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#and it ended up being the one ♡
zu-is-here · 11 months
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Fluffynightkiller Week by @help-im-a-gay-fish
Ccino by black-nyanko
Nightmare & Dream by jokublog
Killer by rahafwabas / rahaf-wabas / rahofy-sketch
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aaternum · 2 months
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The train is oddly crowded this morning, bodies packed tightly together, the conductor's voice distorted over the speakers as she squeezes through. It feels like it took ages to get here, legs moving to its own maddeningly slow beat. Feels like she’s late, but she can’t catch a breath to check her phone. She forces her way into a spot beside the corner seats, holding onto the metal strap as she tries to find the trains’ schedule on her phone. Maybe an alternative route would help her get out faster. But the screen won’t budge from the lockscreen’s time.
00:00.
Shit, maybe it was busted, that couldn’t be right. Her eyes quickly lift to the gentleman beside her, his phone’s outstretched in his palm as he reads something on his screen. Ah, she can’t see the print of the time from this angle. “  Hey, sorry, I – ” The  words die at her lips, her body jerking backwards when his faceless visage meets her own. It’s just an empty canvas of skin, all the hair over her skin standing at attention. Her mouth hangs, a strangled gasp withering in her throat as she stumbles back into the train’s walls. “   Wh–? ”  Panic grows fierce in her as she turns to find other individuals, someone else who sees what she does. But all she finds are a sea of vacant faces, faced towards her.
A scream works its way out her mouth as she turns around to escape to the next cart, shakily grappling at the door to make it through to the other side. But unlike the last cart, this one was disturbingly quiet, the advertisements against the walls and top borders a sea of eyes. And everyone is still. So still. The conductor's voice distorts and echoes. “   Do you remember me? I don’t want to be forgotten.  ” Dread wells in her stomach as every faceless reanimates and turns to her to stand. 
“   You promised … don’t forget me.   ”
The echoes continue, the voice a disembodied, discordant blend of hundreds of others. She can’t find her own voice, her own hands clawing to find her knife, a blade, something. But her pockets are empty. All she can find is her phone staring uselessly back at her. Slick with the blood between her hands. “  I - I remember.  ” She tries to say, but nothing comes out. She steps back shaking her head, trembling digits stained. In the corner she catches her reflection within the doors windows; her mouths missing. Bloodied fingers desperately claw at her throat and face in search of it. Her reflection ripples through the glass and extends its palms to wrap around her throat. She can't scream for help without a mouth. Without a voice. It feels like waters flooded in her lungs; drowning from within, nails digging into flesh in a silent plea for mercy. And as consciousness slips, her knees give out, darkness bleeding into her vision. There's a crowd of them now, empty faces, all watching on as she fades. The last hollow echo the only thing she can cling to.
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“   We’re all forgotten here.   ”
03\ ??? dream drabbles
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hausofanya · 4 months
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why can i kind of see someone from the boyz ..
me and cléo both having the biggest crushes on sangyeon is so real and true of us i think
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jtownraindancer · 7 months
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"I don't know anyth-"
"Shut up!"
"...I don't know anything about that, Sir."
Burn Gorman as Richard Gates in The Runaway, 2011.
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thesilverlock · 10 months
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Girl- your art and your OC Jey Cleary is SO GORGEOUS I CAN'T- I NEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM
I know your OTP is Joey and Astral, so, I must ask, how would he behave or act around Dark Mist if he met him?? 👀👀👀
Would he hate Mist? Would he tolerate him??
And what is Joey's relationship with Eliphas and his previous obsession in reaching purity by removing all the chaos??
(( AAAAAAAA! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH! ;A;;;
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THESE are also Super fantastic questions, thank you for the opportunity for me to gush about my boy and his antics with other characters 💙🩵✨ i’m so sorry this got SO long agshdj! There are doodles/art for your reading troubles down there too!))
