#and i wanna write other thinhs

[astraystayyh]

if i said new (nearly) 20k fic coming tonight 😋

[curiosity-killed]

Okay I know I keep getting excited about ideas for different AU fics and then...not....writing.....them

BUT tonight's idea would just be delightfully cathartic and feelsy while being an adventure and I've never written an enemies-to-lovers fic and this one would be friends/almost lovers to enemies to reluctant allies to friends to lovers so like

I need to write this

[tuffluuhv]

VOLUME 2 SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STRANGER THINHS SEASON 4 SPOILERS!!!, STRANGER THINGS SEASON 4 SPOILERS!!!!, I REPEAT, STRANGER THINGS SEASON 4 SPOILERS!!! DO NOT CONTINUE IF YOU HAVENT WATCHTED VOLUME 2!!!

What will probably be part one of my thoughts and feelings (very strong feelings) on Stranger things season 4. Thank you :)

TW: Use of word "queer" (I know some people don't like that word and that's absolutely cool but it's the word that I use because it's easiest. I am referring to the LGBTQ+ community when I say queer), death obvi, trauma, swearing

It's 5:55am, I just finished VOLUME 2. I struggle with sleeping so it's normal for me to stay up until like 3am, however I decided to watch Volume 2 and now I kinda regret it bc I'm sad.

Sooooooo,,,, thoughts?

I know they did not give me Eddie Munson just to take him away. Fuck that. Fuck you Duffer Brothers. That hurts. My eyes are teary. I fucking cried with Dustin, the amount of trauma that kid has now on top of everything else. Like wtf. Also Max?? Max wake up, Max I don't like this, Max wake up!!! Also Lucas fighting Jason? Should have already happened but I can't imagine having your signifcant other die in your arms, like, along with Dustin, the amount of trauma this kid has on top of everything else. Except, Max might still live, Eddie is dead.

I can't stop thinking about how Dustin had to leave Eddie's body in the upside down. That emotionally fucks with me because if I were in that position I don't think I'd be able to pull myself away. The amount of guilt Dustin must carry now is insane. I just wanna give him a hug a kiss on the forhead.

I miss Eddie already so I stg I better find some fan fics where he lives or I will write them myself God dammit.

Look I know Will isn't confirmed "queer/gay" but- (or at least I don't think he is)

Wll and Jonathan's talk while stirring the salt bath? Actually made me tear up. It's so emotional and like heart-warming and I just- look anybody can relate to it but as a queer person, I wish somebody had talked to me the way that Jonathan talked to Will cause that would have made shit so much easier.

WILL CRYNG WHILE TELLING MIKE THAT EL LOVES HIM AND HIS RELATIONSHIP WIL WORK OUT😭😭 (I, a fellow queer, have also consoled a straight friend I was crushing on/liked a lot about their relationship/crush) (I'm also not saying that straight people can't pine for their friends, they absoloutely can, but it's different when you're queer)

Yeah no Eddie will be a theme in ths bc what the fuck. I love him so much?? He is so soft, and caring, and a attentive, and funnh, and loving, and BRAVE!!!! He deserved to graduate😭 it was supposed to be his year😭 YOU HEAR ME DUFFER BROTHERS!! '86 WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HIS FUCKING YEAR😭😭

I will probs post more ab this when I'm not so tired and hungry. I'm gonna try sleep now. Gn love youuss :)

[atlaese]

They cancelled because they wanted the rights to be reserved at Disney plus and not at netflix because they are different companies. They also had to wait two years before being able to reuse the characters. Charlie is definitely coming back, he will be in spiderman he has been spottee on set. We are just waiting to see if it's true when it comes out I guess. There hasn't been official confirmation tho. And fisk is appearing in Hawkeye so we shall see in what capacity it will be. That's been confirmed.

And yes Matt is really complex , and he is layered like an onion, it takes a while to unfold all. He is probably analyzing people's movements and emotions in silence because he is mostly alone at night. I don't think before Foggy he talked a lot to people. I think thay Foggy unlocked him more or maybe he tried to be politely kind and friendly at a superficial level so people wouldn't pity him. He has to be a prideful guy. If we take his relationship with Elektra we can also tell that he likes fun and adventure and thrill because she unlockdd those traits in him. Once he starts letting someone in he also discovers new thinhs about himself. And we need to take catholism into account, it makes people want to punish themselves and live by shoving themselves in tiny boxes. On the other hand it gives him mantras to live day by day and in addition keeps him alive. And now when it comes to his chilshood trauma it's obvious he doesn't tall about it, even in an established relationship I don't see him talking about it but he is definitely moving on from it. He wouldn't let it hinder his growth.

I can ask for more details for the courtoom things but my friend also waits a lot outside till they set up or clean the room just staring at the trees.

I'm always here for analysis! I like picking characters apart right down their core. Can you tell I loved literature in high school?

I'm sure each idea is great! And I will be right here to read them all ☺️☺️☺️

ooh that's why okay! i am a big spiderman fan so if he really is in the movie, i might freak out in the theater i think! i understand that companies need rights and stuff, but when they fight over beloved characters it makes me so annoyed, because for them it's all about the money, whilst for fans these characters mean a lot to them! like that is capitalism at its finest. but anyway, i'm glad there are rumours he might be returning & that fisk is in hawkeye. it gives me some hope for a revival in the future, at least!

yes, i totally agree that he is a bit of a loner and that he will only open up to the people he's closest with - even then he's not really sure if he wants to show them his true self (because he feels like his true form really is devilish and atrocious?) as you said, certain people bring out certain traits of his, as foggy and elektra did! i never thought his catholicism would be the downfall of himself though (i still gotta finish season 3), its something that really interests me, because i never thought someone could beat themselves up over something like that. it really opened my eyes actually! i do hope somewhere in an alternate universe there is a matt who can be open and who wants to share every little piece about him and how he thinks - if not, i'll write that version of him in my fics 😇

no omg, that's alright! i honestly did not realize how boring it must be between cases, haha!

yes i can see and i love it! i love your analysis of him and if you wanna go to college/ are in college you'd be a great lit major! 😊

thank you lovie!! 💗 hope you have a great day and thank you so much for leaving this awesome note in my inbox; i will keep in mind everything you said when writing for him again!