm but I like old theatres so I wanted to feel the atmosphere. I'm showed inside by a young man who settled me in a private room (my ticket included some advantages obviously) and offered me a drink and some snacks. After that, I'm going to my seat. I'm in second row, just in the center. The place is full.

The first part started. Jessica is wearing the gold dress (promo pics) and is back to brunette. She will change her costume later for a red dress, then a black outfit (she also has a bubble bath scene with Hamlet). It's very intense and the production very modern. The music is very good (Bob Dylan at some point) and  Andrew Scott fascinating. At some point, some chairs are put just in front of the first row. It's for the scene with the actors (in Hamlet) So the whole cast came to seat in them. I'm lucky enough to have Jessica and Andrew right in front of me. There's a camera filming the actors watching the show on the scene (part of the production). So I'm seeing myself with them on the screen! I can now say that I was part of a film with them! After that, it's Andew himself who got up and announced a 15mn break...

The second part is somber especially for Ophelia who lose her mind. Jessica is incredible and she made me cry in the scene where she's singing in her wheelchair. We didn't assist to her suicide but we got to see her again on stage after that. At the end, it was a standing ovation.

It was beautiful even if I'v got some troubles to understand everything. I love the work of Robert Icke.

As soon as the lights were back, I went out to the stage doors. There already were a lot of people waiting and I understood they were there for Andrew Scott. As I was thinking where to go, I saw a familiar figure quickly exiting and walking along the line.

I immediately recognized Jessica and I run to catch up with her. Nobody stopped her (I'm not even sure the people recognized her). Anyway, as I was nearing her, I called her and she stopped (Thank God!). I thanked her and told her I had a little present for her ( I was hard breathing because of my run) and gave it to her. She seemed quite touched by the gesture and warmly thanked me. I had so much things to tell her but she seemed in a hurry so I just asked her for a picture and she said "of course, sure". I only had my big camera (I wasn't trusting my phone because of the lack of lights) so it wasn't easy to take a selfie. I told her that and she laughed, telling me she wasn't good at it either. I still told her I liked her choices of carrier and she thanked me back again for coming. I then let her go, forgetting to ask her to sign my pictures.

As I was packing back my camera, another person (who saw us take the picture) came to ask her to sign the program. So I asked her if she would be ok to sign me a picture. She said "Yes of course but quickly because I have a train to catch to go home."I had some trouble with my pen but it finally worked and as she was signing, I asked her about Harlot's season 2 and she said:"Yes, probably. It looks like it." So I "yeah" and she laughed. I thanked her again for her time and she thanked me back again for the present and for coming from France and wished me a safe travel back. She then put her earpieces back and walked away very quickly...

I wanted so much to talk to her about her part as Elisabeth in Guernsey, or about This Beautiful Fantastic, or about my fan facebook page...But not enough time! But it still was a precious moment.

While then, Andrew Scott was out signing and taking pics. So I went to the line even if there were a lot of people. I had thin hopes but Andrew took his time and made everyone happy. I was the last one. He signed my program and he took my phone from my hands to take the pic but he shut it off instead of taking the pic so he had to try again. The picture is all blurry but we laughed a lot. He had a car and a chauffeur waiting for him.

It was my second meeting with Jessica and I'm eagerly waiting for the next one. I'm so happy to learn that she wants at last make a play a year. The third time we'll meet will be perfect!

Also, I saw there was a recorded representation of the play in July. Who knows? Maybe we'll get a DVD?

I'm not good at reviewing but I hope it helped you for sharing my experience. If you have some questions, feel free to ask.

[maumeetsworld]

Welcome to your tape, bitch

Oh. My. God. This show is the perfect example of how I am actively ruining my life with the conscious decisions I make. I spent one week hate-watching it mainly because I wanted to understand the whole controversy around it contribute to all the shitposting happening on Tumblr. So there I was, sitting on my couch, ready for some Netflix & Chill - the real kind, not the Grindr-enabled one - and then I heard Hannah Baker's voice, which led me to the following point:

1. How conceited is this girl?

I knew this was shit the moment I heard her saying she wasn't going to send her victimizers a podcast because she wouldn't make it that easy for them, so instead she sent them plain old cassettes. Bitch, seriously? You're dead, whatever makes you think that people who dgaf about you when you were alive, will do it now just because you took the easy way out? Next time you want to guilt-trip your classmates from the grave, at least wait till after they've contacted you through a Ouija board.

And don't even get me started on her self-proclaimed moral superiority. She blames Jessica for her death because she slapped her, but then Hannah witnessed her being raped and that didn't ring a bell on how shitty a person she was too? Like, please, you would have gotten a million tapes yourself had anyone else come up with the same stupid idea.

This brings me to the second point.

2. She was not alone

This show would have been remotely less annoying if Hannah had actually been isolated. In fact, they tried to go there by having her say how lonely, unpopular, and disliked she was, and how everyone was just trying to get her. Except they were not. In fact she made a fuckload of friends throughout the series. She was dating the jocks, experimenting with the Queen Bee, being all deep and intellectual with the gay guy, going to parties at the cheerleader's house, friendzoning the hot geek, and even having her own little version of The Breakfast Club with an Eminem wannabe.

And yet you're telling me that she was unpopular and nobody liked her? Yeah, OK, next.

3. Her reasons to kill herself are ridiculous

Somebody stole the drawing that some anon left in your compliment box? Heartbreaking. Was that a reason to kill yourself? Of course not! Well, on a second thought, maybe the fact that she went to a school where they had compliment boxes was.

Seriously, what were the writers thinking when they were working on this script? Did nobody think that this was stupid af? Suicide is never justifiable, but fuck, if you're going to do it, at least come up with a decent reason. Don't slit your wrists open over someone reading your anonymous poem in class, which, by the way, nobody even knew was you. There's a fine line between crying for help and stirring up drama just for the sake of it. Hannah Baker mostly dwelt in the latter.

4. None of this would have happened if she had not been actively looking for drama

Hannah was upset because the high school jock shared a pic of her undies. He then told the whole school that she was an easy lay. Outrageous. Then one of his friends tried to pull a Donald Trump on her (and grab her by the pussy) because, you know, the high school jock said she was easy, remember? All of that I get.

What I don't get is why over the course of the series she continued interacting with him and everyone else who was mean to her - according to her delusional ass, anyway - and even getting in a hot tub with them. I'm sorry, but that's not the behavior of someone who's deeply hurt and desperate for things to improve. That's the behavior of someone asking for it. No, I don't mean rape. Rape is never justifiable. I mean drama. She was asking for drama and if she didn't t get  it, she would create it.

