#and i like when someone txts friendly. ok...

[aliceyed]

when txt is jealous 😮

pairing: bf!txt x fem!reader

genre: fluff??, angst??

warnings: jealousy, cursing depending on what you count as a curse word

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yeonjun

you guys go out for a nice restaurant date and for some reason the waiter is being a little too friendly to you. when he comes to take your order he turns to you with a smile and says "what can I get this pretty lady tonight?" and you think he's just being nice so you say, "I'll have a-"

yeonjun clears his throat really loudly to make sure he is noticed!!! then the waiter turns to him, yeonjun giving him a dirty look and orders for the both of you. after the waiter leaves yeonjun turns to you and says "we are never coming here again."

you just laugh at him and he rolls his eyes but you reassure him and he gets cocky like, "I know I'm so much cuter than him". he's not wrong though.

soobin

you guys go grocery shopping and you enter first while he's looking for parking.

when your looking for your bf's favorite food, bread, the kdrama moment happens when you and some random guy reaches out for the same loaf. y'all turn to each other and laugh awkwardly.

"you can have it, " he gives you the bread and smiles, then is like "I'm new here, by any chance could I get your number, maybe we could be friends!"

suddenly, you felt arms snake around your waist and you look up to see soobin's face. when he tried to look angry it was so cute😭😭.

"sorry but my girlfriend and I have to go." you tried to hold in your laughter, he was sooo cute.

when y'all go to the next aisle, you turn to him and pinch his cheeks, "you're so cute when you're jealous."

"I'm not jealous!" (he's lying)

beomgyu

(yes I'm doing a school scene ok)

one day at school, you got a letter from someone in your locker to meet at the school garden after school so you follow and go.

when you get there there's a guy holding a bouquet of flowers and you definitely know where this is going. you thought it was a known fact that beomgyu was your boyfriend but I guess not. he confesses to you and your thinking of how to tell him you have a boyfriend politely so he's not heartbroken😭.

BUT lucky for you u don't have to, your amazing boyfriend will do it for you.

"sorry she's taken!" and will say it with a BIG smile btw and drag you away.

"how does he not know I'm your perfect, amazing boyfriend."

taehyun

y'all go on a cute walk in the park date 🥰. then taehyun goes to buy ice cream while you walk to a bench to sit down. while walking your clumsy ass tripped on literally nothing and almost fell on your face but before you did you felt someone catch you and pull you up.

you look up to your saviour and see some guy smiling at you (this would be such a cute moment if you didn't have a boyfriend). anyways he asks, "are you ok, I should be the one falling for you." omg.

out of nowhere, taehyun appears with your ice creams giving the guy the DIRTIEST DIRTY LOOK YOU WILL EVER SEE. (I'm sure you know what face I'm talking about right.) ok then he pulls you to him with his strong arm and looks him up and down and says, "my girlfriend is fine thank you."

when your far enough he'll say, "you're too pretty, so many guys look at you when we go out." and you blush really hard oml bro knows how to make you swoon. he's lowkey hot when jealous.

huening kai

when y'all go to a cafe for a date, the cashier is trying a little too hard to use his pick up lines💀.

"do you believe in love at first sight, if not you should try walking by again."

I feel like kai wouldn't confront but make it obvious that he's your boyfriend so he will put and arm around your waist and will give him a side eye. after you guys order then sit down the same guy comes to give you guys your drinks and huening notices and quickly gives you a small kiss on your cheek.

you can't help but laugh as the guy awkwardly puts your drinks down and look at kai's cute satisfies smile.

a/n: can you tell my writing is deteriorating.

[gennabi]

FROM THE UNUSUAL(ISH) ASKS <33333:

1, 4, 6, 10, 11, 13, 15, 16, 17, 18, 20, 23, 25, 27, 32, 34, 38 and finally, 39!

ANSWER. THEM. JULY. ANSWER. THEM.

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- MBA 🥦

IM ANSWERING. IM ANSWERINGGGGGG.

warning, very very long.

1. who’s your celebrity crush?

i have LOTS lmaoo but right now , it's my girlfren lesserafim's sakura !! and we also have the always and forever my boo; chanmina !! and and taehyun and beomgyu from txt hehe

4. do you think its ok to separate the artist from the art?

OOOOH actually i've thought about this for a long time because it's quite... gray? and initially, my response would be "NO. WTF. THE ARTIST IS HORRIBLE." and i still somewhat stand by that. but then again, it's not like you can't compliment their works AT ALL. (which again, i've thought like that too at first). when it comes down to it , liking their works and supporting them are two different things. but then again, the arts and entertainment industry as a whole is filled with fucked up assholes who produce ethereal works. so, my answer in the end is yes. and no. yes because there's ways you can experience the art without directly profitting the artist or you just can't be that bothered to know every single artists' history and issues which is woo valid. and also no, because especially for arts, to make something out of nothing, is to produce with what you have and it's mostly coming from within, from a place of not so good intentions. and it's also bad because they're praised / walking around freely with a list of immoral actions trailing behind their back all because people put them on a pedestal and "but they're so good at what they're doing!!" while the ppl impacted by said actions were shunned

6. how many pairs of shoes do you have?

six shoes for the sixth question !! lolz . the dream is to have a shoe collection hehe my favourite one is my black heels because.. because... heels... pretty... pretty heels... pretty...

10. name a dog

the first that came to mind was mr chew from penguins of madagascar LMAOOO

11. what unusual talent do you have?

not sure if it's a talent but i have clairaudience if that counts? also i'm usually very calm during high tension situations (which then made me became the person assigned to rude customers during my part time job lmaoo) but downside is i get tensed in "normal/low tension situations" aha i still dont know exactly how that works

13. ever prank called a store?

i wishhhhhh i did but i'd feel too bad for it. i did prank called the police though (dont follow this, kids) but like that was when i was a.. well, kid.

15. what’s a question do you constantly get asked?

there's nothg in particular but it always surrounds fashion and the ol' "do you have a boyfriend?" because if you're happy and are always present in cute outfits, it must be because you have someone romantic. and apparently that's everyone's goal. /s

16. if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would you get and where?

this panel right here.

left inner thigh, slightly to the front and closer to the knee. not very beginner friendly and i might accidentally kick the artist because tickles tickles but hayakawa family is worth it.

17. google the top song from the year you were born

foolish - ashanti. niceeeee ill give it a go later

18. rant about your favorite musician

wanted to rant about the loml tomorrow x together but for today, ill talk about cigarettes after sex. idk their personality and cant be bothered to be interested in their life so ill talk abt the music hweeeeee. their music gives a very "come home and get yourself warm" and it always soothes me. when i feel a little lost and overwhelmed, putting their songs makes my heart at ease. like a very tight hug. like a blanket is draped around my shoulder and my face is cradled gently as the universe whisper to me, "it's okay, little child." it'd be VERY nice to slow dance to the songs too but idk how to slow dance in the first place so aha. and with that said, my fav song of theirs rn is "k - cigarettes after sex".

20. describe your blog in 3-5 words

requests shipped in 3 months. (or more. im sorry.)

23. if you could break one of your bad habits which would you choose?

to actually listen to my body. :)

25. what’s something you can’t stop buying?

this is so funny because im actually experiencing that rn which is rare bcs im careful w where my money goes. but last week was filled with hot roasted milk tea from tealive. in general though.. not exactly buy but i can spend hours looking around furnitures stores # ikea the light of my life . on a second thought , books / comics which ended up not being read </33

27. how long before a trip do you pack?

the night before. i pack fairly fast but if i pack on morning of the day, i wont get to be slow and enjoy my time hhgh so i always settle w the night before.

32. how old do you get mistaken for?

it's actually really bad. sometimes can be good. but ive had people thinking im four or five years younger than i am. but now that im in uni, ppl mistake me for being one or two years older but that's only because that's the average age of people taking the course. though outside uni, around my age but i think thats mostly because i drive a car lmao

34. do you like your hogwarts house or do you wish you were a different one?

i loathed it at first. and then i just sort of accepted it?? AHAH. because i also cant think of other house i am except the one im assigned to. and your boo is from gryffindor <3

38. post a picture of the outfit you would choose if you could have any outfit you wanted

i want to try every single style there is but im particularly drawn to thgs like these

39. describe your aesthetic

i don't have one... anythg that feels like a hug to me is my aesthetic? if that makes sense. fashion wise, it really depends on what i feel atm (no fixed style in mind) but in general, smtg a bit like these <33

BWAH IM FINALLY DONE UWAA that was SOOO NICE but felt like it took forever HWJAJAA THANK YOU FOR THE ASKS ANON heart eyes heart eyes

[hanzajesthanza]

you must understand that if regis unintentionally or also intentionally frightens someone with epic vampire powers that deserves comic treatment above dramatic treatment. this is no edgy sicko character. regis is a comic character so you better treat him like one

[duodusk]

social media is weird i will just stay in my little box here and talk about cwilbur

[kkoumiii]

Hi idk if you do these types of readings but can i request a 'reaction when angry' reading for txt members please! If you dont want to do the whole group that is ok! Instead can u do bg.

Thank you🤗

P.s. i hope u understand what i meant😂

Hey anon! I hope I understood properly your request! I gave it a try, don't hesitate to tell me what you think about it. What I got was really interesting, so let's dive right into it!⚡

/!\ Friendly reminder that my readings are not to take at face value, I do not mean any harm to this idol, it’s only for entertainment purpose. /!\

: ̗̀➛ 𝐓𝐗𝐓 -ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ✺ ˡᵒᵛᵉʳ (ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ ᵃᵗᵗʳⁱᵇᵘᵗᵉ), 7 ᵒᶠ ᵖᵉⁿᵗᵃᶜˡᵉˢ ʳˣ, ᵃᶜᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵖᵉⁿᵗᵃᶜˡᵉˢ ʳˣ

⇝ Soobin doesn’t know how to handle his anger. He can’t seem to express it in a healthy manner, that’s probably why he tends to repress it a lot. Rather than releasing it, he takes his mind off the situation. However, once he explodes, his persona changes completely: he can become very aloof, which contrasts with his habitual self. He won’t say anything, and his coldness will let the people around know that he’s mad. He can also be a lot more impatient and passive aggressive. He won’t say what’s wrong, but you can feel it through his aura. Soobin seems to feel everything intensely, but he doesn’t manage to put his emotions and feelings into words. This brings him a lot of frustration and contributes to his anger, which builds up little by little until he finds a way to calm down. He probably needs to be alone in these moments as to let his anger flows until it’s gone. Soobin will get cross because of accumulation, when it is the last straw that breaks the camel’s back. It can also happen when things don’t go his way, and he feels like he’s losing control.

ʏᴇᴏɴᴊᴜɴ ✺ ˢᶜʳⁱᵇᵉ (ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ ᵃᵗᵗʳⁱᵇᵘᵗᵉ), 10 ᵒᶠ ˢʷᵒʳᵈˢ, ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉʳˢ

⇝ When angry, Yeonjun tends to bring back up past events that hurt him and are hard to forget. He’s a bit resentful and even if he forgives, he never forgets. He’s willing to resolve any situations because he doesn’t like conflicting atmospheres, but once something or someone reaches his limits, he will list every mistake that did him wrong. This bitterness can lead him to use sharp words. Even though it doesn’t stem from a bad intention, he just can’t control himself, the words go out of his mouth without any filters. To come to this point, you have to hurt him really bad though. And if he reacts that way, he doesn’t mean to hurt anyone, but he reacts with his own wounds. I don’t think he would intentionally use someone’s insecurities to hurt them in return. He would rather tell his point of view and point out which actions made him feel that way. He might be really sensitive to what the person he’s confronting might say during the conflict, and their words will influence the way Yeonjun will react afterwards. If the person is willing to find a middle ground, he will chill out. But if it’s not the case, he will try to turn the situation in his favor. This leads me to think that he needs alone time to calm down whenever this happens. He’s aware that he can be easily riled up in these moments. He will lose his temper when it’s related to an open wound or something precious to him, but you won’t get him over futilities.

ʙᴇᴏᴍɢʏᴜ ✺ ᵈᵉᵗᵉᶜᵗⁱᵛᵉ (ˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃᵗᵗʳⁱᵇᵘᵗᵉ), 7 ᵒᶠ ʷᵃⁿᵈˢ, 9 ᵒᶠ ˢʷᵒʳᵈˢ ʳˣ

⇝ As for Beomgyu, he has a lot of pride specially when he’s angry, and he’s easy to anger. He knows exactly what to say, he has an answer for everything, and he’s always right (it doesn’t mean it’s necessarily the truth though). The other person could say whatever they want, Beomgyu would always find a counterargument to win. He doesn’t question himself in these moments because his anger takes the lead above everything else, he can be very impulsive. He might regret it later but in the heat of the moment, he doesn’t control it and knows exactly how to hurt the other one. I feel like he can be a bit snide and cutthroat. He doesn’t wait for his anger to pile up, he expresses it right away and you can feel it coming. If he doesn’t treat the origin of his anger, he will distract himself and make sure to keep his mind busy as to not think about it. At least, he does this until he can’t hold it anymore… This can be unhealthy for him.

ᴛᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴ ✺ ᶠᵒᵒˡ (ˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃᵗᵗʳⁱᵇᵘᵗᵉ), ᵏⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵒᶠ ʷᵃⁿᵈˢ, 2 ᵒᶠ ˢʷᵒʳᵈˢ

⇝ Out of all the members, I think Taehyun is the one who handles his anger the best. He sees the two sides of the same coin and takes into consideration each perspective. He’s not easy to anger, he’s comprehensive and does his best to understand the situation. Yet, once he’s angry… it means there’s a justified reason and it’s hard to win an argument against him since he already assessed the whole situation. Compared to Yeonjun, he’s not the type to bring up things from the past, he only focuses on what’s doing him wrong in the present time. Once he gets everything clear, he gets over it and can even laugh it off after a while. He’s not resentful, he just resolves the problem without losing control of himself. He manages to say what he thinks even if he’s cautious with his words. Overall, Taehyun accepts and embraces his emotions the way they are, so if he feels angry, he knows it’s for a reason. He simply lets things unfold by themselves.

ʜᴜᴇɴɪɴɢᴋᴀɪ ✺ ᵐʸˢᵗⁱᶜ (ˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃᵗᵗʳⁱᵇᵘᵗᵉ), ᵗʰᵉ ʰⁱᵍʰ ᵖʳⁱᵉˢᵗᵉˢˢ, 6 ᵒᶠ ʷᵃⁿᵈˢ ʳˣ

⇝ I feel like Hueningkai is the one who dislikes conflict the most, and he avoids anger as much as possible. He would rather try to resolve the issue before it explodes than having to deal with the anger and the resentment it can bring out. He won’t scream nor lose control over himself. He will remain calm but if the other person screams at him, he will feel aggressed and thus, shut himself away. He tries to be wise and takes a step back to better apprehend the situation. He tries to put his anger into words, to understand the situation and resolve it as soon as possible. He’s not the type to be aggressive. In these moments, his pride doesn’t matter because he doesn’t care about being right or wrong, he only wants to take this weight off his mind. He’s more worried about getting in troubles or feeling someone else getting mad at him. He can’t bear to be angry and he tries to not reach this point, that’s why he doesn’t get mad easily. He might go on a guilt trip if he loses his temper.

Hope you enjoyed it! Take care 💛

Bye 🌻

- kkօմตííí ❁

[mysearchforwisdom]

Breakup in the American

The first day I was numb. I literally went to a gas station got a 6 pack of beer and drank it in the living room floor eating pita chips and laughing at modern family. She txt me when she got home, and she told me that I was the best boyfriend she ever had and that she was sorry that she was unattracted to me and that she truly loved me as a person. I told her she was the best girlfriend I ever had and that I will miss her. She echoed the same sentiments, and I said goodbye and have a good night.

Day two was a bitch. I worked the early shift in the or that day. I walked into work, and everyone was going about the business of a hospital in motions. People where exchanging small talk and people where bullshitting. I felt nothing for the first two hours. The first person who asked me about how my relationship was going. I told her that I had broken up and I was doing bad. She hugged me. People don’t hug me. I walked into the bathroom and cried. The weird thing was this was the first time that I had been hugged in a long time where I felt genuine emotion. I realized I hadn’t had any real feeling with eh people I was with.

Knowing how hard I was being on her for breaking us up I understood it was me who should have. It made me very sad to think of her in a negative way. I Wanted to txt her sorry about us, but I remembered I told her I wouldn’t. there where these moments of realizes where I had nothing to tell her and moments where she had nothing to tell me. There where silent car rides and our dates where so mechanical that it just felt like work. I didn’t see it then because I was so proud and happy to be with someone that wanted to be with me.

