#always makes me feel at least a little bit better 🥺💙

[killemwithkawaii]

Vent to your f/os.

Whine. Complain. Lament. Cry. Rage. Trauma dump. Be petty and shallow and dramatic and selfish. Repeat the same tragic biographical monolog you recited to them yesterday and the day before that. Throw a tantrum like a toddler in a grocery store because you're too upset to keep it together any longer. Tell them the things you would never say out loud. Tell them exactly why, in excruciating and graphic detail, that 'little, insignificant' thing triggered you and how it's making you feel and how you feel about feeling that way. Don't shut up until it's all out in the open.

They'll be there. They'll listen. They'll never judge you or get tired of hearing it. You'll feel a little better, and they might give you some much-needed insight in the process. Vent to your f/os.

[frecklystars]

So, I don’t actually know what your actual relationship is with Megatron, but he was in my dream the other night looking for you with a bouquet of flowers (except I couldn’t remember his name and kept calling him Meganium)

OH MY GOD!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 god you have no idea how happy this makes me. Meganium my beloved, my beloathed <3

"I don't actually know what your relationship is with Megatron" ME NEITHER BESTIE!!!! :D HECK IF I KNOW!!!!!

We are so on-and-off. We love each other and hate each other. We are the couple that sits across from each other the table for a romantic candlelit dinner date; when his Energon is served I give him a cheeky smile quickly hidden behind a closed fist, and he says (with a husk to the edge of his vocalizer after taking a sip) "poisoned me again, my dear?" I've got 50 cupid's arrows with his name on it, stabbing him in the chest directly over his insignia and he's loving it. He's looking at me with low-lidded glowing violet optics and his mouth is saying he has every intention to change into a "better mech" but the crossed fingers behind his back and the thousands of dead soldiers rotting in the crust of the earth say otherwise. We're screaming at each other one minute and then kissing the next. We love each other, but we don't love each other in the same way, and certainly not in the way either of us needs. We hate each other but we refuse to stay away from each other, because god forbid either of us goes a day without that -- that adrenaline rush that comes with raised voices, strangling the air while pacing the room, spitting insults that neither of us means. I have NO OTHER F/OS like this, he is literally the ONLY ONE where I will look at him and think "god I hate him, I hate him so much. I want him dead. Genuinely I really wish he'd get killed off. I also want him on all fours begging for my lipstick marks on his neck" LMFAO

I don't know what you would call us... but god I love it, I LOVE self shipping with him and I miss it so terribly... he's quite possibly the most fun for me to self ship with, because our relationship is so complicated. I love associating him with breakup songs. Charlie Puth makes up 90% of our playlist. I call him my "stupid champion" and he calls me his "little warrior" and god he really did mean so much to me - he still does, he still does - despite how much my writing of our relationship may feign otherwise 😂

ANYWAY -- god I am SO HAPPY I could make a little guest appearance in your dream, or the idea of me at least. That's so sweet. Thank you so, so much for telling me. It always makes me so happy when someone messages me soft things about my TF self ships... I really miss Transformers 😭💙 idk how much you know since my post about the experience was a while ago, TF used to be my special interest but then some rly fucked up stuff happened with an ex-friend who spent a year making me believe the characters would be abusive towards me. So it's really, really so nice to hear from someone else that this character -- this harsh, horrible, no-good, awful Violence Incarnate -- would give me a bouquet of flowers. and he'd look for me because he'd want to see my reaction to something so pleasant. It's really little things like that, these things you guys are giving me to imagine - every little bit helps, every little Soft Thing I hear about my TF ships makes me feel a bit better every time, and over time it will build up and hopefully help me get back to it. So, thank you so much, anon, this really means everything to me.

Next time you see him... tell him I love him, would you?

[khaleesiofalicante]

I really don't know what to say that I haven't said before, but it's worth repeating once more: This story is so wonderful and deep and so lovely and I don't think any words can really cover to how much I adore it, how much it has meant to me these past few months, and how bittersweet the fact that it's done feels🥺. The epilogue really did justice to the whole story, and I couldn't have thought of a better way of saying goodbye to it.

Max said here that to write someone's story you had to be careful, responsible but most of all gentle. And I think it's something you have shown through and through, the way you respect and love this characters and their journey just makes you love them even more.