5. The rape aftermath

OK, fine, the whole rape situation was not cool. Yet her blaming the counselor is what really pissed me off. Hannah, being the dumb ass teen that she is was, wanted justice - which I totally get. What I don't get is why the fuck would she even bother to go and make a scene at the counselor's office and then throw a bitch fit at him when he told her that she needed to move on? Yes, that is a shitty answer, but what was she expecting? He was a fucking counselor for fuck's sake, not Professor Xavier. He couldn't read your mind, girl. If you she truly wanted him to help, then she should have spoken up and spilled the tea on Bryce. Oh, no. instead she went crazy and stormed out of the room ready to do the job, but not before standing outside of the counselor's office hoping he would run after her.

The hell you think you are, Hannah? Cinderella? Who'd want to run behind a crazy, borderline psychotic teen with an attitude problem?

6. The Latin classmate

I'm not done hating on Hannah, but this guy got me raging almost as much as she did. Everything from his crappy personality to his outfit was just terrible, but the real mystery is what he even had to do with Hannah, and why the fuck does he pretend to be all wise and mighty? First of all, if he was that wise, he would have stopped dressing like Danny Zuko.

Also, let me get this straight: Hannah kills herself because in the end she has no friends, yet she entrusted this guy to see her tapes through till they reached the 13th person? Ahem, is this a plothole or just plain stupid writing? I wanted to vomit every time Pedro - whatever, I'm Mexican - would show up just to act all shady and remind pretty much everyone around - mainly Clay, Clay, Clay, and Clay - that they had all killed Hannah.

Hoe, no. Someone friendly enough to give her a ride home when she was pissed drunk didn't kill her, she killed herself. Well, rather the razor blades that she stole from her bankrupt parents' pharmacy did, but those are just details. Also, if Carlos - whatever, I'm Mexican - was such a good friend and concerned about everything that had happened to her, he wouldn't be dropping cryptic af messages, he would have taken the tapes to the police and let them deal with the jock. But no, of course he didn't do that because that would have required a writer to stop mixing vodka and Xanax and realize the show they were producing. No, instead he took the least sporty-looking character rock climbing because that's just how he rolls.

7. Clay

So the guy went from being the wallflower to taking justice into his own hands? What's his name again? Batman? I still don't understand how he's supposed to be all smart and yet not once, not even for a single second, does he stop and think that maybe, just maybe it's better to tell his parents, or any other grown up in fact, about what's happening and about how every other person wants to axe him. Like, I get it, you're angry, you're hurting, but you know what hurts more? That gap on your forehead, you know, the one you got after a car hit you?

Like, didn't anyone notice it? Am I the only one who can see it? Cos, girl, it's so big it makes the gender gap in the workplace look narrower in comparison. Go get stitches, like, now.

8. Where the hell are all the parents?

Underage drinking, tattoos, drugs, reckless driving, guns, teens with huge af scars all over their faces, like, where the fuck are all the grown ups? Are you trying to tell me that not even one adult noticed any of this? For fuck's sake, Clay's scar is putrid and so is half his face now, he's dying of an untreated infection!

9. The fandom

I cannot even begin to explain how annoyed I am at the people who think this is an accurate reflection of the suffering that many of them have gone through. You're wrong, and I don't feel bad saying it. Hannah had multiple opportunities to save herself if she had not acted stupid, dared to speak, and or seek help. She had loving parents, a hot geek ready to jump her, and apparently she was the best of friends with Jorge - whatever, I'm Mexican. No, if she killed herself was because she was starving for attention. She wanted to guilt-trip everyone and make them feel as shitty as they had made her felt except, guess what? She's not there to witness it.

10. The message

That's my issue with this whole fucking series. It plays with the idea of suicide in an almost hedonistic way, it's almost as if they wanted us to picture Hannah Baker laughing in Heaven - or rather in Hell cos she killed herself, obvi - at the sight of all these people suffering over her death and feeling remorseful the actions that led to it. Let me tell you something: Unless you become Casper, you will not get to see this.

To everyone thinking that suicide is as glamorous as 13 Reasons Why made it seen, it's not. You die and that's it. Sure, there will be people devastated by it - your parents - but that's it. There will be no Juan - whatever, I'm Mexican - sending tapes on your behalf or Clay growing a vagina in the middle of his forehead during his quest to uncover the truth. You'll be gone and that will be it.

In conclusion, 13 Reasons Why is a steamy pile of trash from start to finish and was clearly targeting all the dumb af teens who also thought that The Fault in our Stars is the epitome of modern literature. It's pretentious, it's boring, it's full of plotholes, and it will make you rage from start to finish. Needless to say, this is my opinion and that's about it. If you don't like it, well... Welcome to your tape, bitch.

[fashiontrendin-blog]

7 Outfits I Fiendishly Bookmarked for Labor Day Weekend

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7 Outfits I Fiendishly Bookmarked for Labor Day Weekend

Labor Day Weekend is fast approaching, by which I mean it arrives tomorrow, by which I mean it’s time to start thinking about your wardrobe’s final summer fashion show. Now’s your chance to break out the highlight reel of all the warm weather outfits you’ve been holding onto and parade them about like inflated flamingos. The moment of spaghetti-strapped, well-ventilated, hot dog-friendly, Huji-happy personal style is upon us.

The benefit of possessing an Instagram “bookmarks” folder chock full of fashion inspiration is that I’ve been doing the “thinking” leg work all along without even knowing it. All it took was once quick scroll and my mind was lousy with ideas. LOUSY. Take a gander below to peep all the ones I want to replicate, and meet me in the comment section to discuss.

I can’t believe I’ve never worn a flowing maxi dress accessorized with nothing but wet hair and a towel. I also can’t believe I haven’t eschewed footwear altogether to the extent that I initially planned when Ralph Lauren sent shoe-less models down the runway for its Spring 2018 collection. Needless to say, this outfit is spotlighting a panoply of missed opportunities I fully intend to take advantage of over the next 72 hours.

I’ve been thinking about this outfit at least once a day ever since The Sartorialist posted it a month ago. That’s not an exaggeration. It has carved out a permanent and urgent location in my psyche, right alongside “sleep,” “eat” and “reapply deodorant.” Isn’t there something about it that seems uniquely breezy and comfortable without being too on-the-nose like shorts and a T-shirt?? It’s evidence that the sophisticated version of ease my subconscious has fantasized about exists in the flesh, and I want in on it A.S.A.P.

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Proof that even the simplest of outfits can say everything you need them to, the classic union of a Hawaiian shirt and high-waist bikini is a summer uniform for the ages. If I happen to frequent a pool over the weekend (which is 100% on my agenda), this pairing will undoubtedly stand in as my official après-swim look. A 2018 version of Slim Aarons aquatic lounging, if you will.