So I whipped my eyes and I walked back into he department. People had spread the word because hospitals full of woman with a vested interest in your life care for you they let everyone, and their mother know what’s up. Someone put me on the go home early list. A few people walked up to me and rubbed my shoulder. One guy tanner pulled me aside and he said Hey man I think your better off. You see tanner was the guy who I would talk to about the dates was as going on. He is an ass but a kind and friendly ass.

Tanner looked me in the yes and he spoke. “Fuck bro it’s about time, you know you could do better than her and you know that you are worthy of someone who will actually care for you” I told tanner, “Thanks buddy your right I just feel hurt and unattractive and ill be like this for while and I’m sorry if I’m a bummer”. Another peer Alicia who I am maybe the closest with at my work was so kind. She said ‘feel your feelings but mopey for two weeks and then shake it off”. I am thankful for the people I work with.

So, the day churns and I get the work done. Josh another guy I work with walked up to me and told me that I could go home. I was sitting alone Infront of one of the rooms and I told him really? Josh said yeah go home buddy. I walked over to the lead in the department that da and I asked if it was ok if I left and she spoke. “Jarrod, you go home, and you be happy, I know it sucks now but you bee happy” there was a time in my life where I could have said I hated her. I have more respect for her every year I work with her.

So I changed out of my surgical scrubs and I drive home. I played bayside a punk band about break ups, and I kept thinking I’m not that sad. I’m not that lonely. I get home and I take a shower and my sister txt me “how are you doing” I said I’m fine everything is ok. I get home and shower and I sit on my bed I look at my phone and I think damn. I had made plans, I had goals and expectations. All those things feel away, and I was truly and utterly alone. I came to the realization that I was by myself, and I was going to have to entertain myself for the foreseeable future.

Three hours later I drove to my parent house crying in my car to an Aaron west song. I get to my parents’ house and i can’t tell them about the breakup. I finally get it out and my parents tell me they love me and its going to be fine. I thank them as you do. I’m lost alone and lonely and I drive home. Empty and cold.  For the last 4 days I’ve been drunk and depressed destroying myself.

It’s been one week now the breakup. I’m happy and I know I’m happy. I feel sad about it bur you know life goes one and I hope she falls in love and gets all she wants out of life. I’m just lonely again and living in my solitude so it is what it is. I feel like that one front bottoms song, I’m happy, I am happy I have learned to adapt I have a darker sense of humor, but I can still laugh.

[nunchiimagines]

OT7 Request

When They’re Dating Someone Who’s Blasian

Requested By: @delicatejudgegoopmonger​

Request: Ok um i just want to say that I love you and your blog so much i want to cry , u have such a way with your work and I love it 💜But as a blasian I was wondering if u could do a OT7 request with a blasian y/n and what it would be like being in a relationship with each other and all fluff ( i hope that makes sense and I'm sorry if this is so long 😅 😔 you don't have to do this if it's understandable) love you and I hope your staying safe and healthy 💖

— Pairing: BTS x Reader

— Genre: Fluff

— Word Count: 3.1k

— Warnings: beginning stages of sexual harassment, ignorance, racism, jealousy

~MASTERLIST~

**AUTHOR’S NOTE**

Here’s request number 6! I’ll admit I kinda got a bit self-indulgent on this one as I could relate to this strongly! Some of the situations that take place are based off of my own personal experiences as someone who is also blasian. This does not mean all people who are blasian have experienced this. With that being said, this kinda turned out to be a “When They’re Jealous” type of story as well. Please enjoy!

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“That guy’s pretty irritating.” Jimin admitted under his breath as one of the make-up artists was doing touch ups.

She let out a slight chuckle from his statement, causing him to smile in response.

“Eh, it’s not so bad. He’s just a bit friendly.” Hoseok said, fixing his tie.

“A tad bit too friendly.”

You had an interesting relationship with BTS. To put it simply, you were dating all 7 members in secret. To the public eye, you were just a staff member. And to anyone who managed to see your interactions with the guys out in the open, you were merely a friend. You had met them a little over a year ago. An acquaintance of Pdogg’s referenced you as a lyricist for the title track for last year's released album. Namjoon and Yoongi were two of the main writers for thar track, with massive input from the other members, but when you shed your own creative light onto it, needless to say the entire world was amazed.

They had loved your skills so much that they continued to ask you for input on the other tracks, other albums, as well as personal work. Even Jungkook confided in you (albeit shyly) when he was preparing to release another song for ARMY. The more they spent time with you the more they got to know you on a much more personal level. They discovered your creative mindset extended passed words but also to art and design. So when Jimin wanted to do a MV for a personal song, you offered up a perfect physical representation of what he had envisioned. 

It got to the point where you even extended your services to TXT and sometimes even ENHYPEN. At that point, Big Hit had hired you as an independent contractor and then as a permanent worker within the last few months. You were one of very few foreign workers under Big Hit and you felt very honored. The day you were celebrated for becoming a full time employee was the day the guys drank a little too much. Alcohol was never really a fan favorite for you so you opted on some soda. However, something that was supposed to be lighthearted and fun kinda turned unexpected. And it was Jimin who started to spill the beans on the subtle nuances of their feelings for you.

“Y/n~” Jimin cooed out.

“Gahh! Why are you so prettyyy??” he continued to whine louder.

Jungkook and Taehyung giggled uncontrollably causing Jimin to do the same. Their faces were beat red and they fell every which way with wide smiles. Namjoon couldn’t help the laughing fit bubbling inside of him either and Jin watched in amusement. 

“You really are very beautiful Y/n.” Hoseok said seriously.

His eyes were glazed over and he could feel his heart beating. 

“She’s more than beautiful! She’s...she’s gorgeous! I wish…” Jimin said hiccuping then laughing again.

“It’s so loud…” he mumbled in embarrassment.

Your cheeks were flushed from the compliments but you were curious where this conversation would go.

“What’s so loud Hobi?” you asked him gently.

“My heart...It’s so loud when you’re around. But now it’s screaming at me.” he whined.

“Ooh! Ooh! Mine does too!” Jungkook happily cheered.

“It goes BOOM BOOM BOOM! It’s so fast when I see her smile! Like I was exercising or...or...um…” he said trailing off trying hard to think.

“Or like you were exercising?” Jin attempted to finish.

“Yeeeaaahhhhh~” he said.

They both bursted into laughter after that, their faces fixed on a temporary smile.

“Y/n...I think I’m falling in love with you.” Taehyung said slumped over on top of Jimin. 

“Love can’t even begin to describe it.” Namjoon mumbled with a shy smile.

Your heart skipped a beat your face had reddened. Anyone who would have walked in would assume you all were drunk with how red you were. You took a deep breath and calmed yourself down as much as possible.

“As much as I appreciate your kind words, I think we should call it a night. I have a feeling you guys don’t even realize what you're saying...or if you even mean it.” you explained, coaxing Taehyung off of Jimin and pushing them to their rooms.

“I think you may be mistaken.” Yoongi piped in.

You stopped in your tracks, realizing that Yoongi was always pretty good at holding his liquor. You were surprised he didn’t even attempt to deny their drunk claims and waited for him to elaborate.

“I think I can safely say that we all feel the same way towards you.”

You bit your lip, nervousness coursing through your body at the unbelievable words coming from Yoongi. And because they came from him specifically, it made them all the more believable. That scared you.

“And what...what way is that...exactly?” you asked hesitantly, unsure if you really wanted to know the answer.

Yoongi chuckled, avoiding your question to help lift Jin up.

“Just let them sober up tomorrow morning and we’ll explain more thoroughly then. You deserve to be told under more...appropriate circumstances. Especially when we’re in the right mind.” Yoongi vaguely clarified.

You didn’t want to push the issue and nodded your head in agreement. For the remainder of the night both Yoongi and yourself tidied up, put the members to rest, and exchanged goodbyes. The following day, you were placed in the living space where you were surrounded by nervous looking members with flushed faces, fiddling hands, and averted gazes. It was then they came clean to you about their harbored feelings and how it had been that way for quite some time. After a long talk and more expressing of feelings, you had agreed to be their girlfriend, in secret of course.

So now here we are today! You were granted permission to travel to America with them while on tour. Most of this was approved due to some of the members requesting your aid on personal projects they'd be working on throughout the progress of the tour. It was double beneficial because you got to see your family the closer they got to your hometown. 

Currently, however, they were getting ready for an exclusive live radio show interview with a popular broadcaster here in Los Angeles. As exciting as this was for them to continue to spread their passion and message further, they couldn't help but notice how many of the males here often watched or stared at you. You had a unique beauty to you, one that was slightly different from some of the women they had encountered before. 

When they first met you they were absolutely convinced you were in a relationship but when you admitted that you weren't and never had been, that changed the entire game.However, though they managed to bag someone as amazing as you, inside and out, they were proud of knowing that you were theirs and no one else's. But that didn’t stop them from experiencing jealousy. 

As stated earlier your relationship is kept under serious wraps, so of course people were not aware you were taken. That only resulted in many suitors trying to swoon you, more often than you, yourself, even recognized. But they noticed it all the time, and now was one of those times where it was infuriating.

You were minding your own business when the co-host of today's show came up to you. He had a bright smile, a ruggedly handsome face, and was your typical run of the mill american male from california. He was shrouded in confidence and knew women wanted him. So he went in with no need to hold back or even really try that hard.

“I’m sorry, I couldn't help but notice you standing here. I’m pretty well versed in my staff and I don’t think I’ve ever seen you around. Are you new?” he asked politely.

You looked up at him with a returning smile, too nice to see through his obvious ploy.

“Oh no! I don’t work here. I’m with the guys and their staff.” you corrected.

“The guys? Oh, you mean that K-pop group...BTS, right?” he said as if he just remembered who they were.

You slightly twitched at that, already feeling irritated by the way he said that, but let it go. You continued to smile and nodded your head to confirm his question.

“Wow, I thought only Koreans worked for them! They only speak Korean right? Do you know the language?” he asked ignorantly.

“I can get by.” you stated with a bit more curtness in your voice.

“I see. Well you know...forgive me for my assumptions, but you kinda...look asian. Are you Korean? No wait...maybe Indian?” he asked.

“Do you mean Native American?”

“Yeah, same thing right?”

It took everything in your willpower not to visibly display disgust but before you even had a chance to say anything, the man kept going.

“Wow, maybe filipino? Or, half white? You have really interesting features. It’s very exotic! You could be a model with looks like yours.” he attempted to compliment.

“Thank...you?” you said in more of a questioning tone.

He laughed, thinking he was actually getting somewhere with you despite the clear cut ignorance and inappropriate actions. He grabbed for your arm and rubbed his fingers slightly over the exposed areas. A shiver ran down your spine at that.

“But seriously, what are you? I'm so intrigued.” he asked.

“Y/n.” a voice called out to you.

Both you and the co-host looked at the owner of the sudden voice. It was Yoongi. To the untrained eye, Yoongi held the same stoic expression. One that could be mistaken for icey cold and distant. But you knew that he was irritated and annoyed, more than likely by the man who still hadn’t let go of you yet.

“Yoongi!” you said a little too excited, appreciation coursing through you.

He could tell you were feeling uncomfortable and decided to step in. Normally he’d let guys like this run their course of trying to win you over before evidently failing in the end. But when he started to touch you, he got irritated. He wasn’t the only one. The co-host had spotted intense glares coming from both Hoseok and Jimin.

“Are you okay?” he asked in Korean.

“I’m good. Just a bit uncomfortable.” you responded.

“Let’s head back to the others. We have a bit of time before it starts.” he said.

You nodded your head and politely released his hold on you. He never broke eye contact, a slight smirk of stubbornness still clear on his face.

“I see you got to go take care of them. I’ll see you around…?” he paused, waiting for you to give your name. 

“Y/n.” you said with slight hesitation, not really wanting to give up that piece of information.

“Beautiful name for a beautiful girl.” he declared before walking away.

By the time you turned around Jimin and Hoseok were crowding you.

“That guy was so irritating!” Hoseok admitted with an annoyed scowl on his face.

“I told you! We should’ve walked over here sooner!” Jimin whined.

“At least he’s gone now.” Yoongi sighed out.

“Baby, you might need to be locked in a room when we do stuff like this.” Hoseok teased.

You laughed at that, knowing they didn’t really mean that...fully.

“It’s like these guys have never seen a pretty girl before.” Yoongi said, based on his observations.

“What was he saying to you anyway?” Jimin asked.

“He asked me what I was.” you plainly stated.

There was a sudden pause with looks of confusion.

“He what?” Jimin questioned with a slight tilt of his head.

“What does that mean?” Hoseok laughed.

“Did he mean...your ethnicity?” Yoongi asked.

“BINGO. I actually get that asked more often than you’d think. I think most people can tell I’m black but then when they look at me closely they start seeing several other ethnicities. I’ve received Filipino, Native American, and a couple of others. But I admit, no one’s ever called me white before.” you giggled thinking back on the man’s question.

“Have they never seen someone of mixed race before? Seems kinda odd for the United States.” Hoseok said.

“Honestly, I’m not sure. Though we are considered a mixing pot, there are plenty of people who have never seen black people before. When my mom was in college her first roommate was shocked because she had never seen a black person in real life.” you stated matter-of-factly.

“WHAT?!” Hoseok shouted.

“I’d not expect that from a place like here!” Yoongi chimed in.

“There’s all sorts of stories people could tell you! But we can save that for another time. I think it’s time for you to go on air.” you pointed out.

The first half of the interview went fairly smoothly. Despite the co-hosts' earlier display of ignorance, both him and the host were actually quite knowledgeable and respectful towards the guys. It seemed as though they were enjoying themselves. But now they were on a short break. You were waiting in the back for them to step off of the stage. Jungkook and Taehyung made a beeline towards you, as they didn’t have a chance to see you earlier before they started. 

“You both did so well! Your english has improved even more so than last time! I can already see it now; ARMY’s everywhere posting how proud they are of you all! How do you both feel?” you asked, praising them.

“I actually feel really good!” Jungkook admitted first.

“I think I nailed down what I wanted to say and I didn’t feel as nervous.”

Taehyung nodded in agreement, a small boxy smile forming on his face.

“Thank you for helping us when hyung couldn't.” Taehyung said happily.

“Aww~ of course! But honestly, you guys always do so well on your own. I can’t take the credit for that.” 

“Y/n!” a sudden voice interrupted.

The three of you looked up at the approaching co-host. The air shifted slightly when he came up to you, not even giving the other two the time of day. You had kept a mental note of this. Taehyung and Jungkook were quick to realize it as well and were visibly not happy. Especially Taehyung.

“When this interview finally ends, there’s something I’d like to ask you. In private.” he emphasized that last part cutting looks to the other two.

Taheyung glared harder at the man and Jungkok perched an eyebrow upwards. When he placed his gaze back onto you, you held a look of slight annoyance.

“It’s okay, you can just ask me now.” you challenged.

He was a bit taken aback, looking at the guys then back at you again. He smiled.

“Well, I guess I could. It’s not like they’d understand me anyway.” he laughed.

“Excuse me-” 

You were about to go off on him when the signal sounded for everyone to come back together again. You had to bite your tongue this time, Jungkook reaching for your hand to squeeze it really quickly in reassurance. You hated westerners openly being rude, mocking, or looking down on the guys just because they didn’t meet their standards. This guy was grating on your nerves but you knew you needed to stay quiet for their sake. At least for now.

When the second half of the interview started up, you noticed a slight change in the co-host’s attitude. It felt like he was testing the guys, challenging them as if he was superior in every way, shape, and form. It was pissing you off and you weren’t the only one to realize it. Jimin and Yoongi held an intimidating look, Taehyung’s face was stoic and uninterested, Hoseok and Namjoon were stern and filled with observation, and lastly Jin and Jungkook tried to keep their faces from displaying the feelings of rising tension. Luckily, it was finally over.

When you guys gathered into the waiting room one last time, Jin had instantly migrated towards you. He had noticed that something was wrong and wanted to cheer you up the best way he could. He took your hands in both of his and started doing dynamic poses with them, you guys mirroring each other in silly ways. He then started to serenade you dramatically which instantly caused you to start giggling. Namjoon found enjoyment in this and started singing off key on purpose to make you laugh even harder as well.

You were so caught up in you guys messing around that you didn’t notice two eyes boring into you. They were filled with annoyance, arrogance, and a challenge. Clearing his throat to get your attention, you looked up surprised and then slightly annoyed. It was him. Again. 

Jin and Namjoon watched every move he made. He looked at you then at your hands interlaced with Jin. When neither of you showed that you were going to let go he glared subtly. That must've irked Jin because he began to play with your hands again so clearly in front of him. 

“Did you need something?” Namjoon asked.

“Oh! I forgot you knew english. RM, right? Yeah well actually Ms. Y/n and I agreed to have a talk.” he said glancing back over at you with a sly smile.