I could go on a rant about the whole thing but I will refrain from doing so because it will probably be 10 pages long (trust me, I have ranted to 3 people and myself for hours, I have a lot of thoughts about it😭)

I can't even point out my favorite bits about this, because I loved every single thing!! The good and the bad days, the way they never gave up on each other, all the little steps and the love they radiated! Max writing emails!! If that doesn't shows us how much he loves David, idk what does... Lance and Arthur's own journey and how much they have grown up😭 I saw them being months old I am getting emotional don't @ me!! Chopin!! Rip to Lance but I love him with my whole heart💙. THE MF KISS ON THE WRIST🥺 I will forever be wondering about the white cover, but yes let that man keep some things to himself!! Also, Jackson>>>>

I maay have teared up s little bit on some parts and I think that's valid of me!

Just... Their love. Their whole life. A life with so much joy and so much pain and grief too, but a life they created together and are slowly but surely getting back. The way they never give up because the other one existing is reason enough to try with everything in them🥺. Thank you for sharing this story. It has become one of my favorites to go back to, and I pity the person that asks anything about a good book I've read recently because they are not going to hear the end of it...

I have no words to add, I just want you to know you are such an awesome and talented writer and you never stop amazing me with the beauty you create with words. Never forget you are amazing, please 💙

I'm just gonna add some of my favorites lines because damn they are going to live rent free on my mind for a few weeks at least:

I will do anything, however long it takes us, if I get to wake up to your smile again.

Half a life with you is worth more to me than forever with anyone else.

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"But all the days I have left, all of it, it's yours."

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Remember the bad times. Remember the tough shit. Remember you made it through. Remember you can do it again.

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"You look really pretty when you smile."

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"Because this life, however broken, is perfect because we built it together." (This lone will haunt me forever btw)

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He wanted a love that lasted forever.

He wanted Max Lightwood-Bane.

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All the time

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.💙

I have no words for all the love and support you show me. Also, not me trying to hack into your notes app so i can have a look at all the quotes because I'm always too tired to read the fics again (i wish i could read as much as i wrote, fam, oof i really do).

Anyway, I'm cleaning my IALS notes, and found this tiny lil thing that didn't make it to the fic so you can keep it.

"Nothing above the neck," David told him seriously as Max kissed his chest.

"Why not?" Max frowned as he pulled back from the other man, momentarily pausing his attempts to give his husband a hickey. "Your neck is pretty and long and there is a lot of space for me to cover."

"My students saw the last one you left on my neck and made fun of me," David mumbled.

"What are their names?" Max asked.

"Max," David chuckled.

"Seriously," Max said. "What are their names?"

"You can give me hickeys," David said with a soft smile. "Just nothing over the neck, please."

"Can't believe my sex life is being dictated by a bunch of middle schoolers," Max grumbled. "I'm gonna have a talk with the Dean."

"About hickeys?" David giggled.

"Don't underestimate me, sweetheart, I can talk about anything if I find the motivation."

[swervestrickland]

Oh my god, I never thought about that...Hangman IS the only one who's never told Punk that he idolized him in one way or another. Emi, you just blew my mind...

And I'm wondering if that's one of the reasons Punk is acting so petty, bc let's be real here, the dude's got a pretty big ego, as far as he's concern, ALL the up and coming wrestlers of today have idolized him. But knowing that Hangman just Doesn't Care probably eats at him.

So maybe, just maybe, Hangman is in Punk's head just as much as Punk is in Hangman's..

This fued is just chock full of mind games and pettiness and I love it and hate it all at the same time fnztdnsn

And btw never apologize for your rants, I love reading your analysises on Hangy bc I just feel like you really Get Him somehow?? Lmao

Oh god that means SO much to me 🥺🥺 I think it’s just that in a lot of ways, me and Hangman are very alike. We’re not perfect people, but we strive to be good. We’re petty, we’re a little too worried about whether or not we’re worth something, we’re shitty irl friends. When the going gets tough, we run away instead of communicating our problems. We struggle with social anxiety, etc. There is just a lot There to nitpick at because I feel really connected to him and so I think maybe our thought processes might be about the same. We’re emotional people who get huff and puff angry but no one really takes it seriously until we’re in their face for real, ya know? It looks like we have a long fuse, but in reality we’re just a little ticking time bomb waiting to go off. He is the only way I’ll really. Talk about myself sjskskgjdkj and he helps me deal with my own issues. Emotional support cowboy, for sure, haha 🥰

Yeah, I don’t exactly buy what Punk’s been selling about how petty shit doesn’t affect him. This is the man who revised the Petty Bitch Handbook by Triple H and Shawn Michaels, I mean…taking things Personally has always been a big issue for him, and self righteousness in the face of his denial, too. And it’s exactly what makes him so fucking interesting because he. Has this constant pattern of “I’m better than my predecessors,” and he doesn’t realise he’s literally become them. More than once!! At least in kayfabe, obviously. I know a lot of his kayfabe storylines back in the day had a big helping of the truth in them, but this time around, I think it’s all just poetic cinema.