This might be my favorite couple pic of Sarah Jessica Parker and Matthew Broderick I’ve ever laid eyes on, mainly because it contains two perfect long weekend looks in one. Depending on your stylistic proclivities, you might choose to opt for a quintessential Labor Day head-to-toe white homage like SJP, replete with a silk slip skirt, quilted purse, 90s sunglasses and a cotton V-neck, or perhaps you’ll develop a fondness for Matthew’s “Where’s Waldo?” moment. Either is a respectable decision. I plan on copying both.

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Even though I’ve been talking a big game about my outfit fantasies, there’s no denying the appeal of leaning hard into the concept of “weekending” as a verb and never taking off my pajamas. This outfit combines the best of both words: a PJ set rendered in Miranda Hobbes green, perfectly accessorized with a matching scrunchie, sneakers, hoops and Susan Alexandra’s iconic cow purse. Can you imagine a more seamless transition from going out to going to bed?

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Here’s another outfit I’ve been thinking about for months, namely because every day I don’t procure an oversized seashell rope belt for myself feels like a setback. On top of that, though, it’s exemplary inspiration for all you fall-happy freaks out there eager to kick off blazer season (cough cough Haley Nahman) while still maintaining a foot firmly planted in summertime.

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Lest you forget that accessories are the blessed kerosene that keeps maximalism alive and burning in the summer, allow this delightful ‘fit to remind you. It’s a veritable banquet of accoutrements, not only showcasing fun options in the footwear and handbag departments but also making a strong case for bandanas wrapped around your head to keep your neck nice and cool and a friendship bracelet twirled around your ankle to keep your shins even cooler.

So, what are you wearing this weekend?

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[whimsical-fantasies]

Horny Halloween

Hi. So, I think I’m going to start writing smut/erotica on here. It isn’t based off of anyone, like it’s not fanfiction or anything. These are just original characters that I decided to write about. I can’t tell you have many there’ll be and what not because I have no idea myself. I think I’m just going to write when I want to write or when I have an idea. Also, sorry if there are any typos or anything, I didn’t feel like proof reading, but I will eventually.

Halloween wasn’t her favorite holiday of the year... That would be Christmas. Obviously. But, Ellie did enjoy Halloween, especially since she started college. She was a sophomore now, and after learning how much fun Halloween could be in college, she started to enjoy the holiday a lot more.

Last year, she had been a skeleton, complete with an all black outfit and half painted face. This year, she wanted to dress a little more on the slutty side, but she didn’t want to spend money.

After spending hour looking at college costumes on Pinterest, Ellie finally decided she would be a jailbird. She’d already had the black and white striped shirt and the black spandex. The only thing she needed to order were handcuffs, which were cheap off of Amazon.

She put on the striped shirt and spandex first, then decided to do her makeup. She wasn’t very good at eyeshadow, so she settled for some natural looking colors on her lid. She was better at face makeup, though, and added some concealer, bronzer, and highlighter. After curling her eyelashes and applying mascara, her makeup was done.

The cheap, silver handcuffs that she’d ordered were ones that opened and closed without locking so they were easy to take on and off if she needed to. Deciding for now to only put them around one of her wrists since she still needed to do other things, she also grabbed a black bandana and tied it around her thigh. It made the costume look a little more sexy for some reason.

“Are you guys almost ready?” Ellie shouted to her three other roommates.

“Yep!” The three responded in unison.

Ellie headed outside of her room and towards the kitchen area of their apartment. She played on her phone for a few minutes before the rest of them came out of their rooms one by one.

Upon seeing them, she hopped off her stool and grabbed the handle of vodka on the kitchen counter and poured for shots into the shot glasses previously lined up. She handed each of them their glass.

“Happy Halloween, bitches,” her roommate Rebecca screamed, and they all clinked glasses before downing their drinks.

“Let’s take some pics!” Jessica said excitedly, whipping out her phone.

After they took a bunch of pictures for their Instagrams, they were finally off to the frat house.

Frats were Ellie’s favorite places to party. At their campus, you had to pay to get into bars and pay for your drinks. At frats, you got in for free and you got free drinks. And they were filled with cute boys.

After about two more drinks, Ellie was grinding with a tall boy with dark hair. He had his hands on her waist while she swayed her hips against his. The alcohol had loosened he inhibitions just like it always did.

She could see her third roommate, Zoe also dancing with a guy, while Rebecca was already making out with someone in the corner of the room and Jessica was talking to a guy by the bar.

The guy behind moved his head downwards to place warm kisses right below her ear, and she tilted her head to the side to allow him more access. She hummed, a sound that couldn’t be heard because of the loud music, when he nibbled on her earlobe.

One of his hands splayed against her stomach to push her closer to his now hard dick, and he grinned against her ass. Ellie reached up an arm to place behind his neck to keep his mouth pressed against her neck, but he decided it wasn’t enough because he twirled her around and captured her lips with his.

She almost moaned into his mouth. This guy was a really good kisser, even when he was drunk. Well, to be honest, Ellie didn’t even know if he was drunk or not, but most of the frat boys were. She was genuinely surprised because she’d had her fair share of getting to first base with drunk frat boys that stuck their tongues down her throat, and it really wasn’t great. This guy, however, was a whole other story.

He ran his tongue over her bottom lip, asking her for entrance, and she gladly obliged. Their tongues met with equal fervor, and Ellie wouldn’t have even been able to guess how long they’d been kissing before he sucked on her bottom before pulling away for air. He didn’t stop, though. He instantly leaned down, a small feat because of their height difference, and started peppering kisses down her neck again, and this time she moaned aloud, and he definitely heard it. She could practically feel him smiling against her sensitive skin. The combination of his lips sucking at the spot where her neck and shoulder connected and the feel of one of his hands cupping her ass actually had her on cloud 9. They weren’t even fucking.

She wrapped an arm around his neck and let one of her hands run through his short, dark hair, and he hummed against her neck. The sound made her panties wet. This guy was going to break her rule of never bringing guys home.

He kissed his way back up her jaw before capturing her lips in his own again. They made out for god knows how long until Ellie heard her name being called.

“Ellie!” Jessica called with their other two roommates in tow.

Ellie pulled away from the handsome guy and turned to look at her friends who had panic looks on their faces. In fact, everyone around them had panicked faces and the music had been turned off. She had been so lost in the guy that she hadn’t even realized any of this. “What’s going on?” she asked.

“The cops are here! We have to leave!” Rebecca whisper-shouted. She was always really paranoid about cops coming to parties.

“Becca, calm down. It’s fine,” Ellie assured her. The mention of the word “cops” had sobered her up completely.