When Namjoon and Jin still hadn’t left like he had hoped, he straightened up and coughed.

“Privately, that is.” he added with more curtness in his voice.

There was loud laughter coming from the back of a room, Jungkook barreling out to hug you tightly around the waist. Taehyung followed closely behind, the same child-like look present on his face. 

“Yah! You can’t use her as a shield!” Taehyung argued with a laugh.

When the two youngest started playing around you, they completely disregarded the co-host standing by...as well as Jin and Namjoon. They all caused a ruckus that only made you laugh even harder. The co-host looked irritated at this point but then started to notice certain things. 

The way Jungkook’s hands were  gripping your hips. How close you were in Taehyung’s arms. How you still refused to let go of Jin’s hands. The way Jimin and Hoseok glared at him. When Yoongi interfered with his flirting. And now Namjoon looking him straight in the eyes with a smug smirk, his dimples showing. He slowly started to put it together and he knit his brows. 

“Actually, forget it.” he announced.

“You sure?” Namjoon questioned.

The man glared at Namjoon one last time before turning his back on him.

“Yeah, she’s clearly occupied. Exoctic girls like that were always a bit more, experimental. Even if they could do better.” Namjoon’s jaw clenched but he knew better than to even entertain the man. 

He knew that’s what he wanted them to do; react. And Namjoon was not going to do that. In the end they got you and you got them. Nothing was going to take that away.

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Anti-Romantic, Part 1

(credit to the original owner of the image)

Character | Jaehyun x reader Genre | nonidol!au, Mutual Pining, Slowburn, Fluff WordCount | 3.6 K Author'sNote | lmaoooo the fact that I intended this to be a oneshot type of thing oops. Wellllll, I tried. Most likely to be a two part series, but we'll see.

This is part of a series I intend to call "If Songs were Fics" and this particular one was loosely inspired by TXT's Anti-Romantic bc I'm obsessed. I hope you enjoy reading as much I enjoyed writing it!

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

I don't know who loves me

And I don't care, It's a waste anyways

A romantic feeling, Kinda scares me

“Any plans for you birthday next week?”

Jaehyun shakes his head at you, “no, not yet, don’t you have that date with that barista?”

“I’m not sure, he’s been acting weird over text lately. Might not be worth it,” you shrug your shoulders. “Besides, it’s your birthday! You only get one of those a year, we should plan something.”

You were on your way to the gym, a ritual you and Jaehyun had ever since you both found out you worked for the same company. You had been childhood friends, but ended up losing touch since you went to separate universities.

It was a nice surprise to see a friendly face on the first day of orientation and throughout the duration of your training for the next six weeks. Although you were both from different departments, you enjoyed taking your lunch breaks together and sharing small gossip about your old class-mates.

“ugh, don’t remind me,” he let’s out a long sigh, “every year, it seems like my family won’t stop pestering me about starting a family.”

“What’s so wrong about that?”

“Nothing, just not for me. Or at least not yet. I don’t think I’m the type to settle down,” he shrugs again as if it were no big deal.

You gasp, “how could you say that? I’ve seen your insta account. It’s got your cousin’s kids all over it!” You stop to take a good look at him as he holds the door of the gym open for you. “Back in school too, you used to tutor those elementary kids for volunteering hours. Even when you didn’t need them. You’ve always liked kids.”

“That’s different…”

“Right. Totally different things. Got it,” you roll your eyes. This wasn’t the first time he mentioned not wanting to settle down. At first, you had thought it was because he liked ‘keeping his options open’ like back in high-school. Or, not that you knew for sure, but if the rumors were true then it meant he slept his way around. Apparently, he never slept with someone twice and despite the cold shoulder the other party would get, all you had ever heard were praises. Not that you paid that much attention or anything.

You and Jaehyun had the same circle of friends, but despite that, he had never made any advances towards you. You’d be lying if that didn’t bother you at least once or twice. You just assumed that he didn’t want to make the friendship awkward or mess with the friend dynamics of your group. Which was why your crush on him in junior high ended as soon as you got to high-school.

You ended up going on dates with other people, but nothing that kept your interest. Nothing that compared to how you felt around him. Not that he seemed to think the same, so you tried your best to stay the good friend you always have been. You didn’t want to push something he clearly didn’t want; not that it didn’t hurt any less. Throughout the years it’s become bearable, at least. Almost like a painful habit.

You check in and head to the locker rooms to change. His nonchalance about the subject had always puzzled you. You’d seen first hand how all the female coworkers seemed to sway their hips as they walked by him, how some would pop a blouse button more than usual when around him, and you swore no one else was getting that much help throughout training more than him. He was handsome and a gentleman, that much was painfully obvious.

You meet him outside by the water fountain, “ready for warm-up?” he guides your way to the treadmills.

“When’s the last time you dated?”

You would have laughed if you weren’t so shocked to see him trip from the corner of your eye. “why the sudden curiosity?” He finally responds.

“Not sudden, I’d always wondered.” You defended. “You’re good looking and you’re very…I mean, you live on your own and have your own car. You have good relations with your family AND you’re good with kids. So, what is it?” You hadn’t realized how troubling you thought it all was. But now that you started digging you couldn’t stop.

“I just—” you pause, “it doesn’t make sense.”

You hear him chuckle, “you might wanna slow down before you pull something.” You look down and realize that your pace had gone from a relaxed jog to a borderline run during your rant. Maybe this wasn’t the best time to psychoanalyze your only friend in the city.

“Well, I just don’t know how to let people in. It’s just that.” He finally responds. “I love kids, but I don’t know or think I’d be a good partner.” He slows down before stopping, ending the conversation. He waves you off with an easy smile as you stay running.

Huh, maybe you pushed him too far. Your eyes can’t help but follow him around the gym.

Sweet and bitter chocolate, The taste at the end is always the same

Like the saddest movies, Only tears in my eyes

Your hands were sweaty the entire morning, anticipating your lunch time. It was his birthday today, and while you hadn’t made any concrete plans you ended up agreeing to go over to his place after work. Your gym bag was ready with snacks and comfy clothes to stay over. You remembered him saying he was excited to watch that new Marvel movie that had recently come out so you had bought it online to stream it at his place as a surprise. But what had you nervous was the small heart shaped box sitting in your purse. You didn’t know what possessed you to buy it but you had immediately thought of Jae when you passed by it at the mall. You remember vaguely mentioning that it was a special occasion to the sales lady (as in, his birthday), but she must have thought it was your significant other rather than friend because she changed the box to the red velvet shaped one while giving you a wink. In her defense, you could have protested but…why didn’t you?

You hear a knock on your door, “hey little miss sunshine.” Ah, Nakamoto, this couldn’t be good news. He was only sickly sweet to you when he needed a favor.

“What do you want?” you deadpan. He only laughs as he makes himself comfortable in your office. “Well, nothing in particular. Can’t stop by and see how you’re doing?” he feigns hurt.

“Right—the last time you ‘came by’ you left me working over-time through the weekend,” You sigh, “so what is it this time? Missed meeting? Late proposal?” To be fair, your supervisor WAS overworked sometimes. And since you were the only worker under him, it was normal for him to sometimes share some of the load with you.

He smiles at you, “nope. Just have a proposal for you. I know you’ve been working hard these past few months and I’ve been really impressed by your work ethic.” He stands and moves closer to your desk, “And I thought some sort of reward was in order, as well as celebration.” Ok, now you’re confused. You were ok with the reward part, it usually came in the form of a gift card to your favorite coffee shop, but celebration?

“Why would we celebrate? Did I miss something?”

“Not yet, but I did recommend you to the partner position with me. And I wanted to be the first to tell you that the boss approved it earlier today. So, what do ya say? Dinner on me?” he extends his hand out to you and wiggles his eyebrows playfully.

Oh.

Shit! You were hoping this would happen eventually, moving up from the entry-level position you had. But you had never thought it would be this fast. “Oh my gosh, are you serious?” You give him your hand and he shakes it in mock salute.

“Of course, some people will come by to move your computer to the office next to mine. You start Monday!” he winks, “So, wanna go to that new rooftop restaurant? This is a once in a life-time ticket, so you best say yes.”

But your dinner with Jae…He’ll understand, right? He has to. It’s not like he seemed that excited about it anyway. And you could always spend the day together tomorrow, too. It would be pretty rude to turn down Yuta after he pulled some strings for you…

You smile at him, “Thank you Mr. Nakamoto, I won’t let you down as a partner. Yeah, dinner sounds great. Wanna meet there?”

You sit down on the small table, now nervous for other reasons.

Jae sits opposite of you, a small smile on his face. “Hey you,” he greets.

“hey…” you start, “I hate to change plans so suddenly, but…” crap, you feel really shitty. But you really were between a rock and a hard place.

“everything ok?”

“yeah, no. I actually just got promoted,” you start.

“You did? That’s awesome! So fast, too. Wow—but shouldn’t you be more enthusiastic about it?” he chuckles.

“I am, just—my old supervisor wanted to go to dinner to celebrate. And I don’t think I could say no after helping me out like that.”

“I mean, did you want to skip it or?” Now he’s confused.

“Well, he wanted to go out tonight since I start Monday and today’s Friday…I don’t think I can come over tonight,” you explain.

Realization crosses his features before he gives a small smile. “Don’t worry about it, you’re fine. And he’s treating you! You don’t know when the next time he offers might be,” he continues, “we can celebrate another day anyway.”

“Are you sure?” now you feel like shit.

“Of course I’m sure.”

For the rest of the lunch, a thick silence settles before he excuses himself back to work.

Jaehyun knew this was coming. Nothing ever went his way; it’s why he kept everyone at a distance from his heart. But he was weak when it came to you. This game of push and pull was bound to keep happening, and it only brought him that all familiar foul taste in his mouth.

I know, that sweet love song, Those words of promise

When you turn around, It's just an unfamiliar someone

It was why he decided to go else-where for university, instead of joining you and some of your friends to the one closest to home. He chose to go across the globe—far, far away from the curse of you.

It had started on a windy day, back when you were 4 and new to the town he grew up in. Jaehyun didn’t want to leave his mother’s arms, he didn’t like the thought of being with strangers until later in the day even if his mom promised that she would be back. A little girl with jean overalls like his came up to him and his mom, “why are you crying?”

“I am not!” he sniffed. He didn’t need to make new friends like his mom was trying to tell him. All he needed was to go back home. You took out something from your pocket and showed it to him, “look, my mom said I could give one to my first friend. She said it was sharing. Want one?”

In her little palm, were two kiss chocolates. “You’re not my friend,” he grumbled, “I don’t know your name.” At that, you giggled, “I’m Y/N!” you took his hand and placed a chocolate there, “there, now we’re officially friends.”

“See, Jae? You can spend some time with Y/N and have fun. Before you know it, I’ll be back,” she promised.

“Yeah, Jae! Come play blocks with me, and then we can try the coloring.” You held his hand as you led him deeper into the classroom. Just like that, Jae began to feel a little warmth in his chest. He didn’t mind that his favorite thing to do was play tag outside or that he wasn’t really good at coloring inside lines yet. But that didn’t matter to him. As long as he had this one friend around, he was content.

Sorry I'm an anti-romantic, I want to run far away

My heart that already chases after you, Blazes up as a small flame

Looking back at it now, it was a little funny. All it took to let you in back then was a simple chocolate kiss and your little sticky hand in his leading the way. You were always larger than life to him, sometimes he forgot that you were just as human as him.

As you two continued to grow, nothing seemed to change your friendship. But he knew that the depth of his feelings wasn’t mutual. It was in the way that you brought a lot different people together and decided to call it your family. Another of your friends, Jungwoo, liked to joke that you collected introverts for fun. To Jaehyun, it was more likely that you just didn’t see the fun in leaving people out. You were charming and passionate. Traits he wished he had. Your empathetic nature and gentle disposition were all that Jaehyun needed, even if he wasn’t the only recipient.

Once you guys started to hit puberty, things started to feel rocky. Jaehyun couldn’t help but physically distance himself from you, his ears were always red-hot. You had always been pretty to Jaehyun, but you were starting to become really beautiful. And if the boy’s locker rooms’ talk were anything to go by, then other people were definitely starting to realize “what a great catch” you were.

It really pissed him off. Who were they to say things as if all you were was a piece of meat? It disgusted him. But what disgusted him more was the fact that sometimes, he couldn’t help but also feel the way your body felt in his when you hugged in greeting. He hated the way his body reacted to everything you did.

He first messed around with a senior girl back when he was a sophomore, Sooyoung. She was leaving and he couldn’t take it anymore. Your boyfriend was a piece of trash and he was tired of hearing the way he would share what Jae considered to be intimate moments that had no business being public. But you seemed so happy… that next game, Jae stole the ball from him and scored on his own. Even if it cost him a three hour lecture from the coach, he would do it again. Fuck being a team, that guy was an asshole.

What he hadn’t planned on was liking messing around. He would never admit it, but the reason he couldn’t commit was because he couldn’t get rid of that small grain of hope that glowed in his chest every time you stared at him longer than would be deemed normal. It wasn’t often, but he knew he wasn’t seeing things. So, he succumbed to the cycle of push-and-pull that you guys had going on.

Jaehyun wasn’t blind, he knew that your work definitely spoke of your professionalism, but he’s also seen the way Nakamoto stared after you. Of the way his hand would often touch your waist when walking together. Even now, as he hears you apologize through the phone again as you get ready for your “date” with him he can’t help this heart feel heavy with anger. Anger at himself, for letting you slip away once more. He usually hopes for nothing but the best for you, but this time, he wishes you had an awful dinner.

Sorry I'm an anti-romantic, I don't believe in romance

I'm afraid that after burning my whole heart, It will only leave behind ashes

Throughout the entire dinner, you can’t seem to get Jae out of your mind. It keeps you from enjoying the delicious food, keeps you from keeping your usual banter with Nakamoto.

You’re about to call it a night and thank Nakamoto for inviting you out when he beats you to it, “damn, I was hoping this might be a good break from the usual overtime we do, but something tells me your mind has been elsewhere,” he offers good naturedly, “I know it’s valentine’s, so maybe this is why we feel so awkward, right?”.

You grimace a bit at that, “ah—I’m sorry. I really am grateful for the way you look after me in the company and I’m also thankful for this lovely dinner,” you stop a bit, afraid you might offend him, “I agreed to come out tonight, so no need to feel awkward.” You offer a smile.

“Alright then. I guess you already have your sights on someone?” he prods. Should you be honest? There was no rule against dating outside your department, and you were pretty sure your new boss’s wife also worked within the company. “…I do. But I’m pretty sure they don’t feel the same way. It’s been so long since we’ve known each other. Surely if something were to have happened, it would have by now.” You were loosening up, definitely the wine’s fault.

Nakamoto sighs at that, “damn, and here I thought I could woo you after this,” he winks jokingly but you laugh him off. You knew he didn’t care for you that way. “I really hope you’re talking about the guy you always eat lunch with. I swear everyone thought you guys were married when you were released from training.”

“What?! No, I—we’ve been friends since we were children—”

“Aha! So it was him then,” he smirks. “Good.”

You groan, “Please, no.”

“What, it’s not him? You sure about that?”

“I will neither confirm nor deny that statement,” you groan. Why were you discussing your love life? You push the wine away and take a sip of your water.

“Hmm. That’s too bad. Could have sworn that guy was after you.” He stands up. “But fine, I’ll stop prodding.”

You sigh in relief—“for now.” You groan. “What do you even mean by that? You don’t even know him. Or me, or at least personally at least.”

“Mmm, I don’t have to. Some things you just know. Like how he wishes I was six feet under every time we run across him at work,” he sobers up at that. “He seemed like a cool dude, but his glare isn’t too friendly. I don’t know how you fell for that.”

You scoff, “just because someone has a resting bitch face doesn’t mean they’re a bad person.”

You both make your way to the underground parking. “You’re right, it just makes them unapproachable. Is that why you won’t confess?” His genuine tone rubs you the wrong way, you don’t need be given false hope.

“Stop it, you said you would drop it,” you frown, “Anyways, thank you for the food boss—”

“—not your boss anymore. Just call me Yuta, we’re partners now.”

“Aren’t you two years older than me?”

“And?”

You shrug at that, “well, thanks Yuta. For the food, not for the interrogation.” He chuckles at that, nodding while pulling out his car keys. “see you Monday!” he waves you off.

You sigh as you get home. It wasn’t as late as you thought it was, only a few minutes past nine. You really wanted to see him. Would he be busy?

You fish out your phone and dial his number before chickening out.

“Hello?”

“Jae! It’s me. Are you busy right now?” your heartbeat is pounding so loud, you’re scared he could hear it on the other end. “Right now?” you hear shuffling on the other end, “no, I was just reading that book Jungwoo sent me. Might have dozed off a bit into it but don’t tell him I said that,” he chuckles.