I really hope that Hangman has a handle on Punk mentally a bit more than Punk will give him credit for, because I know he’s gonna be in for a fight next weekend. 🥰💙

[lovinkiri]

Hi bb! I hope you are doing well and you better be taking care of yourself. I care about you and I want you to be happy and healthy. I’m back at it again with a soft request if you don’t mind. Feel free to do it however you wish should you choose to do it at all. Todoroki, Midoriya, and Aizawa are feeling self conscious about their scars. So their fem s/o who has quite a few scars from hero work herself stands up while wearing shorts and ditches her shirt and stands in front of them while turning around to show all of her scars. Then asks “do you think my scars make me less beautiful?” When they obviously say that they don’t she then says “now you know how I feel about you.” How would they react? Bonus points if Aizawa’s and Todoroki’s s/o also has a scar on her face, like her jaw and it’s usually hidden by hair but he always runs his thumb across it when holding her face. Sorry if that part is super specific I just think it would be really cute. Also I don’t see Aizawa getting self conscious unless he’s has a rougher day than usual and something provokes that thought process. So if you can’t think of anything feel free to skip him. Thank you for reading this I know it’s super long. Have a good night or day or whenever you’re reading this and please remember to eat at least one good meal and drink plenty of water. 💖💜💙

Scars Are Beautiful

Author's Thoughts: 🥺 I love this. ND I'm SOOO sorry it's late! And thank you darlin <3

Warning: Scar?(idk)

Shoto Todoroki

Shoto doesn't usually think about his scar much.

I mean, it's been years and he's gotten used to it.

But it happens.

Days where he can't help but notice how clear Bakugou's skin is.

And Midoriya's got a scar or too, but nothing like his eye.

And suddenly, he just feels.. Gross.

He'll be quiet about it at first, but it's easy to tell when he's bothered cause he just stares off.

And when you ask what's wrong, he answers hesitantly.

"I just.. Do you find my scar to be.. Gross..?"

You almost can't believe what you're hearing.

Shoto Todoroki?

Gross?

It does not make sense.

But you rush to take your clothes off and his eyes go wide in confusion.

Sitting on his lap, you place his hand on your largest scar, which extended from the top of your ear to your jaw.

"Am I gross?"

Now he can't believe what he's hearing.

"What? Of course not, Y/n.. You're perfect."

You smile and kiss right over his scar.

"That's how I see you."

You swear he blushes a little before pulling you into a hug.

Because if you think he's as beautiful as he thinks you are?

You must find him drop dead gorgeous.

Izuku Midoriya

He was looking at old pictures from high school.

And when he saw himself, he couldn't help but smile at first.

It was a picture taken of him, Bakugou, and Todoroki.

Bakugou was leaned against him as Todoroki gave a small smile.

And Izuku was laughing, rubbing at his arm.

His arm..

At the time of the picture, Izuku didn't have many scars.

They were here and there.

But now, they littered his arms and legs.

His body too.

And now, looking at what used to be, he couldn't help but look at what it was now.

And he couldn't stop his eyebrows from creasing.

He began to wonder if you minded the scars.

Were they eyesores?

And speak of the devil, you appeared leaning over his shoulder.

"Oh my God, you were adorable." You laughed.

And he jumped in surprise before sighing at the realization that it was just his partner.

"You scared me, Doll.. Um, I guess so. Definitely changed a bit."

His gaze fell back to his photo book and you, being his partner, were able to pick up on his sadness.

"Hey.. What's wrong, Zuzu?"

He sighed and began to tell you about his insecurities, not able to meet your gaze.

And as soon as you start stripping, he's blushing.

"Wha- Y/n? What are you doing?!"

You stand before him and motion to your body, to your scars.

"Am I ugly?"

He shook his head. "Huh? No, no! You're beautiful, Doll!"

You smile and tell him that's how you see him.

And his eyes seem to almost sparkle before he's scooping you in a huge hug.