She felt a jingling at her wrist and saw the guy she had been previously getting with toying with the silver handcuffs. He kept closing and opening them around his wrist and doing the same with hers. She giggled and playfully slapped his hand away which caused him to look up at her. When he saw her expression, a smirk played at his lips and he kept doing what he was doing. She rolled her eyes and turned back to her friends.

Zoe was looking at her nails as if she didn’t have a care in the world, Rebecca was silently freaking out, and Jessica had started to talk to the guy she was with before.

“Seriously, Becca, it’s fine, don’t worry,” Ellie gave her a soft smile and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.

“Alright, guys! The cops are gone, but the party’s over for tonight! Please, go home,” one of the frat brothers shouted to the room.

There were some groans of disappointment, but mostly people shrugged and started filing out the door and walking back to their dorms or apartments.

Ellie turned to the boy she was with who had purses lips and was staring down at the silver handcuffs that attached both their wrists.

“What?” she asked, looking between him and the handcuffs.

He up at her from the handcuffs and had a slightly sheepish smile splayed across his lips. “Um, well you see, I was playing with them before and they kind of seem to not want to open?” He had a deep voice. One that made Ellie want to hear him talk more.

Ellie looked at him in alarm and then did the same to the handcuffs. She reached down and tried to pull them open but they wouldn’t budge, not from her wrist or his.

“You have got to be kidding me,” she sighed, bringing her free hand up to her forehead. She groaned and then stalked over to her roommates, the guy following in tow. “This idiot locked our hands together,” she said, holding up their hands, “And they’re not even real handcuffs!”

Zoe looked at them and started laughing, and then Jessica and Rebecca joined in.

“Stop laughing guys! What should we do?” Ellie asked, exasperated.

“Well I guess you could go to the fire station or something and have them get it off,” Zoe suggested.

Ellie pondered in her head. “Yeah, that’s a good idea,” she agreed and turned to the boy. “What’s you’re name by the way?

“Jameson, but people call me JJ,” he responded in that deep voice of his.

“Well okay, JJ, what do you think about going to the fire station?” Ellie asked, her head tilted back just so he could look into his eyes. They were a light brown color.

“Well, what if the fire station seems to know that you’re a little tipsy and want to ask for your ID to see if you’re legal?” he asked, a hint of amusement in his brown eyes.

“Tipsy? I am so not tipsy,” Ellie said. She definitely wouldn’t be this confident around a guy this hot without at least a bit of alcohol in her system, but she was perfectly fine.

“He’s right, Ellie. Maybe you should wait until tomorrow morning?” Rebecca suggested, a worried look on her face.

Ellie’s mouth dropped open. “Well, what are we supposed to do until then? You can bet I won’t be staying awake until morning. Im exhausted,” she sighed.

“You could stay at my place,” JJ suggested, that mirth back in his eyes again.

Ellie narrowed her eyes in suspicion. They obviously weren’t going to get out of these cuffs tonight, and he did make a good point about the alcohol. And, she didn’t want to sleep in her bed without taking a shower, let alone have a dirty boy sleep in it. She’d just changed her sheets earlier today!

“Fine,” she muttered. “I’ll see you guys tomorrow morning.”

Zoe winked at her and Jessica had a knowing smile on her lips. They had no idea. All Ellie was planning on doing tonight was sleeping.

Ellie turned towards JJ, “Alright, let’s go.”

“Okay,” he responded and started leading her out the door and towards the north side of campus.

“So why don’t you leave in the frat house?” Ellie questioned.

“The guys don’t keep the house clean, and I’m not about living like that. I have an apartment with another three other guys,” he responded. She couldn’t stop herself from staring at him while he talked.

They made some more small talk until they reached his apartment on the third floor.

She was surprised that four guys could keep the space so clean. It wasn’t decorated much, but she didn’t mind much; she liked simple things.

JJ led her to the farthest room on the right which had an attached bathroom.

“So, how do you wanna do this?” he asked, taking a seat on the edge of the bed with her standing in front of them, both connected by the handcuffs.

“Well, we don’t really have a choice. Do you mind if I sleep in your bed?” Ellie asked, not meeting his eyes.

“Nah, that’s fine,” he shrugged. “I sleep in boxers.”

It wasn’t really a warning, it was more intended to make her uncomfortable.

She rolled her eyes. “You’re not going to be able to get your shirt off.”

He raised his eyebrows in a ‘try me’ fashion and pulled the shirt over his head. It wasn’t able to fully be out of their way; they hung from the handcuffs. Ellie couldn’t help it, she took a leak down at his abdomen and breathed in when she saw the hard muscles that lined his stomach. He pulled off his pants next and her eyes started to trail lower, before she stopped herself when they reached the waist band of his briefs. When she met his eyes again, he had a smirk on his face and winked at her.

She rolled her eyes again. “Just scoot over,” she said, and he did.

Just as she was about to sit down, he said, “are you going to be comfortable with jeans on?” That stupid little smirk on his lips made he squirt her eyes at him.

“Perv, are you?” she asked, putting the teasing tone in her voice this time. But, he was right. Ellie hated jeans and sleeping in them sounded like a monstrosity. She unbuttoned her jeans and turned around, deciding to give him a show. She pulled them down, exposing her firm ass decorated with a black lace thong. She heard his sharp intake of breath even though he tried to hide it.

With their wrists still attached, she slipped under his covers and laid on her side facing away from him. He was on his side facing her.

Ellie tried to make the idea of sleeping in handcuffs sexy, but really it was just very uncomfortable.

Ellie’s handcuffed hand was under her side, whereas his handcuffed hand was on top of his side, with the handcuffs under her body. She shifts until the handcuffs were over her body.

Now that she was comfortable, her eyes fluttered shut quickly. If this guy thought he was lucky tonight, he was sadly mistaken.

—-

When Ellie woke up, she was in a comfortable embrace. Something warm was draped over her waist and she scooted herself back, closer to the warmth.

She hit a hard chest and her ass had scooted right into JJ’s pelvis. Within seconds, his dick was hard, and that was what made Ellie’s eyes shoot open.

The two were frozen and she was sure JJ was awake now because his arm had tightened around her waist, keeping her against him. Ellie’s panties were soaking from the contact, and she already knew how good of a kisser he was from last night. She could only imagine what he was like in bed.

Without warning, he moved his hips against hers, earning from him a low grunt. Ellie sighed as he did it again, the friction causing her panties to pull and release at her clit.

JJ moved faster against her, low groans escaping his lips every once in a while. Ellie arched her back against him, causing her ass to press further into his dick. JJ grunted at the increased contact.

As her own pressure began to build, it wasn’t enough for Ellie. She rolled over and placed her knees on both sides of them, increasing the pressure to her clit as she rode him through their underwear. She gasped when she could feel her clit rubbing up his hard length and put her hands on his bare chest.