“Why, is everything ok? It’s still early, did you end dinner that fast?”

“Oh, Yuta and I called it a night pretty early. Too many couples were out and about and it got a bit awkward,” you explained.

“Yuta?”

“Ah, yes. Yuta Nakamoto, but now that we’re associates, he said it would be better to address him less formally.” You waive him off, “actually, I was wondering—if it’s not too late, can I still come over? If not, that’s cool. We can still hang out tomorrow, but your birthday is today and I thought—”

He laughs at your rambles, “of course you can come over, you know you don’t have to ask. How many times have I told you that?”

“Ok, ok. Just checking,” you still had your comfy change of clothes in your car, so you opt to save those for tomorrow and change into something causal for tonight.

“Do you want me to go get you? We can get ice cream on the way, hopefully they don’t close early.”

“Sounds like a plan then,” curse your heart for melting at everything he says.

“Alright, give me 15 and I’ll be there.” He hangs up.

You look at your bag, resting on your sofa and you sigh. The entire night, it’s almost as if you could feel the weight of his gift weighing it down. Yuta is known for being very observant, it’s why he was so good at his job. Closing deals and making contracts in advertisement. Would he be right about this? You know you desperately wish he was, but is it worth risking your best friend?

EndNote | Woooow, that was a longass ride. Let me know if you liked it or if there are other typos I missed! Or just to let me know what you thought, that would be much appreciated. I'm thinking of finishing it by Sunday 6/13, so hopefully the next part is up by then. Until then!

Here's Part 2!

[ah-ga-seven]

Till’ The End of Summer - Chapter 1

>> series masterlist <<

Pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Reader

In a Nutshell: College!AU, Rich Kids, Friends to Lovers, Fuckboy athlete Yeonjun, Overprotective Best friend Soobin, contains all of TXT and other Idol cameos, Omnipresent perspective.

Synopsis: You and Yeonjun are caught up in a cat and mouse game because of unspoken feelings and endless pining for each others’ attention. With the summer break approaching and lots of college parties, will you finally get a chance to explore your feelings for each other even though the world and Yeonjun’s reputation makes things complicated? 

Word count: 3.2K

Genre: Angst, Fluff, 

Warnings: Mentions of sex, alcohol, overall pretty tame. 

A/N: English isn’t my first language, pls don’t come for me ;) Also the first chapter sucks and is more of an introduction so pls give ch 2 a chance lmaoo, it’s juicy, i promise.

You were exhausted.  

Your second year of college had passed like a whirlwind and you didn’t even have the time to realise.

Deadline after deadline after deadline had passed and you finally handed in your last paper of the year.  

You sigh in relief. The pent up tension leaves ur body and the stress seems to fade more and more as the seconds pass. You stare blankly at your laptop screen. Still not quite realising how you managed to write ten thousand words of scientific research just 3 days before the deadline.

You feel two firm hands on your shoulders, massaging you as a way to show comfort “Hey, are you okay? You look like you’re about to cry.”  

The voice and sudden skinship startled you a little but as soon as you realise who it is, you relax in his touch.

You remove your Airpods and look up at your best friend, Soobin, who sat down next to you at your favourite secluded table in the school’s cafeteria. It’s where your friends could always find you if you had work to do.  

“I just might” you sigh throwing your head back. And suddenly a huge grin crept up your face. Which worked contagiously as Soobin instantly started to smile back at you. 

“I did it. I finished all of the work.” You say putting your hand on your forehead dramatically.  

Soobin chuckled nudging your shoulder. “I told you, you’d be fine. You always manage to pull through even though you procrastinate so much.” He says as he high-fives you.

You pout at his statement. Yes. It’s a serious problem. “I just-”

You stop your sentence midway as that god walks into the cafeteria. His confident stride to the soda machine dressed in simple athletic wear made your jaw drop slightly. He was sweaty, probably from basketball practice. His chestnut hair damp, cascading his forehead and prickling his eyes. He blinked a few times before blowing the hair out of his face with his pouty lips.  

You swallow harshly at the sight and Soobin follows your gaze. You hear him chuckle, right before he flicks your forehead.

“Maybe if you stopped drooling over my roommate, you would’ve been able to focus.”  

You send him a glare, kicking his knee under the table, making him yelp out in pain, which caught someone’s attention.

Yeonjun takes out his soda from the machine as his head snaps in your direction. He smiles and approaches your table. Your heart decided to do martial arts in your chest with every step he took towards your table.

You look away from his gaze quickly pretending to be busy with your laptop.

“Hey, what’s up?” Yeonjun said ‘bro-fiving’ Soobin.  

“Nothing much, just the usual abuse from miss thing here,” Soobin says sending you a look as he rubs his knee. 

“Abuse? I didn’t know you were into that.” Yeonjun says giving you a coy smile, and you nearly choked at his words, looking at him wide-eyed.

You try your best to keep your cool, but Yeonjun was leaning against your chair, inching dangerously close, looking over your shoulder.

“Watchu working on?” he asks cutting the tension.

Oh Yeonjun, always so friendly and interested. If only he knew the effect he had on you. Or the effect he had on at least half of the female and male population of your elite college.  

“N-nothing. I mean I just finished it. It’s the paper for Mr. Davis’s class. The last one, so summer can finally start.” You ramble, not sure why you’re telling him all of these details. It’s not like he cares. 

You take a mental note to shut up, stealing a quick glance from Soobin who was awkwardly shifting in his seat.

Yeonjun let out a chuckle, patting your back. “Good job, I knew you could do it. This paper will give you an advantage next year right?”  

You look up in confusion. “How’d you know?”

“Soobinnie here told me that this paper was the reason you bailed on the party two days ago. Such a shame, would’ve been nice to have you there you know…” Yeonjun says a little lost in thought absentmindedly moving a strand of your hair behind your ear.  

Was he? Flirting?  

“I have all the time in the world now, so if you want to see me so badly, just give me a call.” You say confidently crossing your arms. You were testing him, and he seemed amused by your sudden confidence.  

Soobin rolled his eyes at the two of you. Yeonjun is a notorious fuckboy. A star player of the basketball team, rich, handsome, charming but also his best friend and teammate. You were also his best friend that he had known since childhood, which means that the two of you were a recipe for disaster in his books.  

The two of you planned to go to the same college since your parents pushed you to do so, but also because you two are joined at the hip since birth. Oh and did you mention that Soobin was the one with the full basketball scholarship, while you had to rely on your actual brain to get one?

Ever since you started college and were introduced to Choi Yeonjun, you had a meaningless crush on him. But since time passed and you got close to Soobin’s friends and vice versa, your feelings towards him seemed to escalate and you could tell that Yeonjun was into you too. You just didn’t know in what way.

Soobin always tried his best to keep you two apart because he didn’t want you to get hurt. Soobin knew Yeonjun was just going to be in it for the sex and is not ready for a relationship in any way or form.  

But Soobin also knows that if you have set your mind to something, there’s absolutely no way that he can talk you out of it. You have always had a fascination for bad boys, wanting to fix them and then crying to Soobin about it when it didn’t work out. It might be the quality he hates about you the most.

But this time it was different. This time it was between two people that Soobin genuinely cared for. So he was against the two of you having any type of relationship other than friendship.

Soobin cleared his throat, diverting the attention back to him. “That sounds nice and all, but I think y/n will be going back home for summer. Right?”

You’re confused by Soobin’s sudden cock blocking and raise your eyebrow at him.

“No, actually. I’m not. Not this year. My parents are traveling through Europe so there’s nothing for me to go home to.” You say. Soobin knows about this. So why would he mention you going back home?

“Well. That’s great. Then we can finally hang out with the whole squad without any of us bailing because of school work.” Yeonjun says smiling.

“Anyways, I’ve got to go. I guess I’ll…see you around?” Yeonjun asks staring at you intently. You just nod in response giving him a smile, which he returned to you immediately. It was more of a smirk than a smile though and you could swear his eyes wandered to your chest, but you didn’t want to jump to any conclusions.

“See you back home bro” Yeonjun said patting the younger one on his shoulder before walking off.

As Yeonjun was out of sight, your head snaps back to Soobin, who was glaring at you.

“What was that about,” you say crossing your arms, fire spitting from your pupils.

“That’s so NOT happening” Soobin states taking a sip out of his water bottle while keeping eye contact.

“Excuse you?” you say lost for words.

Soobin just shrugs, he’s visibly annoyed and you know not to push his buttons right now but you decide to do so anyway.

“Listen, I know you’re practically my brother and all. But you’re not. So I don’t see why you need to act like you are, I like him Soobin. Let me explore my feelings for him a little.” You say in a hushed tone trying not to sound too bitchy, but Soobin just scoffs in response, rolling his eyes at you.

“It’s your feelings that I’m worried about y/n, cause he certainly doesn’t care. He just wants to fuck. If he actually liked you, he wouldn’t look at you like you’re a meal. He’d look at you with affection.”  

You’re taken aback by his statement and you’re not so sure if you should bite back at him. Instead, you let him explain some more as you wave your hand at him as a sign for him to continue.

“I care about both of you. I just don’t want this y/n, because when worse comes to worst I will have to choose, and then I will choose you and everything will go to shit. I am his captain, we have the same group of friends, we share multiple classes, hell, we share a whole apartment” Soobin sighs massaging his temples.

“Ok…Ok…Jesus” you give in.

“I promise; I won’t engage” you pout.  

“Good,” Soobin says. “Please for once just…listen to me. Trust me, he’s not the type of guy to want a relationship right now.”

“Ok.” You sigh. “But this means you and your girlfriend will be stuck with me all summer then.”

Soobin looks up, confused at how easy it was to talk you out of it. He smiles at you sweetly and his eyes disappear into crescent moons as he does so. “I can’t wait to get mani-pedi’s.” He laughs sarcastically clapping his massive hands together cutely while visibly relaxing in his seat.

Suddenly your heart gets all soft at the sight of the giant baby in front of you.  In a way he is right. He’s telling you all the things that you already knew. And the last thing you wanted was to hurt Soobin for some dumb crush you had on a college boy.  

“Soobin is just the captain cause he’s the tallest” Yeonjun argues.

You giggle at his childish statement. You were at the park off-campus with some of your friends. Soobin had his arm draped around his girlfriend Mia’s shoulder while she leaned into him. They were disgustingly adorable. And every time they displayed a little too much PDA all of your friends would throw snacks at them.

Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Hueningkai had also joined you on the picnic. You were sitting with your legs draped over Beomgyu’s so there would be enough space for everyone on the blanket you brought.  

All of you munched on different types of snacks. And you tried your hardest to keep your distance from Yeonjun without making it obvious.

“Soobin hyung is the captain because he’s not as full of himself as you are” Taehyun said, making everyone but Yeonjun laugh.

He gave Taehyun the glare of death and pouted afterward to show playfulness. “I get no respect in this household” Yeonjun sighs as he throws an M&M at Tae’s head, which he dodged just in time.

Your heart did a jump at the sight of his pout and as if he could sense it, Yeonjun made eye contact with you.

He smirked, looking away when you did.  

Mia looked at you, narrowing her eyes as she saw the way you two were stealing glances from each other like high school kids.  

Mia was one of your closest friends whom you had introduced to Soobin in the first year. They started dating not long after they met. And from time to time you still remind them of the fact that if it weren’t for you, they’d be sad and lonely.

Mia knew you like the back of her hand, just like Soobin did. So keeping a secret from either of them was basically impossible. The two of them tend to gang up on you a lot. Even though you know It’s out of love and concern, it’s still really fucking annoying sometimes. Especially when it comes to your love life.

“I’m gonna go to the bathroom,” you say getting up. Beomgyu reluctantly removed his arm from your leg and uses it as a supporting rod for you to get up.  

You smile and thank him, which made Yeonjun narrow his eyes at the two of you, which Mia also noticed.  

Soobin however was lost in deep conversation with Hueningkai about some Math problems he had.  

Huening was a freshman, just like Tae, but since they were on the basketball team as well, they were all pretty close. And they helped each other out whenever they could.

You admired their friendship and were happy to call them your friends as well.

“I’ll come with you,” Mia says untangling her man's arms from her waist as she tries to get up, earning a sad pout from Soobin in return. “Come back soon,” he said sighing.

“Don’t be disgusting” Yeonjun and you say at the exact same time. Earning chuckles from everyone.

You look at each other surprised and laugh like the two of you were in your own world.

This time, Soobin noticed, and you try your best to avoid his gaze.

“You two are just bitter cause you’re single” Taehyun stated throwing his head back in evil laughter.

“Well so are you, so are all of you except for them so what’s your point exactly” Yeonjun bites back giving Taehyun a beaming smile while stuffing his face with a handful of the chocolates.

“Ehm, shall we?” Mia nudged you and you nodded as the boys’ bickering became background noise while you walked off together.

“Why do chicks always go to the bathroom together” Hueningkai questioned with genuine curiosity.  

“So they can talk shit in private,” Beomgyu said wiggling his eyebrows.

As Mia and you walked further and further from your spot, Mia looks over her shoulder to determine if it’s a safe enough distance to start gossiping.

“Dude” she nudges you while speaking in a hushed tone.

“Why were you and Yeonjun literally eye-fucking each other in front of everyone.”  

Your eyes grow wide and you turn around facing her. “Eye-fucking” you repeat her, suppressing a chuckle while trying to be as nonchalant as possible.  

“I think you’re seeing things.” You say shrugging.

“Am I y/n?” she looks at you with a stern expression, and this time you’ve had about enough.

You sigh in frustration as you open the door to the public bathroom entrance.

“Look, Soobin already gave me the ‘Yeonjun is a fuckboy so stay away’ lecture, I really don’t need to hear it again.”  

“Soobin lectured you about not engaging with Yeonjun?” Mia says surprised.

You raise your eyebrows. “You didn’t know? I thought he told you everything.”  

Mia sighs. “If you like him, who’s Soobin to tell you what to do with those feelings?”  

Your jaw drops, in awe of the fact that she’s siding with you on this one. “But if he hurts you, I’ll break his ankles.” She says determined, with her psycho protective smile.  Ah, there it is.  

“Well. Soobin really gave me an ultimatum. He basically says that if things end badly, he would have to choose between us and that it’d ruin not only his friendship but the team’s teamwork and everything. I don’t want to have that on my conscience just because I’m lusting over Yeonjun.”

Mia nearly busted a lung laughing and you cocked your eyebrow at her in surprise. “What are you laughing about” you try to suppress a smile, amused by her sudden outburst.

“He. Is. So. Dramatic” she says still recovering from her laughing fit.

“He is?” you ask genuinely interested in her point of view.

“Yes, he is. Look I don’t want to be the one to push you into toxicity or anything but we know Yeonjun. He is sweet? And nice. And he has never given me an off vibe. I can tell he has eyes for you, the only problem is that a lot of girls have eyes for him too and that can become a problem. The issue is if YOU can handle that.” Mia fixes your hair while she speaks and you sigh.

She’s right. “But Soobin”

“Oh fuck Soobin, I’ll keep my mouth shut. Just live a little. What’s the worst that could happen.”  

“Did you pee out the whole lake? That took forever.” Soobin states yanking Mia back into his lap.

“I missed you,” he says nuzzling his face in her neck.

“Ok, gross.” Beomgyu rolled his eyes.  

“There was a line” you lie walking over to Yeonjun’s side, sitting down between him and Hueningkai this time. This action earned a look from Soobin, who was basically cursing at you with his eyes, all while Mia smiled at you knowingly. It also earned a look from Yeonjun, he looked at you surprised but content, and he gave you a sweet smile, his facial expression softened immediately when you nudged him playfully as you sat down next to him.

The whole afternoon was spent laughing and bickering. Listening to the boys’ none sense and Taehyun making snacks disappear and appear with his never-ending magic tricks. All while the six of you were busting your brains trying to solve Hueningkai’s mathematical equations for his engineering class.  

Yeonjun inched closer to you from time to time. The both of you were in charge of the music that was blasting from your portable speaker. You compared your Spotify playlists and noticed how much you have in common with him music-wise. It was fun seeing Yeonjun becoming all passionate about his favourite artists, it certainly didn’t help the fact that you were trying to keep a distance from him. Cause his cute little mannerisms and the way he gets so engrossed in his storytelling made you fall for him even more. Face first to be exact.  

From time to time you would feel Yeonjun’s gaze linger on you. He’d ‘accidentally’ brush his arm against yours or he would touch your thigh, asking you to pass him another can of soda.

It was a lot, but you couldn’t say you hated it.

“It’s getting late” Taehyun says getting up. “We need to prepare for the party tonight”  

his statement earned hums, moans, and groans from everyone.  

