#and I'm a massive fcukin bully so that's not very fun LMAO | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

kalloway · 3 years

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anyone else finding it literally impossible to work on things these days?

I either don’t draw at all, or I do but can’t get far into a drawing before I lose all interest, and it has resulted in October being the most unproductive month I’ve had this year. And last year. And the year before that.

...maybe it’s just the season???

#delete later #my gallery in procreate rn is just loaded with half-finished sketches or lineart and it's making me feel bad okay #no motivation to finish things and I keep making myself sad cuz I wish I had ppl to motivate/hype me up and vice versa #but I get told straight up ppl avoid doing that because of the way I am so honestly? I'm stuck with myself #and I'm a massive fcukin bully so that's not very fun LMAO #anyway I wanna *try* to actually do something this month - even if it's going back and finishing something older #I hate having nothing to show for myself - it makes me feel useless and no one cares for useless people #In my own defense tho we got a PS4 recently and I've been v sucked into playing games I can finally play on it #im almost done God of War 3 remastered so I'll finally be able to try the new one soon!#v excited #it just does absolutely nothing for my productivity is the catch lmao so sorry folks #it's not just tumblr either - I haven't been posting much at all in general #was kinda all over the place (mentally) in october tbh and my default is to kinda just shy away from literally everyone and everything rip #BUT I HOPE IT WENT WELL FOR U GUYS

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