"I love you. I love you so so much.."

Shouta Aizawa

Okay okay

But you're right, Aizawa doesn't get self conscious.

Between you, sleeping, and his students, he has no time to be self conscious.

He literally just can't fit being self conscious into his schedule lol

But he overhears a female reporter on his way out of the school.

"With a scar like that, I'd hate to be his wife. It's such a turnoff."

The glare he gave her sent every reporter running.

And he had the whole walk home to think about it.

A turnoff?

Was it that unattractive?

Now he was upset.

Because he was so bothered, he couldn't take a nap when he got home.

See? Messes up his schedule.

And you watch him toss and turn in confusion.

"Shouta? What's wrong, honey?"

He considers stating quiet all together before mumbling "It's nothing"

It might take some coaxing.

Some head pats and some sweet talking.

Maybe throw in a forehead kiss or two.

And his expression stays the same but he eventually lets it out.

"Do you find my scar unattractive?"

You definitely didn't expect that.

But once you start stripping, he watches you, hand falling against your thigh.

"Look at me. In fact- Look at this."

You point to a scar running along your jaw.

"Am I unattractive?"

He leans in and gently kisses the scar.

"Not at all."

You tell him that's how you see him.

He was kinda expecting you to say it, but hearing you say it out loud brought a faint smile to his face.

And with that, he pressed his face into your neck and passed out.

[milkovichy]

Hi Debs 💙💙 sending this early for reasons -- happy snuggle your husband Sunday! Some reasons Mickey and Ian needed a snuggle this week:

Poor Franny got a cold 🥺🥺 Mickey stayed home to babysit her, but she was feeling really bad and didn't want a snuggle! Mickey was so concerned that when Ian came home he needed to snuggle him to calm him down (and after Franny took a nap and felt a bit better they both cuddled her)

The unthinkable happened -- they ran out of coffee!! And on the morning of their designated "sleep in and drink coffee in our boxers" date too!! So they had to get dressed and drag themselves to a coffee shop to buy coffee that someone else made and they leaned on eachother sleepily the entire time, then they held hands while grocery shopping

Ians been on a classical music kick lately, and he grabbed Mickey for a dance and twirled him under his arm. Mickey rolled his eyes and grabbed him for a hug so he doesn't dip him

A mug fell in their kitchen when Mickey wasn't expecting it, so he got some snuggles because it scared him

Mickey went to visit Iggy in prison this week!! Visits like that are always difficult and a little scary, so Ian always drives him up and waits in the car for post visit snuggles and a trip to white castle

Finally, April fool's day is of course a family tradition. After a long day of stupid, loving pranks, Ian dragged Mickey in for a snuggle while still covered in glitter from one of Lip's glitter bombs. Mickey protested because he's gonna get glitter on his favorite hoodie Ian!! But he still got snuggled

Alicia my darling I am so sorry I'm only answering this right now 😭❤ These are all so adorable, your mind is brilliant.

Loud noises scare Mickey sometimes, I think that triggers something in him, and he goes into fight or flight mode immediately. Ian notices that, but he never comments on it. He just provides the comfort he knows Mick needs 🥺

Also, Iggy visits! That would make me emotional too. Iggy's a good guy, you know. Worm for brains but I am sure Mickey is still in touch with him, I'm sure when he doesn't visit he still puts some money on his comissary so he won't get into that much trouble on the inside. He still has faith at least one of his siblings will turn out okay, with Terry being out of the way now.

Franny's got a cold 🥺 Poor baby. I am sure she was well taken care of. I'm glad Mickey was too ❤

[cutetinyartist]

When you get this, please reply five things that make you happy and send this to the last ten people in your notifications 💙 (you don't have to answer this if you don't want to)

This is such a cute ask! 🖤 Sorry it took me so long to answer but here's my five things:

1] G/T Fluff!

Of course this is my first choice! I always find it so comforting to read/draw/daydream about cute g/t scenarios. I have pretty bad anxiety, but imagining a giant holding me and helping me through it always makes me feel better 🥺💕

I still need to get better at writing and drawing it, but you guys are always really supportive when I do post and it makes me love this niche interest + community even more! 🖤

(Plus the Iron Giant is my favourite animated film of all time and I'm 80% sure it's the reason I love giants, robots and animation as much as I do-)

2] YUNGBLUD!