“Whose party?” you asked.

“Johnny. That senior from the photography major” Yeonjun answered, looking at you with a hopeful expression. “You’re coming right?”  

You smiled at him, nodding your head. “Wouldn’t miss it.”

“Dude this is a disaster,” you say rummaging through your clothes while you were on Facetime with Mia. “I don’t have anything to wear”  

Mia rolled her eyes at you. “You trying to impress someone?” she said stuffing her face with seaweed chips.

You stare at her through the screen “Listen, you little shit. Just because you’re in a happy marriage doesn’t mean you get to be all sarcastic and judgy”  

She snorted “Marriage!? Oh please. You’re just trying to impress Yeonjun and that’s fine. Just wear something that covers the least amount of skin, he’ll like it.”  

“You’re a menace to society” you state, Mia shrugs at your choice of words and laughs. “But you’re right.” You give in grabbing a strappy lilac mini dress. “Then I guess this is contestant number one”

“Ooh, yes! Love that, wear that.” Mia enthusiastically exclaims giving you a thumbs up.

“Okay, that was a lot easier than I thought this was going to be, I’m gonna finish getting ready. You and Soobin are picking me up, right?” 

“Yes, we are. Be ready at 11.”  

“Alright, see you, bye”

“Bye.”

You throw your phone on your bed and hold the dress in front of your figure, looking at yourself in the mirror. You sigh, getting a rush of anxiety and butterflies in your stomach as you think of seeing Yeonjun again tonight. 

Let’s see where this goes. 

Chapter 2

[wishonastar7]

Timely Fate5

Starting the Paid Service(4)

I could hear laughter escape Dokja's lips but I ignored him in favor of opening the pdf that had been sent to me by the author. The file extension was txt.

[You have obtained an exclusive attribute]

[The exclusive skill slot has been activated]

[You have obtained an exclusive attribute]

[The exclusive skill slot has been activated]

My eyes widened in surprise. I knew that Dokja had gained an exclusive attribute while checking out the novel but I didn't think I would as well, and to think that I would gain two.

'Attribute Window.' I silently thought, a bit surprised when a screen that read [You cannot activate the Attribute Window] appeared. Thinking 'Attribute Weapon' once more, I was disappointed to be met with the same screen.

How the hell am I supposed to know my skills and attributes now? I closed my eyes, rubbing my forehead before hearing a small ding in my mind. I looked up and saw a small blue screen at the corner of my right side.

Curiously, I pressed on it. Immediately it opened up to show a screen that said [Companions].

The first one on the list was Dokja, then Yoo Sangah, Lee Gilyoung, Lee Hyunsung, and lastly Yoo Jonghyuk. Their names were gray though and besides their names were two boxes. The bigger one said [Info/Status] while the smaller one said [Request],

I quickly set Gilyoung down only to have him latch onto my fingers.

'Curious.' I clicked on the [Request] besides Dokja's name and saw Dokja's eyebrows raise. He gave me a quick look before the grey box on his name turned a bright blue with the words [Request] being replaced with [Accepted]. The [Info/Status] was 'on' now too and there were also three new circles stacked on top of each other on the far end of the box. One was a picture of a mic, the middle one a messaging symbol, and the last two hands stretched towards each other.

My eyebrows raised. A trading option. Oh, I could get lucky with this.

I tapped the messaging icon, only to find no keyboard. 'Hey Dokja' I thought, not surprised to see the words appear on the 'text' box. An arrow showing [Send] appeared beside it and I pressed on it.

It took a while before he responded. {Ha-Neul, is this one of your attributes?}

{Yeah} I responded. {I got two but I can't open my attribute window so I can't see what the other one is called.}

{I see. You shouldn't go around telling people about your attributes though.}

{I know. But I trust you and I was wondering if you may have had the same problem as I did.}

{..I did.} He sent a frowny face. I looked over to see him frowning, {This attribute is pretty cool. Look's like it'll be useful.}

Almost simultaneously we went 'offline' and looked down at our phones, I started looking through the novel. Wondering how we would get through this. Even though I knew how it would end, I'm here to fuck things up and not have Dokja die so many times.

[Your reading skill has increased due to the effect of the exclusive attribute] I was surprised for a second, but suddenly I had finished reading ten chapters in less than thirty seconds.

Suddenly, I caught a line.

[He saw people gathered at the back door of the 3707 compartment. The wheel of the tightly held lighter was cold. In this life, he absolutely couldn't make any mistakes. He would use any means possible. He took in the expression of fear in everyone's faces. He felt no guilt. Everything was fleeting. He looked down at the people with merciless eyes. After a while, his fingertips moved and fire rose. Then it all started.}

Fuck.

Without checking, I already knew what carriage we were on. [3807]. No matter how friendly Yoo Jonghyuk and I had been before his current regression, I wasn't in any others. He would suspect both me and Dokja. This carriage was doomed for death.

[He looked through the blurred window at the 3807 compartment. It was already too late. It was inevitable. Anyway, only two people survived in that compartment.]

Double fuck.

Quickly, I pulled up the [Companions] window and sent a request to everyone on the list. Unsurprisingly, Gilyoung accepted first. He looked up at me and I ruffled his hair.

Yoo Sangah accepted a few seconds later, followed by Lee Hyunsung but Yoo Jonghyuk's stayed on a purple [Request Sent].

Not that I expected anything. I could teach the others how to use it later, what was more important right now, though, was getting the first kill.

"Dokja-ssi, Ha-Neul-ssi, shouldn't we stop this?" Yoo Sangah suddenly said, looking towards a young man crouching down in front of the elderly woman.

I narrowed my eyes. That motherfucker.

"Shit!" He said, pulling at his collar. "I'm in a bad mood and this old lady keeps whining and groaning! Can't you shut up?" The young man was a high school student who had previously been leaning up against the entrance. I had seen his eyes flicker towards me a couple of times while the Dokkaebi had been speaking but I had chosen to ignore him.

With his thin figure and dyed-white hair, it was obvious who he was before I even had to read the name tag on his uniform. Kim Namwoon.

[Only lee Hyunsung and Kim Namwoon survived in that compartment. It doesn't matter, those are the only ones that I need anyway.] That was what Yoo Jonghyuk had thought in the original novel.

I wonder if he thought the same thing now, perhaps he did.

"Didn't I tell you to shut up?" The agitated teen grabbed the elderly women's collar, her powerless legs staggering. Kim Namwoon's palm moved through the air.

Slap! Slap!

I couldn't help but feel disappointed even though it was expected that no one would do anything. In normal times, multiple people would have come up to stop him and protect the grandma. Now, no one did a thing.

It didn't take long for the slaps to change into punches.

The old woman begged for help.

Surprisingly, or unsurprisingly, it was Han Myungoh (the department head), that spoke up first.

"Y-young man! Treating an elder like this-"

"Hey old man, do you have a death wish?"

"What?"

"You heard me, do you have a death wish? You still don't understand the situation?"

"What bullshit is the brat saying?"

Kim Namwoon pointed toward the ceiling of the subway train. There, a screen showed not just the deaths on the trains and High Schools but also people dying all over the country.

People cried and begged.

Others laughed sadistically or moaned in pain.

"Don't you understand? There's no way the army is coming to rescue us. Someone has to die."

"W-what are you saying...?"

"We have to choose who has to die."

Han Myungho didn't answer. The entire compartment was completely silent. Not a single breath.

I directed my burning gaze from the white-haired teen to the older woman.

Kim Namwoon had been the fastest way to survive in the new world of 'Ways of Survival.'

"A new world requires new laws old man, you heard what it said. Kill someone."

It wasn't because he was especially smart or anything. No. Kim Namwoon was a psychopath who found joy in others' misery.

He turned back to the older woman and started kicking her. "Hahh... It's really hard to kill." He looked back up to the others who had been standing motionlessly. "What, are you gonna just stand there, watching? Do you want to fall behind?"

He also had a way with words.

The others started trembling at his words, looking from one another.

"This-this bastard is right."

"Someone needs to die s-so that the o-others can live!"

A few people inched towards him and joined him in hesitantly kicking the older woman. Slowly their kicks became stronger and stronger and they even started hurling insults towards her.

"Die! Die quickly!"

I looked at the old woman then down to Lee Gilyoung who had been looking up at me for some time now. I pushed down my mask, brushed the hair off of his forehead, and leaned down to kiss him on the forehead.

"I'll be right back little darling."

I placed my bookbag down and took out a sleek black rectangular prism that was five inches tall and two inches in both width and length. It was cool to the touch but more dangerous than the seemingly 'innocent' look it had.

"Take care of this for me, all right?" Gilyoung nodded. With the fanny pack across his chest, the small blue taser in his right hand, and my bag in his left, he watched me walk away and towards the others.

I twirled the rectangular prism around in my right hand. When I was less than five feet away from the group, Kim Namwoon turned around and looked at me with a cocky smirk. My face remained neutral as I pressed a small button at the end of the prism.

In less than five seconds, the rectangular prism contorted into a needle-like shape that was well over three feet long. Its tip was dangerously sharp and its base was just thick enough to wrap my hand around. The sleek black needle wasn't heavy nor light but I felt no strain as I pointed its tip to Kim Namwoon's face.

"Everybody stop. You can't live if you kill the grandma." Kim Namwoon's face froze as he went cross-eyed looking at the tip. The others slowly looked up at me, faces paling as they saw the thorn-like weapon in my hands.

"Ok, say you kill the grandma. Then what next? Sure the grandma's death will buy some time as long as you kill her within the five-minute limit. But then what?"

"Ah..."

"If the dokkaebi told the truth, then you'll each have to kill someone. So, who will you kill after the grandmother? Who's going to be next?"

Horror slowly filled their eyes, as they listened to my word. In fact, they knew it was the truth. They knew my words were right.

Kim Namwoon saw the shaky figures of the others. He slowly backed away from me. Grinning.

"Haha! What are you saying? All we have to do is kill you next! Cowards, don't worry about your turn in advance. The odds are equal."

I let out a chuckle. He would be more believable if he wasn't backing away from me. I waved my free hand, "There's no need to kill anyone."

Immediately everyone looked up at me. "In fact, there's a way to pass this first mission without becoming a murderer."

"What?"

"Then what is it?"

Kim Namwoon scowled as the people slowly became agitated.

"Have you all forgotten?" I walked closer to the grandma and motioned for the others to come towards me. Once all three of them had arrived, I took the bag from Gilyoung and took out the box of crickets. I grabbed one and held it out for the others to see.

"The condition for the scenario isn't 'Kill A Person.'" That was when people noticed the condition properly.

[Kill one or more living things]

Kill one or more living things. Even if I had never read the novels, I thought that at least I would've been able to read the clear condition properly. Killing a 'person' had never been specified.

"I-I-insect!"

"G-give me an insect!"

I slowly applied pressure on the cricket.

"That's right, the insects." I slowly stepped back as the shining eyes of the others became closer and closer with every step they took towards me. The only ones who stayed in their places were Kim Dokja, Yoo Sangah, Lee Gilyoung (who Yoo Sangah had dragged to stand beside her, I was thankful), and Kim Namwoon who was silently fuming.

"Do you want them?" I waved the clear box of crickets in the air, my heart beating heavily and a smile threatening to break out. I was excited.

"P-please give me one!"

"Only one! I only need one!"

I crushed the cricket in my hand.

[You have achieved the 'First Kill' achievement]

[100 coins have been earned as additional compensation]

I threw the box in my hand as far away as I could. It landed on the other side of the compartment, as far away from the grandma and my little group as possible.

"Then go get them."

The crickets jumped out immediately as soon as they were given their freedom. A few even jumped towards us and both Kim Dokja and Yoo Sangah were given a chance to grab a cricket and crush it.

I looked down at Gilyoung. Who had already moved to my side, and noticed him looking at the hand full of insect guts in mild disgust. I chuckled before handing a baby wipe, from my bag to him and the others. I looked up at the mess I had created.

I felt an almost sadistic-like thrill crawl up my spine as I let out an unrestrained grin.

How amusing.

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[itsthe-neo-zone]

Married To Mr Choi - TXT Series

Please read the Masterlist before continuing ahead with the chapter. (Check the warnings and read the interlude before reading the first chapter. Thank you)

Chapter 1: 

Every young girl dreams of her moment, the one where she drapes a sweet pearl gown over her figure and the sparkiest diamond headpiece over the crow of her head. Some even go as far as filling the grooms place with their ever-growing recent crush they have over the boy next door or their special friend in nursery.

Even I had those thoughts, me being the pride and joy of my family, the youngest girl -the only girl- in my house. The house of Tesoro, or Treasure in other words. Noble, famous, and extremely rich. Surely my moment in the snow gown and tiara would be the talk of the century? My marriage would be to the one I find, my soulmate, the true love and my prince that would save me from the towers I was locked in.

But as I stand here in front of my reflection, I didn’t feel any of the infatuations that I had as a young girl. No giddy or jittering feeling at the silky lace skin I wore over my own.

“What do you think of this one?”

“I don’t like it.”

A loud sigh sounded from behind me, she wasn’t even trying to hid it. The frustration dripping from between her teeth.

“I initiated the marriages for all 8 of your brothers and when I want to finally celebrate your coming of age you make my suffer through like this?”

“You didn’t even think about it sis.” A mutter came from the back. I wanted to turn and snap back at San but if it wasn’t for the overly extravagant and 8-pound heavy train splayed behind me. It blocked my movements if I wasn’t able to walk now how I was going to wear it on my freaking wedding day.

“Let’s see if we can try finding a middle ground for both the bride and her mother.” The assistant interrupted, feeling the tension thicken around the room.

She helped me down and as I pulled at the thick material against myself to avoid the troublesome look of tripping up. This whole ordeal was embarrassing, especially since I know this marriage wasn’t going to ever work out.

As I finished changing out of the dress and into the cotton robe that had chaffed my skin from the amount of dressing and undressing, I heard a light knock on my door.

“Come in.” I fixed and tugged at the robe covering myself thoroughly

“Are you feeling ok?” it was san, he pulled at the door and closed shut after he slipped inside. Locking it.

“No.”

“Why’s that.” He took a seat making himself comfortable on one of the many plush fuchsia armchairs scattered in the dressing lounge. “Is it the dresses? Or maybe mothers choice in compliments?”

He hummed in a sing song way, but I was no way in the mood to be teased and joked with. “I don’t call those compliments. She called me fat in one of the dresses and it wasn’t even me. It was the stupid cut of the dress.” My feet stomped a few times.

Smirking at the small pout that graced my lips, he played with a set of pearl beads that were hanging off the vanity. It was odd seeing my eldest brother in these types of surroundings. His work clothes didn’t match one bit. The gun strapped at his hips didn’t seem too friendly either.

It sacred most of the friendly and feminine-like workers and assistants in the bridal wear shop. But I was used to their outlandish and odd looks they wore. All part of their job, I guess.

“Just pick any goddamn dress and prepare yourself. Lets get this over with.” He stood up setting down the jewellery. “You know this is all for social reasons.”

“It’s unfair.” I stepped away turning my back. San could be volatile when he wants to be. Harsh and ruthless in his emotions, unlike Wooyoung.

“I know. But sometimes we have to do things we don’t like Mila. Deal with it.” He muttered; I could hear the gritting of his teeth beneath the sputtering of words.

“This is marriage. It isn’t a gathering I’m attending or befriending someone I hate. This can’t be undone.”

“So? You’re not marrying any random freak. This is the Choi family were talking about.” He thudded his steps to the door brushing slightly past me his boots hitting against the soft carpet mimicked the sound of muffled thunder.

“Mila, if you want peace of mind, you’ll marry him with no complaints, it’s whats best for the family.”  

‘its whats best for the family’

those words made my blood boil and my fists clench hard. Always those meaningless and hurtful words, so degrading and painful to my own thoughts and neglectful of my own desires.

I watched him push past the threshold of the doorway and push past the trembling assistant that was tugging at dresses double or triple her weight.

“I have a few more dresses I think you may like.”

“I don’t know about that.” Sighing I slip the robe off my body for the 60th time today.

“She actually picked a dress this time. Yes. Finally. So love are you going to be here for the ceremony.” The soft voice spoken mutedly and with a tone of contentment came from the main salon.

“Oh that’s good news. The sooner the better.” I heard mothers words muttered from the hallway. Gracing down the corridors I didn’t ever mean to listen in, but her voice and words were intriguing. It seems like she was talking to my father.

I rushed past the main doors making a beeline to my room. There on one of the soft ottomans sat Wooyoung.

“What are you doing here brother?” pushing the door shut with a soft click I turn to face him. He was adorned in his work clothes.

A dark shirt with his gun holster peaking out from underneath the leather jacket. His hair was ruffled up and he was wearing tight slacks with black wing tip oxfords. He had his handgun between his fingers swinging it round. I subconsciously hoped he had his safeguard on.  

