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theskymahtin · 5 months

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yo WHY did I never notice that hennessy HAS A FISH SCALE TATTOO ? aka a tattoo probably very similar to the one she later gives ronan.......... i need a moment

[Image ID: photograph of a paragraph from pg 70 of Call Down the Hawk.

Transcript: She had changed since she'd left in the car. Her kinky hair was now pulled up in a ragged black topknot. She wore tinted glasses, a rabbit fur coat, a lace bralette white against her dark skin, and leather leggings that exposed a fish-scale tattoo on her lower calf. More pastel tattoos covered her knuckles, which were also smeared with paint. He still couldn't tell how old she was. She could be twenty-five. She could be seventeen.]

#finally rereading tdt can you tell #ALSO i was going to make a post about this last nighg but instead i will go on about it here on the tags of an unrelated post #like a very organized individual #i forgot that adams friends at havard were all canonically flamboyantly gay and that fletcher called ronan hot #and i am DISTRAUGHT that we didn't get more of them #i want to know more about their dynamic i want adam to come clean to them and i want them to get to know ronan better #and also meet the others #imagine a world in which they got dragged into the drama......#as if we didnt have enough characters to worry about i know #forever sad that we didnt get to see more of what adam was going through #although i know it's necessary for the narrative #maybe i should write more fanfictipn #the dreamer trilogy #call down the hawk #hennessy #mine #on the point of this post though . like . fuck i dont remember if its like laid out for us ehat the tattoo MEANS to hennessy or not #i dont have my copy of greywaren on me rn #im gonna go insane #why did hennessy get that tattoo on the first place? on a whim or is there some significance? does it have any bearing on her giving it to #ronan?#or at least a similar tattoo #going insane

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dynamitekansai · 7 months

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Dakota slander in my mentions?

#leave my stardom joshi alone???#who is also half samoan #im gonna tattle to tamina #remember that really funny samoan tribute post wwe did that was literally just the entire bloodline family tree. and dakota.#not a serious post i just like reading through the activity page mentions and then bullying you all for what i have to read #every non japanese wrestler i learn of first from their joshi circuit run is forever verified joshi to me #brandi rhodes is also joshi #minoru suzuki is also joshi

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monotone-artist · 6 months

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just a few foster puppy pictures out of the hmm. 500 that i have

[id: nine photographs of various brown, floppy-eared puppies. first: top view where puppy is sitting down and looking up at the camera. second: sitting with his tongue out. third: laying down on her side with her head on my leg, looking straight at the camera.

fourth: laying down on her belly. fifth: sitting and leaning against me, his head quite close to the camera, which he's looking at. sixth: one puppy lays down while another rests her chin on his back.

seventh: an extremely close-up view of a puppy's face. eighth: a puppy, who notably has one blue eye, looks through the glass door. ninth: puppy stands on her hind legs, front paws on the glass door, looking inside. end id]

#monotonepost #piranhapuppies #<- gonna be tagging any pics i post of them as that #dogs #couple of the pics r a lot older than others.#and possibly 500 is a bit dramatic i dont actually remember how many i have. but i have a LOT regardless #realized i never rlly posted any of them though...#we don't have any of them anymore. they're either gotten given to other fosters or adopted #unfortunately half of them did get sick with parvo. a couple were ones we'd given to another foster #the last 3 we had left we had to give to a parvo house #they've been pulling through tho they're doing ok!#if u dont know about parvo it's a really nasty (literally) disease. fatal if u dont get them help within 24ish hours #um. on a more brighter note that pup in the 2nd to last pic? he actually ended up keeping that blue eye #which is weird cause neither of his parents have blue eyes. the pups ARE mutts tho so shrug #of course the brattiest one had to be the prettiest one <3 very pretty brown brindling pattern too. like a calico cat #i say brattiest he's actually a sweetheart. just very excitable #goddd i miss these guys so much...#was really tempted to keep one of them for a bit there but im just not a very energetic person so i figured it was best i didnt.#does mean im forever gonna be wondering about what-ifs though.#ALSO to note: these were some of the few nice pictures i got. most of them were blurry cause they were never still sdfjkhdsfj

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knightzp · 8 months

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finished with the live drama tracks........