His music just means so much to me and I love everything that he stands for! I've been to four of his concerts so far and I swear he gets even more amazing every time 🥺🖤

When I saw him with my mom last week I completely burst into tears when he performed 'God Save Me (But Don't Drown Me Out)' cus I absolutely adore that song and being able to just shout along with the lyrics "I won't let my insecurities define who I am! Not gonna waste my life cus I've been fucked up!" Was something I really REALLY needed, he performed it at 3 of the shows I went to and every time it was perfect 😭🖤 Honestly a LOT of his lyrics resonate with me on a really personal level, but that one is definitely one of my all-time favourites 🖤🖤🖤

3] Collecting Things!

I have so many figurines, collectibles, plushies and things like that, I literally need new shelves to fit all my stuff on 😭😂 Plus my Ita Bag is stuffed full of pins and keyrings, I preordered the new NSP ALBUM which comes with a Pin and I'm gonna have to rearrange my whole bag to fit it in 😅

My parents are the same too, I blame them for making me such a nerdy hoarder 💀

I'm too lazy to find a pic of everything but here's my Funko Pop! Figures of Hologram Rick, Dom and the Iron Giant! 🥺🖤

4] Cartoons

I literally wouldn't be where I am today if I didn't watch cartoons, I literally want to make them for a living! 😂💕 I just adore animation so much, I won't list all of my favourites cus we'd be here for way too long but my Top Five are South Park, (Classic) Simpsons, Rick and Morty, Futurama and My Little Pony! 🖤 (And that's just the TV shows I like, if I listed films we'd definitely be here for too long)

Those shows have inspired me a lot over the years and I really hope I can make something as awesome as them one day 🥺💕🖤

Ooh and one other thing is Shoocharu's NSP Animations! Those seriously inspire me a LOT and I'm hoping to try animating a full music video soon too 🖤

(Also I'm just a massive simp for some cartoon characters okay-)

5] Taskmaster!

It's one of my favourite TV Shows of all time! I love how ridiculous it gets sometimes, if I'm feeling a bit down I'll just watch clips from it and it cheers me up a lot 😂🥺💕

Plus I usually end up simping for at LEAST one contestant per series (and Greg Davies ages like a fine wine so every new season I love him more 👀😂)

Thanks again for the ask! 🖤

[theyarebothgunshot]

if you need a reason to smile hopefully this helps 💕 — twitter. com/ judithandronic1/ status/ 1449895068567965700?s=21 (probably one of my fave cockles ops i’ve seen from dencon)

lovely! and thank you <3

some more after the cut

Not entering into the discourse, so my take-aways from the weekend: 1. clearly Jensen and Misha absolutely adore each other, 2. seriously, the body language is LOUD (thinking about when Misha crashed Jensen's panel and after the double take, Jensen looks him up and down while leaning back and spreading his legs open and positively grinning), 3. other body language is also loud (ahem Jensen high-tailing it out of the J2 panel, clearly pissed as all hell), 4. Angel. Plushie!!! - Honeymoon Anon

absolutely agreed on all parts. in conclusion: angel plushie!!

this angle tho — twitter. com/ judithandronic1/ status/ 1449793798184177667?s=21

yeah honestly the way his mood changes is palpable

Can we bask together in the double-take-and relax-moment please? It was perfection, the way his face just lit up kills me dead. I love them together. I wish we’d got more but I’m happy we were able to at least see that little moment of happiness. Misha saying “I don’t really know what I’m doing up here” and Jensen offering up his seat 😭 I’m just gonna live in that comparison gifset for a while… and ignore the drama. Saw some of your tags earlier I hope you’re doing okay, sending you love and good vibes. I hope you sleep better tonight 💙

ngl i think i'm probably gonna rewatch that 10 minute cut a lot because it's just. so wholesome. i missed seeing them on stage so much. and thank you! <3 i did sleep a little better and i'm taking things easy. feeling a bit better today.

oh 🥺 — twitter. com/ casisloved/ status/ 1449697672546377728?s=21

so true twitteruser casisloved <3

no thoughts, just this.

yeah.gif

Personally this wasn’t my favorite Misha outfit, but do we think Jensen dressed him? The unfitted red pants give me early Misha fashion “choices” vibe vs later JIBcons when Jensen was at the helm with layers, rock tshirts, leather jackets.