“This is a pleasant surprise.” I sat at the edge of my bed lips in a tight line as I pushed a smile.

“Are you not happy with this wedding?” I let out an exasperated sigh. Not this again. Wooyoung doesn’t live with us. He’s married and he has his own estate a distance from here, this is the first time he’s heard of these complaints and I have a hint on who had blurted. His name begins with S.

“Did San tell you?”

“You know he cant keep his lips shut when he’s with me.” I nod glancing downwards.

“Mila, you know I picked this marriage for you. I wouldn’t choose someone that I know can’t look after you.”

“I know but I would have been happier to choose myself.” I played with the ends of my hair, twirling the soft strands around the tip of my finger.

“Marrying that Christopher guy would have been good for you but not for the family.” His eyes wavered slightly. He didn’t catch my lingering gaze. “You’re being self-centred when thinking about this.”

“And shouldn’t I be? It’s my marriage.”

“Christopher bang isn’t part pf this underground work his family have no presence in the mafia realm, so he won’t be of use to you?”

“To us, you’re a part of this.” The grunt leaving his mouth as he stood up warned me, I was entering dangerous territory.

“Really wish I wasn’t.”

The black wavy hair obscured his vison from me rendering me completely confused. He didn’t show much of his emotions, ever since we were young, I could only see them from his eyes. He wasn’t going to like those words no matter what I said.

“The truth is, you’re marrying from the choi family and that’s that.” His voice left no room for discussion. An exhale left my lips as I watched him leave. Judging from the direction his footsteps took he was going towards the salon.

 I had the afternoon to myself later after that heated discussion and the morning excursion. So I decided to take a bath and meet up with a friend, Afterall the afternoon was one of the last I would spend with a close friend as unmarried young ladies.

“So?” Yuna glanced to me before reaching out for her smoothie blend, we had both ordered, “You’re really marrying him?”

I wasn’t looking at her, my head was filled with many worries and they kept gnawing, taking as much of a chunk of my brain as they wanted. “Yeah I guess I am, marrying a Him.” I chewed at the ends of my lips slightly.

It feels different when I say it out loud, it feels real, it’s really happening having my lips voice what was coming gave me that reality check. I didn’t have any control over what was happening, and it was all slipping out of my hands like sand, I couldn’t stop a thing or grasp it.

Its sacred me.

“I heard one of the Choi brothers is married already.” Yuna spoke with caution. “You should double check about that, y’know?” taking another sip she set the glass down before moving closer, I could see her doe eyes from my peripheral.

“I’m not surprised. Anyone working in their fields has to hasten and rush in their life, everyday could be their last day living.” I mutter.

Bringing my glance from the fields of greenery in the estate towards the summer blend of fruit before me, I spare her a quick look before realizing she’s staring expectantly at me.

“What?”

“Nothing, it feels weird.”

I huff, I wasn’t expecting that.

“You shouldn’t think too much, its tiresome for you…” smirking I lift the glass mimicking her movements earlier.

“It’s just, we’ve grown up together Mila, we know almost everything there is to know about each other,” she shifted a little, her blond hair strands falling to shield her face. “I just- its…I never imagined this is how out would go for you.”

“Neither did I, what can we do though?”

A short pause was left between the two of us and as I was relishing in the moment of peace it took me back to when I was a child, not too long ago.

I loved the freedom and the happiness me and my brothers shared. Our innocence the purity on our fingertips.

“Run away?” Yuna offered but as she did, she let a giggle out smiling happily back at me. Yuna seemed so happy. I wish I could be the same. I was so envious of her.

“I wish I could do that Nana.”

I really did, now that we’ve all grown up it seems that the responsibilities piled up and increased.

The pressure toiled above our heads high and the hands my brothers had once filled with purity were covered in drenching blood. The guilt was intolerable they had learnt over the years to let go of it. Some - San - threw away all their emotions to give themselves peace of mind.

When I was a young girl, dreams of wearing a flowing white dress and holding hands with my prince was all I ever dreamed about.

I was infatuated and obsessed with the thought. We all are as young girls…

The idea was all that pushed me, I was oblivious to the happiness that was being sucked and stolen from us. Till this day I blame myself for my brothers situation. It hurts to see the empty voids of stone cold and ice grey look at me. It’s like they’re taunting me. This is what you’ve done. It’s all your fault.

Everything came at a price, this lavish lifestyle and our family legacy, I lost my family for all this and I’m about to lose my future too. 