#IM FINE #part 2 outright killed me but then part 4 was healing #cozmez........... i love them so much im gonna explode #so sad they didnt animate this and changed the ending instead bc this was Much better in every aspect #the only thing the anime did better i think was the revealing of phantom nayuta #in the cd drama kanata just says at the beginning that he discovered it somehow and thats it. it felt a bit anticlimatic to me #but all the rest???? WAY better on the cd drama #they did the reunion so dirty in the anime. practically inexistent #but GOD live part 2 has changed me....... sobs forever remembering it #and then part 4...... it was really cute 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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chemicalbrew · 6 days

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the thing about me is i'll listen to a 30 second long vgm loop for at least half an hour

#i heard flight club from pilotwings in a video a few days ago and it took me forever to remember what track it was and then i did #and i was like oh my god im gonna be listening to this thing too much again #WHY DOES IT SCRITCH THE BRAIN #zero.txt

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strawberrysweater · 12 days

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#i wish i could just have one normal conversation where i say the right correct things that are normal #in the right tone of voice and everything #this isnt about anyone or any friend stuff it's about me getting a phone call for a job interview & fumbling it #like idk what it is but the way i talk and interact with people is always incorrect #im saying this on the verge of tears. i try so. fucking. hard. to interact and be social #and make connections with people and it feels like im a fucking space alien making a fool of myself #i dont belong in any group ive ever been in and i never will #and i can't even answer a phone call about my availability without my brain melting out of my ears so i forget #everything ive been trying so hard to remember and say and do better #..... i wanna feel like an important person in a group #i wanna be part of something and feel important and like im needed #and i would be missed if i was gone #i think i could just quietly delete all my social media apps and disappear from every place ive ever been in #and nobody would even notice. i literally dont add anything #im just gonna be some awkward random freak in whatever job i get too #im not ever gonna be liked or depended upon or needed for anything #every other job ive had ive always just felt in the way and awkward and clueless #nobody ever makes small talk with me or comes up to me or invites me to stuff #am i doing something wrong? was friendship supposed to come out of it? what did i miss?#im so sick of being a fucking failure i just dont wanna talk to anyone ever again i just wanna be alone forever #its impossible everythign is impossible

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dawnleaf37 · 1 month

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in honor of the tpot short with the failed debuters (assumedly) being announced soon heres my tierlist of all the tpot debuters most favorite to least

tags for longer opinions :3

#i dont really hate any of them and avocado is just down there because I kind of enjoy everyone else more . The only I feel like . Any kind+#+of Real negativity at all to are nonexisty and 9ball #nonexisty because fuck off and 9ball because that’s just 8ball but different gimmick . And 8ball is already not the best imo #tpot #happy taggy got in bc they n winner were my favorites . I have my reaction to taggy getting in recorded I love taggy a lot #what can I say im a :3 girl #i like leek because it’s a plant also they put a hatsune miku ref in the episode with the flip phone triple baka #pda is a device which is always awesome forever and it looks like theyr gonna have a role in the short which is :DDDDDD #onigiri is fun because it’s a fun romaji . it would also be funny if they called em jelly donut . but onigiri is cool they look like+#+a rocky clone Maybe or if they’re just mute hey I Really Like Mute Characters So Win. cause I Think they were the only one who didn’t+#+speak in the episode . Don’t take my word for it I haven’t watched tpot 1 in a while lol (I think boom mic didn’t speak either actually)#boom mic; clapboard; and camera I speak as 3 together . Theyre super awesome and it would be fun to see if they have a dynamic . Cuase+#+theyre like . All movie equipment . Idk I remember long back ago i roleplayed em they mean a lot to me #i like tha vhsy a little more because reminds me of that freak from TAOT who i just adore . Also novel rectangular thing also kind of prett #tape friend looks like a menace and I like characters that are menaces I think them and six could be friends #sink I just like the design of lol . also I like the song kitchen sink by tøp #salt lamp is cool because I like salt lamps and they’re pretty colors both on and off #shopping cart is silly . I like wheeled characters #blender is an appliance I like how they did the asset #discy’s prettyyyy colored #battery is small and cute they also might be the mute character idr I haven’t seen them talk personally . Feel free to correct me if any+#+info I say here is wrong btw #Snare drum is small and cool and I like how they look #Anchor is also I like how they look also listen to anchor by caize #shell is like emo and a good shape #rubber spatula; scissors; tax guy I forget their name; and shampoo I think have good designs #avocado im so sorry I just like everyone else more than u im not the biggest fan ever of things like donut mouth #and I already explained the last 2 awesome 👍