- - ⟢〖 MIST 〗
So Jey’s whole deal is; Despite hailing from Astral World and being obligated to participate in their favor during the war ﹣ he’s actually the Son of Balance. His father, Protos, (the Heart of Astral World, as some called) was the guardian/overseer of the harmony between Chaos and Order. Before shit hit the fan in every conceivable way lmfao On top of that, Jey’s just.. a rogue and a rapscallion ahsgdhjs He never was keen on how black-&-white the war seemed, but relearning about the complete villainization of one half of a necessary energy was the final coffin nail. And that disagreeance is literally in his soul makeup! He was created in equal Chaotic Energy and Pure Energy. That balance is intermittently tied throughout him; He is meant to be the harbinger of Balance. Even Jey himself isn’t fully aware of how ingrained it is due to his own amnesia, but he does know obliterating all Chaos is not the answer, there’s something in his bones defying it. It’s a rather big plot point in his story that he starts to feel divided from the main crew because of this. Not Yuma﹣ Yuma is the only one backing Jey up at all ﹣but Astral. And it’s Astral’s rejection (spawned from the envoy's own rigid ideals and mission) that hurts Jey enough to push him out of the group for a brief period. ✨breakup arc woes✨
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. . . And this is how and when Mist finds him. They make an alarming well fit duo. Their personalities mesh, and they do surprisingly? Okay? To avoid overt toxicity in their alliance? Mist doesn’t get preached at to change, or to “join a side of the war”, or be force locked in his card, so he tolerates having Jey around. And obviously Jey can’t be affected by Mist’s number influence, and he's naturally domineering enough to counteract when Mist gets too... himself lmao. Jey has a Robin Hood type of suave and charm whereas Mist acts increasingly seductive and invades people’s space because he wants to intimidate. Jey knows how to beat Mist at his own game, which both intrigues and aggravates the Number. Like two people who know one another via a friend-of-a-friend, and go on this epic journey and end up unconventionally thick as thieves like halfway through the movie. ASDFGH
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Mist likes Jey’s assertiveness and darker side - the viability to resort to vicious methods and being such a rebel personality despite supposed loyalty to the world of “pure” ideals. Jey is pulled in by Mist’s unapologetic “take me or leave me” nature and his recognition of the hypocrisy regarding the war from both ends. And ofc the Number's unique brand of effortless beauty and free-bird, unaffiliated presence. Those two tend to, pretty universally, have a quick chemistry and natural connection. [ It’s also thanks to that natural connection that a certain lightbulb gets his first experiences dealing with an ‘unknown’ and green-eyed emotion. 😉 ] Also also, fun fact - if it could not already be told by these answers lol - These two are my second highest OTP, right after Goldenship (Jey x Astral /JeiAsu) ! I call them Pierceshipping. Since they have a lot of piercing qualities (particularly their affinity for bedroom-eyed stares and smirks) And because they each canonically stab someone through the chest.
I’m so sorry I ran out of space for the Eliphas portion of the question, I’ll have to return to that! ♡ ;v;
But TLDR; For a lot of the same reasons already listed here, Jey and him do not get along. Can’t always do much ‘bout it tho cause that’s their technical boss, gotta play civil or else Jey and boifren don’t get as many missions together :(
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charismaofobedience · 5 months
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Tumblr will never know just how much I bitched about the prsk sanrio collab choices on which character w which sanrio mascot and the outfit designs on discord.
