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bunnihearted · 7 months

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i absolutely hate having personality disorders. it means that no one will or can ever understand me. it means that i constantly have to hide parts of myself that i feel like ppl cant handle. it means that i have to find a way to make myself small so that others can be able to easily digest me.

#and im so confused abt who i am #my disorders developed when i was around 14 #and i wasnt diagnosed until 2 years ago #i have to figure it out somehow all by myself bc i cant even get psychiatric help bc they think my symptoms are too mild #idk i feel like it's all just hopeless :p #my avpd affects me in such small ways that im like omg my fav artist dropped a new album!! :D #but ogg now it's been two weeks and im still procrastinating listening to it wven if i WANT to #idk bruv

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