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aro-aizawa · 1 year

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me, whenever i figure a plot twist in a 20 year old anime: oh wow i am SO big brained rn i am such a genius

me, two minutes later, conpletely blindsided by a major plot twist:

#shut up danni's talking #danni liveblogs #danni liveblogs detco #gif #detco spoilers #look i was 100% sold on the idea that jodie = vermouth/belmont i did NOT peg dr araichi as her instead #episode 345 took me out w the whiplash i got enduring all those plot twists i did not see coming #but looking back i can DEFFO see where they came from and the foreshadowing ohhhhhh i can tell.#i can tell this isn't gonna be a blast through the content and forget abt it kind of thing my mind has been racing w fanfic aus #i wanna delve into the fanfic/fandom too but hnk i wanna avoid spoilers!!!!!!#also i don't know how the fandom categorises things that happen at different plot events etc #there's straight up like a thousand episodes and im only a third of the way through #anyways thats gotta be a good stop for today i can't remember how long i've been awake for but it feels like forever #i am exhausted #urgh this always happens when im home alone for more than a few days #fun fact: kogoro is legit my least favourite character and yet i relate to him immensely #me daydreaming of when i catch up/know every case; i cannot wait to write an au where shinichi gets credited for the cases he solved via him #either shinichi or conan idk which would be better bc shinichi being nowhere near the crimes solved them or a literal 6 year old #im leaning more to the six year old bc its fkn hilarious #that one episode where he defused a bomb in a major landmark and was credited for it as a 6 year old is so fkn funny #this guy had the whole city hostage and yet he was completely stopped by a 6 year old #yeah he has the mind of a 17 y old but c'mon he's physically 6 #this is my allure to this series which will win; hundreds of criminals or one determined 6 year old #if you bet against the 6 y old he's coming for your kneecaps

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cerealmonster15 · 2 months

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my hxh experience is also very confusing bc i started watching it like 2+ years ago at my partners apartment, but then i think we stopped for a bit / we moved around a bit, and kinda just never got back to it. then a while after we moved in with each other wayyyy later we eventually picked it back up and then this time in dub form bc it's easier for me to focus if i dont have to try and read everything quick enough and also see whats happening jfkldshg so it was like

sub version watched up through like halfway through york new auction arc or whatever

[2+ YEAR LONG GAP???]

picking right back up exactly in the midway spot where we left off, now in dub, i cannot remember Jack Shit and have to keep asking my partner [who has seen/read it before] what's going on and who everyone is every 5 seconds. there are so many characters and i remembered like 6 of them at best fdhjvlksjldhg. killua's grandpa and dad showed up like an episode or 2 after we picked it back up and i was like who are these guys. where did they come from. tbh being told who they were didnt help bc i still didnt understand why or how they were there dfshjfghjgf