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godnectar · 16 days
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German anon dating an American white girl confuses me lmao How does someone that don't speak English date somebody that does. They don't understand each other right? So how does this work my brain is not braining
they either put on a good amount of effort,,, or maybe she knows german– idk hun 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️
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muu-kun · 11 months
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#; ♡ ; okay to reblog#muu has admittedly been describing is self perceived melancholy and isolation regarding it#as being comparable to the circle drawn around Sadness in Inside Out due to others finding his emotions to be Too Much in capacity#and that as such he has thus been persistently trying to make himself very very small in spaces#so that maybe perhaps someone would soon be able to reside in the circle with him just until he gets to where he feels he is supposed to be#muu has also stated on numerous actions that while he is adamant about self healing he is not necessarily of preference#to not have the assistance of peers and their feedback and he tends he show it most predominantly in asking them to hear Everything#about himself in the form of the big box because one he wants assurances at the end of it all but also because he Has to be explaining#his processes of thought and general state of where he is now to people so that they may go Oh so that why you do the neurotic shit you do#but it really be hard out here when you don't know how to self advocate for a persistently emotionally present romantic partner#you don't really have any friends and you are either God awful at making new ones or you don't want to try for reasons of either#feeling scorned past close friends of yours have left time and time again OR#because you don't know what version of yourself is the Real one or the Good one or the Authentic one so you avoid socializing#until you can properly answer that dilemma but in turn you've left yourself with 1 person to seek out and talk to#but with that comes the existential dread of either a this person is also going to leave me or#b I am in fact so totally codependent on them that it isn't fair to be my sole research for assistance that I ought to fend for myself#but what do you even do to fend for yourself when you don't even know how to Advocate for yourself??#you devise a plan to shrink down and provide no indication to those around you that you are struggling with anything#that perhaps shriveling yourself down like that will allow for people to find you tolerable enough to be around#and that their presences will patch up every interpersonal wound in your system until eventually what you are faking has come true#; ♡ ; inner thoughts
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jvzebel-x · 10 months
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it's a mixed up, muddled up, messed up world
(i don't wanna be a boy, i don't wanna be a girl)
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let's cast spells-- let's chant rhymes
(let's be gay-- let's do crimes)
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achingblushes · 6 months
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❛     ♡     ❜     ˚     。     ・     an     acrimonious     grimace     graces     physiognomy     as     paramour     advances,     syllables     that     roll     across     flesh     managing     to     strike     the     hollow     ache     that     resides     deep     within     myocardium     once     more.     voices     had     never     been     raised     against     each     other     since     that     evening,     but     she     cannot     help     but     feel     as     if     this     is     worse     than     anything     uttered     in     between     those     four     walls.     crowned     princess     does     not     know     what     she     wants     —     has     never     really     been     given     such     an     opportunity     to     express     what     is     deemed     a     taboo     subject     to     family     and     constituents     alike     until     this     very     moment     .     .     .     of     course     amoureux     would     be     the     one     to     give     her     everything     she     has     ever     wanted.     doe     eyes     flutter     closed     as     a     piercing     inhalation     fills     her     lungs,     only     parting     once     sole     snowflake     descends     upon     other's     ethereal     mien     before     the     chronicled     precipitation     gives     way     to     snowdrift     being     caught     between     obsidian     and     flaxen     tresses     respectively,     wintry     liquefying     into     wan     epidermis,     causing     cherub     to     tremble     as     countenance     gradually     runs     vermillion     under     austere     atmospheric     conditions.     bronzed     oculi     finally     manages     to     meet     inamorato's     and     it     is     akin     to     a     barrier     of     hydrogen     oxide     erupting.     roseate     petals     attempt     to     avoid     a     lugubrious     sob,     though     it     ends     up     being     nothing     more     than     a     feeble     attempt     as     saline     liquid     spills,     just     as     a     snowflake     makes     contact     with     integument.     ❛     i     love     you.     ❜     comes     out     like     a     mere     murmur,     and     it     sounds     like     she     has     nothing     left     to     offer,     as     if     their     all     –     passionate     and     all     –     consuming     tale     has     left     her     wholly     depleted          .     .     .     but     there     is     no     uncertainty     floating     around     psyche,     all     the     love     she     has     for     him     clings     to     her     as     if     it     were     it's     own     person,     as     if     she     does     not     know     who     she     is     if     she     does     not     love     carter     ahn.     ❛     but     i'm     —     i'm     so     scared     .     .     .     it's     like     this     voice     that     tells     me     that     i'll     be     alone     in     the     end     —     that     all     of     you     will     leave     me     one     day.     ❜
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newtness532 · 1 year
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it just hit me that i have only 6 more lessons and then 5th semester will be done
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redstrewn · 10 months
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Sometimes i wish we could just have a clown route where we could just do everything to piss off the LIs until they kill you
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truethes · 11 months
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one of the most interesting things about the latest chapter is all the ser.vamps that have teamed up to defeat sens.eis revival are, in fact, the ones who voted to let him live.
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enhalpy · 1 year
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hii far 🧸
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bonyato · 1 year
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ooohh shoot , i just realized another vry important scene 2 me is gonna get animated next week!
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heartbeetz · 2 years
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