JJ’s hands grabbed at her hips and pressed her further into him and moving her hips faster back and forth causing her to cry out.

The room was a mix of moans and groans and gasps of air until the knot in her stomach released as JJ bucked his hips up into her core and she threw her head back and cried out.

JJ kept grinding against her until he too reached his release and the two ceased their movements, trying to catch their breath.

“Well,” Ellie started, “that was something.”

JJ laughed and looked down at the wet spots on each of their underwear. “Yeah,” he agreed. “Definitely something. Wanna clean up?”

“Uh, yeah, sure. Where?” Ellie asked.

“Shower?” his eyes darkened with lust as he asked and she could feel his length becoming hard again beneath her.

“Shower,” she confirmed.

[kungfubreakfast]

The End of Subversion

Welcome back for another episode of "Kung Fu Breakfast".  When last we left our hero, Jay Kantor was caught in a love triangle with a saucy Minotaur and a bowl of steel cut oats.  How ever will he find his way out of this mess?

Episode: "The End of Subversion"

I realized recently that true subversion might be over.  Yes, we still have laws about things like public nudity that are pretty serious and our political leaders are fucked, but honestly what is shocking these days?  I've witnessed a few artists recently trying to make subversive art but really they are catering to an audience for that that generally agrees with them.  It doesn't mean they have to stop doing it as I'm always a big proponent of do what you want but I just feel like the days of art being shocking or provocative has largely been lost with the over-saturation of art.  That being said, I have five brand new sets of amazing ladies doing whatever they fuck they want while generally not wearing very much.  Actually this is a really fun grouping of sets because it's all new sets from returning Muses and really five of my favorite women on the planet.

Up first is a long overdue new set with my friend Elizabeth Ann Poinsette.  Liz and I met years ago before I was shooting my sets through our mutual friend and KFB Muse Angelina Prendergast on the night of the West Hollywood Halloween Parade.  We hit it off instantly and even shot a video project together of her silk work.  We had a great time shooting a few sets together in 2015 but it was when I really just starting to figure things out with my work so I was stoked to reconnect with her for first set in close to three years.  The two of us headed to one of my favorite regular spots: Angels Gate Bunkers in San Pedro.

The last time I tried to visit the Bunkers they had put up new fencing which led to a shoot down the road at Sunken City.  I figured that local graff writers and urbex explorers must have created some new entrances since then and after some exploration of the perimeter I was not disappointed.  This really was the perfect location with Liz as she is an aerialist, gymnast, dancer, etc. and loves to climb and move all over things.  We had a wonderful time shooting and catching up and I think you will see a lot of love in this photos. 

The very following day would see a new set with another three-party name lady: Kim Herrera Cruz.  Kim has made a few appearances in some event and art show sets here and there but this was our second official shoot.  I first took Kim to Switzer Falls so I knew this time I would like to put her in a more decayed, abandoned environment.  We originally discussed an early morning shoot in Sunken City but that changed with a mutual decision to the afternoon.  Normally I don't like to go the same spot two days in a row but I was so excited to be back in Angels Gate that I made the trek once again down to the South Bay with Kim.

Just like with Liz the day before, Kim and I had a great time.  We got there a little late in the afternoon but with plenty of time to work.  We got in some very kinky looks thanks in part to Kim's company Daddy Bear Leather Love who provided some dope chokers and harnesses.  We also ran in to a couple of graff kids that insisted we shoot with of their pieces while simultaneously bouncing around an aluminum bat.  This was not my first rodeo, and though I was not frightened, I was happy to oblige (though the kids took up far too much of our time with this).  Later Kim would tell me that while I was showing the kids the photo I had taken, she had her hand on her mace ready to shoot in their faces should the need arise.  Fortunately they left and we were able to shoot just past sundown and get in really one of my favorite sets.  Love shooting with Kim, stoked to show off these photos, can't wait to shoot with her again.

Five days later I would pick up again with some shooting reuniting with one of my all-time most inspiring muses: Laura Wrong.  I really can never say enough good things about Laura as an artist and human being so I was really excited to shoot with her again.  Laura wanted to get in some hiking so we chose to explore Trail Canyon Falls.  Neither of us had been there before so we weren't quite sure what we were in for.

The location was really beautiful and included a lot of elevation gain on the way there.  Our total hike was about four miles roadtrip so we were pretty beat by the end.  The serenity of the location and our own discussions on the state of our lives and world really added a bit of a morose feel to the set but no complaints as I love to express myself and explore all feelings.  Between the art making and physical activity I think our moods really changed by the end as well.  Art really is such a wonderful therapy so I hope that's something you can take away from this beautiful set with my wonderful friend Laura Wrong.

A few days later I hooked up for some photos in my regular spot of Switzer Falls with my friend Miss Chaos aka Jessica Till.  I had a lovely day with Jess including her sharing with me that she was finally comfortable living freely so many aspects of her life.  I've known Jess for years going back to our time together in fetish scene.  I first met Jess when she was the protege of Isabella Sinclair.  I worked in the little fetish boutique of The Stockroom formerly on Sunset Blvd. in Silver Lake.  Jess and I met in the scene but really became friends outside of not only bonding over our love kink but also street art, the occult, abandoned places, graffiti, music, club culture, and marijuana.  For a long time Jess understandably felt like she needed to hide certain aspects of her life as many of us do because of pressures from society.  But she explained to me on this trip that she felt that time was over and was much more comfortable living out loud.  I hope she doesn't mind me saying all this but I am super happy about it and proud of her.  We had a really beautiful day in the forest with some fun outfits including a dope Kill Bill inspired look.

Finally I am really happy to share with my first official shoot set with Stephanie Monty.  Of course this is the 11th set Stephanie has appeared in since we met back in September but every set Stephanie has appeared in has been a backdrop to something else we were doing whether it was attending an event or just hanging out (one time on mushrooms).  When I first met Stephanie while she live painting at Arqade I asked her if I could photograph her and she said she was super awkward but let me take a pic of her anyway.  Since then she has gone through this amazing transformation fully embracing her inner muse.  I should say that this really wasn't a stretch because Stephanie has spent year working as a figuring drawing/painting model so being a subject isn't necessarily new, but of course modeling is another beast entirely.  I felt like Stephanie really killed it in our Galactic Babes set but again this was the backdrop of art show hopping (but really this was a full set thanks in part to the help of Balloonski and our new friend at the time Nielah).  Stephanie recently suggested that she would like to further explore her modeling side so I suggested we have this first official shoot with full outfits, locations, etc.