#and then they did it again in chimera ant arc.... where did killuas dad come from since when was he in on the plan #AND WHERED THEY GO. I HAVENT SEEN THEM COME BACK SINCE THEN.... did they actually leave this time... i dont know #also dude i miss netero :[ we r like a couple episodes after the big mega heart attack explosion thing #i love a cool old man #i still struggle to remember peoples names bc god there are SO many characters #but chimera ant arc is so long that you at least spend a lot of time with them so theres some names ive eventually learned #but im still me so i cant tell you how many times i called meleoron 'lemeleon'#it's like pokemon with him i cant. remember it very clearly and i mix it up hardcore #other people i just cant remember at all so im like uhhh. ponytail guy <- which barely narrows it down they keep finding ponytail guys....#nobunaga.... shoot.... some other guy i think. actually maybe not that many idr LOL #dont even get me started on the spiders. it took me forever just to get nobunaga lol #there are soooo many of them and i had forgotten the first chunk we'd watched after the irl timeskip #so i was in realtime trying to recall who eveyrone was while they were doing shit and it was REALLY CONFUSING #i really need to restart from the beginning but im gonna wait til we finish the anime lol #oh also i like. completley forgot illumi or w/e was doing the hunter exam with hisoka in that first arc #bc literally theres like ONE or two brief moments in. idk if it was greed island or right before it #where hisokas like yeah i calld a friend. and illumis there like 🧍#and i was like he knows killuas brother??? theyre friends???#bc i just had no memory of them interacting before fdlkhgjkf #i like kinda forgot illumi existed til then i think jdkslf or maybe when he was haunting killua idr #actually we went back and watched part of an episode when killua was w/his family #bc i couldnt remember ANYTHING i was like. why was he there again. dont they suck or something. what happened.#and tbh. i still dont get what their vibe is hwhwhfhehg #things to revisit once i get out of the ant pit

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marymekpop · 1 year

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⟢ highlight of the hour: my perfect stranger [16/16] ⟣

back to the future

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#me for forever: i probably have ocd. that would make a lot of sense. psychologist: u seem to meet the diagnostic criteria for ocd. me: >:-O #so yeah. i officially have ocd. shocking. i know. its only exactly as i suspected #i did not expect to get so much investigation into bipolar tho. checked a lot of boxes on a bipolar checklist sheet #and like yeah this issue probably goes back to hs but like its not that obstructive. i mean. it is but like. its not that bad #and yes. the fact that i had a fucked up reaction to Lexapro may support that diagnosis. but like i dont really remember what happened that #well. it could just b how ocd and anxiety along with whatever spectrum problems i have manifest. it could just b pmdd #i do have recorded spells of high energy outside the expected phases of my cycle. but like ya kno #it would just truely truely shock me if i was bipolar #but what i described was apparently fucked up enough that my counselor was like hm have u looked at a physical medical issue?#and im like. ive not been to a doctor in 6 years. so i have a doctors appointment next week lol #yeah. so interesting so far. this does mean exposure therapy which im gonna hate but i mean #its the thing that works with ocd and i wanna get better so lets fucking go i guess #unrelated

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windydrawallday · 4 months

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I know I'm a risk taker for the way I present and/or the art styles I constantly switch on my art but- I can't not do it.

My brain, my hands, everything demands to shift constantly :') I think is lowkey tied to my shapeshifting spirit too sdkjfhsdkjhf

#windy squeals #i swear I CAN and i did in the past various sets of pieces that share the same art style for a short period of time #but i cant stay there for longer or ill explode #i had people in the past saying to me that if i focused on ONE STYLE i could be successful and make lots of money-#but thats not an appealing (sole) objective i want for my art so #i guess i will forever be stuck under the shadow and in the middle of everything else #i try to remember myself that my art is appealing just-- that because i change a lot is hard to get hooked on the first look #and i accept that and at the same time im not gonna change my “strategy” lol #so im always thankful to the ones that stick with me especially on my shiftests seasons with my art

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aaravos-answers · 1 year

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ID: a screenshot showing that my inbox has 164 asks in it /end ID