That night, the insomnia came back to haunt me, i didn't get a seconds rest.

 ~~~

My fingers were getting tired, but I pushed through, I hadn’t reached anywhere, it was getting tiring trying to memorize the last few parts of this piece and it just wasn’t sticking in my head for some reason.

“First you spill the glass of juice, and now this?” San sniggers throwing himself against the main sofa adjacent to me. For someone who lived in an estate surrounded by lush fields and the glimmering view of a large pool reflecting onto the ceiling above me, I was too melancholic.

“What?” I snap back. Throwing a glare at him I continue fixing the thin strands of string on the harp I sat at. “It’s just not my day, is it…” I mumble gnawing on my lips subconsciously.

“If that’s correct then it’s not your month Mila?” the snickering continued. He clearly had nothing better to do today.

“Oh be quiet,” I rubbed the tips of my fingers, the creases were starting to form again.

“No I’m being serious. Why you always so bitter.”

“Leave her alone San.” A distinct grumbling and barely familiar voice entered the main salon. The tall male made his way across the entryway and into the open cuisine corner past the bar.

It had been a long time since I had heard his dull and monotonous voice echoing past the halls of the manor.

“Seonghwa, what a pleasant surprise.” San’s voice dripped with feigned adoring. He was just pushing his limits at this point and Seonghwa had low patience when it came to these decisions.

“Brother, how have you been.”

“Fine.” He grunted in response, seemed like something was on his mind troubling him. “Congratulations on the marriage news Mila.”

“Thanks.” I visibly cringed out of defence. San being the calculating and sly bane noticed the change in my demeanour.

“I wouldn’t congratulate her, knowing princess Mimi here,” he waved the pointer finger towards me  “she’d want the wedding over in any way possible.” The younger male smirked flinging his head back against the armrest of the extended chaise longue.

“Stop.” I mouthed, slightly hissing at him. He just wouldn’t cut his snarky attitude. I secretly hoped he’d choke on one of the grapes he was dropping into his mouth.

“Mila, is this true?”

I paused sighing. I noticed I’ve been doing that a lot more than the usual the past few days. Looking up to the taller male I caught his eyes with mine. They were blank.

From the early age of 6, I was amazed at how he could manipulate his voice to show emotion and sound genuine, when he truly felt not a single ounce of care or love for anyone or anything. Seonghwa being from a different mother along with my older brothers, it felt strange to have him around and so I never got to see him that much.

“I… it’s just-”

“Mila.” If I ever hated to hear my name come out of anyone’s voice in a calling tone it was my mothers. It gave me anxiety just hearing the two syllables.

“Yes mother?” I was barely able to blurt out the response, through my teeth I uttered the words loud enough for her to hear and enter the room.

“There you are, listen up.” “I just got off the phone with Mrs Choi, the date has been set and their family have accepted. Prepare yourself,”

“For what, when?” San asking the questions I needed to hear made me feel mixed emotions and all at the same time.

I felt grateful. I knew I couldn’t ,move my own tongue. It felt heavy. I opened my mouth, but I didn’t know what to say. It was like all knowledge of speaking had been erased from my mind.

At an unchanging moment I felt a rage and burning fury against him for being so oblivious and blind. Deep down I didn’t want to hear it. I never wanted to overhear a thing about this topic. I didn’t want him to ask, shed have to answer that way.

I already knew, I knew it from the moment she entered the room a bright grin plastered on her face. It wasn’t the marriage that had given me a little shock it was how soon it was.

I swore to myself that for a short moment, felt my heart pause. Was this what people said when they felt themselves have a heart attack?

 “You’re getting married, tomorrow.”

[kyutown]

hello!! if ur not too busy with other ships could i request one? it would be for txt, skz, enha and svt ❤

i am an 01 liner, mbti is enfj, height is 5'11 (i'm a guy also!) and and my enneagram is type 7! personally wise, i would say i always tend to be the most extroverted of my friend groups and have a lot of self-confidence (after not having a lot for a while!) i'm also pretty humorous and love to make ppl laugh!! i like to live life as carefree as possible, kinda just going with the flow of whatever happens! i tend to wear my emotions on my sleeve too- i get very loud and jumpy when i'm excited and when i'm sad or upset i get quiet and distant. i'm always very friendly and i like talking to new people. i also just love being in nature, esp like going to parks ugh if i could be outside all i day i would

as for hobbies, music is a pretty big one! i actually sing and play piano, and have written some (pretty bad) songs lol i also like to draw and write stories, and if i was more athletically capable i would play volleyball more often than just in the summer w my rec center! i'm also really into fashion, specifically bright/pastel clothes! but just clothes in general like if i was rich i would buy clothes all the timeeee i also have this obsession with space and the stars, and where i live u can sometimes see the milky way so i love to stargaze in the summer when the sky is clear :)

for my type, i think i would just want someone who feels more like my best friend than anything. i'm not rlly the "traditional" romantic type in terms of dating- i kind of hate the formality of it and would much rather like something more naturally-building than the sort of "u ask me out and then we go on a date to some fancy restaurant" type of thing. i think what best summarizes it is that we as a couple can exist as individuals without insecurity or clingyness, if that makes sense? like we just go stupid stuff together but we are also in love

oof this got long but i hope its ok!! pls take ur time and thank u so much! ❤❤

hi! thank you for responding!

for txt, i think you would match nicely with taehyun! i feel like taehyun wouldn't be the type who would too lovey-dovey and could be the type who can exist as a individual. he would, of course love you with all his whole heart but he wouldn't have to depend on you and could be independent if he needs.

for stray kids, i think han would be a nice fit! han is the type of person who would act more like a friend rather than a significant other. he would still act like a significant other but he would always joke around and be hyper with you! he would make jokes and do funny things that would make you laugh and if you are comfortable enough, he would love to see the songs you wrote and would love everything about it!

for enhypen, i think you would pair well with jay! jay would be the type who would be very caring about you and other people in general. he would always laugh at your jokes and would always go shopping with you when you want to! he would enjoy making outfits with you, shopping, creating outfits with you and dressing up with you!

for seventeen, i think you would be nice with woozi! music is a big part of his life like music is to you! he writes and composes songs and i feel like you would love to see what you write! you never have to be afraid of showing him your songs because you know he will never judge and never say anything mean about it!

[mysticthot]

RFA x Jumins Sister!MC

idk why i have such a thirst for jumin as a big brother but here we are

also this is hella long my b 

Yoosung Kim

knows who you are thru magazines and what not, but he’s never met you in person

that is until the first rfa party that Rika holds

he sees you from across the room, standing next to Jumin looking like a model and he’s shook

wow shes even prettier in person, i didnt know she was gonna be here tonight i should go talk to her, wait no she’ll think i’m a loser- OH GOD SHES LOOKING SHE PROBABLY THINKS IM A CREEP DOES MY HAIR LOOK GOOD oh shes smiling at me

thoughts running wild he doesn't know what to do so he straight up turns around and walks away

it isn't until later in the night that he actually gets to talk to you

“Hi, I’m MC. Your Yoosung right? Part of the RFA?”

he’s shook when u said hi first

you have a good conversations and he’s surprised at how easy you are to talk to and how different you are from your brother

at the end of the night you catch him before he leaves and give him your number

definitely spends the rest of the night trying to think of something cool to txt you

definitely asks Zen for help

manages to start talking to you, and suddenly your messaging each other constantly

its Yoosung were talking about, his crush on you is immediately all he can think about

but he goes out of his way to not say anything in the chatrooms cause Jumin hasn't mentioned anything so he’s not sure if Jumin knows 

lowkey terrified of Jumin finding out and sending a hitman after him

he’s too shy to ask you on a date

literally everything about you screams out of his league

so imagine his surprise when you ask him to a movie

boi straight up falls out of his chair in the middle of class

ya’ll go see a movie and his soul nearly leaves his body when you lean in and give his a short peck on his lips afterwards

“I really like you Yoosung, I’ve never had a guy treat me so well.”

“I-I like you too MC.”

his soul does leave his body when Jumin enters the chatroom the next day saying nothing but his full name in all caps

poor boi is immediately apologizing and ranting about how much he likes you and how he promises to be good to you

After everything Jumin simply responds with, “I’ll hold you to that.”

Now with Jumins approval, he officially asks you to be his girlfriend which you happily say yes to

This boi loves you so much, and he is in awe everyday that you chose him

Likes to show you off, especially to his friends

Loves when you pick him up from school lookin all cute and pulling him into a tight hug

gets very jealous and protective knowing all these rich dudes are competing for your attention, but he as Jumins support and your love, so he’s happy

Zen

Vaguely aware that you exist

Has heard Jumin or Jaehee mention you a few times, but he doesn't think much of it, and he actively goes out of his way to not watch or read anything with the name ‘Han’ in it

He’s in the lobby of the C&R building waiting for Jaehee so they could go get coffee, when he sees a cute girl struggling by the closed elevator doors with arms full of papers and folders

ever the gentleman, he goes over and offers to hold some of it for you

“Excuse me miss, would you like some help with that?”

You look up at him and his breath is all but knocked out of him when he gets a full glance at your beauty

“Oh, wow thank you.”

You smile breathlessly up at him, both of you seem to be in the same trance

He snaps out of it to grab the papers from your arms, and introduces himself

Your both looking at each other with that same wide eyed look when the elevator doors open

There stands Jaehee in the middle of the love fest.

“Uh...Zen, I see you’ve met MC. Jumins sister.”

SHHOOOK

He’s so dramatic like he full on backs up hand over the heart gasping

You almost laugh at the look on his face

“Oh, so your that Zen? I’ve heard all about you.

Jaehee takes your papers from Zen and gets into the elevator with you mumbling about how she’ll be right back.

Zen almost dies when you wink and blow him a kiss as the doors close

Jaehee is interrogated by Zen through out their whole lunch

You were so cute and nice looking?? How were you related to the trust fund kid???

Gasps when he realizes that makes you a trust fund kid as well

Yet, he cant stop thinking about you and the moment you shared in the lobby

He’s such a romantic, he becomes convinced this is a Romeo and Juliet love at first sight thing

Hung around in the lobby for a bit one day hoping to meet you again, but he starting looking suspicious so he had to leave

Ends up pestering Jaehee for hours until she gives in and gives him your phone number

Very quick to send you a selfie asking if you remember him

You reply even faster

“Of course I remember you, how could I forget such a beautiful face? Oh and also Jaehee has kept me updated on how much u ask about me ;)”

He’s never been out charmed by someone before, but you have him so flustered

Quick to ask you on a date

Basically does turn into Romeo and Juliet ft. Jeahee as the Nurse (omg just realized how thats a pretty good fic idea i might right that lol)

She helps cover your tracks while your sneaking around with Zen

But Jumin is getting ever more suspicious and after many useless reports from him sending Jaehee to follow you, he sends one of his guards instead

This is all very inconvenient for him, he doesn’t like the thought of you not being able to tell him something, you’ve told each other everything always

not to mention zen has been getting on his nerves lately being strange and sappy in the chat rooms

He could never imagine the shock that filled his entire being when his guard told him he had seen you going into Zens house

Boi’s over there in an instant banging on the door

A shirtless zen opens the door, his hair messed up and a hickey growing redder by the second on his neck

Jumins pushing him up against a wall before he can even react

The slam startles you out of the bed in nothing but a sheet, only to freeze when you see the scene before you

guess you’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It takes a long time to get them off each others necks

“Guys, why dont we all calm down and talk about this rationally?’

“MC, the only thing keeping me from knocking this trust fund kid out is the fact that he is your brother.”

“Zen not helping!”

Jumin all but drags you back to the car and you’re lectured the whole ride home

Then lectured some more in the pent house

Then some more before you announced you were going to bed

He was angrily pouring himself some wine when he heard your phone go off

It was Zen

He justifies his actions by saying you had betrayed his trust, and opens the message

“I’m sorry MC, I hope you’re ok. I know he wont approve, but I hope you can find away to stay with me. I will never find someone like you and even if he doesn’t understand or believe it, I love you. Call me when you can.”

Now he feels kinda bad

Then he remembers Zen’s hickey and he’s mad again

It takes him a while but he eventually allows for you and Zen to see each other freely

Feels betrayed by Jaehee

Jaehee (Speaking of betrayal lol)

She knows of you, but has never met you, as you are studying abroad

When Jumin first mentions the fact that he is going to pick you up from the airport, shes initially worried that she will have to deal with a second Jumin

And in her experience, the high class women aren’t the easiest to get along with

So imagine her surprise the next day when she is going to the penthouse to introduce herself and finds...what looks like a completely normal girl lounging in her pajamas

You smile kindly at her as Jumin, dressed in his normal suit, comes to stand beside you and she cant believe the differences

Shes pretty sure you’re showing more emotion on you face in this exact moment than Jumin has in his entire life rip lol

She introduces herself, and it shocked when you immediately pull her into a hug

“Its so nice to meet you, I’m MC.”

The way you say your name and the way your holding her hands in yours while you smile at her she just-

gay panic

Your spending the summer with Jumin, so she sees you around a lot and every time you are just as sweet to her

As time passes she begins to feel strange when she sees you

Heart racing, cheeks blushing, you know the drill

But its been so long since Jaehee has had a crush on someone, and she wasn't even sure if this was a crush

poor babe is confused af

Cause your so nice to her

And you make Jumin be nice to her

And you get her off work to hang out 

But she doesn’t know if your being friendly...

One day she is going over last minute talking points with Jumin as he prepares for a gala event when you come walking out

Your dress makes you look like an angel, your hair is flowing and framing your beautiful face and- oh, there was that smile again

She nearly chocked when she saw you

gay panic intensifies 

you make her feel the way zens videos do

Suddenly she’s not so confused anymore

She walked you and Jumin down to the car waiting outside and you turn to her before following your brother in

“You’re not coming with us are you?” you asked with a slight frown.

“No, it would be inappropriate for an assistant to attend such an event.” she sighed, smoothing out her work skirt, suddenly realizing how different you two really were.

You paused, looking like you might say something, but stopped yourself, telling her to have a good night before getting into the car

She watched you drive away, and wasn’t expecting to hear from you any more that night

Then her phones ringing and its you and she’s answering in a flash

You voice is shaky, asking her if she could pick you up if it wouldn't be too much trouble cause you didn't want to inconvenience her

She was in the car before you had finished the call

When she pulled around the back of the event, where you had asked to meet, she saw you standing in the dark, a look so sad it made her heart hurt

You climbed into the passenger seat, but the ride back to the penthouse was silent

It wasn't until she pulled up to the curb that you invited her upstairs

As soon as you passed the door way to the house, it was like your fake composure, one that she knew you had been raised to perfect, melted away

You sighed before dropping face first onto a couch cushion and screaming into it

Jaehee didn't know exactly what to do, so she gave your back a somewhat comforting pat until you sat up ready to tell her what was wrong

Turns out you had met a man at the gala

(her heart dropped when you said that)

But the man was an absolute dick

(So your sayin she has a chance?)

The man had been grabbing you and touching you all night, asking for dances and pressuring you to drink

The final straw was while he had dragged you into a dance, his hand lowed down before he full on groped your ass in front of everyone

You had slapped him

The gotten promptly lectured from your father

“He was acting like I was in the wrong for standing up for myself. Saying I was making a fool of the family reacting in such a way! Why aren’t the men held in such a standard that so I don’t have to act like that in the first place?!”

“I’m so sorry MC, that is truly disgusting that you had to go through that.” She pulled you into a hug, and side by side you sat on the couch, enjoying each others comfort

“Next time...I think I’d like to take you as my date...” You mumbled into her shoulder.

She froze

Didn’t know was to say

Were you friends? Were you something more???

Her questions were answered as you pulled back from the hug and placed a timid kiss on her lips

It was short, almost testing the waters for both of you

But when your eyes met, the kiss that followed was anything but timid or short

Jumin was not pleased with that he saw when he got home

His assistant and sister making out in his living room

what was his life coming to??

Not nearly as mad as you thought he would be however

He had heard what your father had said to you and rushed home to make sure you were ok

Claims he knew this whole time you weren't into guys, or at least not straight, but you think hes just trying to redeem himself from the fact that his assistant seduced his sister right under his nose

Jaehee and you go as a couple to the next gala and rock that shit

707/ Saeyoung

Obvi, this boi knows everything

As soon as he was introduced to Jumin, he did a background check, and thats how he was led to you

From then on, he is not subtle or quiet with his ��celebrity’ crush

Basically acts towards you the way he does towards Elizabeth the 3rd

Uses you as a way to tease Jumin and get him all riled up

“omg Jumin, I saw MC’s photo in a magazine today and I swear I fell in love all over again.

“If you come near her, I will get a restraining order.”

Jumin is in no way amused

The rest of the RFA is tho

Like Yoosung, you meet Seven at the first party. 

He is quick to spot you, and Jumin is even quicker to separate you from him

You, however, have no idea why your brother is being even more over protective than usual, and take the first opportunity to sneak off to the bar

Seven sees you alone for the first time and quickly turns to Yoosung, asking him how he looks before running off to you

You’re shook when in the middle of taking a drink a random redhead all bed falls into the chair next to you

“HIMYNAMESSEVENITSAPLEASURETOMEETYOU!”

“...What?”

He takes a comically large breath, lets it out, then holds his hand out for you to shake

You laugh when he bows and kissed your knuckles before introducing himself slower this time

“Sorry, I just felt like I needed to rush, your brothers gonna kill me when he sees me talking to you.”

You laugh and roll your eyes and he thinks you have the best sounding laugh he has ever heard

Good thing his only talent is getting people to laugh at him

You proceed to spend the next five minutes laughing so hard your stomach hurts and your eyes water before a large group of not only your brother, but several body guards come to interrupt

“Oh no, my sweet MC, it seems our time has been cut short, I’ll never forget the moments we spent together, no matter how brief!” he calls to you while being escorted to the other side of the room by two large men

Jumin lectures you on the dangers of talking to strange men and you remind him that the whole point of this party was to talk to people you don’t know

He forbids you from talking to Seven 

“MC, he’s a sadist!”

“That just makes me want him more...”

Later that night you get a strange text, or dare I say, a mysterious message, saying your phone was being hacked

Your shook and don’t know what to do watching as the so called hacker typed before the second message popped up

Is your name wifi? Cause I really felt a connection~

Ok now your more shook

Then a third message pops up and its the cute guy from the party, and you laugh before responding

You spend the rest of the night picking up where you left off at the party

And Seven it once again, not quiet about his crush

Jumin wakes up the next morning to chatroom after chatroom all about you

Half of them are him talking mindlessly about your wedding, the other half is the rest of the members telling him to shut up

Jumin is t r i g g e r e d 

His first instinct is to take your phone, since you obviously cant make good choices for yourself

But then he remembers you are an adult, and he cant take away your phone

So he goes to plan B which is threaten Seven with a restraining order, once again

Halfway through typing out a long, angry message, you skip out into the kitchen, and suddenly his anger it focused on you

“MC WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT TALKING TO SEVEN HES NOT GOOD FOR YOU YOU NEED TO BLOCK HIM AND GET A RESTRAINING ORDER HES CRAZY WHAT ARE YOU THINKING”

“He’s so cute and sweet tho.” you pout

“Awe, thanks MC.”

Both of you look up to find Seven standing in the doorway with a bouquet of flowers

Seven is forcefully removed from the building

Jumin gives you the whole, “he’s a hacker he’s dangerous” speech, but you are stubborn

You tell him you are an adult who can make her own choices

He does the things parents do where they think they can guilt you into making the right choice

Thinks he’s won when he doesn't hear anything about you from Seven for a while

Imagine his shock when he logs into the chatroom to see a picture from the cctv of you and Seven kissing, clearly in the middle of a date along with a picture of a plastic cat ring on your ring finger 

“She said yes!”

“I am going to physically hurt you.”

On the more serious side, Seven would be a little harder because of his job, so everything you guys did would have to be in secret

He would get in his moods where he thought you deserved a boyfriend who could treat you better and be seen in public with you

Don’t even get him started on how dangerous he was

But you could use your connections to help him get his life on track, and eventually get him a job at C&R

Jumin isn't happy with it, but when he accepts that Seven actually cares for you and this isn’t just some joke, he will come to terms with it

V/ JIhyun

V has known you since you were born, as him and Jumin were already friends then

Infact, he has a picture somewhere of him as a child holding you the day you got home from the hospital

Growing up with V and Jumin, was almost like having two brother

Both very protective over you

Being kids, you went through the normal phases

“Boys have cooties dont touch me!” 

‘C-cooties...but MC...”

There were times when you would tease each other simply because that’s what kids do when they have crushes

His little cheeks would get all red when you and him would play games together

He liked to be the knight that saved you from the evil dragon (Jumin) and one time you very lightly pecked a kiss onto his cheek before running off and his face was red for the rest of the day

In fact you were each others first kiss

It was during a sleep over he was having with Jumin

Jumin had fallen asleep during a movie leaving you and V alone, sitting together in a blanket fort

You were playing truth or dare, but they were mostly truths to keep the game quiet and not wake anyone

“Truth or dare MC.”

“Truth.”

“...Have you ever kissed anyone?”

Your whole face went red, as did his, he had barely even worked up the courage to ask the question

“...No.” You whispered, “Have you?

“No.”

The game stopped for a moment, V was looking at while you did you best to look anywhere but at him

“Truth or dare MC?”

“...Truth.”

“Can I kiss you?”

The kiss was short and stiff and a little awkward, but it was something you both would remember for ever

And a secret you would keep from Jumin until way into your adult years

Jumin was annoyed by the whole thing

He loved his sister and all, but he didn't exactly like his best friend and sister always flirting

As you got older, the childhood crushes died down into fond memories and the occasional flirt or butterfly in the stomach

You dated a few people, he dated a few people

But there was always those times when it was just you and him alone where it seemed like something was so close to happening

But he graduated with Jumin before you did, and left to start his own life

That when he met Rika

You were happy for him truly, you were dating someone at the time as well and you wanted to see you friend be happy, he deserved it

But tragedy struck, and he was never really the same after that

You remembered her funeral, and the way he cried into your shoulder that night

You had to go through the pain of watching your dear friend loose himself, along with his eyesight