We decided on a late night shoot and I have to say that we had a really crazy night.  I was torn between shooting in more well lit areas that could possibly have random people around or heading in to the middle of nowhere.  Due to our moods and outfits I went with middle of nowhere though my gut was saying well lit areas.  We travelled to the Nike Missile site in The Valley.  I had never been there before at night and it was quite fun but we would discover super windy.  We played with a few lights I brought and some long exposures but the wind conditions were making things quite difficult.

We got in some some fun shots but tragedy struck when the wind knocked my camera off the tripod landing on my lens.  The lens was fucked and I spent about an hour in the dark trying to fix it with Stephanie in lingerie over me shining the light.  I was convinced the shoot was over (at least for this location as it was the only lens in my bag that was any good for low light settings) but as I put the lens back together I was able to get it to a place where it's still semi-broken but in the right settings I need it to be to take the photos I like to take (for now).  We decided due to this good fortunate and our own late night tendencies to soldier on and finish our shoot, but back in civilization.

On our way back we found a fun little spot to start our second look and then eventually to Santa Monica and Venice.  Though we had to deal with being in public we were now in the real witching hour and the Westside was desolate as could be.  I'm glad we continued shooting because this really wound up being a killer set and one of my favorites.  It also would have made me sad if our first official shoot together had been a complete disaster.  This is a really lovely set including some photos where I really feel we were able to explore some political subjects that both of us are interested in.  Thank you again for checking out my work and I hope you love all of these sets as much as I loved making them.  Until next time, enjoy!

[hellotvv]

Past weekend

Honestly this past weekend was pretty good. I wish I did more homework/school work, but it was a fun weekend. I kind of only went home this weekend, since pretty much all my friends were going home or Coachella. So I decided to go home Friday morning, since I was too lazy Thursday night to drive home. Friday morning, I made plans to meet up with Fyona and hang out. We were also doing a clothing shoot for this ugly clothing brand Bitroyd that paid Fyona and I $$$ to do a fashion shoot for their clothes. They shipped me their shirt, and I just didn’t like the clothing brand at all. So I pretty much refuse to post their stuff on my instagram lol, unless they were to pay me for that too. But anyways, Fyona was dropped off at my house, since she had a previous shoot with some photographer. Then we head to Tebo tebo, pretty bad drinks place lol. I haven’t been there in honestly years maybe since senior year of HS? But yeah, Fyona wanted to get an avocado smoothie or something from there. Then we headed to Irvine Spectrum to casually shoot and potentially watch a movie together. We shot a bit, walked around, and got macarons from Honey & Butter. We decided to not watch a movie, since it would have been too late at night, and I had dinner at 7:30 with my cousin Toto. So we went to the Artic to do the clothing brand shoot, and quickly shot since they don’t allow professional photography there anymore lol. It doesn’t really make sense why phone photography is allowed, but ‘professional’ cameras aren’t. Like I could be using an entry level DSLR which is technically not a ‘professional’ camera, and it wouldn’t be allowed. But yeah whatever, idk why they disallowed it. So quickly shot, and then PEACED. Was fun talking to her, listening to music in the car, and then dropped her off at home. Then I headed back home in time for dinner with my cousin. I took her to Kitakata, and we had a big long talk during the wait to eat. Since she was deciding between UC Merced and UCSB... ;-; Her bf does go to uc merced, and she justified it with idk the generic reasons. Going to uc merced would be cheaper, she’s gonna be a Bio major and aiming towards med school, so it technically doesn’t matter what university she goes to, and it’s probably easier to get an A at uc merced for med school blah blah. Uhh, I guess she thinks it’ll be fun, since obv her bf goes there, hypes it up to her, prob knows his friends, and etc. But I went hard on the FACTS and tried to convince her otherwise. Like what if she doesn’t stay a bio major and switch, it’ll be really bad to be grad with a degree from UC Merced etc etc etc. How I can help her get an A, since I know all the classes to take, best professors, etc etc. Blah blah, many reasons. She was fairly convinced and really appreciated the advice. She repeatedly talked about how she feels really loved and is thankful for the advice, and how much she loves me hehe. I appreciate the family love <3 She enjoyed kitakata as well and thinks I’m a foodie. I’m a picky eater lmao, def not a foodie. But I think it’s cute that she thinks I am, despite knowing that I’m a picky eater, since I always show her cool food places. I treated her, then we headed to Rolling Creamery for ice cream dessert. Also since Catherine was working there on Friday night, so I wanted to harass her for fun. She made our ice cream and we skipped the 30 mins wait! While my cousin treated me :) hopefully she’s convinced, she’s going to uc merced this weekend, then ucsb the following weekend. Afterwards, I actually met up with Jia at night!! Dang so many ppl haha. We were going to grab drinks together and decided Tokyo Table (never been) in Diamond Jamboree. But the line for pretty much every store there that Friday night had lines out the door, even 85 degrees bakery/afters/lolicup. There was no way to find parking too, I legit roamed around for 40 mins.... Then Jia suggested we just go to a buffalo wild wings nearby for drinks, and I was like uhh okie then. I been to BWW before in like junior year of hs, but I thought the food was pretty bad LOL. But yeah, it still holds true today lol. We shared an appetizer, and I thought it was pretty bad. But I got a strawberry margarita, while Jia got some beer, then we talked and caught up on the uh idk 2 weeks we haven’t seen each other. Then it was getting late, so we hugged, and went home. We did make plans to maybe vaca in vegas over the summer together haha. TBH, I’ve been making those plans with fking everyone LOL. Kai, Kristy, Jessica, Brent, Bryan, Jia now, Peach, etc... I’m a monster ;-; lol.. I’m just 21 now and it seems fun to go to a bar/club in vegas, go to the buffets, and idk!! Be a degenerate for a weekend haha. Anyways, it was time for bed after that.