🦤

no i def think he dressed himself sdhfshfhsfd

oh okay 👀 @ jensen: ”it’s no secret that antony/homelander’s suit is quite muscly and built out” misha: “in allll the right places”

lmao i laughed so hard at that. good for you mish, thirsting as always

OK but after tonight I'm 100% sure j2 are not over their fight, jensens face says it all rip

honestly it did feel very tense...

tbh i think misha's headcanon for post finale cas has a lot to do with how misha has been feeling personally since the show ended. :( i can't blame him, he's always been treated like crap by the execs and the ending was no exception. cas is clearly very important to misha and i get the bitterness.

however i'm super glad him and jensen are still smiley and lovey dovey and close around each other so that's what i'm choosing to focus on :) (and im sure he is too lol)

maybe... someone else also said that it does make sense that this is his "headcanon" because he is working off of what was in the script, and not necessarily making his own headcanons like we do, and that also makes sense.

Cliff seems to be more of a bodyguard for Jared than Jensen tbh? Like I’m sure he was originally for both but after that question, which was gross I feel like he spends way more time with Jared than he does with Jensen and same presumption can be made with his Twitter account (promoting walker etc).

i honestly wouldnt know cause i don't follow either clif or j*red on social media. i don't need that kind of headache.

[prxttypeony]

I can definitely imagine that it took very long to get all those flower hybrids. Its so amazing!! 🌼🌻🌸

And I'm glad that you like my ideas. 😊 But again, your island is really pretty. 💙💗

I can totally understand that you would be nervous to meet anyone famous. Famous people usually did amazing things, which made them well known. But they are still people. Being famous is just a social construct. So I think in the end they are not that different from other people. They just did things that were special. Not trying to be rude or anything, just a thought. Of course they are very cool for all the things they did. 😊

And I like your choice too. If I could meet Franz Marc I would also liked to let him know that people respect his artworks now, and that they are worth a lot of money. I've read a book about him. When he had his first artworks publicly displayed people spit at his paintings and told him this was not art. That must have been very hard for him.

And it was not just him a lot of painter were treated badly while they were alive and now their artworks are worth millions. I just hope they know, that their art gets the respect they deserve now. Same goes for scientist who's ideas weren't believed in their time.

Thank you for your kind words. 💙💗 This means so much. Mimi is back home know. They didn't have to do the surgery yet. She was able to empty at least a bit of her stomach and colon.

... And half of the people who work there were scared to go near her because she bit everyone who came near her. 😅 She gets very angry when someone tries to pick her up. 😅

But for the moment she is okay. We have to see how the next days go.

But thank you so much for always asking about Mimi, that is so, so nice. 💗💗💗

Where would you like to be in 10 years? What would you like to do? How do you imagine your life?

Hope you are alright and that you have a wonderful day. 💗💙🌼✨🌠

I love writing with you so much. It always makes me happy. 💫💙

-Sonja 🪐

Don't worry, I get what you mean, you're not being rude at all! It's just that I'm already intimidated by meeting new people in general, but knowing that they've accomplished amazing things just compounds the feeling of shyness 😖

Wow, I could never even imagine doing something so cruel to something a person put their heart and passion into 😢 People can be so cruel sometimes 😞 It's a noble wish to want to meet and inform him of the love his art gets now ☺️

Yes, I definitely agree. I feel like artists bring so much joy to everyone's lives through whichever creative mediums they use (music, painting etc) but they rarely get the recognition or gratefulness for it - especially in the past. And gosh, don't even get me started on how many women used to get their scientific achievements cast aside or had the credit given to men instead - it's infuriating 😖

Oh I'm so glad that Mimi is making positive progress 🥺💕 She must be a very tough little gal! I admit, I had a little giggle at the thought of a little bunny terrorising an entire vet clinic 😅 At least if she's being cheeky like that then it means she's probably feeling at least a little better ☺️ I'm glad she's home now and I'll continue to keep my fingers crossed for a full recovery for the little bun soon! Please pass on some pets and snuggles to her for me 💕 And I know how distressing it can be to have one of your pets be unwell so I think it's important to make sure you (and her) are coping okay ❤️ if she's important to you, then she is to me too ☺️

Oh gosh ummm well ideally I'd like to have figured out what I want to do with my career and either have a good job I like or be studying what I like. I also very much dream of meeting and marrying the love of my life, whoever they may end up being, and maybe having kids and definitely pets. Overall, I just want to be living a quiet, comfortable life, surrounded by warm and loving family and friends. I unfortunately still do struggle a lot with my mental health a lot so sometimes I struggle to see myself having any future at all. But I'm working on it and being surrounded by all the wonderful people (like you) that I am definitely helps ☺️

What about you? Do you have any aspirations you'd like to complete in 10 years?

