#and i will continue my ritual. 35 more days. and then hehe. i will see the national live twice in one week -> :^)

[garbagequeer]

forgot about the the national lent rebound effect. like an idiot

[ookami-tsun]

A (not so) simple wish

Konichiwa, this is Tsun, I lost 50/50.... However, even when I lost the fight, I won the war! I got Kazuha! Yayyy, I am so happy that my project seems to be trival (I haven't start on the 3 project that I supposed to do... hehe). I will be back with more matchup after I am done with this project.. I am freaking lucky that the website is paid and my lecturer just gonna pay, one more day extension... Kazuha is my lucky star T_T

Sorry if the story is strange, I am running on my last brain cell that can no longer think

Kazuha x y/n

Today, as I have been told, I came here directly at 6pm waiting for him... Will he come or will he...

NO! I must stay positive and pretend that I am not nervous and excited, it might chase him away! My belief is that the more you show out that you want something, the more you will chase them away...

"I only have this few..." I sighed as I glance into my bag, it might be enough, but I am currently on 50/50 meaning that someone else other than Kazuha might come instead.

"Please...!" kneeling down on the center of the circle, I interwind my hands and bowed...begging as I glanced up towards the sky "..please! Let me have gold shooting star! I worked hard for this, please let me have him!"

At this moment, I wouldn't be embarrassed even if someone pointed and call me crazy, this is a necessary ritual to summon whatever I want. It works about 35% of the time, more than 0.6% guarantee.

"I will take care of Kazuha and make sure he have enough love and care!" I felt my cheeks redden as I continued my promise "He will be my most important husbando that will not have his status threaten!"

As I glance at my fates I am left, I felt that it is worth spending everything if I could get him, he needs to be loved and only by my side that I will be sure that he gets enough. Those hard earned fates of mine that I dare not use will be used for greater good, I might be sad to part with them but it is my only way to hope that he will be able to reach out and come over to my side.

I slowly disperse the fates I have into the air as my heart beat faster and faster...

I...really need him by my side! Please let him be freed!

Suddenly the blue sky darkened and feel like someone is forcing me to have difficulty breathing...

Blue...purple...gol- ah.... Why...!

"D-don't worry... It is just that I am getting tested on my sincerity, one more time..!"

I grab a handful of fates and once again disperse them into the air...

"I-I have everything prepared for him, he have the best weapon and artifacts...!" I whispered out, as I feel that they will know that I am not casually pulling for fun

B-blu.... p...purple... come on....! ...Gold!! I got it, please let Kazuha free from the painful cycle!

"Blue..no...blue..." I quickly rush pass all the fated items that my fates bestowed to me, they are simple not what I am wishing for "Rosaria? Ahh, nice to meet you bu-"

As I managed to meet Rosaria that is dusting off all the purple dust that is stuck on her, I greeted her and run off to meet my destined fate

"It is there...! Kazu- oh... it is Qiqi..." I gave a soft sigh as I reach her "hi, Qiqi.. Have you seen K-Kazuha...?"

"Kazu...ha?" Qiqi places her index finger on her lips, thinking for awhile before she replies "...Wakaranai..." (Something that Jap Qiqi always says)

I started to feel slightly discouraged as it is hard to get destined fate again... But I must not be brought down by this, I still have more chances...!

I silently pull the last batch of fates I have as I stopped talking because this is my last chance

...blue...purple...

I slowly close my eyes as soon as I saw purple trail across the sky... I refused to see the result of this last chance I have... I am never lucky...

"Ka...Kazuha..." I called out as I slowly feel afraid... What if I really is unlucky this time...? I will never want to open my eyes, it might be better to fall into a dream instead

"...Sorry to disturb..." A voice suddenly reached my ears as I felt my shoulder getting tapped on. "Mind if I ask you some questions...?"

Please don't disturb me... Kazuha might not appear, I do not want to face my sad reality... But.. that voice sounded awful like him, maybe I will entertain him for awhile...

I slowly open my eyes and turned to face the speaker

"Ka-"

I cover my mouth as my eyes widen... Isn't this...?!

"I am Kaedehara Kazuha, a wandere who roams the land... You are.."

"I-I am a traveler too..." I tried to sound normal as my voice crack and I am about to cry, hug, kiss and scream... Kazuha came...!

"Then... Since we are both travelers, let us journey together for a time..."

T-T-This... I can't believe it...! He actually came to me! My real fated person! ... Erm.. cough... B-be calm, me..!

"Sure... I too wish to journey with you... I will be in your care"

And I will take care of you even more, so much that you will not want to leave me

May we roam together forever