Then on Saturday morning, I picked up Cat for lunch, and we went to Omelette house. Since she’s never been there before. I actually kinda like Omelette House, since I normally don’t like omelettes that much... But I really like their omelettes lol. I think Catherine just thought it was whatever, but I think Omelette House is pretty yummy. I treated Catherine, since idk why. We had time to kill, so we went to Irvine Spectrum, and just kinda shot pics for fun since she made me lol... Then she bought some clothes there and then idk we headed back to her place. I think we headed to her place for a bit, and got Tastea thai tea and shared it (she treated me for dis) since my shoot with Jenn was not till 5 and I said hi to mom and grandma haha. The shoot I had with Jenn at 5 was going to be pretty interesting. Since my friend Dana is getting into photography and wanted to tag along for a photoshoot. I normally don’t let ppl, if they’re not gonna like shoot or model with me, since kinda weird just tagging along. But I asked Jenn, if it was okay if Catherine and Dana could tag along. I felt bad asking, since idk I like making good first impressions, and yeah... Catherine wanted to along, since I’m not in the area too often and she wanted to spend as much time with me as possible (her words). Catherine and I watched iron fist at her place, and it’s a pretty good tv show honestly. I don’t think it’s as good as the flash, but it’s pretty good~ Then Jenn came over to my place, since she wanted to carpool. Catherine, Jenn, and I kinda introduced ourselves and talked. We all knew Hope as a mutual friend, and we kinda all met through Hope actually. Jenn prob found my ig from Hope idk. Catherine, I met through a shoot with Hope. Jenn dmed/commented on my ig photo asking to shoot, and I’m glad I said yes. She’s actually really pretty o.o... Anyways, uh went to downtown Huntington Beach, and met up with Dana there. We walked around shooting and Catherine was wearing a cute outfit and demanded I took pics of her too lol... Jenn didn’t mind tho, and the focus was mostly on Jenn still. Dana idk how much she was learning, but she was having fun talking to the models and befriending them. Jenn is actually the most quiet model I’ve worked with. She’s not like super quiet, but just the most quiet model I’ve worked with actually. I guess the models I’ve worked with are generally really talkative and idk. Maybe she’s shy when working with ppl for the first time or because it’s a group idk, since Hope said she’s pretty talkative actually. After the shoot, I was gonna grab dinner with Catherine, and Jenn was down to tag along. Then Dana wanted to tag along, so we all got kitakata. Since uhh Jenn and Dana never tried, Catherine likes the place, and I didn’t care that I just ate at kitakata yesterday night. But yeah... They liked the place, the wait was long like usual for dinner, and talked. Jenn shared how she met her bf actually! So uhh, her bf is not the best looking dude, prob has good personality whatever. But apparently, he made an instagram post asking if any models wanted to shoot, and then she just hit him up, and then they shot together. Then idk how, but I guess they started dating a bit after. I was like o_o... I guess, it gave me a big revelation lol. Maybe it’s time to start hitting on models... But I’ve always been super friendly, professional, never touch models or anything, and yeah... But that does not get me a hot gf by being professional LOL... So maybe, it is time to change my ways. I asked Catherine, if I should, and she was like uhh no theo! You have such a good reputation with your models and most of them end up becoming friends with you. It’s true! I shot with Cindy once, but we still snap and make plans to hang out still, since I was so idk friendly/cool. I’m friends with Hope/Catherine, Chubbybunnies (Ali) is down to hang out still and wants to, and yeah.. ;-; I guess I am a social boi and is good at making pretty friends lol. My friend Chloe and Amandi snapped me again that my friends are so pretty and that they’re shook. BUT having pretty friends does not get me anywhere!! So yeah, maybe time to change my ways, and maybe throw my professionalism and morals out the window.. Since all these other guy photographers are doing it -.-!! Drove Jenn home, hugged Dana good bye after dinner, and then went to Cat’s place to watch Iron Fist for another two episodes almost lol, then went home late-ish. Overall, it was a pretty busy but fun Saturday. I did feel a bit burnt out from that much socializing and talking, since I try to make convo quite a bit, and ask questions to get to know more about people. We all (well for me just Jenn) exchanged phone #s and snapchats and even have a group chat on fb now lol. 

Anyways on Sunday, it was pretty basic. My dad got me lunch, then I headed back to SB, and kinda just chilled/unwinded. I had to go through trouble of uploading a bunch of photos from that weekend lol... So many photos ;-;... Jenn texted me early the next morning asking if I had an estimate of when I’ll send her the pics, since she really liked the pics. I felt flattered haha, and thankfully I already had it finished uploading from last night! So I sent it to her and Cat, both actually asked me that morning when I barely woke up for my 8 am on Monday. Jenn actually ended up posting a bunch of my photos, making it her ig profile pic, fb profile pic, etc and it makes me pretty happy actually. It feels good when a model really likes the photos I take and it feels like I did a good job! So yayyyy :) I feel the love! 