I'm so glad you think so 💕 I always very much look forward to seeing your messages too 🌻 They're like a little, warm ray of sunshine 🦋

[khaleesiofalicante]

THIS MF CHAPTER WAS THE SWEETEST THING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED AND I AM FULL OF EMOTIONS AND I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR IT. I literally read it while doing exercise because I just couldn't stop and this is peak Max behavior huh...

Can I set that trainer on fire? Or can I at least hit Max on the head to get some sense into him? No but seriously, I love how you portrayed his insecurities and his desire to be the best because he thought he had to be or he was not worthy of anything. And how we see that mentality changing slowly but at the same time some parts of it sticking with him and throughout the story. We see him fall back into it because that's how it is most of the time, just because at one point it gets better, doesn't mean the growth is linear, but at the same time we see him being this completely different person now and encouraging his sons and other people because he doesn't want them to feel the same way he did🥺

David cooking for him on their first date just to make him something without gluten😭. Rip to Max but I would have proposed right then and there. That lady spoke nothing but facts. Also can we really blame Max for moaning at David's cooking? That man had to endure a whole life of horrible cooking. All the more reasons to propose right there!!

"To have love in your life that inspires you to make art of it," You won't fucking believe this babe....

All that first date. It's the sweetest and cutest thing and I have read it all least thrice and will probably go back to eat when I need the sterotonine 🥰🥰 These boys really said "Too much? too intense? Idk what that means because he is the love of my life and I have decided that 5 minutes after knowing him" and I respect that

He felt like every Max in every life would always find every David.

As if this was inevitable.

They were inevitable.

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As if their lips have known each other for ages.

As if they have been doing this for centuries and not seconds.

As if Max has kissed David in every universe that exists and therefore knows exactly how to kiss him.

They invented soulmates btw💙💙

"That's a nice thought," David smiled at him. "Perhaps you come to France for a mission. As a secret FBI agent." That didn't age like fine wine😔🍷

Greedy David is my aesthetic

The parallel of "Not even close" at the beginning of the chapter being something that Max's head keeps telling him because he thought he wasn't good enough vs at the end of the date with David where it became more than enough, that everything Max was was better than enough.

I always get so emotional with the time skips and now it's not an exception 😭😭 it's been two years!! I'm still processing it!!! Everyone adapting to the changes and making it work as they always did and actually being closer now and Max coming back home instead of just coming back to a place and don't mind my sobbing😭

Max's generation had anticipated backlash. Arthur's generation was ready to fight it. I also adored the way Max thinks about the new generation because many see it as problematic and "disrespectful" and while there's a lot of improvement to be made, he refers to them as people with potential who fight back the way his generation couldn't. You don't know how much I loved that💙

Max looking out for Rafel🥺🥺 btw I am obsessed with Camilla's relationship with Anjali and Rafael. I hope we get to see more of it because I think it's so interesting!!

Arthur and Noah dating!?!? A little bit weird writing my name like that but ok. I mean I am an Arcaid stand, but damn they also make a cute little pair and I'm glad Arthur has someone that kind of love in his life right now 💙

They deserve those vacations!! I say go off! Sometimes forget how fucking rich everyone, except Max, is.😂 Like, malec are living their best life and they could afford a fucking private island for their whole family!! Arthur is paying for his and Lance's trip to France. Don't get me started on David!! Fuck rich people🙄 but also fuck rich people 🥵

They get to sleep on the same bed🥺🥺 and wake up together 🥺🥺 I just love how far they have come!! My friends think I need help after almost tearing up at a character saying goodnight but they don't understand this is my will to life now😭💙💙

Fuck, this was longer than I expected. I just really loved this chapter so much!!! I am so goddamn emotional this is coming to an end but I'm so grateful for the story. It has become one of my favorites and you have once again managed to sneak yet another story into our hearts for us to love and cherish. I can't even put into words how much this story mean to me or how much of an amazing writer you ares, so I hope you know I mean it with my whole heart

💙.💙.💙.

Actual footage of me when Noah identified inter-fic parallels

This chapter was so much to write because going back into their heads as children after writing them as complicated adults was so much fun and so hard too hehe.

I’m so grateful for all the love you show me 🥺🥺🥺