#and i use that as a sort of ''gotcha'' that i dont experience 'extreme' emotions which is one of the main symptoms of bpd | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bpd4bpd · 10 months

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anyone else's lack of emotional permanence contributes a LOT to their imposter syndrome?? i know its a bit paradoxical since thats literally a symptom of bpd AND adhd but my silly self likes to grasp at any straws i can to "proof" im faking

#actually bpd #bpd #actually adhd #actually borderline #like when im alone i mostly feel empty and like theres a curtain of apathy #separating me and my emotions #and i use that as a sort of ''gotcha'' that i dont experience 'extreme' emotions which is one of the main symptoms of bpd #even though. i guess a lack of emotions is also an emotional extreme #and then when im w my fp/friend and try to explain to them what i feel like alone #i literally Forget what i feel like and all of my thoughts and my overthinking spirals EVERYTHING #just GONE #like i know i experienced it bc i remember it but i cant put any concrete thoughts abt it together #so then im like ''oh well. if u cant remember your struggles at all then youre faking''#i feel like this also has a lot to do w me not being able to. recognize myself or my personality or what im like #identity disturbance swag #wow that was a RANT

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