There’s some other random stuff I wanted to talk about tho besides this recap. Just random thoughts that idk reflect about. I guess thinking on a deeper level is pretty good sometimes, since there’s less reflecting to do before sleeping, I get to understand myself/the world slightly better, and yeah. For my cousin, I have a 50% UCSB convince success rate so far haha. Since I convinced Kristy, but failed to convince Stefanie. For Toto, if I successfully convince her, then I’ll have a 66% success rate!! Pretty cool haha. But I would be slightly sad, if she doesn’t end up going to ucsb and choose uc merced over it lol... Probably since I think it’s the wrong choice. For Stefanie, this is prob something that idk I did realize back then, but OBV will never admit to her hehe. But I can’t blame her for choosing USC over UCSB and I actually agree it’s the right choice. It was her dream school, USC is higher rank than UCSB, and it’s dumb to commit the next 4 years of your life for a boy you’re dating/not dating whatever we had at that time. I think it would be dumb for my cousin to attend/move to merced for the next 4 years just for her bf, since objectively UCSB is a better school and a smarter decision for the future. The reason why I was upset with Stefanie in the past though, I don’t necessarily ‘regret’ that or whatever. Idk how to exactly phrase this, but I think my actions back then were kinda understandable in my perspective. In my cousin’s case, if she did chose UCSB over UC Merced, and I was her boyfriend I’d totally understand if he’d at least be slightly upset if not disappointed. The reason with Stefanie is, initially I had 0 hopes of her ever choosing UCSB, and was like ugh if she goes to USC than long distance and I really did not want that at the time. It just felt like, man I’m in my 1st year in college, and as she knows I really want relationships for the long run. So that means potentially years with no end goal of closing the distance and just have a long distance relationship for years. But I guess when I started to convince her about UCSB or tell her about it, she really kinda got my hopes up that hey maybe she’ll go to UCSB. She even made a whole blog post back then, about how she kinda liked the vibe and questioned if going to USC would be a bad choice, blah blah blah. I guess she even jokingly (but idk I thought was srs to me lol...) promise me numerous times that she’ll go to UCSB. In a powerpoint that I made and that she made, we kinda hyped up what it would be like if she did attend UCSB, and I really got invested and wanted it. So when she obviously chose USC over UCSB, which I don’t fault her for. I hurted obviously. Since the dreams of studying together at UCSB, sleepovers all the time, hanging out, eating lunch/dinner together often, and all our other plans seemed like it was gone, and I was sad. I spent hours every night convincing her, she promised me yes numerous times, and it felt like idk it would happen especially after her visit to UCSB where we kissed/etc. So when she SIRed shortly after, I felt kinda led on/cheated/many feelings. When she chose USC over UCSB, it kinda felt like she was rejecting me in a way, even though she wasn’t. Since it’s like, dang :( why doesn’t she want to be with me or how could she say no to all those cool dreams/plans we had together if she did attend. It also felt bad, since I really wanted a close distance relationship with this girl, since I felt like we could go the distance since we were so alike, she seemed really sweet, and etc etc etc. I didn’t want a long distance either, so when she chose to not close the distance, indirectly rejecting me (even if she necessarily wasn’t) or indirectly rejecting the plans we made, and etc. I felt sad and bad!! So yeah, I guess those were my feelings during that time. Idk if I ever got to properly tell those feelings to Stefanie, since it was kinda ‘dark’ times and we get into a mini-argument because of our different perspectives. I felt hurt, she felt like I was obligated to go to prom with her still regardless of whatever, even tho to me she broke her promise/indirectly rejected me/kinda felt led on too/etc, but I can see how she felt wronged as well. But hey, I mean I guess things kinda did work out. We ended up dating for a year, and I just sucked it up and suffered through the distance and tried not to let it bother me. It did kinda hurt me inside sometimes, when she cried when I had to say good bye and head back to school, after spending a weekend with her. Idk if I told her, but I sometimes cried a bit too as I left alone to the elevator, since it felt awful that I was making her sad and there wasn’t much I could do... :( I had school the next day... Sigh. I even considered the dumb intercampus UC transfer thing, that lets me study at any UC for a quarter/semester. I was genuinely considering a quarter at ucla lmao just to close the distance for a quarter, and give her a close distance bf for a quarter. Anyways, enough of the past. I guess my point is, I do realize that choosing USC over UCSB is 100% the right choice. Stefanie once told me, hey you know, you never told me that you were proud of me or congratulated me for going to USC, since idk kinda brushed the USC enrollment thing under the rug for a while after she SIRed. I recall we were in her dorm room and I was sleeping over when she said that. I think that I replied oh. sorry, congratulations haha. Idk I didn’t think I properly congratulated her that well outside of that, but I mean deep down despite the sad boy vibes, I was happy for her. She got into her dream school and is obv happy there. Regardless of how sad I felt at the time, I 100% agree it’s the right choice and was proud that she got in, and glad she did it. I just hope that my cousin would do the same and choose UCSB over UC Merced, since I genuinely think it’s the right decision objectively and she prob kinda knows it too. I understand how it’s a hard decision, even tho objectively it shouldn’t be, since her bf goes to uc merced and hypes it up/etc. I could also totally understand if her bf does get upset that she chooses ucsb over uc merced, even tho he shouldn’t/whatever, since I was kinda in his position. I guess we’ll see what my cousin decides in the future tho, but regardless I’ll try to support her. Another topic I kinda wanted to briefly touch upon, is kinda this idk idolization thing that certain ppl do, that I think is kinda bad actually. Back in HS, when Jia, Bradley, and I were kinda popular-ish on Kawaii Ulzzang Contest for posting selfies and being cute and having random cute ppl add us on fb and try to hit on us lmao. All of us were friends with Tiffany, who is a nice girl honestly. She uhm, I guess is not as attractive whatever, and kinda viewed all 3 of us highly. Like Jia later explained when Tiffany and her kinda just drifted away that Tiffany kinda treated us like idk as if she’s our fan rather than as a friend. Kinda hard to explain how she did, but it’s like pretty obvious. I think it’s bad only since, idk shouldn’t really idolize your friends or make it seem like you’re lower/they’re superior or anything, and it’s definitely bad for self esteem and def she should have more confidence in her self regardless of her level of attractiveness whatever. Like it made us feel weird, since she idk didn’t treat us like equals. She should have just be confident, normal, talked to us like any other friends, and I think we would have idk have a lot more respect for her rather than kinda pity?? Anyways, Dana kinda did the same thing during the photoshoot. She’s like omg Jenn and Cat, you’re so pretty, I wish I was as pretty as you girls, and etc. Then she in a friendly way makes a group chat for us and asked for their #, and then says she kinda wants to try modeling just once, then asked if they could help her. Which is kinda sounds fine when I write it, but like the way she says it, even Cat kinda addressed it. It just made it feel like she’s a fan girl or something, they’re like great, and it makes it feel like she kinda wants to use them to help her like a social climber or idk. She’s like making a new ig and kinda wants to try to be a popular blogger or whatever, and Catherine especially has quite a # of followers. I guess this is really hard to put into words, but I kinda disliked that. I think Dana is a nice person, but it’s just kinda weird when ppl kinda start idolizing/putting their friends as like superior and feels weird asking for favors already when you barely met ppl like help with modeling/getting Hope to shoot her/etc. Like idk, that’s just me. But I think it does teach me a lesson to kinda just treat everyone equally, like I’m sure that’s how some ppl want to be treated. Like popular super star rappers prob just want their friends to treat them all the same as a normal person rather than like a fan boy or something. Since, then idk it just makes the relationship dynamic awkward. I guess learning from Tiffany and Dana, I won’t be doing the same if I ever try to befriend someone that’s a super star. Definitely do not want to seem like I’m using them. Like many photographers and myself included dislikes when photographers that we barely know/not even friends ask us to introduce them to our x model friend. Since 1, we barely know you to refer you to our models, since if you’re crazy it makes us look bad. I hate it when they hit up models and goes oh I know Theo! or some shit, like it makes it seem like I referred them/am a reference, but I am not. Also it feels like they’re just using you too. So yeah, idk random thoughts about things rn~ Something similar to this is, I learned to not really make self deprecating jokes/etc too often, since actually it kinda unconsciously lowers your ‘worth’ a bit to ppl. Like my friend Calvin kinda does it too overboard and I noticed that when I meet ppl that do it too often too, it kinda does the opposite of making them seem like confident to talk about their flaws. I guess when you constantly talk about how lazy/ugly/fat/how you don’t do anything/blah blah blah bad points, it makes ppl unconsciously or consciously whatever not view you as highly. When I guess the intentions are to seem funny and that they don’t take themselves to seriously and can admit their flaws or whatever. But yeah, idk I just don’t do it anymore, and maybe I’ll do it occasionally if other ppl are to join in on the joke for fun. But otherwise, I think ppl generally like ppl who are confident individuals that knows what they want, but aren’t too entitled. I think being confident is fine, but being entitled is bad~

Anyways enough for this long blog post, hand hurts, but it feels good getting all my thoughts out and recapping my weekend. This weekend might be slightly more boring, but this weeks been good so far. Had a nice dinner just now with Bryan, Kristy, and Jessica. Got groceries with Chloe and late night smash + dinner with Brent on Monday night. Feeling good rn, and gonna try to sleep well :)