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algolagniaa · 2 months

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online girls don’t know this about me because I never shut up on tumblr but irl I’m painfully shy and I honestly don’t know why. it’s not social anxiety it’s not that I’m generally afraid to stand out it’s more like I just don’t know what to say in social situations, like saying words to people doesn’t occur to me unless I actually have something to say to them and with strangers I often don’t. and I do get a lot of hostility because of this although I really can’t fathom why it offends people

#some of it is because they think I’m arrogant which….. is kind of true but not the reason I’m not talking to them #or at least not the whole reason #but it’s not all that like I’ve been passed over for jobs because I seemed too shy but I felt I was being rly pushy and giving more #information about myself than was asked for in order to sell myself #obviously I have things to say in general or else this blog wouldn’t exist lol but usually random ass people don’t want to hear #an algolagniaa/deadfaeries dot tumblr dot com post out loud with no context #I’ve def improved my meaningless chitchat skills but it makes me feel ridiculous and kind of hate the other person

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