#and 2. they had a KICKASS bday song

[just-jammin]

im havin fun so far :3

hell ye bruder

[bendthekneetobangtan]

15 Questions Tag Game

Thank you @ditzymax for tagging me in this! 💜💜

I’m tagging (only if you want of course): @junghelioseok, @suga-kookiemonster, @underthejoon, @baebae-goodnight,@gukslut

Sorry this is supes long!! 😝

1. It’s your birthday! What did you ask for and did you receive it?

So my birthday isn’t until August so I haven’t technically done anything yet lol. But Jungkook’s cover of 10,000 Hours is so sweet and pure and good that I’m considering it my early birthday present hehehehehe. 😝😝

My real bday request is to see Jungkook’s full sleeve....we’ll see if that happens by my birthday! 👀

2. What was the last song or album you listened to?

Do you even have to ask??! 😌 Jungkook’s cover of 10,000 Hours of course lskdjfldskjfs

3. What is your go to snack when you’re hungry or bored?

I try not to snack if I can help it. If I’m feeling healthy, I’ll eat some fruit (usually an apple or something easy that I don’t have to peel lol). My snack of choice is ice cream 🍦 hahaha

4. What is your morning routine?

Scroll through my phone after my alarm goes off and laze in bed for a bit until I force myself to roll out and use the bathroom. Walk the dog of course, make a cup of coffee, fill up my water bottle, start working. I fast in the mornings on the weekdays so my first meal isn’t until lunchtime. On the weekends when I feel like treatin’ myself, I’ll make pancakes or a frittata or a breakfast sammie. 🥞🍳🥪 I loooove brekkie foods.

5. What mythical/cryptic creature would you be?

An elf. Just to be really cool, elegant, graceful, and kickass in combat lmao 🏹

6. How do you interact with someone that you don’t like?

I legit will ignore them LMAO 😂😂😂 There was this time a few years ago that I went to a restaurant with my boyfriend and some friends. Our waiter ended up being this guy that I totally hated in elementary school because he was such a dick to me. I tried valiantly to not make eye contact with him, but unfortunately he recognized me LOL

7. How do you define a toxic person?

A person who only cares about their own self-interests and no one else’s feelings. Also someone who fails to see when they’ve committed wrongdoing to another person, but gets really super offended if they’ve had something objectively innocuous done to them.

8. Have you ever been to a concert or fan meet type of event? If not, would you want to?

No fan meets, but I’ve been to a few concerts. The last one was BTS at Soldier Field in May 2019. I don’t think I would want to go to a fan meet though. I’d be a complete mess of nerves and I’d be sweating bullets and my face would probably turn bright red. Legit 🥵🥵🥵🥵. EMBARRASSING.

9. Do you believe in astrology? Why or why not?

American astrology, no. Chinese astrology, a little. I believe in the compatibility aspect of the Chinese zodiac but nothing else lmao 😝 apparently, I should be most compatible with Joonie and Hobi 👀

10. If you had only one sense (hearing, touch, sight, etc.), what would you want?

DAMN this is an evil question. I think I would have to agree with Max and go with sight. I really enjoy hiking so if I couldn’t see anything, there would be no purpose in hiking anymore lmao 🏔️. Also I’m a very petty person so I would have an excuse if someone I hated tried to talk to me, I could say “oh, woops I didn’t hear you” lol

11. Who is your favourite celebrity or idol?

BTS

12. If you could talk to your favourite celebrity(s) for a limited time, what would you tell them?

I’d probably word vomit and tell Namjoon how much I admire him. Maybe try to sneak in a marriage proposal idk 🤐

13. I’m taking you out on a date and it’s your choice. Where are we going?

I’m an easy date - I just want to eat. HOWEVER, if that person ends up being a picky eater, this relationship isn’t gonna pan out lmao. 

14. Do you like sweet or savory foods?

For practicality’s sake, I eat savory foods more often than sweets. Sadly I cannot subsist on a cake diet 😔

15. Do you have any band merchandise or merchandise from any of your favourite artists? If so, what?

Nothing from BTS directly, but I have a few things from BT21: a pillow, a spa headband, and some other stuff. I try to be practical and not go overboard with collecting things. 😅

[wakingupinparis]

Another weekend, another run in with another ex (it was #2). At HV once again, no less. My reaction was a bit more extreme this round though, i legit hid behind the buckets of wine on the table and told LX to cover me and that we were gonna make a run to another bar. Maybe next weekend we'll be cycling back to a run-in with #1? Perhaps life is forcing me to take another good look at all my exes to tell me 'see the men who hurt you? DO NOT go near such men again you fool'. But it was very fun nonetheless. We had a bottle of wine each (mine, moscato and hers, red wine) and it looks like my alcohol tolerance is back, after finishing my bottle i wasn't really buzzed. But the band at WW was so good tonight, they had a different singer and i really liked her voice. She did a really good cover of 'sweet child o' mine' and 'stairway to heaven' which aren't easy songs to perform for sure. Friday night was shots night! With people from another media agency rather than my own lol, guess we need to hire more heavy drinkers. We ordered that damn cumshot drink but happily it was a guy who got forced to drink it. I still feel embarrassed thinking about the time i had to drink it. Gawd!! But anyway, had lots of paddlepop shots of course and my wish for a jagerbomb train was heard and made into a reality. They went clubbing after that but i couldn't join. Had to celebrate N's bday and zipped down there. But i don't mind that, i mean, he and the others gave me such a kickass birthday this year and made me feel loved still, i feel like i need to return the favour. I realise when i tell people i'm in a phase of finding myself or rediscovering who i am, they usually laugh and think it's funny. Like i know it sounds really hippie and like i'm going to pack up my life and head into the wild and sing songs around a bonfire or start learning the art of seeing the future in tealeaves, but people probably don't quite understand just how lost i felt a few months ago, i really felt like the light was all drained out of me and i was losing and forgetting the best things about myself. I did try taking control. Left my job abruptly without having secured another after knowing i just couldn't anymore and finally confronted that issue within my relationship after months of trying to swallow down that heinous pill. I gained an interesting job and lost a boyfriend who i belatedly realised didn't really care about me as a person and my problems when i stopped fitting into his ideals, and they were all risky moves and i'm still suffering from the blowout of the latter move but i know for sure, no regrets. I feel more like me now than at the start of this year.