😭😭😭 ily all

#mun speaks #im gonna try to get the inbox cleared out but i think last time i did that they just multiplied....#anyways if you sent in an ask forever ago it's probably buried but i will do my best to dig it out #i have a couple older ones queued #trying to remember what tag i used for the older asks last time

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biggreenstache7 · 1 year

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i thought nick lushwood was an official character so congrats on an oc so good i though siivagunner actually gave john notwoodman a gay lover

HAHAHAHAA YESSSS THIS IS THE EXACT REACTION I HAD BEEN HOPING FOR FOR YEARS

#Ask #Jonnick #To be completely fair it's not out of the question......yet?#i dont remember how many team members even follow this account but the amount of people on there who know about them is staggeringly big #And im sure i dont know about a few of them lol #and i KNOOOWWW its not gonna happen for as long as i live but it. It could. There's no reason why it couldn't. I will keep saying this #I HOLD LOVE AND HOPE IN MY HEART UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!#Out of curiosity op did you find out about them through like #the gallery im assuming? Maybe #Or probably just following this blog LOOOOL #Anyways i'm rambling #Tldr that is my exact intention and i hope this keeps happening forever <3 #I keep saying this but i should actually put the whole story i have for them down on a public doc. Even if it's messy

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sonknuxadow · 7 months

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???? since when were sins of a divine mother on spotify . just randomly saw them after years of them not being on there. epic win i guess ?

#well to be more specific i saw one of those youtube channels thats like (artist) - topic for them and was like ??? huh #and i noticed how recent it was and i checked if it was on spotify too and it was and i was just wow. ok #if anyone doesnt know wtf im talking about that band has 2 songs that were gonna be used in shth 2005 but were cut #iirc it was because sega couldnt get in contact with all of the members to get permission only a few of them #so they jusr made a new song with a similar vibe (which ended up being the chosen one . i think)#the cut songs in question were called broken and all of me #and ANOTHER bit of trivia is theres a third cut song called who i am which was gonna be the main theme #but it got cut and replaced with i am all of me . and the band that did who i am (magna-fi) did the original version of all hail shadow #that did end up getting used in the final game. who i am has been on spotify forever though #while broken and all of me were only accessible through unofficial reuploads on sites like youtube #so its cool that theres an official upload of it somewhere now #i remember being obsessed with broken when i was younger . i hear it and suddenly im an angsty15 year old #listening to it while walking through the hallways between classes . So basically i was possessed by the spirit of shadow the hedgehog

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hyp3rfixation-h3ll · 1 year

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Sorry for putting this one out so late, life got ahead of me today X__x I know i made a piece for PMATGA's overall bday, but I feel as if i should make a separate one for, arguably, the episode that literally changed my life, as corny as that sounds. So I did :o) Happy 10 years to the middleaged orb couple that changed mine and, in turn, many, many other peoples' lives. <3 (Feat mine and @cogsincorporated's respective designs for sunny and zac as well as the canon ones <3)

#pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #sunny x zac #sunny pmatga #zac pmatga #i genuinely feel so old . i cant believe it's been so long #im turning 18 this year and it feels so unreal ive basically grown up with these guys #whn i say they changed my life i mean it #i found ghostly adventures and these two when i was young and in recovery from a less-than-ideal situation w/ my relatives #and i got attached to them and when i saw how Little fanart there was i got PISSED and said “you know what? im gonna learn to draw”#“AND im gonna talk about them NONSTOP so people never forget them”#and i did! and now im here. 10 years later #and in a way i got what i dreamed for. people draw them more than when i was active in the fandom #maybe not in the way i'd have hoped yk. but theyre being recognised now #and it makes me happy. its what baby me wouldve wanted #i still remember when it clicked for me that i really liked the name sunny for myself . that was a time #i shoulde probably realised i was trans lol #uh. if youve read this far. thank you. i cant explain how much this episode in particular means to me but it's forever in my heart #i wish i could share the love i had with you all in a way that makes sense #but this'll do too #happy anniversary to sunny and zac!

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