Supporting him in his time of need became your number one priority, but somewhere along the way, old feelings began to resurface

You pushed them down, deep down so you wouldn't make a fool of yourself or ruin your friendship

It took years until V would begin to see again what was right in front of him, he had been blinded by Rika for so long that he couldn’t see you

(im sorry those puns were just too good not to put in lol get it cause hes blind)

He felt guilty for his feelings, like he was betraying Rika, yet he couldn't stop himself from feeling like he did when he was a kid

Jumin, once again, was stuck between his best friend and his sister being love sick idiots, too stupid and scared to see the other one felt the same way

He’s so over it like just get married already

He decides to invite V over, fully determined to give him a talk and tell him to ask you out 

Then he will invite you over so you’ll be in the same place as V

Then, Jumin will politely excuse himself for a ‘phone call’ and give them some time alone

He begins his plan in the morning, making sure you would both be coming over for dinner, then he leaves for work

Unfortunately, a meeting he had at the end of the day ended up running super late, leaving you and V alone 

Plan was ruined he’s triggered

But, what he didn’t know, was that things were going along just fine between the two

You guys were sipping some wine and catching up and laughing and smiling like old times

V wanted to take a picture to capture the moment

You looked truly beautiful, framed by the night sky, cheeks flushed from the laughing and the alcohol, a smile on your face and a look in your eyes he hadn't seen, or at least hadn't recognized, since you were kids

He acted before he had the chance to stop himself, leaning forward and pressing a kiss that held in it the passion of years and years of love 

You melted into it, wrapping your arms around him and he felt like he couldn’t have brought you close enough 

He wanted all of you, everything he had missed out on in his lifetime of not making you his

Pulling apart, leaving you both breathless, forehead to forehead, he smiled down at you

“I’m sorry, I should have asked truth or dare first.”

jumins triggered lol

sorry if theres any mistakes im hella tired so i may have missed some in the proof read 

hope u liked it

[jayhoee]

Tag game?????

Answer 21 questions. and tag 21 people you'd like to get to know better!

tagged by the lovely: @yoongisdumplingcheeks ( thank you bby ily 💜) 

1.Nickname: Kaite , my first name is Kaitlyn so. I shortened it to Kaite but I spell it weird with the I first and then the T bc when I first started spelling it my 2 year old dumb ass thought just adding an E to kait ( from my first name ) was a good idea and I guess it stuck from there 

2.Zodiac: Aries ♈️ ( hehe y'all already knOW )

3. Height: 5′3 ( yes I'm short ok )

4. Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw 💙

5. Last thing I googled: Jungkook vt cosmetics photoshoot ( lmao I make memes OK hahahxsbxw) 

6. Favourite musicians: OBVIOUSLY BTS and other Kpop. groups like GOT7,Stray kids, Day6, iKON ,and others but I also enjoy EDM and RnB so galantis, duke Dumont, Don Diablo, Jonas blue , AREA21 djfheiuw I can't name them all lmao

7. Song stuck in my head: you calling my name - GOT7

8. Following: 838

9.Followers: 1916

10. Do you get asks: mmmm sometimes but I would like to get more ( plz dont be shy bbys I swear im friendly )

11. Amount of sleep: I literally just woke uo from an 10 hour sleep 

12. What are you wearing: still my pajamas ( lmao im wearing my van t-shirt and yellow shorts ) 

13. Dream Job: someone who works with CRISPR, therapeutic cloning or neurologist ( yes I aspire high hahaha ) 

14. Dream trip: Japan and Korea ( but im finally going on it this summer with my sister!!!!! ) 

15. Instruments: I played violin and a tiny tiny bit of piano ( and ofc recorDER 

16. Languages: Im only 100% fluent in English, but Im Semi fluent in Korean,  Japanese, Canto and French ( I can count to 10 in Spanish if that counts lmaO )

17. Favourite songs right now: ( im so sorry there's gonna be a lot sbehfbewhj )

- Calling my name, Turn up the music , Just tonight -GOT7

- Mikrokosmos- BTS ( forever and ALwAYs) 

- I cant stand the rain - SUPER M

- Sweet chaos - DAY6

- Run away and new rules - TXT 

- Born singer , Seasaw, The stars , HOME,  -BTS 

- Shelter - Porter Robinson & Madeon 

- San Fransisco, salvage up _ Galantis 

- There for you -  Martin Garrix & Troye Sivan 

- Youth - Troye Sivan 

18. If you were and animal what would you be: uhhhhh idek what I would be sorry y'all I never took a buzzfeed quiz to figure it out I have no clue 

19. favourite food: DIM SUM, Japchae, FrUIT,  ( specifically pomelo, pomegranate , mango, grapes , apples ) , udon , anything asian really ( aside from seafood which is really strange bc the majority of my cultures food is seafood lmao - me n Joonie together hahaha )

20. Random fact:  I am left handed 

21.  My aesthetic: Pastel colours but I can switch up so easy to black LMAO 

tagging: 

@mygukandonly @napofamikrokosmos @chaotic-taetae @arimvv @dramaticpenguino @fruityloopsxoxo3 @i-am-invisible-for-you @http-aly-sha @yeettmeplease @dimpled-gukkie @artistic-trash19 @cruci-fxcked @kookoosbunnynose

[bluefire-crater-blog]

FnKtKnK01

Fukigen na Kimi to Kimagure na Kiss

Chapter 01  format .txt

script dl link: https://gofile.io/?c=OBG2Rt

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please do not use any raws found online to do scanlations as those belong to someone else

Fukigen na Kimi to Kimagure na Kiss

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Pg005

SFX: beep -------------------- SFX: beep -------------------- SFX: beep -------------------- SFX: beep -------------------- SFX: creak - You're heavy, Kunihiko-san...... - Hn~...

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Pg008

SFX: clang -------------------- SFX: sway - ...... -------------------- - Kunihiko-saan, I'll be leaving first. // You need to make it in time for third period, okay? It won't be good if you don't come. - Hn... SFX: shift 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Pg009

- I put water in the electric boiler so unplug it after you drink your coffee. // Also, I washed the socks you threw around the house and left them in the dryer machine so look for them yourself. // Oh, please don't forget to leave the key in the mail box. - You're annoying, Haru... - You're like a mom... -------------------- text: Well, you don't need to force yourself to come over -------------------- SFX: open SFX: close sign: Kusaka -------------------- - (Ah) - (I forgot to tell him the milk in the fridge is expired.) ST: I wonder if it'll be ok

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Pg010

- ...... - A mixer? -------------------- - Yep <3 It's tonight with girls from W-Uni <3 - ...... SFX: munch - What? You can't come? -------------------- SFX: clank

ST: swallow - I... -------------------- - I was dreaming of going to a mixer...! ST: I've never been invited until now... - O-okay... -------------------- - ......Maybe you weren't invited because, you know... - ? -------------------- - Aren't you close to Murase-senpai, Kusaka? ST: he stayed over at your place again, right? text: *Murase Kunihiko - We're close, or rather... ST: it's because my place's close to the university

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Pg011

- The guys are displaying their jealousy saying that Murase-senpai introduces you to a ton of girls anyway. ST: hehe... - What!? - He never introduced me to any girls. - Is that so? -------------------- - .......Cause he surely put his hands on any girls he'd introduce me to. ST: I don't need that - Haha...true. -------------------- - I think you two went to the same high school? - Yeah. -------------------- - What do you normally do with him for fun? ST: Geez, don't eat snacks on the bed ST: Don't I always tell you not to!! ST: Sorry, sorry

ST: Ahh! The pudding I bought's gone! ST: I ate it <3 hehe - ...... / Normally......

ST: Thanks for coming to pick me up! SFX: hic ST: ...I was watching TV -------------------- - ......I'm babysitting him? - Whoops. -------------------- - Haru~~~ SFX: stagger - Whoa

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Pg012

- Why didn't you wake me up~ SFX: I didn't make it to third period~ - I did wake you up! When I was leaving! -------------------- - Huh? That so? - I did! -------------------- ST: this slid off... - Oh, sorry for bothering you here. // What were you talking about? - Uh -------------------- - Ohh, we have a mixer tonight and I was inviting Kusaka. - Oho, a mixer. -------------------- - Haru, you going? - Of course I'm going. -------------------- - Hmm - Then I'm going too~ ST: I don't have any plans today. --------------------

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Pg013

- What? Why does it get to this? ST: He decided... ST: by himself... - But it sounds like fun. ST: gimme a bite of your curry ST: right here, aah -------------------- - Don't you have a girlfriend, in the first place... -------------------- SFX: bite - Uh-huh -------------------- - hhhhhh(It's all good if I keep it a secret) SFX: munch - That's why your relationships don't last... text: Huuh, what? How did you understand that? ST: how scary - Kuni-chan. -------------------- ST: what now...? -------------------- - Why didn't you message me yesterday~? SFX: tap -------------------- - Sorry, I dozed off. - Come on! I was lonely. ST: you got curry here 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Pg014

- Did you eat already? - Not yet. - Then let's eat together. - 'Kay SFX: munch -------------------- - Oh, wait a bit. // Haru. -------------------- - Yes. -------------------- - I took the key with me by mistake. ST: here - Jeez, I told you to put it in the mail box. - Hehe -------------------- ST: What should we eat~

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Pg015

- Uh, oh, she's really glaring. - Hmm - "Hmm" is all you got? -------------------- - ...... // Hey, Kusaka... - ......What? -------------------- - ...Nothing, I take it back. // Anyway, does Senpai have another girlfriend again? ST: I think he was with another girl recently - Oh, I heard it changed to that a week ago. - That...// Popular guys are something else~ ST: more like, won't he take all the girls at the mixer tonight? -------------------- [Kunihiko-san and I were in the same high school.] [At that time, he was strong in fights, friendly, and was someone who was like in the center of everyone.]

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Pg016

[He was popular with both girls and guys, and I was one of the people admiring him.] -------------------- ST: I heard you're gonna rent a place close to the university? ST: Y-yes SFX: twitch [We started getting in contact with something as trigger // And we got closer instantly after starting to attend the same university.] SFX: wag -------------------- [But well, the more time we spend together] SFX: wheeze SFX: zzz SFX: scratch text: chips - ...... -------------------- [the admiration I had for him faded off little by little...] ST: we're humans, after all text: My stomach hurts, I can't get out of the toilet! - ......... ST: so he drank the milk...

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Pg017

- You really don't have a girlfriend, Murase-kun~? - Really, really! I'm looking for one~ - Okay then~ What's your type? - I also want to know~ - Hmm, someone like a dog. - That's too vague. ST: ahaha -------------------- - (How can he lie so brazenly...) ST: you're gonna get slapped if this gets out -------------------- - (What should I drink next?) -------------------- - Haru, don't keep drinking. Eat something too. -------------------- - Ah, yes... -------------------- - You lose weight immediately if you don't eat! ST: come on, come on SFX: pick up - Thank you...

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Pg018

- I can feel your bones when we sleep together even like this. // Eat a lot~ -------------------- - What~~ What's with that~~ <3 ST: You're sleeping together!? ST: What sort of relationship do you two have? -------------------- ST: hehehe, that's a secret ST: I'm curious! -------------------- SFX: gasp -------------------- SFX: sting - (Of course this happens) -------------------- - (Now they won't ever call me again...) ST: because he'll come too... -------------------- SFX: trot 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Pg019

- (I wonder which girl he'll take home.) SFX: hss -------------------- SFX: squeeze - (The girl on the furthest left seemed like his type.) -------------------- - (I should borrow a movie on the way home) SFX: open -------------------- - Ah - Um... -------------------- - Sorry for waiting for you in a place like this... // Um...we were sitting far from each other, so I wanted to chat a bit... -------------------- - Y...yeah. ST: ooh...

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Pg020

- Where's Haru? - Oh, he went to the toilet earlier... - More like, isn't Mika missing too? -------------------- - She sure is! -------------------- - Huh? What? Did they disappear together? SFX: kyaa -------------------- - Oh, so he's your Senpai from high school? - Right. - Was he always that popular? - He was stupidly popular. - Figures~ He's cool, after all. - Haha

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Pg021

- (What, so she's interested in Kunihiko-san too...) ST: she'll ask me to help her? -------------------- - But I prefer you, Kusaka-kun. ST: the cute type <3 -------------------- - (Alrightyy!) - Wanna go somewhere together after this? - Yeah -------------------- [Wanna go somewhere together] - Greath <3 [after this?] -------------------- - Then we should go back before that. - Y-yeah - (I-I'll finally...) -------------------- - It's okay <3 [Hm?]

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Pg022

[Hm?] -------------------- SFX: look around -------------------- [Hnnn~~~~~] SFX: ba-dump -------------------- - Aah~ You're trying to do something perverted~ / Do it to me too~ ST: you're playing unfair, you two - (Why are you here~~~?) -------------------- - Kunihiko-san, doing something like this is not nice... ST: saying that to a girl... ST: What~ what should I do~~

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Pg023

SFX: kiss -------------------- - You're so daring to come forward like this by yourself, Haru <3 -------------------- - I-I'll be going ahead... SFX: quickly

ST: oh, that way - Ah, I was going to the toilet~ -------------------- SFX: open

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Pg024

- Heey, Haru~ -------------------- - I said I'm sorry~ - Helloo~ -------------------- - Are you asleep? SFX: fwip - 'Course I ain't! -------------------- SFX: hic 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Pg025

- It's rare for you to get so drunk. ST: I'm suddenly so tired -------------------- - The mood when I came back was horrible! // How could I even not get drunk in that situation!! -------------------- ST: he's the one I was talking about SFX: whisper SFX: kya <3 ST: those two are for real... ST: Kusaka, you should've told me... -------------------- ST: ahaha - That was so funny. - Well, it shouldn't be funny!! / It was... / It was... -------------------- - My chance to get rid of my virginity... SFX: pfft

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Pg026

- You were still a virgin!? SFX: bwahahaha - G-got a problem with that!? -------------------- - No, none at all, nope. SFX: hah - But don't tell me... -------------------- - that was also your first kiss? -------------------- [Right...that...] SFX: Haru...? 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Pg027

[was my first...] -------------------- - No...um... // you're wrong...it's not... 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Pg028

- It's true - that it was...my first time... -------------------- - But... - What does it matter... -------------------- - It's not... - a big deal... SFX: turn

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Pg029

SFX: thump - Whoa -------------------- SFX: creak -------------------- - Somehow, you're really cute today~ -------------------- - Huh?

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Pg030

[Whoa] -------------------- [Whoawhoa] -------------------- [What to do...] - Nn... -------------------- [I have to...resist] SFX: squeeze -------------------- - Haha, so cute~ -------------------- SFX: pant

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Pg031

- I...I'm...a man, you know... -------------------- - I know. SFX: flinch - Wah -------------------- [How cunning...] [If you look at me like that...] -------------------- [I...] -------------------- SFX: beep

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Pg032

SFX: beep -------------------- SFX: beep -------------------- SFX: beep -------------------- [I think Kunihiko-san had classes from first period...] -------------------- SFX: turn - You'll be late if you don't wake up... -------------------- SFX: zzz [!?] -------------------- SFX: fwip -------------------- SFX: zzz [Y...] [You must be kidding......] 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 Chapter 01 END 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

[olga-eulalia]

I’m taking a break from thinking about a Sleeping Beauty AU and looking at my scattered .txt notes instead and there’s a fucking SilverFlint tailorshop AU dated Spring 2017 that I have no memory of drafting and I don’t know whether to be surprised by any of this or what.

“I find myself in need of a new waistcoat and a pair of new breeches.” Their seams had been let out once already and wouldn’t yield more fabric now. "Since these have come to be a bit tight."

"So they are.” Silver’s tone was sympathetic.

I can only assume that the other 5000 words are an attempt to cover up the fact that I only wanted to write one scene in which young Lieutenant James McGraw blushes uncontrollably while Silver takes his measurements. [more snippets, some nsfw, below cut]

But no, apparently not. Because I totally glossed over that moment.

“I’ll have to redo both inseams here,” Silver said, startling him. “If you are to wear these breeches on duty you’re going to want more ease.”

“Of course.”

“It’ll only take a minute,” Silver assured him.

^ Did I want to save it for this scene? The fitting? No, I pan away there, too.

“I’m sure you’ve got some stories of your own to tell?” Silver said, untying the pincushion around his arm.

“Sure,” James said. A sudden lightheadedness made him heedless of the fact that stepping down from the platform brought him almost chest to chest with Silver. “But most of them are very... nautical. I don’t know whether they’d be to your taste.”

“You’d be surprised.”

They looked at each other then and, as the clock on the mantelpiece would attest to, did little else for quite a while.

“I have a lunchtime engagement,” James said, in lieu of kissing John Silver.

There’s a twist in this fic that I did not see coming I’m losing my mind

"I need to ask you something that may be of a delicate nature.”

“Please. I’m not the delicate sort.”

“Since I've been coming here... have there been any inquiries made about me?"

"Three, as a matter of fact," Silver said, never stopping in his sewing. "You're a much wanted man, it seems."

The casualness of Silver’s delivery was outrageous and James’s palms turned cold and clammy as he clenched his hands.

It only confirmed what he had always believed about some of his fellow officers: That they were the rotten offspring of spineless scum who would not hesitate to use any possible means to elevate themselves above others. From the start they had guessed that there was something different about him -- he could see it in their faces sometimes, their struggle to pinpoint what exactly it was that caused their dislike -- and so they’d eventually stooped to these methods.

James's heart was beating in such a rapid tempo that he thought keeping his temper in check might very well make him faint this time.

He had indeed suspected that part of the reason Rackham’s could offer the prices it did was because it sold its clients' information for profit. Which made the circulation of any incriminating gossip at least partially the fault of his own unwillingness to abandon an improbable fantasy.

But Silver was not finished yet. "I told the first gentleman, in no uncertain terms, the same thing I told the others. That I'd never entertained a customer less inclined to such proclivities and that I couldn’t fathom why he’d ever think he’d have a chance with someone like you in the first place."

James's heartbeat stumbled, no longer fully convinced of its ire.

"You were right to assume that such inquiries are not uncommon here, James." Silver was tying up his work. "Though I believe in your case the interest of all three gentlemen was altogether genuine."

Anger and fear left him in a rush. “Pardon?” The idea of there being others like him in his circle of acquaintances made him sit in stunned surprise and the fact that Silver had not only protected James’s privacy, but also purposefully squashed any potential chance he might have had with these gentlemen left him feeling quite flushed.

With a nimble trick, Silver transferred himself from the armchair onto the sofa. Holding out the mended garment, he asked, "Do you wish to discover their identities?"

Resurfacing from deep within his thoughts, James found Silver’s eyes. "No," he said. "No, I don't."

"Good. Because I'm not inclined to share." Silver held his gaze. "You."

 🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿 Alright, now I’m kind of into this.

“Tell me, lieutenant, are all your approaches so timid?” he asked, unbuttoning the waistband of James’s breeches in a most casual manner, then moving on to loosen the drawstring at the back. “Because I heard something very different about you.”

“And what would that be?”

“That your manoeuvres are wont to leave your opponents weak-kneed.”

“I’m sorry.” James frowned, wondering since when such an abundance of gossip was circulating about him. “I wasn’t aware we were engaged in battle.”

Silver gave him a lopsided grin.

Inspired by its slyness, James slid his hand higher up, over Silver’s crotch, excited to feel Silver’s cock move when he squeezed it. “Besides, I wasn’t planning on making this a quick defeat.”

^ lol ok I’m never allowed to write banter again.

The ribbon at the back of Silver’s head had come undone and his hair was curling wildly about his face and over his shoulders. The friendly gleam in his eyes had disappeared, driven out by voracity. He seemed to be transforming right in front of James’s eyes, his appearance as a meek and proper tailor relegated to a distant past.

^ Is this another twist?? I don’t know what I was going for here! Was Silver going to be the personification of something???

“Don’t,” James warned.

“Don’t what?”

“I’m gonna ruin all your hard work if you don’t slow down.”

“That’s-” Silver’s eyes twinkled with delight. His lashes grew heavy. “That’s very flattering.”

“Don’t pride yourself. I haven’t really all that much. Not on board.”

“Are you telling me that you’re stuck on a ship full of men for months and won’t let any of them near you? Is being a member of your crew some kind of particularly cruel punishment? All these poor bastards, lying awake at night in their hammocks, cursing you, your handsome face, your stunning body,” Silver said, rearing up and nipping at James’s chin with his teeth. Then, looking James over, his face took on a mollified expression. “And here you are, between my legs, blushing like a debutante. Fuck, James, you’re too much.”

Silver kept stroking drop after drop of James’s lust to the surface and smoothing it down the length of his hot, hard shaft, aggravating the hurt. Squeezing the head of James’s dick, dabbing at the moisture his thumb, he said, marvelling, “You’re giving me so much slick that I could fuck you with it.”

“Stop talking. Please,” James gasped out, already so close.

“I think I’ll let you have my fingers,” Silver said. “Would you like that, James?”

While the breath still shivered from James’s mouth, Silver’s free hand slipped down into the back of his drawers, strong fingers gliding between his cheeks and rubbing across his hole. The waistband of his brand-new breeches stretched frightfully like this between both of Silver’s forearms. As promised, the tip of one thick finger pushed inside him and lodged there immovably.

James keened behind closed lips, a sweet ache pulsing through him. He struggled to keep his eyes on Silver’s face as his hips fell into giving long, smooth thrusts into the fist wrapped around him. And he would have liked to savour that blissful moment very much, make it last by slowing his movements down, but Silver seemed to want to see him undone completely and sped up his hand, jerking him just as fast and sloppy as James needed it to bring him to the point of no return in seconds. His arse cheeks clenched around Silver’s fingers, his body strained with its sinews pulled taut, and his hips pumped mindlessly, jolting forward as he shot out his seed, spilling into Silver’s hand and over both their clothes.

He silenced himself in the crook of Silver’s neck, nestling his face into the fragrant locks there, and for a mad second fancied himself looking at the summer night sky over the southern coast of Cornwall.

Possibly.

Silver was petting his head. “Did you enjoy that?”

James felt like a spit of storm-ravaged rock. Too exhausted to find offence at Silver’s self-satisfaction, he pulled back and rested his weight against Silver’s side, following with interest how Silver pulled off his cravat, opened his pearl-studded button cuffs and then started to unfasten the front of his black waistcoat with his usual deftness before sitting up to shrug out of the garment and pull off his shirt.

James’s breath stopped. Silver’s torso was beautifully marked. Across his abdomen, a ship and a star. On his left side, high on the curve of his ribcage, a swallow adorned his skin. But the most riveting picture of all was that of two large Tritons posing on either side of his chest, holding up an empty banderole that echoed the slope of his collarbones. James’s fingers traced the shape of them, their scaly serpentine tails.

^ Hey, I remember this part! I spent a long time thinking about the perfect motto for that banderole! And it’s entirely possible that my failure to come up with a good one is what brought this fic to an untimely end.

James pressed himself on top of Silver and kissed him for long minutes, making it as filthy as Silver seemed to like. Then, sinking to the floor, he stripped Silver’s hips bare and placed his mouth over the head of Silver’s cock, taking it in one long wet slide to the back his throat. Silver punched out a breathy ohh, sprawling loose-limbed, resplendent in the rosy glow of his pleasure, a tender look in his eyes.

Ugghhhhhh I can’t believe my past self would betray me like this and end it here :(((( Now please excuse me while I take this prompt to the kinkmeme.